For the Longest Time: Bonus Chapter (Laci and Santi)
Santiago Garcia x Lacina Dumas.
Summary: Laci is supposed to go see a movie with Ben. Supposed to. A peak inside how Santia and Laci are doing.
Warnings: Just Benny being shitty. Fighting. Yelling.
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Laci finished pouring extra oat milk into her pumpkin spiced latte, popping the lid on it. Usually, Laci didn’t have more than one cup of coffee a day as it made her anxious, but tonight she was staying up. “Hey baby.” She said to Santi as he cleaned up after dinner. “I’m going to sit on the porch while I wait for Benny.”
Today, Benny and Laci were going to the midnight premiere of Five Nights At Freddies, a movie based on a video game they loved. Laci spent hours watching Benny play it or watching youtubers play through and they were thrilled the movie was finally out.
“Alright, would you like me to sit outside with you?” It was getting dark, and Laci didn’t like the dark.
“No, I’m okay, I’ll just use the screen door, okay?”
“Okay baby, just let me know when you leave.”
“Of course!”
Laci opened the main wood door and just had the screen door closed, that way Santi could hear her swinging on their porch swing. She was doing much better, making improvements all the time in what she was capable of, and Santi’s heart swelled with pride thinking of how far she’d come. He loved her, he loved her so fucking much it hurt sometimes…
That’s what made this rough patch so rough.
The two of them just haven’t quite been the same the last few months, and Santi just didn’t know why. It wasn’t bad, not compared to what Santi had seem between other couples, but it was unlike them. Santi wasn’t sure what he was doing wrong. He was certain there was something wrong; he wasn’t saying he was blameless. In fact, he was sure whatever was happening was his fault, not hers. He just… couldn’t pin point it.
And just what was happening? Sometimes, especially after spending the day with their friends, Laci would snap at him. She’d be short, sarcastic, maybe even a little rude… and he wasn’t sure why. She had always been his sweet girl, so kind and empathetic… but she wasn’t doing it to anyone else, so it must be his fault. He was trying harder to take care of her, to be there for her, but that just seemed to irritate her. Giving her space made her sad and nervous. Santi felt like he couldn’t do anything right. When he tried talking to her about it, or suggesting he go to one of her therapy appointments, she just shut down. Couldn't get a word out of her, verbal or signed.
But he loved her, and he was still certain she loved him. There was not a doubt in his head that she loved him. So they were going to be okay. The reality of it was that Laci had been through 20 years of trauma that had only ended last year, and this was not something that would go away. She was going to have hard times, and he was going to be there for her. Nothing mattered to him more than Laci did.
It wasn’t all bad. In fact, it was mostly good, even still. They had been having a fun summer, and enjoying planning their wedding together. That made him happy, the fact she was so excited to be his wife made him fall more and more in love. It was going to be simple, in their backyard. Neither of them had any biological family left. Benny was her man of honor, Jana a bridesmaid, On Santi’s side, Will would be a groomsman and Frankie his best man. Rosie would be their flower girl, of course. For guests Laci would invite a few coworkers, Santi a couple military buddies. He’d sent an invite to Tom’s family, but doubted he’d get a reply. They’d invited Marc and Bahar, friend’s they’d made on their trip to New York and of course Ben’s girlfriend, Alice and Will’s… Well, whatever Lorelei was.
She was still the primary source of joy in his life, someone who made him laugh, someone who comforted him, someone who cared for him and he cared for in return… And she was hot as all hell. The perfect women.
Laci storm inside, slamming the screen door.
“Hey munequita, you forget-”
“I’m not going.”
Santi set down the dishes he was putting in the dishwasher. “What? Why?” They’ve had tickets for a month.
“It’s fine, he just couldn’t make it, okay?” Her lip quivered and tears blurred in her eyes as she moved to their bedroom.
Santi followed after. He felt defensive of her; Benny had canceled 5 times this month for things he was supposed to do with Laci. “He couldn’t have figured that out before? He’s supposed to be picking you up!”
“Just drop it!” Laci slammed the door to their bedroom, and when he went to open it, he found it locked.
“Lace!?” He said with a panic, pulling at the handle. “Laci are you okay?”
