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“M Shepard” Thursday barricade @ the metro - Chicago 09/16/23
#i was losing my mind#Geoff rickly in the flesh!!!#it was so fucking unbelievable#my voice: raw gone deceased#met some really awesome people!!#was a war all the time play through concert#thursday#war all the time#Thursday band#geoff rickly#m Shepard#m Shepard by Thursday
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the persona 3 protagonist 25th anniversary nui in food appliances!
#lizzy speaks#persona 3#minato arisato#makoto yuki#guys friendly reminder that this is what adulthood is about dont listen to anyone who calls you cringe#hence why im putting these in the main tags. i mean they're not incorrect for what the photos are about. lmao#anyway this was a very fun birthday!!! i feel very loved and supported by so many people and i got to do very fun things (like this)...#i think... birthday is like thanksgiving to me. in the gratitude respect.#a reminder of all the lovely people that i have gotten a chance to meet and how i've learned from them#it makes me very happy to have been born... i think every day is a great day to celebrate life's grandeur + brilliance + magnificence#it's just a very poignant and strong feeling that i have that i'm happy to have met so many wonderful people#and while there are some people i've only known for brief periods of time or people who i havent really been good at keeping in contact wit#i do cherish it! im so grateful. so happy that there are people who cheer my silly shenanigans on#while there are ways in which aging makes me go “oh hmm” i think overall i'm happy that i get to keep on living and learning#i have so much fondness for humanity and people... like even if i dont get to talk to ppl directly i just get very emotional yknow#like wow.. you exist.. thats so fucking awesome... i hope you have an awesome day... im glad our paths could cross#if you have read up to this point of my tags.. thank you for reading and being part of my life#i will keep on being the silliest guy ive ever known! cheers to more shenyanigans and self-discovery :3
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WEIRD OLDER QUEERS I LOVE YOUUU
#this is a general statement#but also opened up feeld after like two weeks and immediately matched with this guy* who i immediately thought just had an awesome vibe#(is it bc he reminds me of philip sallon maybe. it’s okay i know my own red flags)#i don’t actually know what pronouns he uses. something to ask tomorrow#they’re also really not that old ftr they’re in their forties it’s just the difference in experience i mean#feel sort of excited abt the idea of pursuing gay sex for the first time in ages they just SO immediately met me at my level and made me#- feel so comfortable#we’ll see what comes of it i have a good feeling but even if it doesn’t work out i feel more optimistic moving forward#just a very nice change of pace to go oh that person looks cool. oh we get to talk. oh they are cool#me & my ex are also gonna do something at some point. i know he wants to it’s just a matter of stupid scheduling#anyway. more to the point. I LOVE SEEING QUEER PEOPLE LIVING & BEING HEALTHY & THEMSELVES#ted talks
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can i say some mushy stuff really quick
coming on here and meeting so many likeminded people has been so amazing, having people not only listen when i talk about my characters and ideas but actually take an interest in them and want to hear more means so much to me. AND you have characters and ideas that i get to invest in and talk about, which makes it even better! i just wanted to say thank you for being so kind and fun, you guys are the best ♥️
#i know it's easy to get caught up in the drama but like#idk i've met some really cool people on here and that's so awesome that the discourse is just annoying mosquito sounds#btw i am having a ✨friday night✨ so i will return to being silly and whimsical tomorrow dont look at me
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wowie that is a big number,, thanks!! I really appreciate all the support for my old man art,,,,,, there will be more.
To celebrate I will draw anything (sfw) at all,, literally anything.
like a burger . I’ll draw a burger if someone asks me too.
I’ll draw . another burger if somebody else asks me too.
maybe,,,, a third. If you want.
not a fourth. That’s too much burger,, would be too powerful. I’ll draw some tater tots to go with them instead. and lemonade. maybe a pickle .
#I’ve had a real epic time in the short period that I’ve been here#met a lot of awesome people and drew some old men#and I’ve also gotten a ton of love and support for my art#it’s really helped me boost my confidence for my art. Every compliment and addition to my posts means so much to me.#It’s also really helped me keep my sanity while in a shit situation#really swag of you all#thanks everybody :)
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It’s been a year since security breach came out and a year since I started fixating on these goobers…
Boy do I got a story for y’all.
