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feluka · 9 months

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how it started

how it’s going

#🌻#see. the problem is.#listen i've been on here since 2014 i've watched all the shows people have watched and then complained about them when other people did.#and then moved on to other shows etc etc #but the problem is that this one is GOOD #like when shows like [redacted] end on such an AUGHHH note it's easy for me to dismiss them as rubbish and then feel better about #having something i'm invested in end 'poorly'#but the problem is i actually love the show and i don't think it's bad. so it's just painful without anything #anything to make it easier for me to write it off as something i don't care about until i actually stop caring about #like i'm. honestly very sad lmao!!!!!#i apologize profusely to my mutuals for the cringe. i will return to my regularly scheduled yuriposting in a minute.#i just needed to have a moment!#good omens spoilers #gos2 spoilers #good omens

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musical-chick-13 · 4 months

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It's also just so incredibly frustrating because people will take any example of a (usually male) character being horrible as some sort of "proof" that they're mentally ill (which, hmm, interesting that your automatic explanation for "why do they choose to treat other people horribly" is "they have a mental illness that just Makes Them Act Like That"), but there is no kind of nuanced or critical discussion of media that ACTUALLY (for ill or for good) tries to depict mental illness, and you try to recommend media that handles it well (that might even be good for other, completely unrelated reasons!!) and people just ignore you.

#I'm going to work myself into a Full Rant™ a la the infamous '[this topic] in fiction' essay from two & a half years ago if I'm not careful #so I'm going to stop now. but I just. I want to fucking scream lmao.#honestly...once mental health awareness month hits in may I might just genuinely try my hand at making gifs #just to give stuff some fucking visibility lmao #maybe I'll try to get that 'emotional support dw lady shares my Disorder™ and here's why' fic finished (or the one about lizzie)#maybe every day is me explaining why a different character has a given mental illness according to me #maybe I'll write 3 million essays. idk. I just feel like I'm yelling into the void. I HAVE been yelling into the void for 20 years.#it gets exhausting. and tbh. also very sad.#like at this point I'm seriously considering organizing an event of some kind #but Idk if anyone would even be INTERESTED in that #because they're certainly not interested in anything regarding this topic in general!#In the Vents

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correct-bangtannies · 2 years

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I don't even like men and I'm somehow already a military wife, what goes on

PS. Don't open the tags unless you want a big ass wall of text of me rambling on your screen

#hit #im just honestly so glad that I've become a lot more chill with the whole being an army thing #in the sense that i used to be a lot more attached and hyped over everything #i do still get very hyped and i do still have an attachment to them n their work but y'know just more toned down #(i mean i remember the days of staying up all night to watch award shows knowing damn well they'd always perform last)#(mma 2018 was an emotional rollercoaster like i legit cried a little from the tiredness and being overwhelmed with the performance)#so im glad im a lot more calm about the enlistment news than what i would've been say three years ago before they started to #take longer breaks and eventually announce the hiatus this year #it's like they did it in purpose so that the fandom would grow a bit more used to it n im glad to see that a huge majority are very calm #many are sad ofc but its not being treated as some kind of horrific news #if anything ppl are coping with humor including me lmao #so idk im mostly just happy for them that they're taking their VERY well deserved break before doing their service #i just hope everything goes well and is decently peaceful (as peaceful as enlistment can be at least lol) for them once they're there #now why am i rambling in the tags? bc i need to put my thoughts in order but i don't wanna clog my blog with a long ass wall of text 💀#I'm at least relieved to know that they already have a set plan of when they're going to go and return + BH is sure af gonna keep putting #out a lot of content that they've filmed over all these years #i mean run bts; documentaries; probably even music and ofc not all of them are gonna go at the exact same time #and ofc stuff related to the HYYH and Chakho #them being absent won't as hard for most hopefully #and hey 2 years aint nothing ive waited far longer for stuff to come out than that we'll be fine!#*cries in silksong and the YOI movie

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moe-broey · 1 year

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Shout outs to the stinky gang I found in the sewers last night

