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guys i promise its so easy to not be racist and take time to unlearn things you may have once thought was okay
#it makes me so fucking mad its not hard#and bro for some guy you dont know personally??#idc if the band saved u one of my fave bands as a kid turned out to be fucking vile ans yes their music still can mean something to me#but my god i do not defend them or support them in any way mow
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hey! this is a threat! BE NICE TO ISKALL. he’s had a history of people complaining in comments of vault hunters and other non-hc videos about when he’s going to return to hc, and i bet they’ve been complaining in the comments about him not being around. he’s a human being too who’s allowed to do whatever he wants with his time. he does not owe you content.
#idk why people harass iskall specifically#it makes me so fucking mad#i bet people complained in mumbos comments too and other hermits whove taken breaks#but come on. its not hard to be nice.
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Hey hello!
Here are some colored doodles of the fun little DHMIS bodyswap idea thought up by the very fun, very smart @escargon! I did them way back when and wanted to finish them up to add to the fun lol.
It was sooo much fun to draw and I hope I made it clear whos who by the body language/dialogue but if not! I put a helpful little diagram in there. Also,as well, I think if Duck had access to a relatively-normal sized body like Reds’ that duckman is dressing up and NO ONE can stop him. So that’s the last two.
#DHMIS#don't hug me i'm scared#dhmis duck#dhmis red guy#dhmis yellow guy#I have SOOO MUCH TO SAY ABT THESE BC THIS CONCEPT IS SO FUCKING FUNNY TO MY ANY WAY YOU SLICE IT#so im just putting it here bc. i said everything nessecary I think.#anyways i think yellow in reds body would just be crouching down the whole time. not used to the height and is a lil scared of standing up#also think he would mouthbreathe so hard he'd get the whole front of yarn wet itd be disgusting shkdsh#i think either ONE of them in yellows body is like 'OW WHY DO I SUDDENLY HAVE A MIGRAINE'#and I absolutely think Duck in Reds body would be a literal actual monster#He would let the new height go to his head SOOO FAST its not even funny like. just absolute menacery#and obligatory getting to wear normal clothes of course. again. mad with power imo.#also i DID draw but didnt finish the idea that Red would hate both of the other twos clothes. like just be so viscerally uncomfortable#i drew a lot of stuff that didnt make it here but yknow what thats just stuff only my good friend Bear shall know i suppose............#my dhmis postings#me art
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kokomi, watching me pull on her banner the 77th time, with 0 intention of coming home
#genshin impact#genshin fanart#kokomi#sangonomiya kokomi#i swear shes doing it on purpose#I HAVE TWO OF HER FUCKIN DONUTS MAN#LIKE WTF DO I DO W THEM??#i dont even like barbara#should i force heizou to be a healer lmao#this is so annoying#my art#istg if fucking keqing comes home#ill be so mad bc like???? why fucking wait till hard pity#if im gonna lose holy shit the audacity#if its qiqi ill be less mad but still frustrated#how u gonna make me lose at hard pity wtf
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i muade this in like 20 minuts and i refuse to spend anymore time on it. heres the video that possessed me to make it
#i might spruce it up more for a doodly page later#who knows#in the meantime though this can try to break containment if it wants to#this fuckin video was crackin me up so hard i HAD to make it real#i love emizel tucker so so fuckin much UUGGHH#ALSO I JUST FINISHED WATCHING EP 9 BTW. AND OH MY GOD. OH COME ON. WHAT THE FUCK. IM SO MAD ABT GABE#THEY COULDVE BEEN BOYFRIENDS. WHAT THE FUCK. CMOOON#also i gotta leave in a while to work a shift at 2 am and im NERVOUS. AND ITS MANIFESTING IN WAYS#AND THOSE WAYS INCLUDE SCREAMIN ABT BLORBOS ON TWITTER#HEEELP ME HEEELP!! HELP MEEE!!!
