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#jail. go to jail now nova
pholla-jm · 6 months
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Broken Glass
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IMAGINE: BROKEN GLASS~ LUFFY X READER GENRE: HURT WARNINGS: MENTION OF VIOLENCE, SLAVERY, BLOOD/GORE. Nova's Notes: As I was writing this, I decided to do this in parts. So this is part one! ************************
Psychology says that if a person can love you unconditionally then that person can hate you unbelievably.
You used to love the world. Everything that was in it. You find beauty in everything.
That was until the day your village was raided. You were barely a teen when you were taken and sold into slavery for a celestial dragon.
The celestial dragon found a special interest in you. He loved how beautiful you were. Your outlook of the world. Even when you were chained up in a cage, you still somehow were optimistic. There was so much light coming off of you, and he…. He wanted to snuff it out.
He wanted to be the one to make you realize that the world was a shitty place. He wanted to ruin your outlook of the world. To make it seem so bleak.
So, every day, he would order you, beat you, do unthinkable things just to see you cry or the shimmer in your eyes finally become dull. Sure, you thought he was a disgusting man. But you wouldn’t say it out loud. You wouldn’t give him satisfaction. Well tried not to give him satisfaction.
It was even more disgusting that it brought the celestial dragon so much joy to finally see the shimmer and joy die in your eyes. He finally got what he wanted. And it was so much better than he thought it was going to be.
However, he found no use in you anymore. So, he just threw you to the side like you were trash.
You wondered how someone could be so vile and disgusting. You no longer saw the world in bright vibrant colors like you used to. Now you saw the world in monochrome, in black, gray and white. You no longer found joy in the wind blowing against your skin, or the sounds of animals that would scurry around you. Everything was just so bleak, and you hated that there was no end to it either.
That was until the chaos broke. Guns were being shot, screams ringing through the air. It reminds you of the day your own village was ruined.
However, you couldn’t really see what was going on because you were still trapped in the dingy jail that you considered your room.
There was suddenly a loud crash and dust filled your vision for a little bit. When the dust cleared you were able to see a stream of light in the room. Following the source of light, you see that there was a large hole in the wall.
‘This is my chance. I can get out of here…’ You thought to yourself as you stood on shaky legs.
It was almost too good to be true. You were worried that there was a worse fate out there.
But it was too late to turn back. You were already outside. The sky filled with gunpower smoke and people were running around. Pirates, marines and civilians.
Seeing all these people running around started to make you angry. The civilians, they were free, not chained to anyone. The marines, the people who were supposed to protect you, or rescue you from this cruel fate. The pirates, the ones that trashed your village and turned you in.
You wanted to hurt them. Hurt them all for just… just being themselves really. Why do they get to live their life while you were trapped? It wasn’t fair.
Psychology says that if a person can love you unconditionally then that person can hate you unbelievably. A beautiful mirror can turn into a dangerous weapon when broken.
Looking down- there are shards of glass on the ground. You could see your own reflection in it. You were covered and dirt, your face was unhealthily skinny, due to lack nutrition. There was a dull look in your eyes, and you hated it. It was like whispers entering your head. Telling you to pick it up. Just take it and use it! Hurt them like they hurt you.
Picking up the sharp glass in your hand – not even flinching at the sharp edges prodding into your skin – you chose your first victim.
A marine. An unexpecting victim that fell dead at your hand. He dropped to the ground and all you could do was stare at his lifeless body. You didn’t feel a single thing, and you hated it.
With a small shrug, you kept walking, looking for your next victim.
However, that was cut short when someone ran into you. Knocking you straight into the ground. A sharp gasp left your lips as you eyed the person that landed on you. The person wasn’t getting up and everything was just starting to get really painful.
Finally, the person sat up a little, fixing the straw hat on his head. Laughter blooming from his chest as he looks down at you. “Shiiishiishii sorry about that!”
When the weight was finally lifted off of you, you realized that the pain wasn’t coming from the weight, but from the glass that you were holding. It was now lodged into your side causing blood to flow out.
Shaky and painful gasps left your mouth as you tried to push the boy off of you. “Huh? What’s wrong?” He asks – oblivious to wound and blood.
“G-get off.” You strain while putting both your hands on his bare chest to try to push him off. But you were too weak to even budge him.
The boy looks down at his chest, seeing a bright red stain. His eyes widen, finally realizing what has happened.
When he looks back at you, he sees that your eyes were starting to lull to the back of your head. “Hey! Wait! Don’t go to sleep. I’ll take you to my Doctor. He’s the best.”
But his words fell on deaf ears. There was too much blood loss. On top of already being weak, it was impossible to push through this situation.
Before your eyes completely shut, there was one thing that stood out to you.
The boy on top of you sure was colorful.
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melonnabar · 1 year
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REASONS WHY I HC BOOSTER GOLD WITH BPD
A RANT
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First of all, I’ve been diagnosed with BPD so most of this is from my own experiences w BPD and projection,,
So starting off with this:
Booster Gold’s imposter syndrome without the success part!
He quite literally travelled back in time to become a superhero so he could escape the shithole of his old life + make everyone like him.
Or that he’s kind of struggled his entire life of wanting to be good enough but missing the mark so, so so many times and yet he keeps putting up superficial fronts around people he wants to seek approval from?
Also whenever I see him argue with Ted (especially in Superbuddies(??) I can’t help but feel like some of his outbursts feel reminiscent of my own splitting episodes?
Thinking about how in that comic Booster is extremely frustrated w Ted for maturing in my brain it’s because he feels like he’s being left behind,, and him saying the most underhanded shit and getting extremely offended when Ted says something equally as shitty back
Oh and also that Ted is quite literally his favorite person.
Booster dedicates a lot of time and effort to spending time with Ted or going through drastic measures to do shit for him like this
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Also I rly like this panel because it’s very clear the way he views himself when he masquerades as nova for a while
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These next few images are taken from my own personal listings I used to show my therapist! Yellow check mark is what I feel fits booster the most and the blue ones is just me lmao
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Booster mirroring other people/beliefs/personality traits that he believes will get him the most acceptance and the constant need that he has to prove himself to people even though he doesn’t have to at all,,
And Booster being an extremely spontaneous and impulsive person!! Hence some of the utterly garbage shenanigans he somehow brainstorms up that ends up putting him and Ted in jail or has him nearly erasing himself from existence lmao
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I feel like it’s important to mention his nightmares as well, like this one.
