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fairchilds-glasses · 18 days
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To help you during this grieving time, have a Transfem Juniper living with Rachel AU
Rachel is absolutely so supportive in whatever Juniper needs. She wants to buy more clothes to try out different styles? Rachel will buy it. More makeup to feel less dysphoric? Rachel will buy it. But not only is she supportive, she’s protective as all hell. At a store, someone made a transphobic comment to Juniper. Safe to say, Rachel almost went to jail that day.
Rachel is literally the most supportive parent out there, anything Juniper wants she’ll get without hesitation and of course she’s extremely protective. When someone made a transphobic comment at Juniper Rachel didn’t hesitate, she wasn’t even thinking about the consequences of her actions she was just thinking about protecting Juniper, luckily she didn’t end up in jail but 3rd times the charm right? 😂
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barclaysangel · 3 months
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(I found this and thought It was funny😭)
This Is one of the medical papers Leo gets after he has his top surgery and him, Juniper, Jake, and Jules all laugh their asses off at It for ten minutes😭
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They were just laughing hysterically for so long. When they managed to stop, Juniper said that she couldn't wait to get hospitalized for transgender too and then they all bursted out laughing again XD
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the-carlos-cow-eyes · 3 months
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Transfem Juniper Wheeler AU
When Juniper finally comes out to her, Lexy does everything in her power to be as supportive as possible. She knows that she wasn’t the most supportive before about the LGBTQ+ community and that was what Juniper very nervous to come out to her, so Lexy wanted to change that. She did research, gave her some of her clothes, did her makeup, etc. Whenever Juniper has body dysphoria, Lexy always did what she could to help her. The first time it happened when Lexy was around, she took Juniper to get hair extensions for her. Juniper tested with her style and decided to go for shoulder length hair for the time being. Lexy complimented her girlfriend constantly and even taught her different braids and ponytail styles for her to do.
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(Yes imma be using gifs of her fc now for these headcanons, shhhhh)
Omg, yessss! Lexy being one of her biggest supporters Is so cute! I love this!
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silvershewolf247 · 22 days
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Lexy: Hey Andy, can you listen to this song I wrote for Juniper and tell me what you think?
Andy: What's it called?
Lexy: "Juniper".
Andy, sarcastically: Wow, a song named after a girl. There aren't a million of those already.
Lexy: Name 20!
Andy: "Rosanna", "Roxanne", "Michelle", "Allison", "Sarah", "Angie", "Brandy", "Mandy", "Gloria", "Cecilia", "Maggie May", "Jessica", "Nancy", "Barbara Ann", "Billie Jean", "Layla", "Lola", "Polly", "Helena", "Jenny from the Block".
Lexy: …Name 6 more!
Andy: "Sherry", "Laura", "Wendy", "Maria", "Peggy Sue", "Minnie the Moocher".
Lexy: …Name 5 more.
Andy: "Tracy", "Jean", "Jane", "Mary Ann", "Eleanor Rigby".
Lexy: …
Lexy, storming out: Go fuck yourself!
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cult-of-dollbabies · 10 months
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trying something new. Have a Junebug
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How do you feel about all the old chucky stuff? How would the characters in your childs play au react to old chucky?
I really like them, not as much as Bride or Seed (Seed is my favorite!) but I still really like them
The only one I really don't like is CP3 (it's just really lame compared to all the other movies)!
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As for reactions from my characters from my OceanBerry AU (note, I'll just be using the kids for this to not make this ask too long to read):
Glen: I feel like Glen would see the Chucky from the original trilogy to be much more of a jerk ass and much more quicker to anger than his dad is now
Think of how in God of War: Ragnarok, Kratos had a much calmer demeanor and approach to things thanks to having to raise his son. That's basically Chucky, except he still has a much more extroverted and wild approach to things (like still LOVING to kill people the way he always has)
Glenda: Thinks he would've been a helluva ton of fun to hang out with since he was doing crazy shit like ripping off his hand and turning it into a knife hand
Though she would freak out about the possibility of losing him like the Daddy's Girl she is!
Buddy: He finds this version of this father to be very intriguing and a very excellent hunter and beast when it came to his kills, but Buddy wouldn't have had the energy to keep up with his mood swings and anger issues
Jake: He can only tolerate this version of his dad through a TV screen (yes, canonically the Chucky goes Psycho movie is a thing and a franchise in this AU), way too much impulsive anger to keep up with
June: Finds him to be badass and hilarious, would've been a little shit to that version of her dad just as much as she is now lolol!
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Thank you soso very much for sending in this ask my good friend, it was really fun to answer!
