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#lexi x y/n
boizandgurlzinthehouse · 10 months
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𝐬𝐡𝐞 + 𝐢 = ♡ (𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟐)
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pairing: lexi x reader
𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟏
plot: y/n is fezco's younger sister, with all the benefits and risks. she don't use that much drugs, and never keeps it with her since in school. y/n is pretty laid back, loves little things in life —and maybe lexi howard. but she don't have to know that. that's only y/n's secret, but can she keep it when destiny brings them closer to each other?
word count: 3.188k
warnings: mentions of drugs, p*rn, basic euphoria things, fez is the coolest bro in the neighborhood
*i wrote this a year ago?  think? don't mind me pliz, i just binged down euphoria once more, re-read the first chapter and got excited again.*
✿ rue's narrating ✿ since jules —alongside maddy and kat— knew that y/n was in love with lexi, she wanted to meet the girl in private, because y/n didn't said anything to maddy and to kat, even if they said they tried hard to get something out of the girl. "and, what do you think about the guys?" maddy asked as they looked for clothes. y/n stood beside her with a hoodie in her arms, typing something into her phone. maybe if she could see who's the girl talking with... "huh? oh, no... not so much." "oh, and why is that? or you just don't tell me because you have a crush on nate, you little bitch!" she teased, but y/n smiled and shook her head. "never in a million years would i crush on nate, and not just because of you, but because he's exatly not my type." "yeah? and what is your type?" maddy felt the glorious taste of victory in her mouth, but when y/n looked at her like she knew that the three knew, she immediately tried to help the situation. "because, y/n, you never dated anybody." "i dunno what's my type, i don't have one... maybe don't be a human trafficker... but yeah, that's all... and i dated a boy, once! only for two days, but this also counts something... i think." wondered y/n. "why did the two of you break up?" maddy couldn't give up, not right now. "i dunno... he was kinda annoying, sucking me for drugs from my brothers, wanted nudes and stuff... fezco almost beat him in the front of the school, but when i told him that we split up with him, we smoked some real good weed at night. but why are you askin' me these questions?" "because valentine's is close, that's why." "maddy, valentine isn't even in six months." "...time is relative, y/n." maddy was defeated for the first time, and she didn't like the feeling.
the next one was kat —with no better outcomes. "can you add that also to my account?" kat pointed to her electronic credit card, while y/n did it with three simple clicks —at the computer science class, it seemed to be much more difficult, that's why the girl ditched the classes and only went to the tests to complete it with the highest grade not just in her class, but in their entire school. many people tried to reach her level, but y/n was by far the most professional hacker in the area. "i did it. do you want something more, or—" "what kind of porn you're into?" kat's sudden question left the girl speechless, looking away from the screen of kat's computer. "what the fuck, kat? are you high or something?" she muttered, peeking out of her door from her sitting position to check if fezco or ash wasn't listening. "no, i'm just interested. since you know about my stuff, it's only fair if you tell me too, isn't it?" kat tried so hard, really. "first of all, i don't think so... you just take your money physically from me, and your porn account doesn't touch me... otherwise, maddy asked me too that what's my type, what's this about? we gon' watch porn on the next sleepover or something?" y/n joked, and kat's face got a little bit hot. "no, i was just interested... people have weird kinks and you never talk about it. in the end, maybe we find out that you have feet-kink, or something else." "would you shame me if i'd like to watch people's legs?" y/n asked back giggling, and when cat tried to stutter something, she began to get serious. "seriously, kat, would that be the problem? i thought we're friends, you just asked and i answered." "n-no, it's perfectly fine, i mean, me and maddy, we- i was just curious, okay? you don't have to feel ashamed or-" kat was bothered y/n loud laugh, pulling up her shoulders as they shook. the other girl lightened a little bit —y/n weren't a piece of cake when it came to her sexual preferencies. "i just pulling you, kat. why would i want to watch other people's weird arms and legs? sometimes my own limbs scare me." "really?"
"only if i smoke some weed." they laughed at y/n's words, but when the y/h/c girl said goodbye to kat and closed their door, kat got her phone out.
kat y/n is so fucking confusing i hope she won't find this out maddy HA I KNEW now you come for me with 10 dollars girl as jules read the messages, swtiching from 'shyguy', prepared herself for the next day and the class with y/n to set a sleepover for the night or the next —she was the only hope for them.
on that terrible monday, the frst day of the school when y/n went home, she tried not to burst out —it was quite difficult, because her brothers cared about her. like, cared about her a lot. "how as your day, lil sis?" fezco's sound was clearly audible through the fast click of the cash-counter machine, as he heard the front door's banging. y/n didn't answer; it was usual, because she didn't say a word until she showered down and changed into some lazier stuff. ash wanted to go after her, but he knew that this was the first day of school, he went too, but still, y/n was much more vulnerable than him and knew that people from school always pulled on y/n for drugs for the thousandth time. "you think everything's alright with her?" he asked fez, who didn't even look up. "chill bro, she's everytime like this when school begins." after a half an hour, y/n came out to eat something since she didn't eat lunch and her breakfast wasn't the biggest, simply a toast with butter or some piece of cookies. opening the fridge, grabbing a can of coke and some processed spagetti, tossing it into the microwave for two minutes, y/n lumped down onto the chair next to fez. opening the can, she drank a couple sips. "you good, sis? how was your day?" y/n sighed. "i fucked up shit." she mumbled, but before fezco could ask anything with a concerned, sudden look towards her, she stood up to get her food from the microwave before the ping! noise sounded. y/n didn't like that sound, she didn't know why but she didn't. "wha' do ya mean? someone with drugs and stuff, or— "no, no, not at all. only rue came to me." "but she's been into hospital with overdose and then she went to rehab, she ain't a junkie anymore, sis. you 'now dis too, been 'ere, in 'er house." "i know fezco, but whether she was in rehab or not, she's still an addict. don't give her drugs, please." fezco sighed, while y/n eat with one fork from the pasta. "but rue's not my biggest concern yet." "then what, little sis? tell me." fezco stopped in the counting, expecting something really bad, horrible shit to come. "do you know the feeling when you did something bad, but don't know what to do because you feel all you could do is something cringy, and all you can do is avoid the situations, but you can't do this forever?" "wow, that's some... complicated feeling shit, didn't know my little sister can feel so many feelings in 'erself." fezco muttered, but he felt relieved. "who caused you this mess of feelings?" "the girl i crush, you know. lexi." fezco nodded knowingly, stretching his hand out for y/n to hold it. "and what did you to 'er?" "does it matter? i just fucked up shit." "yeah, it matters much, kiddo! it ain't the same if you jus' said a bad word to 'er or had sex with 'er sibling." y/n flinched. having sex with cassie was off to the plate since... she didn't even think about cassie in this way, she was way too hetero and bitchy —it wasn't bad from a view, but for y/n, these were the opposites what lexi was having. "no, hell no, bro! it's just... i gave her advice, because she's friends with rue, like, childhood friends. and... it doesn't matter, but they fought and i gave her, i mean lexi, i gave her advice and... she tried to brush my leg but i just flinched away." "but why did you flinch away? did she try to stab you or somethin'?" "no, lexi could never do something like that! she just reached out, trying to thank me or something, i don't know... oh my god, she probably thinks that i am disgusted by her! or that i just don't want to be near of her, or... i don't like her." after y/n monologue, fez nodded. "so you gave 'er advice?" "yeah...?"
"an' just flinched away 'case of some random touch?" "yeah, but... what do you mean, bro?" "i mean that, and if you take your old big bro's word serious... you're afraid 'ow your body reacts or does things, but you souldn't. you gave 'er advice, who the fuck cares if you jus' aren' ready to be touched? you should be worried if you didn't gave 'er advice." "really?" the corners of y/n's mouth lifted lightly. "word. now come here, kiddo." y/n jumped into fez's arms, pulling her leg up beside his, just like when they were kids and fez comforted her on the couch when he and his grandma got home, with blood on the money they got. fez cared so much about his little sister, he knew that he can't protect her forever, and that her heart gonna want what it wants; hs knew guys were dangerous enough, and adding the fact that everyone know what he and ash did, y/n got involved too, sometimes causeless. but he also know by his grandma that girls can be bad too, maybe even worse. y/n wasn't stupid, but she could fall in love so hard that it can get her in trouble —but this lexi girl seemed nice, so as long as she didn't do anything wrong, fezco couldn't have to sleep with one eye open. when y/n laid into bed, she checked the last time her phone, praying for not to see any messages from lexi or cassie. but it was just one single new message from jules —she clicked on it, smiling to herself. she liked jules, they met when she first went to fez to get drugs.
it was the hottest day in california, y/n was afraid that the roof above them gonna melt and destroy the shop —all the blower fans was at the maximum, but y/n still couldn't concentrate fully on her work. it was pretty difficult, one of her clients asked her to hack into someone's discord account, and since y/n's special password-hacking-machine that could just simply spin out the password was blew off because of the much heat, she had to do it in the manual way; it was easy, but tired as hell because she had to hide all the signs that the account has been hacked, meaning the e-mail and other notifications.
"y/n, could you get me a little speed?" fez asked her, shouting to the back. cracking her back, ribs and knuckles, y/n crawled to the table and the bags, picking out the right yellow bag, shaking it a little bit. "here, i dunno why you couldn't get yourself, busy man" she mumbled, but when she started to walk back, she blinked at the costumer who stood before the siblings. she was really pretty; strawberry hair and skinny frame. not the type y/n exactly liked, but she felt that she would be a good friend. "hi" the girl muttered, y/n looked back and lowered her eyebrows. "hey... ya new here?" "yeah, just came a few days ago. i assume that you live here." "since i've been born" y/n replied while smiling lowly. "going to school on 1st september?" the girl nodded. y/n went for a lollipop. "good luck. i'm y/n, by the way." "jules, jules vaughn." "that's perfect, jewel." "no, jules. like the vape 'juul', just with 's' on the end." "oh, so fucking sorry! you know, i'm shit with names, in the beginning i got to write my friends names' on my arm to not to mix or forget it" shit, why did she say that? that was basically the dumbest shit she did in school —y/n hoped jules won't gonna tell it to anyone. "really? that's—" "moronic, i know, ya" "no, that's cute." "shit, thanks..." y/n muttered, looking down at her shoes. fez came back. "i see you made new friends, you lil misanthrope" he teased her. she never heard fez say anything so cultivated —that's why she began to read some books, and for lexi to notice her by how educated or art-loving she is, but everytime y/n tried to tell her what is in the book, she got tongue-tied, or misspelled things like jules' name. "fuck you, fez" she responded. jules payed, but before she turned around, she passed y/n her phone. "what? juul'?" jules giggled while nodded for the other to write her number down. "you're the best face i met yet in this shitty town. and thanks for the luck-wishing." y/n nodded her head, pulling up her knees as she sat beside the cash register. "you're gonna need it, jewel."
juljul wanna sleep over tomorrow bub?
y/n smiled —maybe jules can help her.
jules' room was y/n's second favorite place beside her own room, the girl even let her to decorate the place with scented candles, crystals, minerals and small plants like aloe vera or a pretty cactus. jules loved how y/n let her do her makeup, even if y/n only used eyeliner, eyeshadow or mascara, but she lied for hours calmly with a joint in her hand while jules did whatever she wanted with her face and her hair, the two telling random fatcs or stories to each other.
but now, something was different.
y/n felt it when she sat down on jules' bed, but when jules went to her gardrobe, she looked at y/n from the mirror more times, what made the other suspicious, but she didn't made drama, just kept srcolling on her phone.
"how was your day, y/n?"
"good, but you were with me all the time, so you must 'now, juul'." y/n shrugged her shoulder. "but i have questions for you, too."
jules looked at her with slightly lifted eyebrows, but kept smiling. "sure bitch, just gonna get some drinks. do you want too?"
"yeah, thank you."
y/n was stressed —she had to ask what's with kat and maddy, and if they suspected something, than cassie could suspect something too —after all, it was her sister who she was in love with, and mayb cassie's not that big mind person, but she could guess things too like anyone else. but the most important thing is that... did jules know?
"we only have gatorade, if that's okay." jules passed her a red cup,
"thank you so much."
"so, what is your question? wait, before we begin, can i practice on you?"
y/n nodded, lying on her back simply, like she always did —she was grateful for her; maybe like this, the conversation isn't gonna be that overwhelming.
as jules collected all her stuff, y/n checked social medias, but everything was silent. throwing away her phone when jules dropped down herself beside her ribs, she blinked a couple of times.