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And his father being extremely abusive and abandoning Booster’s family as well. Childhood abuse/neglect is a big BIG factor in why BPD functions the way it does because distress tolerance is basically nonexistent and the responses to stress don’t really develop.
Ok that’s enough rambling for now
I would talk more about it but I’m tired and not rly in the mood to write a full fledged essay on this but remember that BPD is a spectrum and most of this is based off of my own experience w it (I left out a lot of information bc some of it is extremely personal) n that everyone may experience it differently
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pamsimmerstories · 2 months
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aurora's answer
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aurora never replied to wolfgang last night... doesn’t she want to get married? was it him?
Aurora: i can hear you thinking, wolfgang.. what is it?
Wolfgang: you never replied to my question Yesterday
Aurora: oh
Wolfgang: you don’t wanna get married? is it because i went to jail?
Aurora: i just thought you weren’t serious, you were... still inside of me, i thought it was in the heat of the moment
Wolfgang: the fuck?! of course i was serious.
Aurora: sorry. i didn’t think you were serious
Wolfgang: you know i was... will you answer it?
Aurora: ... yes, i will. idiot.
Wolfgang: thank you! was it too hard?
Nova: hey did you know daddy was in jail when mom told us he was on a work trip? and now she’s making him work with robots
Eris: stop lying, nova!
Eris is unimpressed
Halley: yeah. this is not cool. why dad would go to jail? he’s the best
Nova: i’m serious! i heard mom and grandma talking once and now i’ve heard mom and dad talking about this
Eris: but why would he go to jail?
Nova: because he’s a criminal, duuuh!
Nova: he worked with max’s dad. everyone knew, but dad.
Halley: you’re so nosy, nova!!
Nova: i’m not. grown ups thinks we’re not listening when we definitely are.
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thebisexualteen · 2 months
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Nova lore real
Be prepared
To @insanelyadd that I told this whole lore of Nova, u can read it again if u want too tbh
Anyways TW: Killing, Death, threatening and torture
Anyways. In her teen yrs, Nova and R didn't really talk to each other tbh. That was when 2 yrs later, both of their parents have arranged an marriage for the both of them(Nova was pissed). Anyways 24 hrs before the damn wedding they had to talk to each other, that's when they actually started to fall in love tbh. Blah blah blah after marriage, things have changed
1 yr passes and R didn't really help her with stuff, even when she needed it. So this would led to arguing. It got so bad. And he works late shifts. But little did Nova knew, he was cheating behind her back. But soon, they started to have cute babies. Since R wasn't in the house most of the times, she would have to bring them to work despite her job not kid-friendly, but R didn't really trust anyone to take care of the kids
Anyways, 1 day Nova actually caught R cheating. But R threatened if she broke up with him, he'll make sure her life gets ruined and not let her see her kids. So Nova stayed. For the sake of her babies life. But 2 months later, they started to argue about divorce and that led to R almost killing Nova, if she wasn't a psychopath, she could've died. Anyways they get divorced and now they're battling each other. Nova wins(She wanted half of what he owned), but she didn't get custody of her kids and R ends up getting custody of them. Nova, heartbroken, cries for 4-9 days, she deeply knows she won't get to see her babies anytime soon cause of how cruel R was. Nova knew R wasn't a good father cause he was basically absent while they were together
Soon, Nova starts blocking R, but he ends up finding ways to contact her. She HATES him. It still continues up to this day, Nova doesn't want Crescent to know. But that soon changes when she loses her temper when R finds another way to contact her. But now that she's thinking about it, she can maybe put him in jail and finally reunite with her babies by some ways, but she'll definitely need help tho
But little does R know, his life is going to go downhill cause 1 of his kids recorded him almost killing Nova so maybe they'll find a way to contact Nova and help her
yall the last part R died from torture the end(RIP ugly a$$ mf, didn't even need to send him in jail lol)
Did Nova reunite with her kids? Yes. Dw Rafael, Renata and Rehema are now part of the family :)
This is so long😭
@owhouselover
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jazzstir · 1 year
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I’m about to rant so just a warning for spoilers for the new Transformers Earthspark episodes…
Those last few episodes were brutally in Earthspark 💀 With Nova Storm, Brawl, and Breakdown all most likely to be dead (cause maybe Breakdown and Nova Storm somehow lived through some magic plot armor or miracle working lol) I have to wonder who is is already dead or going to die. I’m really glad at least some Decepticons escaped during the jailbreak. Cause I can imagine the horror that the ones in prison are feeling finding out about their fates and the ones who escaping finding out what would of happened to them (or what would happen if they get caught again) But then all of the Decepticons are on the run trying to find Energon which the humans now force them to fight for it and if they lose they get dissected quicker. Like don’t get me wrong the Decepticons always tried attacking the humans but no one deserves what the humans are doing to them. Like the Decpeticons didn’t play with their food they just wanted to get the power to feed there troops and go home while also fighting the Autobots. The humans are playing with their food with no goal but to torture and “play” with another species. Then you got the GHOST AUTOBOTS who just don’t question the humans AT ALL. I mean do they just not notice the fact that what is happen is EERILY similar to how it was before the war? I’m hoping that their are more bots like Bumblebee who didn’t join GHOST for what ever there reasons are. But then they are being hunted and thrown in cells the same as the Decpeticons? Like, take Sunstreaker, my guys does NOT like humans. (Or Tracks or others I can’t remember) imagine fighting for a side in the war and when you finally reach peace time they threaten to through you in a cell for not wanting to be besties with the humans? Like imagine your a Decepticon in the cell and you watch as your enemies and your friends get thrown in the same jail just waiting for the humans to drain them. You got groups of boys like Protectobots, Stunticons, Combaticons and Aerialbots who were CREATED in the war who don’t even know what so called “peace time” feels like. The Decepticons lost both of their combiners in during peace time. Both who could easily be seen as children to others. So now we got two gestalts left who I bet got no idea what to do and have no guidance from anyone so it wouldn’t surprise me if they got involved in some trouble or tried to help around but scared to make a move anywhere. I mean… isn’t it weird that the ONLY Autobots and Decpeticons that we see that are officially part of Ghost are, Optimus Prime, Elita One, Arcee, and Megatron? Most of them are Autobot’s and only ONE is a Decepticon. That’s gotta say something??!!?
