#im so nervous rn HELPP
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Here's a small writing piece I did in the perspective of John Doe after the events of The Enemy Within! :D
so, of course, this does contain spoilers for the game and is based after what i'd see is the good ending- the story is what I thought of myself, but I'm not sure if something similar has been done before!! With that being said, its a lil bit cheesy but hopefully I've sorta captured the essence of john's character LMAOO
As my socks tapped against the ceramic floors, I noticed how the lights still flicker. By now, I knew the bulbs hadn't been replaced in a hot minute, even during my release from Arkham.
These hallowed halls weren't so haunting during the daytime. I had friends, somewhere- we'd chat the day away whilst indulging in our hobbies! Whenever Bruce comes around, I can barely wait to show him my newest knit for the matching "mini me".. "mini-us?" plushies I made him.
Oh, right! It's light's out. With haste, I made it to my cell, trust-falling onto my lightly quilted mattress. Despite the lack of thermal energy crawling through my arms, my heart had still felt toasty and warm all this time, like it was still emerged in his embrace. I blindly maneuver my hand, recalling the picture I had slipped onto the bedside table. Finally grasping it, I hold it close to my chest, occasionally looking back down at the memories I had made that day.
The only person I still see from the photo regularly is Bruce, who pays visits every weekend- it truly feels like he's trying now, more than ever before.
I hadn't seen Bane since our fight at Riddler's old hideout where I almost killed him. I'm wild-guessing Freeze lost his life from exposure to the virus.
And.. Harley. I haven't fully weighed out the thoughts in the back of my mind on her yet- (I'm working on it!)
I knew it wasn't meant to be to begin with, the minute she had the chance to bail on me she flew the coop. What I had with her wasn't love. She was no lover, she didn't have it in her to love me- or anyone! But only on the most difficult days here in Arkham do I miss her. I was the fool head over heels, after all.
Coming to a decision, I took the printed paper out of its frame. Crawling out of bed, I scavenge the draws for my craft scissors. Returning to my previous position, kicking my legs, I trim Harley out of the frame. Unfortunately for me, this only made the rest of the photo look kinda whacky. So I did what any genius would do- I cut everyone out! (Except for Bruce, of course.)
Scrunching up the fragments of wasted paper around my room, I slam-dunk it into the trash, soon feeling my heart swell up with a fuzz as it did before. I can't help but proudly wear a smile on my face as the butterflies in my stomach flutter.
All I need to keep me going is all that I have left.
#telltale batman#john doe#joker#bruce wayne#harley quinn#bane#mr freeze#batman#fanfic#batjokes#juce#hope you enjoyed :)#im so nervous rn HELPP
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!DNDADS S2 EP47 SPOILERS!
welp. todays the day. pray for me guys this could easily be the most upsetting episode of dndads for me. im dreading this so bad
- IS THAT FUCKING HERMIE SINGING???
- I CANT DO THIS
- I WAS NOT EXPECTING THE INTRO TO BE SAD IM SICK IM SICK IM ALREADY GONNA CRY
- "HATING MY FATHER INSTEAD OF HOLDING YOUR HAND" HEY???? HEY???! IM GONNA KMS
- OAKWORTHY IS CANON. IN THE WORST WAY POSSIBLE.
- FROM WHAT I HEARD I THOUGHT SCAM WAS IN THE INTRO???? BUT THIS. THIS HURTS SO BAD
- i feel sick i havent been able to move on from the intro
- im gonna be so honest i was expecting a "sike" or something at the end so u can imagine my relief when the little clicks started playing
- okay. okay. time to listen to ur fun facts u sick fucks
- WILL ACCIDENTALLY CALLING THE PODCAST DUNGEONS AND DRAGONS AGAIN LMAOOO
- anthony stfu i dont want to hear ur voice (hes literally the dm)
- MASTER OF MANIPULATION LINCOLN LI WILSON
- will. what evil fact do u have for us today.
- NORMAL DOES TAROT READINGS WHAT
- WILL IS GONNA JUST DRAW A CARD RN???
