There is a surprising lack of infp x infp content anywhere... The only information I have found so far indicates it to be a flip of the coin relationship. It’s either hell or heaven. Not to mention the fact that one of the infps will have to ‘play the role’ of a personality that engages more than a normal infp is comfortable with uuuuu Ive sort of known this since first trying to date him but wow I am no stranger to taking charge when it’s needed. I mean it’s not all that bad. I just wasn’t used to it and scared back then ;;;;  Wish there were more irl examples and discussions on this interesting matter. I don’t want to judge our possible relationship solely on this alone... Because I know I can be an engager when I want to be and if I somehow open his shell a little more- maybe he can too. 

I fear he has found love elsewhere. But even so I will still stand by his side when he needs me. I will still love him- even if it kills me. Lovesick fools we indeed are...

For my dearest friend, how I wish I had never broken your heart.

Whatever am I going to do with myself when I let you go? It’s hardly been a day since I saw you and I can’t breathe. I can’t relax. You became my whole world- and how am I supposed to part with that? I don’t know. All I know is it’s coming soon. You’ll find the girl of your dreams, or maybe you already have- and you’ll forget everything we once had, the maybes, the what ifs- the almost. But maybe it’s better this way. Maybe I caused you too much pain- perhaps you needed to forget. That’s okay. I deserve this after all. I’m the one who broke your heart. So who am I to ask for it once again?

When I sat next to you, for the first time just you and me alone, I could feel my heart settling. I had found home in your presence alone- not like the broken home I had known all my life, no- you were and still are my resting place. My one refuge.

You became home for my weary heart.

I see your soul and think to myself, good God... I have fallen for the very essence of your being.

And there is nothing you could do to change that.

I wish I could scream to all the hills how fucking much I love you because I can’t keep it all in for much longer without risking telling you.

My love, my dearest, oh if only you knew how much I loved you. If you told me to jump- I would ask how high. If you needed me at 4am- I would be there in a heartbeat- and if you told me you loved someone else- I would give you my blessing and wish you happiness. Because that's how much I love you. (No matter how much it would break me to let you go.)

I would give up my whole world if that’s what it would take to make you smile.

I loved you since long ago, and you did too. But I was too late to realize that I guess. All I have now is an unmeasurable love for you and no way of telling you-

Because we were something once-- till I broke your heart. I still regret that to this day. There will be no other like you.