“Leave me alone!”
“What’s been going on with you!” Santi didn’t shout, but his voice was raised to project it through the door. “Why don’t you talk to me anymore!”
There was no response. Frustrated, but not wanting to invade her privacy especially in his high emotional state, Santi moved into the living room and pulled out his phone. He pulled up Ben’s contact.
“Hell-”
“What the fuck is wrong with you?”
Benny sighed on the other end. “I knew you’d call.”
“Damn right I’m calling! Why did you cancel again? Benny this is twice this week.”
“Santi just drop it.” Benjamin didn’t sound like himself either. He sounded tired. “I’m… sick, okay?”
Now that was bullshit. If Benny was sick, Laci would be asking him to drive her to CVS for medicine and going over to take care of him. She wouldn’t be crying, she’d be fretting with worry.
“Oh fuck off. What’s really going on?”
“Nothing, I’m just sick.”
“You’re making her cry, Ben!”
Beep beep, went his phone. Benny hung up.
Santi scrubbed his face, exhausted. Something had happened between them. Benny and Laci had been inseparable since the day they found her, Benny being the one who first got her to talk. They had been best friends ever since, but the last few months it seemed he was pulling away. From all of them, but especially Laci. Santi could tell how much it hurt her.
When he went back to the door, he heard soft crying below. Following the sound, Santi figured out she was laying on the floor as she cried. Santi laid down on his side.
“I’m right here, Lace. Whenever you need me.”
A small set of fingers peaked out from the crack under the door, and Santi gently entangled his with hers. They laid there for a while as Laci sobbed, Santi’s heart hurting for his fiance, wanting to hold her proper.
After a little, she spoke. “Alice doesn’t want Benny alone with me anymore…”
Of course. Of course it had to do with that bitch, Alice.
“Can I hold you munequita?
Shuffling came from her side and Santiago stood up. When the door opened, and he saw her red blotchy face, Santi took her in his arms tightly.
Laci explained that Benny had been canceling because Alice had an issue with how much they hung out, that Alice accused him of cheating. She thought it was insane to go to a dark movie theater alone with her. Since the movie was sold out, she couldn’t go with them and got mad. Alice laid down a hard and fast rule that Laci and Benny couldn’t be alone together anymore. Santi was furious at Ben for being such a coward, for backing down so easily over his best friend, but this wasn’t the time. Laci’s head rested on his chest and Santiago played with her hair. It had gotten longer. She wanted length for the wedding. For his part, Santi had grown out his beard. He’d shave it for the wedding, but right now she liked the salt and pepper facial hair.
“Come on, let me take you to Five Nights at Freddy’s.” He said, coaxing her to look up at him. “If we leave now, we can still make it with all the adds they play.”
She looked a little confused. “You don’t like horror movies…”
“Oh sweetheart…” Taking her face in both his hands, he kissed her forehead before looking down at her pretty, wet, blue eyes. “I’d do anything for you. Absolutely anything. You have to know that, don’t you? Going to a movie is nothing, not when I’d get the moon if you asked.”
She dodged his eyes for a moment. “I don’t want you to watch something you hate.”
He swore up and down he wouldn’t hate it, horror just isn’t usually a genre he liked. Laci promised to make it up to him by letting him show her an Army movie. She’d even allow him to talk during the whole movie to tell her how unrealistic it was. In return, Laci explained all the lore of FNAF before the movie. They made it just in time.
That night as they lay in bed, Laci still wired from the coffee and Santi wired from the movie (how did she and Ben fall asleep to those movies?), Santi held her in his arms as he kissed through her hair.
“Do you still want to marry me?” Laci asked abruptly.
This shocked Santi enough to make him pause before turning on the bedroom light and sitting up.
The lamp illuminated behind her, making her big ears that had hair tucked behind them stand out even more, but the worry-stricken expression was evident.
“Baby… Laci, mi amor, why would you ask me that?” He was more confused than ever.
Tears welled up in her eyes again. “I know I’ve been… I’ve been mean lately… I don’t know why but it’s like the more I trust to stop the more frustrated I get… I just feel so angry lately and I’ve been taking it out on you and it’s not fair.”