But hey that is what the Autobot’s fought for right? For things to go back to “normal.”
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tinkertoysdamn · 3 months
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Stupid thought that will never happen...how to make Riderquillmora a thing MCU version.
Under the Cut for possible horny jail.
Since this Gamora and Quill never dated maybe she ends up starting this Catwoman kind of thing with Richard Rider from the Nova Corp. Quill either ends up back in space for some reason or Rider has to go to Earth. He knows that Quill had a thing with another version of Gamora and he's jealous but they have to work together on some sort of mission or a project--
Then Quill starts needling Rider or vis versa and it turns into an argument that quickly devolves into a mutual handy in SWORD headquarters closet. Quill's freaked out, Rider's freaked out, they're both freaked out.
Rider confesses to Gamora 'cause he's that kind of guy and Gamora goes to confront Quill. They get into an argument and have a grinding quickie in another SWORD headquarters closet.
Now it's all hitting the fan. Gamora and Rider don't know what to do with each other, and Quill's like, "Damn, I'm a homewrecker but not."
Then they finally decide that screw it, life's short, be happy and all form a goofy polycule.
Cue collective facepalming from Nova Corp that their most ram-road straight, incorruptible paragon of virtue is dating a former space pirate and a current space pirate.
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nova--spark · 4 months
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Watching you getting bullied with angst is something I didn't expect to see when I first followed you so here some good stuff for once in a while by a fellow Nova
Wild science shit happened and now the bots and cons are babies, they're all in baby jail aka the crib-
Who's putting them in time out jail?
This stayed in my ask box way too long sorry but anyway.
Baby Bots
The base was truly thinking they would finally have peace, quiet and a normal day.
But then again, this was team Prime, and messing with ancient relics from Iacon, ancient as they are, is never a good idea.
Especially when Wheeljack gets a hold of them and wants to see what it can do before others check it.
And that is how, after deciphering what this relic was, they walked into the lab to see a sparkling Wheeljack, about the height of Rafael, sat at the table next to the relic.
And unfortunately for them, as they all piled in, that relic set off it’s second pulse and resulted in the rest of the team likewise becoming Sparklings of various heights. And they were all confused, no longer remembering what had happened and what the heck was going on.
That was how the kids found them and safe to say they were…
Going to have a wild time handling roughly 8 sparklings and well…
Optimus, who responded only to Orion, was the most well behaved of all, simply asking to read and did as asked. He even did story time, which got most of everyone settled down.
Magnus was likewise also well behaved, and tried to insist everyone else do the same to…varying results. Though at the very least, he liked to listen to the stories Orion read aloud, asking questions here and there.
Bulkhead and Wheeljack played with various tools they definitely didn’t have a moment ago and - Aaaand now there was a dent in the wall again. At least Bulk was sorry, whereas Wheeljack laughed gleefully.
Bumblebee, who was able to speak thanks to this age regression, was happy to tail the kids most of the time, and would ask questions every so often…but then he’d get the robo zoomies, and that became the reason for padding all the walls.
Ratchet was quite the huffy child, not liking to share, but would do so only when Orion asked at the very least. He did however have fun playing doctor, using harmless tools to give everyone a check up.
Arcee and Elita kept to each other, and Elita once more responded to Ariel.
Both girl would draw a lot, talking all kinds of nonsense childish things, and Arcee even teased little Ariel about Orion.
As for Smokescreen…it was a miracle if he was calm and sat down, instead racing around so much the floor was covered in skidmarks.
Oh it was going to be one hell of a wild time…
That’s if the cons didn’t get their hands on them and the relic.
Which, if they did?
Oh good lord and Primus, they’d need so much help…
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Turns out I've been done the whole "Rabid in different continuities" drawings for like, a week and just never posted them so here we go folks
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First up, shattered glass. The opposite day dimension. Basically, Rabid remains as a stunt flyer, never got into the whole self mod thing. Also biological life creeps them out. They joined the Autobots first because you know. Opposite dimension. But then did the whole switcheroo after some character growth that can be summed up to "just because you're scared of a thing, that doesn't mean it doesn't deserve to live". Because of they're unique ability to transform into literally anything, they work as a spy for the Decepticons. They are still friends with Starscream! Also roller is big now.
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Next we have: transformers prime. They're a bit spooky in this one. They went way to far with the whole self mod thing in this one. Becoming more animalistic, and leaving some of they're insides exposed, including part of their spark chamber. The don't really do much in the Decepticon army. They mostly just cause some problems for everyone and then disappear for several weeks only to return and do it all over again. Unlike in every single other continuity, this Rabid hates Starscream. Literally tried to kill him on more then one occasion. It hasn't worked yet but one day it will! (Not)
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IDW- more then meets the eye.
Rabid works as Starscream's assistant. Sort of. They suck at it. They were originally going to board the lost light, since there isn't much need for an exo-biologist on Cybertron, but Starscream convinced them to stay and work for him.
They don't know what they're doing. But they're having a good time!
(pleas know that I haven't read the IDW comics. anything I do know about them is second hand knowledge told to me by my partner)
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Finally, Earthspark rabid.
They joined the Decepticons, but left and joined the Autobots after they got shot by Megatron. Only to then leave the Autobots after Megatron joined. Despite being neither Autobot nor Decepticon, they were at the space bridge battle that ended the war. They were there to convince Starscream to just, bring the all spark to Cybertron.
Instead of doing that though, they ended up getting caught in the explosion of the space bridge, losing an arm, the lower half of their face-plate, and suffering damage to their voice box.
They disappeared for years, returning again to destroy Optimus and Megatron. Their arm now replaced with a gun, that can detach and turns into a little centipede minicon (they have two mini cons in this, one that turns into a gun arm, and one that just turns into an arm)
They get thrown into ghost jail and yada yada escapes with Starscream, skywarp and nova-storm, blah blah blah helps out the Terrans in the final episode blah blah blah.
