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moonbeamoclock · 3 years

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i hope you get of writers block soon, im in an art one right now :/ soo, could i request some fluff with our queen mikasa? like some kissing and making out or just being intimate with each other (ʃƪ＾3＾ )

Loved (modern!mikasa x fem!reader)

pre-note: thank you so much for the ask, i appreciate you 😘

Warnings: internalized homophobia, just a pinch of angst, just a dash of heat, a sprinkle of fluff, pining, awkwardness

Word Count: 2.0k

Rain had been steadily beating against the windows of the small third-floor apartment the entire afternoon. Inside her room, the (y/h/c) girl was sat at her desk fruitlessly attempting to do her school work. No matter how much she tried, she just couldn’t seem to focus; her mind kept drifting to her roommate.

The intrusive thoughts were almost overwhelming at this point, pictures of imagined intimacy between herself and the girl she considered her best friend kept floating around in her head. At that moment, the daydream of a featherlight brush of Mikasa’s lips against hers felt so real that y/n’s breath caught in her throat.

Embarrassed at the way she got so worked up just imagining a kiss; her face started to feel hot. She let out a tired sigh and tried yet again to go back to her work when she heard the sound of the door opening and slamming shut in the next room. Perking up, she moved to the hallway and watched as a very cold looking Mikasa shed her layers in the living room.

“Hey, Mikasa! How was class?” Y/n greeted.

“Fine, it’s just so cold out there,” Mikasa replied.

Giggling she replied, “Yeah I bet. It is Autumn you know, you shouldn’t be so surprised.”

Ignoring the teasing, Mikasa asked “Do you want to watch something with me? I’m gonna shower first though.”

“Oh, yeah. Totally. Yeah.” Y/n sputtered out.

Excitedly sitting on the sofa, she pulled out her phone and began mindlessly scrolling through her social media while she waited for the raven-haired girl to finish.

After a few moments, she registered the sound of the shower running, and the image of Mikasa naked in the shower flashed through her mind. The thought made her entire body go hot, she sat frozen in her seat trying desperately not to think about her best friend naked with soap suds wrapping around her body, hands roaming on their own, lower and lower….

Abruptly standing up, her heart felt like it was beating out of her chest.

Oh dear God, this is beginning to be too much. She’s my best friend! Plus, I don’t even know if she’s gay! I don’t even know if I’m gay! Wait, am I gay?

Her train of thought was cut short by Mikasa emerging from the bathroom in just a towel pausing in the hallway to look quizzically at Y/n, whose face somehow got even hotter at the sight, before entering her room and closing the door behind her.

Y/n threw her hands against her face in embarrassment, and she plopped herself back down on the sofa in exasperation.

Seeing her in a towel like that really doesn’t help...Maybe I should just ask if she likes girls? I mean I’ve never seen her romantically interested in anyone before, like ever. I’ll just ask when she comes out of her room if she’s interested in women in a totally casual and not weird way. Yeah, that’ll be fine.

Taking a deep breath she tried to calm her nerves and act casual as Mikasa emerged from her room now fully clothed.

Coming to sit on the other side of the couch Mikasa calmly asked, “Are you okay? You looked upset when I got out of the shower.”

Willing the heat from her face she quickly responded “Oh yeah, I’m okay, don’t worry about it! I was just thinking about...well….” Wait! Don’t do it, it’s too awkward right now! “Nevermind, sorry. Don’t worry about it.” Y/n finished shaking her head.

There was a pause before Mikasa replied quietly, gazing at her best friend “Okay, well if you ever want to talk about it just know that I’m here for you.”

The look made Y/n’s chest ache, the urge to kiss the hell out of Mikasa’s plump lips was immense in that moment. She could’ve, they were so close both, of them instinctively leaning in, it would be the perfect moment to do so, but the question from earlier kept weighing on her shoulders.

Shifting away from her roommate she rushed out

“Doyoulikegirlslikeinaromanticway?” She then squeezed her eyes shut awaiting a response.

