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bibbawrites · 3 years

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Beach Baby - Single Dad!Charlie x Owen

THIS IS PART 4 OF THE SINGLE DAD!CHARLIE SERIES YOU CAN READ PART 1 HERE , THE PREQUEL (PART 2) HERE AND PART 3 HERE

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Word Count: 3907 words 😳

Summary: Part 4 of Single Dad!Charlie, Margaux and Charlie reunite with Owen in Hawaii after months apart due to lockdown, just in time for Margaux’s fourth birthday

Warnings: technically underage drinking, i guess technically i have to warn that this is implied mutual crushing between owen and charlie, if you dont feel comfortable with romantic chowen do not read

A/N: i couldn’t get this out of my head so i had to write it, and boy did i write it this is the longest non-chaptered fic ive ever written and honestly i could have made it longer but i didnt want it to drag on any more that it already did this is literally more than double the length of my normal fics, i got very carried away

also just a note that i’m not trying to be rude about the fans who met the boys at the airport and i’m sure in real life the boys were happy to stop and chat, but from a parents perspective charlie’s first instinct would be to protect his daughter so i just thought i’d add that. please don’t get upset for that part!

sorry for any mistakes, its 4am and im half asleep trying to read through this to post lol anyways, hope you enjoy!

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“Papa!” Margaux screamed, racing across the airport to Owen, the blond boy scooping up the nearly four year old and spinning her around when she reached him.

“Maggie! I’ve missed you so much.” Owen exclaimed, pulling his mask down to pepper her cheeks with kisses, causing Margaux to giggle loudly. “Where’s your Daddy?”

“Right behind you.” Owen spun around to find Charlie standing there, clearly smiling at him despite the bandana that covered his mouth, and Owen’s heart skipped a beat at how good Charlie looked in the early morning sun streaming through the airport windows.

Meanwhile Charlie was thinking the exact same thing, admiring how attractive Owen was, especially when he was in his dad mode. He really understood why girls had such a weakness for cute boys with cute kids when he saw Owen with Margaux.

Charlie stepped forward, pulling Owen into a tight hug and Margaux whined in complaint at being squished between her dad and her self declared papa. They pulled away from each other, both boys fighting to hide their slightly flushed cheeks.

“I’m hungry.” Margaux whined, and Charlie was snapped out of his heart eyes daze, his whole focus back on his daughter.

“Let’s get some food into you before our plane leaves then eh.” He replied, and Margaux nodded happily.

Feeling bold Owen grabbed onto Charlie’s hand, lacing their fingers together. It wasn’t unusual for them to do this but it was the first time doing it when they were well known enough that someone might recognise them. But neither of them really cared. They were just happy to be back together again.

The minute they arrived in Hawaii they were met with fans. As much as he loved meeting the fans Charlie couldn’t help but sigh slightly as he tried to protect Margaux as much as he could.

It wasn’t that the fans didn’t know about Margaux, because it was a well known fact that he was a single dad, it was more that he wanted to keep her away from the spotlight. She hadn’t asked for her dad to become a well known actor, and she didn’t deserve to have her life changed because of it. He was determined to give her the most normal life possible.

Eventually they made it to the villa house that they were staying in while in Hawaii, and after throwing their bags into their rooms it was time to have a bit of fun.

“Swim time swim time!” Margaux sung, running laps around the living room. Kenny chuckled at the small girl, looking up at Charlie who was following closely behind her.

“It seems like only yesterday she was a tiny two year old who cried every time you left her side.” He said, and Charlie smiled fondly, sitting down on the chair next to Kenny.

“She’s growing up too fast.” He agreed. “I can’t believe in less than 24 hours time I’ll be a dad to a four year old.”

Margaux tripped on the tiles, landing with a clatter, her bottom lip jutting out. Charlie jumped up, but before he could even think about moving across the room Owen was by Margaux’s side, helping her up and pulling her into a tight hug. He whispered something in her ear and Margaux giggled loudly, her fall already forgotten.

Charlie smiled softly at the scene, his heart filled with love for both the blond boy and his little princess.

“Daddy.” Margaux called, snapping Charlie out of his daze.

“Yeah baby?” He answered, finally making his way across the room.

“Can we swim now?” She asked, grabbing onto his leg. Charlie subconsciously ran his hand through her soft curls.

“Of course we can.” He replied. Margaux glanced up at Owen.

“Papa too?” She questioned.

“Papa too.” Charlie agreed. Margaux peered past him, her gaze landing on Kenny.

“Coming Uncle Kenny?” She asked, and Kenny laughed, standing up.

“Coming Little Gillespie.” He replied.

Margaux smiled contently, taking both Charlie and Owen’s hands to pull them outside towards the pool.

She really did have every single one of them wrapped around her little finger.

Dinner that night was special, as it was supposed to be Carolynn’s last day on the island. They decided on a joint party for her last night, as well as celebrating Margaux’s birthday a day early.

They had headed to a tiny restaurant near their villa, and Charlie had allowed Margaux to pick whatever she wanted from the menu, not that it mattered because she chose chicken nuggets and chips anyways.

The meal was nice, and before they knew it they were arriving back at the villa. Jeremy, Carolynn and Kenny all excused themselves for bed, and Tori settled into the couch, flicking the TV on.

“Bath and bed time baby.” Charlie told Margaux, and she pouted but obeyed, following him into the hallway.

“Hey Char, can I ask you something?” Owen asked, trailing behind the father daughter duo, and Charlie stopped, letting Margaux run ahead to their room.

“Anything.” He smiled.

“Do you mind if I share your room? I know the other bed was meant to be for Margaux but-” Owen started, playing with his fingers slightly.

“She can share with me.” Charlie cut him off. “Bed’s all yours.” Owen looked up, his eyes widening.

“Really?” He checked.

“Of course.” Charlie smiled. Owen grinned, throwing his arms around Charlie’s neck.

“Thanks Char. I just didn’t really want to sleep alone.” He admitted, and Charlie squeezed him tight.

“Any time.” He told Owen, and the blond boy pulled away with a smile, before heading off to the room he was originally going to stay in to collect his bags.

Charlie entered the room that he and Margaux, and now Owen, were sharing, finding his daughter already snuggled into one of the beds, still wearing her dinner clothes. Charlie sighed, moving to pull her out of the bed. Owen entered the room, bags in tow, and Margaux looked up at him excitedly.

“Papa! Are you sleeping here?” She questioned. Owen placed his bags in the corner before answering.

“I am Miss Maggie.” He said, and Margaux cheered.

“You don’t mind sleeping with Daddy?” Charlie checked, and Margaux shook her head, jumping up to throw her arms around Charlie’s neck.

“Nope! More cuddles!” She stated. Charlie laughed, picking her up.

“Exactly right. Now, it’s bath time.” He said, grabbing Margaux’s pyjamas as she clung to him.

“Bye Papa!” Margaux called as Charlie moved to leave the room. Owen waved.

“Bye Maggie!” He replied, matching her enthusiasm. Charlie couldn’t help but smile.

Margaux was so lucky to have someone like Owen in her life. They both were.

“Daddy! Wake up!” Margaux screamed, jumping on top of Charlie. He groaned, squinting as he looked up at his daughter.

“What time is it?” He mumbled. Owen sat up in his own bed, grabbing his phone to check the time.

“4:47am.” He informed Charlie, his voice thick with sleep. Charlie tried to ignore how sexy Owen’s morning voice was, instead focusing on his daughter.

“Mags it’s too early to be awake.” He told her. Margaux pouted, flopping down on top of him.

“Daddy, it’s my birthday!” She exclaimed. Charlie smiled, kissing her cheek.

“I know baby, happy birthday. Now can we sleep for a little bit?” He tried. Margaux thought for a moment.

“Only if Papa comes here too.” She decided.

Charlie’s eyes widened slightly, eyes fixed on Owen as the younger boy sleepily slid out of his bed with no hesitation, and into Charlie’s, snuggling into Charlie’s side the minute he laid down. Margaux squirmed her way under the covers, squishing herself in between the two of them.

Charlie shut his eyes in an attempt to get back to sleep, but it was no use. He opened his eyes again, staring up at the ceiling, as Margaux slept soundly next to him.

His mind was racing, noticing every single little place where Owen’s warm skin was in contact with his. It felt like he was on fire.

“Stop thinking.” Owen mumbled, and Charlie turned his head to see Owen staring at him, his eyes half shut with sleep.

“How did you know?” He questioned. Owen gave him a small smile.

