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#2 arms left#nonsense#rottmnt#im not wrong here lmao uhhhh#:skull emoji:#will get to drawing the next update soon#ty for your patience!#o7
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BLEAURGHHH
𖡎 youtube compilation of atinys favourite vlive moments of m/n taking care of his drunken members
𖡎 ateez x 9th member! male! reader
𖡎 ot9 au, after wanteez ep. 19, 20, 21, zb1 n xikers r mentioned!
𖡎 drunken behaviour(LMAO), suggestive(kinda idk)
𖡎 ignore the title😭 it'll make sense afterwards
clip 1 — mingki's heartbroken era💔
the phone wobbled as you set it some place high so the atinys could witness the dead bodies that sprayed across the dormitory living room. you sweatdropped internally.
atiny1: LMAOOO ARE THEY DEAD???😭😭
atiny69: HAHHA WHAT HAPPENED BAE⁉️⁉️🤭
you scratched your head, "yeah... well, i dunno how this happened either..." suddenly, a wild mingi knocks you to the ground in a bear hug, "ah- mingi, get off! you're so heavy-" you shut up immediately as you heard soft sniffling coming from the male as he clung onto the leg of your pants.
"mingi...?" you slowly lifted the boy up and cupped his cheeks as his eyes were filled with tears, you cooed at him, "awh, what's wrong my princess?"
atiny1: WHAT🫣
atiny2: PRINCESS!?!?!?!?ASLFAENALJ
atiny3: MNGKI FOR LIFE🫂
atiny1: I BELIEVE IN MNGKI👨❤️💋👨
atiny2: MNGKI MNGKI MNGKI
atinky69: KISSKISSKISS PLSPLPSLPSL
atiny127: GYATT🕺🏻🕺🏻🕺🏻🕺🏻
atiny1: ???😭
mingi sniffled and mumbled incoherently, "hey, hey, hey, slow down. shhh, i'm here..." you press your forehead against his as he sniffled and hiccupped.
atiny1117: AWWHHHHH NO WAY THEY STRAIGHT🥶
atiny2: LMAOOOO
atiny1: STOP U GUYS R RUINGIN THE MOMENT LMFAO
you cradled the larger male in your lap as mingi buried his head into your stomach, "what's bothering you, love?"
atiny3: they make me so happy :(((
atiny127: REAL🍆🍑💦
atiny69: WHAT😰
"do you hate me...?" you were so shocked you had to look into the camera to make sure you heard it right. "w-what? what are you talking about, mings?"
atiny1: WE HEARD THAT TOO OML🥺🥺🥺
atiny666: what'd i miss
atiny1117: WAAAAA😭
"during w-wanteez today,,, you- you didn't wanna sit next to me, uhhhh-" mingi began crying again upon the upsetting reminder of his heartbreak as you had to physically hold yourself back from laughing.
it's not that you didn't want to sit next to mingi, it was just the way he acted when he's drunk. it's confirmed when he screamed in yeosang's face during the games so yes, you were terrified of drunken mingi.
atiny3: AHAHA HES SO CUTE
atiny69: [image] ME RN LMAOAO
atiny666: THIS IS SO FUNNY WHAT😭😭
atiny1: WHERRE THE CLIPPERS AT⁉️⁉️🙃
"o-oh honey... i don't hate you," mingi looks up at you with glossy eyes, "you don't...?" you squish his cheeks and press your noses together, "of course i don't, in fact i love you a lot, princess." mingi doesn't reply and only giggles as he gets sleepier.
atiny2: HIS CHEEKS ARE RED IM DEADDDD
atiny127: im convinced the entirety of ateez is just m/n's harem😭
atiny69: mans melting😮💨
atiny1117: [image]
clip 2 — MOMMY MN🥵🥵
you sighed as you came back into view of the camera in your black tank top, muscular arms proudly flexing with each move you made. it was true when atinys said that your face doesn't match your body.
atiny69: MOMMY OMFG
atiny1: [image]
atiny127: HIS ARMS???A;S,C;V/LEAV(*)??/😳
you giggled at the comments, "you guys think i'm a mother...?" scratching your head, you pick up a hairtie from behind the camera and tied your hair into a high bun, and went back to the dead members on the ground.
san smirked as he saw you walk near him, "yahhhh, noona's so pre-pretty...!" he spoke loudly between hiccups as his grin only widened. "keep quiet, san. it's late already." the male jutted out his bottom lip before mumbling a quiet 'sorry'.
atiny666: he only listens to mother🤞🏻
atiny3: hes jus like me😋
you coo before kissing the male's cheek as he giggled and pressed his hand against the spot you kissed, staring at you like a high school girl would to their senior crush. you wrap san's arms around your neck as your right arm goes under his thighs while your left supports his back.
