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gh0--st · 10 months

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Comfort 2

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Summary: After kissing Luz on the cheek, Amity is panicking. The twins try and help her calm down.

Lee: Amity

Ler(s): Edric and Emira

This is a tickle fic, if youre not into that kind of stuff, please dont read this.

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Amitys face burned as she quickly stepped inside the manor. She could hardly believe what she had done. She had just kissed Luz, the girl she liked ever since they talked on the knee.

Her heart was racing. She tightened her grip around her broken card when she heard Edric and Emira coming down the stairs.

They ran up to her. "Amity, that was great!" Edric cheered, picking up his sister and hugging her.

Emira placed a hand on her shoulder, "Yeah, Im proud of you, sis." She smiled before noticing Amity staring off in the distance.

"Hey, you okay?" She asked. Amity shook her head, "Huh? Oh- yeah. Im fine." Her voice shook. She walked away and to her room, leaving the twins staring after her.

They shared a concerned glance before following her. They went into her room, finding her staring at her broken library card.

They walked over and sat beside her. "What's wrong?" Edric asked. Amity bit her lip, "I shouldn't have done it." She said, letting her card fall on the bed.

"Why not? Dont you like her?" Emira said. Amity sniffled, nodding her head, "But I doubt she liked me back, I was terrible to her! It was stupid." She said, tears dripping down her face.

The twins frowned, both of them pulling her into a hug. "She's gonna hate me." Amity muttered, letting out a shaky breath.

"No, she won't." Emira said before softly smiling, "Did you know that when we were in the library, we caught her staring at you, and she looked pretty nervous to be caught." She said.

Amity looked up at her, "Really?" She asked. Edric nodded, "Her face got red like yours when yall were talking to each other too!" He added.

Amity blinked before smiling, "That's.. nice." She said, suddenly feeling a bit hopeful. They both smiled, but they could tell she was still feeling sad.

They looked at each other, knowing what they had to do. They pulled her back into a hug, earning a small squeak of surprise.

"What are you-" Amity started but immediately got cut off by a squeak as she felt Edric squeeze her sides.

She tried to squirm away, but they held her still. "Guys- noho!" She said, giggling a bit as Emira poked her ribs.

"Sorry, mittens, but we told you what we had to do if you were upset!" Edric said. Emira nodded, "And you're sad now, so now we gotta do this!" She said, lifting her hands and gently brushing her fingers over the shell of Amitys ears.

Edric poked at her sides and ribs, scribbling his fingers over her belly every now and then. "GUhuhuYs Noho!" She whined, trying to squirm away from them.

They didn't respond, just grinning at their sister. Emira moved her hands and managed to get them into her underarms.

Amity immediately burst into snorts. She forced her arms to her sides. "You know you just trapoed my hands, right?" Emira said, raising an eyebrow.

"SHuhUhUt UhuUhp!" Her face was bright red as she kept squirming. Edric looked up at Emira, pointing towards her ears with a wink.

Emira grinned. She scrabbled her fingers around more as her and Edric took a deep breath.

They both blew a large raspberry on both of her ears, getting a loud squeal from the girl and more high-pitched giggly snorts.

Amity kicked her legs, trying to drag herself away from them. "What's wrong? Can't handle a few raspberries, Mittens?" Emira teased, chuckling as her face got redder.

"SHUHUT UHUP-" She let out another squeal as Emira blew another raspberry on her ear. "You feel better now?" Edric asked.

"YEHES!" She said. "Good!" Emira said, and they both let her go. They gently rubbed her sides, getting rid of the ghost tickles as Amity caught her breath.

They both wrapped their arm around her as she leaned on them. They sat in silence for a bit before Amity finally said something, "So.. do you really think me and Luz could work?" She asked, a blush on her face as she asked the question.

Emira smiled, "Of course! You two would be so cute together!" She said, chuckling as Amitys face got a bit redder.

"Besides, you've got a Blights charm! It'd be surprising if she didn't like you back." Edric said, ruffling her hair.

Amity smiled, "You two suck." She said, her blush getting deeper. "You love us." Emira said.

Amity raised an eyebrow, "Do I?" She said playfully, squeaking as Emira squeezed her sides again, "Ohokay! I do." She giggled.

They both just hugged her. Amity smiled and closed her eyes, drifting to sleep.

Emirs glanced down at the sleeping witch, smiling as she signaled to Edric to get up. Gently, they got up and laid her down, putting the blanket over her before walking to the door, giving one last glance at her before turning the lights off and closing the door.

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#the owl house #the owl house tickle #amity blight #lee amity #ler emira #ler edric #emira and edric #emira blight #edric blight

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plumsmuseum · 1 year

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So This Is Love?

I, in my 21 years of living, admit that I have never once held a hand, or maybe even shared a glimpse romantically. I've heard and fantasized about the kind of high school romance you'd see in a cheesy rom-com, or read from sickly sweet novels with overly gratuitous proclamations of love, intensity, and desire, of course (who hasn't!), but I never really believed I was worth enough to be loved like that.