“I always know. Whatever it is, just ignore it for now. Get some sleep, it’s gonna be a big day.” Owen whispered. Charlie paused for a moment, just staring at Owen in the dim light from Margaux’s nightlight. Even half asleep in the almost complete darkness of the room Owen still looked gorgeous. Charlie swallowed.

“You’re right. Thanks O.” He replied.

“Love you.” Owen yawned in response, his eyes shutting again. Charlie smiled softly, moving his hand to brush a bit of Owen’s hair off his face.

“I love you too Owen.” He replied, despite the fact that the younger boy was already asleep. He pressed a soft kiss to Owen’s head, and lowered his voice to no more than a whisper.

“More than I probably should.”

After what felt like no time at all Charlie was being shaken awake again.

“Daddy is it time to get up now?” Margaux questioned, sitting on his chest. Charlie yawned.

He reached over and checked his phone. It was just after 6:30am.

“Okay we can get up. But we’re gonna leave Papa to sleep a little bit more, okay?” Charlie compromised. Margaux thought for a moment before agreeing. Charlie grinned, sliding the both of them out of the bed careful not to wake Owen. Once they were out of the bed Charlie lifted Margaux up, placing her on his hip. He pressed a soft kiss to her temple.

“Now. Let’s go make some birthday pancakes.”

“Happy birthday Little Gillespie.” Jeremy sung, entering the kitchen with Carolynn close behind him.

Margaux grinned, her mouth full of pancake.

“Thank you!” She exclaimed, her words muffled by her food. Carolynn stepped past Jeremy, moving to place a gentle kiss on Margaux’s head and whisper to her. Margaux grinned before looking up at her father.

“Hey Daddy?” She spoke. Charlie made a noise in response.

“Yeah?” He said, flipping pancakes onto a plate for both Jeremy and Carolynn.

“Do you think the birthday fairy could found me here?” Margaux questioned, her eyes full of hope. Charlie couldn’t help but smile, not even bothering to correct her words, as he placed the pan down.

“Should we go find out?” He asked. Margaux’s eyes widened in excitement.

“Yeah! But first we have to get Papa.” She decided. Charlie nodded.

“You wanna go wake him up? Tell him we made him some pancakes?” He asked, and Margaux grinned, already sliding out of her chair.

“Okay Daddy!” She replied, before rushing out of the room. The room fell silent for a few moments before Carolynn cleared her throat.

“So Charlie...” She raised an eyebrow. “How long have you been in love with Owen?”

Charlie choked on his coffee.

“I’m sorry, what?” He spluttered. Carolynn grinned.

“You heard me.” She said. Charlie hesitated.

“I’m not-” He stopped. “I-”

He groaned. There was no use denying it if clearly he was obvious enough that his friends had figured him out.

“Since filming.” He admitted. Carolynn cheered.

“You owe me $20.” She told her husband, who glared at Charlie.

“You just had to admit it, huh?” Jeremy shook his head, and Charlie shrugged, a small smile on his face.

“Admit what?” Owen’s voice came from behind them, deep from sleep, and Charlie took a sip of his coffee to try to distract himself. Owen always looked good but in the early morning light, his hair still a mess from sleeping, he looked ethereal. Charlie bit his lip to stop himself from staring.

“Nothing important.” Carolynn replied, and Charlie shot her a thankful look.

“Can we see if the birthday fairy visited now?” Margaux sighed, clearly impatient. They all laughed.

“Of course baby.” Charlie told her, standing up. He grabbed the plate of pancakes he had made for Owen, handing them to the younger boy as he passed him.

Margaux lead the way to the living area where Kenny and Tori were already sat waiting, squealing with excitement when she saw the small pile of presents on the table.

“They came!” She exclaimed, and Charlie couldn’t help but smile, ruffling her hair affectionately.

Margaux settled down on the couch as everyone spread out around the room, and one by one she opened the presents, eyes widening with excitement at every single one.

Charlie had gotten her a few dolls that he knew she had been wanting, plus some new clothes, books and other toys.

Jeremy and Carolynn had gotten her a small paint set with a Frozen paint by numbers.

Kenny had gotten her a tiny version of the Sunset Curve shirt that the cast had all received.

Tori had gotten her a little lilac tutu.

Madi, Jadah and Savannah had sent their presents, some handmade earrings, little stud versions of the ghost drawings that Carolynn had created from Madi, a small pair of overalls from Savannah, and a colouring book from Jadah.

But her absolute favourite gift had come from Owen, a tan coloured bear from Build-A-Bear that he had dressed like Luke, and the clothes to change the bear into Reggie, Alex and Julie if she wanted to.

After hugs all round the group decided to go their own ways, with Kenny heading off to spend the day relaxing, and Tori, Jeremy and Carolynn going to the beach to sunbathe since Carolynn’s flight had been delayed.

“Where do you want to go today birthday girl?” Charlie asked, as he and Owen collected the pile of gifts to move them back to their room.

Margaux frowned in thought, the bear still grasped in her arms.

“Hiking.” She decided, and Charlie laughed. She was definitely his daughter.

“You sure? We can do whatever you want to do.” He checked. Margaux nodded, her attention focused on her new clothes that Charlie had placed on the bed to fold later.

“I’m sure.” She said, reaching for the Sunset Curve shirt and overalls. “Can I wear this?”

“Of course you can.” Charlie agreed.

“I’m gonna have a quick shower.” Owen said, grabbing some clothes out of his bag. Charlie nodded, focused on helping Margaux change out of her pyjamas into her new clothes.

“Do you think we can have some time tonight just you and me?” Charlie asked once Margaux was dressed, moving to grab her hairbrush and some hair ties.

“Yes please Daddy.” Margaux agreed, sitting on the edge of the bed as Charlie sat behind her.

“We could go get dinner just the two of us, and then come back here for birthday cake.” He suggested. Margaux frowned, clearly thinking.

“Is it chocolate cake?” She asked after a moment, and Charlie paused from brushing her hair to kiss the top of her head.

“You’ll have to wait and see.” He teased. Charlie finished tying her hair up into two little space buns, not quite proper buns but as close as he could get with her shortish hair.

“I hope it’s chocolate cake. I love chocolate cake.” She giggled, standing up on the bed and turning around to hug her father. Charlie wrapped his arms around her, a gesture that was so safe and familiar.

“Me too baby, me too.” He agreed. Margaux snuggled her head into his shoulder.

“Is Papa coming hiking?” She questioned. Charlie grinned to himself.

“Do you want him to come?” He asked. Margaux didn’t even hesitate.

“Yes.”

“Then I’m sure he’d love to come.” Charlie assured her. She pulled away. looking him in the eyes. Charlie had always loved that she had gotten his eyes.

“Do I ask him?” She said, eyes wide. Charlie struggled to contain a laugh at how serious she looked.

“When he comes back, yeah.” He nodded.

“When who comes back?” Owen asked, re-entering the room. Margaux jumped up, throwing herself at the 20 year old. He lifted her up with no hesitation.

“Are you gonna come hiking?” Margaux asked, her bottom lip jutting out in a pleading way.

“Of course I am. Wouldn’t want to miss spending time with my two favourite people.” Owen grinned, kissing her nose causing her to giggle. Charlie’s heart skipped a beat at the declaration that he was one of Owen’s favourite people.

“Yay! Can we go now?” Margaux turned in Owen’s arms to face her father. He nodded, standing up from the bed.

“Shoes, and then we can go.” He said, and Margaux squirmed her way out of Owen’s arms to go find her running shoes.

Charlie exchanged a look with Owen, the both of them thinking the same thing.

It was going to be a long day.

Hiking with a just turned four year old was exhausting, even despite them choosing the easiest possible trail so that she wouldn’t have any issues.

It was fine at first, Margaux excitedly looking at the plants and trying to spot any animals in the trees, but after about twenty minutes she got bored and tired, and Charlie and Owen spent the rest of the hike passing her back and forth between the two of them.

Finally they made it back to the villa, and after a quick stop for lunch Margaux was recharged and ready for the rest of the day.

“Can we swim?” She asked. Charlie nodded.

“We’ll go and get changed, and then we can go in the pool for a while until we have to get ready for dinner, okay?” He suggested.

“Okay Daddy.” Margaux smiled sweetly.

After quickly changing into their swimmers, Charlie, Margaux and Owen ended up in the pool, Jeremy and Carolynn lounging nearby.

They swam for a few hours until Margaux got thirsty, and with a promise of apple juice she and Charlie climbed out of the pool leaving Owen to go sit with the Shada’s.