atiny1: WAIT IS HE GONAA-
atiny1117: HE CAN PICK SAN UP???
atiny2: AHHH MOMMY😩😩😩
in your squatted position, you huffed a few times before successfully carrying san upwards as he giggled and nuzzled into your neck, making you stumble slightly before pecking his forehead.
you turn to the camera, "i'll tuck him in first, be right back!" you quietly jog into san and wooyoung's shared room as you plop the male onto his bed and tuck him in.
atiny1: NUUUU I WANNA SEE THO😭
atiny127: u so thirsty for what😐
atiny3: REAL cuz he can carry the entirety of ateez
atiny69: HE ALSO CARRIES THE INDUSTRY🕺🏻🕺🏻
atiny1117: WE ONLY SPIT FAX AHHHH😍🤞🏻
atiny2: [image]
san whined and made grabby hands towards yo, "nuuu! noona sleep w-with me tonight,,, pleaseee!" he did the best puppy eyes he could and you hesitated for a moment before smacking his forehead, "don't be dumb, san. i won't sleep with you when you smell like alcohol."
san's expression resembled that of a kicked puppy as you felt your heart clench, regretting your words immediately. "oh, san that's not what i-" before you could finish, san throws up.
in bed, onto his sheets and his shirt. you mumble a string of curses as he falls right back to sleep. you weren't gonna get any sleep tonight, you were sure.
clip 3 — mother at work!!🫶🏻
when you came back in view after like 10 minutes, you were drenched in sweat and panting hard. you said nothing as you glanced to the camera before taking out a bottle of wine from the fridge.
atiny2: ???😭
atiny666: mother is tired🤕🤞🏻
atiny1: i wonder what happened :(
sitting down you pop open the cork and pour a large amount into the glass that stood right in front of the camera. sighing you took a large gulp of half of the glass before groaning, setting it aside.
you coughed, "okay, so san threw up just now and i had to move him to wooyoung's bed and clean up his shirt and sheets," you covered your face, "it was so damn gross, oh my god..."
atiny3: LMFAOOO😭
atiny69: ITS ALWAYS SAN☠️
atiny1117: god bless mother☹️🙏🏻
atiny127: doing gods work fr
you laughed the tiredness off, "yeah, it's always san and wooyoung actually. but i think it's really special, they mean a lot to each other." you took a sit from the glass and swirl the liquid around.
your attention was turned back to the rest of the drunken members when you heard wooyoung groan and whine on the ground. "so cold..." he rolls on his side and hugs his forearms.
atiny2: SO CUTE🥺
atiny143: IM BACK😗
atiny666: ☹️☹️☹️
atiny1117: [image]
walking over, you squat down and hug wooyoung against your chest as his lips curl into a smile and cracks his eyes open, "noona...!" he buries his head in the crook of your neck and wraps his arms around your middle.
"missed 'chu...." he hiccupped as you exhaled from your nose, stroking his hair softly as he hums in satisfaction. "let's get you to bed, young-ah." he nuzzles his face further into your neck in response.
atiny143: OH MY GOD
atiny2: im dead yall🪦
atiny127: I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
atiny666: [image]
picking his up bridal style, you toss wooyoung upwards a few times as he giggles and kisses your face nonstop. "young-ah, stop- i can't see," you stumble backwards a bit as he nuzzles his cheek with yours, giggling like a maniac. "i'm gonna fall-"
just like you said, you fell. with wooyoung still in your arms, you twisted forward on instinct and slipped again. before you landed, your arm instinctively came up and wrapped it around wooyoung's head.
you landed on your side as wooyoung knocked himself out. you sat up with your hair flying in all directions and forearms slightly bruised at the impact. you looks straight into the camera but not saying a thing.
atiny1117: DID THE CLIPPERS GET THAT????
atiny127: m/n shielding wooyoungs head🥹
atiny1: IS WOOYOUNG SLEPING😭
atiny69: M/N RISKING HIS LIFE JUST FOR WOOYOUNG TO FALL BACK ASLEEP LMFAOAOAO
atiny143: is he drooling??☠️
you turn to look at wooyoung, who had drool seeping from the corner of his mouth as he snored softly. you covered your mouth and snorted before picking him up again, "okay, i'm really gonna tuck him in now."
atinys bid you goodbye for the second time as you walked out of view towards his and san's shared room. you sweatdropped internally as you realise they might be uncomfortable at the small space.
sighing, you place wooyoung down next to a knocked-out san before tucking the two in. you felt your heart swell as you watch the two instinctively curl into their usual position; wooyoung tucked under san's chin as the other had his arms wrapped around wooyoung's head.
you giggled and took your phone out, snapping a quick picture, you peck both of their foreheads and turn off the dimly lit table lamp before closing the door quietly as to not disturb their slumber.