“Oh, my perfect girl…” Santi rushed to hold her, drawing in her body to his arms in a tight squeeze. “Of course I still want to marry you, you are my joy, you are my greatest source of pride, you’re my heart and soul. Baby I love you, I adore you, and I want to spend the rest of our lives waking up next to you.”
“But, I haven’t been nice.” She sobbed, wetting his shirt in her tears.
“You don’t have to be nice all the time. You’ve been through things I can never imagine. Youre going to be angry sometimes.”
“But I shouldn’t take it out on you!” Laci insisted.
Santi wanted to say it was okay, he wanted to tell her she could… but that’s not what she needed.
“We’ll work on it together, baby, okay? You and me. Like we always do. You and me.”
Santiago let her cry into his arms for a while and she wore herself out, getting tired enough to lay down again and try to sleep. He kept her close.
As she drifted off to sleep, Laci kissed his bearded jaw. “You and me. It’s gonna be okay.” She sounded like she was reassuring herself. “Everything is gonna be okay.”
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: ( they are struggling. But it's normal for couple to have some downs, and at least they are aware now. Laci struggling with losing Ben, who is supposed to be her man of honor. Benny.... come on.
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PAC: A letter from "your greatest love"
Disclaimer this is only for entertainment purposes! Only take what resonates and leave what doesn't <3
♡ 1 ♡2 ♡3
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For Y/N
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Group 1
(Blueberries and stones)
Hey baby,
I'm shy when I'm writing this. Is this gonna be too cheesy? I don't care love, cuz I'm expressing my love to you thru this. You are mine! Remember. I remember that you told me not to be this possesive baby. But you know you love this me. I won't let anyone take you from me. I'm your black leathet jacket.
I tell everyone how proud of myself I am. I don't exist if you are not with me. Yea I'm a baby to you. Only for you. Please love me more than anyone else and I will never let you down. I will fight with the whole damn world for us. The only thing I care is us being together. We are unbreakable. Ok ok now I know you are thinking that this is totally not me 🙄. I always tell you how much I love you na? No matter how cool I am, this is a must princess 😉. You are my treasure 💖.
I can never be tired of praising you and telling you how important you are to me. Ok :D this person (he's talking about me 🥲) is forcing me to stop and say something else 🙄 (how rude man!) You know you shine the brightest! My queen I love you.
Your love,
Black leathet jacket 😉🥲
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Group 2
This group has a bad b type of energy. 🥲
(Red scarf and cigarettes)
Hey beautiful. (They are telling me to write something else but that's not pg 🥲)
My rockstar!! My queen! My woman/man you are!! Damn you hottie!!! All I want is to watch you all day, damn you are so effortlessly hot, without doing anything. How can someone look so hot while reading?! My eyes just won't look anywhere else, just your pretty face. Your duality is killing meee.
Ok ok I have flirted alot. But you are gorgeous my love. You shine so bright. It is always so astonishing to me how so small things in life make you smile so bright. How can someone be so cute. You definitely are one in a million, or billion(?). You are the best no matter what. Hey, i know I never tell you how strong you are. Do you feel my love? I always question this. I want to make you happier than ever. In every way. I wanna kiss you whenever I see you. I wanna hold you into my arms. My angel, what did I do to deserve you? My rockstar! My fighter! I wanna hug you so badly.
Yours ever,
Love.
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Group 3
(Roses and beads)
Dear YN,
You make me crazy. Sorry for starting this way. But what is this you are doing to me? Why do I cry for you? Why do I breakdown for you? I want you by my side...every day when I wake up, when I go to sleep. I want you. Do you feel the same way? Have you ever felt this way for me.. or someone else? Please say its me. I want to protect you, buy you gifts. I wanna know more and more about you. No matter how close we are, you are always a mystery to me.
I hope we understand what we feel for each other. I will care for you. Protect you. We have so much in common. We always look at each other when in trouble. But I look for you all the time. I want to rely on you. I want you in my life. I'm addicted with your presence. How do you get me always? Wow, I have so many questions. Will you please answer them for me? I want you. I love you. If its love, then I love you so much. You are always here for me. I will be the same person for you. I will be there, support you. Unconditionally.
Yours ever,
🧑💼👩💼
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