And so, I went about my life as I had, believing I was incapable and unworthy of romance. I thought I was "an old soul" within the throes of a society favoring hookup culture as opposed to the traditional, pride and prejudice style "declaration of passionate love in the rain" I was so exposed to as a child. I thought I was too different to be understood, and I felt very, very lonely because of it.

Thinking back on it, I feel like a self-obsessed idiot for thinking that I could be so, completely unique that no one else, amongst the 7 billion people could ever relate to me. While I improved myself, and healed, I realized that everyone was as equally flawed as I was. It was a relief.

So, I thought to myself one day, "If I really am so curious about love and romance, what would be the harm in getting a dating app and exploring the market?". And so, I did. Mostly also because I wanted to get rid of all the anxiety and shyness that swept through me whenever I was near a man. It was getting a little difficult to see myself with someone if I can't even bring myself to look at the opposite sex.

I downloaded and swiped, and felt quite gross for judging people so brashly and with such ease. Truthfully, there really is no way of knowing if I'd ever actually click with someone before meeting them. I realized this then, but this will play a bigger part in the story later.

So, I matched with a few people, ignored some because of sheer overwhelm, and made uncomfortable small talk about hobbies, current studies or work, and... fruit. I cringe at the small talk, even weeks after I had initiated it.

Eventually, someone had asked me on a date. I had clearly voiced my boundary of staying friends, but we agreed to meet anyways. The meeting was painfully awkward. I mentioned my discomfort, and my date ever-so-graciously laughed in my face and stayed as quiet as possible so he could, and I quote, "watch me squirm".

Despite that, he was nice. Told me to slow down and take my time when I was running late, offered me a ride back to my sister's house, which I was staying at for the night, and consistently gave me little compliments throughout the night. Men aren't as scary and mean as I had thought. I'm glad it happened.

Even so, throughout the date I was.. a different version of myself. I was anxious and nervous, and giggled like a child, my voice high-pitched and soft, just because I was so shaky. I wrote afterwards that I had never felt as vulnerable and girlish as I had in quite a long time. Truthfully, I think that part of me should be more apparent in daily life. My femininity was an old, friendly, but socially non-existent aspect of my personality that would be good to rekindle.

I ended the night on a high. I'm not sure if it's because of the pride I had for myself for doing something hard, the adrenaline that comes from meeting someone new, or the excitement from a potential love interest in my life. I don't think it's the last one.

The date had reminded me of my competence. It made me see myself from my date's perspective; ditzy and giggly, but lovable nonetheless. Lovable. I saw myself as lovable. First time for everything, hey? But it sparked something in me. I see myself as someone worthy and capable of intimacy. I pictured myself and him in a relationship and realized that it is likely to happen, if I so choose. I realized that I had romantic potential. And I had never, ever, saw myself as someone who was capable of being in a relationship. It changed my perspective, very rapidly, very immediately, and very overwhelmingly.

Along with it came the "evaluation". The guy was nice, but we didn't have the same humor, or interests, or really much at all in common I think. The evaluation of my date, along with the small talk I had on the dating app, also woke me up to what I wanted from my relationships.

I wanted quiet, calm, and peace. I wanted someone to talk to, who would understand my neuroticism, and why I take the steps I do to prevent it. I wanted to call someone while crying over a documentary. I want someone to be as soft with me as I would be to them. Intimacy. I wanted intimacy, and support.

Which doesn't have to exist solely from men.

The bumble date made me realize I wanted to be more authentic. I wanted to dress differently and act differently as I usually do. I want to be more quiet and calm, as I usually am when I'm alone. I no longer want to hide behind a guise of friendliness. I want to wear dramatic makeup.

The bumble date made me more at peace with the abundance of love I have now, and the realization that the intimacy I craved can also come from my friends and family, if I so choose to initiate. It made me realize that I push people away because I fear getting too close. It made me realize that I actually can ring people up, or tell them about my issues, or let myself cry in front of them, as long as I make the choice to.

The bumble date made me more aware of the fact that I had been governed under the motivation to be loved for a very long time. By everyone, friends, boys, my own family. It made me realize that, even if I care about the people around me deeply, I draw a line between myself and others, never really letting anyone close. I realize that my adamant desire and drive to get people to love me was a ploy. I don't think I ever should have cared. After meeting someone new, with no attachments to any of my social circles, I realized how sick I am of socializing. How tired I am of trying to convince other people of who i am. I realized that I don't know who i am. And I realized that i really, really wanted to.

I do want love. And I do want a relationship. But I want to be happy with who I am and who I'm with, first and foremost. I think for now, I'll focus on allowing myself to just be, and allow myself to do kind things for the people in my life. The rest will come if that's what's in the cards for me.

#diary entry #writing #journal

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jaehyunsuh · 4 years

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nct ot21 reaction to: meeting their newborn for the 1st time

REQUESTS ARE: OPEN

please feel free to send requests and ask if you want to! also you can interact with me as much as you want ♡

taeil

he seems like he would be a really responsible dad but at first would be kinds nervous and confused about what to do. So when he holds his baby for the first time he would ask nervously to you and the nurses about how he should hold him/her and give the sweetest smile ever.

