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sugarsweb · 1 year

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DAY SEVEN - PRAISE KINK. Kaname Tojou x GN!Reader (Originally posted Oct 12th)

Contains : GN!Reader, fluffiest smut ever, more fluff than smut, obvious praise kink, Reader & Kaname are both insecure, angst at the beginning but nothing too heavy, not proofread

Word Count : 1.7k

18+ content underneath the cut. By clicking 'Keep Reading' you are knowingly reading content made for people over the age of 18. Read at your own discretion.

Ever since you’ve known him, you and Kaname have gotten along like a house on fire. The second your eyes locked that fateful day, you knew, deep down in your heart, that he’d be important to you. When he first opened up about what he had gone through - most notably his coma - and you had been his shoulder to lean on when things got rough for him. He truly appreciated everything you have done for him.

However, sometimes Kaname thinks you know him too well. Your watchful eye immediately notices when he gets lost in his thoughts, his stare turning vacant and almost… dead. It worries you, but you choose to keep that to yourself - but lately, you’ve noticed that look on his face more and more often, making it difficult for you to keep your concern for him at bay.

You notice that same look on one of your weekly movie nights; you’ve taken it upon yourself to invite him over to your place and watch the most ridiculous things you can find, treating yourselves to your favourite snacks while unwinding on your couch from your usually-stressful weeks. It usually helps the two of you to relax, but one glance at Kaname and you can immediately tell how tense his shoulders are, the knit in his brow more obvious from the dark room casting shadows over his face. Usually, you have to coax your partner to be honest about his feelings, and it seems that tonight is no different.

Taking the remote control, you pause the movie, which pulls Kaname out of whatever thoughts he was having. His head turns to look at you, one eyebrow raised in question, but the serious stare that you give makes him pause.

“Is everything okay, Kaname?” You ask.

You say his name so sweetly, a soft tone in your voice - it wasn’t judgemental, by any means - no, it was comforting, just like every embrace the two of you have shared in the past. Kaname notices the loving gaze you give him, so innocent and heartfelt, and he feels the walls he built crumble down. His shoulders sag, and he lets himself lean against you, forehead against your shoulder.

“I just feel so weak compared to others,” He says quietly, but you hear him loud and clear. “I’ve lost so much weight since the coma, and I still haven’t gotten it back, even after all these months of rehabilitation.”

Kaname nearly cries when your fingers card through his hair, a comforting touch that he didn’t know he needed. He sniffles - he knows your patience with him is endless, but he wants to tell you what’s been plaguing his mind, and if he pauses, he might back down and close himself off from you once more.

“You could be with someone strong-willed and healthy, compared to my pathetic self. My hair feels so greasy, my skin feels weird, everything is just wrong.”

“Oh, my love,” you coo, your other hand rubbing his back up and down, “you’re too hard on yourself.”

Kaname finally lifts his head, his yellow eyes locking onto yours. He can see the tears forming in your eyes, and nearly panics, opening his mouth to apologise, but you silence him with a gentle, loving kiss. He immediately melts into it, the feeling of your lips interlocked bringing him solace. You pull away after a moment, pressing your forehead against his.

“You don’t see yourself the way I see you.” You say. Your hand cups his face, turning it sideways so you can press small, gentle pecks against his cheek, your eyes closing as your eyelashes flutter against his cheek. Kaname’s face turns a light shade of red, a smile finally cracking at his lips as he gives you a quiet, light laugh. You give him one in return after pulling away from his face, and you place your head in the crook of his neck.

“If we’re both being honest here, I feel the same way about myself.”

Kaname stills. He knows that everyone is some level of insecure, but for some reason, it’s so hard for him to picture you feeling bad about yourself - you’re just beyond perfect to him, he can’t see a single flaw in you (...maybe besides you stealing his snacks, but that’s besides the point). He feels your eyelashes tickling his neck, pulling him out of his thoughts.

You continue leaving delicate kisses along his jawline, throat, and any exposed skin you can find, until Kaname gently takes your face in his hands, making you look directly at him. You give him a small grin - one of your favourite features of his are his enticing eyes, the most beautiful shade of yellow you’ve ever seen.

“Darling, you’re the most beautiful person to me.” He genuinely says. His eyes shift for a second before locking onto yours again, and he gulps before speaking again. “Can I… show you?”

You immediately understand what he’s trying to say, your eyebrows raising in surprise. “Are you sure? We’ve never done anything like this before.”

“Yes, I’m absolutely sure, as long as you’re okay with it too.” Kaname confidently answers. You nod, replying with a soft ‘yes’ as well, and just as your lover goes to lower you on the couch, you press a hand against his firm chest.

“Why don’t you lay down?” You ask him. “Let me make you feel good.”

And so instead, he lets you push him down against the couch. You straddle his waist, already feeling his hardness poke against you through your clothing - you’re not much better, feeling your underwear dampen with your arousal.

Kaname’s hand tugs at your shirt, a silent question. You raise your arms, and he takes it off, throwing it behind the couch and into the darkness of the room. His own shirt follows soon after, and he struggles against the urge to move his arms to cover himself up once he realises his torso is exposed to you.

His eyes follow your hand softly tracing the lines of his skin, sending pleasant chills throughout his body. He glances over to you and nearly chokes on his spit - the look on your face is absolutely love-struck and he has to do a double-take; how can someone as perfect as you look at him that way?

And then he remembers; you feel the exact same way about yourself.

His hands trace your curves, and he feels himself choke up at how beautiful you are. Your body stills, and it registers in Kaname’s mind that he’s spoken out loud. You give him a nervous chuckle, one hand coming up to hide your wide smile.

“Not too bad yourself, handsome.” You tease him, and he can’t find it in himself to be embarrassed. His hand grasps your wrist, moving your hand from covering your face.

“I love your smile.” He confesses, and you feel yourself throb even though his words are completely innocent.

You lean over, trailing your kisses from his cheek to his neck, latching your lips around his pulse point and sucking. Kaname gently moans your name, his hand instinctively grasping your ass, the other gripping your waist tightly. Your teeth graze against him as you continue biting and lapping at his sweet spot, pulling away to show a developing hickey - nothing he couldn’t hide, of course.

“So pretty…” You mumble, mostly to yourself, but Kaname still hears you, face flushing a deep red. “Can I…?”

Your hands are hovering over his belt, and he nods - maybe a bit too quickly, but you don’t notice that, instead moving to take it off. He takes your pants off as well, and not long after, your underwear follows.

His dick twitches, hard and ready, and you suck in a sharp breath seeing your partner on full display for your eyes to take in. Seeing his hair splayed out underneath him makes him look angelic, the most perfect being.

“Are you ready?” He’s the one to finally take initiative, snapping you out of your loving - borderline lustful - thoughts.

“Of course.”

Your heart rate picks up as you feel the tip of his dick press against your hole, slowly lowering yourself down on his shaft. Your walls suck him in immediately, and Kaname gasps from the pleasing pressure, hands tightening their grip around you.

“Shit, so good…” He swears - and you’re pretty sure that’s the first time he’s ever sworn in your presence - eyes scrunching up from the feeling. “You’re perfect, baby.”

His praise shoots straight to your core, and Kaname feels your body react to his words. A rare burst of confidence washes over him, and he looks up to you, a smug smile on his face.

“You like that?”

You can barely speak, instead opting to give him an aggressive nod, your mouth going numb as you feel him fill you up in ways you couldn’t imagine. “Fuck, you’re makin’ me feel so good, Kana’…”

He nearly whimpers when he hears you moan that out, his hips thrusting up into you out of desperation. Both of you are absolutely drunk on the pleasure and words you’re sharing. You grind down on him, feeling his cock rub against your walls, tightening up as he utters more praise.

“So beautiful, just wanna make you realise that, want you to know–” Kaname interrupts himself when his dick rubs right against your g-spot, making you keen and mewl pathetically. The sensation of you around him makes it hard to stave off his impending orgasm, and his hand moves to rub your sex, intent on making you come. “Please, come for me, please, I wanna make you feel good–”

The sound of his begging and the feeling of his shaft fucking up into you finally makes you reach your peak, and you climax suddenly with a wanton moan, followed by a broken cry of his name. The look on your face makes him follow in your steps, but he quickly pulls out, cumming on your stomach instead. You whimper, feeling so empty but so good, and his essence spread on you makes you feel dirty in the best way possible.

