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i think you broke my heart again

𝓲𝓶𝓪𝓰𝓲𝓷𝓮 - i think you broke my heart again

𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓬𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷 - ever since the winchesters and castiel watched you die at the hands of a white-eyed demon, they have all been broken-hearted. the song "you broke my heart again" by teqoki and aiko tells the story via flashbacks in italics and the present time moments in the normal font.

𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓻'𝓼 𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓮 - this is the third time i'm writing this but since i've started to slowly rewrite my supernatural one-shots, i've decided to rewrite this one. and it made sense after i did a version for the walking dead so, it makes sense to make one for supernatural.

masterlist listen to "i think you broke my heart again" right here!

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sam's pov | makenna's death

"i think you broke my heart again, please don't leave and take my hand"

i could only scream, falling to my knees as i watched my girlfriend makenna get killed in cold blood by a white-eyed demon that we had been trying to kill for several days. then finally, makenna apprehends her and now, she's gone. the worst thing being, the white-eyed demon, used to be makenna's best friend, a lovely and sweet girl called callie. makenna and callie had been friends since as long as i had known makenna. but, now, seeing callie possessed by a white-eyed demon was devastating because it meant i had to now kill her so makenna was the last person she could kill. i watched as makenna's white crop top started to turn a deep crimson red as tears started to stream down my chees as i tried to catch my breath. i also just watched as makenna just collapsed to the floor, like she was a deer getting shot, except she had been stabbed by a thrown javellin.

"...makenna, no!" tears flooded my cheeks, they were uncontrollable just like my breathing as i began to hyperventilate

my brother dean and our good friend and companion, castiel rush over to get to makenna as quickly as possible but, it felt like it was too late to do anything to save her. charlie, one of the wayward sisters runs over to me, dropping to her own knees and pulls me back as i try to move.

"ssh, sam, stop!" charlie spoke, holding me back with a sense of comfort

"no, char...charlie...please don't do this! she's going to be okay, right....right?" i turn to look at charlie, just hoping she too had the same belief that makenna was going to be okay

"i...i don't know sam...i...i really don't know this time..." charlie trailed off as this wasn't the first time that makenna had been stabbed by her old friend white-eyed demon callie

two years ago | bobby's pov

the group and i had been looking for weeks on end trying to find makenna, one of the wayward sisters and sam's girlfriend. apparently, according to multiple accounts from sam and dean, they had both seen what looked to be makenna's best friend, callie, dragging her into a car before driving away.

"...sam, i seriously don't think we're going to find her. it's been weeks since you and dean saw her get taken--"

"--wait, bobby, ssh, what's that over there?" sam calls out, interrupting me as i squinted and noticed a person-sized lump on the floor as my eyes widened in shock

alright, alright, alright, sure, my adoptive son was in love with this girl and i saw her as a daughter and hadn't seen her in weeks. but, that doesn't mean i could ever forget the pure white lettuce-hemmed crop top and light-washed pair of blue jeans that she wore basically every single day. we had definitely found makenna but, is she alive, did she get shot, stabbed, possessed? what happened to her?

"it's her, it's makenna! c'mon bobby, we need to get her before it's too late!" sam calls out again as he finally notices who it was as well as i only nod my head in agreement

"sam, i know it'll be difficult but try to stay calm, for all we know, makenna could already be dead. and that's just by the way she's slumped to the ground, she cannot be comfortable if she is conscious still, so just be cautious, alright?" i told sam carefully as he nodded his head, knowing full well it was just to protect him so he was aware of the potential distressing images he could face if makenna was actually seriously injured or worse, dead

"okay." sam responded plainly as we started our trek to where poor little makenna was slumped on the ground to see if we could try and save her

finally after what felt like a weeks worth of walking, we get to the house where makenna was just laying in front of, looking lifeless with blood completely covering her. to be honest, i just wanted to sprint and yell out at makenna but, i knew i couldn't do that. i couldn't even let sam do that even though i knew he wanted to do it just as bad as i did. however, i grabbed his arm and pulled him back, staying as calm as i possibly could as we quietly and strategically walked over to makenna.