"so, i was wondering... that maddy and kat were curious about my love life. like, you three always ship me with basically everybody i talk to or deal with, but in the last few days, they were like mad men... or mad women, sorry."
"sorry for interrupting, should i make your eyeliner curvier or flatter? both can match your eyes, i hate it that you have so perfect eyes, bitch." jules bragged. she didn't seem so stressed, neither was her hand flinching or shaking —y/n's brain slowly began to work, gratefully the weed wasn't that strong.
"i never mind, juul. so, as i was tellin' you, maddy and kat was... just crazy about my sexual life. and not because i am paranoid or some shit, but this happened after lexi intervened, so... do you know something i don't?"
jules frowned for a second, looking at y/n, she shook her head instantly.
"no, of course not! we are just interested, because... you know, i laid down with men some times,"
"quite severely and often", y/n added with a little shit-eating grin, getting some nose scrunches from jules as she ended up adding little stars on the underline of her eyes, under her under-lashes.
"okay, okay! well, maddy got nate..."
"and their relationship amaze me everyday, with the screaming and pissing off with each other", y/n replied, jules rolled her eyes at the comment without a word,
"...and kat... honestly, i don't know what she does on the internet, but she also talks recently with guys."
"or with men? seriously, jules, i don't want to hurt any of you, and i really fucking appreciate that you worry about my love life, but... i don't want to do things as fast as you... and i don't want to have a relationship that is just screeching and hollering and glaring at each other with teary eyes... and i don't want to find love on the internet, it seems easy, but there's never really affection, it's just two people who imagine each other how they want, and if reality doesn't match the imagination, than it goes shit, always. i don't know when i'm gonna find someone, and if i'm ever gonna find someone."
jules nodded, continuing to do her makeup. y/n sighed suddenly, leaning her leg on jules' waist. the other girl nudged her, making y/n blink several time, and strangely serious. sighing, y/n looked into jules' eyes.
"but... there's something that you should know. i know that your close to rue and shit, so... i trust you with this information... i don't really like guys. at all."
the blonde grinned, covering her mouth with her hand. they could see the sparkles from her energy around the room, as a big confession was in the way.
"does this mean... that you..."
"i already have two guys at home, what is so likable about them?" y/n giggled, confessing her love about girls (too?), then got really surprised when jules lifted her up and hugged her tightly.
"i'm so glad that you shared this with me. i had some thoughts about this, but... it's really different if you say it. with your mouth." she whispered happily.
"with my mouth?" y/n pointed at her own lips, making the two of them laugh again.
as jules was done with her makeup, she turned on the tv to watch some anime and stuff, grabbing her phone, it constantly lighted up with kat's and maddy's notifications. looking at y/n as she walked back from the kitchen, she dropped the phone, waiting for y/n to cuddle her.
y/n's gonna tell them if she's ready. other then that,
one step closer.
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i can't believe i post this, seriously. i hope you guys liked this part, and sorry for the waiting )):
leave a comment if you're glad that I came out from my cave hihihi <3 stay safe girliez
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lexiene · 2 days
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Watching you eat bc your preggy with his babies~
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arachine · 8 months
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*slides a big fat twenty your way* uh how about a part two of that non traditional family dynamics with gojo
dinner and a disaster . . .
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synopsis :: when your oldest daughter is at that age where boys are starting to become the focal point of her universe, you bring out the big guns — which in this case, unfortunately happens to be her father (who is not exactly the best when it comes to disciplining his little girls).
or, in other words, you and gojo play good cop bad cop.
genre :: fluff
contents :: co-parent!gojo, mentions of alcohol, heavy dialogue, time skip (the girls are 14 and 12 respectively), gojo is in distress !!!!
note :: link to part 1 + link to part 3
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it's 10 pm when you text gojo about the latest happenings going on in your household.
it's also 10:01 pm when you answer his incoming face time call.
he's wrapped up in a fuzzy blanket, laying down on his bed with a pillow under his chin and a hand propped up to support his head—he's comfortable, to say the least, and 100% tuned in to hear about whatever it is that you just texted him.
"is this what you've been doing all day?" you query with a laugh. there's a brief look of confusion etched onto his face before he picks up on what you were implying. rolling his eyes, he scoffs.
"it was my day off," he pouts, "can't a man relax in his fuzzy blanket?"
you squint teasingly at the screen, then nod slowly before mouthing an 'uh-huh'.
"i didn't call you to get berated about my choice of blanket!"
"okay, okay! i'm sorry," you grab a napkin from your nightstand, waving it like a white flag of surrender. "such a baby..."
"says the one who could never take...you know what, i won't finish that."
"smart man," you smile. "i want to be mad at you sometimes but it's almost kinda impressive how easily you can change the atmosphere...i mean, wow! it's record-breaking, truly."
"ha...ha. alright. i overstepped my bounds, i get it. can we just...can we just get back to our daughter? i'm starting to regret calling you on my day off—which, by the way, was going so great."
"great, love that we're on the same page," you give him a thumbs up through the screen. before you can get into the nitty-gritty of the situation, you take a brief pause to prepare yourself for the dramatics about to ensue—because if you know anything about gojo satoru, you know he's definitely one for the dramatics.
"when i tell you this...i want you to stay calm, keep a level head, and most importantly, i want you not to scream," you say, opening your mouth again to emphasize the last part, "and it's important that you especially won't scream, okay?"
gojo mulls it over before committing, "i don't know...it depends on what you're gonna tell m-"
"just—just promise, gojo," you interrupt, clearly agitated.
"alright, i promise."
"okay, so there's a boy..."
you're mid-sentence when gojo's eye starts to twitch.
"and she's expressed to me that she wants to go on a date with him." when you finish, you're half expecting him to yell, and half expecting him to end the call. but he doesn't.
in fact, he's so still, you're almost convinced he's frozen, but then he begins to smile. slow at first, and then all at once. it's creepy, you think, something straight out of a horror film.
"i know this was a lot of information to process, are you...okay?"
"pfttt, what? of course, why wouldn't i be?"
"well, you look scary. maybe i shouldn't have told yo-"
"SHE WANTS TO WHAT?"
and there it is. gojo satoru, king of dramatics.
"my little girl, my baby, my princess. she's only 10!-"
"she's 14."
"same thing, how could you let this happen?!"
"what happened to not yelling?! you promised!"
"oh be serious, i made a vow to you 14 years ago and look where we are now," he whisper-yells, trying (and failing) to contain his voice.
"dammit, you're right...well, at least we're on the same page! we both don't want this date to happen." when you take another glance at the screen, gojo's no longer laying down on his bed, but up and pacing around his room like a mad man.
you watch him for awhile, and when he doesn't seem to be coming back any time you soon, you call his name, "satoru."
"what?!" he turns to the phone. glaring at him, you wait for him to check his tone. "sorry, what?"
"i was thinking tomorrow you could come over for dinner? it'd give us a chance to talk to her about it...so that it's not just me telling her no."
"so, what i'm hearing is that you want her to hate me too?"
"no, i'm saying i want us to be a team. so, can you come over tomorrow? can you do that?" you ask, raising a brow.
"yeah, i'll be there."
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at the same time the oven alarm goes off, gojo arrives. you can see his car pull into the drive way from where you are in the kitchen, and you mentally curse yourself for not getting ready sooner.
"fuck, uh okay," you throw your oven mitts, "hon, can you get the door for your dad? i need to go upstairs and get changed."
the youngest gets up from her place on the couch, "sure, wait...dad's staying for dinner? what's the occasion?"
you're halfway up the stairs before you stop, "enough questions, please. just open the door, thank youuuu."
ambling from the living room to the foyer, she opens the front door. gojo smiles, and immediately lifts her up into a bone-crushing hug that only a dad could give.
"hey bug, missed you," he squeezes her, much to her behest.
"ugh, dadddd, put me down," she drawls, pawing at his chest. gojo frowns and puts her down, putting a hand over his heart as if he were shot.
"you used to love that, you know."
"yeah, when i was like five."
"are you not?" he teases, but she's not amused. he nudges her arm annoyingly until she begins to smile. "there we go, punk. now can i have a real hug? you're hurting my feelings."
like a true pre-teen, she rolls her eyes and reluctantly trudges over to him, then opens her arms up for a hug. at this stage, you've noticed that hugs are okay, but only when it's on their own terms—and you especially can't initiate them when their friends are around (you learned that the hard way).
when they pull away, gojo takes his shoes off and wanders through the house. "where's the other brat at?"
"upstairs."
gojo nods, "uh-huh...where's your mom at?"
"right here." gojo hears you before he sees you, and then he lifts his head up to see you at the top of the stairs standing behind the banister. before you make your way downstairs, you waltz over to your daughter's room and knock on the door.
"hey, dinner's ready. come on downstairs. somebody's here to see you." as you begin turning around, the door flies open and out comes your moody teenage daughter.
"who is it?" she queries, following behind you like a duckling.
from where he stands at the bottom of the staircase, gojo raises a hand and waves.
"hey, scrub."
"dad? what are you doing here?" your oldest questions, but still goes in for a hug.
"your mom invited me over for dinner, that cool with you?"
she nods, then turns to her sister. they exchange a knowing look that, if translated, would be: something's definitely up. they wait for you and gojo to head to the kitchen before having a quick debrief.
"you definitely did something," the youngest side eyes.
"wha-why would you think i did something? you're the one failing a class," she rebuttals.
"ok well...this isn't about me! they only get together when one of us does something. don't you see? they're teaming up...this is an intervention."
the oldest pinches the space between her brows, "i can see why you're failing english now, because the way you just jumped to conclusions like that is actually insane."
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dinner goes by without a hitch. for majority of it, you spend the time talking about work, school (which seems like a sensitive subject because the youngest wouldn't look either of you in the eye), and the plot of this hbo show with adult kids who're trying to take over their father's company.
gojo brings it up, of course, and jokingly says that the show was written with him in mind. he asks the girls if they'll fight over who'll inherit the company when he dies, and it turns into a i'm the better daughter debate.
when it gets a little too rowdy, you have to remind them that this is all hypothetical and that their father is a menace who likes to cause chaos whenever possible. gojo pouts and says you're no fun, but quickly fixes his face when he sees your pointed glare.
"come help me with the dishes," you say, and then disappear into the kitchen.
the two of you fall back into old habits. you wash the dishes, he dries and sets them on the rack. it feels like it did in the beginning, only this time, he'll be leaving when the two of you set out to do what you originally intended.
"dinner was nice," he says after about 10 minutes of comfortable silence. he doesn't look up, doesn't even make a joke about your cooking (which, you were totally expecting him to do). instead, he just continues drying the plate you handed to him.
"you know, you're welcomed to come again. you don't always have to be away in that apartment all by yourself," you start, choosing your words carefully, gently. "the girls like eating with their dad."
"i like eating with them too. i guess i'll start coming by more often then."
you almost miss it but there's a smile on his face, and it's genuine. instead of pointing it out, you savor the moment.
your reasoning for his coming here was to talk to your daughter, but it was also to get him out of the apartment. see, you were sneaky like him too, and what he didn't know wouldn't kill him. to you, this was just hitting two birds with one stone.
when you finish up, the two of you discuss the plan over for what seems like the 100th time.
"so, we're gonna go in there and be cool about it, okay? we won't hound her. we're just gonna tell her like it is, and then let her down gently. got it?"
"got it."
"after you," gojo extends his arm.
"wha-ugh, fine."
as you lead the way, gojo has to keep a hand on your back to keep you from turning back around. so far, you've attempted to retreat five times—you're two feet away from the kitchen entrance.
"will you just go?" there's irritation laced in his tone.
"okay, just stop pushing me."
"no promises, keep walking."
you sigh, but heed his request. with a hand still on your back, he guides you all the way to the living room. the girls are watching tv but quickly avert their focus when they notice you standing next to the couch with a freakish smile plastered on your face. gojo whispers in your ear to be cool and you immediately gather your wits.
"mom...your face...dad what's wrong with her face she's scaring me," the youngest pauses the tv.
"sweetie, will you go upstairs for a minute? your dad and i have to talk to your sister."
seeming to be catching on, she gets up from the couch and says a 'told you' to her sister before running upstairs. you and gojo share a look.
"what's up?" she asks, still weirded out.
"you see, well...we've been talking and..." you start, "your father has something he wants to tell you!"
gojo snaps his head towards you, gasping in the same motion. "hey, what the hell happened to being cool?"