I hope to see you here again and have a fantastic day!!
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rainbowdelicartz · 2 months
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I finally did it, I finally drew up my version of Junior/Juniper for my Child's Play fanon/my OceanBerry AU!!
Not much to say about this other than yall are so right: Estrogen would've saved her life!
Enjoy!!
[ART COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN!!!]
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acrossthejuniverse · 11 months
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three swords through one heart
(ft. @impactrueno’s billy and rocky)
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voidwritesstuff · 3 months
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Long Way To The Truth
Cw:misgendering (accidental).
Summary: Lucas makes it to Colorado and helps a young kid with their identity.
->chapter 4: Colorado.
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By Next morning he was already in Colorado, as he has breakfast in a small cafeteria, he thinks back on last night. In hindsight,he feels like he just pulled a Wheeler and acted as the guidance counselor of three 20 Year olds. And it didnt bother him one bit.
For lunch, he stops at a small family owned restaurant. Its really quaint with its ochre colored walls, the plants growing from the pots placed infront of the blue framed Windows.
He steps through the double Doors made of some dark brown wood, and the smell of spicy,home made food greets him. He relaxes a little, Rolling Back one of his shoulders instintctually to then take off his army baseball cap.
As he joins the line,he sees a young kid going out to take the trash that Belongs to the stablishment. They have long dyed purple hair in box braids, tied up by a yellow and white bandana, they drag the heavy trash bag as they walk down one of the back area halls, the door to said Hall is Open which is why Lucas can see the kid.
--Thanks son!--Says a male voice from the kitchen. The kid seems to scowl and mutter something under their breath before resuming their walk.
Lucas orders once its his turn, as he eats hes contempt to watch the news since hes written down his entry of the day during breakfast. The news show how in a few months,a New ship was going to be comissioned by Mayer, the SS Thanatos.
"Kind of an edgy name,isnt it " he thinks,munching down on his chili. The spiciness of it all Burning his tongue,but he doesnt seem to care." Though, its interesting,why would mayer comission a New ship? What are they bringing?".
Hes quick to Scribble down his thoughts on his Journal in a small spot between his Many little doodles he had done during a particular terrible traffic jam on the way here.
--Ive told him so Many fucking times-- he hears the kid from before say-- its not- its not son,goddamnit-- Lucas perks up at the voice,filled with anger and sadness. Theres this look in their eyes of feeling misunderstood.
He watches them walk away and outside the restaurant through that Hall they went down earlier. Theres a slight suspicion in his mind as to what the kids discontent had to do with, bit he knows its none of his business.
"This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice when I shout it out loud"
As the News didnt show anything interesting after a while, the owner changed the channel to MTV. Where Bon jovi's "its my life" was playing.
Lucas drums along to the rythm of the song as he walks out of the restaurant. He gets approached by the owner of the restaurant,tall,dark skin and warm brown eyes, he looks worried.
--Hey,Sir. Excuse me- have you seen my son? His-their name is Juniper-- he asked,cleaning his sweaty hands on his apron-- about yay high,purple hair?
It takes him a moment to pinpoint the kid as he puts on his army baseball cap-- uh yeah, why?
--Hes been missing and he hasnt been replying to my calls-- he explains-- he seemed a little annoyed and I wanted to ask him where he was
Always the Smart one, the ex soldier nodds-- yeah,saw 'im by the parkin' lot-- he replied ,gesturing to the opposite side of where the kid had actually gone. The Dad runs away in a panic, and he takes that opportunity to go the actual way the kid left.
He knows he shouldnt have lied,but from experience he knew that sometimes parents would make things worse. And it looks like Wheeler rubbed off of on him because hes on his way to adopt yet another child.
Now that the owner wasnt there,nobody paid him any attention as he snuck into the Hall that the kid left through, it leads down an empty sort of backyard. Theres a small half broken concrete wall that seemed to be the wall that acted as a barrier to a previous,smaller, Back yard and the outside world.
Through the cracks and missing chunks of the wall,he can spot a set of purple hair blowing in the passing breeze. He sighs inwardly and tries to channel Wheeler as he leans on the Fallen wall and says.
--Yer dad's lookin' for ya
The kid gets startled, throwing a small pebble sized Chunk of Fallen wall towards him. He barely ducks out of the way and adds-- nice aim
--Who are you and what do you want?--The kid asks, pressing their knees against their chest. Their locks fall to cover half of their face since the bandana is no longer restricting them.
--'m the guy who told yer dad to go the other way so he didnt piss you off further
The kid looks at him and then looks away, growling-- good. I wouldve ripped his face off.