Charlie walked inside the villa, finding Kenny sat at the kitchen bench reading while Tori lounged on one of the couches, staring at her phone.

“Why don’t we do cake now, so that you don’t have to worry about rushing home?” Kenny spoke up, as Charlie manoeuvred through the kitchen to get the apple juice out, Margaux clinging to his chest like a baby koala.

“That’s a good idea. Do you want to do your birthday cake now Mags?” Charlie asked his daughter, pouring her some apple juice. She sipped on the juice, looking up at him with wide eyes.

“Yeah!” She exclaimed. Charlie smiled.

“Okay, can you go get Papa, Aunty Care and Uncle Jer for me?” He asked, placing her down. She nodded eagerly, handing her cup of juice to him before rushing outside to where Owen, Jeremy and Carolynn were still sat.

Charlie grabbed the cake out of the fridge and placed it on the bench, before putting the four candles in, and grabbing a lighter.

“Have you seen my camera Kenny?” He asked, and Kenny just pointed to the end of the bench where the camera was sitting. Charlie smiled gratefully, grabbing the camera.

“Want me to take photos?” Tori offered, and Charlie nodded, handing her the camera.

Margaux re-entered the room, Owen and the Shada’s following close behind her, and when she reached her father he lifted her up. Kenny took the lighter, lighting the candles on the cake and together they sung Happy Birthday to Margaux, Tori snapping photos as the four year old blew out her candles.

Charlie held Margaux close to him as Kenny divided the cake up, thankful that he had such an amazing family to spend his little girl’s birthday with.

When Charlie and Margaux made it back to the villa after their dinner that night, the newly four year old was ready to fall asleep. Charlie carried her to bed, silently thanking his past self for deciding to give her a bath and do her birthday cake before they went to dinner because now all he had to do was change her into her pyjamas.

He changed her quickly seeing that she was almost asleep, and tucked her into the bed.

“Did you have a good birthday baby?” Charlie asked softly, settling down next to his daughter.

Margaux just nodded in response.

“That’s good.” Charlie ran a hand through her curls. “Goodnight baby girl.”

“Big girl.” Margaux mumbled sleepily. Charlie smiled, leaning down and kissing her head.

“You might be a big girl now but you’ll always be my baby girl.” He whispered. “I love you.”

“I love you too Daddy.” Margaux replied, her eyes already shut and her arms wrapped tightly around her new bear. Charlie stood up slowly and headed to the door, leaving it open a crack for a little bit of light to shine in.

He paused for a moment, just taking in the reality that Margaux was already four years old, and that she was growing up too fast. With one last look at the door he made his way down the hallway and outside to where he knew Owen was waiting.

“She’s asleep.” He announced, flopping down on the outdoor sofa next to Owen.

“I’m not shocked, she’s had a big day.” Owen replied, handing Charlie a cold beer that he had clearly gotten for him. Charlie took it thankfully, taking a large swig.

“Can you believe that she’s four already? It feels like she was only just born and I was waking up to find out that her mother was gone and that it was only me and her. It was terrifying at the time, but looking back I wouldn’t change it for the world.” He rambled. Owen rested his head on Charlie’s shoulder and Charlie wrapped his arm around the younger boy, pulling him closer.

“You should be proud of yourself Char. You’ve done an amazing job.” Owen complimented, snuggling closer to Charlie as he took a mouthful of his beer.

“You think so?” Charlie questioned. Owen nodded against his shoulder.

“I know so.” He sat up. “Margaux is the most well behaved kid I’ve ever met, I don’t think I’ve ever seen her misbehave once in all the time I’ve known her. She’s an amazing kid and it’s all because she has the most amazing father.”

“Thank you.” Charlie whispered, suddenly realising how close Owen was to him. He could feel Owen’s warm breath on his lips, and he found himself leaning in, the urge to kiss Owen overtaking his entire being. His lips brushed against Owen’s ever so slightly, but before they could properly commit to the kiss they were interrupted.

“Hey, we’re gonna play...” Tori’s voice came and they jumped apart quickly. She trailed off, eyeing them carefully. “Were you two about to kiss?”

Charlie cleared his throat. Owen’s eyes widened.

“Uh... no?” Owen lied. Tori shot them a suspicious look but clearly decided against pushing.

“Right... well we’re gonna play Cards Against Humanity if you want to join us.” She told them, before turning and heading back inside. Neither Charlie nor Owen moved, the silence was deafening. Finally Owen spoke.

“Sorry.” He muttered quickly, before standing up and rushing inside. Charlie groaned, watching him leave, the feeling of Owen’s lips still lingering on his own.

“Fuck.” He sighed, downing the last of his beer before standing up to join the rest of the group inside.

He would have to deal with the Owen situation later.

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werewolfharrington · 4 years

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Flower ask: also all of them. you get to suffer with me >:3€

oh darlin’ we’re in it now huh

Alisons: Sexuality?

homogay

Amaranth: Pronouns/Gender?

she/they | all gender will be shot on sight

Amaryllis: Birthday?

sept 23rd

Anemone: Favorite flower?

monkshood

Angelonia: Favorite t.v. show?

stranger things or ghost adventures

Arum-Lily: What’s the farthest you’d go for a stranger?

like? distance? a couple miles probably

Aster: What’s one of your favorite quotes?

“We are such stuff as dreams are made on, and our little lifeIs rounded with a sleep.” William Shakespeare, The Tempest

Aubrieta: Favorite drink?

wild cherry capri sun

Baby’s Breath: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

ima change that to ‘kiss the last person u thought abt kissing’ bc YES

Balsam Fir: Have you ever been in love?

*jenna marbles voice* hell yeah!!

Baneberries: Favorite song?

waiting for the end - linkin park

Basket of Gold: Describe your family.

chaos

Beebalm: Do you have a best friend? Who is it?

i have too many to list !!! brandi, kasey, you, liz, ivy, nick , just to name a few!!

Begonia: Favorite color?

blue uwu

Bellflower: Favorite animal?

foxes !! and opossums

Bergenia: Are you a morning or night person?

night time babey

Black-Eyed Susan: If you could be any animal for a day, what would it be?

either a fox or an opossum or a raven, i think

Bloodroots: When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?

i wanted to be a vet !!!

Bluemink: What are your thoughts on children?

theyre ok as long as theyre not screaming and/or mine

Blazing Stars: What are you afraid of? Is there a reason why?

i don’t liike vomit bc. nastey (trauma i think) and i don’t like old ppl well. i dunno why? they’re just so old and fragile and helpless and sometimes they’re really mean and idk i think it’s like something to do w death or something LMAO idk. also i just hate the idea of becoming old and having to rely on other people ?? hhh

Borage: Give a random fact about your childhood.

i was bullied a lot

Bugleherb: How would you spend your last day on Earth?

realistically? probably playing dead by daylight with my girlfriend ADFSGRHYUTR

Buttercup: Relationship Status?

happily taken

Camelia: If you could visit anywhere, where would you want to go?

ireland, scotland, alaska, greece

Candytufts: When do you feel most loved?

whenever my friends or family tells me they love me but esp when u text me goodmorning or when we say our goodnights sorry im gay haha

Canna: Do you have any tattoos?

i have. uuuuhh 6

Canterbury Bells: Do you have any piercings?

no!!! i want some tho :(

California Poppy: Height?

i think im like. 5′5 or something? give or take an inch ?

Cardinal Flower: Do you believe in ghosts?

oh absolutely. my house is haunted as we speak

Carnation: What are you currently wearing?

bmth hoodie and pajama pants w foxes all over them. i just woke up lol

Catnip: Have you ever slept with a nightlight?

yeah i always keep one on in the bathroom

Chives: Who was the last person you hugged?

my sister bc she came home from college yesterday

Chrysanthemum: Who’s the last person you kissed?

ask me in like. a little over a month from now ;)

Cock’s Comb: Favorite font?

FONT??? the animal crossing font

Columbine: Are you tired?

oh absolutely

Common Boneset: What are you looking forward to?

thanksgiving, christmas, seeing my gf, magfest

Coneflower: Dream job?

idk if it’s a job but i just wanna own like. a ranch that takes in all sorts of animals and takes care of them

Crane’s-Bill: Introvert or extrovert?

introvert

Crocus: Have you ever been in love?

ooooh yeah

Crown Imperial: What’s the farthest you would go for someone you care about?

i mean. depends on what they want/need. distance wise? i’d travel the known universe for u

Cyclamen: Did you have a favorite stuffed animal as a child? What was it?

he was a plaid teddy bear his name was Stanley!!!! i miss him :( but now i have Little Moon God as my favourite stuffed animal

Daffodil: What’s your zodiac sign?