"no promises, remember?"
"oh, you litt-"
"dad."
"sorry, uh, shit. i wasn't prepared for this. this wasn't the plan," he begins, "so, i heard there's a boy...and...you're at that age where boys are cute..."
she looks at the two of you in abhor and groans. gojo pauses briefly, but you encourage him to continue.
"and i've come to understand that you're interested in one and want to go on a date?"
"yeah."
"oh...okay well, i—we just don't think that's a good idea. you're 14, in school, and honey, you're so young...you have your whole life to be interested in boys."
"wait, what do you mean 'we'?"
"your mom and i talked about it and-"
"mom said she was fine with it."
gojo smiles in shock and then blinks, once, twice, three times.
"we'll be back," he announces, pulling you by the arm to the kitchen.
when you get to the kitchen, he releases your arm and pinches the skin between his brows. it takes all of about five seconds before he erupts.
"'we're a team, satoru', 'we're in this together', bullshit! you wanted me to be the bad cop, didn't you?"
"not initial-"
"didn't you!"
"okay, sorry! i may have...gave in when she asked, but i figured you'd be able to tell her no!"
"why would you think that!? she's my little girl!"
"she's my little girl too!"
gojo walks over to the cabinet and pulls out a glass. "i can't right now, i need a drink. what do you have?"
opening another cabinet, you pull out a bottle of pink whitney. gojo sucks his teeth. it was such a girl drink, but it was all you had so beggars couldn't be choosers. shrugging, he raises his glass for you to pour the drink into.
grabbing another glass, you sit down and join him.
"we've been had, huh?"
"how is that?"
"because we both can't say no to her."
gojo raises his glass to his lips and swallows it all down in a few gulps.
your daughter goes on a date the following week, and gojo starts looking into trackers.
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bluemusickid · 1 month
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ok i have INSAAAANE brainrot from that video of the couple cuddling. It reminds me of Older!Joel Miller and his boo
warnings: a lil smut, tons of fluff; basically just me yapping, video undercut (slightly nsfw)
imagine coming home from work just EXHAUSTED. Like weary and frustrated. All you want to do is shut off for the day, and do nothing.
Joel sees you and knows what he has to do. Firstly, he runs you a bath, filled to the brim with decadent bath oils and salts. He undresses you with care, kissing every inch of skin he exposes as he does so. Helping you into the bath, he positions himself behind you, pulling you to lay against him. It feels amazing, allowing yourself to sag against him as he massages your arms, your shoulders; his firm grip and slightly rough skin, a strong contrast to the way he was providing you relief. You could feel the stress from your body seep away as you allowed yourself respite from a long, long day.
The bath was wonderful, but even better was the way Joel's fingers felt on you, lightly massaging your clit as he leaves soft featherlight kisses along your neck, your back, your ears... he would make sure you came atleast twice before you left the bath.
After he dries you and wraps you in a fluffy towel, he would gently place you on the bed, wrapping you in his arms. Softly stroking your hair, he would whisper sweet nothings in your ear till he could feel you drift off into sleep.
🥲🫶🏽🫠😭💝
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bumblesimagines · 3 months
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but what if you're the one for me?
when were you going to tell me you were seeing someone? i thought i was the first person you told about that stuff.
- Cassie Howard
but what if you're the one for me?
when were you going to tell me you were seeing someone? i thought i was the first person you told about that stuff.
Pronouns: He/Him/His
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Gathering the multiple party-sized bags into your arms, you peered over the top of them as you followed Lexi out of the kitchen and into the living room where the girls had gathered around. From the flush on Cassie's cheek and the way Maddy and Kat giggled, Suze must've told a helluva story. Lexi carefully balanced the small cups of dippings with one arm and began setting them down on the coffee table alongside the scattered candy wrappers and beer cans.
"Finally," Maddy groaned, wiping her lips free of beer and reaching for one of the tortilla chip bags you held. She ripped it open and dug inside, pulling two chips free and eagerly dipping them into the guacamole. She did a blissful shimmy when she munched on the chips and happily went in for more chips. 
"So, (Y/N)," Kat began with a wicked grin, her eyes watching you set the rest of the bags down on the table. You glanced at her questionably and settled down nicely beside Cassie, already feeling ganged up on from the way Maddy and BB turned to Kat expectantly. She took her time, sipping on her beer and taking a bite out of a chip before continuing. "I heard that you and Tammy Lewis were getting a little cozy at the movies last Sunday."
"What?!" Maddy nearly shrieked with a mouthful of chips, her head whipping around to look at you with wide eyes. "You dick! Why didn't you tell us?"
The guys at school who constantly badgered you with questions as to how you could've possibly managed to land a spot in a friend group consisting of the prettiest popular cheerleaders in school had no clue the type of torture you'd been under since 6th grade.
It'd all started one fateful afternoon during lunchtime when the snotty boy in front of you had made fun of Kat and tried to flee before Maddy could lay into him. It'd been instinctive how you stuck your leg out and sent him toppling to the floor. The humiliation of not only falling in front of half the school combined with getting a bloody nose had made the boy cry and you'd been given a couple days of suspension. When you returned afterward, you'd been formally invited to sit with the girls at lunch by none other than Madeleine Perez. 
From then on, the girls kept you around and you were quickly dubbed the luckiest guy in school, even if you viewed all the girls as sisters and they treated you like a baby brother they liked dressing up and cooing over. But along with the territory of brother, came the gossip, drama, and the fact every single person you vaguely showed interest in had to be approved by the council.
"It's not serious, Mads, I swear. It's just.... dating. We're not together." 
"Not yet." BB cooed, exhaling a breath of smoke and snickering when you groaned.
"Tammy Lewis," Maddy murmured and leaned back into the cushion of the couch with squinted eyes. "She's pretty, I guess."
"She's failing English," Kat added, "Like kindergarten reading comprehension type of failing."
"I think she's sweet." Lexi piped in, cradling a cola can in her hands and shrugging her shoulders. 
"It's not serious," You groaned again. "I would've told you guys if it were, I swear! It was just one date and nothing happened." 
Maddy squinted again. "Nothing? Not even a little kiss?"
"Maybe... maybe like one kiss-"
"And you didn't tell us?!" Maddy shrieked again and grabbed a pillow, tossing it over the coffee table and hitting you square in the chest. Unnaturally quiet Cassie laughed, albeit forced and slightly awkward, and retrieved the pillow before it could go tumbling to the floor. You glanced at the blonde, finally noting her lack of input but decided to leave it for later rather than put her on the spot. 
The rest of the night had been the same as others, with a couple movies put on the TV until the girls ultimately passed out either on the floor or the couch. Suze ensured everyone had blankets and pillows as she called up the parents to alert them their kids would be staying over before she retreated upstairs to her bedroom with one last glass of wine in hand.
You'd been curled up on the end of the couch on the brink of dozing off until the feeling of someone slipping by startled you awake and you caught Cassie slipping into the kitchen. You yawned and rubbed the sleep out of your eyes, tugging the blanket over your shoulders and shuffling after her into the kitchen. 
"Oh, hey," She greeted quietly, taking a water bottle out of the fridge and drinking from it. 
"You okay?" You questioned and leaned against one of the counters, trying to fight the exhaustion from clouding your brain. Cassie brushed some loose strands of hair back and took another sip of water, the look on her face conflicted. Cassie confided in you all the time, whether about guys or her mother, so her hesitation seemed odd. 
"When were you going to tell me you were seeing someone?" She asked quietly, running her finger over the rim of the bottle. "I thought I was the first person you told about that stuff."
"You've got a lot on your plate already, Cass. I thought it'd be better to let you recover from... everything." Your eyes flickered down to her belly. She'd hardly been able to tell the girls about it when she found out, seeing as Maddy and Kat had gotten into it and angered each other that day. McKay had known, of course he had, but he hadn't been the one she called when the procedure had been over and done with. 
"I... I'm fine, (Y/N). I'm past it. I'm past McKay. He didn't make me feel... special or loved or.. beautiful. I know that's how love is supposed to make you feel. It- It shouldn't make you feel like shit." Cassie said, setting the bottle aside and turning to face you. Her eyes softened and then began to glisten with tears. You frowned and moved the blanket from your shoulders, taking a step closer and wrapping it around her instead. "He wasn't the one for me... but what if you're the one for me?"
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ch3rrysuck3r · 1 year
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Here for you
Fezco had know Y/N since the first grade. They never used to talk, unless they sat next to each other in class, and then they would only talk about school and assignments. Eventually, they grew up and Fez stopped attending school. She thought about reaching out to see if he was okay, but decided against it when she realized that: 1- she did not had any way of contacting him; and 2- it was, quite frankly, none of her business. So that was that, for a while. Until she became best friends with Lexi, who sometimes hanged out with Cassie and her friends. And they knew Fez, so, consequently, her and Lex also did. He recognized Y/N immediately and even went up to hug her. They started hanging out a lot and eventually started dating, which was a surprise to all of us. They were complete fucking opposites who somehow complimented each other. I had seen her around his house sometimes and she was one of the nicest people I'd ever met, and treated me like we'd known each other for ages despite not having had an actual conversation.
Fez and I lay resting on his bed after a long morning of doing absolutely nothing. A blunt hangs from his lips, the smoke creating a bubble around us. My arms are wrapped around his torso and our legs intertwine, yearning for proximity.
As I'm about to kiss him, loud knocks coming from downstairs startle us both. We look at each other worryingly, and I grow afraid that Mouse is popping by for a surprise visit.
He seems to notice my fear, because he sprints out the room before I can even get up. I do so, reluctantly, and follow his path downstairs.
"C'mon man, don't be a dick." I hear a familiar voice coming from outside.
"Rue?" They both turn to look at me standing at the bottom of the stairs. Fez offers me his hand and pulls me closer to him.
"Nah, I'm serious...you can't come in."
"Look man, all I- all I need is just like, a few OC's"
"Sorry, I can't help-"
"Fez, I've had a fucked up day. This is all I'm asking, okay? I just need you to open the door for me, okay?"
"Nah, man..." He nervously runs his hands through his buzz, trying not to glance at her.
"Just open the door, man." Her palms push the metal door, making the sound echo all throughout the house. "Just open the fucking door. C'mon, tell him, Y/N."
She hopefully looks at me, and I look down, gulping.
"I'm sorry, Rue."
"Nah, you both gon' do me like that? Fuck you, man."
"I'm not gon' help you kill yourself, man. I'm sorry, but you can't be comin' here no more."
He starts closing the door and Rue pushes herself against it, in a worthless attempt to break it down.
"Fez, I'm begging you just to open the door." Her fist meets the metal, again. "You're full of shit, man."
Fez's forehead rests on my shoulder, my hand soothingly rubs against his back, trying to comfort him somehow.
"You know you make your living off of selling drugs to teenagers. And know, all of the sudden you wanna have a fucking moral high ground? You're a fucking dropped out drug dealer, you know that?"
I stand on my tip toes and wrap my arms around his neck. His' hug me by the waist, pulling me closer.
"You're a fucking dropped out drug dealer with seven functioning fucking brain cells. Open the door!"
Her scream makes me jump and I feel Fez's breath hitching against my neck.
"Open the door!"
"I can't do it, I-"
"Open the door! Open the door! Open the door!" Rue's voice breaks and my heart clenches.
I hear sobbing before she speaks again. "You did this to me, Fez. You fucking ruined my life so the least you could do is open the goddamn door and fiz it!"
"C'mon, let's go." I tug his hand, leading him back upstairs.
"If you don't open this door right now, I swear to- I swear to God, I will fucking hate you 'till the day I die."
"I'm sorry." He says from halfway up the stairs and she seems to hear because she high-pitchedly screams.
I make him lay on top of me once we reach the bed. His head lays on my chest and my fingers run through his head.
"It's okay, she didn't mean it."
"I know." He says, but I hear him breathe out in relief anyways.
"I love you."
"I love you, too. Thank you for everything."
I smile and kiss his forehead, drifting into relaxation.
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A few days have gone by since the encounter with Rue and Fez dragged me to a Halloween party he wanted to try and sell stuff in.
I had been invited, but didn't plan on coming. However, Lexi had also insisted she wanted someone to be with. Which was a total lie because we'd arrived less than half an hour ago and she'd already disappeared from my side.
Fez and I are sitting on a couch outside, and he is just finishing a deal when I see Rue walking towards us.
"Hey, babe." I motion my head to her direction and Fez's eyes follow.