"I might not know a lot now, but i promise i'll be good for the rest of your life." He caresses his/her face softly.

johnny

i feel like he would be really excited about having kids so he would be hype all the time. When he holds the baby for the first time he had the biggest and brightest smile and looked like he was about to cry. He would try to play a little with him/her as soon as he holds them.

"Hi baby, hi. I will make sure you are always the happiest kid in the world." He says a soft voice touching his/her belly playfully

taeyong

he would be such a supportive and caring dad. I don't know ty personally but just by the fact of him being and an idol and such an active member, he was gone through a lot so he would make sure his son/daughter are always happy and comfortable, and those would be the thoughts he was as soon as they are born.

"I might seem expert now but i will do all i can to make you feel safe and happy." He kisses the baby's forehead.

yuta

yuta would be such an amazing dad, he would support them fully also be kinda protective with them, i really feel like he would fight anyone who makes his child feel even slightly sad. When the baby is born he would have his characteristic bright and big smile, lighting up the whole room.

"You are so tiny, but you already look so cute. I know you will be big and dad will always support you." He carries the baby and touches his/her face softly.

kun

kun is such dad material😭 he would know every single detail about his babies, their favorite things, what makes them happy or sad. He probably would have a serious conversation with his s/o about how he really wants to be a dad. As soon as he sees his baby he cries a little and shows his cute dimples.

"Hello my baby, I'm glad i can get to know you now. You are so cute and tiny, i will take care of you and love you forever." He kisses his baby's nose.

doyoung

He would be a little nervous about becoming a dad but just because he wants to be the best he can and wants his children to always be happy so i see him even reading books about parenting and it would be so cute😭 when he sees his newborn for the first time all of his nervousness and worries would away and only focus on his little baby.

"You are so cute, i hope we can always make great memories together. I will always take care of you." He grabs the babies little hand and kisses it.

ten

i feel like he wouldn't know what to do or how to react so he would be a little stressed but trying to gain confidence. He would he so nervous and constantly making questions about everything, when he finally sees his baby he understands what a important and meaningful deal is for him.

"I know I'm just learning about this but i will make sure to be the best dad for you and become better everyday, i promise." He stares at his baby's face with loving eyes.

jaehyun

i see so much dad material on jaehyun😭 he would love to have babies and we would talk about it a lot after you went more serious in your relationship. On the day his baby is born he would be so happy, excited, hyped and any synonymous of happiness there is, he would smile big for the whole day, until his cheeks hurt and showing his cute dimples to anyone who sees him.

"Hi angel, this is your daddy. I'm glad i can finally see your cute little face, i will love you just as much as i love your mom and be the best for you." He kisses the baby's cheek and then connects their foreheads together, closing his eyes.

winwin

another cute dad, i think he would like to be a dad as well so he would be into the whole process. When his s/o is about to have the baby he would start being nervous and shaky but will try to calm down. He would smile and maybe even cry a little when he sees his little baby.

"You are just as beautiful as i imagined, i will take care of you forever and make sure you always feel safe." He kisses the baby's face and touches it softly after.

jungwoo

A big baby having a baby🥺 he would be such a sweet and kind dad, he would be just as energetic as his babies and would play with them all the time. So he would be so excited a little nervous when he realizes the baby is born.

"Oh, you are so adorable. I can't wait to take you home and see your cute face everyday." He laughs and kisses the baby's cheek.

lucas

Lucas would be such a cool and supportive dad, he would spoil them a lot and do anything that makes them happy. We would laugh the whole day that his baby is being born and probably tell everyone about it, as soon as he sees him/her he would become 10000% more hyped.

"Baby, i promise i'll be the best dad ever and i will protect you from anything. You will always be the one i love the most, with mommy of course!." He laughs and traces soft shaped on the baby's tummy with his finger.

mark

he would feel a little nervous about the whole situation because he wants to be the best dad he can to his child. He would be smiley and nervous because the baby looks so small and fragile but as soon as he sees him/her he would become soft and relaxed.

"This is all new to me but i promise you we will make great memories together. I will helo you to came your dreams come true." He says rocking his baby carefully.

xiaojun

i see him as such a responsible and loving dad, he would always want the best for his children and would lowkey protect them from anything. As soon as his baby is born he would be really so happy and kinda proud of himself and his s/o.

"You are now one of my biggest achievements, i will make you live a happy life full of love, i love you." He looks at his baby with love eyes and smiles.

hendery

he would be such a fun dad, always supporting his children and rooting for them. Would always find ways to make the laugh and be happy, also he would be one more kid, always playing and having fun.

"I will take care of you for the rest of my life and i wish to make you happy. We will have a lot of fun together baby! I can't wait." He gives a bright smile while holding his baby.

renjun

Renjun would be a really responsible and caring dad, he would always teach his children stuff and motivating them to do what they love. He would want to be so involved in anything that has to do with them so when his baby is born he would be so so so happy.