Mikasa was caught off guard by the question. The words were jumbled together but she was just barely able to understand what she was being asked. She took a second to observe the girl sitting across from her, taking in the uncomfortable look on her scrunched up face. A wave of panic washed over her in an instant.

Oh no. She knows doesn’t she, she knows and she’s going to leave me. Oh god, I’m so gross, I’m obsessed with my best friend and she figured out, and now she’s going to leave me like everyone else did. Why couldn’t you just get it together now you’re going to lose her too.

With rare tears pricking her eyes, the usually stoic girl finally answered with a quiet, trembling voice,

“Um, yeah. I’m sorry...I’ll stay at Eren’s tonight so you don’t have to worry.” With weak knees, she stood up from the couch. Head turned, as to hide the tears threatening to fall. She couldn’t show her weakness, she’s stronger than that.

She was barely able to take a step before Y/n also stood up from the couch grabbing onto Mikasa’s wrist.

“Wait, why would you stay at Eren’s tonight,” she asked confused.

“Because...because. I’m–I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable.”

“You could never make me uncomfortable Mikasa. What are you talking about?”

Steeling her gaze she looked fully at Y/n “I’m talking about the fact that I like girls, I like you. But now I understand that you don’t like girls, you don’t like me so I’m not going to force you to be roommates with me, but you’re important to me so I hope we can still be friends.”

The look on her face was unreadable, but behind her eyes, Y/n could tell that she was scared and upset.

“You like me?” was the only thing Y/n could come up with.

Mikasa felt like she was going to vomit, but she made sure to keep up the emotionless mask as she forced out a quiet ��Yes.” Before ripping her arm out from her grasp. Watching with seemingly emotionless eyes as y/n’s face was overcome with shock.

“W-wait, I,” a nervous deep breath, “Mikasa, I don’t want you to stay with Eren tonight.”

There was a heavy pause as Y/n tried to clear her head before she spoke again.

“I like you too! I was just scared because you’ve never shown any interest in me or anyone for that matter. That’s why I asked if you liked girls. And I know I shouldn’t have asked you like that because I can tell I freaked you out, but I just like you so much and I wanted to know if there was even a possibility of you feeling the same way!....I love you!”

There was a moment of silence where the only thing that could be heard was the sound of the rain still hammering against the side of the building. Mikasa let out a shaky breath before she sat back down on the couch, motioning for y/n to do the same.

“Mikasa, I still have things to learn about myself in terms of my sexuality, but the only thing I know for sure is how I feel about you. I want to be with you, Mikasa.” Y/n spoke. She watched as Mikasa swallowed quickly before whispering;

“I want to be with you too.”

The two girls peered at each other from across the sofa for an instant before Y/n’s hand reached over to grasp Mikasa’s firmly.

“Can I kiss you now?” she blurted.

Mikasa gave her a soft smile before gently nodding her head. They both leaned in slowly, the time it took for their lips to brush feeling like triple of what it really was. When their lips were at last close enough that they could feel the other’s breath, Mikasa’s hand made its way to the side of Y/n’s face caressing her skin. At the contact, she let her eyes flutter shut and swiftly surged forward to close the gap between them.

The first kiss was sweet and chaste. Pulling apart, they leaned their foreheads together relishing in the feeling of each other’s breath against their skin. The feeling of Mikasa so close had Y/n’s head feeling cloudy, she could barely register the words falling from her lips,

“Um, that was nice. I was actually going to kiss you earlier when we were sitting here right before I asked and freaked you out, which I’m still really sorry about. But I guess it’s a good thing that I asked beca––”

She was cut off by a quiet shushing and the slight pressure of Mikasa’s hand against the nape of her neck pulling her towards her to crash their lips together.