clip 4 — late night drinks with the mothers🫡
sighing, you pour more wine into your glass while massaging your temple with the other hand.
atiny1117: nuuu stop drinking mamas☹️
atiny69: stay healthy :(
atiny1: stay strong babes!!
atiny666: i just came back from twitter and i cannot begin to explain how ridiculous it is that m/n gets so much backlash for standing up for his members
atiny127: REAL i saw so many articles on it like leave them alone wtf🫠
you smiled gently as you read the comments, "yeah, i've seen all those articles and honestly i don't care." you take another sip of your wine, "i expected something like this to happen way back. and if this is what'll happen to me for protecting my members i'll take it."
as you swirl the glass, you saw from the phone that seonghwa had emerged from his slumber behind you. turning around, you snap your finger to catch his attention. "m/n? why aren't you in bed- is that wine!?" the elder quickly snatches the glass from your hand.
atiny2: NOOO LET HIM DRINK😡😡
atiny666: honestly why are they both up at ass oclock??
you roll your eyes and lean onto the table, "c'mon hyung, i'm not 17 anymore. i can drink if i want to." seonghwa looks into the glass, "it's been 5 years already... i still remember when we were just trainees." the two laughs before you offer another seat for the male.
taking out another glass, you pour into it before clanking the glass with the one in seonghwa's hand, "cheers to us." seonghwa sighed before smiling gently, "cheers to us."
atiny69: THE MOTHERS ARE TOGETHER OMG😩😩
atiny1: hwa looks so handsome here🥺
atiny666: its been so long :(
atiny143: im actually a new atiny and i wanna ask if m/n has trained in other companies before?
skimming through the question, you smiled at the memory of your past. "yes, i was a trainee in yuehua." seonghwa's eyes widen as he swallows the wine, "wait, really? you've never talked about that before." you squeeze his cheek, "yes i have. you just weren't paying attention, hyung."
"anyways, i don't know how i joined but i was really confident in my singing and vocals so i thought it'd be fun to try it out and see if i could get some critiques. who knew i actually passed the audition?" you laughed and smacked seonghwa's arm jokingly.
"i was a trainee there since i was 16, but afterwards i became a vocal trainer there and trained a lot of younger trainees' vocals." seonghwa made an 'o' with his lips, "woah, that's so cool!"
atiny1: wait, does that mean you know the members of zb1???
atiny666: SLAYYY KING
atiny143: i heard yuehua is so strict i cant believe u even became a trainer oml😭😭😭
you perked up, "yes! i actually do know them- well, not all of them. i'm specifically closer to ricky and zhang hao since i was their trainer for like a few months." seonghwa stood up and grabbed the wine bottle before pouring more into the two glasses.
"i actually did congratulate them on their win! i was so proud when i heard that they successfully debuted, i'm so proud!" you put a hand on your chest as you remember jumping on your bed while the two were on call with you telling you nice things.
atiny1: KING SHIT🕺🏻
atiny666: hes so caring to others too🥹
atiny69: ilysm m/n!!!
atiny143: when did u join kq tho?
you perked up, "ah, i was actually jongho's senior since high school so when he got in he told me about it obviously." you smiled at the memory, "it was when i was a vocal trainer at yuehwa then so he told me to go join him and so i did." you look over to seonghwa and grinned happily, "and i'm so grateful i did."
atiny2: HE CARRIED THE INDUSTRY!!!
atiny127: hes literally carrying 5th gen
atiny1117: MY KING SO TALENTED ILYSM :(
you leaned on seonghwa's shoulder as you felt your heart swell at all the nice comments. so many years of hardwork and you were finally getting the credit you deserved. "yeah i agree with our atinys,"
you tilt your head up as seonghwa smiles fondly at you, "i think you're amazing and just so, so talented." seonghwa's smile falters as he sees your expression remain unchanging, "d-did i say something wrong...?"
atiny1117: is bae ok...?
atiny1: is he getting emotional?
atiny69: M/N BAE☹️☹️☹️
seonghwa's eyes go wide upon seeing tears forming in your eyes, sclera turning red as you inhaled shaky breaths, "...really?" seonghwa blinks, "huh?" you sniffle before taking a sip from your glass, "do you really think i'm amazing?"
seonghwa didn't even notice he was holding his breath as his eyes soften and he pinches your cheek, "of course! you're amazing," you smile gently, "you work so hard all the time and you deserve the world, love."
you blink back a few tears as seonghwa pulls you in for a heartwarming hug, kissing your head and whispering words of praises in your ear.