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MIKE BLOCKED ME ON TWITTER FOR ROASTING HIS DUMBASS RESPONSE TO THE GRAPHIC NOVEL STUFF!!
grown ass man scared of the 19-year-old queer being mean to him over his public meltdown more at 8.
#ramblez#little white boy sad? U sad bc nobody likes you? Bc u constantly make a fool of urself and show off ur distaste for ur fans? lmao#this is one of the greatest things to ever happen to me imagine how mad he'll be when he finds out the fangame Im making has queers in it#hes gonna have a whole other white boy meltdown on main KJSNFDGKJHFGKJHGKJHSDFGSD#hes so fucking sensitive maybe just get off of social media Mike this never ends well for you#batim#batdr#bendy and the ink machine#bendy and the dark revival#and look Im joking around about this but it really is sad that the bendy devs cant handle this kind of critique towards their decisions#it seems despite the backlash once again they are choosing to ignore their fans which is yknow upsetting#But hey ig if the devs being awful was a dealbreaker for this fandom I wouldve left a long time ago and I havent#dw Im not going anywhere <3#also if anyone else here was also criticizing Mike maybe check his acct to make sure ur not blocked now since apparently#old habits die hard and this is certainly a pattern with him KJHDSFKGJHSDKFGJHDFGSD#also look before anyone asks yes I was kinda mean to him over this but to put bluntly if hes gonna be this dismissive to his fans concerns#he deserves it. Theres this persistent attitude esp in bendy fanspaces of being defensive of the devs#and I dont know why they have been extremely horrible people every single chance they get#and its very hurtful to see how many people would rather tell me to be kinder to the people who broke the heart of a child me when they#dismissed any ideas of putting queers like me in their stories than to realize Mike n Meatly bring this bad attention to themselves#to put bluntly I dont owe them kindness not until they at least apologize for the shit they did which they still havent#mike hasnt even addressed his vent poem in the code of BATDR let alone the other shit he said n did#so no I will not be kind to him ever hope this helps!
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I swear to God the fact that frulleboi was releasing a comic FOR FREE and bitches harassed them about not updating enough when last time I check they....
Uploaded weekly
God even if they uploaded monthly or every few months some of you people need to grow the fuck up and learn to wait instant gratification culture has ruined a good lot of people
#first Parksrway getting harased and then i found ojt what happened to frulleboi?#fandom these days is people saying content about someone's art and then getting mad about#the fact its art#like it takes FUCKING TIME#you got whole people doing comics and shit and it takes FOREVER#its taking me forever#im not the one getting harassed thank fuck#like thank you all for you patience i mean it#but this culture of treating people like machines to get shit done like oh my gOD SHUT UPPPPPPP#like some of yall only know how to consume#as stated before some chucklefuck finds this post and thinks im addressing them personally this isnt about anyone doing bad in particullar#im extremely annoyed with watching people get overwhelemed because there are so many people in fandom these days that dont know just how#hard making fic and fanworks is#and if you eant a good idea how hard it is#make a comic#just make one#write a fic#write one where you out your whole ass into it you will be going through the dictionary like no ones buissness#the way youll be looming up literary theory#and all kinds of little things to see does this work does this make sense#its TEDIOUS#this stuff despite how fun it is#is still WORK
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hey hi hello good morning um i just got woken up with the knowledge of my bank account being way in the negatives because a bill came in later than it should have and i am not taking it well
i started a new job last week and im not getting my first check until later this week, and theyre mailing it to me so it may come even later. my phone bill needs to be paid (its $54 and i need my phone turned back on just in case my job tries to call me, i dont want to get fired/suspended over this) and of course my fridge is looking empty at the worst time too (literally any amount helps, i just need basic food to last for the next week. im running low on struggle meal ingredients 😅)
im transmasc and queer and i have no family or support system to fall back on, i would take on more commissions but my queue is very full and i want to make a dent in it before i open up again, plus its hard to be creative in a situation like this... i cant afford burnout right now
im so close to being back on my feet, this is my last roadblock and its coming at the worst time. as soon as things get steady with work things will be back to normal!!!
please please please dont feel obligated to help, only if you can afford to do so, otherwise id appreciate reblogs! i know we're all struggling right now, even just visibility helps
paypal.me/bewearrr
ko-fi.com/shadyhouse
venmo: tobias_leviathan
thank you for reading this far if you did, hopefully this will be the last time ever i need to make a post like this... 😭 i cant afford to lose my job and im hungry dude!!!!!! its pride month i shouldnt be living like this!!!!!!