"...makenna, you okay darling? can you wake up for me?" i spoke softly as i saw that makenna was breathing, she was alive but unresponsive meaning her injury or whatever caused her to be knocked out just happened recently

she groans as my eyes light up with hope and so does sam's as makenna slowly starts to recuperate and come to. she sits up, revealing her bloodied chest which shocks me and sam right to our cores. i smiled softly, dropping to my knees and careful whilst grabbing the weakened makenna across my lap. i pressurised her bleeding then as well as sam makes sure that whoever did this to her wasn't anywhere around us.

"makenna, baby girl, who did this to you? do you remember?" i ask softly as i place my hand softly over her bloodied stomach but also holding it with pressure so she wouldn't die of blood loss

"cal...callie did..." she breathed out weakly as i sat in shock

i was more so shocked that she still called callie her friend. it's not the first time that callie's turned her back on makenna.

"...why? she promised to never hurt you. especially when she's being possessed like she's supposed to! what happened to that promise? why did she do this to you, baby girl?" i watched as makenna struggled to take a deep breath in to start telling us the story

"she...she just, it was like she had a seziure or a...a fit! her eyes rolled to the back of her head bobby, and her eyes changed colour...they went completely white, bobby! then she...she just stabbed me and left like it was nothing, leaving me here all on my own like this...i...i'm scared bobby! i...i don't wanna die..." makenna was struggling to breathe as she managed to fight her way through telling the story as a tear streams down her cheek as she spoke about how the person she thought was her best friend would just do this to her

"kenna, darling, i am so sorry that she's done this to you! where did she run off to? i can get sam or dean to go and find her?" a sudden burst of anger came over my body like a father would as makenna weakly smiled as sam's attention returned back to makenna as he began to worry about her

"kenna, you okay darling?" sam's tired voice came from behind me as he dropped down to his knees right next to me

"sam...sam yes...i...i'm fine. just really sore..." makenna huffed out with so much struggle as i decided i needed to get dean and charlie, we need to get makenna to castiel as quickly as possible

"makenna, we need to taake you to castiel before you....die...so, warning, i will be picking you up," i say softly, giving makenna a fair warning as she nods her head, closing her eyes tightly as she braced for the pain she would feel as i picked her up

a week later and, thankfully, makenna had recovered perfectly from the gunshot wound and she was back to be being flirty and funny with sam.

present-day | sam's pov

i sobbed heavily as i held makenna's weak hand as i tried to keep her as awake as i possibly could even though i knew this time it wasn't going to work. cas had now taken makenna in and it was bobby, charlie, dean and myself that were taking it in intervals to visit her whilst rowena stayed guard for any demons or callie even. right now, it was dean and me who were currently with her.

"...c'mon makenna...wake up baby girl! don't do this to me, please, not now!" i sob out, lightly shaking my girlfriend who was bloody, the same one i saw those two years ago who was so much smaller in stature, now grown an extra few feet as i tried to keep her as safe as i could

"sam...sammy..." she just manages to breathe out hastily, easy for me to tell that she was in an immense amount of pain as my heart broke for her

"...hey, you're awake...i never thought i'd see your pretty eyes ever again!" i giggle softly, makenna giggling as well before wincing in pain, forgetting she couldn't do that

"ow...sammy don't make me laugh, it...it hurts," makenna weakly smiles as i rest my shoulders that were once hunched up in stress as i smile back at her

"sorry i...i..." just as i tried to make conversation to make makenna calm something happened and she just started to convulse

jumping backwards and into where dean was just magically waiting, i slid down to the floor as he held me tightly in the most comforting way. like i was a little kid again and dean was protecting me from our dad.