--Can I at least ask whats pissin' you off before I leave you alone? You look like yer either gonna hurl a piece of debrie at yer old Man or break down cryin'
--You wouldnt get it-- they reply,looking away
--kid, you'd be surprised at the ammount of shit ive seen. Try me
The kid sighs loudly and gets ready to throw another pebble sized chunk. But its not at Lucas, he throws it at a nearby tree stumpt And misses it by an INCH.
--So...so i dont really feel like a boy,or- or a girl-- they start, grabbing another pebble-- I asked my folks recently if they could use well- gender neutral words for me- but they Keep forgetting, especially my dad
"It's my life, it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive"
God,how loud was the TV? He could hear it all the way from here.
Lucas nodds,folding his arms over his chest-- n 'm guessing thats what pissed you off?
They nodd-- its not that hard-- They followed up-- and it hurts when they dont do it- I call 'em ma and pa but they cant use the words I like?
--I get that kiddo-- he replied,looking at the tree stumpt,littered with previous atrempts of hitting it. His eyes narrow as he calculates the distance between them and the stumpt.-- parents can take a while to accept New things 'bout their kids
--How would you know?--his companion asked, throwing the pebble and missing,again,by an inch.
--well,kid-- the ex soldier grabs a pebble and throws it at the stumpt, hitting it dead in the middle--im Bisexual,and a soldier with PTSD,from a family of soldiers who also had....issues . So I'd get it
When the kid sees Lucas hit the stumpt,they look up at him and ask-- HOW DID YOU DO THAT?
he chuckled-- permission to approach?
--Uh,permission granted--They followed along with the joke,a small excited smile.
Lucas sits with them and grabs another pebble,handing it over. Now up close he can see that their eyes are puffy and a little red,and he softens his gaze-- keep your pulse steady-- he starts,showing them how to fix their aim.
His companion tries again and they hit the stumpt dead in the centre. They look all happy and they smile wide.
--Yknow,your old Man worried about you. Even corrected himself when he messed up your pronouns. -- the ex soldier added as the kid tried again.
--did...did he?--They ask,Setting down the pebble.
--Yup, do you go by juniper?
They nodd enthusiastically-- he even remembered my name?
--Yeah
Juniper smiled and stood up, all happy and with a Pep in their step. Lucas noticed the bon jovi black shirt and raised an eyebrow internally. They tie their yellow and white bandana around their purple hair and dust off their black shirt, they flap their hands a little.
--'m gonna talk to him-- they said,walking past Lucas.
--Hey kid, just one thing. Tell yer dad that it makes you feel bad when he doesnt use the right words. Otherwise he wouldntve known I think, but also know that not all parents Will understand New things
The kid puts their hands inside their pockets-- and what If he doesnt understand?
--Well...-- he trails off and points to the air,as if hes pointing at the music hanging on the breeze.
"It's my life
My heart is like the open highway
Like Frankie said I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life"
--I dont like the idea of my dad not understanding though-- Juniper adds, looking a little concerned. Their eyes go to the entrance of the Hall that they came out of.
--i understand but ive realized that well, if it makes you happy then its worth it. Parents be damned-- Lucas stands up,holding Back a wince as his back stings a little. But he manages and leans on the wall-- hell,im drivin' all the way from Florida to Washington
--Why would you do that?--his companion asked-- thats kinda weird --Theres a brief silence and they add-- right,because it makes you happy
--'m tellin' you this cuz when I was your age,I wouldve liked to know that i dont--he makes a pause,hands going to the dogtags around his neck-- that I dont need other peoples approval to be enough.
Juniper nodds,to then perk up as they hear their dad calling out for them-- thanks -- they reply, glancing Back at the ex soldier-- hey by the way,if you go all around over there-- he points at to where Lucas' Back is facing-- youll come out the other way. Just so my dad doesnt think anything weird if he sees you with me
He nodds-- ten four,much obliged-- he tips the visor of his cap like a cowboy would, making the kid laugh at his slight weirdness before leaving for the restaurant.
Lucas goes back to his van through the way the kid told him, and just as he hops into his vehicle, through the outside mirror he sees Juniper and their dad talking. The kid seems dead serious as they talk to their old Man,who nodds and gives them a big hug.
--There we go,happy thoughts kid-- he mutters,seeing a little of his past in the way the father and the kid hug things out. Whenever he would get into dumb arguments with Wheeler,they'd talk it out and hug it out.
He clears his throat,Trying to not get sappy this early in the day,and so he continued his merry way through Colorado.
Switching the radio on, he hears.