#i woke up to go to the bathroom and checked my phone and saw that email and like#god i do not want to make another post like this im so fucking mad at myself#like things will get better i have a job now but fuuuuuuuuccccckkkkkkk its really hard out here#yesterday night i had like $48 in my bank account and i was like 'this is fine i'll just start a basic ych tomorrow :)'#and then today began :') of course its ALWAYS something. i really thought life would go easy on me for one month huh
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#with every new information about this goddamn company i get less and less excited for new stuff#and like... i so fucking want to be excited#but its just so hard#and at one moment im super hyped like omg new song omg jin omg festa#and then the next i am just buffled and sad how this company is acting - silencing people and making everything purely about money#idk :(((#hope is a bitch but i just cant stop hoping that we will soon see the light#and something finally happens#because i love my seven more than anything and i dont want my love and excitement be taken away#but i have to put my morals first#:((((#please dont attack me for this rant i just have to get it out#i will delete this soon#im mad at hybe not the boys
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AHHHHHH
#this post brought to you by: me#i. applied for a preapproval letter for a mortgage yesterday. and spoke to a realtor to start finding me houses#i want to move several states away which further complicated things. but the houses there are CHEAP#like under 100k for a 2 bedroom move in ready#anyways i got approved for 80k with a 20k down payment. and im FREAKING THE FUCK OUT#and because i got that pre app letter i have a loan officer calling me today to talk#and we literally work at the same bank so i can SEE that hes active and hasnt read my message#even though its been 45 minutes. KEVIN MESSAGE ME BACK. IM NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO FOCUS UNTIL I DO THIS CALL#AHHHHHHH S C R E A M. it might happening!!!! i might be finally.mov8ng out in a few months!!!#i mgiht be a HOMEOWNER by the end of the year#i have been saving money for this since i was. 16? 17?#ive had a good well paying job since i was 18.#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#once i have a house then i start job searching in that area. and start getting really serious about LEAVING my very good job#which is soooo scary. this job was supposed to be my lifelong career. but then everyone fucking moved to other states and left me behind#so theres no point staying here.#i might never have this kind of job security again.#but also my realtor said that theres a lot of bank jobs in that area so maybe itll be easy to find something#on the fence on if i tell my parents that im Making Moves right now#on one hand its hard to not talk about it becuae im STRESSED TF OUT#but on the other hand when i tentatively mentioned the state i want to move to#richard started yelling and swearing el oh el#might be better to wait and avoid the tension as long as possible?#but also i dont know how they can stay angry when its literally my best option#the other places where my friends live either have 0 opportunity and high housing prices. or are even moe liberal than where im going#idk. why do half of my problems come down to “my parents will be mad” like im a 12 year old or something. shit fucking sucks#this is why i want to get out of here#also it feels weird and bad to talk to my friends about how stressed i am about buying a house when all of them are stressed about#not being able to make rent or something. my problems feel like a brag in a really odd and shitty way. but hey!#if this works out maybe ill start being stressed about how im going to make my mortgage payments! :') yay!