This kiss was a lot messier than the first one. The knocking of teeth and inexperienced caressing of tongues made y/n’s entire body go hot, and by the way the air around the two of them seemed to rise in temperature, the other girls did too. Her left hand was desperately clutching onto the shoulder of Mikasa’s shirt and a low whine ripped from y/n’s throat, causing Mikasa’s grip on her hair at the base of her head to tighten. Y/n’s right hand that had somehow ended up resting on Mikasa’s knee was slowly inching its way up her thigh digging her fingertips slightly into the plush pajama-clad skin.

Pulling away again, Y/n shifted her body to climb into Mikasa’s lap. Running her fingers along the sides of her neck as she asked, “Is this….okay too?”

Caught off guard by this sudden display of confidence, Mikasa’s skin flushed a deeper shade of red causing a quiet giggle to escape the other girl’s lips. In response, the steel-eyed girl ran her hand up y/n’s sides then down her back and gave a small nod as their noses bumped together. Before Mikasa could join their lips together again, Y/n started to eagerly press heated kisses along the column of her throat eliciting a surprised moan from her mouth. She let her head loll back against the back of the sofa relishing in the feeling of the girls lips against her neck. Her head had filled with a pleasant fuzzy feeling, the thought that the person she adores with her entire being was here with her returning her feelings tenfold was overwhelming. So overwhelming in fact, tears started to prick the corners of her eyes. The pure joy of having the love of her life in her arms in that moment made a muted sob bubble up in her throat.

Startled, Y/n quickly pulled away from her ministrations searching Mikasa’s face for a sign of hurt.

“Hey, what’s wrong? Did I hurt you??” her panicked voice barely registered in the other girl’s ears as tears started to steam down her face. She moved to push herself off of the girl’s lap but was stopped by a strong set of arms firmly wrapping themselves around her torso and crushing her body to Mikasa’s.

“I love you,” she whispered up to y/n, squeezing her tighter to try and show how much she meant those three words.

She relaxed slightly in her arms after hearing those words, wrapping her own arms around her neck and burying her face in her hair placing a light kiss there, she mumbled a tender “I love you too”.

end-note: hi!! this story is so cheesy my stummy hurts. I feel as if this is exactly the same as all my other stories and i’m sorry for that. I’d really love any and all feedback you guys could give me because I really love writing and i want to get better at it.

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kwrittink · 4 years

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Nothing Is What It Seems 4

Pairing: Im Jaebum x Hybrid!Reader

Genre: Fluff

Warnings: language, mentions of anger issues, mentions of trauma, mentions of blackmail and threatening.

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It had been a week since you were first brought to JaeBeom’s apartment. A week of being curled on the couch with the excuse of recovering from the trauma that didn’t leave a single scar on your body besides a small fever, eating three good-sized meals a day, and taking hot showers every night, letting your hair be dry with care. None of you were complaining, but you're trying to make yourself decide to leave, before getting too used to the house life again. The owner's life you swore to never get back to.

“I’m going to buy groceries, do you want anything in special?” JaeBeom’s head popped from the kitchen’s entrance, making you glance back from your spot at the window - it was snowing and you found it so pretty - to look at him, pensive.

“I eat whatever, you know me,” you started with a shrug. “But are you going out right now? It’s starting to snow…”

“Yeah I know you love my food, but you do have your favorites.” He teased, walking towards you as he stuck his wallet on his pocket, glancing towards the window and missing the way you rolled your eyes at his witty remark. “As for the snow, it’s fine since the place is nearby and I’m taking my car. I’d even offer you to go with me but you’re still not a hundred percent to face snow yet…” he rambled as if he was talking to himself rather than you. Later on, you’d think how much of that was an excuse to keep you in the apartment but at that moment you only focused on the fact that he did indirectly offered a car ride.

“I could go, help to buy some stuff… I’m stronger right now, the fever’s already gone down.” You stated, feeling slightly embarrassed by your eagerness on getting out of the house, do something on the snow. Even if you’ve suffered an attack, it wasn’t the season’s fault and you weren’t afraid of the cold. Humans were the scary ones.