"...dean...what...what's happening to makenna?" i whisper, not wanting to bring my voice up any louder as i feel his breathing get faster as he gets more anxious

"i...i don't know sammy but, just know that no matter what, cas has done all he can for makenna and whatever happens, makenna loves you so much. and she always has and always will..." dean trails off, resting his chin on top of my head as a tear fell down the side of my cheek

"...i...i'm scared dean...i...i don't want makenna to die....makenna hasn't even been reunited with jack, jody, clare and everyone else. she can't die yet!" panic flows through my blood as dean shakes his head as he holds me tighter and closer, just like when we were younger

"i know you're scared sam, i am as well. and i don't want makenna to die either, i also want her to see jack and everyone else but, if we have to do that for makenna's dead body then, that's what we'll have to do, okay?" dean proved a valid point but, it didn't mean it hurt any less

"will...will i have to shoot her?" my voice breaks as dean looks at me in shock as i notice tears fill his eyes, matching mine

"no sam, she wasn't possessed, she won't turn, you know that. you won't even need to touch your gun for her," dean smiled at me with hope twinkling in his eyes as i gulp, nodding my head

dean and i waited an extra five minutes after she stopped convulsing the first time before makenna started to convulse a second time. except this time it was more violently and this time, cas had the look on his face that makenna's time was over and that it was time to finally let her go.

"dean..." i croak out, just like i was a little kid all over again as he pulls me closer to give me a hug

"...it's time to let go, sam...if makenna's ready then, she's ready," dean spoke softly, his voice quivering as he held me tightly as i nodded my head

"i...i love you makenna..." i sobbed as the love of my life took her last ever breath, dying all because of callie and her selfishness

as i cry in my older brother's arms, watching as makenna closes her eyes and fades away, it took me back to when we were fifteen years old and makenna was scared about her first demon kill. however, as i promised her from the start of this supernatural world we live in, i was there to help her get through it and she ended up killing the demon who possessed her best friend. it's the same thing here at twenty, i could see how terrified makenna was to let go but, i was there with her the whole time and then she allowed herself to let go and fade away.

flashback | sam and makenna are both 15-years-old

"drowning inside these holes of fear, take my hand and stay with me my dear,"

i could see how terrified makenna was as this was the first time she had ever been in this situation with me, let alone by herself. however, i knew she had to take that gunshot otherwise there was going to be a possession and then i'd lose my best friend in the entire world.

"...makenna, i know you're scared but, you have to do it. i'm right here!" i spoke softly so it wouldn't make the situation worse as makenna, just a couple feet shorter than me, looks up at me, her emerald green eyes twinkling back at me in fear

"sam...sammy...i...i don't think i can do it...she...she's my friend..i..i can't kill her..." makenna's small voice rings out as tears brim her eyeline and i gulp feeling guilty

"...i know kenna but, i'm right here. just stay with me and nothing bad's gonna happen, i promise. plus, if anything, i'm sure if she'd want anyone to shoot her so she wouldn't turn into a demon, it would be you out of anyone..." i trail off as makenna takes a deep breath in and nods her head

she then starts to slowly level her knife to be in exact range of where she'd need to shoot the gun "...okay...i...i'll do it..." makenna says in between cries as my heart breaks for her

we're just kids, we're literally fifteen and this is the world our parents have exposed us to. this shouldn't exist, these were only meant to be scary stories we read in fiction books. except, it's not fiction, it's real life. these monsters do exist.

then, out of nowhere, the gun's trigger is pulled into the open field that makenna and i were in. and it's bullet hits makenna's best friend right in the spot it was supposed to. the bullet hitting her best friend, making the newly possessed form of her topple down to the ground within seconds of standing up in her new reanimated form. i couldn't help but shed a few tears of my own as i pulled makenna up from the ground into my arms. reminding her that i would never leave her.

