people im going away from tumblr for a hot minute (a while. )kinktober is cancelled (shocker) and you guys are mean. peace out.

enluv announcement!

— please read as this is an important message for my moots & readers <3 (posted: august 24th, 2023)

As many of you know I am a college student, and currently I am still on summer break, however I do have to return back to school as the academic year is starting for me in about four days. I leave back to school in about two, and if you didn’t know, I go to school out of the state I live in! Meaning I only have the next two days to spend with my family/friends before I leave, that being said I am here to tell you all that I will be going on a hiatus, it won’t be a traditional hiatus where I stop posting all together but for the time being I will cease posts/updates for fics until I am situated enough at school to come back and post! At school I am part of a lot of groups/research/etc. and those will be my top priority. I will try to figure out a time to write and be here as best as I can but also, I can’t promise anything. I will however still be logged into this account and my side @/haisuken, so if you see me posting that’s why and thus what I mean by not traditional hiatus! For my moots, my replies may get shorter and I may take longer to reply, this isn’t because I am ignoring you, simply because I am busy with school! I thank you for your understanding and I’ll see you all again <3

— tagging some moots! - @bobariki @blue-jisungs @csmicvrse @hoonvrs @invuwrld @malarign @nhularin @ningtual @odxrilove @stealanity @yerimse @boydepartment @i-luvsang (if I didn’t tag you pls don’t be alarmed, this is mainly for moots I interact with on discord/messages!)

P.S: IF ANY MOOTS WANT MY DISC TO KEEP IN TOUCH YOU CAN DM/SEND ME AN ASK!!

Hi everyone.

Just making this an announcement, but starting tomorrow, February 1, I’m going to be logging off for a little while. (More info about why below the cut, but it goes into some mental health stuff, fair warning)

I’m apparently in the middle of a major depressive episode and to top that off there’s some things going on in my personal life that are making this episode particularly severe. And while Tumblr is normally my escape and part of a coping mechanism for me, right now it just feels like a way of avoiding my problems and trying to pretend everything is fine. I can’t even write anything, and that just makes me feel even more worthless.

This is by no means a full goodbye. I fully expect to be back at some point, I just didn’t want to drop off the face of the earth for who knows how long and have you guys be worried about me.

Like I said, I’ll still be here for today, and if any of my moots want my discord or other contact info, reach out to me in DMs, because I may be able to handle some one on one interactions at some point.

I love you all so much, and I’ll hopefully be seeing you soon.

Regarding tumblr

I'll still be here for now!

It's not down yet. And even my BOM blog @bom-headquarters isn't dead, I just need to update the queue.

By the way, hello to new followers, as I still get some! 😊

As a reminder I have a page for all my tags here (you'll see the link to it if you view my blog with its layout). At least for the vld tags, as this is still mainly a vld blog. For other fandoms, I usually try to tad at least the fandom, and the ship if there is one (or character(s)).

Here are the tags to find:

My fanfics ; My fanarts voltron thoughts : my meta, headcanons, theories and other speculations about Voltron my stuff : fanfictions, fanarts and "voltron thoughts" all together

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However, I'm also on:

Bluesky at https://bsky.app/profile/ursaeminoris.bsky.social

Pillowfort at https://www.pillowfort.social/UrsaeMinoris

Discord: if we're moots you can contact me privately to know how to contact me there, but I'm in a bunch of sheith servers (specially the sheithcon server and the sheith creators community, as well as the @ficwip server!

AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/users/UrsaeMinoris ! Yeah not a social media, but still wanted to point it out. If it looks empty to you it's because I've restricted my fics as the OTW advised to protect them from AI but they're very much still there, you can see it all if you're logged in!

I also have invites for all of those!

If you need invites to Bluesky, Pillowfort, or AO3 I can provide some!

If you want to see if you could join a discord server I'm in we can also chat to see which server would be a good fit, and how to enter (some are not open to new members all the time). Of course we can also just chat directly in discord.

So yeah, just send me a dm if you need an invite.

So for those who are curious, I have some news.

(this isn't an April fool's joke, this is actually serious and is a PSA)

So, to put this out of the way, I have something to inform everyone— mostly with some changes on this blog and my main (@.oletus-manor-logs).

As far as you guys are aware, this blog has been mostly a dump of my writing and self-indulgent shit of my anon sona, 🌸🍒. It's been really fun to have made this and interact with people, because there's a lot I wouldn't have known as friends in the space and I'm always grateful for it.

Though, I'll make this clear as it's a serious psa of mine.

So... I'll be getting to college (I'm on my graduating year for my 12th grade), and things are going to change for me. In this regard, I'd like to make it clear that I may end up having to post less on this blog to make way in case college comes.