Kaname babbles mindlessly of how good you are and how amazing he feels, finally coming down from his high. You collapse against him, and he wraps his arms around you, leaving a kiss on the crown of your head.

“Let me clean you up, hm?” He suggests to you, and you nod, absolutely exhausted. He moves to get up, but your hand wraps around his wrist, grabbing his attention.

Your tired eyes gaze up into his own as you give him a dopey smile. “I love you.”

“I love you too.” He smiles, finally feeling content.

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valeriele3 · 1 year

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Yello~ eheh. How are you?

Can I request a HC of s/o who does and design cute nail art to either Hiiro, rinne, Kaname or Kohaku 👀 honestly anyone in the crazy b or Alkaloid eheh.

What does normal au mean.

Hiiro Amagi x GN!Reader x HiMERU (separated)

Hello hellooo I'm doing alright as always! Also pls forgive me I suck at writing and this is super ooc

By normal au I meant no au's like the self-aware and yandere au. Like it's just the canon with the reader added in. (Your request is basically an example of this)

Note: I realized I didn't make it hc form when I was about to post so there's a little scenario included ig

When Hiiro found out about your passion for nail art he fully supported you even though he doesn't fully know what it means

Hiiro would be the type to accept your offer/proposal to do his nails without knowing what it means

Hiiro would sit there patiently following your commands

He would watch you work on his nails with fascination and curiosity on his eyes

Once finished, he would be beaming with happiness

Would definitely show the rest of Alkaloid the result and throw neverending praises to you, on how talented, creative, and exceptional you are.

The praises would never stop I swear

He would now always ask you to do his nails

Please don't reject him he will pout and look like a kicked puppy

Overall 10000000000/10

"S/O..I've been wondering this for a while now, but what exactly are you doing?"

"Oh! I mean, I don't mind you holding my hand but Aira's been uhm..What was the word again..? Hmm..S-spam..? Ah, Aira has been spamming my phone"

"Shh..Don't move your hand."

"Omu" bfjskdj idk how to write Hiiro's little agreeing sound thing

"Don't worry love, I'm almost done"

gasp "S/O! You called me love! The others would love to hear this!"

"Anddd done!"

"Hiiro you can look at your nails now!"

Little example:

"Woah..They look good and cute S/O!" (*≧∀≦*)

"Right right? Ehe~ I made them a little based off of the card soldiers"

"Oh! Aira would probably love to see this. Can I show it to the others?"

"Of course! Just make sure to be careful as they aren't fully dried yet"

HiMERU would act like he doesn't care and isn't paying attention to what you're doing but trust me, he is

HiMERU would also act annoyed but he isn't. And appreciates that out of all the people you could've asked to do their nails you picked him.

HiMERU would think that he isn't worthy of this attention and love you're giving him as he isn't the real HiMERU

9.5/10 would be 10/10 if he wasn't degrading himself

"HiMERU has no time for this S/O" HiMERU says in fake annoyance

"Pleaseee you say that but you willingly sat down and gave me your hand" S/O teases

"Humph. HiMERU only did so because HiMERU knew you would not stop bothering HiMERU had HiMERU not accepted."

"Hmm..You have a point..I suppose.."

"Now just sit still and let me do my work k?"

" "I" wouldn't have agreed right away but I know "he" would with no hesitation"

"Hm? What was that HiMERU?

"I- HiMERU didn't say anything. Looks like you need to get your ears checked S/O"

Sigh "You're bullying poor ol' me again..How sad..I thought we would've gotten closer now that were dating Mr. I speak in third person"

"Alright alright..Stop glaring at me. I'm finished"

"Tada~ Super cute right?" ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

Example:

"It looks alright. Not the best though"

"Wha- I worked hard on that y'know! And It's super duperrr cute!"

"Really now? HiMERU wouldn't have guessed"

"Alright that's it! I'm going to rip off those nails of yours mr!" (๑•ૅㅁ•๑)

"Hey! Don't run away from me!" (● ˃̶͈̀ロ˂̶͈́)੭ꠥ⁾⁾

"I think it's cute and I'm sure he would agree too.."

Fun Fact: Blue roses are often used to symbolize mystery or the unattainable. And in love they are commonly associated with unrequited love

I wanted to write for the others too but I may or may not have gotten lazy..

I wanted the 2nd part to be Kaname but I chose to do HiMERU a.k.a mister I pretend to be my brother

I'm so sorry if this is far from what you expected! I honestly just accepted requests to try and better my poor writing

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seaorchid · 1 year

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Dream Live || Sentient Kaname Toujou

Ah! It's the day his been waiting for..! The day were he and others can preform in 3D live through the big screen. Even through he don't physically exist in your world, with this chance. He can finally do what he always wanted to do!

His older brother have let him, have this chance as he knows what kaname been thinking since he learn, you too would watch the crazy:b dream live.

His darling producer who likes him the very moment he was introduced and made all your efforts to get the card he first appear. You were so cool! In his eyes, your his number one fan! His best fan and probably only fan.

"yeah you are my venus~"

Instead of Rinne Amagi who sing that part. It was was HiMERU (kaname) the fans was shocked by this odd turn of event as the sexy HiMERU seems to be a very cute one, that of the original HiMERU --kaname with his huge innocent smile as he offer his hand too you, while he point at your direction as his Venus. Dominating the song as the solo in this dream live.

The fans went mad in glee thinking they were the one being pointed but it's fine kaname think it doesn't matter as long your eyes is on him. Only at him!

As the live went to an end, kaname held the mic and instead of leaving with the rest. He smile and says

"___ HiMERU LOVE YOU!! " He confess with blushing face. The crowd went nuts. As they don't expect such "custom" scene to happened.

The people on the backstage, the one who handle the program don't know such error to occur, they all try to find out who hacked the system. But when the try to stop the sentient idol from confessing. The symbol of crazy:b appear on the computer. As well alkaloid. They will not let anyone stop kaname from what he wanted to do.

You on the crowd blush, you don't know what to say but the same words back. "I love you too, kaname!" You knew it can't be ore HiMERU. The adorable face of Kaname, the moment he start singing and his smile.

You know it's him. Unlike others who fan girl and simp for ore HiMERU. You scream and called his name among the crowd. " Kaname! KANAME!"

"ah~ HiMERU wants to hold your hand___~!" Kaname says as the gang finally able to crack the codes and open the hologram system. Kaname finally able to not stay in the surface of the screen and move. He slowly walks toward you, through the crowd was surprised, envious and very much simping for such rare sentient scene. They were rooting for kaname and you.

"I wanna hold kaname hand too!" You stared at him as his hologram hands reach out to held yours through it went pass your body. He still smile as he finally able to meet eye to eye to you. He lean in and give a ghostly kiss.

"HiMERU want to take you with me... " He whisper to you.

"h-huh..

You blush . "T-then free to take me!" You quickly surrender and he smile widely. His hand sparkle as he held your hand but this time he don't went pass through your body. Electric shock went through the two of you. His warm hands touch yours and slowly he circle his hands around your waist and kiss you.

"I'm glad..." He whisper as the two of you disappear. He finally able to get his beloved!

In such moment, the crowd don't know what to expect. They don't know how a person disappear. But as string of lightning went through the crowd, the logo switch appear on the screen. Natsume snap his hand and all the people on the venue all collapse. Forgetting what just happened. With magic of technology and sentient.

In the world of ensemble stars, kaname happy hugs you. He smile so happily. His so happy. He will never let you go back to your world. The moment you say yes, you agreed to the devil which is him.

"my dearest ___ shall we stay in this wonderful world~?"

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kzmeru · 1 year

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Aha I noticed your reqs were open so um... How would you feel about doing a Kaname/Reader fic where the reader is an idol and was a friend/lover of Kaname before the coma, but Kaname wakes up and they're not sure if Kaname would still love them after such a long time... And they avoid him because they're afraid of being rejected, but he still loves them even if they've changed a lot... And Kaname catches the reader later and re-confesses all his feelings to them, saying he doesn't want them to leave, and the reader accepts it.