- LOVERS??? THERES NO FUCKING WAY
- WILL ACKNOWLEDGING HERMIE DIED IM GONNA THROW UP
- A BROKEN MARRIAGE???? HOLY SHITTTT
- scary plays the piano omg!!!
- THATS THE DUMBEST REASON EVER
- "im really nervous about what anthonys gonna do this episode" U AND ME BOTH MATT
- MY HEART IS POUNDING. MY HANDS ARE SWEATING. MOMS SPAGHETTI /ref
- it has taken me an hour just to get through the intro + facts.
- "but at what cost?" AT WHAT COST IS RIGHT BETH.
- SO NORMAL WASNT CONSCIOUS FOR IT. UR FUCKING JOKING
- MATT SUGGESTING THEY HIDE THE TRUTH FROM NORMAL. I CAN FEEL TEARS COMING
- ATOPPP ANTHONY HELPP
- BETHS REAGAN JOKE TO THE RESCUE
- NORMAL IS AWAKE AGAIN. OH GOD. OH GOD. OH GOD
- NOOOO OFC THEYRE GETTING INTERRUPTED
- "wheres hermie?" IM DONE
- NORMAL CANT SEE HERMIES BODY OH MY LORDDD
- anthony rushing them away. i cannot. i cannot
- "well fix it" im done
- NORMAL GOES TO PICK THEM UP.
- I CANT DO THIS.
- "this marriage has one less spouse but heavens got one more little angel" MATTHEW ARNOLD CAN U NOT.
- im sitting here in shock through all of this
- "just be happy ur not in hell" shut up anthony too soon
- thank god normal didnt take damage again
- lincoln cool scar era okay
- NORMAL PANICKING LOOKING FOR SPELL COMPONENTS LIKE HE DID W TERRY JR I CANTTTT
- HENRY OAK GARCIA. SAVE ME HENRY
- LARK AND SPARROW GIVING EACH OTHER A LOOK HELP ME. HELP ME
- NORMAL DOING SENSE MOTIVE AGAIN STOP IT
- AND GETTING A 1 AGAIN!!!!!
- theyre back home.
- "VOTE WILLY"?????
- "u guys ready to see him?" NO. NO IM NOT
- ty for protecting dood scary :[
- NORMAL IS HOLDING HERMIES HAND AND TALKING TO THEM. WILL CAMPOS DONT DO THIS TO MEEEEE
- ANTHONY STOP RUBBING IN HOW DEAD THEY ARE
- "the only thing keeping u together is the absolute ignorance u have of the fact that maybe the only person who ever showed u any real affection in the last couple years of ur life is dead" anthony burch im hunting u down.
- STOPPPPP NOT THE AD
- THE OLD EARTH WHOOOA
- is the dude w the white beard that "new fan fave npc" will was talking about lol
- HENRY REVEAL. HENRY REVEAL!!!!
- BARRY?????
- I SCREAMED I ACTUALLY SCREAMED
- I DIDNT KNOW IF WE WERE GONNA GET BARRY BACK. NO WAY
- MERCEDES IS DEAD..... STOP IM CRYING AGAIN
- THEM ALL CALLING HERMIE THEIR FRIEND. OOUGH
- UR FUCKING KIDDING. ANTHONY DO NOT TEASE US LIKE THIS
- "MADE OF GOOF MATTER" UR JOKING
- NORMALS SNAPPING OHHHH GOD
- NORMAL. NORMAL ISTG.
- NORMALS TRYINF TO BRING THEM TO SCAM?????
- HOLY FUCK......
- THEYRE IN THE SIMPSONS NOW.
- SCAM LIKELY. MY FUCKING ENEMY.
- WHY DOES HE. WHY DOES HE ACTUALLY CARE. I WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS THERES NO WAY
- "HES MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD" SHOOT ME.
- THEY DONT HAVE A SOUL.
- WTF IS SCAM GONNA DO
- ANTHONY I DONT TRUST U ONE BIT
- anthony burch. i hate u
- okay scam apologizing does feel good
- "I DONT WANT ANOTHER ONE I WANT THIS ONE" AND PUNCHES HIM. OH. MY GOD.