"Wow, you are so tiny and cute. I can't believe you are finally here. I promise i will try to be the best dad ever and i will support you in anything." He smiles and caresses his baby.

jeno

He would be a little nervous and maybe talking to the members a lot and asking them for advices. He would be so smiley and giggly, all over his baby trying to be careful, he would honestly be so excited.

"I can't believe we made such a beautiful tiny person, you are so cute. I will play with you, will take care of you and i will make sure you are always happy and comfortable." He kisses his/her face several times and smiles.

haechan

another big baby. He would be really excited and lowkey confident because he knows he just wants to be the best dad he can. He would want to make a lot of great and fun memories with his kids, constantly playing with them and pampering them.

"Hello my baby, wow i can't believe you are finally here. We will have a ton of fun together and i will be the best dad i can, you are my best friend now." He rocks his baby softly.

jaemin

Jaemin would be so happy about being a dad, playing a lot with his children and constantly teaching them stuff, he would be so supportive and nice to them. As soon as his baby is born we would make fun and cute faces trying to make him smile lol.

"Aawww my cute baby, how are you doing? You finally came to the world! You will be the happiest baby ever, i will be your supporting dad and we will be together forever!" He gives a bright smile and gives his baby a nose kiss.

yangyang

He would be so hype about it, thinking about all the fun they can have together. He would also be such a supportive dad. When the baby is born we would smile a lot a think about the new phase he will live now.

"Oh! Hi, you are finally here. I'm sure you are going to be the best and coolest baby and son/daughter ever. I'll play with you a lot and teach you a ton of things." He kisses the baby's little hand and smiles

chenle

i feel like Chenle had a nice childhood because he love music and was able to do it since a young age, so as soon as his kids want to do anything he would support them SOOOO much. We feels emotional and happy when the baby is born, with some tears on his eyes.

"Hi, I'm your dad, I'm so happy you are here! I hope you make all of your wishes come true and i will help you on it." He says softly to the baby and then smiles.

jisung

he would be so protective and would want to take care of them at anytime, he wants the to always feel good and comfortable. When the baby is born he would be nervous and ask everyone for advices but as soon as he sees his/her lovely face everything feels calm.

"Hello, I'm your dad, nice to meet you. You are so tiny i feel like you are gonna fall, but don't worry! That's not gonna happen. I know I'm new at this but i will make sure you enjoy your life." He rocks the baby softly and kiss his/her forehead.

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antilocalevent · 4 years

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A Past Future (Black Butler x Reader)

Chapter 3 : The New/Old Century Awaits

TW: assault, mature content and language, yandere themes

Word count: 1.7k

This isn't London, it can't be. Why is everyone dressed in such.. Weird clothing? You look around the busy street, woman in dresses with ribbons and emphasis on the back of the skirt, with small hats to match their hairstyles. Men wore lounge suits, with high waistcoats and collars. This looks like a Victorian movie...

'Oh God.. Is this some new sick prank those idiots from school did to make fun of me?' you thought as you walked around 'Wow, they really outdone them selves now, I wonder how much they had to pay these people. They must be here somewhere, already laughing at how stupid I am for not realizing, but I'm not going to give them the pleasure of watching me running around here like an idiot.'

You looked around 'Should I go back and tell the 'Undertaker' to show me the exit? I'll have to congratulate him on his acting, for a while I really believed him.'

You sigh. 'No, I don't want to give them the credit, I'll just find a way out my self.'

You start walking, this must be the 'main set', there must be cameras everywhere, the video just waiting to be sent to everyone in school, so by simple logic if you go away from the main set, there should be an exit. As you walk through the people, you notice the undeniable staring from everyone who notice you, eyeing you up and down, judging your attire and body, the actors are so authentic and the set looks so real, it's unbelievable that they invest so much care into this just to make fun of you.

''NO! Stop this!! Help!!'' you fought against the man as he made no sign of stopping. You kicked him with all your strength in the knee and the man let out a groan and dropped you to the floor.

As you make a turn into the nearest alley you slowly hear the chatter of the people get more distant and quiet, the deeper into the dark and silent alley you get, the more doubting thoughts start to creep up in your mind, 'they wouldn't do this, that's absurd, how could they even afford this? But then what i-'

You hear the footsteps a second too late as a man pinned you to the wall and started grabbing all over you as he whispered inconceivable words. You screamed, not fully understanding what's happening at first.

''You stupid bitch, you're going to pay for this!'' he said as he stood up again, moving close to you as you tried to get up.

''No, I'm sorry! Lukas! Eric! Please! This isn't funny anymore! Stop this please!'' you take it all back, you hope with all your heart that this was set up by them, because if it isn't-

The man grabbed you by the hair as you closed your eyes and screamed.But just as quickly as the pain started, it was gone and you fell to the ground once more. You let out a shaky breath as you looked at the man, just to see him face down on the ground, seemingly unconscious.