HWLP ME THIS JS SO LONG . IM SO EMBARRASSING BYE. but if u happen to write it umm I'm sorry 😭😭😭 ahshahjdjs

- 🦦

i’d rather die than have to cry infront of you

# character : kaname tojo

— notes ; HI ! this took SO LONG IM SO SORRY but i hope this is what you expected .. i haven’t wrote anything in a hot min so it’s probably bad </3 BUT BRO THIS TURNED OUT TO BE SO LONG HELP (also kaname edit is by dailykaname on ig)

warning(s) : angst to fluff :3, idk tears are forming as i write this

"Good work, as usual, [Name]." Anzu cheered, handing you a cold glass of water. You could only return a tired smile at the Producer, as you practically chugged the drink down your throat.

Just another performance, is it not? A lump formed in your throat upon the thought of a 'performance'. Perhaps, it was something that you had wanted to stay far away from. Though, in the back of your mind, you knew that you wouldn't be able to, even if you tried.

"[Name]?" You finally heard the Producer's calls after several attempts of trying to grab your attention. Anzu gave you a look of worry, patting your back in hopes of reassurance.

"Ah, sorry… I spaced out. What's wrong?" She shakes her head, guiding you back to your personal dressing room, only to be greeted by a familiar blue-haired man.

That was Anzu's cue to leave. She politely excused herself with a bow and ran off to report the success of your performance.

"HiMERU," You gave the man a small nod. It was difficult to resist — the throbbing pain in your heart whenever you see him. You knew he isn't the person you love, and he knew that you caught on with his 'mission.'

HiMERU played his role as Kaname Tojo, your lover, the one you failed to protect. Though, all this pretending, and tricking your friends into believing that Kaname is well, felt wrong. The guilt was becoming too much to handle.

"Kaname's awake." Was all he said. Nothing else, no other explanation, leaving you in a state of multiple emotions at once.

Were you relieved? Happy? Of course, you had to be happy, right? But… why does it feel like you're more anxious than excited? Is it because it's been so long, that you're starting to doubt Kaname's love for you?

'Right, that has to be it… it has been quite a long time, hasn’t it? There's no way he'd still feel the same.' You thought, words refusing to come out of your mouth while HiMERU stood by the doorframe. He is just as shaken as you are.

"I'm… sorry, I—" Your attempt to leave immediately failed once your gaze locked with those familiar, bright yellow ones. The gaze that made you feel at home.

"[Name]…" Swearing that you heard Kaname's voice crack a little. You were scared, anxious and confused. The look on his face did not help with the extreme anxiety buried in your chest — though, the expression he had was unreadable.

"I have to go…" You simply said, hastily making your way to the other side of the building, in hopes of avoiding Kaname. 'Maybe,' you thought, 'It's for the best.'

Because things can't go back to the way it used to.

—

Kaname was confused, angry — not at you, but at himself. Why were you avoiding him? Why won't you let him talk? Did you not love him anymore?

He felt heavy. Everytime he tried approaching you, he'd be bombarded with excuses. Avoidance is something that he can't handle, especially when it comes to you.

This time, he isn't letting you get away that easily anymore.

"I'm sorry, Tojo… I can’t today. Huh? W-wait, what are you doing?!"

Kaname didn’t fail to catch the flustered look on your face when he had suddenly pushed you inside an empty room. He surpressed his giggle as your expression turned into a look of distress and panic.

"Hey! Seriously, I have to-.." You slowly gave in, growing silent as Kaname's gaze pierced into your soul. Nervously looking to the side to avoid eye contact, and to save you from the embarrassment, you swallowed the lump in your throat and motioned for the boy to speak.

"Why are you avoiding me?" He asked, with a slight shake in his voice. Was he trying to hold back his tears?

"Tojo—"

"No! My name isn't Tojo. So, stop calling me that It's Kaname, call me Kaname!" He snapped, holding you in place do that you wouldn't be able to escape.

"I just want to know why… you hate me…" Kaname looked down, hiding his face from you. He didn't want to let you catch a glimpse of the beads of tears forming in the corner of his eyes. He just wanted to know, why?

You were left speechless. Words weren't coming out, even if you attempted to speak by opening your mouth.

"…I still love you, [Name]. We loved each other! What went wrong…? Is it because I’ve been gone for so long that you found someone else?" Kaname finally found the courage to look up, tears that he had been holding back threatening to drop.

"Do you not love me anymore? Am I not 'your Kaname' anymore? Did you fall out of love?"

"Kaname,"

"I'm not accepting that! I don't want you to leave!"

"Kaname…"

"What? If you want me gone, just say it!"

"Kaname!"

There, he grew silent. He anticipated your reponse, yet, he felt scared. Are you going to leave him?

"S—…rry…" You choked out, letting the trapped tears escape. Kaname was taken aback. ‘I knew it’ he thought.

"I'm sorry! I was scared too… I didn’t know what to do! I thought you didn't love me anymore, so I avoided you to ease the pain…" You weren't even aware of how fast you spoke. It was silent for a while, until your shaking hands were comforted by Kaname's warm ones.

He scoffed, as if he was mocking you. "Are you stupid? I never even dreamt of leaving you!" A single teardrop escaped his eye, making him bury his face against the crook of your neck, his breath slightly tickling your neck.

"I love you." Kaname's embrace still felt so natural. He was warm, and made you feel so… safe.

"Nothing's changed,"

"So please, don't leave me…" He choked out a sob, relief washing all over his body when he felt your body relax against his.

"Please come back to me, [Name]…"

You sighed, placing your lips ontop of his head, giving him a quick peck before completely collpasing on the ground with his body draped against yours.

"I love you too, Kaname… I won't leave you, ever."

#🫐 crazyb #enstars x reader #ensemble stars x reader #ensemble stars #ensemble stars x y/n #ensemble stars x you #enstars #enstars x y/n #enstars x you #kaname tojou #kaname tojo x reader #kaname x reader #kaname tojo #esworks

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deepersea · 8 months

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Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: Ensemble Stars! (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Tojou Kaname | Original HiMERU/Reader Characters: Tojou Kaname | Original HiMERU, Reader Additional Tags: Love Hotels, Sharing a Bed, Friends to Lovers, Spooning, Practice Kissing, just a lot of kissing in general, Love Confessions, First Kiss, First Time, for kaname anyway, everything's a little awkward, Blackouts, Fluff and Smut, Teasing, poor kaname being flustered for 18k words, Hand Jobs, Fingering, Awkward Boners, Praise Kink, gender neutral reader, Mutual Pining Series: Part 5 of Enstars x Reader NSFW Week 2023 Summary: Online reviews. That’s what brought you here in the first place. Kaname had been so kind to look for a place to stay the night when the two of you were caught off-guard by the weather turning worse and worse and the roads getting way too dangerous to be driving. You have a feeling though that Kaname didn’t quite read anything beyond the star rating. Because as intriguing as it would be, you doubt that he would have suggested this place if he had known: You’re in a love hotel.

#nsft es!!#esxreadernsfwweek2023 #kaname tojou smut #kaname tojou x reader smut #enstars smut #ensemble stars smut #enstars x reader smut #(at long last: here it is)

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kimiwonderhoy · 6 months

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I wrote another fic! Sorry if there are any mistakes here.

Kaname Toujou x NB! Reader

Before the accident everything was fine. You and Kaname were happy that you were friends together and had each other. You could always count on each other.

When he had the status of a special student, he was like a spoiled child. But you were still friends together, at least you thought so. After losing his status as a special student, he became more ideal. After losing his status, he became an idealistic child.

You were an ideal example for future producers, you were a special student. Your parents were rich but they never paid much attention to you, at least you were a special student but you weren't cruel enough to bully other students at Reimei Academy.

We all know what kind of hierarchy was going on there; special students were always higher than ordinary students. As soon as Kaname lost his status, they began to beat him. All regular students were bullied or beaten.

At the time of the accident, you saw a crowd of angry students beating Kaname. At that moment, you ran as fast as you could to help your friend. Running into the crowd, you tried to reach Kaname and pull him out. But to no avail. The angry students pushed you and you also fell to the floor and they started kicking you.

Covering your head with your hands, you tried to get up, but apparently God decided your fate. You saw Kaname's bloody body on the floor. Your eyes filled with tears, you felt so sorry for those students who were injured during those times. You always tried to help them, helping and protecting ordinary students. But now you felt disgusted with your hopelessness. And suddenly everything became dark.