atiny666: IM SOBBING SO HARD RN
atiny2: [image]
atiny143: WAAAAAAAA🥹
clip 5 — dinner for breakfast😵🔥
you groaned as you finish sweeping the floors finally. throwing yourself back on the chair, you whine at the hardness as seonghwa softly snored on the couch. you smiled before tossing the entire wine bottle down your throat, finishing it with a rumbly groan.
atiny127: HELP HE JUST TOSSED THAT SHIT😮💨
atiny2: is he ok🤕
atiny666: [image]
atiny1117: does he suck dick like that
atiny1: WHAT SID YOU SAY😭😭😭
glancing at the screen, you notice the view rising little by little as you turn to check the clock. damn, one in the morning? you rub your tired eyes as you got up and threw the wine bottle away, taking a pan out of the cabinet.
you said nothing as you poured some oil over the pan, moving the pan in a circular motion for the oil to spread. afterwards, you take out whatever leftovers you had from the fridge and threw the random foods into the pan, adding a few spices here and there.
as you tossed the pan up and down, hongjoong emerged from his room and did a small stretch before sitting down on the chair, blinking in surprise at the screen before him before waving to the camera. "heyyy, why're you guys up at one??"
atiny2: waiting for u beautiful😫
atiny2018: IM HERE WHERE IS HONG😍
atiny1117: barefaced joong🥹🫶🏻
atiny666: whyre U up at 1!?🤨
you crane your neck backwards to see a sleepy hongjoong waddle towards you. "hyung, if you're sleepy you can go back to bed. i'll leave some food for you." hongjoong only hums as he rests his chin on your shoulder, barely able to reach your height.
seonghwa giggles in the corner. the tiny leader blinks, "why're we eating yesterday's dinner for breakfast?" you shrug, "i dunno, it's all we have." hongjoong groans before throwing his tired self onto seonghwa, who had just finished setting up the plates.
atiny69: MATZ🥹🥹🥹
atiny1: i can never get enough of them
atiny1117: which one?🤭
atiny1: GIRL ALL OF THEM😫
from the screen, the atinys could see the smoke coming from the hot pan. as you finish frying the noodles, you shove it near the camera for them to see your handiwork. "see, aren't i such a good cook?"
hongjoong groans, "can you shut up and bring it over already? i'm starving." seonghwa and you snort, "i think somebody's in a mood today." hongjoong turns to glare at the older, "am not." "are too." "am not!" "are too!"
you blink as you take a seat in-between the two, hoping to stop their childish fighting, but of course they don't. they just repeat the same phrase as you scoop up some of the noodles and place it in your bowl. although you had this last night, you were still ready to devour it whole.
atiny666: LMAOOO M/N SITTING THERE LIKE😭😭
atiny2018: i stan my unbothered king🫶🏻
atiny143: left ear: am not, right ear: are too☠️☠️
atiny1117: m/n is such a mood honestly😍
atiny127: REAL our king deserves more dicks
atiny2: whats with you and dicks???
atiny127: im a proud atiny!!!!
atiny69: you mean youre gay?
atiny1117: we are lgbtq😈🔥🔥🔥
hongjoong interups seonghwa with a loud gasp as half of the noodles vanish, resting securely inside your stomach. "what the hell! you just eat half of the pan, are you kidding me??" you bit back a laugh as you her hongjoong's stomach growled. seonghwa only ignored him and puts noodles in his own bowl.
hongjoong groans and rolls his eyes before filling his own bowl with the rest of the food. your cheeks puffed up at the amount of food that filled into your cheeks, you only closed your eyes and hummed at the warm feeling invading your tummy.
clip 6 — jjong's m/n🥹
you set the phone on the desk of your bedroom, taking a few steps back to sit on the edge of your bed. you open the curtains to see the sky still pitch-black as you stared at the still bustling streets.
atiny1: HES SO SHDNSH😍
atiny69: side profile🤭
atiny143: CLIPPERS GET THAT🥹
suddenly jongho enters after a knock on your door. "yes?" you stop breathing when you see tears prickling at the corner of his eyes. "hey jjong, c'mere what's going on?" he rubbed his eyes and sat next to you, not noticing the camera and your eyes dart from the camera to him continuously, hesitating on if you should tell him or not.
atiny3: NOOO HES SAD
atiny2018: JJONG☹️☹️☹️
atiny127: WAAAAAA M/N TAKE CARE PLS😔
as he sat down, he looked at you once and then burst out crying onto your shoulder. you deadpanned to the camera and the atinys could feel your panic right then. "hey, hey- jjong look at me first." you cup his cheeks and tilt his face up, heart clenching at the sight of dried tears on his cheeks. you ran your fingers across his cheeks gently, lulling to a sleepy state.