#splatoon #BEGGING you to ignore my scores it's NOT my fault i was plagued by one million glowflies 😭😭😭#seriously what the fuck was up with my luck last night. almost every single round had glowflies.#i swear there's like a sweet spot you wanna be too rank wise like. trying to get to profreshional 2 again.#but my luck was SO rancid last night i was blasted into overachiever. dear lord.#cannot stress enough that i am very average i cannot carry a team and i rely heavily on my teammates knowing what they're doing #which is a lot of words to say. yeah okay i'm not very good at video games sometimes. sad. sometimes i am good though. it depends.#i feel like my biggest problem actually is i tend to freeze up. or have processing lag.#which honestly is why i tend to play turn based games. some platformers with no stakes. and pvp is typically off the table for me LMAO #but splatoon is a very special game and for some reason i'm deeply into salmon run against all odds it's literally all i play LMFAO #anyways. needed to get the salt out of my system LMFAOO so sad so sad. war and hatred on planet earth ect ect #at least there is boysmell. and slime. and a rat. just one. that's all you need really

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majimassqueaktoy · 2 years

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I finished the first and second game and moved onto the third game, finished that and now I'm on the fourth but I can't get over how much calmer and more normal Majima is in general but especially with Kiryu, where's all the obsession gone?

#Sorry I'm not bringing anything smart to the table today aksksks #I do legitimately think kiwami 1 Majima was the most unwell we ever ever see Majima mentally #like yes the mad dog is a persona #BUT he does act wildly in a way that he just never really does again-#not to say he isnt still feral and on Kiryu because he is but he is drastically more... Cant think of the word but yeah he's honestly #more calm like you said #Quite honestly I think Y3 is my favourite for Kiryu and Majima's relationship because we actually get to see Majima be sad that Kiryu's #leaving again? In 1 and 2 it was distinctly still... Majima was still being antagonistic to a degree #whereas in 3 he was just like Hmmph I'll miss ya Kiryu-chan #he takes his hand when they fight in the coliseum and Kiryu smiles then he smiles again when majima saves him with the truck #Thats a hint of the wild majima right there!#offers his boys and his help to kiryu... It's distinctly more normal and its honestly very sweet?#but yeah... I dont have any proper answer....#anyone else with thoughts feel free to chime in #I dont think Majima just sits around hanging his every decision on kiryu and pining for him after Kiwami #He loves Kiryu very much and he thinks of him and misses him but Majima's whole world isn't actually focused on Kiryu.#That's how I view it anyway- I'm just one person.#yeah :) I didnt answer your question LMAO

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akajustmerry · 2 years

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tried watching heartbreak high......it's a yeah nah from me. 1 episode was enough to remind me why I said I was done with high school teenager media after heartstopper. also as a teacher I just can't derive entertainment from watching my job badly dramatised lmao

#this is nothing against the show really it's nice but I just can't care #also watching these high school shows just make me feel kinda sad and lame #cos I really was just a kid who went to school and came home like I didn't have many friends and when I did we just hung out in the library #played board games and list games and whatever #so I watch these shows where everyone is having sex n partying and kinda just brings up a lot shit for me honestly about feeling inadequate #would love to see a show just about like....teens hanging out and being geeky and at most having crushes that went nowhere #also I really do feel sad about how I didn't really know I was gay n stuff in school and the kids in these shows do and it's just.#I truly can't relate to it at all and can't appreciate it as entertainment because I'm just watching my job lmao #also why is heartbreak high trying to be like 'this is the Australian hs experience' when it's very specifically inner big diverse city hs #fucken city Sydney/Melbourne ppl think they're the only ppl on earth tbh

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soryualeksi · 1 year

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Time to inflict my headcanons on everyone again, so.

I just had this lovely conversation in my own head where I was trying to articulate how I’m lying. (Without outing myself as autistic because it’s none of anyone’s business. But basically, I give people disclaimers if something comes up how I’m likely going to go about dealing with it so they won’t be too surpised.)