Libro

Dahlia: Have you done anything worth remembering?

Working in Yellowstone is something I’ll never forget

Daisy: What do you feel is your greatest accomplishment?

well. hmm. i was gonna say flying to yellowstone but maybe driving to north carolina by myself bc driving long distances alone to places i haven’t been before gives me hella anxiety (i’m better now)

Daylily: What would you do if your parents didn’t like your partner(s)?

i don’t pay rent in this house to listen to their opinions lmao.

Dendrobium: Who is the last person that you said “I love you” to?

you, i think, when we said goodnight last night!!! EDIT: you this morning!!

False Goat’s Beard: What is something you are good at?

being bad at dead by daylight

Foxgloves: What’s something you’re bad at?

dead by daylight

Freesia: What are three good things that have happened in the past month?

(little over a month now but uhhh) GOT A UH ......GIRL.....FRIEND ...... GOT TO VISIT GIRLFRIEND ........ and got the windshield finally replaced in my car

Garden Cosmos: How was your day today?

i dont know! so far ive laid in bed now im at my computer answering this. not too bad. my shift is only 4 hours today.

Gardenia: Are you happy with where you’re at in your life?

for the most part, i’m pretty content, yeah

Gladiolus: What is something you hope to do in the next year or two?

MOVE OUT

Glory-of-the-Snow: What are ten things that make you happy/you’re grateful to have in your life?

my friends, my mom, my sisters, my girlfriend, my bastard dog

Heliotropium: What helps you calm down when you feel stressed?

metal

Hellebore: How do you show affection?

what does this mean. physically, i’m very affectionate, i just. don’t show it alot bc anxiety/i overthink. that and i constantly tell ppl i love them and what they mean to me

Hoary Stock: What are you proudest of?

whoever is reading this

Hollyhock: Describe your ideal day.

wake up next 2 a cute girl. take way too long to get up. go climb mountain w cute girl. vibe on mountain w cute girl. go to waffle house 2gether. gome home and vibe. play video games or watch a movies/tv w cute girl.

Hyacinth: What do you like to do in your free time?

i like to make art or play bideo jame

Hydrangea: How long have you known your best friend? How did you meet them?

oh gosh i dunno. the ones i’ve known the longest are kasey and brandi, and i’ve known them both around/over a decade i think. we met in middle/highschool!

Irises: Who can you talk to about (almost) everything?

you, ivy, liz

Laceleaf: How many friends do you have?

so many

Lantanas: What’s the best compliment you’ve ever received?

idk man but i remember when you said u had a crush on me and then i posted a selfie and u were like ‘OH NO SHE’S CUTE” and like ??? idk i think that was definitely the first compliment to ever shock me LMAO

Larkspur: What do you think of yourself?

6.9/10

Lavender: What’s your favorite thing about yourself?

my tattoos

Leather Flower: What’s your least favorite thing about yourself?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kGGViLwHEUk

Lilac: What’s something you liked to do as a child?

i liked to play zombies ate my neighbors on the sega genesis !!!!

Lily: Who was your best friend when you were a kid?

eliza !!!! we lost touch a few years after i moved away :(

Lily of the Incas: What is something you still feel guilty for?

ima be real everything makes me feel guilty

Lily of the Nile: What is something you feel guilty for that you shouldn’t feel guilty about?

aaaaaa the whole abi/moon incident

Lupine: What does your name mean? Why is that your name?

my name is fox. it means i like foxes

Marigold: Where did you grow up? Tell us about it.

northern virginia babey !!!! that place fucking sucks!!! but everyone who lives up there thinks they’re hot shit.

Morning Glory: What was your bedroom like growing up?

i had a bunkbed and i think the walls were pink

Mugworts: What was it like for you as a teenager? Did you enjoy your teenage years?

😬 i’m just gonna say i’m much happier now and i’m coping with life and shit a lot better

Norwegian Angelica: Tell us about your mom.

she’s sweet and funny and i love her so much!! she always does the Most for everyone, sometimes to the point where she isn’t concerned abt herself and i see where i get it from. but yeah my mom is great, my dad doesn’t deserve her

Onions: Tell about your dad.

source of a lot of trauma and why i have so many issues regarding men. i don’t wanna talk about him anymore LOL he doesn’t deserve the attention

Orchid: Tell about your grandparents.

my dad’s mom is becoming senile and i think she’s racist and queerphobic. my mom’s parents disowned her a few years ago so we don’t talk to them anymore

Pansy: What was your most memorable birthday? What made it be so memorable?

i dunno. i don’t try to remember my birthdays. whenever i can go to busch gardens for my birthday i usually have a lot of fun there.

Peony: What was your first job?

if you don’t wanna count working w my mom as a florist, target was my first job back in 2016. i found my name tag the other day , actually

Petunia: If you’re in a relationship, how did you meet your partner(s)? If you’re not in a relationship, how did you meet your crush/how do you hope to meet your future partner(s), if you want any?

WELL, i know you followed me on here first. and then twitter?? but we didn’t really start talking until stranger things 3 came out (thank u stranger things) PHYSICALLY, we didn’t meet until fursonacon (haha. i remember when u texted me that u got to the hotel and i came down to help n i saw u unloading yr car and it was then that my brain was like OH NOOOOOOOO and my heart was like OH YEEEEAAAAAAAH)

Pincushion: How do you deal with pain?

physical, mental, or emotional? i play a video game or listen to loud music

Pink: Where is home?[

somewhere in appalachia i can feel it in my stupid soul

Plantain Lilies: If you could go back in time, what is one thing you would stop/change?

idk man i’m pretty content w where i’m at now so

Prairie Gentian: Who is someone you look up to? Describe them.

chester bennington

Primrose: Describe your ideal life.

i have a waife and we have many great pets and we live in a log cabin in the mountains or in a nice victorian in a small town or something IDK but we’re happy and that’s all that matters

Rhodendron: What is something you used to believe in as a child?

God

Ricinus: Who’s the most important in your life?

my mom, me best friends, my girlfriend

Rose: What’s your favorite sound?

my girlfriend’s laugh because it’s THE cutest shit and then when she giggles??? oh my heart

Rosemallows: What’s your favorite memory?

oct 23rd, 2005, we brought Fat Boy Zack home !!!!

Sage: What’s your least favorite memory?

July 22nd, 2016. i was 2200 miles away

Snapdragon: At this moment, what do you want?

to be holding my girlfriend >:(

St. John’s Wort: Is it easy or difficult for you to express how you feel about things?

hhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Sunflower: What is something you don’t want to imagine life without?

those i hold dear

Sweet Pea: How much sleep did you get last night?

enough, i guess?

Tickseed: What’s your main reason to get up every morning?

my girlfriend

Touch-Me-Not: How do you feel about your current job?

it’s fucking BORING and TOO EASY and they don’t pay me ENOUGH but i can get away with so much shit there so ima still go, ima still go

Transvaal Daisy: What’s your favorite item of clothing?

all of the flannels currently in my possession

Tropical White Morning Glory: Describe your aesthetic.

mountains, woods, forests, cabins, autumn, cryptic, occult, victorian, edwardian

Tulip: What would be the best present to get you?

if someone gets me a gift i’m legally required to execute them

Vervain: What’s stressing you out most right now?

this 40hr workweek i got coming up

Wisteria: How many books have you read in the past few months? What were they called?

i have not read in So Long

Wolf’s Bane: Where do you want to be in life this time next year?

Moved out away from here lol, we’ll see

Yarrow: Do you know what vore is?