This isn't to say I'll abandon my blogs. No, I won't unless I genuinely can't handle it anymore and need a break— but due to how shit is going, I'll need to adjust and that means having to adjust less on here and more on trying to get through college and get my degree.

In that regard, I'll be most likely posting less WHEN it comes (aka first day/week of college). So, priorities.. are most likely gonna be skewed on here, and I'll put my focus on my own shit irl.

When it comes, be aware that I'll most likely be posting sporadically when I have free time, but nonetheless will be absent if things get too much. It isn't to say I won't stop or anything, but as a heads up that when it comes (and I know it will if I get into the uni with the degree I can learn on), you guys will know.

This blog and my main had been a lot of fun to write and be on, but life goes on. I have to be prepared when it comes, and that means taking a huge step back on this place when it does.

I'm sorry if the announcement isn't what you expect. I really, really am. I'm not someone who gives up on shit for whatever reason, but this is serious, and I want to put my focus on something that can affect my life permanently than my own pleasures.

If anyone wants to hmu, I'm open for DMs in here, and to my moots, my discord is also open. I'll most likely be more active there till college hits me and I get news from the unis I've applied via college exams. Hopefully... Hopefully I get in.

In the meantime, expect random posts as usual till it comes. Thanks for reading lads.

— Navina

This won't make that much of an impact but I owe my moots an explanation so this post is going up.

I am leaving tumblr for the foreseeable future. My mental health is at an all time low and I believe its directly linked to coming back to this site. It's nothing new that social media is bad for your brain but I haven't felt this terrible in years. Last year I almost self harmed again and I can feel it coming on again like a bad storm. The only good thing I got out of therapy was the concept of removing myself from situations that put me in harms way and there is nothing good about forcing myself to look at or read things that make me want to hurt myself. It's just another form of self injury.

An ex-girlfriend once described me as someone who "pushes on bruises" and she was right. Today cinched it for me because I found myself consuming material and bloggers that I know upset me and I did it on purpose to hurt myself. That and the fact that I am in a hotzone for political instability in the United States has made this a very awful week. I can feel myself getting bad again.

What this means for the blog is that my queue will run down. There are scheduled posts for July and Christmas. I will probably log in a few times to fix the tags as I've been promising for months. There won't be any more meta posts from the server. I won't be linking my fanfics here either.

I'll let you guys know when or if I come back. Thanks for the memories. I'll be logging in sometime tomorrow to start tag clean up so if you want my discord handle then you can DM me.

IMPORTANT ! | NAVI ( in case you want a link to all my reposts )

so after much consideration, even though it has only been one day since the whole ordeal, i've decided that i wouldn't be writing anymore. i may regret this decision later but for now, i don't. if you want to read my rant and the reason why, it's under the cut, if not, just reblog this post.

first of all, i'd be lying if i said i didn't think about deactivating. the past almost two years have been amazing, but with everything that has been going on in my life right now, i've often found myself thinking about leaving this platform. except, i didn't because i was scared. i love writing, i have always, i don't think that's going to change. it's genuinely one of the things i've been doing ever since i was kid and haven't found it a hassle or chore. i didn't want to stop writing, actually. then i had my friends here, those 4.3k people who supported me, it was a lot to let go.

i think what happened yesterday gave me an out. now that i've lost everything— you know, my writings, majority of my moots, and everything else— i don't think there's a point trying to recover all that. maybe it's just because i'm not over what happened and lost all the motivation to continue and maybe, i'll regret my decision later, as i said; but for now, i think i'm doing the right thing. now, i may come back tomorrow saying i was in my emo phase when i posted this and stuff because i'm too attached to this place, so don't mind me.

i cried a lot last night, i haven't talked to my brother ever since yesterday, i don't like how this thing is ruining my relationships even though it's his fault. i have works and ideas and i wish would see the light some day, and i'd possibly make a grand return after my college entrances with new fics and shit if i'm in the mood. but till then, this is the goodbye.

i'll stay here, i'll log in once or twice a week or something to spam my side blog and idk repost? because hell, i'm not leaving without putting up some of my proudest works. i'm so salty about this situation. i'll drop by to talk to my moots, reblogs my favourite fits and everything. there's this thing i've been working on for three months now and it's almost near the end so i might drop it too, as my last post, perhaps?

if you want to keep in touch, my discord is cael.#0329, my twitter is @/slaynez_, i'm not giving instagram since i'm not really active but if you want, dm me.

thank you for past almost two years, it has been a wonderful time. i wished this would last longer, at least till by birthday, but some things are bound to happen. thank you for reading my silly little works, thank you for the massive support. let's wait for me to possibly come back soon, i guess.

ps. i'm still lurking on this site like a ghost you know, looking for my works and everything since i said i'll be putting them up again so don't you fucking dare steal them, i will come for you bloodline. my kpop blog is @chiyuv if anyone wants to know