#lexapro withdrawals
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Medication withdrawals are wild. I stopped taking lexapro (not by my choice) about 3 weeks ago. At first it was physical symptoms, like being ridiculously overtired and sometimes nauseous and sometimes muscle aches, now I'm in the mental stage where it's anxiety, extreme sadness, rage at the tiniest thing, it's weird.
It's scary and tough, but I know I can get through this. For the first time in years, I'm actually feeling emotions again, like PROPERLY feeling them. Sometimes they're a lot at once but frankly that's because lexapro blocked my receptors for said chemicals, as it tends to do from what I've heard from other people. I feel like a person again, if that makes sense.
I dont feel numb anymore. I definitely needed it at the start (summer 2020) but after I left an extreme stress environment (April 2021) that's when I started feeling numb. And i thought that was NORMAL.
Anyway withdrawals big stinky but I'm gonna come out the other end better
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I am so excited!!!!!!!!
1. The Lexapro withdrawals are officially over, I believe. Now my world and mind aren’t constantly clouded with darkness and negativity.
2. I had a lot of time to focus on writing yesterday and Daddy even helped me flesh out some of the plot last night - he was soooo helpful, I was shocked.
3. I’ve already had some time to continue writing today and I got more of the backstory and main plot outlined.
4. My goal is to get it fleshed out and the first ~30 pages written by Friday. Friday is the deadline for a writing contest that I am determined to enter!!!!! I could win $$$ and publishing 😨😩
I will make my goals happen! 😏🥰
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i just want someone to love me in a sleep token way is that too much to ask for
#aaron shitpost#lexapro withdrawals while listening to tpwbyt just hits diff what can i say#someone looking at me and deciding i’m worth loving??#impossible#just understanding sleep token is such a turn on for me tbh#disappearing for months dropping this shit then disappearing again#call me an emotionally stunted magician#sleep token band#sleep token#vessel#sleep token ii#sleep token iii#sleep token iv#this place will become your tomb#queer-and-nerdy
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I haven't had an actual genuine real honest to God conversation with someone in meatspace since late 2018 and I think maybe now is finally the point of no return for my brain
#xenon screams#avpd#vent#or maybe the Lexapro withdrawal is taking effect#who knows#anyway do you ever feel the need to break something with a bat
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thinking stupid thoughts. check the reasoning – a machine which operates on guilt, or on fear of future guilt. said machine doesn't want to exist, actively. the owners numb both the guilt and the desire to cease existing with a medication. the addition helps, the machine stops desiring self destruction. but it's drive to decrease future guilt gets messed with. it doesn't operate well. production gets messy. subsequently, the owners of the factory would want to stop the med, right?
i'm checking lexapro withdrawal side-effects.
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i might kill myself idk no reason just let me be miserable for a moment
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I haven’t been on Zoloft for like a week now and I’m experiencing 0 withdrawal symptoms…
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guess who still doesn’t have adderall! OR lexapro!
#I get pretty bad withdrawal from lexapro too so my brain is like. chrrr chrrr chrrr#everything hurts! :D
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got off at my stop to go to school this morning and immediately got on the train going in the opposite direction to go home
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i do not like the brain zaps :(
#antidepressant withdrawal#ssri withdrawal#doc won’t fucking reply to my refill requests AGAIN#and now im not only going through suddenly being cut off from my lisdexamphetamine#but now my escitalopram oxalate as well#vyvanse and lexapro for brand names#and am definitely getting the ‘brain zaps’ from the discontinuation effects#i do not like suddenly feeling like im falling and the backs of my eyes sort of area has been zapped and is spazzing#it lasts less than a second but sometimes it’s happening once every 30-60 seconds#i do not like this :(
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We’ve moved away from burning rage and suicidal ideation, into hornier than I’ve ever been in my lifeeee
Today I sucked daddy’s dick while I was at work and then when he went to the store to buy lunch, I had 3 back to back orgasms while watching videos of him and ended up having to use his wand to cum 2 more times because all my other toys died and I was still horny af lmao 🫢😵💫🫠🤤😈😬
#oops#about me#idk what the fuckkkkk but I’m here for it#is this what it’s like being in your 30s cause….😏😏😏#me#lexapro withdrawals
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god forbid that shitty lexapro withdrawal, ejshit
#рисунок#dibujo#drawing#dibujo digital#digital drawing#random#fuck lexapro#lexapro#lexapro withdrawal
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hi
#i think i may be sick or something#like i was thinking i had some kind of migraine or tension headache from . panicking.#but i've been nauseous all day ? literally feel like i'm going to throw up . all day.#it's kinda miserable tbh#and my eyes hurt. looking at things sometimes makes it feel like psychic nail gun directly in my pupils which i don't think has ever#happened before#could be lexapro withdrawal again. hmm
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i love to headcanon fun things about characters like their medication history
#cro zone#ig since the course of my life is defined by my health issues its the default way i examine something#anyways its funny to point to a guy and be like 'hes definitely been thru lexapro withdrawals'
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I know this isn't my usual meme page stuff, but
I'm on withdrawal from Lexapro
Lexapro (escitalopram)is an antidepressant antianxiety medication I was prescribed by a doctor. I am off it and I can't describe how it feels with words
So I tried to explain how I feel in an image
Here is the image
I feel like I'm losing my mind
Like everything I do is masking, like there's a monster that takes control of my face
I'm forgetting basic words, I got lost on my way to school today taking the same route I've taken for two years
I feel like the objects I focus on are still and sunken, while the world spins recklessly in all directions in my periphery.
Sometimes I can hardly stand, I feel like a stranger in my own body, I lose track of how to breathe
This is a prescription I was given by a doctor, who said it would help
I was not offered affordable options for therapy
Despite asking repeatedly
I was given lexapro
Which I dutifully took
It took away my ability to feel joy
Where I used to have exuberant, beautiful, ecstatic excitement every day, about so much
It took it away from me
Periods of sadness were strong too, but they were fleeting and manageable. Lexapro leveled both. Sadness seemed weaker but more present, and my happiness so delicate and fleeting
So i tapered
Went down from 10mg to 5 for a month
Then I ran out
I feel flashes of disorientation and panic all the time now
I don't know who I am
There are a lot of antidepressants and antianxiety medications out there
I think they can be so helpful for some people
But my doctor gave me this one
With some of the worst withdrawal affects of any of them
And I tapered per medical advice
And I still feel like this
Don't take Lexapro
And wish me luck
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Ahh just realized I've been going through SSRI withdrawal the past few days 😰 I thought maybe covid or PMDD or my body was rebelling from my week of alcohol and weed use, but no I'm literally in withdrawal 🙃🙃🙃
#ssri withdrawal#lexapro#the symptoms are so numerous and varied that i didnt know what was happening#just that i felt like i was dying
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