"This is for the ones who stood their ground
It's for Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder, make no mistake
Luck, it ain't enough, you've got to make your own breaks"
But as he drives he notices something in the rearview mirror,a black SUV following along a few cars away. He squints and decides to take an alternative Route he had mapped for ocassions like this.
Thankfully,he does lose them and by nightfall, he stays on a small inconspicuous motel on the outskirts of the state of Utah. Keeping an eye out on his van and resting in between watches
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lcstinfantasy · 4 months
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i don't think i ever made a post about my muses sexualities....so here is a list lol
canon muses:
hayley james - straight
lydia martin - straight
lucas scott - straight
brooke davis - bi-curious
stu matcher - pansexual
tatum riley -straight
Eli Hale - bisexual
john b routledge- pansexual
sarah cameron - pansexual
rafe cameron - pansexual
steve harrington - bisexual
eddie munson - pansexual
nancy wheeler - bisexual
chrissy cunningham - bisexual, more women leaning
robin buckley -lesbein
joyce byers - straight
Carol Perkins - straight
jonathan byers - bisexual
tara carpenter - straight
sara carpenter - straight
ethan landry - bisexual
quinn bailey - straight
dom torretto - straight
jokob torretto - bisexual
taylor jewel - straight
billy loomis - bisexual
campbell eliot - bisexual
sam eliot - homosexual
allie pressman - straight
abel teller - straight
thomas teller - pansexual
isaac lahey - bisexual
erica reyes - straight
OC CHARACTERS
sage thomspon - straight
juniper thomspon - bisexual
hope whittemore - straight
noah armstrong - bisexual
eric armstrong - pansexual
bree armstrong - straight
katherine bell - straight
elijah moran - pansexual
ethan moran - bisexual
naya gomez - straight
matthew evans - bisexual
daniel james - bisexual
kendall floyd - bisexual
joseph taylor - straight
kira huges -straight
kai coleman  - bisexual
hanna pittman  - straight
miko young - pansexual
jasper wooley - pansexual
eden wolfe - pansexual
sterling herrman - bisexual
pete warner - bisexual
dixie adams - straight
lily danberry - straight
julia danberry - straight
nick danberry - pansexual
davina davidson - straight
hayley davidson - straight
madison lewis - straight
russel lewis - bisexual
talon lewis  - straight
tatum lewis - bisexual
dani sanchez -straight
maya sanchez - straight
celeste lovegood - straight
samuel johnson - bisexual
paisley johnson - demisexual
nate felix -pansexual
andy darnell - bisexual
astrid sullivan - straight
carter ramsey - bisexual
willow anderson - straight
ivy greene - straight
Nate Felix  - bisexual
Dakota Roth - bisexual
wesley henson -  - bisexual
roxanne roca - straight
jolene devin cooper - straight
colby ireland roberts - straight
myles james boyce - straight
kyro javier gomez - pansexual
Dalton Winter Richmann - bisexual
Shepard Knight Richmann - bisexual
vincenza "vince" lucciano - pansexual
wren nicole caruso - bisexual
james oliver alexander - bisexual
elinor brooke henderson - pansexual
rowan grey - bisexual
alfie reynolds - bisexual
reign grey - straight
dillon combs - straight
test muses/by request:
faye rainee munson -straight
asher poe munson - bisexual
milo michael larson - bisexual
fallon marie larson - straight
declan felix larson - bisexual
adeline blair cameron - straight
davina claire - straight
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jaketrains · 11 months
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PAW Patrol: 10 Year: Characters (2023)
Characters
Ryder
Chase
Rubble
Marshall
Rocky
Zuma
Skye
Robo-Dog
Everest
Tracker
Tuck and Ella
Rex
(Cat Pack)
Wild
Rory
Leo
Shade
Liberty
Al
Coral
(Rubble & Crew)
Charger (Debut in PAW Patrol)
Mix (Debut in PAW Patrol)
Wheeler (Debut in PAW Patrol)
Motor (Debut in PAW Patrol)
Auntie Crane (Debut in PAW Patrol)
Grandpa Gravel (Debut in PAW Patrol)
(Junior Patrollers)
Mini
Tot
Nano
Mayor Goodway
Chicketta
Julia Goodway
Julius Goodway
Gustavo Goodway
Uncle Otis Goodway
Mayor Greatway (Debut in PAW Patrol)
Mr. Ducky-Doo (Debut in PAW Patrol)
Mr. Porter
Alex Porter
Mr. Hudson
Katie
Cali
Cap’n Turbot