And after a long long fictional conversation to try and find the right words, my brain kindly spat out the line, “If I’m making a story up whole-cloth there’s just too many details I need to keep track of. It’s far easier and more efficient to tell a PART of the truth and then keep in mind WHICH part of the truth I’m telling.”

Aaand in the next moment my brain added the very helpful “lmao yuan”.

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THINK ABOUT IT

Is he ever telling outright FALSEHOOD to the party? (As starkly opposed to SO MANY OTHER CHARACTERS WHO GET A PASS!!!) The things he IS telling are correct and honest. You get like 90% of your exposition from him, he just DUMPS it all on you like “okay look I made a handy flowchart here’s how Yggdrasill runs the world and here’s the underlying mechanics and here’s how we’re in the grand scheme and by the way I’m a double agent for Cruxis while I’m actually running the resistance no harm from telling that to just any rando btw what you need is that sword at the Tower of Salvation but only half-elves can wield it so that’s a problem bye”.

Yuan is being hmmm not-entirely-truthful (lmao) by not telling PART of the whole truth and frankly? The parts he DOESN’T tell? Are actually mostly personal business. “I’m taking you hostage, Lloyd, to further my goals. WHY is none of your business. I’m trying to get Martel off the machines that keep her body alive. WHY is none of your business. Lloyd, you look JUST like someone I know. WHO is none of your --- for fuck’s sake, Kratos, you WILL tell your own damn kid that you’re his damn bio dad OR I WILL and also, Kratos, I’m 100% planning to kill you for Origin’s Seal and I told you so 2 billion times already AND I’M GOING THROUGH WITH IT ANY MINUTE NOW KRATOS!!!!!”

YUAN isn’t the one who boldly LIES into the party’s face, he doesn’t even really stretch the truth, he just WITHHOLDS parts that uhmmmmm couuuld maybe be worth knowing but ehhh (unbiased lmao).

Anyway, enough rambling. Neurodivergent!Yuan. The character that gets the reputation of being “shifty”, “weird”, “a liar”, “untrustworthy” and whose social mannerisms everyone keeps making fun of (me included tbh because he’s my nerrrd) despite lying FAR LESS than like every other character in the damn game. ;___;

#see me constantly justifying every shitty thing my blorbo ever does #but no honestly i keep thinking and thinking how he is depicted with weird social mannerisms and avoiding eye contact #BUT VERY TRUTHFUL in what he actually SAYS #and somehow a big part of fandom took it as 'look at this shifty shady liar who lies'#and i'm just sad at the discussions i have to have defending him as MANY bad things but NOT a liar #and yes it's my personal thing to fixate on because of people thinking i'm lying to them bc i'm not constantly STARING into their damn eyes #lol #but what is a blorbo but a canvas to project our issues onto hm #anyway #neurodivergent yuan my love #doesn't like eye contact has a large personal space collects weird shit is VERY truthful actually and blows up when pushed too hard #and is surrounded by people who think it's HILARIOUS when he blows up too #if that isn't the ultimate nd mood then what is #and martel actually knew how to deal with his issues in a way that's comfortable to him too #unlike mithos and kratos who tried to 'tough love' him out of his more uncommon behaviours and it didn't work AT ALL #tales of symphonia #yuan ka fai #inflicting my headcanons and projections on all of you #yuan ka fai defense squad #lmao

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headbitchruby · 2 years

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Like honestly at this point I'm just spending my whole week waiting for the next new owl house episode

Legit don't know what I'm gonna do when we're all caught up and will most likely be waiting a bit for the last round of eps

SUPER DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M GONNA DO WHEN IT'S OVER

