#˚ʚ meda rants ɞ˚
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hEY. uM???? PAUL AT THE OSCAR’S???? HELLO???? what the actual FUCK. 😀
(also lmao thank you to my lovely friend, @starshapedstickerss for sharing all of these with me literally none of this content belongs to me lmao I am merely an internet gremlin losing my mind over this)
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I always wondered how James Somerton could crank out such many well written video essays in such a short amount of time…
Because he’s stealing the words of literally dozens of writers who are better than him. 😀
#˚ʚ meda rants ɞ˚#can you all tell i just watched the new hbomberguy video…#i haven’t watched a james somerton video essay in a while#because his sexism towards queer women really started to leave a bad taste in my mouth#but there was a period in time about a year ago where i was recommending his content to almost every queer person i knew#and tbh i am so heartbroken#like the level of plagiarism this man has committed against his own community…#like straight up reciting wikipedia pages to a paying audience is scummy#but stealing the words and opinions and hard work of small queer writers??#and pretending it’s your own work??#it all just makes me so sad#like it’s so unserious#but also it’s not??#so many people had their work straight up stolen and aren’t seeing a cent from it#all so this soulless man can butcher it and sell it to unknowing queer people#it’s such a disservice to queer people in general and i’m sad i ever encouraged other people to watch his shit in the first place
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I love me a game I can play dress up in. Like catch me booting up Baldur’s Gate 3 and spending ten minuges dyeing everybody’s robes pretty colors before we head out to fight Ketheric Thorm. 🥰
#˚ʚ meda rants ɞ˚#how i make astarion pose after dyeing his whole fit with jett and rose pink dye#he looks so slay#rose golds and reds are his colors <333
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Sorry but I am so tired of seeing tiktok videos of plus size women doing fit checks and their comments are flooded with the most disgusting words you could say to a person. 😀
#˚ʚ meda rants ɞ˚#‘sorry but i have to make the joke’#no you literally fucking don’t#it would cost you zero dollars not to#like you are in the comments of a woman who looks like the sweetest person alive#a person who has impeccable style#a person who radiates sunshine#and you’re gonna say ‘i have that same pool cover!!’#some of y’all blatantly hate fat women specifically and i mean this sincerely#do some soul searching#discover why it is that fat women simply existing makes you compulsively think and say such vile things#for fucks sake#it is so easy to be good to people regardless of their size
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Don’t get it twisted, I’ve always been an emotional little baby. But my art professor just sent me an email telling me she’s happy I’m in her class, she’s impressed by my work ethic, and that I’m doing good this semester. And that’s the story of how I cried for the third time today. 🥹
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The grief is hitting really hard today. It’s not even been two weeks since I said goodbye to my boy and all I can think about is how lucky I was to have these moments and how much I’ll miss them.
#˚ʚ meda rants ɞ˚#he was always the most curious dog#but these came from one summer in particular where whenever i’d leave my art desk#he’d hop up on the chair and just stare out the window#i miss my little beagle boy so bad
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I may write a full character study sort of thing about this someday but for now I have to share that I can’t stop thinking about how Astarion reacts to being friend zoned.
Despite the vain, narcissistic, and selfish behaviors he displays throughout the game, his reaction isn’t quite reflective of those qualities. Any other man with those character traits would probably be insulted at their advances being rejected. But more than anything, Astarion seems…relieved.
You see his greetings shift instantly. He goes from putting on the most flirtatious voice so he can call you pet names to softening his voice and calling you his “favorite traveling companion.” His tone is one of pride. Almost like he’s boasting to himself; indulging in the fact that someone is willing to call him their friend.
For so long, sex was his bargaining tool. Even when he’s cut off from Cazador’s control, he still uses it. Because for the most part…it’s all he knows. It’s the surefire thing in his repertoire that he believes he can use to win you over and guarantee his safety.
And once you show him that you care enough to take sex and romance completely off of the table just to make him more comfortable?? He takes it so quickly and so readily. You can tell that he’s been yearning for literally hundreds of years for pure companionship.
These observations have killed me ever since I went down the friendship road in one of my plays. I love romancing Astarion, truly. But being strictly friends with him hits such a special part of my soul that I wasn’t expecting it to. And it leads me to wonder exactly how much of his narcissism is essentially a trauma response; his way of toughening up in the face of unspeakable horrors. ;-;
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It truly is a joy to know me because occasionally I will find a tiktok funny enough that I will send it to literally everyone I know like I’m a town crier.
Like—
Hear ye, hear ye, bitches. Meda has mandated the meme of the week. 🥳🎉👏🏻
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Ngl I feel like being online during the release of stranger things season four last year minorly traumatized me in some way because I get like a little pit of anxiety in my stomach when I see pictures of Eddie Munson 🥲
#˚ʚ meda rants ɞ˚#which is so insane to me#considering just last summer i was telling my mother#‘if eddie dies then i die’#like bro what was i on????#nobody look at the stranger things section on my masterlist#i pretend i do not see it <3
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The Willy Wonka Chocolate Factory Experience that happened in Glasgow where basically all of the marketing was AI generated is my current news hyperfixation. I literally made a whole tiktok folder dedicated to it. Because I can’t get over this whole thing.
#˚ʚ meda rants ɞ˚#like…did people just not see the ai generated gibberish in the promo photos??#because from the marketing alone the whole thing just looks like complete bullshit#all i know is that the concept of ‘the unknown’ is hysterical#he’s an evil chocolate maker who lives iN THE WALLS????#roald dahl is turning in his grave <3
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Happy Father’s Day to these guys only. 💖
#˚ʚ meda rants ɞ˚#makes a sad post about father’s day#only to immediately follow it up with a pedro pascal post#pedro pascal#joel miller#the last of us#din djarin#the mandalorian
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My praise kink is so bad that I get a little rush when my history professor tells me I did a good job.
#˚ʚ meda rants ɞ˚#i’m only half joking#there mist be something a little wrong with me#because he tells me that my analysis was perfect#and i go ‘thank you daddy <3’
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Hey, tiktok, I’d really appreciate it if you stopped showing me random 0 like, 0 view videos from actual children on my for you page. 😀👍🏻
#˚ʚ meda rants ɞ˚#like nothing against kids#they’re just vibing#but i feel so odd seeing it promoted to me??#like…you think i’d like to watch a random child fuck aroudn with a ‘what disney character are you?’ filter????
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One of the wildest parts about my mother and I having experienced the same abuse is that whenever she catches me giving trauma responses, she always smacks me upside the head with shit like this.
#˚ʚ meda rants ɞ˚#like she’s completely right#bUT GODDAMN SHE CLEARS ME#i read that and literally had to like#take a breath#goddamn
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I am literally so frustrated and tired and upset and I am 0.3 seconds away from crying ☺️👍🏻
#˚ʚ meda rants ɞ˚#little vent#i am just#so ready to disassociate for a while#literally every month leading up to my period i feel like i am on the edge of crisis#oh how i love being a woman ;-;#gale from bg3 better solve all of my emotional issues hsgdhdgshd
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Anyways I’m giving in to the gremlin in my brain and watching Saltburn.
#˚ʚ meda rants ɞ˚#i strongly suspect that this could become my favorite movie#i don’t know anything about it aside from hot men and fucked up stuff happens????#or so i’ve heard????#idk we shall see i guess
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