Francisco Turbot
Tilly Turbot
Dr. Tammy Turbot
Taylor Turbot
Codi Gizmody
Elly-Dee
Cassie
Eddie and Emmy
Mayor Humdinger
Kitten Catastrophe Crew
Meow-Meow (Hench-Cat)
Harold Humdinger
Cheetah Humdinger
Helga Humdinger
Farmer Yumi
Farmer Al
Ms. Marjorie
Maynard
Hurricane Harrigan
Adventure Bay Cameraman
Cletus
Adventure Bay Residents
Ladybird
Sweetie
Busby
Princess of Barkibgburg
Earl of Barkingburg
Butler of Barkingburg Castle
Henry and Elizabeth
Duke of Flappington
Jean-Claude
Claw
Sparks the Dragon
Henry
Luke Stars
Traveling Travis
Mr. Wingnut
Mrs. Wingnut
Cowgirl Beryl
Tough Guy (Debut in PAW Patrol)
Carmen (Debut in PAW Patrol)
Marty Muckraker (Debut in PAW Patrol)
Adventure City Camerawoman (Debut in PAW Patrol)
Butch and Ruben (Debut in PAW Patrol)
Window Washer (Debut in PAW Patrol)
Kendra Wilson (Debut in PAW Patrol
Tony (Debut in PAW Patrol)
Carols
Jake
Cora Colors
Mother Mer-Pup
Baby Mer-Pup
Kelp
Moby
McSquidly
Victoria Vance
Flight Controller
Captain Gordy
Hailey Daily
The Copycat (Mr. Nibbles)
Big Hairy
Little Hairy
(Ruff Ruff Pack)
Hubcap
Gasket
Dwayne
Speed Meister
Mr. McTurtle
Lily
Lucas
Omar
Juniper
Camila (Truck Driver and Pilot Airplane)
Grocer Gabriel
Cafe Carl (Ice Cream Shop and Popcorn’s Cafe)
Shopkeeper Shelley (Bike Shop and Toys Shop)
Sierra Sparkle
Farmer Zoe
Park Ranger Rose
River
Builder Cove Residents
Precious Owner
Precious Owner’s Father
Precious Owner’s Mother
The Great Wendini
Ace Sorensen
Daring Danny X
Diredre
Arrby
Sid the Swashbuckler the Pirate
Shaw
Sarah
Raimundo
Cake Judge
Chili and Pizza Judge
Spud
Little Boy
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fairchilds-glasses · 2 months
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Transfem Juniper Wheeler living with Miss Fairchild AU? Transfem Juniper Wheeler living with Miss Fairchild AU I’m in a Juniper mood shhhh
Juniper ended up coming out to Rachel a couple weeks after she, Jake, Devon, and Lexy moved in with her. The others had already known but knew that Juniper wasn’t ready to be completely out yet, although they would slip sometimes and call her a “she” before changing it to “he” to avoid suspicion. But finally, she decided to tell Rachel.
Juniper was still very nervous to tell her and didn’t know how Rachel would react. So she just wrote it in a note, explaining how she’s trans and her new name and even mentioning how she hopes Rachel can accept her. Juniper gives her that note without saying a word and then immediately goes back to her room.
The entire time, Juniper is biting her nails nervously, terrified for the response. But when Rachel does finally go into her room, she immediately hugs her and tells her how proud she is for telling her.
Funnily enough I was thinking about this when I read your fic earlier so I’m glad we’re on the same wavelength lol.
Rachel was quite confused when Juniper initially handed her the note but once she had actually read it everything suddenly made sense. As soon as Rachel goes into Junipers room and hugs her immediately, not even giving her time to react, making sure to tell her how proud of her she is, the hug lasts for a really long time and they even end up doing that rocking thing.
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barclaysangel · 2 months
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The Birth of Jun (transfem Juniper Wheeler AU)
I literally wrote this within about 5 hours, which is crazy. I lost sleep just to finish this to make sure it’ll be posted by morning. I’m still nervous to post it since this is my first time writing for this AU and I just hope y’all like it. If you guys do, then MAYBE I’ll write a second part where Jun gets the name Juniper. Maybe.
Anyway, this is setting in the Final Family/Chucky season 2 rewrite AU where Jun survives and lives with Andy in the middle of the woods, torturing and killing Chuckys together. Because canon does not exist to me, obviously. I’ve written drabbles/oneshots about this AU before and this is just another one but with transfem Juniper.
If you guys really do like this, pls leave comments, it insanely fuels my motivation! I thrive off it and I’ll also appreciate some feedback since this is my first time writing a trans character.