Hyperfixation go brrr, man

#ruby talks #hex message #the owl house #toh #I'M ALSO NOT SURE HOW I'M GONNA HANDLE IT IF I DON'T SEE MY SON THIS WEEK #or honestly a handful of characters at this point #everyone is in danger and I am very scared #and I'm also so sad cause like---#once it's done it's done and that's it #that's all the owl house we're gonna get #i need this series to stretch on into forever honestly #tho not really I'm just hyperfixating right now #I'm sure this show is about to join the hyperfixation rotation #tho I wonder if I'll plow through the episodes over and over again like i do with gravity falls #i mean I'm low key doing that right now lmao

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astrxealis · 2 years

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hi thoughts dump of bday in Tags

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#i was so happy today and i think esp bcs i was so worried today that i'd be miserable ghjebajgjdg #original plans got cancelled </3 vcing w friends but i was so out of it and felt so sad ghsjhg <//3 only started feelin better 5 minutes b4 #the clock turned 12! and then man. starting the day off w music. and then shsbdgbjshd MAN i love all of my friends so much #regardless of how much we talk !!!!! sobs T____T <3333 #i think the highlight of my first few hours of my bday wld honestly hve to be w my xiv friend bcs that guy like. bro #stayed up until 4 and only got 5 hours of sleep for my day GJHBSHB. BUT IT WAS SO FUN FR #and all the bday greetings were great and even unique ?? to where i got em from :O #i got called Numbers and Integers LMAO from ppl who know me and lune mostly as The Twins #got gifts from the mfing cashshop for xiv... immediate bday messages from my best friends..... bday messages from those same #best friends but in another server w other friends i made this year from another school bcs of school........#which was funny bcs man i haven't talked w a lot of em in a while tbh but it's really nice that the good vibes are very much still there #they are now on break too so we can hang out maybe w jackbox sometime >:)) AND THEN MY ONLINE FRIENDS #from tumblr and twt and disc and then my classmates and then my family and ofc my own. twin. yk. LMAO <3 #idk man i was just. really really worried and i don't think words can express how happy i am to literally everyone who just #was a part of my bday gbsjhgbjh i feel like i'm overreacting but i know i shouldn't bcs. that's just how i am ^___^ <3 #yeah i'm just so especially happy bcs i've been feeling kinda horrible lately and stuff wasn't as bad as i expected #like. I FINALLY FRIENDED THAT XIV FRIEND FROM TWT TODAY ... nd we talked SO much today. sobs #and that's just a small bit and man today really made me realize just how much friends i've made #and even friends i haven't talked to in a long while!! that they yk. still care for me :(( it is just so nice ehbgjhadh my heart #NO BCS A CHILDHOOD FRIEND. BASICALLY. bcs theyre the child of my moms mom friend. and like #we havent talked in a year and i didnt even greet em hbd a month ago like. personally. bcs i was busy GHSBDGJH #and then another childhood friend but from early grade school who is now in another school :(( mannn. man.#and then i've made sm new connections this year. at the very least three people who i am certain i will be longterm friends w #or i at least hope so!! i say at least 3 only bcs i'm still hesitant to really say more abt stuff like that. wah.#i went out and got great food (STEAK. THE LOML) i got my fav character (one of them. yeah) in mudae (not that i care that much abt #mudae LMFAO but it is fun) and then i borrowed games back and new ones. i am SO FUCKING EXCITED TO FINALLY PLAY TYPE-0 ESP #got replicant ... me and lune have been kinda stressing abt nier recently so it is so good. and then we got new clothes #and clothes that i think better fit me tbh. also i'm more confident in what i wear and less yeah to my twin LMAO she is fun to bully still #okay. max tags i think. so muhc more to say but fr i am just. very happy and relieved. egjsbjhdbgh :') <33