(I have more lore for them but eh)
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morrisxn02 · 7 months
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ogden college (un)official class playlist ! available NOW at a therapist near you !
PART ONE: the student body
lacy by olivia rodrigo・henrietta astor
"oh, i care, i care, i care. like ribbons that you wear. my stomach's all in knots. you've got the one thing that i want..."
hurricane by halsey・reina azarolla
“i’m a wanderer, i’m a one-night-stand. don’t belong to no city, don’t belong to no man. i’m the violence in the pouring rain. i’m a hurricane.”
american teenager by ethel cain・ida clarke
“grew up under yellow lights on the street, putting too much faith in the make believe.”
this link is dead by deftones・lincoln crawford 
"pay attention! watch me close! as i decide which way i move"
february 15h by hobo johnson・nova dodson
"she went to columbia and i went to jail. i just wanted another apple when she really wanted yale. and that is the problem where all of this lies. i'm emotionally unstable. i'm a crazy fucking guy!"
crocodile tears by suzanna son・sassa fiske
"crocodile sitting all alone, painting nails the shade of pink to match princess peach's cheek. maybe they'll think i'm beautiful. maybe i can trick them."
perfect day by hoku・charlie fletcher 
“people say, they say that it’s just a phase. they tell me to act my age. well, i am.” 
the boy who blocked his own shot by brand new・jesse hart 
“a crown of gold, a heart harder than stone and it hurts to hold on, but it’s missed when it’s gone”
happy by marina・carmen hearst
"couldn't relax, couldn't sit back and let the sunlight in my lap. i sang a hymn to bring me peace and then came a melody."
too much by carlie rae jepsen・ollie inoue
"i live for the fire, and the rain, and the drama too, boy. and it feels like you never say what you want, and it feels like i can't get through, babe."
nina cried power by hozier and mavis staples・ mika ishii
“power has been cried by those stronger than me straight into the face that tells you to rattle your chains if you love being free. ah lord, and i could cry power!”
people watching by conan gray・logan iyande
“i’m only looking just to live through you vicariously. i’ve never really been in love, not seriously.”
summer child by conan gray・samantha jimenez 
"and you laugh and you dance in the wind, and you sway, and you hug and you kiss, but there's darkness behind those eyes."
savage daughter by sarah hester ross・ nixie linghui
“i am my mother’s savage daughter. the one who runs barefoot, cursing sharp stones. i am my mother’s savage daughter. i will not cut my hair. i will not lower my voice.”
mirrorball by taylor swift・roxie marsh
“hush. when no one is around, my dear, you’ find me on my tallest tiptoes, spinning in my highest heels, love. shinning just for you.”
don’t tell my mom by renée rapp・courtney mills
“so don’t tell my mom i’m falling apart. she hurts when i hurt. my scars are her scars. she’ll talk to her friends, impress all of them. at least in her mind, her daughter is fine.”
donttrustme by 3oh!3・cara morrison
“she's an actress, but she ain't got no need. she's got money from her parents and a trust fund back east."
halloween by novo amor・edward morrison 
“more and more with every accolade, i get carried with away with being carried away.”
i did something bad by taylor swift・greer morrison
"they're burning all the witches even if you aren't one. so light me up. go ahead and light me up."
autoestima by cupido, lola indigo and alizzz・ milo navarro
“my mother and my father gave me an extremely nice face. people don’t usually like pretty people like me.”
forsaken by paris paloma・alethea pierce
"i think i've done something to upset the stars again. the moon won't return my calls, but i deserve it. i deserve it all.”
strange overtones by david byrne, performed by whitney・lennon reed
"how long have i been missing? it's getting colder tonight. snowfall's reminiscing... i watched it melt before my eyes."
frankenstein by rina saywama・magnolia rhodes
"put me together, thread a needle so i'm like other people without all of the evil. i'm trying to be normal, but the trauma is immortal and none of this is your fault."
baseball by hippo campus・monty richler
“there goes that moonboy looking jungly with all his leaves a-growing.”
king by florence and the machine・anya saetang
"my empty halls echo with grand self-mythology. i am no mother, i am no bride. i am king."
stick season by noah kahan・nathaniel shaw 
“now i'm stuck between my anger and the blame that i can't face and the memories are something even smoking weed does not replace." 
liability by lorde・natalia vega
"she's so hard to please, but she's a forest fire. i do my best to meet her demands, play at romance, we slow dance in the living room, but all a stranger would see is one girl, swaying alone, stroking her cheek."
satanist by boygenius・jacqui velazquez 
“will you be a nihilist with me? if nothing matters, man, that’s a relief…”
you're on your own, kid by taylor swift・parker walsh
"there were pages turned with the bridges burned, everything you lose is a step you take. so make the friendship bracelets, take the moment and taste it. you've got no reason to be afraid. you're on your own kid. yeah, you can face this..."
river by leon bridges・malik wright 
"as my sins flow down the jordan, oh, i wanna come near ya and give ya every part of me. but there's blood in my hands, and my lips aren't clean..."
tolerate it by taylor swift・mari zuko
“i made you my temple, my mural, my sky. now i’m begging for footnotes in the story of your life.”
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sinthatbxrns · 6 months
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[ JAILER ] - The sender jails the receiver for not following orders aboard the ship, and if the receiver wants to get out, she must have sex with the sender. ( Nova & Supergirl )
This was not going to plan at all! Honestly, Kara still didn't believe that she had done anything really wrong. His orders had been stupid and just... unnecessary.
Kara wasn't used to working as part of a 'crew'. She'd worked with others before, but normally in short, small team-ups. Or with people she knew well. Something like this wasn't what Supergirl was used to or tended to involve herself in. And now here she was, locked in until... well, until who knew when. He was PISSED off. Her arrogance, deep down, told her she could take him. But logic stated otherwise. His ship, his rules. He knew the place better than she did. He held all the cards currently.
She wanted out. Because this was utterly ridiculous.
Kara wasn't sure if the Nova Prime had been joking or not when he talked about the sexual favours to get out. It was said so boldly and with his own brand of arrogance, that it made her pause and wonder. She wasn't going to hang around here, that was for sure. She wanted out, to be doing something -- so if pleasing him a little bit was going to help her then... Ugh... The blonde puffed up her cheeks, inhaling in exasperation and frustration. She then slowly exhaled, stepping up towards him and doing her best to be cool and confident. She wasn't a novice. And if he thought he could scare her by saying these things then he was wrong. She didn't back down from a fight.
