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#my legs hurt so bad </3
taitavva · 2 years
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i really want to see goro on his silly little bike. p5 why would u deprive us of that
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somewhat satisfied with this... pretty butterfly man...
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da-proti-toku-grem · 1 month
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how do you know the difference between a huge anxiety attack and a panic attack?
#i think i had a panic attack yesterday but idk......#god it felt so awful and it went on for like 3 hours#but i also had like a hundred things going on so idk if it was like the accumulation of everything or if it was really a panic attack yk#i was at the fair with my family waiting for my best friend to arrive bc i was going to hang out with her#and yk it's a place full of people and we were standing right next to a huge speaker hearing a man talk#and also each place in the fair has different music playing super loud and you can hear all of them at the same time (+ the flashing lights#all that causes me anxiety every since i was little (even if i didn't know it was anxiety back then)#so i *knew* i was going to have the greatest time and i didn't really want to go there in the first place#but even with that i wasn't really haven't a bad time (yet)#we were just stading there and i was waiting for my friend to call me so we could go somewhere else#she called me to tell me she was coming and right when i hung up the phone i felt a really strong pang on my belly#and idk at first i thought it was period cramps but it was weird bc my period had actually stopped that same morning#also i had taken a painkiller right before going there bc all that i mentioned earlier also gives me migraines so there's that too#so yeah the pangs kept getting stronger and it hurt so fucking bad to the point my legs started trembeling#my vision blured and every sound around me seemed to almost fade away#there wasn't any place i could sit down so i gad to cling to my dad and he had to hold me so i didn't fall to the ground#i think i almost (?) fainted in his arms too#after a while the dizzines went away and my dad went to get me smth to drink and i mostly got my hearing and vision back to normal#all that was like 10 minutes max but then the pangs kept hitting every minute or so for the next 3 hours#we found a place to sit and find smth to eat but i couldn't eat anything without wanting to throw up#my legs wouldn't stop shaking like fucking crazy and i kept going from feeling like i was freezing to sweating from how hot i felt#idk i've had smth like this (w/o the pangs) happen to me before a bunch of times but never That strong and it usually lasted 5-10min max#we ended up having to go home and i had to take some more painkillers and my sleeping pills to be able to calm down a little#i'm pretty sure i fell asleep from exhaustion after everything and i'm still feeling a bit weird after almost 24 hours since it happened#anyways. the thing is idk if all that was caused bc of my anxiety#or if it was smth completely unrelated and i just had such a bad tummy ache that it made me feel bad enough to cause All That yknow#i think it felt pretty much like how i've heard people describe a panic attack but again i'm not sure#yeah.........#maca speaks
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tacitusauxilium · 3 months
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((...my lead is out for two weeks because he pulled something in his back, which is maybe leading to surgery or not. ...these are going to be long days for me when I work.
At least I'll get a week's worth of vacation after all that BS.))
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b-blushes · 4 months
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small joy of the day is looking forward to washing my hair after getting a haircut, it's always the most satisfying thing to me for some reason <3
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martyrbat · 3 months
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my stream crashing, finding a new one, and seeing ovi scoring 30 seconds in.... ok ill be back in the third period <33
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scarybeetle · 9 months
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once again i am being affected by forces
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tennybird · 4 months
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it turns out actually going outside for an hour and walking is good for you. who knew
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keii-starz · 9 months
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hope you're feeling better <3
AWWWWWHHHH TYSM!!!! tbh, it actually doesn't feel better at all, also, the thing with the pain I get is that if I get like, a sore arm or anything, it just. is there with me the whole day. there's no escaping it or it feeling better until the next day
but the good thing is that my other pain feels a whole lot better now that I'm laying on the floor, even if it will still hurt when I stand back up 🥲 (dw, the floor is carpeted, so it won't hurt my back or anything) but my arm still hurts incredibly and is rlly sore so yeah
bcuz of how much it hurts, whenever I like, carry smth, it just feels rlly weak and hurts a lot, and it'll be harder for me to open water bottles
but I rlly appreciate it!!!! tysm!!!!! hopefully, it'll feel fully better tmr!! 🥲🥲🥲
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justablah56 · 3 months
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I think it's time to pull out the chronic pain playlist again boys . bcs . I am chronically paining .
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ghostzzy · 4 months
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in my mostly-empty house alone except for our dog crying in the bedroom upstairs. have to walk up and down the stairs 10-12 more times at least. gonna throw up and die.
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lenteur · 9 months
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literally painful day today
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bhalspawn · 5 months
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hey fun fact! wheelchair accessible means i can get inside on my own. if i need a team of at least 3 people to make sure i dont break my neck it's not accessible
#also shout out to the sleeping arrangements: i was on an air mattress on the dining room floor#just a reminder i dont fucking have legs. so that was fun#they were going to put me in the guest house which is downhill. an unpaved uneven hill#if someone had let me go accidentally i wouldve gone straight into the lake#if i HAD gone down (again with a team of at least 3 people. at night. when everyones been drinking.) i wouldve been stuck alone bc it poured#rain from like. midnight on Christmas eve on#so the first night i was on an air mattress and it sunk down during the night so my legs were directly on the hardwood#and they hurt so bad all day! so i had to sleep on the couch in the living room. which meant i had to wait for everyone else to go to bed#and i got like. 5 hrs of a sleep bc everyone was up till 3 and i was woken up at 8am bc my shitty uncle (unrelated to this he's just an ass)#was turning on my cousins daughters toys. elmo slide woke me up which was fun#AND its not like there wasnt a bed downstairs. i found out the master bedroom is downstairs as i got on the air mattress#i dont think its selfish to be upset that they didnt offer. they made me sleep on the dining room floor.#and i was like. 15 feet away from them and they didnt bother lowering their voices which i get#i mean it was christmas eve and i went to bed early bc i hadnt slept well the day before but#they also had the tv on super loud and just. i would be less annoyed if there wasnt a bed i couldve had. instead of. again. a hardwood floor#i mean. fucks sake#wytxt
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loadsofcats · 6 months
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I barely got an hour of sleep and I can’t tell anyone since they all think I was sleeping bc I didn’t wanna talk 💀
I might not be a tight sleeper, but I am a good pretender
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saintchaser · 2 years
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her cold hands against their body, and her lips against theirs;
isn't that funny how war's love story ends?
bittersweet and anguish, and yet to seek revenge
for someone that had once been loved, a ghost of the past?
marlene whispers soft i love yous in the dead of the night,
and dorcas, riddled with grief, thinks they are out of their mind
and maybe they were, falling on their knees and whispering prayers of grief and love,
howling to god for an answer, begging for her
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risingsunresistance · 8 months
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To me you are the coldplay / shinkonet guy
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