Zinnia: Give a random fact about yourself.

i’m a furry

that was SO LONG im sorry i also put you through that but THANK YOU ENJOY READING ILU

#littlecation #ask #long post

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egotisticalee · 4 years

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angelii-ii replied to your post

“angelii-ii: ok but them talking about pain reminded me of some of my...”

oh I'm down if you want to talk about them dude fdjhgfdjh

you know what? its pain story time gsdfdsfsdfsd ill put em all under a read more. tws for a couple vague mentions of blood, some unsanitary kinda stuff, menstruation, brief mention of surgery (not in any detail) and some detailed descriptions of a whole lotta pain.

okay so in remembering all my pain stories, ive remembered quite a few injuries i got when i was little, that i dont really remember the pain of, i just remember that it was painful, including

falling (with extra momentum) and splitting my gum open on cobblestones

getting smashed in the face with a dodgeball

that time i got a throat infection so bad that breathing hurt and i sat in the school office for several hours before my mum picked me up

falling off monkey bars, landing on my butt and being so winded that i couldn’t speak for ten minutes

being pulled over by my nana’s dog, landing on my shoulder and yet again being winded, this time so bad that i couldn’t breathe in for about ten seconds and for those ten seconds i genuinely thought i might die

that time i got a bladder infection - i remember writhing in pain in the backseat of my mum’s car as she drove me to A&E but i don’t really actually remember the pain

the chronic stomachaches i would have that i recently realised might be connected to my possible lactose intolerance/sensitivity and the fact that i pretty much only drank milk as a child (can you guess how the bladder infection happened)

with doing pole, i constantly get covered in bruises and such and a lot of moves cause some low-level pain but that’s because of the grip - the pain is mostly due to like, the pulling on the skin and its never really more than a few bruises and some tender skin on the thighs (except for that time where i somehow tore the skin of my thigh... underneath the top layer of skin fsdsadsa). the closest i’ve gotten to a proper pole injury is falling out of a duchess onto my arse and being a little more bruised that usual, and the several times in the past couple months that i’ve smashed my head into the pole whilst doing a flying cat at full power.

and honestly pole has done a lot for my pain threshold. it’s like, i notice the pain is there, but it doesn’t bother me because i’ve felt it so often. and its also because i know that the pain of keeping this grip is way way less than the pain that i will feel if i let go sdfsdfsdfsd i find myself with so many small bruises now that i know aren’t from pole because of the position of them but i cant think where i got them - because they’re probably from bumping into things and that pain is so small and common to me that i immediately forget about it

on the other hand i also have. really bad hips. and sometimes when im just moving, ill catch a nerve and a shot of pain will go through my entire leg and that shit hurts. ive noticed it most commonly happens if i twist when im stepping somewhere but i dont turn the leg thats planted. i was also once balancing on one leg whilst putting a sock on and my hip just. popped out. and i think it immediately went back but i couldnt properly move that leg for ten minutes and i was in a fair bit of pain

my worst pain experiences though... hoo boy. i kinda narrowed them down to three.

im afab and i have periods so of course i gotta deal with cramps every so often, and they can get pretty bad - just like, doubled over, seeking out anything warm to put on my stomach. i’d say about a 5 on the pain scale. but after my gsce exams (exams that uk kids take in year 11 which is the equivalent of sophomore year of high school. they’re the first exams you take that you get an actual qualification from) i didnt have my period for 3 months. and if im late on my period, my cramps get bad. so on the 17th august, a week before my 16th birthday, ya boy was in fucking agony and for some reason in my brain i was also vehemently against taking any painkillers. eventually my nana convinced me to take one of her morphine tablets though and i felt way better hdfgdsff

theres also the time last november when i got an ear infection. earlier that day i had had a massive nosebleed that lasted for about 20 minutes and made me feel super woozy, so along with all the shit that came with dealing with that (i had to go to A&E to get checked out) it was already a pretty rough day. and then that evening my ear started hurting real bad and it just progressively got worse, and i hardly slept that night at all. i was in pure agony by like. 1am and it lasted the entirety of the night, no matter that i took painkillers. the only reprieve i got was at one point, i was watching yt videos and an ad for headspace came on, and i listened along to the meditation thingy it was doing, but of course once the ad was over, the pain was back full force and i could do nothing but cry (so of course i started to get a headache on top of all of it). thankfully once i got to the doctors the next day and got some antibiotics, it cleared up super fast. i was also talking to darkwarf (i wont tag him so he doesnt have to read this fdsffds) and funnily enough our talks that night were what birthed his character teddy.

and then what i think is officially the worst pain ive ever been in, was the first time i got my tailbone infection. me and my mum went on a coach to a roller derby game and at the end of the day my tailbone was aching quite a bit, as if i’d bruised it. i brushed it off as just being the fact that i had sat in shitty coach seats for several hours, then uncomfortable plastic chairs for more hours, then shitty coach seats again. the next day though. ya boi was in agony again. i could not find any way to be comfortable - the closest i could get to comfort was standing. every movement of my hips was pure pain and i couldnt walk properly. the pain was so bad i just could not put one foot in front of the other and i ended up walking by essentially swiveling on each foot and keeping my hips as still as possible. the worst part was when my mum drove me to the walk in centre - although i knew that i was going to where i would be helped, the car. oh, the car. somethign about that seat - and since this infection has recurred several times, i know it is a feature of all car seats - maybe it was the angle, or whatever, but it was pure agony to sit in. i spent the whole car ride with my arm on the car door and my other hand on the car seat, holding myself up to make it not so bad, but with every bump of the car, pain was fucken. shooting through me. it would take me like 10 full seconds to lower myself into a chair or push myself out of one. sleeping was awful cause i sleep on my side and i turn quite a few times before i can get to sleep - and of course turning with my hips how they were was incredibly painful. im not very vocal when it comes to pain but this thing had me yelping and everything. plus the antibiotics i had to take were fucking miserable. they tasted absolutely disgusting and i had to have them 4 times a day on an empty stomach (no food 2 hours before or 1 hour after) for 2 week and it was awful. this bastard is also recurring. the last time it got super bad was funnily enough about a week after my ear infection. honestly yall. late nov-dec 2018 was the worst fucken time for my physical health. but actually! in 2020 i am hopefully getting a surgery to stop the infections once and for all! but with the way the NHS is going, honestly who fucking knows. i do know that i will hunt down and kill boris johnson if he stops me getting this surgery.

#angelii-ii #lee talks #i mean damn yeah i fucken #talked there huh #when ive verbally recounted that infection i have teared up because the memory of the pain is that fucken bad gfdsfdsfs #also the read more better fucken work this time #dont wanna curse my mobile followers gsdfdsfdsfsd #long post

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dramaticallydepressed · 5 years

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answer 21 questions and tag 21 mutuals you’d like to know better!

i was tagged by my msi twin @boojersey 🖤🦇

nicknames: hmm, dont rlly have one

zodiac sign: taurus

height: 5′5

hogwarts house: i dont know harry potter like tht sorryy

the last thing i googled: the pretty reckless (just realized the chick from gossip girl is the lead singer fghjkghjk)

favourite musicians/bands: frankie iero, waterparks, fob, mcr, swmrs, the 1975, cant swim, joyce manor, dance gavin dance, msi, microwave

song stuck in your head: the host by frank iero and the violents

following: 346

followers: 2.6k

do you get asks: only when i rb ask games at least 3 times (interact with me goddamn it)

amount of sleep: i stayed up all night so i slept the day away soo like 9 hours (im the worst I know)

lucky number: 9

what you’re wearing: black leggings, black skater dress and a blue plaid button up

dream job: guitarist in a rock band but doubtful lmao

dream trip: i wanna go to europe, and the weeaboo side of me stills want to go to japan

favourite instrument: guitar is sexi

languages: english, ive been trying to learn german and spanish for the past 5 years lmao

favourite songs rn: lonely dance by set it off, turbulent by waterparks, direction by mat kerekes, prom by msi, deep red by movements, mark my words by doll skin

random fact: ?? idk I love cereal

aesthetic: black and red and crying catholic statues

i tag: @clairethatsdisgusting @gothpanic @maxi-kat and whoever else wants to

#havent done one of these in a while #thanks for tagging me🖤#things im tagged in

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georgialouisea · 6 years

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The One - Part 3

Characters - Derek x Reader, Dean, Sam, Doctor Bailey. Word Count - 1149 Warnings - Medical situations, angst, sad Dean. Summary - One phone call is all it took for Dean’s life to come crashing down. He thought he was over you? Think again. A/N - Part 3 of my Greys Anatomy / Supernatural crossover, I’m so happy you guys are loving this. (Greys gif from google)

Part 2 - Masterlist

Every word that left Derek’s mouth was a complete blur to Dean as his expression remained blank with a glazed over stare.

“Dean?” Sam nudged Dean in the ribs as his expression hadn’t changed for nearing 20 minutes.

“What?” Dean questioned still zoned out of the situation.

“Are you listening to Doctor Shepherd?” Sam asked as he widened his eyes at Dean warning him to think about his next few words.

“Not really.” Dean shrugged as his attention fell back to you. Dean avoided looking at the man who you now loved.

A light rap on the glass door interrupted Sam before he could give Dean an earful.

“Doctor Shepherd, I’m so sorry to interrupt, but it’s Mr Jackson, he’s worse.” A Young Doctor handed Derek a tablet.