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hauntedpearl · 2 years

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#I'm thinking about like. how anxiety can cripple my articulation again like. when put on a spot. i don't feel like j express myself as well #as i can. and then i feel guilt over it especially when people end up picking irresolvable arguments with me because i feel like i #overexplain myself and the other party just straight up categorizes me as the Bad Person ahdgjskd which makes me more anxious aggsjddk #(yes this is about the thing i elft tumblr for in part but not fully. like ik it's been three months but it was v traimatizing lmao)#(like every time i start thinking about it i know im on the brink of an anxiwty attack again and then i just. shut down ahgshdke FUN IT'S #SO FUN!!!)#anyway. my point is. im very. like. careful with how i curate my space on other social media because i feel like there's ~ c l o u t ~#involved and it's also some weird sense of obligation that i can't shake. i put it down to self-importance honestly bc i don't have a big #platform or anything but i feel like even the ability to influence someone in a small way is like. RESPONSIBILITY.#with tumblr i dont feel that responsibility. i don't actively follow people who are spouting hate or have beliefs which are honestly #really fucking outrageous. like. terfs can die i wouldn't feel bad. samr for racists lmao. or nazis. the usual fodder right #but i tolerate aphobia to an extent. bc *I'm* ace and ive interacted with the group #and most of them never actively say anything. the ones who do are ignored but others im like. i will take yoir jokes but nothing else.yk??#it's a strange system but it's very stress-free for me and i curate it that way for whatever reason #even now i feel like I'm not expressing myself properly. like.. it's not about agreeing with a certain belief. it's about my personal level #of comfort/discomfort. and how much im able to tolerate from a person before i say enough is enough.#also i can't bring myself to like block people bc again weird problems but i curate carefully enough that that's never a problem for me #all this bc i saw some post about kids being afraid to consume certain media bc they're afraid of being ousted from their social circles &#LIKE YEAH. I MEAN. IT HAPPENS FR. AND IT HURTS LIKE HELL? SO??.#HMM ANYWAY. i don't even post desinatural anymore that used to be my thing it makes me so sad :(#personal lmao.#dony even reply to this this is Nonsense ™#i have friends outside i am okay it's just a trigger so im ranting #bYE

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dirkxcaliborn · 7 months

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ngl I'm always a bit taken aback by just how much people simp for Wanderer. Like... the fact that they do isn't surprising, it's just the sheer amount of it.

#coyo speaks #I'm very Wanderer-neutral #which is honestly kinda surprising #emo little semi-catboy with a sad backstory #I think he's just too edgy for me #like... I like bitchy/snarky characters... someone who's just a little bastard #but this man's over here going “cry louder!” and “stop following me!!!”#it's giving me hella 12 y/o boy vibes lmao #I can't simp for that no matter how many crop tops people put him in lmaoooo

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silverselfshippingchaos · 11 months

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hngh i want wife cuddles!!! wife wife wife!

#she's so comfy! and she's so pretty and funny #and she's the most beautiful woman ive ever seen #i feel really lucky that she'd want to marry a girl like me #honestly? i kinda had a shit today LMAO #i gotta wake up hella early tomorrow for some stuff but. i had an exam today. it didnt go well. lowkey been beating myself up LMAO #been really out of it and sad #i have a shit ton of work to do but it's hard to get the motivation to do it anymore #oop i dont like venting here my bad #it's late and i'm tired lol #but i do keep thinking about my wife #OH #SPEAKINF OF WOMEN #f.f16 demo!!!!!!#ive been the biggest hype person for this game!!! im so excited!#... i also dont have a ps5. id work my ass off to get one if i wasnt so fuckin busy lol #but theres a character in that game that i fell in love with at first sight #and i'm very excited to see more of her since i already have an s/i and i wanna kiss her so bad-#i hope y'all like the loser/girlboss dynamic LMAO she's like the coolest chick ever! usually my s/is are strong and competent badasses #but this one is kinda goofy and pathetic- v.ivian thinks it's endearing #anyways where was i #yeah. wife. i just wanna be in her arms right now. i think that would really help me rn #i have my plushie of her next to me so i think i'll stay up for a bit and just hold her #ash rambles 💚#goodnight friends!#negative #<- just in case #might delete this later #just really tough day with a lot of big feelings i wasnt prepared to handlw #butnhey it do be like that sometimes. OH BUT I AM WATCHING SP.IDERVERSE TOMORROW AJSHAJDHW I'M SO EXCITED #i don't talk enough about how much i adore all things superheroes here huh. anyways im a huge m.arvel nerd LMAO