We watch as she sits down on the other side of the sofa. I start getting up from Fezco's lap but Rue is quick to talk.
"You can stay." She offers me nod and I smile at her.
"It's fine, I think you two should talk." I turn towards Fez.
"I'm going to go find Lex, look for me when you're done." I give him a wink and he sweetly smiles, eyes twinkling.
I start walking away, but decide to stop in front of Rue.
"You look amazing, Rue Rue." She looks up at me and smiles, seemingly still embarrassed after our interaction. Still, I reassure her by gently grabbing her head and placing a kiss against her temple.
As I make my way back to the house, I hear Rue's voice talking to Fezco.
"She's an angel."
"Yeah...she is."
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mswritergirl02 · 19 days
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Jealousy Jealousy.
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In which y/n is a bit toxic and can't help but feel jealous when Lexi and Fez hangout.
Pairing : Fezco X Female Reader
->Reader advisory: This writing includes explicit language and references to substances. It may not be suitable for all readers.
A/N: I'm now accepting requests
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Y/N was excited for her Friday night plans. She had decided to surprise Fezco, her boyfriend, by bringing over a pepperoni pizza and some of his favorite snacks. She hoped they could watch a movie together and maybe smoke a little. Y/n didn't smoke often but when she did it was usually with Fez. The idea of spending quality time with Fez always made her heart flutter. Y/n knocked twice and waited anxiously.
As she stood in front of Fez's door, balancing the pizza box and snacks in her arms, she couldn't wait to see his smile. But instead of Fezco, it was Lexi Howard, her best friend Cassie's sister who greeted her with wide eyes.
Lexi's heart skipped a beat when she saw Y/N standing there with the pizza and snacks. She knew Y/N well, having witnessed her fiery personality in action many times before. Y/N was fiercely loyal to Cassie, Lexi's sister, and would always stand up for her, no matter what. Lexi had seen Y/N's temper flare in arguments and watched her boldly defend Cassie from anyone who dared to cross her.
Now, facing Y/N's intense gaze, Lexi felt a surge of fear. Not to mention Lexi and Fez had just smoked so she was panicking, scared that Y/N knew she was high.
"Lexi?" Y/N's voice broke through the tense silence, her confusion evident.
Lexi swallowed hard, trying to compose herself. "Hey, Y/N" she managed to say, her voice trembling slightly.
Y/N shifted uncomfortably, the weight of the pizza box suddenly feeling heavier in her arms. "What are you doing here?" she asked, her tone sharp with suspicion.
Lexi's nerves prickled under Y/N's scrutiny, her mind racing for an explanation.
"-I was just...hanging out with Fezco," she stammered, her voice wavering
Y/N's frustration boiled over, her suspicions pushing her to continue pressing Lexi. "Hanging out, huh?" she scoffed, her tone dripping with skepticism.
"And what exactly were you 'hanging out' doing? Chatting about the weather?
" I was keeping him company ?”
Y/N's voice grew louder at Lexis comment, "Keeping him company?”
“What does that even mean, Lexi?" she demanded. Y/n's face was now bright red, the redness creeping up to her ears, and a nervous twitch now flickering beneath her eye.
"No, um, Fez just invited me because I was nervous about my play, and we ended up watching Stand By Me," Lexi hurriedly clarified, her words slightly rushed.
"And... and smoking a little," she added hesitantly.
Y/N's eyes narrowed at Lexi's response, her suspicions confirmed. "Smoking?" she echoed, her voice filled with anger. "So you're just here to get high with my boyfriend?" Her words were sharp and laced with accusation.
"Get the fuck away from the door, Lexi," Y/N spat.
Lexi glanced back at the empty couch, seeing that Fez was now gone. "He must've gone to the bathroom," she muttered, stepping back reluctantly.
Just as Y/N stepped inside the house, Fez came walking down the hallway, a half-smoked blunt tucked behind his ear. "Yo, Lexi, gonna lock u-" Fez began, before his eyes fell upon Y/N sitting on his couch, legs crossed with pizza box next to her.
Fez recognized the look on Y/N's face and the twitching of her eye having seen her like this many times before. She was mad.
"Hey, ma," Fez greeted Y/N with a smile.
"Explain," Y/N said, jabbing a finger in Lexi's direction.
Fez scratched the back of his buzzed head, his eyebrows knitting together in confusion as he glanced between Y/N's angry face and Lexi's nervous stance.
"Explain what ma ?" he grunted, his tone thick with confusion. "I was just watching a movie with Lexi, ain't seein' nothin' wrong."
Y/N's eyes narrowed, "Explain why the fuck she's here, Fez.”
Fezco's face scrunched up as he tried to piece things together. "I ain't know you was comin' through, ma,". "Just thought she needed someone to talk to, you feel me?"
Y/N's face tightened with anger. "Why's she in here with you while I'm bringing you food?" She questioned, her voice rising.
Fezco looked unsure. "Again, I ain't know you was comin', ma," he admitted, feeling kinda guilty. "I thought Lexi needed some company to talk about her play and shit"
Suddenly, Ash popped out of his room, the look of annoyance plastered on his face. "What's with all the noise?" he grumbled.
Ash spotted the pizza next to Y/n and grabbed a slice. "Oh, shit, you got pizza"
He then took a second to look between the three figures staring at him and pieced together what was happening.
"Looks like you're gonna get your ass beat by Y/n", Ash smirked.
Fez rolled his eyes, shooting Ash a glare, "Bro shut the fuck up."
"Yo go back to yo room," Fez said noticing that Ash was making himself comfortable on the couch next to Y/n.
Ash grinned mischievously, taking another bite. "Nah, I'm stayin" he replied, enjoying the drama. "This is getting good."
Y/N's frustration grew noticing Fez wasn't paying attention to her. "And what about the smoking'?" she pressed.
"Was that part of your hangout?"
Fez put his fingers to his ears remembering the half-smoked blunt he placed there. "Um, yeah, me and Lex smoked a bit," he confessed, rubbing his neck nervously.
Suddenly, Y/N noticed something that sparked her anger even further. "The fuck did you just call her?" she snapped.
If Y/N wasn’t seeing red before she definitely was now.
Fez blinked, taken aback by Y/N's sudden outburst. "Uh, I..I mean Lexi," he stammered.
Ash, who had been quietly munching on pizza, perked up at the confrontation.
"Ooh, drama," he muttered, taking another bite.
Y/N stood up, her fists clenched at her sides. "What the fuck are you still doing here?" she spat, turning her attention to Lexi, who was shrinking into the corner.
Lexi scrambled nervously to grab her purse, whispering a quick goodbye to Fez as she rushed out of the door.
Y/N walked up to Fez, jabbing her pointer finger harshly into his forehead emphasizing her frustration.
"Lex?" she said mockingly. "Lex?!" she repeated, continuing to shove her finger into his skin.
Ash smirked, sensing the opportunity to exit. "And that's my sign to leave," he declared, grabbing the box of pizza and walking off to his room but not before shooting a smirk at Fez and adding "Good luck, bro", to which Fez flipped him off
Y/n raised her finger to jab Fez's forehead once more, but he caught her wrist firmly, stopping her in her tracks. "I told you to stop that shit long time ago," he grunted, his voice rough.
"I don't give a fuck," she shot back, her tone sharp. "Why the hell are you inviting girls over to smoke and acting all lovey-dovey with them on the couch?"
Fezco was now beginning to get annoyed "You need to chill ma," he stated, his voice rising as he tried to assert his point. He hated when she got like this.
"We just watched 'Stand By Me,' for real. What's your deal?"
Now their argument had escalated into a screaming match, with neither willing to back down. Y/N reached for Fez's pants pocket. "Give me your phone then if you aren't hiding anything," she demanded, her eyes flashing with determination.
Fezco snapped, his patience long gone, he moved her hand away. "Yo, you trippen, chill the fuck out!'
"So no?" she added, raising an eyebrow. "No?!"
"Fine!" she declared, pulling out her phone and began typing a message.
Fezco's eyes narrowed snatching the phone from her hands when he saw her click on Elliot's name.
"What the fuck you doing, Y/N?"
"Yo you fucking for real?" he exclaimed, his anger boiling over as he read the message she was about to send.
From Y/N: Hey Elliot, you wanna watch a movie? We could smoke. I have some weed.
Fez's brows furrowed, "Yo and whose stash we talking 'bout?" he demanded.
Y/N's smirk widened looking to piss him off even more, "Yours baby."
Fezco's eyes narrowed. "Quit playin' games shortie," he growled, his voice taking on a low menacing tone.
He knew she was trying to push his buttons, and it was working like a charm.
"Or what?", she questioned.
"Yo, you tryna get Elliot's ass beat?" he snapped, his voice laced with warning. "Keep saying that shit, I ain't fucking with you.”
Y/N rolled her eyes, "Elliot can handle himself."
He clenched his jaw, "You think this a joke, huh?" he countered. "Trust me, you don't wanna go there."
Fez now towered over her, his piercing blue eyes clouded with anger. "Quit playing these fucking games wit me ma," his voice was low and dangerous as he lifted her chin to fully meet his eyes, giving her a final warning.
His other hand twitched. The urge to hurl her phone against the wall was almost overwhelming. He took a deep breath, trying to keep his composure before he did something he'd regret. With a heavy sigh, he deleted the message and set her phone down. Deep down, he knew she was just hurt and didn't mean anything by the message. This left him feeling guilty for the tension between them.
Realizing that Y/N had a valid point and knowing he just wanted to de-escalate the argument, Fez softened his tone slightly. "Ma you gotta chill out," he continued, his voice gentler now. "We just watched a movie and smoked, that's it. I wouldn't do you like that."
"Lexi's just a friend, she was hella nervous about a play she's putting on and needed a friend."
Fez handed Y/N his phone, his gesture a sign of trust. "Check it, ma. There's nothing on it," he urged.
I'm sorry, ma," Fez stated.
Fez's apology hung in the air, but Y/N remained stubborn, her arms crossed tightly over her chest as she glared at the phone he held out to her.
"I'm sorry, ma," Fez repeated, setting his phone on the coffee table next to hers and reaching out to gently touch her arm
Y/N pulled away slightly, her expression still guarded. " I don't know, Fez," she murmured, her tone hesitant.
Fezco sighed, frustration evident in his eyes. "C'mon, baby," he pleaded, using the nickname he knew she couldn't resist.
" I messed up having her here without you knowin, I know. But you gotta believe me, ain't nothing going on with Lexi. You're the only one for me."
Y/N's eyes softened as she looked into his pleading eyes.
"My feelings were hurt, Fez," she admitted, her voice tinged with vulnerability.
"But I'm sorry for the way I acted. I might have overreacted."
Fezco pulled her close, landing a kiss on her lips before pressing his forehead against hers. "It's all good ma, he reassured her, his voice filled with affection.
"We all mess up sometimes."
As they pulled apart, Y/N met his gaze, feeling a pang of guilt. "I feel bad for scaring Lexi, I probably ruined her high," she confessed, her voice laced with remorse.
Fezco chuckled, shaking his head. "Hell yeah, yo you scary as fuck when you get like that," he joked, wrapping her into a tight hug and squeezing her ass playfully. "You crazy as fuck ma but that's why I love you”
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lexinympho · 1 year
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Laughing at the idea of Iida taking the role of being your boyfriend so seriously for absolutely no reason other than the fact that he always takes things seriously, and being your boyfriend should never be given any halfhearted effort.
He'd inadvertently spoil you as a result, I just know it. He'll buy something for you if you so much as glance at it for more than 5 seconds or mention it being nice to have. He will give you his attention if you so much as whisper the first syllable of his name, and will wait hand on foot for you when you need help with something. The best part of him being your boyfriend is that he would 100% go to the counter for you to say, "They said no mustard-"
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swiftsdelucaa · 7 months
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❛ 𝑴𝒚 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏 ❜
𝙋𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜: Lexie Grey x f!reader ♡
𝙎𝙪𝙢𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙮: What if between two besties there could be more? Maybe it's weird, but when you fall in love anything doesn't matter anymore.
𝘼/𝙣: Ikk haven't been here for ages! But now I'm back with a fic for my favv <3
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Lexie Grey, beautiful, so sweet, such a good heart, she was an amazing girl, how couldn't you fall for her? It took a very little time, when you met her you already know that one day that girl would have been your girlfriend. Well, hopefully.
