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((I DO NOT SUPPORT WILBUR ))

So I decided to rewatch Ranboos lore

MY SAD LITTLE ANGSTY OREO BOY NOW HES DEAD JUST LIKE REGULAR LORE 💔💔💔

(btw, sorry I can make lots of mistakes and misstypes) I decided to speak my thoughts in here cus I think people here more open and interested in talking and reading stuff. I have problems expressing my feelings about thing I love... But Im trying. Also wana be in here more.  So yeah!

I love his lore sm, I just found lots of stuff relateble, I think its so cool to see something in characters and reflect on that and. And also just interesting, and in a way very uniqie to what we seen before.

About his lore, hes been kinda first to do such... solo lore? I been there for long time but DAAMN its two years so its hard to remember stuff... But yes. Rewatching this got me back to when it all been so new. 

Also, early c!Ranboo phylosophy is just “you care so much about pixels🙄😫😭” (talking about lmenburg and “sides”)

The panic room! I seen it as well, very bad coping mechanism, and it kinda is, not just my interpretation? I still so clearly remember the moment c!ranboo was leaving the room and saying something “that was not good” saying about how he used to cope with things. And then he found something to comfort himself with (grass blocks!), instead of spiraling in the room, and then sometimes that room, that music, its still called for him, not letting just go so easily. It was so cool and important to see to me.. I think it was very good story about changing ways of coping, leaving unhealthy ones. I wonder what ranboo actually put something like this in it, or is it just how I see it. Anyways, it was very inspiring and cool.

BACK TO ANGST LOVER MOOD 

Also! The way how hes been talking to himself like from both sides? If you remember how he talked when been stressed, or you remember some animatics based on that, its actually cool. The way it shows his conflicting nature, the feeling of being lost, it was a cool way to show all there struggles and feelings. He stoped doing it cus he didnt wanted to missrepresent real stuff, and tried to make it clear, wich is good, just a bit sad we lost some traits of characters. Eh Im not bothered by thath!

OH AND MY GOD I remember how EVERY TIME JOINING STREAM WE WERE SO SCARED like literally it been so WOOOOO is it gonna be angst and pain and tears or no. I REMEMBER I ASKED TO HOLD MY HAND IN CHAT AND THERE WAS LIKE 10 OR SO PEOPLE RESPONDING.

Yeah I have some thoughts but also just wana scream about the amount of nostalgia Im getting from this rewatch session.

also THIS in his book. the context mind be SLIGHTLY different  probably not, but still holy-

I MISS HIS CHARACTER IM SO SAD. We been getting our blorbo content so often and one day its just stopped. Im very happy that ranboo having fun living his life and its natural that things not how they been back then, I just miss that silly little angsty character. 

I dont speculate on how many people put themselfs in character. But I just find it interesting how ranboo changed  himself, and how he just killed that silly oc of his and like then showed up this silly new ghostboo guy. I often myself reflect stuff about me in my characters, and its just cool to think theres someone doing the same and its the character you like a lot. Again, not speculating on seriouse stuuf or something, just fun thought. 

Well huh thats it, I think, maybe gonna chare my thoughts later again, since I still have tonns of lore vods to watch. So yeah!!! I just wana be in this place more.

2am got me feeling some kind of way

It's SO HARD seeing someone with the same interpretations as me so like, I'm loving this. I adore sbi headcanons but I just feels like the super protective c!wilbur is a bit unrealistic if u realized he died blowing up a whole country where all his friends lived in and,, idk man, c!wilbur is such complex character because his villainous is kind of all over the place and not at the same time! Like yeah he loses his mind from time to time but I feel like he's pretty much aware of what he's doing and you can't change that that easily, u know? Like, I have no doubt he still loves c!tommy and c!philza but idk, we have to remember that c!wilbur really thought that blowing up lmenburg was a good choice for them lmao like it's so much angst and everybody mental health is all over the place but UGH THE POTENTIAL FOR GROWTH IS ASTRONOMICAL. C!wilbur going even closer to dream's side or not, I'm here for it! And listen the thought of niki going ram in like, her own special way, lives in my head everyday, I love the idea of c!wilbur being the reason for like,,, a bunch of character's development since he was the one that bought them together in the first place!! Plus,,,,, listen,,,, I'm sensitive about the arson bros and this reminded me of that one art u posted, right after the 16th if I'm not mistaken? It's one of my fave of urs and I MISS THEIR DYNAMIC SO MUCH! So if we can have that plus techno content, I'm all here for that. Plus like,,, c!tommy being big man and also crumbs of ranboo nd wilbur interacting is a good bonus but yEAH ANARCHY BROS

from what i’ve seen c!wilbur tends to get overly villainized or written off as not aware of how much pain he caused to those around because of him struggling with his mental health. i feel like he’s somewhere in between? like obviously his actions stemmed from his spiral in pogtopia but it’s not like he completely lost it and didn’t know what he was doing? he was aware of his actions to the point of stepping down from pressing the button when tommy and quackity were in the room with him and i feel like that recognition goes both ways- he had clear and understandable reasons to blow up l’manberg from his point of view. he’s just such a complex character and i love that! and god i need to see niki’s reaction to his revival (especially after how she reacted to ghostbur) and just the possibility of so many developments with different characters comes along with c!wilbur being back!! can’t wait to see what we get

EAT THE CONSTITUTION, BECOME LIKE THE DALAI LAMA!"!*!*! IN MY STATE EVERYTHING IS ALLOWED FOR WHAT YOUR MOTHER DOESN'T SCORE!!*!*/Lyr

I don't support Wilbur *!!₽!!

I always change my designs through story, like in natural way, hairs grown or they changed clothes, some important acssesory.

Here he cut his hair, it he had longer before, bur it grows quick cus moobloom and stuff. Also horns grew more! I didnt changed the size of them for mounths it seems, think it was time. Also gave him eyepatch. He was all “oh Im so evil, that one evil guy in movie had an eyepatch, I also just hate the scar”

And new more outside camp like outfit cus now hes doing new stuff in the mushroom wilderness.

Also the pins!!! They for some battles during Lmenburg existence.