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niallandtommo · 11 months

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#honestly the last few days have been good and today was really good #but for some reason i just got super emotional and sad lol #we love mood swings 🫠#idk i just feel super lonely and the thought of spending the next idk 50? 60? years alone is very depressing #why is it so easy for everyone else to find a partner #like i'm not even joking when i say e v e r y o n e around me is either married or in a long term relationship #even the guy i had a crush on last year is in a relationship now #and boy am i tired of being alone #and before anyone says anything #i know i don't need a partner #i know i can live without one i've been living on my own for over 2 years #but my god do i want one #it feels so pathetic to even say that but i am t i r e d of being alone #i want what everyone else around me has #where did i go wrong lmao #i should go to sleep lol

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immobiliter · 1 year

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sometimes i just think about the fact that clem goes to visit lee as her younger self in her dreams for reassurance whenever she's worried or afraid, and i cry :)))

#* / be yourself. everyone else is taken ( ooc. )#it's like mass effect all over again #it's been a week since i finished the game and i'm still not over it #also just the thematic contrast in s4 of clem's dream involving lee vs. her nightmare of the events of mccarroll ranch #(and the mccarroll ranch itself is a meta that i intend to write very soon)#the way that season 4 explores clem's trauma and brings everything full circle is honestly my favourite thing #even the dog !!! clem overcoming her dog-related trauma with rosie !!!#i didn't get all of the rosie achievements which i'm sad about and is reason enough to replay lmao

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harleehazbinfics · 2 months

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ermm ermmm ,,,,, , cannibal!reader has like a sad past right (i saw u mention they were abused hence the obsession w approval) ,, well okay what if the hotel residents found out? like ... idk one of reader’s parents shows up at the hotel ... idk , honestly i just really love how you write cannibal reader theyre wildly silly

Crazy for you!

--- cannibal chef m.list

a/n: AWWW THANK YOU SO MUCHHH they/she is indeed very silly, i most of my inspo from myself and other fans of alastor and their reactions lmao. ive been stuck on one fanfic for days i gave up today and words just flowed for cannibal chef reader, i can't--. also plsplspls if you find any of this triggering pls turn back, i want all of you to be in a safe space.

warnings: abusive mother, shaming choice of clothing, weight shaming, typical asian behavior of 'be a doctor or lawyer' but rudeness level maxed out, being called ungrateful, useless etcetc DISCLAIMER: Any scenarios are entirely fictional and have no direct relation to any person and taken from behaviours I see, read or hear from. Thank you. word count: 1292

You, Alastor, Niffty, Husk, Angel and Sir Pentious got together and were enjoying a lazy weekend just lounging around the parlor just enjoying each other's company and talking amongst each other. The lot of them fitting on the couch and the floor. You stood beside Alastor sitting on a chair by himself drinking his coffee indulging himself in a casual conversation.

You all turn your heads when the door opens expecting to see Vaggie and Charlie, preparing to greet them and get them to join you all. However, they stop in themselves from doing so when they see the both of them touring a person in.

Your constant smile drops at the sight of her. You immediately recognize the face and voice making you slowly and quietly hid behind the chair Alastor making yourself small as to not catch their attention. Alastor, of course, notices this action and raises his eyebrow.

"And this is Angel and Sir Pentious our other guest, Niffty our cleaning maid and Husk our bartender. Alastor here is the host of the hotel, he's the who supported all our endeavors!" Charlie states.

"Oh! Isn't that the Radio Demon? Dear it is him! I'm a big fan of yours," your mother mooches at Alastor earning a displeased static sound from him when she abruptly shook his hand without his permission.

"Alastor, where's (y/n)? Aren't they always with you?" Charlie asks making you cringe as you cautiously walk towards them.