Thank you and enjoy :)
Tags: @the-carlos-cow-eyes @erasedmystic111 @streets-in-paradise
Word count: 2.5K
Warnings: Internalized transphobia, mentions of suicidal ideation, cursing
There was something wrong with Junior. 
That much she had always known, ever since she could remember. She wanted to be a princess, not a prince. A mermaid, not a merman. She wanted to be something that she could never be. 
But Junior hid it for so long, and she hid it well. She buried that part of herself so deep down that no one would ever suspect it growing up. She became the perfect “masculine, traditional son” that her father wanted. She destroyed every single part of herself and burnt it all to the ground just to please him. 
And even though she killed her own father, she still would have done it all over again. 
Gods, she was pathetic. Pathetic and stupid and dirty and broken. 
Despite Junior’s efforts to hide her dirty little secret from the world, she still had moments where it would bubble and come up again. The dysphoria with her short hair, flat chest, and other features that just didn’t feel right. It would be bad enough at times where she wanted to curl into a ball and cry all the fucking time. 
But she would have no choice but to pull herself together and keep up the act, just like she always did. 
However, this moment wasn’t like the other moments with her father. It wasn’t him she had to worry about, but Andy. 
Andy wasn’t like her father at all. He was patient, understanding, and kind. Her father would be ashamed if Junior ever cried in front of him and tell him to “Stop being a pussy and pull yourself together, you’re a man!”, but Andy would hold her in his arms and comfort her. He had been there through every mental breakdown, depressive episodes, nightmares, moments of self-destructive tendencies, all of it. 
Andy stayed right by her side and never budged despite how much Junior tried to push him away. She pushed and pushed and pushed but he never stayed away through it all. 
Junior wasn’t used to that. When she pushed people away and burned bridges to the ground, it stayed that way. Just look at her relationship with Jake. But Andy refused to be pushed away and has made it very clear to her that he wasn’t planning to go anywhere. 
Yet that still didn’t reassure her for some reason. It still filled her with so much fear if Andy ever looked too hard and realized just how broken and defective she really was. 
So once again, Junior hid it. She hid her secret under lock and key and made sure to keep her masculine act on display. 
But then the dysphoric moment hit hard, harder than before, and she wanted to die. 
Junior didn’t want to leave her cot. Her appetite was long gone. She just tried to bury herself deep into her blankets and hoped that one of the Chuckys she and Andy had been torturing could escape and stab her to death, finally finishing his job that he failed to do months ago. 
Andy had been no stranger to her being depressed. They had been staying at that small cabin for almost 5 months, it was now the beginning of April. Sometimes he would give Junior some space if she truly needed it but most of the time, he would be there to offer her food and water and just an ear to listen or a shoulder to cry on. He hardly left her alone when she got like this. 
She didn’t blame him. Andy was probably worried that she would take one of his guns and end it all. 
Not like that idea wasn’t tempting. 
But right now, Junior wanted to be alone. She wanted to forget that the weather was getting warmer, which would make her have to ditch the hoodies and reveal the parts of herself that she hated. She just couldn’t bear to go through this, she would much rather hide away for hours or even days. Just as long as she would feel just slightly normal again. 
However, she never really was that lucky. 
“Junior?” She heard after the three light knocks, shuddering deeply and tearing up from the sound of her own name, like something about it was just wrong. “Can I come in?”
Curse Andy for respecting her privacy and boundaries. Logan would just barge in without a warning. Despite everything she was feeling, she still managed a small “Uh huh…” to placate him since she knew he would just be more worried if she refused. 
Andy opened the door slowly and she could smell why. Even without moving from her position under the blankets, she could smell the food that Andy was bringing in. When he stood beside her cot, Junior lowered the blankets enough to see the plate of scrambled eggs and toast in one hand and a cup of coffee in the other. Normally that would make her mouth water but this time, it made her stomach churn. 
“I know you may not feel like eating right now, but I can’t let you go the whole day without something in your system. Can you try to eat something please?” Andy spoke gently to her, placing the plate and the mug on the floor beside the cot. 
Junior merely shook her head slightly. “I’ll eat later. ‘M not hungry.” She mumbled before putting the pillow from under her head now on top of her face. 
Andy sighed quietly but instead of leaving, he sat down on the edge of the cot. “Kid, I can’t let you starve. I’m not asking you to finish off the plate, but just have a few bites with your coffee. Please?” 
She didn’t say anything this time, her silence was enough of an answer. 
“Junior, c’mon,” She shivered and squeezed her eyes shut when Andy said her name again, “I know you’re not in the mood but you’re gonna just make yourself feel worse. Remember what happened a few weeks ago?” 