You woke up in a hospital bed. The bright light from the lamp shone into your eyes. Squinting your eyes, you tried to adjust to the bright light. As soon as you were able to think normally, the first thoughts that came to your mind were: Where am I? Why am I here? Where is everyone?

...

After you returned to normal and found out about everything that happened, you were worried about Kaname, there was no news about him, no one told you anything about him. As soon as you returned to the academy, you saw him. Kaname, but as you remembered, he asked to call him HiMERU. You ran to him and hugged him sharply and clung to him.

-HiMERU! How are you? Everything is fine? How are your wounds? I'm very sorry that I couldn't help you! Sorry..

He looked at you in bewilderment. He didn't recognize you. Or... He didn't know who you were at all. You couldn't believe it. How could he not know you? He is joking? Haha, it's just a joke, isn't it? Was he upset with you? Or not. He really didn’t remember you, did that incident really damage his brain...

...

After some time, you were able to regain your friendship with him, but he was not the same. You had no idea that this was not HiMERU at all..

...

The real HiMERU or Kaname was lying in a coma, without even having a clue that he was lying in a coma in a hospital bed. He just continued to see the dream with people. Especially with you.

In Kaname's dream:

You walked together, you were like lovebirds. Everything was too good. Kaname had no idea that this was not real. That now his older brother is living his life instead of him. He has no idea that you are just friends, but in his dream everything was different. You were a cute couple. But he was worried that it was all too unreal, but he did not delve deeper into these thoughts, enjoying your love.

What a pity to realize that lying on a damp and gray hospital bed he is having a dream where you are happy. But the harsh reality you see breaks your heart. You wanted so much to hug him and laugh with him like old times. Unfortunately, now you only have an official business relationship, nothing more. And you are naive, just like Kaname. You really suit each other very well. It hurts to hear doesn't it? When your friend lies in a coma, and you don’t even know it, just like him.

#ensemble stars #enstars #enstars x reader #ensemble stars x reader #kaname tojou #kaname toujou x reader

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knightofconcordia · 1 year

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ok slightly short slightly long boypussy Kaname ramble :} hope y'all enjoy cuz this was done on a semi-awake brain and yah

HI @rozestears THIS IS FOR YOU

afab!reader just in case people were wondering but like. practically everything in this can be up to interpretation lmfao

kanameeeeee ahhh ok bby's so trusting he won't bat an eye if you suddenly ask if you could try something more intense during sessions He knows you won't hurt him so why worry?

By "intense," he thought you meant faster, rougher etc. HOWEVER when you took out the rope that's when he got confused. "Y/N?? What's that rope for?" He asked confused. You enlightened him of its purpose, of course. Or maybe you didn't and preferred to keep him in suspense!

Whatever the case, you had quickly tied him down when he gave you the go-ahead, stripping him, and getting his wrists tied to his ankles, giving you a beautiful display of his dripping wet boypussy. If just being tied up got him like this, you bet he'd enjoy what was coming even more.

Sticking two fingers into that greedy cunt of his, you slowly pumped and scissored your fingers in and out of him. It felt like his walls were strangling your fingers every time they pushed in... "Someone's excited, huh?" He did try to voice his objections but you effectively cut them off through an orgasm. He was left panting and out of breath afterwards ♡

But you weren't done with him just yet. Kaname's eyes widened as you brought out a strap-on. You could tell what he was thinking - There's no way that would fit... Oh but he was dripping even more, if possible. You could definitely make it fit. So when you pushed the tip of the strap into his boypussy, whispering soft words of praise in his ear, you kissed his cheek as he threw his head back and his eyes rolled into his head in pleasure.

He... let his guard down too quickly. Within minutes you were rutting into him like an animal in heat, as if you were determined to breed him. As if you were going to fill him up with cum yourself. (or you actually were, since this is a fit you're reading in your head and you can do anything you want in your mind)

Let's say you did fill him up - just for the sake of breeding. His hole was left gaping and still dripping, just with both yours and his cum. His throat would be hoarse from all his whorish moans and his puffy cunt aching and overstimulated from its rough treatment

And you? Well.... let's say breeding Kaname Tojou gave you more satisfaction than expected. You anticipated you'd be doing this again soon. Very soon.

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honeybeewhereartthee · 8 months

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Coffee shop AU.

-Mayoi Ayase-

Your a regular in this coffee shop. You always there because of that one shy barista that would shy away if you stare at him far too much, or he would act a little unique when he think your not paying notice on him.

MC: hey--

Mayoi: your usual isn't it? (Favorite coffee blend)

MC: ahmm--

Mayoi, trying to get over the order as he effortlessly and put it on the table: here you go!! E-enjoy!!

MC: thank you.

Mayoi: it will be ( price )

MC: ok.

You paid him, wondering why his sure trying to get you Says quickly today. But you refuse to leave yet and seat on one of the chair in front of the counter and watch him tried to not break the cups as he seems to realize your watching him while you sip your drink.

You take out your phone and finally decided to do the thing.

MC, approach the counter: hey... Can you help me text the person I like?

Mayoi: h-huh...?! P-person y-you like...?! W-who-- ahhh I mean sure!!! *Hic...

MC:...

MC, sips drink: are you curious? (´ε｀ )

Mayoi: a-ahh... A-ahm.. I allowed to be.?? Ahm.... Ahhh...*hic.... ヘ（。□°）ヘ

MC: of course I'll show you since your going to help me! Eheh! I like this person very much, I admire them and wish go start a relationship with them but I think they don't like me back.

Mayoi: ehh... W-who-- might not like s-someone precious and charming person like you?!

MC:... So do you wanna see.?

Mayoi:...

Mayoi: take courage: if you allow someone like me. Then I will.

You show him your phone, the "picture" of the person you like.

Mayoi, staring at his face as the app that Is open is your front camera:...

Mayoi: ⁄(⁄ ⁄•⁄-⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄ y-you ... Y-you like me?!

MC: I like you! Please notice me!!

Mayoi:...

Mayoi: *faints.

- Kaname Tojou -

MC: hey do you know what's the most perfect blend in the world?

Kaname: obviously! I know its--

MC: it's you and me!

Kaname: obviously not--

Pause for a moment.

Kaname: was that a pick up line? (｡・//ε//・｡)

MC: u dunno. Who knows. Was it? Ahaha. *Tries to run away because of failed pick up line.

Kaname: hey!!! Y-you... Don't flirt and run away!!

MC:... But it failed.

Kaname: sorry for the latte response...

MC: ehehe.. coffee puns..

Kaname: hey! (´ε｀ ) I'm not done yet!

MC: oh okii.

Kaname: d-do you want an Expresso in such blend because I would like to express how I like the blend of you and I.

MC: ...S-smooth. (｡・//ε//・｡)

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honeybeewhereartthee · 1 year

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Kaname is really happy for your acceptance!!

Based on this post.

Certain someone will beat you up if you try to NTR his little brother. do take it such a warning

#ensemble stars #ensemble stars x reader #enstar x reader #enstar #HiMERU #kaname Toujou X reader #kaname Toujou #Kaname tojou x reader

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sugarsweb · 1 year

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Kaname Tojou x GN!Reader

JEALOUS. Kaname is back in your life after all these years. However, things have changed... or have they? (Originally posted Sep 22nd)

Contains : Light angst, self doubt (Kaname), mutual pining, not proofread

Word Count : 1.7k

The wind blew through Kaname’s hair as he walked through ES Square, his eyes scrutinising his surroundings. This is the first time in years that he steps into what will lead him towards his dream, and along with that, towards you. He learned over social media that you worked as a producer - his childhood best friend had attained their dream that the two used to talk about all the time!

He couldn’t imagine how much time had passed and how much the both of you had changed. Kaname shakes his head to get rid of the lingering nervousness that weighs his shoulders down, gripping his bag tighter. A producer was supposed to be meeting him here, at the glass doors of the tall building, but they were nowhere in sight. He was about to text them once again to let them know that he had arrived, until his eyes settled on a figure through the doors, talking to a certain blue-haired man who looked exactly like him.

“Y/N?” He mutters to himself. As if you heard him, you stop midway through your sentence and turn to look through the glass doors, locking your gaze with Kaname’s. He sees your lips mutter his name, your eyes widening before you make a mad dash towards him.