- "u feel like home for some reason" WAILS
- OH MY GOD SCARYS GONNA TELL NORMAL.
- GUYS I CANT DO THIS I REALLY CANT
- THE TREE. WILL CAMPOS PLZ
- HENRY TOLD NORMAL HES PROUD OF HIM. NOBODY TALK TO ME AGAIN EVER
- ty henry for giving normal what he needed im gonna sob my eyes out
- THEYRE GONNA PUT THE SUN BACK.
- THE FUCKING. THE FUCKING SUNRISE
- MATT OLD LADY NPC
- WHAT IS THIS FUCKING IMPROV
- CHAPARRAL.
- DONT FUCKIJF HIT ME UP
- "i liked u too" sighs.
- "GOODNIGHT SWEET PRINCE" END ME.
- "hermie u definitely were one of us" SOBS
- "i did notice u. thanks for everything" AAUAGAUHH
- LINK SAID NOTHING FOR HERMIE GOOD GOD
- "lark shakes ur hand, sparrow goes in for a hug" ough.
- OH MY GOD HENRYS GONNA SEE CODE PURPLE.
- HOLY SHIT YALL THIS IS BIG
- THEYRE TEACHING HERO AND NORMAL HOW TO SHOOT.
- BABY NORMALLLL
- "help me normal, only u can save me normal" WTF??? WTF????
- WHAT THE FUCK.
- guys i made it through. [confetti falls on me]
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!DNDADS S2 EP38 SPOILERS!
i cant believe its already time for another episode. so scared about this one i have no idea whats gonna happen. lets go!
- WHY IS BETH BRITISH
- LITTLE CAESARS I WORK THERE omg me reference in dndads
- THE JOKES IN THE INTRO ARE SO GOOD
- TAYLOR SWIFT A KILLER AT HEART.
- taylor considers scary his close friend awww
- MATT STOP IT W THE BITTERSWEET LINC FACTS ABOUT HIS RELATIONSHIP W HIS DADS!!! IM SAD
- NORMAL IS A HEELYS KID love that. oh my god just imagine the school mascot just rolling through the halls thats kinda terrifying actually
- I BETTER ACTUALLY SEE BETH IN HEELYS AND FREDDIE IN HIGH HEELS AT THE LIVE SHOW
- im sorry. i just went to the discord to talk about this^ but then saw SUCH A CRAZY SPOILER
- NOOO THE SCARY FACT
- ITS STARTING. MY STOMACH HURTS IM NERVY
- TEAM LOVE WE CAN DO THIS. WE CAN DO THIS (im biting my nails nervously)
- WHY IS MATT ASKING ABOUT THE MARRIAGE RN
- OH FUCK SCARY DOESNT KNOW ABOUT THE MARRIAGE HELPP
- NAT 20??? MY JAW FUCKING DROPPED
- TEAM LOVE LETS FUCKING GOOOOO (im miserable about lincoln and grant)
- oh god sparrow what could u possibly say rn to try to make this better.
- LARK COULDVE KILLED LINC???
- will mentioning batman is making me wonder where hermie is. im insane
- "i dont want a dad!" WAAAAAA 😭
- i KNEW this whole start of the episode would be awkward as hell lmao
- gothcleats....
- HEMRIE AND NICKY!!!! HERMIE AND NICKY!!!!! i actually screamed my bad
- NICKY AS THE LEADER LETS FUCKING GOOOO
- scary applogizing???
- going back to the church of the doodler oh god this is happening
- THE CATBUS!!! THE PUSSYWAGON!!!! YESSS
- anthony w the cat facts so cute
- i cant BELIEVE how far along in the season we are. this is insane. oh my god
- GRANT BROUGHT THE BABY MONITERS :[
- oh the mayor finally has a name now!
- WILLYS IN THERE GODDD
- im so nervous WHATS GONNA HAPPEN
- CAN SOMEONE PLZ DO FANART OF THE STAINED GLASS WINDOW
- STFU WILLY!!!!