''I told you to not die before we officially met and you go and almost get yourself killed, what a shame'' a familiar voice said in front of me, 'Undertaker' you thought with relief, but instead of his usual giggly tone, his voice was more serious and deep, with a light chuckle at the end.

''Undertaker!'' you exclaimed with a sob and a smile as you looked up at him, instead of his characteristic grin he had a sly smirk, which undoubtedly suited him, and for the first time, his eyes were visible and they were beautiful vibrant green, shining in the dark alley.

''I- I don't what's happening, this isn't London, I shouldn't be here, wherever this is!'' this is horrible, if this wasn't set up by Eric and Lukas, then what is this? ''I just want to go home..'' you said with a sob as Undertaker took your hands and helped you stand up, supporting you as you started walking.

'I think it is time we finally sit down with a cup of tea and have an official meeting before you go dying again, what do you say, dearie?'' Undertaker's voice still was still serious and deep, but held a caring undertone and made you feel more at ease despite what just happened.

''That man! Is he hurt?'' you shouted out as you snapped out of your initial shock, looking back at the place you came from just to realize that it's no longer in sight and that you must be taking a different path than the one you came. Undertaker took a glance at you with a slightly confused expression and a frown.

''The unruly human molested you and tried to seriously harm, and possibly murder you, yet you are still concerned of his well-being?'' he let out a sigh as you dropped my head, not exactly knowing what to say about you undeniably stupid concern for the man ''You truly are something else aren't you?''

''I know it doesn't make sense for me to care for the man, but my mother always used to say 'an eye for an eye will make the whole world blind', I'm pretty sure she stole the quote from someone else, but that's not the point,'' Despite still slightly shaking, you gave out a small laugh at the memory of your mom using quotes she heard on the telly to give you life advice. ''I always try to follow that, it's not our place to decide who lives and who dies for their actions.'' you said as Undertaker stopped walking and let out yet another deep chuckle.

At this you gave him a confused expression as he chuckled.

''He shall be alright, he is hurt much less than he deserves to be.'' he said without looking at you. You gave out a relieved sigh, you knew it was stupid, but you could not live with yourself if someone died because of you.

''You must have an amazing mother, dear, I would love to meet her.'' at this you frowned, remembering that you don't know where you are, much less how far away from your mother you are. ''Anyways, we have arrived back at the shop.''

''Well it is a pleasure to be officially introduced, miss Y/n. Now let's go inside, for I believe you must be still shaken from what happened.'' He unlocks and opens the door, before stepping aside and pointing his hands inside, his usual grin back on his face.

You looked up to see, what you assume is, the back of Undertaker's shop. Before Undertaker can go and unlock the door, you remember you haven't even introduced yourself.

''Undertaker wait! I have just remembered that I haven't told you my name at all since we met,'' you blush, God, how could I've forgotten to introduce yourself?...Well looking back there wasn't really a chance to do so. ''I'm Y/n L/n, I'm really sorry I didn't say my name earlier.'' you let out a small laugh as you gave him an apologetic smile.

''Please excuse the mess, none of my customers usually go in here, much less walk around here.'' he said with a laugh, guiding you to the door across the room, which led to the room with chairs in which we were before.

''Ladies first'' he said with a giggle. Damn his attitude changes fast.

You came in as he closed the door and followed you inside. The room we appeared in seemed to be his workplace, as there were unfinished coffins as well as planks of wood and various tools. You noted the big glasses with what looked like human organs, on the shelves.

''You may sit wherever you want, I will go prepare the tea.'' with that he left and you were once again left alone with yout thoughts. Instead of sitting down as Undertaker proposed, you decided to look around the room, see if there's anything that would suggest where you are. As you walked around examining all the curiosities Undertaker owns, you noticed a newspaper on the table in the corner. You quickly picked it up, hoping to see anything that would tell you what's happening. At first you noticed the undeniably odd look of the newspaper, it was nothing like the magazines you were used to, titled 'London Daily News' of the date 20th August.. 1888? What is this? Why would someone have a 131 year old news paper? And how is it in such pristine condition? You read through the newspaper with more questions and absurd assumptions running in your mind, until you heard the door open and look at Undertaker coming in, with the newspaper in your hand you made your way over to him.

''Undertaker? Why do you have a newspaper from the 1888? And how is it in such incredible condition? Are you a collector or something like that?'' you ask, carefully listing through the papers.

''A collector? Of today's newspaper? Hehehe--what a funny thing to say.'' he laughed and went back to preparing the tea. Meanwhile your eyebrows furrowed as a huge frown appeared on your face, confused by Undertaker's words.

''Today's? Undertaker what are you talking about? These are the newspapers from the 1888.'' you said with a very confused and worried expression. At your words, Undertaker set down the kettle and looked you in the eye, his face showing as much confusion as you.

''Well today is the 20th August of 1888, I do not understand what it is that seems the problem.'' he said with confusion.

''Y/n, what is happening?'' Undertaker said with confusion as he stepped towards you.