Kaname feels frozen in place as you swing the doors open, launching yourself into his arms as you yell his name.

“Oh my god, you’re alive! You’re awake!” You’re rushing your words out at lightning speed, and Kaname’s mind has just registered that you’re real, and you’re in his arms. One of his hands slips to the back of your neck and the other against your back as he pushes your body against his even more - he feels you against his fingertips and everything is so real. “How long have you been back for?! When did this happen?”

He chuckles, burying his face into your hair. His response is muffled but you can still understand him as he says, “For a few months.”

You finally calm down after a bit, letting your hold on your lifelong friend go, and you finally look him in his eyes. He smiles down at you, the hand at the back of your neck playing with a few strands of your hair. The moment between you two is broken as someone behind you clears their throat, and upon looking up, it’s HiMERU.

There’s a moment of awkwardness before Kaname breaks it, greeting his brother. “Hi.” They had both seen each other previously, talking together when Kaname had woken up from his coma. HiMERU had helped him back onto his feet, but now that the both of them were in ES Square, how would things work out?

“HiMERU!” You exclaim - you sounded nearly hurt. “Why didn’t you tell me about this?”

“HiMERU thought it’d be better to let Kaname take things at his own pace.” He explains, not breaking eye contact with him. “HiMERU didn’t want him to overwhelm himself.”

You nod, and look back to Kaname. After so many years of laying in that damn hospital bed, he’s skinny and out of shape due to such a long period of inactivity, but he still looks like the most beautiful man you’ve ever laid eyes on. Taking his hand, you shake him out of his stupor and smile up at him.

“Why don’t we catch up? I’ll take the day off.” You suggest, then turn to the other man. “Crazy:B will be fine without me for a day, right HiMERU?”

“Sure.” He says.

Kaname nods, intertwining his fingers with yours. It feels natural. After saying goodbye to his brother, the two of you set off for a nearby cafe, sitting down at one of the outdoor tables and drinking in the sunshine.

The light hits you at just the right angle, a golden halo on top of your hair, making you seem like an angel in Kaname’s eyes. A small blush forms across his cheeks and he covers the lower half of his face with his hand, desperately trying to cover his lovesickness up. Even after all these years, nothing has changed. To distract himself from his overflowing feelings, he decides to ask you about something on his mind.

“So, you produce Crazy:B?”

You take a sip of your smoothie and nod. “Yes, have been for a bit now. Everyone,” and he swears he hears a mutter of an ‘except Rinne’ in there, “has been cooperating very well. Working with your brother has been a pleasure.”

In your mind, you meant those words as a polite courtesy. In reality, working with HiMERU had been quite difficult for you - sure, he was kind and mature and a lot of things, but he reminded you too much of your friend, the man you loved desperately.

In Kaname’s mind, he thought that he was being replaced by his brother. Did you fall for HiMERU instead…? He can’t blame you. His brother had been a constant presence in your life, unlike him. There was no way he had a chance with you.

For the rest of the evening, the two of you talk about everything and nothing - mostly you talking about your experiences as a producer, and Kaname talking about his rehabilitation experience. As the day came to an end, you two went your separate ways, promising to see each other the following day.

And so you did, and the day after that, and then the day after that too.

But every time Kaname met up with you, you were always around HiMERU, always standing next to him too close for comfort. He always caught you talking to him in hushed whispers that he could never catch - were you talking about him?

He hated this feeling - the pure jealousy he felt when he looked at the two of you together. He was green with envy and he despised it; you deserved happiness, and if HiMERU makes you happy, then…

…Then you’ll never know how Kaname feels, and it’ll eat him up inside forever.

But he can’t risk your friendship, so he lets it happen. However, you know him well - too well, sometimes.

“What’s wrong?” You ask him one day, sitting back at the cafe where you first took him out to when you had your reunion. He nearly chokes as he realises you can see right through him.

“What do you mean?” He gulps nervously, setting his drink down.

“You’ve been acting off lately. Every time HiMERU and I meet up with you, you go so quiet or you glare at some poor piece of garbage on the ground until it’s just the…” Halfway through your sentence, it finally clicks in your mind, “...the two of us- are you… jealous?”

Your smirk nearly kills Kaname because god, who let you be so attractive and unfortunately perceptive? He tries to continue playing it off, but you stand your ground.

“I have no clue what you’re talking about.”

“Oh, c’mon, you’re jealous of HiMERU and I, aren’t you?” At this point, you’re leaning over the table, your head resting on your hand as you try not to laugh.

“I’m not-” You give him an eyebrow raise, “-okay. Fine, I am.” He sighs sadly at the end of his sentence, frowning at the cup in his hand, and your smirk drops and all hints of playfulness evaporate suddenly.

“Kaname, please look at me.” He keeps his gaze on the cup, “please.”

His eyes snap to yours, and you smile sweetly at him, thinking to yourself that those are the exact same eyes you fell in love with all those years ago.

“Talk to me, what’s going on?” Your hand rests on the table, inviting him to intertwine his fingers with yours once again. You both think to yourselves, the feeling is natural.

Well, Kaname thinks to himself, it’s now or never.

“I don’t really know how to say this.” He says, looking over to your hands. “I just… seeing you and HiMERU together reminds me that things have changed and will probably never be the same ever again, that I missed my shot to tell you my feelings- I feel like everything is messed up.”

You listen attentively as he continues, but not without giving him a comforting squeeze of your hand.

“Seeing you stand so close to him, I always think that it could’ve been me.” Kaname finally musters the courage to look you in the eyes. “I- I just- I want you all to myself. I want to be the one close to you, I want to hold you and spend time with you always.”

The invisible weight on his shoulders is lifted as he finally confesses, but another is added as he awaits your rejection.

“You’re right, things have changed and nothing will be the same,” you start to speak, and he feels his heart nearly shatter, “but my feelings for you haven’t.”

And just like that, his heart is pieced back together, little by little, and you continue.

“HiMERU and I are close because besides Kohaku, he’s the most mature and easy to talk to about plans of Crazy:B to. But that has nothing to do with my feelings for him- fuck, seeing him with the same colour of hair and the same colour of eyes hurt so bad because they weren’t your eyes. I could get lost looking at them forever.”

“To keep it simple, HiMERU and I’s relationship is strictly professional. He doesn’t want anything with me, and I don’t want anything with him, I want it with y-”

Kaname nearly knocks over his chair as he stands up abruptly and leans over the table to cover your mouth with his free hand, the other tightening its grip around your own. You blush at the sudden contact and it feels like his eyes are boring into yours, looking deep into your soul.

“I love you.” He says before you can even properly confess. “I’ve loved you for years, I want you so badly.”

He can feel your smile spreading across your face, and he lowers his hand so he can see your entire being brighten up.

You suddenly grab the neckline of his t-shirt, pulling him down to connect his lips with yours in a desperate and clumsy kiss - but everything is still perfect. His lips feel like they mould perfectly into yours, like they were meant to be there, and when you finally feel your lungs desperately begging for air, you break apart.

“I love you too, Kaname.”

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honeybeewhereartthee · 2 years

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MDD MINI CORNER: DEAR SLEEPING BEAUTY

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|| Kaname Toujou || CHILDHOOD YEARS

He remember when he was still in elementary years, you come to his school very late in the year. You brought nothing but your doll to school.

You were his new seatmate and new friend who would always back him up if someone tried to sass him out and help him with his homework that he thought are from hell.

He never understand how you know hell's language (subject he hates) and willing to sacrifice your brain cell to teach him the lesson the teacher isn't able to make him understand.

You were so cool in his eyes, he never know if your human or not because your always smile at him and never seems to bother how others says bad words against you.

but you broke down crying and crying till your eyes dry out the moment your doll went missing and you two found him with the limbs pulled off and stuffing out. It was the first time he saw you, show emotions like a normal kid would.

"I-its ok... Please don't cry--" he tried to comfort you but you only cried, hugging the ruined doll in your arms.

"Please don't cry mc... I'll cry too wuwuwuuuu." He did cried along with you, but you stopped crying when he started to tear up.

You look at him with dull eyes, you reach out to your pocket to get your hand towel to dry his tear away before yours.