“Okay, page an intern who wants to scrub in on my next craniotomy,” Derek informed the Doctor as he stood from the chair he was sat in opposite Dean.

A few minutes later there was a swarm of young Doctors outside of the room, Derek proceeded to inform the one debatably lucky Interns to sit with you, monitoring your every breath.

Sam made small talk with the Intern who he’d discovered her name was Doctor Edwards. Once again Dean ignored her as she told Sam all about her life and her new life as a Doctor.

Dean’s focus was on you, each breath, each heartbeat and each machine beep. When your heart rate began to rise rapidly, Dean’s anxiety grew much worse.

“What’s …” Dean asked as the intern jumped to her feet.

“I need some help in here!” The intern shouted through the open door as she began to check on the tube breathing for you.

“What’s happening is she okay?” Sam finished his brother's question.

“She’s I…I…I don’t know…” Doctor Edwards stuttered.

“Well find someone who does!” Dean bellowed at the young Doctor as he rose to his feet. His hand instinctively grabbing you, his thumb gently rubbing your hand like he had done many times before. When you were stressed, upset or angry the motion of Dean’s thumb and the warmth of his touch was always enough to calm you.

Yet his thumb hit things, two things which ripped him from his memories. The IV cannula pulled him back to the hospital and the engagement ring ripped his heart out.

“What happened?” The Doctor from the trauma room earlier entered the room.

“I’m not sure everything was fine, then this.” The Intern gestured towards the monitors. “Doctor Bailey what can I do?” She asked visibly shaken and worried.

“Nothing, get out.” Doctor Bailey ordered as she began examining you. As Doctor Bailey lifted up the corner of your gown a deep bruised adorned your stomach. “She’s bleeding, how did we miss this? Get me an OR now!” She ordered as someone began to move your bed from the room.

Dean’s hand fell from yours as you were taken up to surgery. His body felt weak as he stumbled backwards and flopped into the chair.

By 11pm there was still no news on your surgery despite both Sam and Dean’s constant questioning. Despite gallons of coffee Sam’s body had fallen into a very uncomfortable looking position in the chair next to Dean. Dean watched as Sam slept next to him, fighting his own sleep with each breath, his attention rested back on the door, the door he’d been watching for 1 hour and 57 minutes. Dean’s memories filled every second, memories of you, life with you, how he loved you, spending hours in bed with you, days doing nothing.

Another 32 minutes later the door opened as a bed was wheeled back in, this time more wires and tubes were attached to your arms.

“How is she?” Dean enquired into the silence.

“Doing a little better now.” Doctor Bailey answered her voice low avoiding to wake Sam. “I’ll be back in later to check on her.”

“Thank you.” Dean’s voice low as he held back emotions he hadn’t felt for you for months.

At some point in the early hours, Dean must have fallen asleep, his head resting on the edge of the bed his fingers intertwined with yours.

“Dude, wake up,” Sam whispered nudging Dean with his knee, Dean pulled his head off the bed blinking a few times before taking a cup of coffee from Sam’s outstretched hand. Dean’s eyes wandered to you, his hand still holding yours. Dean’s eyes travelled past you and the machines to Derek who was slumped in a chair, almost mirroring Dean, Derek’s hand holding your other. “I got you one too.” Sam offered a coffee cup to Derek as he sat back down next to Dean.

“Thank you.” Derek smiled as he sipped on the crappy hospital coffee.

A while of small talk and coffee later the sound of your breathing pulled everyone from their meaningless chat. What had been regular and controlled became panicked. “Y/N, sweetie calm down, I need you to calm down okay?” Derek was on his feet soothing your face with his hand as another fumbled for the call button.

You watched him with wide eyes as you felt yourself choking unable to breathe.

“What’s happening?” Sam asked as he retreated towards the door.

“Sam open the door and shout for help no one’s answering the call,” Derek ordered as he began removing tape and tubes from your face.

“Doctor Derek Shepherd. Stop now, I have it.” Doctor Bailey had returned as she pulled Derek from you, instantly taking over, you listened to Miranda trying to follow her instructions.

Dean was still next to you his hand once again had found yours, stroking it, this time you felt him, squeezing his hand you tried to focus on him.

Minutes later the panic was over as you lay in bed, propped up by extra pillows, the tube breathing for you was gone along with 3 others. Your hand remained in Dean’s as you fell asleep once again.

“You’re special to her,” Derek stated as he watched Dean. Derek wasn’t worried about Dean, not once had you spoken about Dean or Sam.

“Not really, just good friends.” Dean shrugged finally accepting Derek’s existence.

“Why haven’t I heard about you two?” Derek asked looking between Sam and Dean.

“We haven’t seen each other in a long time,” Sam spoke as Dean opened and closed his mouth mirroring a goldfish.

What was he really going to say? We all hunted monsters together, then Dean didn’t realise how much he loved you. A year later you left the hunting life, begged your boyfriend Dean to leave too and when he couldn’t you left the life and him.

You opened your eyes squeezing the hand that was covering yours, looking up you saw Sam and Dean stood over you. “Sammy? Dean?” You asked your voice cracking as you spoke. “Am I dead?”

Part 4

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softwish · 6 years

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92 truths

rules: once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you, at the end choose 25 people to be tagged

i was tagged by @loistomlinon

LAST:

last drink: water

last phone call: a group call with some friends

last text message: “Sssssssleepy baby”

last song you listened to: Small Doses - Bebe Rexha

last time i cried: i teared up like an hour ago to some video on twitter of people giving some kid some shoes

HAVE YOU EVER:

dated someone twice: yes

been cheated on: no

kissed someone and regretted it: yes drunk me is a dumb me

lost someone special: yeh i guess they were special at the time but tbh i cant rlly think of losing someone and having it still affect me today

been depressed: yeaaaaaaah boii

been drunk and thrown up: yeAH.

IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

made a new friend: so many

fallen out of love: nahhhh

laughed until you cried: i do this a lot so ya

met someone who changed you: i think so. i think ive become way more open bc of people ive befriended

found out who your true friends are: uhhhhhhhhhh i guess

found out someone was talking about you: yes sad times

GENERAL:

how many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: i follow most of my irl friends on here and vice versa so..a lot

do you have any pets?: no :-(((((((((

do you want to change your name?: nope

what time did you wake up this morning?: i mean i went to bed at 5am so i slept on and off til like 2pm

what were you doing last night?: called some friends and played a game

name something you cannot wait for: getting my first car bc i just got my license!!!!!! i wanna drive around on my own and play music

have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes i dont like him

what’s getting on your nerves rn?: i cant fall asleep until after 4am and i have no motivation to do anything :-)

blood type: no idea

nickname: shawns/chawna/chawns by my irl friends and wana by my cousin are the main ones but people are always making up random names

relationship status: single but TRYNA SHOOT MY SHOT

zodiac sign: gemini

pronouns: she/her

favorite tv show: catfish probably

college: graduated

hair color: some basic brown

do you have a crush on someone: unFORTUNATELY

what do you like about yourself: i can cheer people up easily, im kinda funny, i have nice eyes and idk people tell me im easy to talk to or that they feel relaxed around me and thats honestly so nice to hear

FIRSTS:

first surgery: none

first piercing: my ears when i was small small small

first sport you joined: baseball

first vacation: British Columbia

first pair of sneakers: UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH?

RIGHT NOW:

eating: nothing

drinking: nothing

i’m about to: restart the song im listening to rn for the 3rd time

listening to: another sad love song - khalid

want kids: idk tbh somedays ya bc cute!, somedays hell no

get married: id be a cute wife, wife me up

career: im not rlly sure anymore

WHICH IS BETTER:

lips or eyes: ummm both are ideal

hugs or kisses: hugs i think! i love a tight hug where i stop breathing

shorter or taller: i dont really have a preference

older or younger: i think rn im like over 2 or 3 years in either direction is a nope

romantic or spontaneous: i dont know..........

sensitive or loud: sensitive bc the last couple ppl ive talked to have been really loud and i always feel weird with people who are constantly like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hook up or relationship: relationship

troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant is cute but troublemaker is like oufff

HAVE YOU EVER:

kissed a stranger: a stranger kissed me..does that count

drank hard liquor: yeah

lost contacts/glasses?: i dont use either

sex on first date: hhhhh no

broken someone’s heart: i guess

been arrested: no sir

turned someone down: yes

fallen for a friend: nah

DO YOU BELIEVE:

in yourself: sometimes for somethings

miracles: no not really, i still make 11:11 wishes though

love at first sight: i believe in all the things that lead to 2 ppl falling in love at first sight like infatuation, etc.