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literally the catch 22 of making urself less to keep people around you directly leading to people leaving u bc you’re not opening up to them 🧍♀️
#like !!! I’m trying to be what YOU want!!! I’m sorry you didn’t want me like that and now you’re mad I’m fake ?!!!??!!#I’m trying so hard but I don’t think I have an authentic self to live confidently as#bc everyone says the only way to rly be happy is let go of expectations and be your real self and find your real people#but I don’t think I have a self tbh#I think I’m a collection of experiences and expectations and I don’t know how to return to the origin point#oh well I guess!!!!! lost cause!#‘you can’t give up everything for someone and call that love’ WELL WHAT IF ITS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW HOW TO LOVE ?!#yeah I’ll never have real love bc I only expect to love and not be loved#but let’s be entirely real. you can’t love a mirrorball ! a set of masks ! a changing thing !#and yeah I know it’s my fault I’m like that but it’s fucking impossible to stop#how can I take chances and live authentically like ??? what the fuck that goes against my like. core being.#idk I’m making it sound stupid but UGH#and then I just become upset later that they don’t love me the same. maybe it’s bc they don’t know me. like sure. they never asked.#but I never told.#i talk sometimes
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i wish all reposters a very kys
#vent post i guess?? more like#blowing off steam cause god it makes me mad#im just so fucking mad that#i cant even post any art anymore without that nagging voice of the possiblity and reality that theres someone out there to repost shit#not even my mutual can post art bc theres always that one dick head who thinks its funny and OK to repost artwork we try so hard on#you have NO idea how much it genuinely hurts#uugh >:/#cw negativity#if thats even a tag ig idk!
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#vent post essay ahead lol#having complexes about talking about your emotions is literally the fucking devil . its miserable. it sucks so bad.#the aamount of damage that is caused to someone by like#i mean im talking abou t me here obviously.#being the person whose like. overall ultimately tends not to feel horrible as often is like.#it's nice not feeling bad emotionally all the time but also it's like. i develop this complex about being like able to help.#i don't feel bad anywhere near as often as my friends so i can help them out and listen to them vent i can have the mental room to#like listen to them talk about their problems. yeah. but it makes me feel like. well this is my job now so i shouldn't fucking talk about m#i shouldnt vent when i feel bad because that's not what i'm known for. plus my friends already all feel worse than me more often than me. s#i don't want to dump any more on their plate than they have to deal with. i don't want to burden them anymore than i have to. and like it's#it's hard. i hate fucking talking about it and it's made so much worse when its like people i love . always been a fucking problem becaus#i just feel fucking horrible admitting that i feel bad i hate that so much. i don't want to like turn away people who care about me but li#i feel like if i tell them what's wrong with me i'll like do it anyways. i feel like i come off as super normal and happy go lucky and like#ostensibly fine. so when i admit this shit its like. oops the facade is cracking!!!!!! uh oh uh oh you can't help people so you feel bad!!!#because your fucking npd has made you feel self centered in a way that means you want to help people or some shit i dont fucking know#and so when i feel bad or get mad over something unreasonable it's like. well i hope i fucking keel over and die or something i dont like .#i don't want people seeing me like this or whatever. and my stupid fucking personality disorder just ruins every god damn thing its so bad.#my past experiences giving me complexes that lead to me feeling fucking left out over like small stupid stuff but god the worst part is lik#my brain categorizing something as being ''My Thing'' so somebody else talks about liking my thing AFTER my brain has designated it mine#makes alarm bells go off and feel like theyre fucking. i don't know encroaaching on my turf or what the fuck ever? it SUCKS ASS#it makes me feel HORRIBLE . and it's like i'm not gonna fucking bring it up because i don't wnt to be like a dick but also it's like well.#i feel fucking miserable about this but it's just like mean and unnecessary and cruel to like stifle people's fucking fun because of my dum#fuckin complexes. it's fucking constant. like oh look at you girl you feel fucking left out because you never get characters who really gri#you mentally and so now you have one but oops! someone else talked about them and now you're seeing red! you like this person though#so you're gonna feel fucking MISERABLE about this . you're gonna feel HORRIBLE because of this. and there's nothing you can fucking do#and it controls my goddamn life and i HATE IT i fucking HATE IT i wish i knew how to fix it. ghghrgurghrughruhg i want to fucking explode#and then you feel bad about feeling bad because you are fucking sisyphus. you're sisyphus. and your own anger is your boulder. you ingrate.#i hate this. i just wanted to have a good day.#jane mary cry one tear