"Don't cry kana." You mumble with smile that never reach your eyes. You take out a sewing kit from your bag even through you said the doll is beyond help, you fix the doll without a sweat, but kaname saw you having a nosebleed and being so pale as sheet.

He don't understand how fixing a doll would cause someone to be sick but it took you an hour to fix the doll like it's never ruined in the first place.

MC:"shall I escort you home?"

Kaname: "But MC you don't look well..."

MC: "it's ok, you don't have to worry about me. It's normal thing."

You then held his arm and smiling as you escort him back home.

The next day he heard some of the students he is sure is involved with bullying you, were beaten up by someone when they were out playing so late in a arcade center.

Their family suddenly involved in some crime he don't know what to describe since his so young that time but he did remember it's about drugs and stuff.

Many student and teacher whisper as you come to school with someone who seems to be a highschool student, a stranger with long brown hair and green eyes. He heard that You call him mama.

"You really did a witch trail to them just because of that ?" He heard the friend of yours said, you only chuckle as you waved the friend of yours off. "It's not just that we both know it's not simple case... through... Thank you mama. Hopefully you won't mention this to Kanata. I don't know how long I would stay. I owe you one through." You act like a mature adult not a child. He wonder if you even know how a kid should act.

when you saw him, you happily went to class with him. Not mentioning the stranger ever again. He don't see him after that day either way. So he was quickly forgotten about him.

That week there's a class play about sleeping beauty, unfortunately neither the two of you were the main cast. But you did handle the custom since you made a deal with the teacher.

It was odd because you act it's normal but you gain money to invited him to lunch after the teacher reluctantly paid you some cash he never know kids could get-- with you buying whatever he wanted for lunch.

"Woah really? 🥺" He never experienced someone would willingly to pay for his lunch or he could eat what he want all and not pay.

"MC! Your the best! Your my bestest friend! I Love youuu." He hugs you happily as the two of you eat to your heart content.

"I Love you too kana! Your my bestest best friend!" You happily hug him back.

The two of you enjoy the food but you then talk about the play: " what do you think of sleeping beauty?" You ask him out of the blue. "I don't know. It seems a good fairy tale. Being able to waken from deep sleep because of a kiss." He nom some delicacy that he can't eat before since he don't wanna buy food from canteen for other reason.

"... The real story that isn't filtered out is disgusting through." He heard you mumble which made him look up from the food his busy eating. "What." He ask confuse what you meant.

"Nothing." You smiled as if you don't say anything. Since he knows you speak weird sometimes that it's normal. He let you be. His a good best friend that won't judge you after all. Ùwú.

"Hey kana what if you suddenly become sleeping beauty? Who do you want to kiss you to waken up?" You giggle as you try to imagine him being one, wearing a sleeping beauty outfit as well. "Kana would be cute in a dress." You added.

"Ehh. But does it really need to include me in a dress too?" He think it's very unmanly to wear a dress. "Yes! it's buy one take one (ùwú)" you claimed in.

Kaname: "Ehhh. That's so unfair 😢 I want to be the prince charming then!"

MC: "Too bad, you can only have the sleeping beauty spot." 😚

Kaname: "what? Who takes the prince charming spot...???? I don't hear anything about this 😰😢"

MC: "I'm the proofs director. I say you take the sleeping beauty part. You will or else I will not stop hugging you!" You hugged him and leech on his side.

You then giggle and he realize your were just joking and he start to laugh with you. Enjoying such moment of peace together, he smiled happily.

He want to enjoy such moment with you and his happy memories.

He want to be locked in such memories and never want to wake up.

A world where there's no problem and only good memories.

He felt someone held him hand and he hear a voice from somewhere in his mind.

"Kana it's nice to see you again....

"Please wake up soon....

"dear sleeping beauty...

When will you wake up...?

A/N A side story showcasing in the point of view of Kaname Toujou in the memories of his childhood with you.

Yes there's a continuation of this side story.

PS: remember at the chapter where Rinne and Niki (in the main story) is introduced, I briefly mentioned, your coworker who pulled a prank on you end up traumatized? Yes you have bottom line. You did said to Tatsumi who claim your an angel your a demon instead of an angel. There's a reason and it's very thick. Your mama's child after all Ùwú.

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seaorchid · 1 year

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Trigger x End | Kaname Toujou

Once upon a tale, there was a two couple. One is called Kaname Toujou and the other is called ??? They were a very cute couple.

They often have a cute date and alike. But alas good time never last, as the end have come for them.

The world at its final hour. But the devil who wish to end all humanity saw the two and can't help but strick a deal with ???

To be the source of end but to be with the one another. It was an odd deal but alas, ??? Have agreed so they could save the one they love and the loath they have for the people who did their love harm, just because he wish to shine as a bright star. And so the end game have began.

Kaname who suffered and was in a coma for a long while finally awaken, not remembering anything but seeing the person who smile as they seat beside the bed, happy to see him finally awake.

"kana~ I'm glad your awake~" the stranger (who's name he forgotten yet he felt so close and attach to the stranger) softly kiss his forehead. "Who... Who are you?" He mumble as a soft blush appear on his cheeks.

"Me? Well... I'm just me. " The stranger seems to refuse to tell their name. He was so curious why would they hide it.

But alas the unknown bound and pull they have made him stick with them, he would held their hand, blushing like a young boy in love as they walk in the ruined land, searching for survival or searching for the unknown.

They walk through city to city, holding each other hand. Sharing warmth under one blanket and telling tales he have forgotten.

Oh the happy times. He wish it could last but curiosity kills the cat as he cannot handle not knowing his beloved name.

"i-... What's your name? Please. Please I swear I won't ask again once you told me." he and you are on top of a busy city, a lively city at the time of end. One of the surviving cities.

That you two need to destroy

"ahaha~ kana is so cute! Your a curious one indeed... I wanted to spend more time doing couple thing with you in this round but alas... It's time." You smile so sweetly as the fireworks behind you start to explode in the sky.

"hah...? Wha... What does supposed to mean...?" He suddenly felt intensely dread, he don't understand it. Why does he felt this way?

"My name is Yuu. And I will meet you again later kana. I love you" They give a soft kiss in his lips before they suddenly turn into beautiful sakura petals covered with blood, spilling into him, drying him red.

"Y-yuu...? YUU?!.W-WHA.???? ahhhh.. m-my Yuu.. ?? Why... Ahhhhh...

NONONONONONONO...

NOOOOOOOO!!"

Oh the angst he felt as memories flash in his mind, the pain in his heart as he remembers the feeling of watching them go... Watching them parish once again because of his curiosity... Oh such curiosity that will trigger the end.

Oh the innocent soul who thought they survive the catastrophe suddenly all don't know the danger of a angst full living bomb. And they all went with a boom

Good bye unfortunate souls..

once again another city have fallen. No souls but one have manage to survive.

And it's no other than Kaname who once again forgot everything. Lying in the ground, hugging what is left of his love.

.Not from afar the devil brought another form, a copy, a medium of Yuu. The trigger. The yuu in their new body run toward kaname in worry, they can't help but felt sadness from the sight of his angst face, yet they cannot do anything.

This is their life now a trigger and a bomb of the end. To wake up kaname and those hateful human suffer for being too pitiful to accept kaname and do him wrong. They glare at the hateful devil who only smile as he stare at them with his blue eyes, shark like teeth shows as he chuckled.

"It's a deal isn't it? Fufu... Such a cute pitiful couple.." he was saying more but Yuu don't listen and carried kaname on their back and start their journey once again.

"Give us more time this time, ok?"

"That's not my control. A human will always be curious, little one."

"Shut the fuck up. I know your just excited to end the world."

"Fufu. I am here to reset the humanity after all... After all I am the devil of the end. And you two are my weapons. Mg pitiful adorable couple I truly love watching from the shadows..."

Yuu already walk fast to ignore the devil whisper. They want to put kana on a bed already than listen to this bitch.

"who are you?" The cycle once again continue and it will continue till there's nothing left but them.

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honeybeewhereartthee · 1 year

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MDD MINI CORNER DEAR SLEEPING BEAUTY: MC who do you love more? Me or that doll?"

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"MC!MC!" He called you as you two meet up again, he look at you and the doll your holding, he unconsciously glare at the doll remembering what you said.

"MC =3=" he pout as he held your arm, pushing the doll away which made you raise a brow as you put mayoi in your free hand. Safely making sure he won't fall off.

