Welcome to America. If you’re poor, you’re dead. And it ain’t “inflation” that’s killing you, it’s corporate greed + government policies that, even in a pandemic, favor capitalism over human lives
My tummy isn’t happy. It needs somthing solid in it, somthing with substance.
All I’ve had since Sunday is tequila, Afew rice crackers, some cherry tomatoes and a soup. Oh and the pizza I threw up.
I know i need to eat, it’s just getting harder to make myself eben when I’m so hungry.
I’ll eat on Saturday because I have an event and I don’t want to look like the weirdo that doesn’t eat.
But it’s only Wednesday.
I’m doing grocery shopping today... all I want to buy is cherry tomatoes and the lowest calorie soup.
I’m buying mangoes in a couple weeks from the cat haven which is well and good and I like mangoes, but why am I buying them when I have gone off fruits sugar... because cats lol. I will probley give most of them away.
I had 3.5 hours sleep. I made myself turn off the laptop and at least try get some sleep. But awake at 3 am. I am tempted to take some Valium and have another hour sleep since I really need to be my best I can be and since I refuse to eat, I gotta sleep and hope I don’t over eat.
I’m so sick of my shit. I can’t wait till Thursday for my phyc session to get some things out my head and I think she has booked me for next week too so that will help. I just hope i can get this mediicare thing sorted.