- ME WHEN BLUE AND RED SYMBOLISM -deranged yttd fan
- YES FUCKING KILL HIM!!!!
- FOR ONCE. FOR ONCE. NORMAL IS CHOOSING VIOLENCE AND HATE OVER LOVE AND FORGIVENESS. DESERVED.
- CAN WILLY FUCKING PROJECT DAMAGE TO HIM TO OTHER PEOPLE??? THATS FUUUUUCKED MAN
- NO. NO. WILLY DID NOT...... WILLY IS TAYLORS STEPDAD NOW. WTF.
- WILLY IS A STEPDAD NOW. I AM GOING TO THROW UP.
- NOOOOOO I HATE THIS SO BAD THIS IS THE WORSTTTT I HATE WILLY STAMPLER
- im still biting my nails im SO SCARED
- SCARY TRYING TO SCARE WILLY RON STYLE YESSSS
- *HERMIE*S GONNA TRY TO GRAPPLE WILLY????
- NICKY COMPLETELY FUCKING UP THE PLAN LMAOOO
- 10 MINUTES LEFT.... HOW ARE THEY GONNA PULL THROUGH
- 11:11 the teens are gonna pull through!!
- SCARYS IN THE CHAIR OH GOD OH GOD
- THE DOODLER IS FREE. ITS THERE. OH MY LORDY LORD
- THIS IS GONNA BE THE MOST IMPORTANT DICE ROLL OF THE WHOLE SEASON. FUUUUCK
- i have it paused. i swear. to FUCKING god. if its a 1.
- THE DOODLERS GONNA SPEAK OH MY LORD
- YESSSSSSSSS LOVE WINS!!!!!!!
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!DNDADS S2 EP34 SPOILERS!
here are my thoughts on the new episode!!! this time im actually writing them out in real time. ive been so so excited for this one
- no normal fact damn. thats okay though will i support
- oh god are they doing this w their comedy personas.
- IM SO NERVOUS FOR THIS STRANGER I CAN ONLY IMAGINE HOW SHES FEELING ABOUT THIS LMAO
- i love how tori didnt even get an introduction to scam it was just like oh yeah theres a guy here named scam likely
- LINK JUST SHOWING GARFIELD ON HIS PHONE lincoln li wilson bless ur soul
- somehow the audio quality of link being on a microphone extra loud makes this so funny
- istg the moment hermie has a line im gonna scream and jump up and down
- ANTHONYS IN FUCKING JOKER MAKEUP????
- THE COMPLETE SILENCE AFTER THE PLANES JOKE.
- i literally forgot that disney movies have anime remakes now in dndads i was so confused for a sec WAIT TORI DOESNT KNOW THIS OMFG IMAGINE HER CONFUSION
- WAS NOT EXPECTING THE SUDDEN TAYLOR ANGST HE WAS SCARED ABOUT HIS MOM DYING AS A KID??? ARE U JOKING??
- honestly though i think taylor opening up like this through comedy makes sense
- link is so supportive of taylor awwww
- BETH MAY PREPARING MISOGYNISTIC JOKES WHILE EXPECTING TO PERFORM FOR A MAN HELPP
- NORMAL IS LAST OH GOD
- OH GOD HES TRAUMADUMPING TOO
- i think its so funny and ironic how scary is the only one who doesnt drop lore about her family in her set
- OHHHH MY GOD THE CHAPARRAL ROAST. OH YEAH. I LOVE THE DIRECTION WILLS GOING W THIS (NORMAL DOESNT GET MAD HE GETS EVEN)
- HERMIE SAID A SINGLE WORD I REPEAT HE GOT ONE WORD IN FOLKS
- WILL IS SO GOOD AT THIS. GOD
- HERMIEEEE
- THE WAY MY FACE FUCKING FELL WHEN HE STARTED DIRECTLY ROASTING HERMIE. OH NO
- "im sensitive about that :[" MY LITTLE GUYYYYY NO
- NOOOOO NORMAL WHAT ARE U DOING THIS IS SO MEAANN THIS IS TOO FAR
- HERMIE IS CRYING???? OMFG NO
- NORMAL TOLD HERMIE HE LIKES HIM!!!!!