"Kana you'll make me drop mayoi>:(" you joked as he hmmp in reply as he continue hug you, glaring again at the doll.

"But MC your doll is taking space meant for me =3=." He complained.

" Your very shameless. But sure sure if you says so." You rolled your eyes but chuckle and let him have his ways.

Saying sorry as you put mayoi to your bag, giving him a kiss in the forehead before locking it

It been few days since he become self aware of his situation

"...MC who do you love more? Me or that doll?" He felt jealous you care more about the doll. "Ooh. Mayoi--" you simple answer.

"*GASP!!!"

he cannot believe what he hear.

He felt heart break.

the world is nothing but pain.

He don't wanna live anymore--

All he cares about loves someone else--

"because I love dolls and his my family, the one that is there for me before I meet kana, then Kana... Because your the only human I care about. At least the most important from the rest." You added after you see him dramatically fall in the floor, tears threatening to fall from his eyes and scream you bully for the world to hear.

"You both are equally important to my life. I would do anything to make sure you'll be fine." You pat his head, smiling warmly. Your words held a promise.

"...hmmp. it doesn't matter, Im still mad. =3=" he lied as he look away but continue to hogs you for himself.

You just laugh as the two of you Enter his house, it's weekend so you two decide to play at his house since his parents is out again.

You two went to his childhood room again and seat up the table. You take out the art supply you borrowed few months back. You forget about it and just remember it just now.

"Sorry I used haft of it." You apologize as you return the item that are not used before in almost all used up state. You can't help it. Your doing commission.

"I draw those as an apology." You show older kaname image with a bit longer hair than HiMERU. "WOAH!" He look at the drawing and his eyes sparkle at how beautiful it is.

"Is this me-- wait does that mean you saw me?!" He felt embarrassed as he tried to think when you meet him without him knowing.

" Duhh. Of course sleeping beauty."

"Uwahhh. Your calling me sleeping beauty again! W-wait-- did it mean you saw me when I'm still in coma!? NNOOO I PROBABLY LOOK DULL AND NOT SPARKLE!!" he cried complaining that you and him could meet in the future in better settings.

"Lol, you look fine through. Since HiMERU still take care of you either way."

"H-hiMERU? O-oh... D-do y-you m-mean... B-big brother?!" He suddenly felt scared in the idea of his big brother taking care of him. He knows his a disappointment!

"Wuwuu... Big brother hates me? Cause I'm a problem child?" He cried childishly.

"Your big brother is very worried about you." You told him the truth.

That when every Doctor want to give up on him, his brother continue to hope that he will still able to wake up.

"I..." Tears fall from his eyes feeling emotional. "Wuwuu... Would big brother hate me for sleeping for so long?" He cried in your arms.

"You could always ask him that once you wake up or ask the present HiMERU." Speaking of HiMERU you never seen HiMERU at all.

"...I... I don't know wheres my big brother is." He honestly forget how he meet his big brother, he just now his big brother become a part of his life and someone willing to support him through his quite strict with him but his big brother care so much for him. He went all his way to learn to be an idol along side him.

"Hm..." You wonder why kana called HiMERU big brother, won't that mean HiMERU come first then?? But where is HiMERU?

"Kaname? Are you home? ... Do you have friends with you?" The two of you stop chatting when you heard someone speak from the front door.

"..." You watch kaname being conflicted about answering.

"Y-yes. I'm home dad! With my precious person!" He answered back to the person. You take bite of the cookie in the table as you hear the person climb upstair and slowly the door open.

"Oh why hello there--" his father that seems to remind you of both kaname and HiMERU peak from the door. His eyes widen at the sight of you.

"????" You look confuse at him. You wonder why his staring at you like your a life saver.

"This is MC my best friend! Ehehe!" Kana introduce you to his father not realizing something is up with his father.

"M-MC... That child ....from [ Shinkai ] ?" You look at kana dad and act dumb "ehh... Who's that."

"I... Could I perhaps ask you a favor ...?" He seems hopeless, kana don't know what's up with his father and why does he seems to know you.

"Ehh... But it would cost you." You chuckle. "I... I'll pay anything... Please..." He almost went to his knees.

"What's going on...? MC?? Do you know dad?" Kana don't know what's up with his father, he never seen his father act so oddly with people before.

"Nope never seen him before." You said full of honestly.

"K-kaname... Could you get some refreshments? I need to talk to your friend... It's very important matter..." kana father felt his youngest child shouldn't hear the topic and command him to get something while he talks to you.

"Ehh. But there's food here..." Worried about the situation he barely understand, his reluctant to leave you.

"It's ok kana. I know self defense." You says as kana pout to leave you along but still did after his dad raise a slipper.

"I'll be right back; dad better not do anything to MC!" He quickly run to get what's order to him.

When he come back after 5 minutes as his trying to get the juice in the upper freezer with his small height, he almost slipped as he run back with the juice just to make sure he can see what's up with his father and you.

When he come back he saw his father leaving his room in hurry to get something in another room.

"Did you run or something?" You ask him as he open the door, he put the juice to the table and look at you seeing if there's something messing or problem, seeing nothing is wrong he sigh in relief.

"I'm worried father would suddenly have interest in you, I don't want MC to be my second mom!" He cried out to your arms again. "MC is mine! Huhu..." He added.

"Huuhhhhhhh?!" You almost want to hit his head for his absorb thoughts.

"Wuwwu... I see many of those ok. I read some novels and its very famous genre..." He reasoned. "...bruh...." You hopelessly sigh. Your worried what kind of books his been reading in the future.

"That's not it. He wanted me to fix someone." You answer him honestly.

"Fix someone? Are you a doctor or something ..." He don't know what kind of work you have so his not sure if you are one or not in the future.

As you said that kana father enter the room bringing in a box.

"...his here..." He carefully put the box in front of you, he then seat across the table with worried look in his face.

"What's that." He peak over your shoulder as you carefully open the box. Your eyes narrowed at the sight of the content.

"What... Happened to him?" Your voice become very scary, kana never see you be angry about something, when he look at the box more, you close it before he can peak.

"=3= I was still looking, no need to hide it. Hmmp" he complained.

"I... Because I'm a bad father.... I don't know what my child felt... It's too late when I discovered it..." Kana father cried, your gaze don't filter.

"Heh..." You words full of mocking and insult.

"Your lucky that your kanas father or else I wont stop myself from breaking your 205 bones :)" you smiled.

"Eh... Why ???" Kana tags you wanting to know why your suddenly angry to his father.

"MC! You can't do that!" He pout. You look at him with shifted gaze from anger to soften one.

"Why's that kana?" You entertained him. You won't get mad to kana or be mad at him for his father stupidity. Cause kana is kana. His father sin is his father not kana's.

"Because maybe he could be your father too one day!" He shamelessly says with tint in his cheeks. "Don't you always says I love you back to my I love you? Won't that mean where in relationships since long ago <3?" He added with a wide innocent smile.

He thought about the feelings that been bothering him long before he become self aware, when he become self aware and remember the books force upon by his friends like Jun. That feelings is love right?

He felt so happy when he remembers you always say you love him. It mean you felt the same too~ ehehe.' he thought as he hugs you not even looking what kind of face your having now.

"....????!!!"-kana's father / You.

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A/N: and So MC realize the consequences of saying words that is normal to dolls but is a commitment for humans

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There always that time in our childhood when we start to have our first crush. In simple gesture and important others think and care for you is one of reason one can like someone.

(Or maybe in weird way if your masochist and like someone bullying you) kaname who always showered by your care and love (for best friends) is one of those young lad who would experience such odd thing called first crush/love.

"Kana~ kana do you need help in your assignment?" You ask him with a bright smile.

"I--..." He look at you who suddenly have flowers all over the background. He don't know if his seeing things or that it's just head playing tricks on him as his face felt warm and heart beating oddly fast than the usual.

"...lol what's up with you?" You chuckle noticing his silence and distancing while covering haft of his face out of embarrassment.

"N-nothing..." He don't know whats up with himself either. You look at him for a while before you decide to let him be. "We can go to my house and we can answer our homework together!" He suggested, you thought about it and nodded.