She wished she couldn’t. Going nearly the entire day without eating only to almost binge afterwards, resulting in her throwing her guts up. But Andy was with her the whole time, rubbing her back and keeping an arm around her so she would stay supported rather than to fall face first into her own vomit from exhaustion along with cleaning her up afterwards once she was finished hurling and crying. 
No matter what, Andy stayed with her through everything. 
Imagine if he found out you thought you were a girl, Junior thought bitterly to herself, He’d despise you and leave you then without a doubt. 
She stiffened briefly when she felt a hand on her ankle from over the blankets before recognizing Andy’s touch, relaxing just slightly. “Do you wanna talk about it?” 
Junior quickly shook her head from under the pillow. She couldn’t, she absolutely couldn’t. For the first time, she didn’t want to ruin something good. She already felt like she was one wrong move from spilling it all. 
She just needed to keep her mouth shut and hold it all in. She could do it, she’s been doing it her entire life. She can keep going. 
Andy gave her a gentle and reassuring squeeze to her ankle. “Okay. I just want you to know that I’m here if you do want to talk. I don’t need to talk, I can just listen to as much as you need me to. Alright, Junior?” 
Junior winced and wasn’t able to swallow down the whimper this time, which immediately got Andy’s attention. 
“Hey, kiddo, what’s wrong?” She couldn’t see his face but she knew that he would be wearing that concerned frown, the one where he genuinely acted worried for her. 
Junior shook her head again, keeping her eyes closed because she knew she would break down and cry. Andy needed to leave now before she would completely lose her mind. 
The hand on her ankle moved to her back, rubbing small circles there to comfort her. “Junior?” 
“Stop…” 
Andy paused from his motions. “What?” 
“Stop…calling me that!” Junior didn’t know why but it was like something shattered inside of her, like the dam in her finally broke. 
She ripped the pillow off of her head and bolted upright, the suddenness making Andy back up slightly. “I have tried so fucking hard to be Junior! To be the perfect son Junior. The cross-country star Junior. The strong and masculine Junior. I have ripped myself to shreds and molded myself to be what everyone else wanted me to be! But for what? It’s not fucking worth it because I’m not! I’m not Junior! I’m not a boy! I’ve tried so fucking hard but I’m not, I just keep trying and trying but nothing fucking works anymore! I’m so sorry but that isn’t me, this fucking isn’t me! I’m too broken and fucked up to be Junior and to be a fucking boy!” 
Junior didn’t realize she was screaming until she finally stopped, her voice hoarse. And no one said a word. Andy stared at her with wide eyes and an unreadable expression as reality slowly settled in. 
Oh fuck…what did I just do?
She started shaking, her breathing picked up and she hid her face in her hands, sobbing. “I-I’m sorry, I d-didn’t mean it, I was l-lying, I-I-I…” for some reason, now she couldn’t even get the words out after everything from how hard she was hyperventilating. 
Congratulations, you fucking idiot. You really did it now. You ruined it. Now Andy will think you’re disgusting. He’ll hate you. He’ll throw you out and finally leave you alone, just like you deserve, you pathetic piece of sh–
Andy’s hands went around Junior’s body, pulling her closer to him carefully until her cheek was pressed to the crook of his neck, one hand now rubbing her back up and down soothingly. “Hey, hey, it’s okay, breathe. Take some deep breaths, kiddo. Just follow my breathing, okay? Breathe…” 
She was shaking through her sobs, her hands clinging onto Andy’s shirt tightly in her fists. His other hand went up to cradle the back of her head so softly as if she was something gentle and precious to him. Junior could hardly breathe but Andy kept guiding her, speaking to her kindly until she was able to finally pull in deep breaths with his help. 
They barely spoke, with Junior crying and Andy whispering reassurances to her. When she started to calm down, she didn’t move, she felt too mortified. It felt like one wrong move, and Andy would finally turn her away. 
“Kiddo?” He finally spoke, “Do you remember what I’ve always told you? About what I want for you?” 
Junior sniffled, still crying but not nearly as badly while holding onto Andy’s shirt still for dear life. “For…for me t-to be a kid…” 
“Yeah, that too. But what else?” 
She thought about it longer this time, hesitating. “…that you-you want me to be h-happy…” 
Andy moved away just slightly, making her whimper again but instead he adjusted himself to fully face Junior and hold her face in his hands. “Exactly. I care about you, kid. I’ve had since the moment you basically passed out on my doorstep. All I want is for you to be happy. And if being a boy doesn’t make you happy…then stop trying. Stop putting yourself through that pain, okay? Just…just be yourself.” 
