Movements // Losing Fight

Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 3: Enveloping Feelings.

(Part 1, Part 2, Part 4 (soon))

We're going to save your brother.

losing fight • movements

Determine I'm depressed Prescribe and wish me best As if I didn't know I'm a fucking mess

All of my demons have come to life And they're eating me from the inside But I've given up on trying to hide Cause they're the only things left by my side

listened to that pd anime op song and now i want to animate to it. which means ive spent the last hour watching random anime openings and taking notes o(-(

Had a LONG and CRAZY dream last night....paragraphs worth of stuff I'm trying to arrange it all in my head in the right timeline. Basically I was watching from the perspective of one of two siblings who had (accidentally?) Been left behind at their rv camper and they had really bad luck and shit kept going wrong to the point where it was questionable if something was fucking with them and then they accidentally set the engine on fire and I think they were both mysteriously killed? Anyway dad came back looking for them and I began to occupy his perspective and he started to transform somehow? And there were definitely outside forces acting on the site like it was getting swarmed by what I can only assume were bad spirits but slowly the father began to transform into some kind of beast and eventually gained the ability to fly/glide. And I once again had to navigate the complexities of flying despite not being a flying animal. But I guess it's kind of intuitive because I quickly learned the process of getting high up enough to do a broad, ever-tightening spiral downwards in order to take someone out on ground level. And I kept doing this till all these suspicious characters on the ground were dissipated. Also this guy now attracted beasts to him? Like wolves and other predatory wild animals kept coming out of the woods to kill people. Anyway then there was this child which I don't think was really a child but rather some kind of force possessing/ occupying the body of a young boy. He was wearing a blue poncho and one of those tall wizard/dunce caps lol. It's hard to explain but his whole deal was kind of metaphorical? Like among the spirit/demon activity that was going on there he represented something. And the father instinctually recognized that he needed to catch the boy, but the boy was evading his strikes and dives. And eventually the boy ran off all the way to a urbanized area where he hid in an auto store?? Lol anyway the dad had to follow despite now being blue and winged. His head was still somewhat recognizably human so he was just counting on nobody trying to stop him despite being confused. So he went inside and predictably everybody was staring but they all kind of froze up and just watched him look around. Eventually the cashier pointed to some shelf/drawer things behind the counter, at which the dad went around and saw the boy hiding under there, and he managed to drag him out. Outside, hyenas??? Of some sort were forming a larger and larger group again due to the father's beast attraction ability. Also throughout this whole dream the father was getting more and more animal like and it was weirdly 'realistic' like this man's body was functionally my body and I slowly felt certain movements become restricted by my increasingly quadrupedal stance. And ny fingers stopped being as dextrous which was annoying and i remember feeling that my lips were really dry but my tongue wasnt responding the way i wanted it to. Eventually i figured out how to make it move around but it was generally really frustrating to have to slowly adjust to my new body's restrictions. I was also losing the ability to talk! I could only make weird animal noises, i was still getting used to not having human vocal folds. Anyway the dream ended with the father realizing his work or whatever wasn't done and he went outside preparing to kill more spirits. And then I woke up growling. And my lips were actually really dry irl lollll

THIS SONG FLOORS ME

i frew up

How many times can I listen to Losing Fight by Movements before I don't feel anything at all?

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