Everything she did did nothing but surprise you, there were no flaws with her. You were also close friends, you were always there for each other. She was a messy, but you loved that girl.
Lately, however, something had changed between you. When you met you no longer had long conversations, everything was different. And what worried you was whether things were changing for the better or for the worse. Now you talked more about patient cases. Neither about her daily crisis. Damn, you missed this too, often when she talked you just looked at her and get lost. She made you feel in an indescribable way, almost like when they say the butterflies on your stomach.
All you needed right now was just eating something, it had been a long morning and you didn't ate anything. You went to the hospital canteen with your friends, taking your time and thinking about all the little things that came in your mind.
"Where's Lexie, I haven't seen her today?" Meredith asked referring to you since you were always together. "Y/n?" She repeated as you haven't heard.
"Hm?" you came back to yourself.
"I just asked about Lexie, do you know where she is?" She asked again. You sighed.
"I honestly don't know..." you simply replied. She nodded, a little confused too. You looked around when you finally saw her arriving. Lexie.
"I'm gonna back working, see you later" you quickly greeted them, trying to follow her. You just wanted to clearing things.
You didn't want to seem suspicious but you were acting almost like a stalker right now. You arrived to the locker rooms, but apparently it was too late since she was already went away.
You tried to wander through the patient rooms when you saw her heading towards the nurses station. You walked towards her.
"Lexie" you called her.
"Oh, hey" she smiled. "Since you're here could you call Dr. Shepherd, my patient needs a neurological consultation" she asked focusing at her stuff.
I raise my eyebrows. "Really?" I ask crossing my arms. "Lexie, can I please know what's going on?"
"I'm, umh, I'm just doing my job" she said like nothing looked normal.
"Come on, you exactly know what I'm talking about" he places his things on the table and says nothing else. "So?" She just kept looking at you, then walked away.
You followed her, pretty confused. "Lexie!" She stopped when you called her.
She turned towards you, approaching, and grabbing you for kissing you on your lips. You were just so surprised, but damn, that was so good.
"Alexandra Grey" you whispered when the kiss ended.
"I'm sorry" she said as you still were very close. You laughed softly.
"For what?"
"I just didn't know how to- well you're my best friend, my person, and I-"
"I love you Lexie" you said cutting her off. She smiled softly, that smile you loved so much that you would have done anything to see it. "I thought the same, but I do, I want you to be more of a friend to me" you said with your hands on her cheeks.
"I'd love it" she said kissing you softly again.
Yeah, everything about your relationship changed, but that was in better.
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cecethinks · 9 months
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Just read about Angus Cloud’s passing, all prayers to his family🥺
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bastardmandennis · 9 months
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r u mine? (neighbor!joel x fem!reader)
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Summary: Three weeks after your car breaks down in front of Joel’s house, you still haven’t heard from him. You decide to take matters into your own hands at a neighborhood party.
Warnings: SMUT! (you’ve been warned), age gap (reader is mid-20s, Joel is late 30s), no y/n or physical description of reader, takes place in 1997 bc i said so (no outbreak!), more plot (sorry), oral (f receiving), slight blue balling (srry). MISCOMMUNICATION ‼️, jealous joel, slight omc/reader (for like 0.5 seconds just trust me). one (1) singular dad joke, mentions of sarah’s mom, sarah, and tommy. i think that’s it but pls let me know if i missed something!
WC: 4.4k (🫣)
A/N: we’re back baby!! neighbor joel is here again. u don’t necessarily need to read the first part to understand, but it will add some context. title is from the arctic monkeys song of the same name bc i still think it’s 2014. posting this on my lunch break (woops) so apologies if there’s any weird formatting issues! thank you for reading xo
He looks pissed, just like he did on the porch. Brows furrowed, a scowl pulling at his features. He’s ditched the flannel today, opting for a short sleeve t-shirt that stretches across his chest and his usual dark jeans. He looks good, like he always does. Until he opens his mouth and ruins it. He just his chin out at the backyard. “That your new boy toy?” “Seriously, Joel?” The nerve of this fucking guy. “He’s…a friend.” “Yeah?” he asks. Moves closer until he’s boxing you in against the counter, fingers toying with the hem of your dress. “You wear pretty dresses like this for all your friends, sweetheart?”
Three weeks.
It’s been three weeks since your car broke down. Three weeks since your little incident with Joel Miller, as you’re calling it. And while your car has been fixed and is finally running smoothly, you can’t say the same for your…whatever is going on with Joel.
You’ve seen him plenty since then, sure. He’s a constant presence around the neighborhood–taking Sarah around the cul-de-sac so she can ride her bike after dinner, helping the old man down the road trim his bushes, sitting on his front porch until long after the sun sets with his guitar in one hand and a beer in the other. You can’t escape him, but he hasn’t reached out once since then. Nothing but radio silence.
It’s not like he didn’t know how to get in contact with you–you’re three houses away from each other, for fuck’s sake. And you’d exchanged phone numbers before you left, he’d given you a lingering kiss goodbye, walked you to the door, watched you stumble back to your house. Your stomach was in knots the next day, waiting to see if he’d call, imagining what you’d say—Hey Joel, I had a real good time, will you let me come over again and suck your dick? Ugh, no–too much. As the days passed and you didn’t hear anything, the knot of anticipation slowly turned to anxiety, then anger.
A one and done, huh? Whatever, not like you were expecting to gain a steady boyfriend out of it but–he could’ve at least had the decency to let you down easy, instead of just ignoring you. Who even does that? And you know he saw you too, felt his eyes linger on you as you walked the dog around the neighborhood. When you stopped to chat with Mary, the woman who lived in the house between yours and Joel’s, there he was outside unloading tools from the truck. When your friend Luke dropped you off after a party one night, depositing you on your porch with a kiss on the cheek, you could see Joel watching the whole thing from his porch. You’d finally looked over and waved politely, neighborly, and felt a smug little thrill as his jaw clenched and he’d stalked inside.
So that was that.
And you couldn’t call him, of course–or rather, call him again. You did try to call him one night after dinner, bringing the cordless phone into your room and quickly shutting the door so your parents wouldn’t hear. Your hands shook as you dialed the number you’d memorized by now, holding your breath as it rang and rang and rang until finally, someone answered.
But it wasn’t Joel.
No, it was a woman who answered Joel’s phone. You could hear the smile in her voice as she said, “Hello, Miller residence–stop it, Joel!” More laughter in the background, like she was holding the phone away from her face. Well. Definitely the right number, then. You considered hanging up and decided fuck it, gripping the phone even tighter against your ear.
“Is, um. Is Joel there?”
The woman sounded distracted. “Huh? Yeah, he’s right here–take the phone Joel, Jesus.” Her shrill giggles echoed as he scrambled for the phone.
“Hello?” His voice was light, airy. You’d never heard him sound so…happy. Heart pounding, you’d hung up before he could say anything else. If he could move on that quickly, well, so would you.
Easier said than done.
Your friend Kelli had been dying to hook you up with her brother’s roommate, but you’d always been hesitant, not really looking for anything serious. With Joel though, it felt…different. Or so you’d thought. Right after hanging up on him and that woman, you took a deep breath, dialing Kelli’s number with steady hands and hoping she was home. When she answered and you told her okay, set us up–her excited screech was so loud you had to pull the phone back from your ear, trying to shush her before she woke up the whole damn neighborhood.
He wasn’t a bad guy, Kelli’s brother’s roommate. His name is Ben, he drives a nice car, has a steady job. He’s tall (not as tall as Joel), and more lean where Joel was broad, but he was nice, bringing you flowers on your first date to the carnival. Holding your hand as you walked around, proud to show you off, to be with you—unlike some people. He even opened the car door for you, walked you up to the door at the end of the night. There wasn’t a single thing wrong with him, but–
You were bored. He wasn’t Joel.
And now, three weeks post-Joel, you’re starting to get antsy. Ben had been nothing more than a perfect gentleman the whole time, working up the nerve to stutter out can i kiss you so shyly that you’d finally had to pull him in and do it yourself. It was a fine kiss, a little sloppy, but it didn’t light you up the way Joel’s kisses did. You missed the scratch of his stubble–Ben kept his facial hair nonexistent. His hands were smooth and fumbling where Joel’s were calloused, so sure of himself.
Even your parents, who never commented on any of the guys you’d dated before, couldn’t stop raving about what a nice boy Ben was, how they hoped this one stuck. You’d rolled your eyes at their lack of subtlety and steered the conversation to something else–your family’s barbecue planned for that weekend. You listen to your parents drone on about the guest list, assuming it’s all the same people as always, until your dad mentions that he invited the Millers.
That gets your attention. “You invited Joel?” you ask, casually, but your dad just looks at you like you’re nuts.
“Yeah,” he says, teasing you. “A neighborhood party usually involves the neighbors.”
You roll your eyes. Your mom perks up at the mention of Joel.
“He just called to RSVP today–asked if it was okay to bring a plus one. ’Course I said yes, about time he found someone to settle down with.”
Bile rises in your throat and you excuse yourself from the table. So he does know your phone number. And now he’s going to bring that woman, here, to your house? What the fuck?
You try to hide the anger in your voice as you call Ben later that night, inviting him to the party. In an ironic twist, you’d kind of been ignoring him since your date a few days ago. But he’s enthusiastic, of course, asks if he can bring anything to help out.
“Nope,” you say. “Just bring yourself, that’s all I need.”
The next day you’re outside, putting the finishing touches on the folding tables with your mom as your dad heats up the grill. It’s a beautiful spring day, warm and dry and perfect for wearing the new sundress you’d gotten at the mall. The doorbell rings just as you finish changing and throwing a coat of lipgloss on, and then it’s a constant stream of go go go.
You try to make conversation with everyone who stops you—yes it’s nice to be back, no im not looking for jobs yet, yes i’m going back to school, no i’m not sure if i’ll be staying in texas this time. If you’re not defending your life choices to random neighbors, you’re running back and forth from the kitchen to the yard, bringing drinks and paper plates and making sure everyone looks like they’re having a good time. It’s exhausting, trying to be a good hostess and keep an eye out for Joel and his plus one at the same time.
Of course he shows up right when you’re busy refilling the cooler with beers and cans of coke—you know it’s him from the way your dad’s booming laugh echoes through the hallway, can hear the slap of palms on shoulders as they greet each other. He calls your name and you move slowly towards the front door, subtly trying to smooth your hair and paste a smile on your face.
“Joel’s here,” your dad says. No duh. “And he brought company.”
Peering behind Joel’s legs is Sarah, who gives you a tiny wave. And behind him is…a man, just as tall as Joel and almost as handsome–this must be his plus one, not the mystery woman from the phone. You want to cry in relief, do a victory lap around the yard. Joel’s face is curiously neutral as he looks at you, but the other man’s face pulls into a crooked smile, sticking his hand out in greeting. You grasp it weakly and he pulls your hand up to his lips instead, kissing the back of your hand lightly. You can feel Joel’s eyes burning into the side of your face, hear his little irritated huff, but you ignore him, laughing at the stranger and trying to stop the blush spreading across your cheeks.
“Tommy,” he says, smile lighting up his face. He’s cute, in a boyishly charming way. “Joel’s brother. He’s told me a lot about you.”
“Oh,” you breathe, unsure what to say to that. There’s a brief pause where you glance at Joel, who’s trying not to look at you, and Tommy, whose eyes are lingering on the short hem of your dress, and your dad, blissfully unaware of the tension, claps a hand on Joel’s back and ushers them all inside, leaving you alone in the hallway.
No one notices when you slip away to the powder room, splashing cold water on your face and staring at yourself in the mirror. You look flustered, splotches forming on your chest and the tops of your cheekbones. Get a grip, you tell yourself. The doorbell rings again and you run to get it, hoping to avoid another interaction with Joel outside.
Standing on the porch steps is Ben, neatly dressed and holding a bouquet of sunflowers out to you. It should make you swoon, how sweet he is, but all you can think is how out of place he looks here. How he’s not Joel.
“Hey,” he says. Places a kiss on your cheek as he brushes past you into the house. “Thank you for inviting me–I’m happy you finally called.”
“Yeah, of course,” you mumble. “You can just go,” you point outside to the rest of the guests. “I’m gonna put these in a vase first.”
You hurry to the kitchen, digging a crystal vase out from under the sink and filling it with water. There’s so many people outside, mingling and laughing and just having a good time–at least you don’t have to worry about being a good hostess anymore. Or Joel’s mystery woman. You don’t notice the water start to overflow until a hand reaches in front of you and turns the faucet off. You turn quickly and almost bump into Joel, his hand still outstretched next to you as he grips the knob.