JaeBeom hummed in thought and there was a tightness in your heart as you thought that he was going to say no to your proposal, and was about to take it back when the back of his hand pressed on your forehead, a little frown between his brows as you sat there stunned.

“Yeah, you’re not so warm anymore, that’s good.” Taking his hand away he smiled satisfied, while you were still feeling the heat of his hand on your skin. “I’m going to lend you an extra coat just to be sure before we head out, okay?”

You nodded as he turned back to the hallway to get said object, and you tried to get your bearings together after the caring touch knocked your defenses off so easily. It wasn’t a feeling of just being taken care of like an owner would care for a pet, even if as genuine. It was something else, you couldn’t exactly place it, the casual and so well-accepted touch just stirred something inside of you.

Brushing it off, you decided to focus on the next thing: You’d go on a car ride.

Of course, that brought you some memories, things of the past you used to avoid but at that moment they were funny to recall. In total, you’d gone in a car ride 5 times in your whole life. All of them were with your brother JiMin, all of them extremely fun. You loved the feeling of being seated in the passenger seat and see the world outside pass so fast as if you were running at full speed without losing focus of the sidelines. It felt like magic. JiMin had said you resembled a dog rather than a cat for that feature, and as much as you didn’t like it, you had to admit it was true.

“Here, this one is a long coat, will keep you warm as a whole.” The beige long coat was handed to you from the side and you snapped out from your thoughts to grab it. As usual, it smelled like JaeBeom and you had to stop yourself from sinking your nose on the fluffy insides. As you got up and tied it on, it looked just like a dress, reaching the floor and hiding the top of your feet. JaeBeom snickered and you glared at him.

“What?” You questioned with a squint, to what he scoffed once more.

“Nothing. I was just thinking about how my clothes look so much better on you, that’s all.” He commented off-handedly, turning away and walking towards the door as you tried to get your shit together, warmth blooming up your neck.

That was nothing. Maybe you had misjudged about the fever subsiding, after all. Surely, you wouldn’t make any comments about it.

—

The ride to the supermarket was short, but you enjoyed it nonetheless. The windows could not be open because of the snow but you still had a good view of the streets passing by quickly. It even felt just like before, even prettier because of the season.

There was also the ride back anyway, so she was looking forward to that when stepping inside the grocery store.

After a while, you could only ask yourself how JaeBeom was thinking of carrying all that by himself if he had come alone, seeing that you were already pushing a second cart already halfway full behind his.

“Do you want anything?” JaeBeom asked, turning to face you as he finished checking the shopping list on his phone. You were taken by surprise with the question, never in your life asked what you really wanted, rather given what the others thought you deserved. Lately, it hadn’t been good things at all, so maybe that’s why you felt your heart squeezing a little. “Something yummy for the ride back?”

“Uhm no, I’m not even hungry yet-” but to prove you wrong, that was the moment your stomach decided to announce loudly that mealtime had come. JaeBeom snickered, quirking an eyebrow as he picked a box of pocky, handing it to you.

“Here, I’ll pick another for myself on the way out.” His tone was still soft, breathiness that still indicated the need to chuckle at the indignant sound produced by your body. He was such a child. Still, you grabbed it, placing it at the small basket inside the cart, pouting in embarrassment and resuming to follow him, as JaeBeom moved toward the cashiers.

Thinking about it, you had learned quite a lot about Jaebeom in the time you spent at his house. He was really hard-working, leaving early and getting back home late from the restaurant, even if he was the owner of it; he was kind and warm, sometimes a little shy and awkward around you, but respectful. Nothing like the man that once owned you, JaeBeom treated you like a human rather than a hybrid or a pet, and that was probably the thing you liked the most about him. You’d miss seeing him every day once you had to get back.

“Y/N?” As soon as you stepped outside the store, heavy bags in hand and a pocky half chew in between your teeth, GeoJong’s figure materialized itself in front of you, looking kind of rough, but mostly surprised. Oh yeah, it had been some time since you last saw him. Maybe something of what happened to you reached his ears, but probably no one knew about your situation. “Holy fuck, you're alive!”