I was actually really excited for security breach. I thought the game looked good and I bought it on release day and spent the whole day downloading it cause my internet is shit lol.
I played it the next day and of course got to the daycare fairly quickly.
When I first met Sun I will admit it wasn’t exactly love at first sight. Freddy was my favorite at the time cause like many others who love Glam Freddy, I have daddy issues XD. But he quickly grew on me the more time I spent in the daycare trying to figure out what to do. (My first playthrough was completely blind so I had no clue what I was doing lol)
I remember my brother was watching me and I said word for word. “Oh he’s kinda cute in an odd kind of way!” And that got my brother to give me such a look XD
Meeting moon was a little different. He spooked me of course but his giggles had me laughing at him cause I just thought they were adorable. Seeing the jumpscare of course was what got my brain thinking as I’ve been in this community for a long time…
I wanted more of the boys. I started to love them and finding so many others did too made me happy.
I stuck to close friends rpin with the boys and showing art of them to my close friends only. I want to thank them for puttin up with my shenanigans too as I met them through fandoms like ninjago and hazbin XD love you guys.
But sun and moon gave me something new…they gave me courage. I made this blog and I started showing off t art of them cuz that’s what I’ve been fixated on. People liked it. They got me attention that I’ve never really had on my art. It was new and encouraging.
That courage only grew. I made my server, I’ve met amazing people, and now? I got two new friends to add to my nutty lil family.
@coy-lee @afloofwithmultipleinterests these two goobers right here?? They helped grow the courage in me. And support of my other friends made it burn ever brighter.
Laughterfix now has a YouTube channel with over two thousand subscribers. A comic dub with over 200 thousand views…and people are loving some original content as well.
I’m apart of something bigger. I’ve reached toward my dream of creating and entertaining people with ideas. I’ve learned to become a better artist and edit videos.
And to think
It all started. All of it happened…all because of two celestial jesters from a video game.
It’s so crazy to think about…but I wouldn’t have it any other way.
It’s been a rough end to the year. But I’m happy with what I have. Good friends, good fun, and there’s a bright shining light ahead.
Happy birthday boys. Thank you for all you’ve done for me…
#lee!sundrop#sfw tickles#sfw tickling community#lee!moondrop#lofi#ler!lofi#tickle ghost#tickle art#fnaf tickles#story time#l.f talks#laughterfix channel#laughterfix#genuinely makes me cry a bit#to think that I met some awesome people cuz of these guys#they’ve really made me happy#happy birthday sun and moon#fnaf security breach#security breach
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the side effects of experiencing all this funeral stuff from this up close is honestly that im just starting to plan my own funeral in my head to entertain myself and it also kinda stopped me from being suicidal because i realised no one but me could do it right
#obv i cant kill myself now because that would completely destroy my mother but also because she'd give me catholic funeral#and that would honestly make me come back from the dead just so i could kms again#anyway the real ones will come to my funeral dressed in pink <3 and no open casket unless they really manage to make me look fabulous#i want rainbow flowers (with green carnations!) and i want it to be a met gala level fashion show dont yall dare wear boring black outfits#i want mozart to play and no catholic priests allowed. if a catholic priest tries to go near me all guests should get together to kill him#also saw a grave of some 16y/o girl apparently obsessed with h/arry p/otter today and as much as i hate HP it was AWESOME#she had a bunch of little funko pops figures there and even a hp candle#and there was obv a cross with jesus on it but he had that little ball with wings on a translucent thread tied to his hand lol#and there was also a framed picture of her and her friends goofing off and pointing their middle fingers at the camera and like. yeah#obv very sad but this is the kind of grave id like. obv not with fucking hp 💀 but i feel so fucking uncomfortable with the thought#that people might come to my grave and be all solemn and cry and make a big deal out of it like plz ffs dont#i mean obv i wouldnt be uncomfortable cause id be. well. dead. but if my funeral is boring and/or catholic then fuck this im just not dying
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Its fucked up to think abt how much of my life i missed out on actually living up to this point
#like i went to my first proper picnic with friends today#and it was fucking awesome i had such a good time#and met some really great people#and its like. wow. i wish i didnt have to only experience this now. at almost 20. i wish younger paydja had this
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being chubby means there are wars going on in my mind every single day with millions of soldiers dying