''Is that a joke? If it is than it's not funny.'' you said seriously as you watched Undertaker's concerned and confused expression staring back at you. ''But if you're not joking than..''

Nonono, that's just impossible and stupid, you couldn't have somehow time-traveled to the 19th century, that's just absurd! Ignoring Undertaker's concerned eyes, you started to think about his words. It can't be, right? But the more you thought about it, the people, the carriages with horses and the unfamiliar buildings and architecture, it made complete sense '.. God I'm going insane!'

''I.. Oh God this is insane-' you breathe in as you contemplate on what to say. ''If this really is the 1888 as you say.. Then I think I somehow time-traveled here from the 21st century.''

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I will try to make the chapters long and update everyday, as it seems inspiration is on my side for now, but I just had to cut it here (you know, for the tension and all) also it's like 1 am again.

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leelee10898 · 5 years

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Fast cars & Freedom: Drunk last night (7/?)

Summary: The gang celebrates a very Belated birthday for Ellie. A little alcohol makes some secrets come out. And ellie drops a bomb on one of the guys.

Pairing: Ellie x Logan, Ellie x Colt

Rating: Mature

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Over the next couple weeks Ellie and Luca spent A lot of time with both colt and Logan together and separate. Each forming a Bond with her. She knew both men wanted to have some kind of role in her life, as dad or an uncle. They decided to schedule the Paternity test, all 3 ready to know. Luca had a month left before school started, Ellie was adamant about showing here around parts of California, places that meant something to her growing up there. Logan planned for them to a race, see the track and meet the drivers. Colt planned a barbecue at his house for them, and so that Luca could meet Toby and ximena. And all 4 of them were going to the san diego zoo.

It was a Wednesday night, Ellie and Riya had their reoccurring girls night with Luca, while Darius kept Marcus. They would have dinner, paint nails and once Luca went to bed talk about everything they couldn't in front of the kids. On this particular night Riya was acting odd, constantly looking out the windows checking her phone. Ellie started to have a panic attack, the feeling took her back to running from the brotherhood. The doorbell rang, making her damn near jump out of her skin.

She walked over to the door with a shaky hand she turned the knob to see a girl standing there. “Stacie? Oh my god, what are you doing here?” Ellie threw her arms around the girl “I just moved here about two weeks ago and Riya invited me over. Ellie eyed her best friend “What are you up to?” Riya shrugged “Oh nothing. Ok don't get mad.” Ellie threw her hands up in the air “Oh god, what did you do now?”

“Don't get mad at me,” Stacie interrupted “I was talking to Riya about your birthday, and how you haven't celebrated one in 6 years.”

Riya stepped in “So we want to go out and celebrate your birthday a few months late. This Friday night.” Ellie grinned “You guys really?” she hugged them both “But I can't. I have Luca.” Riya shook her head “Nope. Already taken care of. Your dad is keeping Luca. My parents are in, they are keeping Marcus for Dare and I.”

This would be the first birthday that she got to celebrate since she turned 18. Back when the path of her life took a sharp left. They spent the rest of their night chatting before the two women headed home.

That Friday night Ellie, Stacie, Riya and Marcus walked into the hopping club, they were lead back to a private area where Logan stood a broad smile on his face. “Happy birthday, Troublemaker.” He pulled her into a huge, placing a soft kiss on her cheek. “Logan, you know its not really my birthday.”

“I know. But, we're making up for lost time. Just go with it.”

“Logan, you already know Darius and riya,” they said their hellos. “This is my friend Stacie from Langston.” stacie reached her hand out, Logan shook it “So you must be the notorious Logan I've heard so much about.” Logan cocked his brow at Ellie. “Hopefully all good things.” he smirked.

Ellie watched the interaction between the two, a hint of jealousy twinged in her chest.

Her eyes locked with a set of Dark ones standing at the VIP entrance. “Colt?”

“Dont look so surprised, Riya invited us.” She gave him a confused look just as Ximena and Toby came in. “You guys all came?” She grinned, she was excited to hang out with them and then she spotted someone standing off to the side. “Mona? Is that mona?” Colt shook his head. “Oh my God what are you doing here?” she wrapped her in a hug. “Good to see you too.” she could see a small smile threaten to break through her tough girl demeanor.

They all sat around the huge plush couches, a waitress bringing their drinks over. She found out Mona had gotten out of jail after spending 2 years in there. She headed east, but couldn't find a crew to settle in with. She came back to California and Colt gave her a job. After a few drinks ellie was feeling pretty giggly. She never drank more then a ritual cup of wine or two after a long week, or a particularly rough day. Colt looked over at her as she downed another shot. “You should probably slow down, you're gonna end up getting sick.” she rolled her eyes. “I'm fine thanks.”

Riya and Darius were off on the dance floor, Toby and colt were talking by the bar.“Is that bothering you?” Mona motioned to where Logan was talking to stacie. “No. Yes. I don't know.” Ellie sighed. “Feels like the old day, huh X.” Mona let out a loud chuckle. “How so?” Ellie furrowed her brow. “Oh sweetie, you're staring at Logan while Colt cant take his eyes off of you.” Ximena placed a comforting hand on her. “Colts not starting. Hes talking to Toby.”