"can you tell me what's going on bub?" jongho sniffled and pulled you in for another hug, this one tighter than the last. "i-i had a nightmare..." his voice got progressively softer as he finished his sentence, embarrassed at the fact a mere nightmare affected him so badly.
atiny2: guys i think he got a nightmare🤓
atiny69: SOBBING ON THE FUCKIGN GROUND
atiny1117: im gonna kms
atiny1: WAAAAA MAMA M/N☹️
you sighed before patting his head, you could read the boy like a book and you knew how embarrassing it is for him whenever he had nightmares. "there's nothing wrong with having nightmares jjong." he shook his head, "no! i feel bad,,, why am i having these dreams when everyone's treating me so nicely?"
he pulled away and frowned, "it feels like i hate them or something...!" you brush his hair back, "but you don't. these things happen and we shouldn't dwell on them." he looks down, "what did you even dream about?"
he blinks continuously as he tried to avert from your burning gaze, "i... it was about you and the members," you held his trembling hands as he spoke, "the members were telling me how i was holding them back and that i'm," he sniffled, "that i'm a disappointment. and hongjoong-hyung laughed and told me i'm not as good as i think i am..."
you didn't say anything, you only caressed the back of his palm, trying to soothe him. "and you... you told me you hated me and that you didn't want me anymore!" once again, jongho began to sob as you pulled him back your chest. "jjong..." you rest your chin on top of his head, "you know i love you a lot right?"
you felt him nod into you chest, "i'll never leave, even if you wanted me to." he smiled before bursting out crying.
atiny1: UR THE MAN M/N😭
atiny1117: THE CLIPPERS BETTER HAVE GOTTEN THAT OUHHH😭☹️
atiny143: [image]
atiny666: 🫂
suddenly, yeosang burst into the bedroom and you and jongho both turn to look at him, "i heard jongho's crying, are you okay?" jongho furrows his eyebrows, "how did you know i was crying?" you began to sweat as you gestured for yeosang to shut the fuck up, but the clueless will stay clueless. "it's on live."
upon hearing that, jongho shoved you onto the bed and scavenged the room for any hints of a camera. after a minute or two, jongho stares straight into the camera and take it out from behind the lamp. he glares at you for a moment before looking back into the camera, "the live's over, have a good day atinys."
the live has ended!
©BRRRKDSLEK 2023
#brrrkdslek 📁: oneshots#THIS TOOK ME ALMOST TWO WEEKS OML#IM FINALLY DONE WITH THIS ONE LMAOOOO😭#THIS TOOK THE RATS ASS OUTTA ME HELP🥶#i hope it takes u gays as many days to read to compensate for the days which i wont be here soon💆🏻♀️#HOPE U GAYS ENJOYYYY😻😻😻#btw i put gays intentionally😼🙌🏻#rmb to drink water and eat today ily!!😽#have nice gay😺🤞🏻🕺🏻#ateez fanfic#ateez x reader#mingi x reader#wooyoung x reader#seonghwa x reader#san x reader#yunho x reader#hongjoong x reader#jongho x reader#yeosang x reader
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I don't think i've ever done an introduction before so here's a messy one (I'll fix/add to it later)
Hey, I'm Snilk (It's a nickname my friend gave me that's short for snail milk)
I draw and write occasionally (My ao3 is the same as my username and is at the bottom of this post under the cut)
I'm only fluent in english but i also know some Spanish, French, Russian, Portuguese, Japanese, Korean, Arabic, Turkish, Slovenian, Gaelic (in order of how much I know the language) Also working on learning Kumeyaay, Cherokee and Chiwere (The native languages of the places I've lived and love visiting)
This is mainly a bsd account because ✨autism & hyperfixations✨ but all the fandoms i'm in/shows/book/manga i've seen or read is under cut (feel free to recommend things to my read/watch list through asks or dms)
General personality info also under cut
Socials under cut
Fandom list
Fandoms (General)
- Bungo stray dogs
- Hazbin Hotel/Helluva boss
- The Amazing Digital Circus
- Ramshackle
- No.6
- My little pony friendship is magic (gen 4)
~ Jkk
- Junji ito
[Past Fandoms: Miraculous ladybug, Bnha, Danganronpa, harry potter, demon slayer, hunter x hunter, bloom into you, whisper me a love song, ways of the household husband, tokyo ghoul, Tbhk, spy family, chainsaw man, yuri on ice, sk8, idk if these are considered fandoms but i was also obsessed with yt animators for a while; jaidenanimations, odd1sout, let me explain studios, jelly jess, SO MANY MORE]
Manga/Light Novels
- Bungou stray dogs light novels (1-8; Kafka Asagiri... still haven't read tdipud)
- BSD Gaiden/Another Story (Kafka Asagiri, LOVED THE ART OF THIS ONE)
- No.6 (Atsuko Asano, UGH LOVE THIS ONE)
- Bloom into you (Nio Nakatani, THE AROACE REP 🔛🔝)
Books
Recent/Fav reads
- Fahrenheit 451 (Ray Bradbury)
- Flower of Buffoonery (Dazai Osamu)
- No longer Human (Dazai Osamu)
- Setting Sun (Dazai Osamu)
- School Girl (Dazai Osamu)
- Time Machine (HG Wells)
(There's more i'm just lazy)
Currently reading/read list
- Crime and Punishment (Fyodor Dostoevsty)
- 1984 (George Orwell)