A hand reached out to his chest, fingers lightly running down his uniform until reaching his belt and pants. Eyes trained on his, defiance clearly shining through. She slowly moved down, kneeling first on one knee as she began to undo the bottom part of his uniform. Part of her hope he'd stop her - because then she could laugh at him, and be a bit petty. Show him she could play chicken better than he could. And if he didn't? Well, maybe if she did a good job she could still look at him with some pride and show him he shouldn't have messed with her. A hand ran over his bottoms, running along to feel his length over his clothes before she completely undid things. Just in case, just to give him time. See if he would chicken out first.
@ghostrideordie
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Slimepriestess (Hivewired) Confessed to being a Co-Conspirator with John David Pressman
On March 3rd, 2021, tumblr user "donttrythisathome" wrote a callout post naming John David Pressman, (aka JD Pressman, David Pressman, namespace, Ahimsa, JDP#4006, GabrilovichRatio#1509,) a serial sex pest and pedophile from Washington State, and Hive (aka Slimepriestess, Octavia Nouzen, Hivewired, Abstract Weapon, Shiloh,) a queer artist and John's ex-partner of two years, as co-conspirators in a scheme to defame and criminalize Ziz, Emma, and their friends.
User donttrythisathome speculated that John's motives were sexual in nature, as he'd confided in them his sexual obsession with Ziz, and had further confessed to them that he was deeply angry with Ziz because she didn't want to have sex with him.
Looking back, I considered some of these accusations plausible because he shared with me a post about Ziz from Hive's blog, which made me think his takes on Ziz were fairly standard. Later, he confessed to me that he ghost wrote that post on Hive's blog, in order to manufacture more support for his viewpoint.
2023-04-03, donttrythisathome archive.is link
Donttrythisathome accused John David Pressman of going so far as to fake signal logs, screenshots of discord comments, and other evidence in order to get Emma and her friends ostracized, fired from their jobs, unable to find work or a place to live, and ultimately to have them arrested or murdered under false pretenses. Currently, Emma has been murdered, and other friends of hers have been arrested under false pretenses, due in part to false testimony by Emma's murderer's best friend, Patrick McMillan.
Later in the year donttrythisathome's post came out, in June 2021, a post was written by Wynne on medium, which in passing accused John David Pressman of calling in false police reports on Emma and her friends, linked to donttrythisathome:
One community member went so far as to call in additional false police reports on the whistleblowers, and wrote a false smear site on Ziz to discredit her, in an attempt to punish her for not wanting to sleep with him. Meanwhile, others threatened them with various kinds of legal action.
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But even before donttrythisathome and Wynne, people were attempting to warn the community about John David Pressman.
Around December 2020, Jamie, who had been a member of John David's inner circle between late 2019 to late 2020, provided Nova and ExCinera with a collection of screenshots and logs spanning half a year from their conversations with John David Pressman, corroborating donttrythisathome's claims.
A few weeks after donttrythisathome made their post, discord user RobustHibiscus also corroborated some of donttrythisathome's accusations, and their corroboration was then posted on donttrythisathome (with permission.)
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At some point, Ziz herself posted on her blog that the content of zizians.info was made up.
Now, it's 2023. Because of zizians.info, Emma is dead, innocent people are in jail, and even more names are ruined. Yet, as recently as February 2023, the rationalist community, members including Alyssa Vance, the Vassarites, and JD Pressman, are still repeating the lies in zizians.info. They've scared a community into believing those who speak out against abuse are insane, and are giving false information to the police in order to have whistleblowers arrested under false pretenses.
Alyssa's and her MIRICFAR-associated friends' reasons for lying rest in a 2019 protest, where Emma and her friends blew the whistle on sexual abuse, pedophilia, and donor fraud within the rationalist community, particularly within MIRI and CFAR. For four years, Alyssa and other so-called rationalists have run a ceaseless disinformation campaign, all in the name of covering up the misdeeds of pedophiles and fraudsters. There has been a repeated pattern of MIRI-associated people lying to the police about Emma and her friends since 2019. Imagine being under that kind of sustained, extreme harassment for four whole fucking years.
These so-called rationalists have been egged on by the Vassarites and John David's cult, as both the Vassarites and John David fear that should Emma's friends gain more legitimacy, then people will take them seriously when they further publicize Michael Vassar's history of rape, or accuse John David of pedophilia.
Both Emma a few of her friends personally knew and cared for some of John David's victims, and he anticipated that they would one day talk about his habit of attempting to coerce people into having sex with him via hypnosis, and his other gross habit of sexting underage teenagers. As time went on, John David Pressman became even more scared, when some of Ziz's friends learned of his role in Fluttershy/JF's suicide, and how he "broke" Arti and Olivia. In the latter case, this may have led to someone going to prison for five years. He's bragged about being the hidden hand behind some of the worst of the rationalist scene's abuse, egging on the wrong people and pushing them towards psychotic breaks, just to see if he can.
He was specifically and vocally afraid they'd write a callout post naming him as a rapist and pedophile. So he'd go to the police and try to convince the police to do something about Ziz. And because the police couldn't give a single shit about people posting online that someone's a rapist and pedophile, he lied and told the police that he feared for his life. Of course it's a projection, John is the biggest threat to John's "life." But he's been telling the police there's an imminent risk to his life since 2020. It's 2023. He's probably still calling the police every week or month to claim that the raccoons in his garbage are Ziz come to kill him.
And you know what the most fucked up part about it is? He's suicidal. He's talked about being suicidal since 2020. And he's setting this up so that when he finally gets that gun out from under his pillow and blows his own brains out like the dark voices in the back of his head keep telling him to do, the cops will think Ziz or one of her friends did it.
Now, it's 2023, and one of the co-conspirators behind zizians.info confessed to their role in it recently, and is corroborating donttrythisathome's callout post, Jamie's attempt at whistle blowing, and RobustHibiscus's statement.