"(Y/n)? Is that you?" your mother asks in disbelief before enveloping you in a hug, which made you sick to your stomach. "Oh gosh! It's been years! Look at you! You look so skanky with that clothing. You also look like you've gained weight. I told you not to go to culinary school and be a doctor or lawyer instead. You look so fat now, probably from all that meat you're eating. You should've gone vegan look how your Aunt Karen slimmed down, she's been going around and teaching, crazy bitch. Anyway, take my luggage to my room, I need to talk to everyone here. Good? Great."

You tried to get a word in with dejected eyes but lose your voice when she gives you harsh glare. You sigh and take her bags and answered, "Yes mother."

Without you noticing, all the others went deathly silent as they watch you look so sad. Your almost permanent smile disappeared from your face making them surprised and worried. You always smiled around them, mimicking Alastor's grin that was plastered on your face. Sure, they've seen you drop the smile when you were separated with Alastor before but eventually you opened up to them and was seen constantly socializing and smiling around them making them feel relieved being the youngest of all of them, but they never seen you look so sad before. Coupled with the backhanded comments made by your mother, they couldn't help but feel hostile.

Indeed, you were crazy and a bit of a monster, but you were the sweetest most thoughtful thing that ever happened to them. Any occasion was prepared by you ranging from the Hotel's Anniversary, Birthdays and even as miniscule as just a mission accomplished on their rehabilitation program. This encouraged everyone to do better with how much faith you put in them. (That and your cooking is so out of this world that even Angel would dial his drug intake from a 15 to a 13 for a treat.)

So, when your sweet and genuine smile faded, they glared at the perpetrator that made you react so drastically. However, in respect for Charlie they held their tongue first.

"Sooo, what's your relationship with (y/n)?" Charlie asks trying to be polite despite the tense atmosphere.

"Oh, her? She's my daughter. Ungrateful little wench, I took care of her her whole life and the thanks I get is her running away home. Next thing I know she's in a boarding school for taking culinary classes. Where'd that bitch even get that money, she should've paid everything he owed to us first! Her parents! Say, can you make me a drink Whiskers? Just thinking of that bitch makes my head hurt. Make it snappy," she orders around slumping onto a vacant seat making herself very at home.

"Don't call me Whiskers, only my friends get to call me that. And I ain't taking shit from you," Husker replies turning his back at her.

She gasps dramatically and yells, "You call this hospitality?!"

She stands up trying to reach Husk, Angel stands in between them along with Pentious and Niffty before a black tendril shoots out from the ground wrapping around her.

"This is where I draw the line," Vaggie growls pointing her spear at your mother.

"What? You actually like that girl? Pft, what the fuck's that all about. She's ungrateful and good for nothing. You actually like someone as useless as her?" your mother laughs at the protective group, her eyes widen as she sees Charlie change into her demon form.

Alastor gently pushes her behind him stopping her in her tracks. He says, "I'll handle this. This obviously concerns my closest companion so this will fall into my hands."

Your mother scrutinizes him finding his tone and gesture quite odd then her eyes lighten up in recognition. She laughs at him and yells, "You can't be serious! You like that--"

She gets cut off as the tendril wraps around her mouth and drags you in his shadow, ceasing her muffled screams. As soon as she disappears, you come down finding all of them but your mom.

"Where's my mom?"

"Sheeee changed her mind! Yeah! She told us that she had something to do," Charlie lies between her teeth with an anxious look in her eyes making Vaggie elbow her despite her doing the same.

"Oh, I see," you say still not smiling, "Will she come back? Her things are still here."

"Nah. She ain't comin' back, sweet cheeks. She's got better shit to do apparently and wanted us to drop off her stuff on an address," Angel casually lies beckoning her to sit with them petting your head after.

Husk nudges Pentious making him confused for a while before getting the message, answering, " Y-yes! I will do it right now. Eggbois! Take the woman's things outside the hotel!"

While the little eggs tottered to do their master's bidding your eyes slowly light up but not fully their yet.

"Look kid, we won't prod into your business but know if you ever need someone to talk to, you've got a bartender right here," Husk jokes with a grin holding onto his suspenders in a pose making you slightly giggle.