The two of you then go to the parking zone of your school where the bike where you borrow from your work place with basket and a seat for a second person. Putting the bag where mayoi is to the basket, securing it to place so it won't fall off. You look at kaname who is staring at you quite oddly.

"Wanna go to a date ride?"

"D-DATE?" he almost went mad red because of your wording.

"Ooh. We can call it bonding time too. If you don't like the word date. Since I can borrow the bike and return it when I'm back to work later. We can still scroll around the town and sight seeing before it." You hummed while you remove the bike anti thief lock.

"I... Wanna go with this date ride~!" Kaname thought about it suddenly his mind went to the thought like in the movies where people go in a bike ride and have a fun time. His eyes sparkle and nodded his head, he put his things in the basket beside your bag.

He went to your side quickly as you road the bike awaiting him to ride behind you. "Hold tight ok?" You said.

"ok!" Through he says that he froze at the thought being able to hug you but then you notice his hesitant and made him circle his arms around your waist for safety. "Silly kana. You should hold on to me like this. I don't know what I'll do if you fall off and hurt yourself." You playfully bloop nose. "S-sorry! I'll hold onto you tight then!"

"Let's goo~" you said as you start pedalling away. While in the ride the two of you passes many houses, kids, adults and beautiful scene. Since you guys are sent home early, the two of you manage to go around the town, going to the busy street as Kana point at the wide screen in the building showing an idol unit.

"Mommy really love that idol. I wanna be an idol like him so mommy would love me too. Cause I'll sparkle like him~" he told you with a sweet grin.

"... sparkle idol huh..." You wonder why your connected too many idols in your life. So many sparkle idols/star. It's like a universe around you.

He turn to look at you who seems silent for a while. "D-do you not... like idols?" He wonder if you and his mother are opposite, he wonder if he upset you for speaking out his dream.

"you'll be a very sparkling idol one day, I'm sure of it!" He saw you look at him with the brightest smile, as if your words would be a fact. A certain future that been predetermined by fate.

"If one really wish to be or do something. We well have a will to do the things other think are impossible. But I believe that one day you (will wake up and) surely become a sparkling idol!" You added.

"Really?!" He felt so happy his best friend believe in him! he can't help but smile as the two of you continue to road around town again. He held onto you tighter with a smile that seems to never leave his face. He felt warm inside, he don't understand the feeling he felt at the moment but he felt so happy. 'ill be a sparkling idol, that would make my mother love me so much like she did to idol she love and MC would support me--' he thought about the future, such moment memories flash in his mind---

"I would like to sing with you in the same stage tatsumi --"

"big brother, I'm doing great... You don't have to worry about it--

"I wanna see MC and make them watch me sparkle like a star--

...

"was all my dream... Going to end like this??"

"I'm sorry mother, I'm sorry big brother... I'm sorry tatsumi... MC I failed you..."

He could hear his own voice speaking in his head, memories he don't know existed, faceless people come in mind like pouring water to unstable container.

he suddenly let go of his grip in you. He felt sick and his head have a splitting headache.

"--KANA?!" He saw the worried face of yours as you luckily grip his hand before he fall off the bike. The worried look in your face, he only felt disappointed because you'll be disappointed in him.

His failure to do a revolution. To be a sparkling idol. His nothing but a failure and a liar to his big brother who wish the best of him.

"I... Remember... "He mumble as he slowly lost consciousness, the revolution that his probably the same as you.

A [ Time Traveller ]-- he thought your just a chuni but with all those memories he knows it's probably the truth. A truth he want to hide from... he want lock himself in the past, in a lie.

Yet you are here for different reason.

He wishes he don't remember such awful memories.

He want to lock himself in a wonderful dream and never want to wake up.

Yet he can never run away. Crying to his sleep your voice is the last thing he heard as he is swallowed by memories.

A/N: this mini series would come to an end in few more chapter. Yes I HC that kana don't wake up because he lock himself in the memories of happy times where he won't disappoint others yet or something. In the next chapter his going to be self aware about it but would he decided to face his future than stay in the past? Btw many days passes by present time

Spoiler: HiMERU doll would appear in the remaining chapters ùwú

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There were times where he notice how odd you act. Through it's not a shock already since your a unique individual and his not judging you (maybe a bit but it's out of concern). you would always would ask him about the story "sleeping beauty" ever since the play. As if it's a new obsession of yours (added to your doll fantastic self) and about complicated stuff his young mind can't process well.

"Hey~ kana~ I finally found you ~ " you said as you come out of the corner and saw him hiding under the table. you and him were playing hide and seek.

You said that you and mayoi are the It. Through he still new to the fact you always treat your doll like a person, he won't tell you off since his your best friend and he accept even how crazy you are! Even if the world would say your mental, he will say your sane. :D.

"Aww, your so good playing hide and seek!" He pout as he come out from his hiding spot.

You chuckle as you reach to pat his head. "there, there. You'll able to hide longer next time."

"Nyooo swawp!" he grumble as you ruined his cool hair style that his mom made for him.

"Ahaha. Sorry." You apologize as you take out a comb to fix his hair to what it use to look like. "There. (Ùwú)/" you said as you look at your master piece.

"Anyway time to go home. Let me escort you home, little boy." You offer your hand to kana.

"MC! We're the same age! :V" he complained as he once again being treated as a kid, yet he accepted your hand.

"If you say so, sleeping beauty." You chuckle as you change your nickname for him. "It's either kaname or Kana, hmmp! =3=" he pout not liking either of the nickname.

You and him walk away from the classroom into the street. Holding hands as you escort him back home. He smiled happily as he hold your hands. Through he question why it felt odd how warm it is.

It never occur to him that he can felt warm in a dream...

What...

this is A dream...????

Why do I think so...?????

He froze on his step as his mind tried to calm his own thoughts.

"Kana???" You called him out of his internal crisis. Your smile and the beautiful sunset behind made his mind clear of the thought he once have as he is left dazzle feeling he felt in his chest.

"Hmm..." You hummed as you lean closer toward him, making him back away in unconscious response.

He suddenly felt embarrassed to look at you as he felt his cheeks warm up. You look behind you and saw the sunset.

"I heard about this before. Could it be you think I was pretty because of the sunset?" You jested with a teasing chuckle.

"...I--" he gulped suddenly his lost for words. It seems that you are able to read his mind! "MC! D-DONT tell your a mind reader now!" When he finally found his voice again, he voice out his new discovery.

"Of course not, sleeping beauty. I'm a [ time Traveller ] not a mind reader." Your response seems full of joke, so he take it as a joke. Seeing you laugh like it's one of your silly nonsense he never really take it at heart.

He only pout as you tease him more along the way. He look at the hand that still hold his, he smiled sheepishly since you still held his hand and won't let go till you both arrive at his house. "Ok, go inside now. Have a good night and sleep well. Remember to wake up tomorrow cause I'm waiting to spend more time with you." Letting go of his hand made him frown but seeing you smile as you watch him come inside his house made him forget what made him frown and happily nodded his head. "Okii! Good night to you too, MC!" Entering his house. He once again hear voices in his head.

"Is there any improvement (censored)?"

"...his finger move just a bit... (Censored) is it really safe for you to continue to do this?

"(Censored) is greatly worried. (Censored) don't think others would love to know what you do in your pass time since a month ago..."

"It be our dirty little secret, don't go telling others now or we aren't going to be able to wake the sleeping beauty."

"Sleeping beauty... Huh. (Censored) think if his beloved (censored) really a sleeping beauty. You could always kiss him awake."

"Sadly your basing that to the filtered fairy tale. The real story of grim have the sleeping beauty end up with her waking up on her own after hundred years of being asleep."

"...yet you still went for a far length to wake him up. Testing a theory without proof of succession. Failing will cause your dare ending..."

"Ok smartass. I dont fail ok. Now write the lottery number of this date."

"... Fine. (Censored) cannot believe you would use this theory to scam the system for money."

"WHY DO YOU LOOK LIKE IM LIKE (CENSORED)? YOUR LUCKY YOU LOOK LIKE (CENSORED) AND A (CENSORED)."

"(Censored) is glad for that case then. Because (Censored) heard you knock (censored) because your called a glutton by him."

"...your words and face really do be different huh."

"... Let's go. It's late already."

Kaname look around confuse But he found no one. He did feel like chuckling about how silly the voices in his head is.

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