On March 29, 2023, Octavia (aka Hive, Slimepriestess, Octavia Nouzen, Hivewired, Abstract Weapon, Shiloh) recanted her previous posts on Ziz and hemisphere theory, and admitted to her role in John David's schemes. This was followed by a post on April 3rd.
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April 1, 2023 Slimepriestess archive.is link
From Hive's blog: (archive.is link)
A girl is dead, and it is at least partly my fault. I helped cast the curse that left her isolated and ostracized from the trans community, that kept her trapped in a dangerous living situation which eventually ended in her murder at the hands of a violent transphobe, a murder that is even now being blamed on her friends in order to justify further cruelty and torture being done to them, and it’s because of me. I will bear that burden for eternity and I fucking should.
The "curse" Octavia links to is the post donttrythisathome accused John David Pressman of ghost writing with Octavia. This post has since been taken down by Octavia and replaced with a poem, however older versions of it are available on the web archive. Octavia's original post was linked across the ratcords and passed around in DMs, and for a long time was treated as almost authoritative on Ziz and her friends' beliefs.
I don’t want any more of my friends to die, and I don’t want to keep helping my abuser kill them by participating in their communal ostracization and othering. The lies I helped him spread need to be called out as such. Not only for our sake, but because the harm he caused with those lies extends far beyond just me or any of his other immediate victims and he won’t be satisfied until he proves the world was always doomed by destroying it himself.
JD is a sociopathic sexual predator who specifically targets trans members of the rationalist community.
As far as JD sees it, deep down everyone is a monster and you’re no better, no one can be better, so he doesn’t have to can’t be better, he can’t be better and doesn’t want to try. “Inside you there are two wolves, and they’re both rapists.” Those were his words, from the essay he ghost wrote with me in order to gaslight and DARVO a group of transfemme anarchists who spoke truth to power and talked openly about abuse dynamics. I took that essay down, and I’m shoving those words back into his lips where they belong. I don’t think there are two rapists inside you stardust, and there certainly aren’t any rapists inside me. There are, however, two rapists inside JD Pressman.
(I bolded the phrase in the above paragraph.)
And here Octavia comes out and directly says that the hemispheres post was ghost written, as DARVO (deny, attack, and reverse victim and offender.)
He spent years stalking them, harassing them, and sending his other victims (like me) to stalk and harass them.
Those other victims-turned-harassers include Jamie, Ratheka, Fluttershy/JF, and others. He spent significant time convincing these people that Ziz, Emma, and their friends were a dangerous threat to them personally.
Fluttershy died because JD spent years convincing her that she was a monster beyond saving, that she was irredeemably evil. he polluted her epistemics the way he polluted mine, with the fear of ‘zizians,’ the fear of retribution from a just universe, cursed souls damned to Naraka. This is what he does to all his victims and his greatest weapon in this was a years-long running DARVO against Ziz, the only witch who actually had a way out of his mental knot of infinite submission to evil. He made it his personal mission to erase the existence of that way out, to prove that it was nothing but madness. He painted her in the worst possible light, giving her a description that was really just a reflection of his dark sexual fantasies about himself.
So, there you have it. Straight from the mouth of one of his co-conspirators. I would say there's some satisfaction in being right, but Emma's already dead.
I could talk about how the rationalist community has a habit of filing false reports with state officials, that this kind of behavior was even seen back in the MIRICULT days, where a former employee reported MIRI to the IRS, and sent reports to UK's immigration authority claiming that a number of marriages in the rationalist community were green card marriages, when as far as anyone knows those accusations were false.
I could talk about how Jack Gallagher, a Vassarite, was caught on video call saying that he wanted to kill Ziz and her friends.
I could talk about how much effort has been put in by these creeps over the years, to have Ziz and anyone associated with her be falsely charged with crimes.
I could talk about how Vassarites like Zack M. Davis are scraping the bottom of the barrel, cozying up to transphobic muckrakers in a futile attempt to use those trollish transpobia-peddlers to kill us where swatting, false police reports, and California landlords have failed. But honestly? They already went as low as they could go. Emma's already dead.
All of it pales in comparison to Emma getting shot through her heart and lung, and drowning in her own blood.
Have you ever had a coughing fit so bad you started to panic? That feeling of shortness of breath, of your airways refilling with liquid with every cough, and the intensifying animal terror of being unable to breathe?
If you've ever had that experience and you're still here, you managed to clear your airways. You weren't fatally injured. Her last moments were rising terror with no solution, just pain, panic, and then nothingness.
She coughed so hard trying to clear her airways that there were chunks of her own lung tissue around her mouth!
So many will flinch from looking because what happened is so fucking horrible, but it actually happened. In real life. It's not a story in a book. That's what her last moments were like.
Here is a picture of her. She was a real person. This is who they murdered. This is the person who died that way:
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John David Pressman, and many others, made her death probable. And there is nothing they could do, short of building a time machine and raising Emma from the dead, that could cool my rage.
Emma is dead because MIRICFAR chose to cover up statutory rape and donor fraud.
Emma is dead because people associated with MIRICFAR chose to swat Emma and her friends' peaceful protest, setting them up for years of legal troubles.
Emma is dead because in the aftermath of their arrests, Alyssa Vance and others in the rationalist community attempted to cover up any wrongdoing by in part claiming that Emma and her friends were violent and crazy.
Emma is dead because Jamie lied about whether Alice had abused them, adding credence to Alyssa's and others' assertions that Emma and her friends were hysterical liars.
Emma is dead because John David Pressman recruited Fluttershy, Hive, Ratheka, Jamie, Arti, and others by preying on their fears and manipulating them.
Emma's dead because John David Pressman spent four years using his network to spread rumors and generate false evidence that Emma and her friends were crazy death cultists, adding credence to Alyssa's claims that Emma and her friends were dangerous crazy people.
Emma is dead because some of the people John David Pressman manipulated sent death threats, bomb threats, and wasted their time.
Emma is dead because the Vasssarites capitalized on the work of John David Pressman and MIRICFAR's goons when he realized he couldn't recruit Emma or Ziz into his cult.
Emma is dead because a transphobic landlord felt like he could get away with it, because everyone knew "those people" were just "crazy cultists."
Emma is dead.