You breathed out, feeling the presence of JaeBeom behind you the next second. GeoJong’s eyes landed on him and you immediately felt the hairs on your nape stand as the astonished expression turned into a smirk. Clearly he was up to no good. He’s never been. “And you’ve got yourself some owner, huh?”

“I’m not her owner, mister.” Was JaeBeom’s response, then turning to look at you as you still stood there, not knowing what to do exactly. “Everything okay, Y/N?”

“Yeah… Yeah.” You nodded, eyes still boring into the hybrid in front of you. “What you want, squeak?”

The way of you addressing him made GeoJong snort, holding his chest in false hurt. “Whoa, easy there tiger. I’m just happy to see you, that’s all. I heard someone punks had tried to… You know, send you to a better place as a Christmas gift and seems like you did huh?” You rolled your eyes at his remark, his characteristic laugh showing how he thought himself witty with the bad joke. Behind you, JaeBeom was eerily silent.

“You’re so funny, really.” You quipped, and sarcasm was heavy in your tone. “Well, now you know I’m alive and unfortunately, I know you are too. If you’ll excuse me, we’re leaving.” And like that you twirled around, JaeBeom following suit without hesitation.

“Hey, I just want you to know that I’ll be here, in case you need my help with this one… Again.” GeoJong shouted when you weren’t still far away enough, making you stop walking and literally hiss over your shoulder at the now scurrying rat. Nothing could have been worse than meeting that scum that night. You prepared internally for the questions that would come.

Though they never came.

You were expecting that JaeBeom - reasonably so - would bombard you with questions about who was that hybrid and what he had meant with his last shout, but besides looking mildly upset, he didn’t utter a word. You weren’t sure if he was angry at you or not, so you decided to just look outside the window, trying to calm your nerves with the scenery.

“Hey,” you started off timidly, reaching to grab his sleeve as you two went to unload the trunk. JaeBeom turned to look at you with a frown, softening as he saw you step back at the expression. He’d never looked at you like this and it kind of triggered your flight instincts. Clearing your throat, you continued: “About earlier I-”

“Don’t worry about it, Y/N. It’s not my business.” He cut you, shoulders relaxing. “I’m not angry at you or anything, by the way. It’s just…” as he trailed off your heart immediately sank, thinking that he was going to ask you to get out of his home. It was only reasonable. “I don’t want you to feel like I’m caging you here, Y/N. You’re welcome to stay as long as you want, or come back when you need to, okay?”

You stood there, wheels in your head turning as you tried to make out the man in front of you. There was a tickling feeling in the pit of your belly that sizzled up slowly towards your throat, coming out in a short scoff seeing how JaeBeom was actually upset at himself, for some reason you couldn’t decipher.

“Then I guess I’ll be using more of your hospitality, JaeBeom.”

#NIWIS 4 #im jaebum x reader #im jaebum/reader #im jaebum fluff #im jaebum x hybrid!reader

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winterflash-2019 · 7 years

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Better Part:11

1 month later

Bria was scared she never admitted it but she was truly terrified. She loves Barry she loves team flash she doesn’t want to leave everyone behind. She believes Barry will save her but at the same time in the back of her head she knew she couldn’t escape death.

She turns around and looks at Barry’s sleeping form and smiles he looks so peaceful so relaxed like he’s not carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders.She gets up and goes to the bathroom and looks at herself in the mirror it was currently 8am she has to wake up Barry in 30 minutes.

She takes a shower and gets dressed she set up her outfit specifically for this day. Shes wearing a white off the shoulder long sleeve shirt and a pink skirt that stops at her knees with pink heels and she curls her short hair.

By the time she’s finished getting ready its 8:30 and she turns around to go wake up barry but he’s already behind her.

“I woke up and you was gone” he says as he yawns

“I couldn’t sleep so I just decided to go ahead and get ready” she says quietly

“Baby girl it’s gonna be okay don’t worry” Barry says as he saw the troubled expression on her face.