- will campos is carrying this entire episode
- GOTHCLEATS????
- IM LESS THAN HALFWAY THROUGH THE EPISODE AND I AM ALREADY LOSING MY GODDAMN MIND
- hermies up now i am so fucking scared. this episode is NOT going the direction i thought it would omfg (not complaining at all im just in shock)
- *applauds hermie along w tori* (I CANT BELIEVE ANTHONY IS DOING THIS W JOKER MAKEUP)
- HE JUST HAS DC JOKES.
- thanks for the existential crisis/aging/suicide jokes hermie i really needed that on my bday 😅😅 /s
- IS HERMIE OKAY????? THERE WAS SM TO UNPACK THERE. I CANT DO THIS
- "im saying were all thinking about how i would be better off dead" IM KILLING MYSELFFFF
- nobody hmu ever again /j i am never going to stop thinking about the fact that hermie is canonically suicidal
- TORI SCORED LINCOLN HIGHER THAN TAYLOR LMAO
- HERMIE LOST.
- i had to take a big ol break just to process that shit. fuck. this is somehow making me even more insane hermie brained wtf
- HERMIE IS TELLING THEM TO JUST KILL SCAM???
- THE FACT THAT I JUST DID A DRAWING OF SCAM AND HERMIE WHOLESOME FATHER SON BONDING BEFORE THIS EPISODE. GOD
- "u dont like me, u idiot" 😦
- MY FUCKINGGGFG FACE RN. I. I
- NORMAL IS TALKING ABOUT MARRIAGE WTF
- IM LITERALLYYY GETTINF OAKWORTHY CONFESSION SCENE. ON MY BDAY.
- HERMIE DIDNT DO IT FOR HIS SCHOOL???
- HE. HE. HE DID ALL OF THIS FOR HIS DAD. HES LITERALLY JUST LIKE ME FR.
- WHAT THE ACTUAL FUUUUCK. OAKWORTHY NATION. WE ARENT REALLY WINNING BUT HOLY FUCKING SHIT
- THIS IS LIKE WHEN GLENN WAS SAYING THE ONLY THING LEFT FOR HIM IS TO KILL HIS DAD THIS IS SO UPSETTING
- ANTHONY ASKING IF NORMAL ACTUALLY GENUINELY LIKES HERMIE. I CANT DO THIS
- GUYS WE GOT AN ANCHOR BREAKING W LOVE BC OF OAKWORTHY. JUST LIKE WE WANTED
- will campos really holding on strong for us. normal is gonna fix hermie if its the last thing he does ig
- THE BABY AT THE BEGINNING OF THE SEASON WAS STEWIE????
- THERES STILL LIKE ANOTHER HALF HOUR LEFT I FEEL SICK
- NICKYS BACK i wasnt expecting him this episode yippee
- THEYRE IN SPACE. AND HERMIE IS THERE. THIS IS THE PERFECT EPISODE FOR ME
- im being so serious guys when i say i think this may be my fave episode of the whole season so far it is boggling my mind and smashing my heart to pieces and im loving it
- "u can be polygamous in space" there are so many good lines this episode
- I LOVE HOW EXCITED BETH IS ABOUT THE TELEBANGLE
- i also love whenever freddie talks about sciencey mathy stuff that i dont understand
- ARE THEY SERIOUSLY ALL MARRYING EACH OTHER??? IS THIS REALLY WHATS HAPPENING???? HELPP
- SCARY SIGNED AS TERRY. W A HEART. YALL.
- THIS EPISODE IS A FUCKING FEVER DREAM I SWEAR
holy fucking shit. what a rollercoaster. so yeah guys i think that was my fave episode of the season wow. what a bday gift to me. herman unworthy is just like me fr. i am going to take an eternity to recover from this.
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