If any other co-conspirators or enablers wish to come forward and see justice done, the best time to have done so was before Emma was murdered. The second best time is now.
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amys-books27 · 7 months
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1989 From the Vault songs x fictional characters.
These are just predictions, I'll repost once the songs are out to know if they can relate to the characters or not.
"Slut!" Evelyn Hugo
"Say don't go" Gwen and Miles
"Now that we don't talk" Wren and Oak, Gwen and Miles, maybe Nova and Adrian (when SPOILERS Nova is in jail)
"Suburban Legends" The Renegades Trilogy by Marissa Meyer
"Is it over now?" Gwen and Miles, Nova and Adrian
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renegades-garbage · 10 months
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Finding The Truth
So i haven’t posted any content of my own on here in literally forever so sorry for that but here’s a fic. (:
This is basically what I think would have happened if nova found out the truth on her own before the end of supernova. I’ll prob do a part two of her actually telling them about everything but I didn’t want this to be too long.
i don’t think the anarchists actually cared this little about her in the story it’s just for the angst lol.
This is set in the beginning of supernova after max tells adrian that nighmare didnt try to kill him but before she goes to jail lol. Those two things overlap im pretty sure but we are going to pretend they dont.
Im also pretty sure she has danna trapped in a jar at this point but we can all overlook that for now.
Anyways, hope you enjoy, love you bye (:
Finding The Truth
When Nova arrived back at the house on Wallowridge after her less-than-relaxing day at HQ, all that awaited her were empty rooms and a note on the kitchen table. 
Visiting Ace,  be back soon 
-QB
Nova rolled her eyes at the little crown above the initials and the kiss mark left on the corner of the small piece of paper. As her eyes scanned the note a feeling of dread settled in her stomach. Nova hated when the anarchists visited Ace without her. She didn't like being gossiped about, especially to Ace, rather than being treated like a member of the group.
Knowing they should probably discuss plans going forward after her most recent mission, and needing the walk to clear her head she decided to go down to the catacombs and join the meeting.
Walking through a hallway full of rotting skeletons was never an enjoyable experience for Nova but she understood Ace's need for the dreary hiding place. Just as she was nearing the entrance to Ace’s dwelling she heard muffled voices through the curtains of bones.
“I didn’t save her for nothing Honey Harper!”
The angered voice belonged to Ace. Nova’s brow furrowed, not knowing who he was talking about. 
“I know Acey, and she’s been very valuable but I think it’s time we accept that she’s too far gone. She cares too much about the Everhart boy.” Honey's voice dripped with disgust at those words. “I’m starting to think you should have let her die with your traitorous brother.”
They were talking about her. Nova’s breathing quickened as she tried to stay quiet. Her mind raced as she tried to comprehend the words. 
“Well, we can’t just abandon her.” This voice was Leroy’s and somewhere in all the confusion, she was thankful for him.
Ace spoke again. “Well if she truly becomes a threat to us becoming the kings and queens of all of this I suppose we could…. get rid of her.” He sounded reluctant to say those words but not in the way Nova would have expected. No, he spoke more like that would be too much of a chore. Her stomach churned. Her mind reeled trying to make sense of everything.
“Right,” Leroy said, and Nova could practically hear the eye roll that accompanied his words. ”Just like you did with the rest of her family.”
Nova’s breath hitched as tears filled her eyes.
“Well it’s not exactly ideal,” Honey drawled “It would be a shame to lose our little nightmare, but it seems like she’s getting ready to switch sides…..”
“We could use her death to lure the boy right to us,” Ace suggested.
“Oh a big hero act, how romantic. Maybe he’ll even race in dawning his sentinel armor. Like a fairytale.” Honey said it all like a joke. She seemed delighted by the idea, like they were pawns in a game. Honey began to laugh even more. “And we can have Phobia push him off a building so he can die just like his mother trying to save the Artinos.”
Stumbling around in the darkness of the night, Nova felt like she couldn't breathe.Tears were streaming down her face. She had run up to the surface when she decided she couldn't listen anymore.
She needed to get out of there before the Anarchists ended their meeting, but she didn’t know where to go. She certainly couldn’t go back to the house on Wallowridge. Snippets of what she had heard were still swirling around her brain as she tried to steady her breathing and think straight.
I didn’t save her for nothing. Very valuable. Dawning his sentinel armor. Your traitorous brother. Just like you did with the rest of her family. His mother. Get rid of her. The Everhart boy.
Adrian. Nova thought back to the night of the gala. Holding Adrian as he cried. She wanted nothing more than to curl up in his arms and let herself be comforted by him, but she couldn’t go to him. Could she?
Of course not. She thought to herself, but the pain was becoming too overwhelming. Still not quite thinking straight, and knowing she had to get out of there as soon possible, she began to make her way to the Mayor’s mansion.
The walk to the Everhart residence was a blur, it was almost midnight and it had started to rain pretty heavily by the time Nova got there. Her tears had all but subsided on the walk over. 
As she went through the security system dread settled over her. She really shouldn't be here, it was so late, not to mention these people would probably gladly throw her in prison given the chance.
By the time Nova had come to her senses enough to realize she should absolutely turn around, she was standing on the porch watching as one of the huge doors swung open.
To her dismay, it was Simon who opened the door. He was dressed in a bathrobe and slippers looking like he had just tumbled out of bed.
“Nova it’s the middle of the night, what are you-” he cut himself short upon seeing that she had been sobbing and was soaking wet with rain. His brow furrowed with worry.
“Are you okay?”
“Yeah,” no “Um is Adrian home.”
“Yeah, he is. I’ll go get him, I think he’s still awake.”
Just as Simon turned around to get his son, they heard a voice.
“Nova?” Adrian.
Nova’s whole body relaxed upon hearing his voice. Adrian was looking at her with so much worry she had to fight not to break into a sob, though she wasn’t very successful.
Simon seemed to take this as his cue to go. “I'll be in the kitchen,” he said, giving her one last sorrowful look before walking away.
“Nova,” Adrian said again coming towards her, and this time her knees buckled. Nova fell into Adrian’s embrace and sobbed.
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Nova: Treat spiders the way you want to be treated. Livia: Killed without hesitation.