heaven: i wish

santa claus: LOL NO

ouf ok time to tag some people. im gonna tag @soften @ectobiologyst @sad-gf

@gayderade @dissociativehabits @dork-gentlys @ktnip and anyone else who wants to do this

#tagged #this aint even 92

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answrs · 7 years

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long ramble about good finds! and also burned out question about a cougar skull in ohio and rant at the bottom. i have slept 5 hours total in the past 2 days. ple.as.e do n.ot r.ebl.og this.

so went to this reenactment thing with grandparents down in the middle of fuck-all nowhere in inch deep mud. but right a few booths in comes this majestic, extensive fur and pelt stall. was just gonna look at the prices and laugh at the huge overpricing on things like tail keychains (and i did, seriously, 25$ for a scrappy coon tail? pff) but. then there were these racks and racks of pelts and. the prices were all actually really good? for nice wallhangers? and tons of them? like 10 different morphs/wild and ranch foxes (side note like I knew kit foxes were small but never -that- small i mean holy shit.) (also some of those ranch guys were as large as the coyotes wtf. they had a ranch arctic/white next to a wild and !!!!!! it was nearly taller than me and just, well, !!!!!!), bobcats, coyotes, badgers, coons, beavers, ringtails, etc etc. even a wolverine with full set of claws! (and what was either the sorriest sized, furred, and colored wolf, or just a random coyote they stuck a big sticker on, but ehh.) then going up to the actual booth to pay they have a little collection of skulls on top of everything too!

basically what I'm saying is I got 3 of my dream collection goals (or partials, in the case of the skulls, but shush) for less than what a single one of them would run me elsewhere.

except.

i just... don't feel anything? like i should be at least happy-ish? but i just don't? like i know im in a bad state rn but like even at the (smoke. smoke EVERYWHERE. idfc about historical accuracy when almost every single one of 100-ish tents has their own big smoker/fire going) fest i was like, not dancing per say, when i fell in love with the most beautiful cross fox and had him all nice and bagged up, but def pretty happy.

maybe it's because when I went back to nab those skulls they were really, and i mean really, pushing me to buy the other i was looking at. that they were adamantly calling a bear. like i literally had them next to each other and they looked absolutely nothing alike. but "yes it is, the nose just... broke off! it's a bear! totally!". i should have really taken it as a warning when all three jumped on me as soon as i was "ooh, a bear and cougar skull!". but i was too excited to think about it until just this past hour. it was the only one without a species written on the tag too im now realizing. like dudes (and lady), you've all been in the business for like 30+ years each, you know what a cat looks like. or at very least can look at two skulls and say "yep, those aren't the same" (when you've been able to differentiate between like 5 broken mustelids correctly and all the others on your table)

anyway back to the story so now i have a nice fox (legal), upper bear skull (legal) (with canines too!), and a probable partial upper cougar skull that i may or may not actually be able to own (and that they have plausible deniability to have sold) (i was thinking about other species which are fine selling interstate, thought it was one (mope like, wait no you can't sell x from section ii in these states but others are fine and it isn't that species which seems is rarer) and didn't think to double check even if i did have reception there. stupid me.)

before you ask, yes I have used the vc state legal masterpost/chart, it was the first thing I went to.

from the various gov and wildlife and guides and etc i... honestly have no idea anymore. i got 4 hours of sleep last night and 2 the previous, slogging through legal-ese, even dumbed down legal-ese, is not something i can really handle anymore. it's not an ohio furbearer or anything, so the part about being able to trade in-state with ii section native animal species (if i even read that part of the regulations right) doesn't actually apply? but it's also not being imported anywhere, even just across state lines, and almost all the info i can find only relates to import/export and international border crossing (which is the same technically, but you know). (there's some sort of vague clause i dont quite understand about personal collection items sometimes being exempt from needing permits when moving out of the country. but again, not helpful). don't know if someone had it in captivity/whatever either, though with the condition it's in I doubt it

so on one hand, I might need to throw away (two thirds of) an upper skull of a dream species because i couldn't read the stupid warning signs and thought i knew the rules for it. on the other hand, it was 7$. ive paid more than that for every individually purchased skull (when you include shipping) in my collection. (not counting bulk/bundle orders, but even then...)

basically what it boils down to (hah. boiled. bc it looks professionally cleaned/whitened if it wasn't for the condition/missing sections.) im completely burned out, have been for the past month, and just. cant deal with any more of this. i cant even enjoy my dear cross (currently airing out downstairs hanging from the fan in gm and gp's living room bc of all the GODDAMN SMOKE I HAD TO CARRY IT THROUGH) bc of this, and also dreading tomorrow bc there's literally zero chance gm/gp won't tell mom abt it at the picnic thing and she's gonna be completely pissed to hell since im supposed to be selling all but my most beloved everything (even if it was technically a gift from them and i didn't buy it myself) since she's out of a job and im getting minimum wage at mine and need to take more hours but also sign up for classes and take those somehow too at the same time and also fill out all the govt paperwork to try getting me (her) help and. yeah. I'll post pics up maybe, if nothing else one of the creepy ~floating phantom~ gp saw going upstairs through the living room half asleep. phone doesn't do color justice at all so :/

#vulture culture #shut up answrs #shut the fuck up answrs

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preciousnerd · 7 years

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A “should we know us a little better” tag RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people  Tagged by @lil-loki THE LAST:   1. Drink: mountain dew  2. Phone call: my dad whoops  3. Text message: kasey!!   4. Song you listened to: uuhhhh Youre Mine by Lola Marsh 5. Time you cried: idk probably like,,3 days ago?  6. Dated someone twice: yes, with multiple people but also with the guy I’m with now!  7. Kissed someone and regretted it: maaany times lma o 8. Been cheated on: yes multiple times 9. Lost someone special: of course, who hasn’t?   10. Been depressed: lmao yeah 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope! LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:  12-14: seafoam green, pastelier blues ? and uuhh,,purple because it reminds me of kasey IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:  15. Made new friends: uhhh ye s I met Lana and Ty through our mutual hate of Kaleb!!  16. Fallen out of love: nope I dont think so  17. Laughed until you cried: probably pft 18. Found out someone was talking about you: in a bad way,,? Ig I did last night??? Idk I dont pay a lot of attention to that stuff 19. Met someone who changed you: in the past year,,no I haven’t 20. Found out who your friends are: I guess i found that out earlier than this past year so,,,no?  21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Cody isnt in my facebook list smh so no GENERAL:  22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: uh,,,two of them i think?? kasey and my sister??  23. Do you have any pets: two dogs atm but ive had more in the past  24. Do you want to change your name: yes a million times yes  25. What did you do for your last Birthday: uh nothing? We went to dinner downtown and ate cake and opened presents in my sisters dorm room  26. What time did you wake up: at like 12:45 whoops  27. What were you doing at midnight last night: uuhhh either watching youtube or playing gay wars with reb  28. Name something you can’t wait for: for my boyfriend to not be be going through absolute hell in his life  29. When was the last time you saw your mom: like a minute ago she walked in and talked to me about who was playing a new autistic doctor in a show 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish i could change how codys life was going rn!!!  31. What are you listening right now: nothing other than the distant sound of The Chew playing in the living room 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no? i dont think so  33. Something that is getting on your nerves: when I dont think before I act and it causes other people to get hurt  34. Most visited Website: idk probably youtube or hangouts 35. Mole/s: u h none 36. Mark/s: some single lonely freckles on my arms,legs,feet, and hands, a really dark birthmark on my back, a lot of scars on my legs and arms and hands, stretch marks on my back and i,,,think thats it??? 37. Childhood dream: idk small me probably wanted a husband/boyfriend and to not work and be a stay at home mom because thats what i grew up thinking i needed to be but that has changed lm ao 38. Hair color: uh its naturally dark brown but rn the shaved part is brown and the long part is blonde  39. Long or short hair: definitely short but the longer part is very floofy :>  40. Do you have a crush on someone: yeye my boyfriend  41. What do you like about yourself: uh?? i really like my hair?? thats the main thing ig, and my hip/collar bones are nice 42. Piercings: lmao no never again  43. Bloodtype: who actually knows this about themselves 44. Nickname: u h idk my sister calls me Arooooon (pronounced like,,maroon), some people call me hecker, i think my new nickname for loki was turdsnot, or we could change it too rufus, and kasey and my boyfriend call me a bunch of cute things like hun or babe or whatever but idk its hard to keep track of 45. Relationship status: taken  46. Zodiac: aries   47. Pronouns: they/them 48. Favorite TV Show: hmmm..probably like,,jojos even though thats an anime  49. Tattoos: i dont have any but i want them real bad  50. Right or left hand: left for writing and eating stuff but i use my right for some things ?  51. Surgery: havent gone through surgery and the thought scares me 52. Piercing: smh i see you asking double questions  53. Sport: not a sporty person but im interested in going into dance?? especially contemporary 55. Vacation: at this point its always to Texas to see my bf and best friend 56. Pair of trainers: what does this even mean?? shoes?? favorite shoes??? i really like my heels ig??? ? ?? ? ?