“I know you got me Barr” Bria says and kisses him

“But if things go wrong don’t lose yourself okay”

Barry nods his head and hugs her tight he wanted to stay like this for eternity.

-Timeskip at Star Labs-

Everything was going fine everyone was trying to think of a plan. It was when Cisco needed a tool that he left in his work shop and Bria volunteered to go get it everything went downhill.

As Bria walked in the work shop she immediately sees the tool Cisco needed on his desk. She grabs it but when she turns around she’s facing Savitars smirking face. She goes to scream but he puts his hand on her mouth.

Cisco is monitoring the cameras and sees Savitar holding Bria

“Oh my god Barry"Cisco says and Barry runs to look at the footage.

Savitar looks at the camera “if you want her flash you can meet me on infantino street” Savitar says and kisses Bria’s cheek and speeds away.

“Cisco we have to get her back ” Barry says frantically voice cracking in the process

“We will Barry we will we’re still thinking of a plan”

“To hell with a plan We need to get her back NOW”

“Okay Barry I’m sorry for saying this but we are not getting Bria back if we don’t have a plan instead we’re going to wing it and she’ll die in your arms… like the vision you saw and you don’t want that do you"Iris says sternly

“Of course not “Barry says quietly

“Then we need a plan"Joe says and Eddie nods

Wally and Caitlyn has been quiet they were extremely upset they tried to prepare themselves for this day but it never really work Bria was always their for them and her death will be hard for them.

Time skip: 7:00pm

Bria opens her eyes to see Savitar smirking down at her.

“Wakey wakey sweet cheeks” he says and she frowns.

 “Why are you doing this"She says

“Don’t ask questions doll you see I know all about you pretending to not be afraid but baby I know the truth you’re scared of death scared of leaving everyone behind” Savitar says and he leans forward so that he’s in her face and she gulps

“P-Please just let me go okay whatever I did I’m sorry” Bria stutters

“It doesn’t work like that darling “Savitar says

Suddenly Bria got an idea this was future barry she was talking too. Her Barry still had to be in there somewhere the Barry that fell in love with her.

"Barry listen to me I know you’re still in there somewhere you don’t want to do this okay I know you Barr and this isn’t you” Bria says genuinely

“I’m not Barry"Savitar says

"Barr please just think about what you’re doing”

“I SAID IM NOT BARRY ” Savitar yells and slaps Bria and she yelps

“Now lets go I’m pretty sure your boy toy is already at infantino street” Barry says while aggressively pulling her up by her hair and speeds away

-Time skip 9:00pm -

“So everyone got the plan right"Cisco asks and everyone nods

"I’ll go over it once more anyway"Barry says and everyone internally groans this would be the 5th time he went over the plan.

"Okay so Joe, H.R , and Eddie will be on the roof with the guns preparing to shoot, Wally will come up behind Savi- Barry pauses and grabs his head

"Barry hey what’s going on "Iris says and grips his shoulder

"It’s Savitar he knows the plan”

“SHIT what the hell are we supposed to do now” eddie says

“We’re still going through with the plan alright Cisco ,Caitlyn, and Iris stays here”. Barry says and everyone nods

“Lets go we can’t waste anymore time"Joe says

- Infantino street -

Savitar stands in front of Barry smirking and holding Bria up by her neck

"You’re not getting away with this” Barry says

“Oh but Barry I already have"Savitar says and throws Bria to the ground and charges at Barry.

 Savitar and Barry are fighting to the death,he didn’t want the love of his life to be taken from him or savitar would succeed in breaking Barry piece by piece until the last piece, Bria was unfixable.

"Who the hell do you think you are to put your hands on my baby girl”

“I’m Savitar the god of speed and I will get my vengeance” Savitar says and he speeds back to Bria and picks her up by her throat and she tries to remove his hands.