He looks pissed, just like he did on the porch. Brows furrowed, a scowl pulling at his features. He’s ditched the flannel today, opting for a short sleeve t-shirt that stretches across his chest and his usual dark jeans. He looks good, like he always does. Until he opens his mouth and ruins it.
He juts his chin out at the backyard. “That your new boy toy?”
“Seriously, Joel?” The nerve of this fucking guy. “He’s…a friend.”
“Yeah?” he asks. Moves closer until he’s boxing you in against the counter, fingers toying with the hem of your dress. “You wear pretty dresses like this for all your friends, sweetheart?”
You almost melt at his words, the deep rumble of his voice, the maddening back and forth path of his fingers across your thigh, but then you remember you still don’t know who the woman on the phone was and freeze. You push him back and he goes willingly, watching silently as your breath leaves you in a huff.
“Not that it’s your business, but no. I didn’t wear this for anyone.” Your voice is way too breathy to be convincing. And the fact that you can’t stop staring at his lips, the scruff of his beard, probably isn’t helping.
“Mmm,” he hums, thoughtful. “That’s where you’re wrong. Everythin’ you do is my business.”
With that he grabs a can of beer from the counter and slams the screen door behind him. His words replay over and over in your head as you finally leave the kitchen, stopping to talk to even more people as you look for Ben. He’s deep in conversation with your mom when you finally find him, pulling you close into a side hug. You can feel Joel’s eyes practically burning a hole in the back of your skull as he watches Ben lean down and press a kiss to the side of your head.
You feel sick, suddenly, like you can’t breathe. It’s too much, Ben here and Joel and his stupid words and his stupid smirk and everything.
You slink away to the bathroom upstairs where you know no one will go. It’s quiet as you sink to the floor, trying to calm your breathing and force the tears back. You almost miss the light knock on the door.
“Someone’s in here, go downstairs,” you say hoarsely.
“It’s me.” Joel. Your anger propels you off the floor to yank open the door.
“What do you want?”
His eyes widen at the venom in your voice. “Just…came to check on ya. Saw you come up here.”
“I’m fine, Joel.” You’re suddenly exhausted, the stress of party planning, hostessing, dealing with this mess…it’s all starting to catch up with you. You turn away from him, moving to stand on the opposite wall. He looks at you for a moment before stepping into the bathroom with you, shutting the door firmly behind him.
“Go away.”
“No,” he says firmly. “’M not leavin’ til you tell me why you’re mad. Did you…did you not have a good time, you know? Cuz I thought, I dunno–”
You stare at him. “Are you serious right now? You never called me, what–what was I supposed to think, especially after hearing another woman answer your phone, I figured–” you huff out a breath and blink the tears away. “I figured you were done with me.”
His face scrunches in confusion and then something finally seems to click. “You’re talkin’ about Sherri…that was you hangin’ up on me?”
“Sherri,” you say. You can’t hide the bitterness from your voice. “That's my replacement?”
And Joel fucking–he laughs. A short little chuckle that has your eyes snapping up to meet his. You glare at him and he quickly stops, dimple slowly fading from his cheek.
“No, sweet girl, ’course not. Just Sarah’s mom, she stays for dinner sometimes when she drops Sarah off. That’s all, promise.”
Well that’s embarrassing—all this worrying and wondering for literally nothing. You tilt your head back and groan, stupid stupid stupid, until you feel Joel reach out and grab your chin, forcing you to look at him. His eyes are wide, searching your face for something.
“I thought you didn’t want me,” you whisper. He pulls you closer until you can feel the steady beat of his heart through his shirt. Kisses the stray tear rolling down your cheek.
“Never get tired of you,” he murmurs. “I thought you didn’t want my…baggage. Wouldn’t blame you if you wanted somethin’ less complicated. Like your boy downstairs.”
You roll your eyes, breathing in the smell of laundry detergent and sweat and Joel. “Only brought him to make you mad, so you’d notice me again.”
“How could I not notice you, lookin’ like that?” he says. Rubs his hand along the hem of you dress, dipping briefly to feel the skin underneath. “So pretty, all dolled up for me.”
“Joel,” you mumble. “Can you–can you kiss me?”
And he does, gently at first, wiping away the occasional stray tear from your cheek. But then you tilt your head, scratch your nails lightly on the side of his neck and he groans into your mouth. You press yourself impossibly closer and he deepens the kiss, running his tongue along your lips until you open for him. He shoves a thigh between your legs and you gasp at the feeling of hard muscle pressed just right against your throbbing clit.
“What do you want, darlin’? Gotta use your words, tell me.” his hands never stop moving over your body, bunching up the back of your dress as he grinds himself against you. “This all for me, or that boy downstairs?”
You hide a smile in the side of his neck. Regular Joel is hot as it is, but something about Joel being jealous, thinking about you–it’s intoxicating. You can’t help but push his buttons just a little more.
“I dunno.” You act like you’re thinking real hard about it. “Maybe I should go down and–fuck.”
He bites the side of your collarbone, hard, leaving a bright mark that just barely peeks out under the strap of your dress. Spins you around so your back is against the door, and all you can do is watch helplessly as he kneels down, runs his hands up the back of your legs to rest just under the crease where your thighs meet your ass.
“Think you’re so funny, huh?” he grumbles. “Only one goin’ down here is me.”
You groan at his stupid joke, but you can’t be too annoyed–not when you’ve finally got him here in front of you right where you want him, on his knees, looking up at you with those big dark eyes. His hair is a mess, and when he nips your inner thigh you grab the back of his head with a whine.
“Joel, please,” you pant. You shift to try and get his head closer but he just smiles like you have all the time in the world, pushing the edge of your dress up and leaving tiny burning kisses against your bare skin as he goes.
He stops when he finally notices your underwear, a lacy pair you’d thrown on earlier and forgotten about. His fingers bite harshly into your thigh and you whine again.
“And who are these for?” he asks lowly. “Your boyfriend?”
“Not my, ngh, he’s not my boyfriend,” you whimper. He snaps the waistband against your skin and hums, staring at the growing wet spot on the front. Then he slowly slides them off your hips and down to your feet, rubbing the lace between his fingers before shoving them in his pocket.
“Think they’re for me now,” he says. “Think you’re for me.” You groan and the back of your head hits the door with a heavy thunk.
“Come on, please touch me. Please,” you try to tug his head back up but he takes his time, scruff dragging up the inside of your thighs with each tiny kiss he presses. It’s maddening, too much and not enough at the same time. You feel greedy–you want more, everything he’ll give you.
“I am touchin’ you, last I checked.”
His fingers rub the crease of your hip, taking his sweet time moving his mouth lower and lower, and right as he’s about to finally move–
A knock on the door startles you, and he moves back quickly to avoid a knee to the face.
“Hello?” a voice calls. “You in here?”
Shit, it’s Ben. You consider not answering, but then Joel leans forward with a wicked glint in his eye and presses his tongue against your clit, dragging it back and forth lightly. You can’t help the tiny groan that escapes you, and vaguely you hear Ben call your name.
He rattles the doorknob. “Babe? Everything okay?”
“Ye-ah,” you manage. Joel doesn’t stop licking, cleaning the obscene amount of slick that drips down the side of your thighs. His grip tightens on your legs, pulling you even closer to drape your leg on his shoulder. You bite your bottom lip so hard you almost break the skin.
“Just–sick,” you finally say. “Not feeling good.”
Joel’s eyes flash to yours. He’s so close you can feel the smirk pull at his lips, watching as he leans back and whispers mockingly, not feelin’ good, huh? His thumb comes up to roll gently over your clit, then harder when you whimper. Your legs feel like jelly, leaning heavily against the door as he brings you closer and closer to the edge with his tongue and fingers.
Ben is saying something but you can barely hear him over your own harsh breaths, the tiny groans Joel is letting out as he works two fingers in and out of your dripping pussy. All you can say is yes Joel, please, Joel, Joel, Joel. It’s so good and too much and you pull his hair in warning but he ignores you, doubling down until you snap, grinding against his face and letting out a long moan as you finally come.
It’s silent for a moment and then you hear:
“I’m just gonna–I’ll see you downstairs.”
Oh god. Joel has a smug grin on his face and you yank him up by the hair.
“Seriously?” you hiss.
“Didn’t hear you complainin’.” He drops your leg with a thump and cages you against the door again. His lips trace a random pattern up your neck.
“You’re such a dick,” you say, laughing. He pulls you in for another kiss, letting you taste yourself on his tongue, in his mustache. You’re just reaching for the button of his jeans when you hear the rise of voices outside, someone calling for Joel.
“Ignore it,” he grunts, snapping his hips into your hand.
Then your dad’s voice floats in through the open window, calling out for you and then, a few seconds later, for Joel. Shit. You’ve been up here too long, and if Ben told anyone–it’s not like you’re doing anything wrong here, you and Joel are both adults, but you do feel a pang of guilt when you think of how sweet Ben had been, and how you’ve basically been using him. Oops.
You straighten your fallen dress straps, smoothing your hair down to try to look at least somewhat presentable. You feel fucked out, shaky and breathless and the mark Joel left on you is practically screaming yeah, i just fucked my hot older neighbor in the bathroom. Joel doesn’t look much better, ruddy cheeks and the stretched out collar of his t-shirt revealing a matching mark on his neck.
“I’m gonna…think I need to talk to Ben,” you mumble. His eyes darken, jaw clenching but he lets you go with one last kiss.
“Talk to you later?” he asks, and you nod, slipping out of the bathroom with a sigh.
The party is still in full swing when you make your way to the backyard. Ben’s standing next to the grill with your dad and you wander over there slowly, trying to figure out what to say.
“Feeling better?” he asks. He looks genuinely concerned so maybe–maybe he didn’t know what just happened. You’re not sure if that makes you feel better or worse. Out of the corner of your eye you see Joel slip outside, making a beeline for Tommy and Sarah.
“Yeah sorry, just an upset stomach,” you say. You can’t take your eyes off Joel, the way he stalks through the crowd. The bulge in his pocket you know isn’t just your stolen underwear. He says something to your mom at the door, and then he’s gone, Tommy and Sarah trailing after him like little ducklings.
“We really need to talk,” you blurt. Ben seems confused but agrees, and you walk him out to his car. The sun is just barely setting and you shiver at the sudden cool breeze. From the end of your driveway you can see Joel sitting on the porch, a bottle of beer next to him. He’s not even trying to be subtle, the way he’s staring at you.
“I don’t…listen, you’re really nice and all but I don’t,” you heave a breath and stare up at the sky, resisting the urge to look over at Joel. Is he still looking over here? “I don’t think I’m ready to date, and I don’t want you to get the wrong idea…I’m really sorry.”
Ben gives you a small smile. “I figured,” he says. Nods his head to Joel, who’s glaring at the two of you. “He, uh, kinda gave me the third degree earlier.”
You feel your face heat up and he laughs. “I don’t know why he did that, I mean, I didn’t tell him to–”
“It’s okay,” he says gently. “No hard feelings, really.” He gives you a quick hug and then he’s gone, throwing a wave out the window as he drives away.
Well that could’ve gone a lot worse. You scuff your feet on the ground, not really wanting to go back to the party, to answer everyone’s questions about where Ben went. So you don’t, letting your feet drag you to Joel’s porch, where he’s sipping a beer and pretending not to watch you.
“Hey,” you finally say. Hey? That’s the best you can come up with, really? You can’t read the expression on his face–he looks the same as he always does, frowning slightly like he’s just waiting for someone to piss him off.
“Tommy was askin’ about you, before he left,” is all he says. He scuffs a boot against the floor and doesn’t meet your eyes.
“O-kay…” you say, slowly. Tommy hadn’t even been on your radar–all you could think about was Joel. “I’m sure he’s nice, but I don’t want Tommy.”
“Yeah? What do you want?”
Is he for real right now? “You, Joel. God, I-I don’t want Ben, and I definitely don’t want Tommy.” You step even closer, standing in between his spread legs as he looks up at you with a frown.
“I don’t let just anyone take my underwear. Or fuck me in a bathroom.”
That gets him, lips twitching up in a smile. His arms snake around to hold the back of your legs. You rake your fingers through his hair, his beard. It’s quiet, the low buzz of cicadas drowning out the lingering party chatter.
“Okay,” he whispers. “If you want this, I’m…I’m in.”