#the fact it makes me feel like i am immediately eliminated as someone to be romantically or sexually interested in for most of the world#and like. if its true that someone wouldnt like me for my weight then i wouldnt want them either but like. oh god. oh my fucking god#i do want to lose some weight just bc i have a lot of clothes i got recently that i like that i want to fit into again#and its not even much that i would need to lose. but even the thought of moving towards being skinny is terrifying i would never want to do#that. like the thought that someone could like me as a skinny person and think i was ugly if they had met me a year earlier and i wouldnt#even know is HORRIFYING.#its like. ive moved past the outward fatphobia of our world a lot. i dont really care about how my body looks im pretty neutral about it for#the most part and im happy that ive gotten to thaf point#but the fact that the way i look is a MAJOR part of how other people interact with me is so scary. and makes me so sad#just like jo march. it doesnt really matter how much work youve done on becoming someone strong and smart and secure and having people you#love platonically. at a certain point having no romantic love makes you feel lonely#and a little worthless. like oh someone has to know me really well before ever being interested in me as more than a friend nice to know i#inspire no feelings of attraction in the people i am interested in because of the body i inhabit. awesome 👍🏻#ugh. its whatever. its just a lot of contradictory shit i think about a lot and hate thinking about so much
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genuinely glad its over though so i can like actually be done. because i would be lying if i said i didnt itch everytime there was a sam ment on stream and iwasnt watching but i cannot live my life like that again
#txt157#DONT MEAN THIS NEGATIVELY. i gen have no regrets with getting into it i met some super awesome people forreal#and i still seriously think the format of a story like that#where everyone is a main character and everything is plot and everything is all the time is SOO MUCH FUN even if it eats away my insides#it scratches the itch in my brain for making connections that arent there#and there really is so much love in it#esp in anything that happend before 2022 LOLL but you get it.#i dunno i htink its such a fun format and idk i really love passionate amateur storytellers having a lot of fun#like idk im never gonna diss the time i spent invested in it#ultimately a great community even tho the discourse was a bitch#but my corner never really had that lol we were all usually on the same page#which some people might say is an echo chamber but i think its curating my space. and i had more fun#obv had massive issues and was super frustrating at times bc of broken promises and droughts and whatever etc etc etc#but you all know that already#but anyways. heart. will not be caring about s2
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I don't think I'll ever be anything close to normal again
#i'll write you guys a detailed report tomorrow#but i think these past two shows have both destroyed and thoroughly fixed me#also i got to stare olli down!!!#that's all i wanted#and see bc duh but#hhhh olli#i tried looking at the others as well I swear but fnfndjdjjd#anyway I also met some really awesome people#from germany and poland who were all just the sweetest#/ funniest people#i am so so spent rn#my feet hurt#but fuck it i'm happy
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oh also saw soooo many figures yesterday at the mall. i'm glad i don't have much money in my wallet bc if i did i might've bought one.
#there was sooooooooo much zoro. he was tempting me. i wanted him.#i really fucking wanted to get a zoro. but i didn't bc i am leaving the country soon and i didn't have money.#he makes me crazy smile emochi#i saw a mai figure! really awesome...#also some nendoroids! ooooghg#i also saw a really fucking huge crocodile figure. like the guy from one piece. it was big#i remember asking for the cheapest zoro figure and got embarrassed. how do people buy figures. it's embarrassing >_<#i actually wanted a keychain of zoro but couldn't find one. the world is so mean to me....#i also saw other figures of other characters i like but i was just soooo fixated on zoro. what is he doing to me#was also trying to avoid spoilers of one piece. it's so fucking hard orz#ooh also there was this blind boxes where i could get a law figure. i should've gotten it now i think about it but it's ok 👍#also perona! <- haven't met her yet but i've been in love with her character design since i saw her <3 when girls are pink!#when i have my own room and find a way to earn money when we move i miiiight collect some figures. lol.
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despicable
updates as of 22 oct
Travis Dermott knew that he would draw attention with his actions in the Coyotes’ home opener against the Anaheim Ducks at Mullett Arena on Saturday. The Arizona defenseman just hoped that the spotlight might shine on the issue that he was addressing, not on him.