"Hey, hey you got us too!" Angel, Charlie, Niffty and Pentious (that got back from telling them to throw the old bat's shit into the garbage) joined in earning a smile from Vaggie and Alastor.

After you felt better, you called in for the day and left to your rooms. After escorting Alastor to his room he snags you inside then comes in close before petting your head tenderly.

You look at him surprised, although without your normal heart eyes that you give him, confused at his actions.

He brushes his fingers against your cheek electrifying you and states, "Whenever you get into trouble, tell me. I'll handle it myself, after all you are mine."

Your eyes shape into hearts, legs turning into jelly, heart beating faster and faster by the millisecond, trying to comprehend the weight of his words and engraving them into your brain.

"Understood?" he asks pleased with your reaction.

"Yes, Sir~" you breathed out finding yourself flushed red, breath hot and heavily.

"Good," he smiles devilishly.

(I'll leave the ending as ambiguous 😌)

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THE MOMENT WE WERE ALL WAITING FOR, FINALLY FINISHED THE DESIGN OF ASTER YESSSSSS ✨✨✨✨✨✨❤❤

This design belongs to the Wish rewrite called "The kingdom of wishes" (Written by @annymation and soon illustrated by @emillyverse and me)

Sorry for the delay, but this guy had so many things to draw and I also had a thousand ideas that it took me a while to capture them all (4 drawings wow, even I'm surprised lol)

Now after this introduction I will tell you the procedure of its design :]

2D MODEL:

-Maybe some don't notice it, but for the 2D drawing of Aster I didn't add many shadows, because in the classic Disney movies the animation doesn't have many shadows if we look closely, this is for several reasons (at that time they had to inking FRAME BY FRAME, can you imagine how much longer it would have taken to add detailed shadows? I really have respect for the animators)

(Here are some examples of what I'm trying to explain)

-As I said before, I didn't detach myself much from the concept art of the movie, I just added some other details that occurred to me, Anny and Emy.

-We decided that his cape would have the constellations of the signs of the zodiac (It was Emy's idea), which in the final result are on the cape, the constellations are noticeable more or less depending on Aster's mood.

-In the Wish rewrite it is mentioned that Aster's hair is like a candle (Reference to Hades) so I decided not to add the lineart in that part

His hair changes depending on his emotions, but not only that, but also his lineart, the calmer he is, the cleaner his animation will be, however with strong emotions (anger, sadness, nervousness) his details will be more neglected, especially when He is REALLY angry, by the way I made his hair look like a flame to give more drama to his design and also make a reference to Ember from Elemental

And as a final detail, the star-shaped gem that she has as a brooch changes color, just like her earrings.

3D MODEL:

-When Aster disguises himself as a human, his details on his clothes would disappear and the shape of his accessories would change to ones without a star shape, also the tone of yellow would look duller, you know so as not to draw attention (although he is dressed like a prince with a giant cape, the boy doesn't know how to hide the truth very well lmao)

-In general, it's just that the design becomes simpler, the only thing that changes is her hair that is no longer a flame, her freckles that are no longer little stars, her clothes no longer have so many details and her mark on her eye disappears(￣▽￣) .

By the way, I wanted to thank @the-autistic-idiot for giving us the great idea of Aster having a star-shaped mark on his eye :D.

-Also, I think that those who have seen my other Wish redesigns are wondering why it seems like I had spit a rainbow at Aster's 3D drawings, what happened is that when I was painting my neurons said ✨Change your coloring✨ and well, The drawing in the end came out like this, although I honestly like it better, it better represents how I draw in a traditional way

Yes, basically the coloring of my drawings is as if a unicorn had spit on them lol

FINAL COMMENTS:

-It was very fun to draw Aster! The boy really has a lot of changes, but thanks to him I already discovered my digital drawing style so I am satisfied.

-Again sorry for the delay, I know that for many Aster must be their favorite character so I hope your wait was worth it :]

See you next time!✨✨

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