so much more (again i'm lazy)
Music
I pretty much listen to anything and everything (Except super popular artists who only got popular because they're celebrities and not because they make actually good music, I can't stand them)
Artists
- Ado
- AJJ
- The Alan Parsons Project
- Alex G
- Alexander Vertinsky
- Alpay
- Conan Gray
- Chappell Roan
- Sufjan Stevens
- Mustafa Ozkent
- Psychedelic Porn Crumpets
(I'll finish this later, i'm eepy and this is too hard to pick my fav artists)
Songs
Personality
ENTP/INTP (It changes between those two every time I take the stupid test)
I'm technically Aroace and bisexual (Romantic relationships feel suffocating and cause me to have constant panic attacks and I'm fine with sex but I have to be on top and in control and refuse to take off any of my clothes so pretty much me giving cunnilingus or blowjobs👍 anything else👎 The reason being I have horrid sa trauma from when I was 8... lemme know if y'all want the story)
I've been told by everyone I know I am Dazai, no elaboration, I just simply am him
Masochist yet scared of pain, constantly paranoid and anxiety ridden lil creature (I have horrid insomnia that causes me to hallucinate), I love driving, I have horrid misophonia and will often skip meals cause i can't stand the sound if my own chewing, automatic flight response when alone, fight response with someone weaker than me, i'm an extreme people pleaser and over thinker so as much as i wanna make jokes about something i wont because im scared of it going wrong and then will proceed to overthink my screw ups for the rest of my days :D, would deal with panic attacks through self-harm/self-sabotage and would purposely embarrass myself (Haven't done that in a while tho so it's all good) uhhhh this is too long so that's it lmao
Ao3 writer curse (I've never broken a bone but pretty much every week it's something new from giving myself a concussion and missing school for days without my knowledge cause i was in a coma that my family thought was just me being lazy to a random excruciating pain in a place i didn't even know could hurt)
WHERE MY CRONIC PAIN BESTIES AT?!? YALL GET IT 🗣️🗣️‼️‼️🥰🥰
I make jokes when i'm in pain cause i hate having people worry about me or feeling bad because of me, I am entertainment for you, i'm not real so just laugh at me like a sad movie
I go to an art school (unfortunately) and have class from 8:30am-5pm on a normal day; I'm in production & design conservatory which is basically just running everything behind the scenes of live theater, everything you see and hear in a show that's not the actors themselves I work to control and make as good as possible, my fav positions are A2 (putting mics on people and setting up speakers) Wardrobe (designing costumes and performing/helping with quick changes) and Deck/props (Make stuff and put it on stage)
Outside if that my favorite subjects are Science and History (I love memorizing things that make sense and work together, i love understanding facts about the world and using it to express and understand things through literature)
I used to love math as i was a child prodigy but lost my spark as instead of my teachers noticing my skill and helping me, they poured water on my flame and now i can barely solve 13 time 3 without a calculator (its 39)
When I was in kindergarten, I was bored with my lessons and my sister (who was in 3rd grade at the time) loved playing school with me so by the time I started first grade I had memorized multiplication tables, could solve any equation in my head within minutes (like 2 digit multiplied by 2 digit equations) and had a concept of negative numbers, my first grade teacher loved this about me and would give me harder equations separate from the rest of the class, then in second grade my teacher would lie to me any time i said something above second grade math, like one time i brought up an equation like 2-5 and she was like "oh you can't do that" and I tried to explain it and she just kept denying it until I finally got so fed up with her bs I shouted "YES YOU CAN ITS NEGATIVE 3 JUST LIKE YOUR IQ FOR NOT UNDERSTANDING THAT!" ... I got sent to the office. Third grade was the worst because instead of just letting me be my teacher made me write down everything on paper... I don't think in numbers when i do mental math, I think in concepts, so by the time i convert the concepts to numbers and but it on paper i've lost the entire equation and have to start over again and get super confused because i forget how i got that number and why that numbers there so i end up just breaking down and getting the question wrong. AND INSTEAD IF SEEING WHAT THE ISSUE WAS SHE JUST BRUSHED IT OFF AS OH YAY IM DOING THE WORK so i became stupid as a result (I also was in math olympians for a few years and would always get pissed off cause it was a group competition and i would look at the problem, solve it instantly and tell them the answer, they wouldn't believe me, take forever to solve it and low and behold i was right and because it was a timed competition i never got higher than second place...)