"i...i did it sam...i did it," makenna's small and timid voice mumbled into my shoulder as i nodded my head

"yes...yes you did makenna," i shuddered as makenna and i held hands on our walk back to the motel with extra saddness in our hearts mixed with pride for the fact that makenna had the courage to shoot her best friend

present-day | dean's pov

"i think you broke my heart again, please don't leave and take my hand,"

i watched in devastation as my younger brother picked up makenna, the girl he loved and who allowed him to feel like a teenager again, to tell the rest of the group that she had died.

"...sammy, don't do this to yourself. i can easily carry mak..."

"...NO! sor...sorry...i...i think it's better that i carry her back to the group. i need to do this," sam shouted before apologising and going back to a whisper as i nod my head

"alright, as long as you're able to do it sammy, i'm not gonna stop you. but, i'm just going to remind you that i'm right here," i spoke softly to my grieving brother as he gave me a weak smile

i then walk up behind him as we make the heartbreaking walk to the rest of the group with a newly dead makenna, "thanks dean...thank you for being here with me...i...i don't think i could have dealt with this without you..." sam trailed off as i noticed tears welling in his eyes as my heart broke

one thing i hated was seeing my younger brother cry and in pain, i absolutely hated it, "...of course sammy, i wouldn't ever let you do this on your own. i know how much makenna means to you, she means a helluva lot to me as well," i spoke softly again, knowing if i spoke any louder the both of us would lose it

i bring my brother closer and kiss his head of hair as he gave me a weak smile before i kissed makenna's pale, cold and ghostly cheek. taking a piece of hair and placing it behind her ear.

sam's pov | meeting back with the group

now i know what it actually feels like to hold a dead body and bring it back to the group. this hurt like hell, not physically as makenna is quite literally the weight of a feather but, this hurt emotionally. i never thought i'd have to imagine, let alone picture, carrying the dead body of my girlfriend back to the group after getting killed by her possessed best friend. it hurt that just as charlie was going to see her best friend again that she's taken from her, along with claire. these girls have lost so much and now, they're loosing their baby girl too? that's so fucking unfair!

"...char...who is it that sam's carrying?" claire's voice rings out as i felt my lips quiver

looking down to the floor as i could already see how heartbroken the rest of the group was, i continued to walk over to them as i cannot imagine how the rest of the group feels.

"claire...don't...it's no one!" i could already tell that charlie was trying to distract her from finding out it was makenna

but, obviously, claire was smart and wouldn't ever forget makenna's pure white lettuce-hem crop top like any of us couldn't. makenna had so many of these tops and would wear it everyday. charlie couldn't do anything to try and hide this from claire.

"no charlie, don't lie to me, who is sam carrying?" claire pushes for charlie to tell her who i was carrying as i had now come close enough that claire could really distinguish who it was as i notice her facial expressions change

"it's fine--"

"--kenna? oh...oh my gosh...makenna...baby girl no!" claire screams, trying to run towards me as charlie grabs her and pulls her back before claire collapses in charlie's grasp as i lose it once again, my tears hitting makenna's cheeks

"claire...stop...ssh...it's okay!" charlie whispered picking her best friend up and cradling her like the grieving girl was a baby as i stopped walking since i was now standing right in front of them

claire's pov

"drowning inside these holes of fear, take my hand and stay with me my dear,"

i watched on as sam, dean, castiel and bobby came through the bunker from going on a missing person search for our wayward sister, makenna. a small smile grew on my face since i couldn't wait to see makenna again, considering that is what their job was to do, to find her. so, i was beyond excited at the fact i'd be seeing her again since she went missing. however, the closer that sam got to the group, the more i started to realise that sam was carrying someone. that someone was wearing a white lettuce-hemmed crop top and light washed blue jeans. that someone was and always has been makenna. but that...that doesn't make sense, sam promised that makenna was still alive. i mean, i know him well enough to know that he'd never purposefully hurt or lie to me but, makenna couldn't be dead, could she?

