crying because all father paul wanted was to spend eternity being a part of his family and loving them. he left so much suffering in his wake but he was doing it all to right his past wrongs and love who he wanted to love and properly be part of his daughter’s life instead of just watching her from afar. he just wanted a second chance but he was far too late, and by the end all of his good intentions didn’t make up for the lives lost and the pain he caused, and when he realized what he’d done all he wanted was to die beside the woman he loved
in risk of sounding parasocial i'm so glad you like midnight mass bc i love your ramblings on shows and they just make me really happy and i love midnight mass so this is like. a double positive
sjdhdjjsj stoppp never thought people would follow me for incoherently yelling about things more like begrudgingly stay despite of them 😚💞 djdjjd
priley: oh yeah vampire boyfriends!! soooo true kings! kill everyone and make out in a pool of their blood. be sexy and weird and obsessed with each other <3
johnmillie: my god. i’m face down on the bathroom floor. john killed an entire island just for her and it still wasn’t enough. all he wanted was one more chance to do it right. all she had was a brief moment of youth before it was ripped away again. i’m crying into my cat and eating concrete