OH GOD THAT WAS A HORRID RANT- MY BAD GUESS YALL GOT SOME SNILK LORE🗣️🗣️‼️‼️
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hey!! we're the DRAGONS DEN!!
Pillow (it/he/they)
🐲im the host/root!! always at the front, im physically unable to like things normally lmao
🐲18 years old, ages in real time
🐲current fixation is primarily TF2 and the Godzilla franchise, but other interests include Regretevator, Hollow knight, Monster Hunter, Voidigo, Roblox, and Night in The Woods
🐲uhhhh something something other stuff
tag is #🐲waga baga bobo
Pest (he/they)
🪲I am Pest. As in Pest from Regretevator.
🪲Dont really know how old i am, but its not a big deal.
🪲Current co-host of the system.
Tag is #🪲for the collection.
Goji (he/him)
☄️Hello reader!! i am Goji, but You may also call me Gojira or Godzilla :}
☄️I believe I am around 19 years of age, but I could be Wrong!
☄️I am a Godzilla fictive! We do not believe i am from any singular canon, rather I am just Godzilla as a Whole :}
☄️I dont often Speak much, I usually like to Sit back and Watch whatever happenings are Occuring
Tag is #☄️go go godzilla!
Combat (they/them)
⚪️hihi im combat!!
⚪️im also a fictive, but im not comfortable disclosing my source unless we know u :[[
⚪️im around 14-15!! idk if i age
⚪️they/them ONLY or u die forever
talking tag is #⚪️beat ‘em up!!
Arthur (he/it/xe)
🦀IM ARTHUR, LIKE IT SAYS ON MY PART OF THE POST
🦀LIKE COMBAT IM NOT REALLY COMFORTABLE TALKING ABOUT MY SOURCE UNLESS WE KNOW YOU
🦀I DONT KNOW HOW OLD I AM? I THINK IM YOUNGER THAN PILLOW, THOUGH
🦀I ALSO DONT SPEAK MUCH AND USUALLY LIKE TO WATCH, KINDA LIKE GOJI
TALKING TAG IS #🦀CRABBING
Spy (he/she)
🐍You may refer to me as "Spy". I don't exactly remember my real name.
🐍Like a lot of others, I don't know what my exact age is. Somewhere on the older end, probably.
🐍We all have a dislike of mouth sounds and loud noises, however we believe i have it the absolute worst. Please keep it down.
Talking tag is #🐍shhh
Soren (he/him)
🪶hello! i'm Soren! a barn owl or Tyto Alba!
🪶again, no specific age to be found, but i am an adult
🪶not much to say here!
talking tag is #🪶translated from hoolian
Peril & Legiana (she/her for both)
🔥we're sharing a section because SCREW YOU!!
🔥im Peril, the hottest (literally) dragon in the world
❄️and im Legiana, a... well... legiana. very creative name i know
❄️we're gonna break your kneecaps <3 /jjjj
talking tags are #❄️from the highlands and #🔥burn baby burn!
thank you angelcovesys, sysboxes, systemuserboxes, and systemboxes for the userboxes!!
#pinned post#osdd system#traumagenic system#🐲waga baga bobo#🪲for the collection#☄️go go godzilla!#⚪️beat ‘em up!!#🦀CRABBING#🐍shhh#🪶translated from hoolian#❄️from the highlands#🔥burn baby burn!
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rylie ur so real for the rant u posted bc i feel the same way sometimes . . . i started writin smut ONE TIME bc i wanted to try it out and ever since then i sorta just kept doing it bc i dont like when my activity goes 📈📉📉📉 and like ok i dont rly mind writin smut but i wish some of the other stuff that i write would do as well cause i never rly intended for my blog to become a nsfw blog but uhhhh here we are 🧍 and if im being fr i kinda feel the same way about gojo too. this isnt really the point but i like gojo n all but honestly i only still write a lot of jjk bc that gets way more popular than my bsd stuff so i feel more motivated to write for jjk and less so for bsd even tho i enjoy writin for dazai n chuuya more 😖😖 oh well. anyways thats my own rant, u dont have to post/answer this but im cool either way lmao !
honestly halfway thru typing that i forgot what my point was but uhhh yea hopefully u know what i mean </3
HANNAH NO i know exactly what you mean 😭 i wrote that one nanami piece bc (well obviously i wanted to) but also bc i knew it would get notes :/ and i actually really like it don’t get me wrong i had fun writing it!! but now everyone’s talking about ppl writing that stuff for him and it makes me feel weird being lumped in with that group of ppl. but my nanami stuff never does as well as my other work and idek why bc i’ve been a nanami blog since day 1, my first work was for nanami and i have literally never changed my url ?? & i DO love writing for dazai so so much but i also love writing for nanami so so much. so it’s kind of a bummer when of all the characters i’ve written nanami pieces get the least notes. especially bc ik the jjk fans are alive and well.