MORE GENERAL:  57. Eating: i was eating cinnamon toast crunch but i really want a rice bowl from a kobe place near me dfjfk 58. Drinking: mountain dew lmao 59. I’m about to: probably watch youtube and talk to kasey  61. Waiting for: death?? but also my babe 62. Want: to move back to texas bluh 63. Get married: depends on who im with when i need to make that decision but im open to it and id definitely get married to cody in the future if he wanted  64. Career: i dont really know anymore, body painter, special effects artist, journalist??artist?? something different?? idk! ! WHICH IS BETTER?:  65. Hugs or kisses: uuhhh kisses but only with my bf 66. Lips or eyes: hmm..depends?? both are nice 67. Shorter or taller: both have their perks especially when dating either of them, like with cody he can pick me up and carry me around and i have to stand on my toes to kiss him and i love it but with shorter people they can sit in your lap and you can rest your head on theirs and bl uh idk bu t atm taller because i just want to be Held  68. Older or younger: uuhh older cause im real young anyways but not like,,,too much older yknow,,  70. Nice arms or nice stomach: uhh????? ?i dunno??? both are nice ig but neither are important to me?? ?  71. Sensitive or loud: i dont know what this,,means?? like in a person??? it doesnt matter ig both have their perks and downsides to me  72. Hook up or relationship: relationship, i cant stand the thought of hooking up with someone  73. Troublemaker or hesitant: again, both are good and bad HAVE YOU EVER:  74. Kissed a stranger: not a complete stranger no but i wouldnt do it again 75. Drank hard liquor: lmao no ive only had a sip of a frozen daiquiri once 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: i havent lost them to a point ive never found them but i slept with my glasses in my bed and couldnt find them for like an hour and cried about it after looking because i hated the feeling of not being able to see and it frustrated me a lot (this sounds like it happened when i was a small child but no it only happened like a year and a half ago) 77. Turned someone down: lmao yes ofc if i said yes to everyone who wanted to date me i would jump around so much and id hate it 78. Sex in the first date: uuhhhh questionably yes? but we had been dating for a long time before that it was just our first proper “go out and see each other” date cause we are long distance yknow 79. Broken someones heart: whoops yeah oh well  80. Had your heart broken: yeyeye 81. Been arrested: lmAO n o  82. Cried when someone died: yes  83. Fallen for a friend: uuh yeah i guess thats what happened with jennie? but i wouldnt say i completely fell for her, ive only been in love once so idk, but i used to become interested in friends DO YOU BELIEVE IN:  84. Yourself: lmao no not at all 85. Miracles: yes and no? but to keep it simple ill just stick with no 86. Love at first sight: uhhh i dont really know tbh, but i dont think i do  87. Santa Claus: no :<  88. Kiss in the first date: depends?? most of the time no tho  89. Angels: dont believe in god so i dont believe in angels either whoops OTHER:  90. Current best friends name: kasey and cody 91. Eyecolor: brown  92. Favorite movie(s): The Little Prince is one of my favorites, Song of the Sea, Moana, just a lot of animated kids movies are really g o od man TAGGED: idk ig,,, @demonicfox15 ? sure you can do it kasey why not this took me,,,so freaking long dkfmkmds

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villainousunsub · 7 years

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fuck alright lets do this

tagged by @writerinthedarkabyss

1: Is there a boy/girl in your life?

Nope, im a single bean

2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?

Fuck no

3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”

kittens

4: What’s something you really want right now?

those eggs that Hersey makes only around Easter

5: Are you afraid of falling in love?

Not like I should be.

6: Do you like the beach?

No, I get sand everywhere

7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?

All the fucking time

8: What’s the background on your cell?

lock screen is a galaxy and home is one of paris

9: Name the last four beds you were sat on?

Mine, my mom’s, my bro’s, and my aunt and uncles

10: Do you like your phone?

Yea

11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned?

When do they ever?

12: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?

my brother since he just got a phone

13: Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler?

Rottweiler

14: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?

Emotional it hurts the longest and deepest

15: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?

the zoo i could spend all day there

16: Are you tired?

my whole life all i wanna do is sleep

17: How long have you known your 1st phone contact?

yikes i have no idea

18: Are they a relative?

19: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?

no i only have like two and one is a guy and one is a bitch

20: When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?

never, ive never been kissed

21: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?

Hell no, just because they are the right person now that doesnt mean they will be forever

22: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

see last kiss ?

23: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?

one-my rainbow braid bracelet

24: Is there a certain quote you live by?

“Remember to breathe. It is after all, the secret of life.”-Gregory Maguire

25: What’s on your mind?

all the shit i need to finish/start

26: Do you have any tattoos?

no, not yet

27: What is your favorite color?

pretty blues

28: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?

who knows???

29: Who are you texting?

no one right now

30: Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?

i really have never kissed anyone.

31: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?

my entire life

32: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?

yea he is the best

33: Do you think anyone has feelings for you?

Yea but they are all friends or guys, so

34: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?

Yea

35: Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?

this makes me hate my life rn

36: Were you single on Valentines Day?

of course

37: Are you friends with the last person you kissed?

im done i swear to god

38: What do your friends call you?

Lauren, Lori, gorgeous, babe

39: Has anyone upset you in the last week?

im a feisty lil one so yes

40: Have you ever cried over a text?

oh yea

41: Where’s your last bruise located?

my legs are almost always covered in bruises

42: What is it from?

that is a good question and I too would like an answer

43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?

yesterday

44: Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

my mom.

45: Do you have a favourite pair of shoes?

yes but they are falling apart now

46: Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?

beanies are life on those days

47: Would you ever go bald if it was the style?

No i love my hair too much

48: Do you make supper for your family?

yes none of these fools know how to cook

49: Does your bedroom have a door?

Yes

50: Top 3 web-pages?

AO3 Tumblr and Youtube

51: Do you know anyone who hates shopping?

yea

52: Does anything on your body hurt?

my back is killing me right now

53: Are goodbyes hard for you?

depends on how close we are

54: What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?

water

55: How is your hair?

a mess

56: What do you usually do first in the morning?

pop all my joints

57: Do you think two people can last forever?

I want to believe so

58: Think back to January 2007, were you single?

yea i was just a smol kid

59: Green or purple grapes?

PURPLE

60: When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug?

????

61: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?

hells yea

62: When will be the next time you text someone?

tonight for math hw

63: Where will you be 5 hours from now?

sitting in my living room watching empire

64: What were you doing at 8 this morning.

walking into school

65: This time last year, can you remember who you liked?

no... i dont think i really did

66: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

oh yea totally

67: Did you kiss or hug anyone today?

68: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?

shit i forgot to do that paper

69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?

my entire academic career

70: How many windows are open on your computer?

71: How many fingers do you have?

all of’em

72: What is your ringtone?

truthfully i have no idea my phone is always on vibrate

73: How old will you be in 5 months?

still 17

74: Where is your Mum right now?

work

75: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?

fucking asshole thats why

76: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?

yea

77: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?

a few

78: Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7?

unfortunately yes

79: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike?

Yea

80: Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?

nope

81: How many people have you liked in the past three months?

one

82: Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?

Yea

83: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?

probably not

84: You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?

my idiot of a friend and probably like one DD

85: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care?

yea i cant stand the smell of most of them

86: What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?

my brother put too much butter on his popcorn but didnt want to get a new one so i watched him slowly eat with regret on his face

87: Who was your last received call from?

My mom

88: If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?

NO!!

89: What is something you wish you had more of?

money, hours in the day, energy

90: Have you ever trusted someone too much?

big down fall for me

91: Do you sleep with your window open?

yea except in the dead of winter

92: Do you get along with girls?

Yea

93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?

i dont think so

94: Does sex mean love?

hell no

95: You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?

im not even-

96: Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?

97: Did you sleep alone this week?

Yea

98: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?

of course

99: Do you believe in love at first sight?

Yea

100: Who was the last person that you pinky promised?

my brother

#tagged

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