“Duh,” you say. He rolls his eyes. “You’re stuck with me now.”
And that’s how you spend the rest of the night, sitting next to Joel on his porch, talking about everything under the sun. His hand grazes yours occasionally and you can’t stop the smile from spreading across your face.
Maybe this could be your reason to stay in town a little longer.
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lexiene · 20 days
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Baby's kicking 💗 Lovey dovey~
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(Dont mind me y'all im just getting into my art and from my disappearance)
Tagging: @sukunas-wife teheee (•゚д゚•)
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arachine · 1 year
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thinking about lazy blowies with ethan where he's not allowed to touch, or talk, but all the pretty noises are very much welcomed <3
isa!!!! stop!!!! nghhhh ;((
— 18+, established relationship, oral sex (m receiving), lazy mornings, turned out real fluffy
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i imagine mornings spent laying in bed with him would be so intimate. just the two of you sprawled out in bed, cozying up together while the buzz of a netflix show drones out in the background. it’s a routine that neither he nor you would exchange for anything else—and he especially wouldn’t give up those mornings where you’d roll over and stuff your mouth full of his cock. he’d rather die than give that up, he thinks.
“‘s not even 9 am yet,” he groans sleepily, though he’s already making an effort—albeit slowly—to meet you halfway by tugging his boxers down the apex of his thighs. he likes to make it easy for you, even if it’s something you probably could’ve done yourself.
“oh, please,” you roll your eyes in faux annoyance, “doesn’t matter what time it is, like you’ll ever turn down a blowie.”
“well, duh? i’m an idiot, not a monster,” the brunet gasps in jest before he starts to smile, something real big and toothy. god, he loved this. loved your fast quips, and your never-changing inclination for pleasuring him.
“oh really?” you query, eyeing him as you begin your descent down the length of his body, planting your head to lay on his thigh. you appreciate the fact that he’s tugged it down for you, as well as the fact that he’s already hard, the bulbous tip a blooming red—practically oozing with pre.
reaching out a lithe hand, you take the leaky appendage into your palm and guide it to your mouth. from this angle, you’re sure you look silly, but the reaction it garners from ethan is a silent assurance that you don’t.
“shittt,” he drawls, “so—fuck—pretty.” ethan goes to smooth a hand over your cheek but is promptly swatted away.
“no talking,” a lick, “no touching,” another. continuing your ministrations, you take his cock back into your mouth, and stroke the rest of him with a loose grip—which is borderline torturous, because he wants you to apply pressure, to rub him like you normally do, but decides against speaking up. instead, he sinks further into the plush of his comforter and offers you grunts and groans. moans and whimpers.
when the pleasure gets too overwhelming, and he bucks up a bit into your mouth, you press him down with a flat—but firm—palm. stay still, you admonish one too many times, though you know his ceaseless writhing and thrashing is a tell-tale that he’s reaching his peak.
he wants to say something, do something. he wants to push your head all the way down until the length of him is buried down your throat—but he doesn’t want to disobey your commands. or disrupt the rhythm you set. so he maintains eye contact. let’s you see how hot and bothered he is from not being able to touch you, or speak, and makes the most pornographic sound he’s ever made when he unloads his seed down your throat.
he’s a panting and blushing mess by the time you finish with him. all warm and dewy, with the front pieces of his hair sticking to the skin of his forehead. you don’t immediately move to sit up, or crawl your way back under the covers and into his arms. no, you stay there, and peer up at him in admiration from where your head rests on his thigh.
the morning rays dance across his aquiline features, and paint him a golden hue. he’s so pretty, you think. in the way that people are post-orgasm.
“something…something on my face?” he pants, still out of breath, but not enough to forego jokes.
you crawl back up to the head of the bed and shimmy under the covers, slotting yourself next to him like a puzzle piece. “yeah, this.” and he laughs as you give him a fat kiss on his cheek.
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bluemusickid · 1 month
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The Heiress
Pairing: Lucien Flores x Heiress Fem!Reader
Warnings: 18+, minors DNI, smut, oral (f receiving), unprotected p in v (don't be silly wrap your willy), slight dub-con (if you squint), slight dom-sub dynamics, just in general smuttiness, read at your own risk.
A/N: The collective brainrot those clips have brought us as a fandom (thanks for that, Tony ;3), is INSANE. This is just a smalllll effort in keeping that alive till we get the full movie. I have to confess: this is just shameless PWP at this point lmaoooo (don't judge me, i'm just a girl after all). enjoy and please reblog if you liked it thankssss <3 <3
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(Photos/Gifs of P, credz: @a7estrellas, the dividers are by the lovely @saradika-graphics)
Dull.
That's what these parties were to you always. Dull. Throw in a bunch of old men in stiff suits holding onto champagne flutes like their lives depended on it. Even worse, they tried to sell themselves to you, as if their sad marketing convinced you. You still entertained them, owing to a lack of anything fun happening around those parts.
That is till you met him.
Lucien, he had introduced himself. A cigarette hanging loosely from his lips, a champagne flute in his hand as he was engaged in a conversation with Hermann Astor, owner of the art gallery that was hosting one of the many boring do's you simply HAD to attend.
Truth be told, you weren't really listening to him. The whole "I'm-a-man-of-culture-so-of-course-I-know-art" spiel was boring. So many men trying to dazzle you with their "expertise", but you couldn't care less. To your surprise though, Lucien didn't mansplain or explain the intricacies of art missed by many. He let Hermann drone on, only piping in when something piqued his interest. He only met your eyes a few times, his dark brown hues holding his secrets.
But you knew what he was thinking. It was quite obvious, isn't that what most men wanted in this room? A chance to talk to you, an heiress to a hefty inheritance, maybe a chance to woo you, wine and dine you and then pop a ring on your finger. Maybe get you pregnant. Secure the bag.
Atleast that's what you assumed he wanted, but he didn't seem like the type to talk you up. He was mostly interested in having a chat about your life, why you hung out at these places especially since you gave no fucks about fine arts, and so on. It was surprising, true, but maybe men changed up their tactics ever so often. So you played along, as you always did. Answering with as much truth as you could.
You found yourself on the balcony standing next to him, staring at the vast grounds with its fine cut grass and neatly trimmed hedges, the moon casting its glow upon it. Turning to him, you decided to cut to the chase. You were bored, and only a quick fuck could break the tedium. Running your hand along his arm, you pulled him to one of the bedrooms, pushing him against the door. Leaning towards him, you brought your lips close to his, waiting for his permission to continue. He leaned forward, as you latched your lips to his, guiding his arms to wrap around you, deepening the kiss as you pushed yourself further into him. That's odd, you thought. This actually felt nice.
His lips, while hesitant at first, tangled with yours, the heat warming your bones. He ever so slightly placed his hands on you, running them down your body down to your hips, squeezing gently as he rested them there; pulling you towards him and his growing erection.
Itching to taste him, you knelt down, licking his growing manhood over the fabric of his tight dress pants. With a growl, he pulled you up, gripping your shoulders as he turned you around and walked you over to the bed behind you. Pushing you down, he bent you over so your ass was up in the air as your face was smushed into the soft bedding eagerly waiting in anticipation.
You felt his hot breath as his lips trailed along your thighs, his tongue running over the divots and the stretch marks that adorned your skin. You squirmed, wishing he would turn his attention to the place you needed him the most. He seemed to have heard your unspoken wish, because the very next moment, his lips moved over your core, his tongue lightly ghosting over your wet folds, your swollen core. You panted, your hands grabbing the duvet with a force that you weren't even sure was possible.
Lucien started off slow, and then dove in, his tongue swirling over your swollen nub, as he gathered your wetness on his finger and pushed a digit inside; his tongue and his finger working in tandem. You groaned loudly, pushing your hips onto his tongue, not realising that they were moving of their own accord, ever-so-slightly undulating and moving in rhythm to his licks and thrusts. Through the haze of pure lust, you realised that you were meant to be in control of this entire situation. Reaching behind, you tangled your fingers into his soft brown curls, pulling him even closer to your nub as you fucked yourself on his tongue, moaning loudly as he groaned at your act of dominance; the vibrations shooting through your core, making their way through your body. He added another finger, doubling his efforts as he felt your legs shake, and your core tightening as you neared your peak.
You screamed into the duvet, muffling your cries as your orgasm took over. You would've collapsed into the mattress had Lucien not been holding on to you, resting his head on your back as he caught his breath as well. The both of you lay there, him spooning you, till your breathing returned to normal. Straightening your clothes, you both exited the room, not meeting each others' eyes, no words spoken to one another.
The rest of the evening went very well, your secret rendezvous leaving you satiated, yet hungry for more.
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The second time you met him was at the Charity Ball held by your "good friend" Fiona Mayhew, who got on your nerves most of the time, but did a lot of good for underprivileged children/teens and their education; so you stuck around. At first, you didn't really wish to go to her stuffy ball; but RSVP'd yes, with the smallest hope that Lucien would be there.
He was, of course. Dressed in a well tailored, crisp tux, his messy brown curls slicked back and gelled down. You hated to admit it, but he looked downright edible. You pretended not to notice him at first, making small talk with the members of the small group he was entertaining. You mingled, the both of you catching each others gaze as you talked to the other guests, your eyes conveying what you couldn't bring yourself to say. You barely managed to pull your gaze away from him each time, silently berating yourself for giving him that much importance. It was all a game, all a ploy.
It was working, though. Because the next time he caught your gaze, his deep brown eyes darkened as he walked out of the gigantic ball room, making his way to the large area where the cars were parked. Making his way through the maze of luxury, vintage cars, he walked over to a cambrian grey Bentley, leaning against it as an invitation to join him. He smirked, watching your hips sway as you sashayed towards him, ready to beat him at his own game. He held the door open, his hand moving from the small of your back to rest on your behind, giving you a small smack as you made your way in. Tsking, you gave him a wolfish grin, as you slid the dropped sleeves of your gown from your shoulders, his eyes bulging at the sight of your gorgeous breasts being freed from their confines.
The car shook, almost too violently, as you bounced on his cock, a moan escaping your mouth as you felt him hit your front wall, over and over. You'd always thought of sex as a chore, something to get over with. But it felt different, with him; it felt as if your body and mind split, and was only concentrated on him and how he felt inside. Your core squeezed around him, as you pulled him deeper inside; fingernails digging into his meaty shoulder. Leaning forward, he rested his forehead in the crook of your neck as he thrust up into you, pulling you towards him to meet his sharp and pointed thrusts. Your breath caught in your throat, lips ghosting over his as your breaths mingled, all thoughts of speech banished. He kissed his way down your neck to your gorgeous globes, running the tip of his tongue around your swollen nipples. This action made you groan, running your fingers through his hair, completely mussing them up and ruining his do. You couldn't care less; with the way he was making you feel, you had half a mind to pull him to the ballroom and fuck him in front of everyone to show the reason for his and your disheveled states.
His thrusts began to speed up as he held you in place, your legs trembling and burning as you tried to hold yourself up, absorbing every bit of his amorous assault on you. Undoing the buttons of his crisp white shirt, you yanked the shirt off his shoulder, biting down hard at the exposed skin. He growled loudly, thrusting up once, then twice as he emptied himself into you, painting your walls as you squeezed every drop from him, reaching your explosive end as well. The euphoria melted into your veins, swiftly coursing through the length of your body. But yet again, as he helped you straighten yourself up, no words were spoken.
Both of you made your way back to the ballroom, your clothes and hair slightly askew, and a bright red mark on Lucien's neck, that he didn't bother hiding for the rest of the night. You wouldn't be surprised if people found out that the two of had been together, let alone what the two of you were upto
You couldn't bring yourself to care, though.
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And now here you were, months later. You hadn't seen Lucien for quite some time, but you didn't really care all that much. It wasn't like you were pining after him. On the contrary, you'd found quite a few men to keep yourself entertained.
You walked into Fiona's beach soiree, thanking divine providence that it wasn't a black tie affair. The fact that it was at her luxurious beach house, which was facing the vast ocean, just happened to be a silver lining. You made your way around the party, chatting with Fiona about her latest venture, the NGO she had established, the soiree a means to raise funds.
As the night progressed, you found yourself pleasantly buzzed as you sat at the bar, waiting for the bartender to serve you. A familiar voice directed at you made you turn, only to see Lucien standing there, a flute of champagne in his hands, his signature smirk on his face. You tried to ignore the butterflies in your stomach, shifting your focus to the drink placed in front of you. He looked amazing, his messy curls softly styled, his beautiful neck adorned with gold chains and a thick ring on his finger. You had never seen him this casual, the Hawaiian shirt he had donned sitting loosely on him, leaving little to imagination.
