Mr. Fregoli and the Diathesis-Stress Supermodel, Or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Con (An Untitled Track)
Ferryman
Eliminated songs:
…And If I Did, You Deserved It.
Alma Mater
Wealth & Hellness
Battles:
ICID Battle - Misanthropologist (53.8%) vs. …And If I Did, You Deserved It. (46.2%)
Single Battle - Mr. Fregoli and the Diathesis-Stress Supermodel, Or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Con (An Untitled Track) (84.8%) vs. Alma Mater (15.2%)
Extra Battle - Ferryman (63.3%) vs. Wealth & Hellness (36.7%)
in 222 the line “I can't ignore what's under dance floorboards The rhythm of my heart a dead-as-disco beat” and “I hear your heart beating under the floorboards the rhythm is a gospel to me” In misanthropologist are both (possibly) in reference to Edger Allen Poe’s “The Tell-Tale Heart”.
Misanthropologist really speaks to me with some lines. In a way that Dr. Sunshine Is Dead did that first time hearing it in high school.
"God made me famous 'cause I am his favorite" feels like it punched through my chest. I was taught that all the abuse I went through was a part of god's plan. That I, as a literal baby onward, was being tested. I was even told by my mother to be a good example for my rapist as a child. I believed I was special for being abused and hurt so badly, because there would be a payoff eventually. That payoff never came.
It hits at my polyamory as well. The feeling of being a black hole for emotional support and like nothing is ever enough. Having some sort of feelings I can't figure out while also loving my partner, thinking of what if it all goes poorly and I lose both.
can u share ur tenmartha playlist/song recs for them !!! (i have demons manifesting in my mind so heavily )
here u go :) only 10 songs long and 4 of them are will wood...if u cant tell i dont listen to that much music lol. to compensate for this i am severely brain fungus abnormal all 10 of them
I had a serious conversation with my mom and somehow I brought up my difficulties with committing to things and I dead ass said “well… basically, my thought process is it doesn't have to end if it doesn’t start in the first place”
WILL WOOD HAS TAKEN UP TOO MUCH OF MY BRAIN FOR TOO FREAKIN LONG