She motioned to the two seemingly deep in conversation. “He may be talking. but his focus is on you.”

Ellie flicked her eyes up momentarily, sure enough locking with his deep browns. She could feel the heat filling her cheeks. “I need another drink.” she motioned for the waitress.

After a few drinks she decided to walk up to the bar where Colt had seemingly taken up residency. “So what, you just gonna ignore me all night?” her words came out with much more attitude than anticipated. Colt arched his brow “I'm not ignoring you.” Ellie slid up next to him, her side pressed against his. She placed her hands on the bar as if she were holding herself up and cocked her head to the sidez a mischievous smirk spread across her face. “What are you up to?” Colt cocked his brow at her. “Noooothing.” She giggled as she bit her lower lip. “ What do you say we sneak off to the bathroom and, you know.” She gently rubbed his arm. “Ellie..”

“Is something wrong? You don't. You don't want me?” her bottom lip began to quiver. “God No. No. Its not that. Its,” He ran his hand down his face “Jesus I cant believe im about to say this but. Ellie you're pretty drunk. And as much as I would love nothing to make you moan my name. I don't want to do that in some nasty ass bar bathroom.” He squeezed her hand. She pulled away, angry. “Whatever Colt. You could have just told me you thought I was gross.” She sneered walking away, disappearing into the crowd.

She found a corner away from everyone, she watched the people dancing on the floor, lost in thought.

“Enjoying yourself?” the deep voice pulling her from her drunken zone out. “Logan, Hi. Soooo kind of you to come talk to me.” she rolled her eyes. “Ok? Hey how about a dance?” He held his hand out for her. She took it stumbling as she stepped forward, breaking out in a cackle. “you alright?”

“Yuuup. Lets do this.” she followed him to the dance floor, wrapping her arms around him grinding her body against his. “Do you miss this?” She purred in his ear. “I'll always miss you ellie. But you're here now.”

She caught glimpse of Colt standing on the balcony, she could see his white knuckle grip on the railing from across the room. A thrill Rising inside of her.

She was still mad at him for leaving her behind all those years ago. She understood Logan's reasoning but colt? He could have went with her or he could have taken her with him. They were married, you don't just leave your wife behind. And she was even more pissed he turned her down. In her drunken state she could really care less for being mature about it.

Colts gaze was setting her on fire, a smirk played on her lips. She turned around, her back side pressed against Logan's chest, she laid her head against it. Letting the rhythm of the music fuel her movements as Logans hands gripped her sides. “We shouldn't do this El. God you feel so good though.” Logan's voice hoarse in her ear. She continued to grind against him, she locked eyes on Colt who looked as if he was going to rip the railing right off.

She shrugged him off, she was a grown woman who made her own choices. She didnt have to answer to anyone, especially not Colt Kaneko. She turned to face Logan, now completely in the moment. His hands crept up and down her sides, sending a pleasant warmth throughout her. It had been far to long since she had felt the strong hands of a man. “Kiss me colt.” she breathed out just inches from Logans lips. “Colt?” He pulled back, just as Colt pulled at her wrist. “Thats enough Ellie.”

She looked between the two, her head spinning. Did she really just call Logan Colt?

“We need to talk Ellie, alone.” Logan stared at her “She's not going anywhere with you. I think its time to go Ellie.” Colt snapped. “You dont have a claim on her Kaneko, who the hell do you think you are?” Logan stood his full height against him, colt easily matching him. “See pretty boy thats where you're wrong,” Colts lips twisted in a devilish smirk. “I think its time my wife went home.” Logans eyes went wide. “You're fucking lying.” He turned to Ellie, desperately searching her eyes “Hes lying right? Tell me hes lying Ellie.” Colts wicked smirk grew wider “Go on Mrs Kaneko. Tell him.”

Ellie looked between the two, her stomach churning, panic set in. “I. I. I think im gonna..” she leaned down puking all over Colts feet.

Logan let out a wild laugh “Well, I'll let you handle that.” Colt rolled his eyes as he walked away. “Come on El. Let's get you home.” Ellie started to walk losing her balance, colt grabbed ahold of her steadying her. He picked her up bridal style walking towards the exit. “Whats going on?” ximena question, and then looked down noticing the puke all over his legs and shoes. “Can you take ellie to her house? I'll follow you.” Ximena nodded. Colt laid ellie down in the back seat of Ximenas suv. “where are we going?” She moaned, her stomach churing. “were taking you home.” Ellie tried to sit up, panic written all over her face. “NO. My dad will kill me.” colt shook his head and chuckled “You're 25 years old Ellie, pretty sure he wont.”

They pulled up to her house, colt grabbing her from the car carrying her to the door. He rang the doorbell, nervously awaiting her father to answer. He had never formally met him, and he wasn't sure just how he would act but he wouldn't worry about that now. His only concern was getting Ellie home safely and into her own bed.