Raising your glass at him in a silent toast, you smiled, taking a swig of the bubbly liquid. Delicious.
"You alone?" He drawled.
You gestured around, "Do you see anyone else here?"
"Touché." He took a swig of his drink, eyebrows raising as he savoured it. There was a small lull in the conversation but you didn't mind. It's not like the both of you talked when you were together.
"So. Long time no see."
"Yeah, kinda hard to see someone if they don't really show their face at events." you mused dryly.
He chuckled, nodding at the accusation. Taking your flute from your hand, he put the glasses on the counter, beckoning to the garden at the back of the house, "up for a smoke?"
"I don't smoke.", you said smugly, downing the glass in front of you.
He leaned towards you, bending down to whisper in your ear, "Who said anything about smoking?"
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You should've known. It never ended in just talking, in fact, you don't think you've ever had a proper conversation with Lucien, barring that one time on the balcony, the night you met him. It was as if the bond between you was solely driven by the sheer lust and attraction you had for one another. Just the way you preferred it, and wanted it, truth be told.
As you both made your way outside, Lucien pinned you to the stone wall, locking his fingers with yours as he held your arms by your head, his lips brushing over yours. You wanted to ask him many things, probably talk about the both of you and your arrangement, but you couldn't bring yourself to talk. Atleast, not now.
You felt your insides flutter in anticipation, as he left kisses all over you: your neck, your breasts, your stomach. Pushing your dress up, he left open-mouthed kisses along your thighs, biting and sucking till he left marks, you were sure of it. Pulling your lace panties to the side, he began to eat you out with a ferocity that aroused you and scared you in equal parts. All you could do was hold on as he held your wet folds apart, his tongue running over your swollen nub. Briefly, he pulled back to look at your core; swearing under his breath as he saw how wet you were for him. He dove back in, pulling your lips apart with his fingers as he fucked you with his tongue for all he was worth.
You had died and gone to heaven, you were sure of it. Stars exploded behind your eyelids as each swipe of Lucien's tongue made you forget all about your surroundings. Your leg was on his shoulder, your dress was basically falling off your body and you had nearly bitten off a finger trying to hold your screams in. If he weren't so good with his tongue and his fingers, you would have laughed at the way your body turned to putty near this man.
You were rudely pulled out of your thoughts by the feel of him pushing inside you, hitching your leg on his hip as he bottommed inside you. You gasped as he stayed there, letting you feel all of him as he feasted on your breasts, his thumbs and tongue working their magic. He began to move, his hand holding both your arms above your head, restricting your movements. Rutting into you with abandon, he snarled as he felt your pussy clench around him as he tightened his hold on your arms. Using them as leverage, he quickened his motion, anchoring your waist as he fucked into you wildly, using your body for his own pleasure.
"Fuck...take it. take it all." he grunted through gritted teeth, letting go of your arms as he held you steadily, his fingers making their way to your core, circling your swollen clit.
You heard yourself shriek as you came apart, throwing your arms around his shoulders as he reached his end as well, his warm spend coating your walls. Your core pulsed, nearly strangling his cock as the aftershocks died down. Suddenly feeling exhausted, you slid down the wall as he held you, gently rocking you till you came back to normal.
As you recovered from your explosive high, there was only one thought in your mind: you were truly and honestly screwed.
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i think we cuddled.
should we talk about it?
- Lexi Howard
should we talk about it?
i think we cuddled.
Pronouns: They/Them/Theirs, GN!Reader
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There were many ways to fuck up in life. 
Pull an all-nighter knowing you've got an exam the next day; Pick a fight with someone twice your size; Talk shit about your boss while they're within earshot; Knock over your grandmother's ashes. Or, as you had spectacularly done, sleep with an ex-girlfriend's younger, nerdier sister in her house and her room. Granted, it was inevitable sleeping in her room considering Cassie and Lexi shared a bedroom, but it remained part of the grand fuck-up. 
Throughout your whole life, Lexi Howard had remained strictly off limits. Your beloved twin sister, Maddy, had set strict ground rules for how you were to interact with her friends and by extension, Lexi which ranged from never flirting with them to never laying an even slightly suggestive finger on them. You'd followed the rules to a T during middle school and ninth grade but then Cassie Howard showed her interest and Maddy could only give in and allow it. Like most of Cassie's relationships, it crashed and burned in just over a year. 
Cassie loved hard and with her whole heart but if she felt even just slightly abandoned or ignored, she leaped into the arms of whichever interested guy was closest to her. It'd been a whole ordeal that'd nearly threatened Cassie and Maddy's friendship until you managed to calm the waters and enter a genuine, and somewhat awkward, friendship with Cassie to keep the peace between the girls. By then, you had become pretty acquainted with Lexi, even going as far as calling her a friend. Which made everything about your situation worse.
"Should we talk about it?" Lexi's meek voice asked from the bed, the covers and blankets scrunched in her balled-up hands. Her big, doe-eyes watched you get dressed and you couldn't quite tell if her reddened cheeks were from embarrassment, shame, or lingering alcohol in her system. Horrible, it was horrible. Lexi should've lost her v card to some smart loser who was head over heels for her, but instead, she got you. 
"What is there to talk about? We got tipsy, I drove you home, I think we cuddled, one thing led to another, and shit happened." Her lips pursed and her gaze fell onto the covers. You winced and slid on your shirt. "I don't want to be mean, Lex. I think you're great and you deserve better. You probably expected the big day to be roses and candles and an expensive dinner with someone from Harvard or Yale who would be ready to pop out the engagement ring right after. I'm sure you'll find that person eventually, though."
"What... What makes you think I expected or- or wanted all that?" Lexi frowned and you wondered what great sin you had committed to get into this situation. "Maybe- Maybe I did envision it being with you. What would be so wrong about that? I mean, you're single and-"
"Cassie would be furious, and not to mention how Maddy would react. She'll get mad on somebody's behalf and it'll be hell for both of us. It's just- It..." You sighed heavily, running a hand over your face. "Maybe if I had met you first... things would've been different, Lex. But I didn't. I dated Cassie and that breakup was a fucking mess. It wouldn't be fair on her to storm back into her life like that. I'm sorry."
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jjsmaybank20 · 6 months
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Could you do a request with lexi howard x jacobs!reader, in which reader is nate's sister (who is passive-agressive and colder, has a hard time relating to nate, if u want) has to do a school thing with lexi and they start bonding, and they see each other more often (i'm over 18!! i forgot to mention sorry for asking again)
The Project
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Lexi Howard x Fem!Jacobs!reader
Summary: You're known as the cold and distant sister of Nate Jacobs, but Lexi's always been intrigued by you. What happens when the two of you are assigned as partners for a project?
Warnings: fluffy fluff, mentions of (ew) Nate
Word Count: 1.2k
A/N: I hope you like this! So sorry it took so long.
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Nate Jacobs. That was a name that instilled fear and slight admiration into the students and even some of the teachers at East Highland High School. He walked around as if he owned the place, and he practically did. There has been only one  person who had stood up to him publicly and taken him off of his high horse, even if it was for just a moment. His sister, Y/N Jacobs.
Y/N was an interesting person. She was intimidating and scary, but if you truly got to know her, you could tell that she was nothing like her father or her brother. I’d gotten to know her slightly through various school events, and Maddy becoming good friends with her and forcing her to interact with people. Most of the people in our friend group were wary of her, if for no other reason than what they already knew about Nate.
One thing that I did take notice of was how Lexi would act around her. She would get shy and nervous, and she was completely unable to talk to her. The two almost never spoke, except for exchanging polite words in the hallway or while hanging out with the rest of the group. 
Lexi was fine with this situation, and she never thought it would change. But one day, it did.
You shambled into class and took your seat towards the back of the room, sticking one of your earbuds into your ear. You never really paid attention to your classes, but you managed to listen enough to keep your grades consistent. 
The rest of the class filed in, a couple of them sending glances your way. You ignore their gazes, watching the front of the classroom, waiting for a familiar small brunette to walk through the door. As soon as the younger Howard sister walks in, you move your gaze to your phone quickly. You would never let yourself admit that you were searching for Lexi, but somewhere in yourself you knew it was true. 
When the teacher walks in, the chatter of the classroom settles down to a low hum, but not complete silence. She begins to talk, and you tune out until you hear ‘group project’. Your head shoots up, and a panicked look takes over your face. People glance around the room, making eye contact with friends who they want to pair up with, but the teacher shuts that down quickly.
“I will be assigning partners. You will not be allowed to switch partners after they have been assigned. This is final.” A groan goes around the room, but the teacher ignores it as she begins to call out pairs of names. You become more and more anxious as more names get read out, and you pray to any being up there that you wouldn’t be paired with an asshole. Finally, your name is called. 
“Y/N Jacobs and Lexi Howard.” You sit back in surprise, wondering if some otherworldly being had actually heard your prayers. Lexi turns around in her seat, shooting you a timid smile. You return it with a smirk making a light pink blush coat the Howard girl’s face. She turns back around to face the front, and as soon as she turns away, you let a small smile grace your lips.
After class, you intercept Lexi in the hallway. You ask her when you should be at her house, and she stutters out an answer, clearly caught off-guard by your assertiveness. “Um… r-right after school would work.” You nod your head and walk away, and when the shorter brunette calls out a nervous goodbye, you raise your hand in farewell.
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You roll up to the Howard household on your skateboard, about to ring the doorbell when the door gets flung open. In front of you is Maddy Perez and Cassie Howard, clearly on their way out. Maddy gives you a confused look, asking, “Why are you here?” You know she isn’t being rude, so you mumble, “Working on a project with Lexi.”
Maddy can’t fully understand you, and she replies, “Y/N, I can’t hear you when you mumble.” You repeat your statement louder, hiding your laugh at the motherly tone Maddy’s voice had taken on. Maddy pats your shoulder, walking past you. She wishes you luck teasingly, and you roll your eyes in response.
Cassie sends you up the stairs and into her shared room with Lexi, and there you find the smaller brunette on her bed, getting things set up. You move towards her and sit down on the bed, scaring Lexi slightly. As she catches her breath, you laugh lightly. 
After the two of you settle down, you pull out your project and begin to work. You fall into an easy rhythm and you find yourself to be more relaxed and comfortable than you have in a very long time. Who knew that it would only take Lexi’s presence to bring you peace of mind? The two of you work and joke around, talking about anything and everything. You learn more about her in one afternoon than you had in your whole time of knowing her.
Some time later, you begin to get bored with the work. Deciding to take a break, you sit back on your crush’s bed, taking her side of the room in. You had been in this room before, but never for very long. Now you could see all of the things that Lexi had added to her side that made it fit her. 
As you continue to look around, your gaze falls on the girl in front of you. She is still hard at work, her lip between her teeth as she jots something down. As soon as you focus on her, you can’t look away. You can’t help but think about how gorgeous she is, with her hair falling in her eyes and the concentrated look on her face. 
Very quickly, Lexi feels your eyes on her. She tries to fight the blush that rises in her cheeks, but she can’t. Finally, she can’t take it anymore. She sits up suddenly and whips around, catching you off-guard. “What? Why are you staring at me?” 
She watches your face turn red, and she can’t help but feel surprised. Your body language isn’t displaying the normal cool confidence that it normally does. Instead, you look nervous and shy. “N-nothing. You just… you’re just very pretty.” Lexi isn’t expecting that, and she doesn’t know how to respond. She watches as you seem to steel yourself for something.
“You know what? I’m gonna do this right now, because otherwise I’m going to chicken out. Will you, um… will you go on a date with me?” When Lexi doesn’t respond to you right away, you begin to regret asking. “I’m sorry, I overstepped. Ignore what I just sai-”
You’re cut off by Lexi’s lips meeting your own. It catches you by surprise, but you quickly melt into the embrace. Lexi’s arms wrap around your neck as she moves onto your lap, and you place your hands on her waist. As you break the kiss, your foreheads lean against each other. “So is that a yes?”
Lexi shoves your shoulders, pushing you away and making you laugh. She then pulls you back in for a shorter kiss, replying, “Yes, that’s a yes you dummy.” You can’t retaliate, you can only grin at the beautiful girl in your lap. You knew then that she could be the one to break down your cold exterior for good. And maybe, just maybe, you would be okay with that. 
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