He was looking at her so seriously yet so gently, as if all that mattered in that moment was her. Unshed tears began building up again in her eyes and Andy continued speaking. “I mean it. I will never judge you for who you are. I’m here and I’m not going anywhere just because you aren’t a boy. I swear on the River Styx.” 
That oath meant more to Junior than any other sort of promise. It was an oath from Percy Jackson, and really any kind of Greek mythology. They both knew how serious that oath was. And for that reason, it was what gave her the push that she needed to finally come out. 
“Andy…I…I’m a girl…” her voice was tiny but it was still enough for Andy to hear, starting to cry again but he pulled her back into a hug. 
“It’s okay, I’ve got you…” He reassured her and pressed a kiss to the top of her head, “I’m so fucking proud of you, kiddo. I promise I am. I know this wasn’t easy for you, I can’t even begin to imagine how long you’ve felt like this but never said anything. So thank you for telling me. I’m proud of you.” 
Junior cried a little harder at that, still not entirely used to having someone tell her that they were proud of her. But this time, the tears were more of relief and she just completely leaned against him. 
Never in her life did she ever think she’d actually come out and tell someone this secret. She just thought she had to fight the feeling down further and further until it disappeared or it just ended up killing her. 
But no. She lost it and everything spilled out. But…it didn’t end up badly like she thought it would. 
Andy accepted her. He accepted her without another thought. Strong and tough and badass Andy accepted her and told her that he was proud of her for coming out. 
This felt almost like a dream, something too good to be true for Junior. 
“So…I suppose you don’t want to be called by that name anymore, right?” Andy asked and she nodded in response, gripping onto his shirt again. “Okay. Is there…another name I can call you? It doesn’t need to be your permanent name, it could be like a…placeholder. Just something temporary until you can figure out a name that makes you feel like you.” 
She didn’t say anything for a moment, thinking long and hard before settling on something simple. “Maybe just…Jun. For now. Jun. Without an E at the end.” 
Andy nodded and lightly leaned his cheek to her head. “Jun without an E at the end, got it.” 
Jun could practically hear the smile on Andy’s face and lazily hit his side with the back of her hand. “You’re a dork…” 
“Yeah, yeah I am. But so are you, so…” Andy poked Jun’s side, making her giggle before she yawned, her dysphoric episode and breakdown now tuckering her out. 
“You tired, kiddo?” He asked and she yawned again while nodding, not moving from her position. 
“Can I just…stay here? For a bit? Please?” Jun asked quietly and almost immediately, his hand went up to her hair and stroked her hair softly, causing her to close her eyes. 
“Sure you can. And I’ll stay right here with you too. But as soon as you wake up and get hydrated, you need to eat, okay?” Andy told her, accepting his fate to have Jun fall asleep on his shoulder. 
She nodded, yawning once more as a sense of pure peace and bliss filled her. She knew she was safe now. Nothing would happen to her. 
“Thank you Andy…” Jun murmured under her breath. 
Just before she could drift off, she felt Andy kiss her forehead, one hand playing with her hair and the other being secured around her body. “Anytime. Goodnight, Jun.” 
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the-carlos-cow-eyes · 3 months
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Transfem Juniper Wheeler AU
Order of people Juniper came out to in the Final Family AU (yes I’m including Glen and Glenda, they’re a part of this too)
Andy
Glen
Glenda
Leo
Jake
Devon
Nica
Lexy
Kyle
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Aweeee! I honestly don't blame her for Jake being lower on the list because they're still working on their relationship. However, I am wondering where Jules & Coraline rank on this list🤔
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xinthesewallsx · 1 year
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Send ✨ and I will list 3-4 of  my muses that you have NOT interacted with before ( or not with a certain muse if you are also a multimuse )  that I think could be interesting to write together!
nancy wheeler
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juniper thompson
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dakota roth
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carter ramsey
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I know you've had a rough year re: finding any 5-star books, but may I ask what those few you found were?
My faves I've read this year are Last House on Needless Street (Catriona Ward), The Last Graduate (Naomi Novik), Certain Dark Things (Sylvia Moreno-Garcia), I am the Ghost in your House (Maria Romasco Moore), Nettle & Bone (T. Kingfisher), Juniper & Thorn (Ava Reid), and I'm currently really enjoying House of Hunger (Alexis Henderson).
My 5 star reads so far have been:
I Kissed Shara Wheeler (McQuiston)
Youngblood (Laurens)
Just Like Home (Gailey)
Greywaren (Stiefvater)
Now is Not the Time to Panic (Wilson)
I've read a lot of books that are almost close to being a 5 too but 😓
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