A few minutes later her father answered the door. His eyes widened at the sight “What happened?” he moved aside letting colt in. “She drank to much. I just wanted to.make sure she got home safe.”

“Hiiii Daddy.” Ellie groaned softly.

Her dad pointed him to her room, Colt got her inside laying her on the bed where Ellie started pulling off her dress. “wheres your pajamas.” He asked heading towards her dresser. “Hey! You'll see my underwear.” Ellie giggled.

“I've seen your underwear before, and you're in them right now.” He snorted as he rifled through her drawers. He found a tshirt and pulled it over her head. “Now. get some sleep.” He turned to walk away, Ellie already sound asleep. He walked out into the living room where her father stood. “Well, shes alseep. Sorry for bringing her home in that condition, I tried to tell her to slow down but, you know how she gets when she sets her mind to something.” Ellies dad chuckled “Yeah. I do.” he looked down at Colts legs, seeing the colorful stain of Ellies vomit.

“She ah. Puked on me.” he gave a nervous chuckle. “I figured that. Why dont we get your shoes cleaned up. I got a pair of sweat you can change into. We can wash your clothes, but its probably best you stay over.” Colt tried to argue but his words fell short. Her dad came back and handed him a pair of sweats and pointed him towards the bathroom. He gave him a blanket and pillow and Colt laid down, his mind going a mile a minute.

Just 6 years ago her father was investigating his father and the crew, and now he was laying in his house while ellie and Luca slept upstairs.

He woke the next morning to the smell of fresh coffee filling the air. He sat up from the couch looking towards the kitchen. “Morning Colt. Come get some coffee.” Colt stood, wiping the sleep from his eyes, he grabbed a mug and poured a cup, sitting at the table with her dad. “Thanks Mr Martin.”

“You're welcome, but its Frank. Call me Frank.” Colt nodded, the sides of his lips slightly pulling up. “So Colt, Can I ask you. what are your intentions with my daughter and granddaughter if you are her father?” Frank cut right to the chase catching him off guard.

“Well Frank, I do not have a doubt in my mind that Luca is mine. And as far as Ellie,” He collected his thoughts “As far as Ellie,I still love her. And if she would have me, I would like nothing more then to spend the rest of my life taking care of them both.” Frank sipped his coffee, nodding his head. “You know, I believe you. But what makes you so sure that Luca is yours?” colt sat his coffee cup down “Call it intuition. I just have a feeling and usually my feelings are right.”

They were interrupted by the sounds off footsteps coming down the stairs. “Morning sunshine.” Frank smirked Ellie groaned as she mindlessly made her way to the coffe pot, pouring a cup of coffee. She sat down at the table her eyes instantly locking with Colts. “what are you doing here so early?”

“I'll give you two a minute.” Frank got up and went up to his room.

“Your dad let me stay over. I wanted to make sure you were ok.” He smirked. Ellies eyes snapped shut remembering the nights events. “Oh god. I puked on you.”

“You did. But your dad tossed my stuff in the wash. It's all good.”

“Colt. You told Logan. Why did you do that?”

“I can't stand how he walks around so smug all the time. Like he's better because he is a semi famous race car driver now.” He scoffed.

“Colt. He isn't better than you. You aren't better than him. You guys have got to stop this pissing contest, its been 6 years. Thats a long ass piss.” she giggled, causing colt to chuckle. “Yeah, maybe you're right.”

“We do need to talk about it though. I was under the impression that you got the annulment Colt. Why,” She took a deep breath “Why didnt you?”

“Because When I asked you to marry me, it wasnt because we were under the stress of the what ifs.”

“Colt..”

“Dont. I don't need to hear it.”

“We were just so young. And were practically strangers now, its just. I think its better if we.”

“If we what?” He cocked his brow

“I think it's best if we get a divorce.” the words came out so rushed she barely understood them herself. But the look of absolute hurt on his face told her that he understood every word.

“You never gave us a chance. And now you're back, with my daughter and you want a divorce? Ellie we could be a family. You won't even try?”

“Colt. im sorry. Im not saying that nothing could ever happen with us. But if it does, I want to start fresh.” She didn't try to correct him about being Ellie's father, he was hell bent on it and it would just add insult to injury.

Colt stood up Grabbing his eyes from the coffee table. “You night now believe it yet Ellie, but I'm going to prove to you that we belong together. Do what you gotta do." he walked to the door, pausing for a minute. "You know they say a drunk persons actions are a sober persons thoughts. And last night, told me alot.kore then you're letting on." He closed the door behind him. She heard his motorcycle start up and take off down the street.

She knew he was sort of right. She never did fully get over either of them. But she couldnt throw herself into a relationship with one of them, not right away. She had Luca to think about afterall.

She pulled out her phone finding Logans number. She sent him a text, telling him she was sorry. A few minutes later she received a text back saying “I need some time. I will call u when im ready to talk.”

She had only been back a short time, but oh what a tangled web she had weaved.

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