"i think you broke my heart again, please don't leave and take my hand,"

after charlie and jody had caught me, after i realised makenna actually was dead and sam was carrying a lifeless makenna, i could feel my heart breaking. as though it was being stepped on repeatedly. just like two years ago when we almost lost her from getting stabbed, my heart is broken. i just wish i could take her hand in mine and never have her leave my side ever again!

"...claire...i...i am so sorry...i...i know i promised that i'd return makenna safely and alive but we...i...i was too late. cal...callie was too quick and she...she stabbed her again," sam's voice quivered as tears streamed down his cheeks as i stood up to face him

i knew he felt just as much grief as i did. especially when we remember the fact that sam was in love with makenna and he was with her at the time of her death. so, i could and was never mad at sam and sam had no reason to apologise to me or any of us. simply for the fact that he wasn't the one that stabbed her but that it was callie's fault since she was the one that stabbed her for a second time.

"sam...don't apologise. makenna's death isn't your fault, it was callie's fault. the whole reason we're in this situation is because callie couldn't handle the fact that makenna wasn't her friend once she realised everything about her. so, once callie realised she had a second chance of killing her, she went for it and this time, she succeeded. if anything, it's us, here in the bunker, that should apologise. we didn't try hard enough to help you guys find and save makenna," i spoke strongly as my eyes welled with tears as sam's tears were steadily streaming his cheeks

"it wasn't any of your guys' fault either, claire. it was callie's fault but i...i knew i had to bring her back. i...i just couldn't leave her there with callie because i knew she would've done some messed up shit to makenna and...i knew i'd hate myself for the rest of my life if i left makenna with her..." sam choked out as he looked across his shoulder to look at makenna

during this entire conversation between sam and i, dean had taken makenna out of sam's grip and placed her on a table and covered her with a cloth. dean...in fact none of us wanted to have to burden sam with making him hold onto makenna for another second so we didn't.

"it's your job to return those to their rightful homes, sam. and this is her home, sam. it's our home, sam. you guys did the right thing by bringing makenna back here. and, we thank you guys, castiel, bobby, dean and of course, you sam. we're grateful that the wayward sisters are reunited but, the thing that hurts the most isn't the fact that makenna's dead, it's the fact that we couldn't have the chance to do something about it to change it..." i trail off as i tear up, just thinking about the words i just said

"...it does hurt...if only castiel was able to bring her back to life or we could have healed her, it wouldn't be so hard. but, she deserves this and she deserves to be given the best farewell as i...i don't think i could go through any one of us selling our souls to anyone just to save her when probably, makenna wouldn't even want us to do that...she'd want us to bury her and to let her continue her life in heaven..." sam trailed off, seeming like he was struggling to make sense of what he was saying but, we all understood

"...yeah, i agree sam. i think that is what makenna would want when she died, she'd want to be buried and i know exactly where she'd want it to be done as well," i smiled as sam nodded his head as we joined the group

we then piled into our cars to then go to where we are going to bury makenna

sam's pov

"i think you broke my heart again, please don't leave and take my hand."

i miss you so much makenna. if only i could have pretended the first time you broke my heart, we wouldn't be in this mess right now. and go figure, this is the second time you've broke my heart and i wish it was different. if only you could have broken my heart by breaking up with me and not dying, i would've been happier than you breaking my heart in this way. it's funny though as the song i have stuck in my head is the song you were muttering when callie killed you. and it was quite literally called "you broke my heart again" and that is exactly what you did. you really did break my heart makenna wallace but i still love you and i miss you so much. oh, say hi to my mum for me and dean...thanks...

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so, i originally wrote this as a twd thing but, now i kind of transferred it into the spn world and i hope it was good enough!

ily xx

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#supernatural #sam winchester #dean winchester #castiel #makenna x og character #angst #charlie bradbury #claire novak #bobby singer #jody mills #wayward sisters

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