“You don’t really want to go against rules that are put in place by your employer, but there’s some people who took some positive things from it,” Dermott said. “That’s kind of what I’m looking to impact.
“You want to have everyone feel included and that’s something that I have felt passionate about for a long time in my career. It’s not like I just just jumped on this train. It’s something that I’ve felt has been lacking in the hockey community for a while. I feel like we need supporters of a movement like this; to have everyone feel included and really to beat home the idea that hockey is for everyone.”
“I won’t lie,” said Dermott, who is playing on a one-year, two-way contract. “From the outside, it’s easy to see that I’m putting my career on the line for something. I definitely went through some emotional ups and downs that night, not regretting anything by any means, but I’d love to have maybe done a couple of steps a little different by making sure that everyone was aware of what was going on before I did it.
“I don’t want to put my teammates or my coaches or my GMs or the equipment managers in any kind of bad light when it’s their job to kind of look out for something like this happening. It was definitely something that I did just by myself and was prepared to kind of deal with whatever repercussions the league decides to push towards that. I’m not going to back off and say that this battle is won, but we’re going to find better ways to do it.”
As Dermott noted, LGBTQ+ inclusion is an issue that he has supported for a long time. Without getting into specifics, Dermott said the issue is personal for him because it impacts people close to him.
“I’d be lying if I said I haven’t shed tears about this on multiple occasions,” he said. “So yeah, it’s something I’m definitely very passionate about.
“I’ve met a lot of people that from the outside, it looks like they have everything going right in their life and they have a smile on their face every time they talk to you. But sometimes when we get closer to people and get comfortable enough for them to open up to you, you can see that there’s some pretty dark stuff happening to some good people. It doesn’t take too many times encountering something like that for it to really change someone.
“I’ve been blessed to have some of those opportunities put in front of me to really change my view of what being a good person means; what being a good father and a good example and role model means going forward. You really see how people are hurting and it’s because of a system that maybe no one’s intentionally trying to be malicious about, but until you’ve really had that first-person experience seeing people hurting from it right in front of you, it’s tough to kind of take steps.”
It would be a surprise if the league handed down any sort of punishment. The optics alone would add to the public relations damage that the original ban created. Even so, Dermott reiterated his desire to bring the entire franchise into the fold before he takes similar actions in the future, but he also made it clear that he will not be silenced on the topic.
“It’s not like I’m shutting up and going away,” he said. “I know more questions are going to be coming. We’re just going to be as prepared as we can be to just spread love. That’s the thing. It’s gay pride that we’re talking about, but it could be men’s health. It could be any war. It’s just wanting world peace. Everyone’s got to love each other a little bit more.
“Like my parents said growing up, ‘How awesome would it be to be the guy that people look up to?’ That’s what really hit home when I was a kid, especially from my mom. You want to grow up and be that guy. You want to be the guy that’s having the impact on kids like NHL players had on you. If they had been racist or bigoted, that’s going to have an effect on you.
“With how many eyes are on us, especially with the young kids coming up in the new generation, you want to put as much positive love into their brain as you can. You want them to see that it’s not just being taught or coming from maybe their parents at home. They need to see it in the public eye for it to really make an effect.”
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Vent was a good app. I had a mutual who actually lived right nearby and obviously we never met but one day I said that I hate this permanent line I have by my lips and it makes me feel so old and unsightly. and he told me, and I don't remember the exact words but he said, "that means you smile so much that it shows on your face". so... how can I ever hate myself again? my makeup cracks and displays a crease from my nose to my lips. my father tells my mother and I to be straight faced in pictures because our mouths crook in an ugly way. but how can I ever stop smiling and loving it when my face has memorized my joy so deeply it carved it out? even when I forget what joy is, she remembers. God.
#namedropping is bad right. sucks JULES we didnt talk a lot but you said some really nice shit that I'll remember forever#met lots of awesome people on Vent. miss them. some are still here tho HI... Vent is still here too I just refuse to acknowledge the zombie#pipe down moppet#thats how i talk to myself now. i hate on myself a lot but i remedy it by thinking... the lines are experience and life#scars wrinkles marks acne hyperpigmentation imperfection... proof that I have lived. and i feel better.
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