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Nova: What are you in the mood for? Livia: World domination. Nova: That's a bit ambitious. Livia: You are my world. Nova: Aww… Livia: Nova: Livia: Nova: OH.
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Nova: Livia, if you don't shut up I'm going to throw myself out of the car. click Nova: DID YOU JUST TURN THE FUCKING CHILDRENS' LOCK ON?!
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Livia walking into the kitchen and seeing all their limes peeled: Nova, I love you but, what the h-e-double FUCK. Nova, sipping coffee happily: I love you too :)
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Martino: Do you have a superpower? Giacomo: Yep! It’s hindsight. Martino: …that’s not going to help us. Giacomo: Yes, I see that now.
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Giacomo: A mosquito tried to bite me and I slapped it and killed it. Giacomo: And I started thinking. Giacomo: Like, it was just trying to get food. Giacomo: What if I went to the fridge and it just slammed the door shut and snapped my neck? Martino: Are you ok?
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Martino: What do you do for a living? Giacomo: I exist against my will.
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Giacomo: Smart is attractive. Educate me on something I don't know! Martino: The mouth of a jellyfish is also an anus. Giacomo: Stop.
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Giacomo: How does one turn their emotions off? Martino: Okay, so first go to settings. Martino: I'm a fucking idiot, I thought that said emojis at first. Giacomo: No, I'm still willing to try this, go ahead. I'm at settings, what do I do next?
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Niccolo: Enrico keeps forgetting which WiFi network they're supposed to use.  Niccolo: So I renamed ours to "Enrico, use this one" to help them out a little.
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Niccolo: I am the left brain, I am the left brain. "I work really hard until my inevitable death" brain. You've got a job to do, you better do it right and the right way is with the left brain's might. Enrico: I LIKE OREOS AND PUSSY-
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Enrico: You have to apologize to them Niccolo. Niccolo: Fine! But I must warn you that this might make me a better, nicer person and that is NOT the person you fell in love with!
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Niccolo: Sorry it took so long to bail you out of jail. Enrico: No, it was my fault. I shouldn't have used my phone call to prank call the police station.
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Enrico: Don’t worry, I know exactly what I’m doing. Everything is going to be fine! Niccolo: How can you still say that? Enrico: Because sometimes, when things get tough, denial is all we have.
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turtle you are so cool. actually. so cool. so, this isn't a request, but more so just an ask since your art and head-canons are sooooo cool (almost as cool as you) and i am developing a coolness addiction.
you never talk about the meta and gala in the context of something that isn't my fic of pin7's! so what are your opinions on them? i recall you saying you had fanon lore for them.
of course, if you're saving it for a fic or a comic or something you ain't gotta give a detailed answer :)
Thank you! I think you're super cool too! I never thought that anyone would actually LIKE my rambling before, but thanks!!
Well, here you go I guess!
Galacta Knight is incredibly brash, impatient, and just sort of mean overall. He's rivals with Meta and seemingly the exact opposite of the stoic knight. If he lived on Popstar the two would probably be at each other's non-existent throats constantly. Meta Knight on the other hand is calm and collected on the outside, having to be responsible for his crew and the safety of Dream Land. However, he shares a lot of similarities with his rival. They're both incredibly impulsive and their lusts for battle are unmatched, resulting in a lot of... interesting decisions like Revenge of Meta Knight and Galacta Knight maybe blowing up a planet or two? The reason why he was sealed away is still pretty vague and I'm not sure what he did that warrants being put in time jail or whatever.
Speaking of Galacta being sealed away, I think now is a good time to talk about that fanon lore. If you could even call it that? It's mostly just a pile of headcanons I combined into a story. (I was gonna make a fanfic about it but I wasn't really sure how to write it.)
It was going to take place in the anime way before Meta Knight joined the GSA. He would've been the puffball equivalent of an older teenager I think. He also would've been a demon beast and followed Nightmare's orders. Anyways, Meta Knight- or Meta Knightmare in this case- wanted to prove his worth to NME so he tried looking for ways to get stronger. He hears something about an "Aeon Hero" in battle, and is instantly interested in this mysterious warrior. After much research Meta goes on a mission to find Galactic Nova, seeing a lot of planets and people along the way. People who are afraid of him. After he fights Galacta Knight he starts to have second thoughts about Nightmare, and when he wins the duel and Galacta Knight is resealed, he isn't sure what to do anymore. He joins the GSA a while later.
I had more ideas that I could use to continue this, but it was getting a bit too close to other stuff I've read and I didn't wanna copy anyone. I hope this is enough for now though, thank you for asking!
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skywarpmyblorbo · 1 year
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I am having so many questions about Earthspark. I know we're only at the mid-season point right now, but there are so many things the show keeps hinting at that keeps bothering me. Obviously spoilers from here.
Like, Arcee's "battle berserker rage"? Is this simply an IDW reference, or is this going to come back later??? I hope to see Arcee and Elita more (and probably interacting with each other too), because they only appear for only some scenes. They need more screentime!
Swindle??? Are we forgetting him? That mech is looking for his brother, who's in jail right now. What is he going to do next?
Where are all the Cassettes, since Megatron releases them??? What are they doing? Ravage seems to be the loyal one, and Laserbeak and Frenzy are looking after themselves. I'm surprised they let Soundwave has 3 Cassettes this time around (and that line about Soundwave accidentally blowing up one of his Cassettes is kinda depressing).
The Seekers??? Holy shit, since Skywarp has her warping abilities, I hope Nova Storm would have a hint of her rainmaking abilities too. I hope to see more Seekers, and I wonder if they're going to do the Seeker trine thing at all. I so hope they at least hint that Thundercracker exists. I don't care if Screamer, TC, and Warp aren't canonically a trine in this 'verse. It'd exist in my head anyway.
I hope we'll get to see more peaceful Decepticons. I don't particularly think it's possible, since the Cons are running away from humans and Bots alike, plus they have to steal energon to survive. I love the fact that there are some distrust across the board here. For some reasons, Bee is assumed dead and he's not working for GHOST like other Bots??? Megatron is the only Con working for GHOST??? Seems implausible but okay? I don't think Megatron is jazzed up about working with only Bots, this man needs more Cons to keep him company lol. I feel that would spice up the whole truce in some way.
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