“I told you I’ll get her eventually flash”

“Just let her go” Barry says with his arms out cautiously

“Its time for you to realize”

“JUST LET HER GO PLEASE ” Barry yells and he looks at Bria

“Barry I love you” Bria says as her eyes started watering

“Hey no don’t say that alright you’re gonna be alright baby ,PLEASE I’m begging you”

“BARRY” Bria screams

“GUYS SHOOT"Barry yells but no gun fire was heard joe , h.r and eddie were frozen in fear

"Never underestimate me Barry” Savitar says as he raises his blade.

“NOOOOO"Barry screams and starts running suddenly all his memories of Bria starts playing in front of him .

-Memories-

"It’s okay I totally understand and of course I’ll go on a date with you uh”

“Barry Allen”

“Barry, my name is Bria”The dark skinned girl smiles

“Barry this date has been amazing seriously I was having a bad day but you made it better” Bria smiles as she and Barry steps onto her porch.

“Well its the least I could do you know with how that customer treated you today and plus I really like you"Barry smiles and pulls her closer

"Well its a good thing I really like you too Barry Allen"Bria says quietly and steps on her tippy toes and kisses his cheek  -

"I’m the flash” Barry says as he picks her up and runs to Star Labs and puts her down

Bria turns around in awe and runs up to Barry and bear hugs him and wraps her legs around his waist

“ OH MY GOSH MY BOYFRIEND IS THE FLASH ” -

“Hey come back here with my goggles” Barry says while chasing after her in normal speed

Bria turns around to face him and sticks her tongue out” Catch me if you can Barr” Barry flashes in front of her and snatches the goggles out her hands “that fast enough for you” Barry says cockily Bria giggles “no fair” -

Bria sits in Barrys lap “so I was thinking about having a romantic dinner tonight at home”

“Of course babe I get off at 8 okay"Barry says and she smiles her beautiful smile at him -

 “I heard you I heard everything you said and I just want you to know that I’m not going anywhere Barry Allen you’re stuck with me forever flash” Bria says with a smile -  “Barr I’m pregnant ” Bria whispers

“A-Are you serious I’m going to be a dad” Barry says excitedly and Bria nods and they hug each other

Bria pulls back and grabs his chin while

staring in his eyes"I love you Barry Allen”

“I love you too”

- “What” Bria says while smiling

“I just really love you “Barry says quietly

“I love you too barr”

“Are you okay” Barry says as he runs her shoulders and Bria takes her time and thinks for a second before leaning closer into Barry

“Yeah I’m okay…you okay” Bria says as she looks up at him

“I’m okay as long as you’re okay ” Barry says and kisses her forehead

End of memories

Barry looks at Bria’s face as he tries his best to run faster and she gives a small smile before Savitar pierces his blade through her back and her arms fall limp at her sides and her head goes back as she gasps with tears rolling down her face Savitar drops her and runs off. Barry catches her before she hits the ground

“Hey Bria please” Barry sobs as he shakes Bria trying to wake her

“No please” Barry sobs more as he tries to stop the bleeding

“Don’t leave me please Bria, I-I need you” Barry looks at her closed eyes and limp body in his arms he knows it no use as he feels her pulse it was too late she was gone.

Barry pulls her against his chest and yells out of frustration. Tears streamed down his face as he sobbed and sobbed he would never get the chance to hear her laugh again or see her beautiful smile. He wouldn’t get to have kids with her or propose to her like he had planned. He tried everything he could to protect her but in the end he failed once again. He promised her he was going to save her but he didn’t keep his promise.

He wraps his hands around her limp body while he rocks side to side. Her head falling back as he leaned down to the ground and back up at this point Barry was covered in blood, his baby girls blood .

"I can’t do this” he sobs as he puts his head in the crook of her neck. Savitar has succeeded in destroying Barry, his world just falling apart right in front of him and like Savitar said he’ll never get over this.

The woman he loved was gone.

#grant gustin #barry allen #barry allen imagine #the flash

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