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so glad to just come home and immediately be like "okay its vent hour time" but like
dont fucking talk to me about being a writer and then tell me you use ai to write 3/4 of your text for you and top it off by BRAGGING how you "wrote" 50k words in two days
YOU DIDNT WRITE MOST OF THEM. THATS NOT WORTH BRAGGING ABOUT TO SOMEONE WHO PAINSTAKINGLY HANDCRAFTS ALL THEIR FICS FOR FUCKING DAYS FROM BEGINNING TO END AND EDITS ALL THEIR SHIT AS WELL
fucking hell im angry
#sure i dont tell these people im a writer cause then i would have to explain why i write gay fanfics about wrestlers#but like. thats not a fucking brag either way. saying that youre a writer and then saying most of your stuff is ai generated is not the flex#you think it is no matter what. youre making a mockery of the arts you fuckwad#the worst part? this was my own fucking brother. the one person i'd trust not to do this kind of shit#im just disappointed and angry and like. i dont know. ai fucking sucks if you use ai to create any supposed ''art'' leave me the fuck alone#im so mad rn. i feel like my work means jackshit. its already hard enough to make it with my stuff and rarepairs and shit and then just#seeing someone in my immediate orbit do this? idk im just mad#ugh. whatever. vent hour over im just. i wanna scream#im so fucking disappointed rn#night is an absolute mess on main
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im literally going to throw up im sooooo mad i never got to trick or treat OR sleepover OR play dnd in all SIXTEEN YEARS OF MY FUCKING LIFE..... im supposed to be a TEENAGER doing TEENAGE THINGS but for some reason i CANT
#THE FUCKING TEENS IN DNDADS HAVE A BETTER SOCIAL LIFE THAN ME#WHAT THE HELL#sorry im listening to teen talk and theyre talking about key pivotal teen moments#and i literally have not been over to a friend's house in a YEAR#AND NONE OF MY IRLS EVEN WANT TO GO OUT AND PRACTICE CINEMATOGRAPHY W ME#THIS IS FUCKED#im not that mad about it though#pretty okay on my own#i enjoy the time i get to spend w myself#and i enjoy the freedom that it provides me#an di understand that i gotta make the most out of the situation i am unfortunately in#but like its so fucking hard to do things without the support of a friend by yr side...#but like being friends w someone just for the shit they provide you is kinda fucked#and if i think too hard about the power of friendship and the strong emotional bonds it creates#bad stuff happenbs#idk i just find it hard to find people who understand me#and i tend to click with people who don't share very similar perspectives on friendship w me#i just wish it was as easy for me as it seems to be for the teens#and in a way im afraid im falling behind or missing out cuz i lack a strong friendgroup to fuck around w#but i mean ive been told sleepovers are overated anyway soooo
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& now im crying. great.
#came home she got out pork chops says i have to cook & eat them bc i need protein#dont want hot food rn & even if i did i dont have the energy to cook dont even have the energy to get a glass of water#but like i was handling it was gonna lay down a while then make pork chops feed them to the cat if i couldnt make myself eat & thats fine.#but then she said i was being a little shit bc of like i guess my tone of voice ir something?#idk man im tired & im frustrated & im in pain & im trying so hard to be polite & say the right things#but like. no matter how hard i try i cant get it right my voice always comes off wrong#& it always has & it will continue to the rest of my life#i try SO HARD she knows i struggle with tone & i still cant get it right & shes mad at me for it#i cant fucking do this i cant be a person im not GOOD AT IT.#im like failing at humanness and i always have been#& idk its a stupid thing to get so upset over & i know logically im being dramatic#but im just so tired#& i havent eaten since 7 so i probs have low blood sugar or something idk#and i’ve had a headache for 3 days that wont fucking go away#& i just cant make myself be rational rn#rambling
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