sigh. not to start any discourse but i like writing other stuff more than nsfw too ! but now that i’ve gotten so many followers i feel like … i have to keep doing it. and i like to try new things but i don’t want to mostly be a nsfw blog either. i have fun writing it but i get tired of it quickly, that’s why most of my nsfw pieces are so long. & it’s so easy for people to say “write what you love” but it’s discouraging when i write 10k words of mostly sfw & get 400 notes & other people can write 400 words of nsfw and get 10k notes.
#letter from: hannah ᰔ#hannah i love u for sending me this#i have been holding onto this for the past week HOSWKALA#so i feel better now ! so many hugs for you <33#i decided to respond so i hope that’s okay!#໒꒱ rylie's angels#xoxo . . . hannah
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episode that you love?
im only on season four but i've got a couple of faves so far:
1x21 'three stories': it's practically law that i have to include this. absolute classic of an episode. i love the format, i love the backstory we get, and i especially love the med students!! they were fun and i hope they come back at some point. probably not but im still holding out hope. teacher!house was great to see too, and the deep-dive into his backstory is so delightfully painful and heart-wrenching,,, oughgh
2x07 'hunting': very fun episode!! "what, because you're a closet case?" absolutely killed me the first time i watched it. get their asses lmao. also we get to see steve mcqueen (my beloved <3) and cameron on meth - fun times!
2x15 'clueless' and 2x16 'safe': mainly for the hilson roommates subplot tbf, but the cases were interesting too! these eps also had a lot of funny moments, like wilson sawing through house's cane and the whole tick debacle lmao
3x02 'cane & able': where do i start with this one. first of all the awful cgi hallucinations were fucking hilarious, i was so fucking confused tho. like the whole time i was just going helllo???? aliens????? great stuff. the rest case itself was really fun too!! and this is the one where we get the infamous "i was worried that your wings would melt" speech. oughghgh top tier content right there.
3x04 'lines in the sand': controversial take right here. this is the infamous autism episode. the way they handled it was. well. it was 2006. so. the case itself was interesting too, but the main highlight for me is the autistic house moments <3 and look. i KNOW wilson says house doesn't actually have autism. but MASKING EXISTS, WILSON!! you can pry this headcanon out of my cold dead hands. i support autism rights but i also support autism wrongs or however the meme goes. more people should get to be autistic and jerks i think <3 (saying all this as a guy who most likely has autism btw. i havent got an official diagnosis but uhhhh yeah it's Likely.)
3x07 'son of coma guy': hilson road trip! plus coma guy ig. but mainly hilson road trip :) i love them.
4x02 'the right stuff': i love love love the whole gameshow-esque thing house starts. we get to see some great characters (amber! kutner! dobson my beloved!!!!), and it's just all round a bit of fun. love it.
4x05 'mirror mirror': another fun one!! the mirror syndrome guy gives us a lot of fun insights into the applicant's personalities, i thought that was a really fun way of showing it rather than have a million expositions about each of them lol. also the banter was fun this episode, especially between house, wilson and cuddy. also we find out that wilson is more dominant than house and that kutner's a masochist. great fuel for fic writers. fun!
4x12 'don't ever change': ohohhoo i love this one. the case was alright but the best bit abt it imo was the house, wilson and amber dynamic. i love this trio so fucking much you don't understand,,, i honestly think we should've got poly wilson/amber/house. just think abt it... house and amber friendly rivalry... teaming up to bully wilson... and also amber and wilson bullying house together... would it be a little dysfunctional? yes. but that's to be expected in this show lmao. idk why this turned into a pitch for these three i just love them very very much <3
4x13 'no more mr. nice guy': again for the wilson/amber/house dynamic. this one is very fun i love their custody dispute over wilson, and the dog analogy was very funny to me. and cuddy making house and amber do coma patient duty lmao. AND bisexual thirteen!! love her <3
i haven't actually gotten to the last couple episodes of s4 yet because uhhhh Bad Things Happen and i am delaying the inevitable. send help. but i am sure they are very good and will probably make this list once i get around to watching them!
honourable mentions include 2x13 'skin deep' (purely for the scene where house is in the mri machine and wilson pretends to be god lol), 3x22 'resignation' (for the wilson on amphetamines scene. "i'm not on antidepressants, i'm on speeeeeeeed!" gets me every fucking time) and 4x01 'alone' (house and wilson prank war!!!)
soooo yeah those are my favourites :) and i'm sure there'll be a lot more once i finish the rest of the show but like i said i am Procrastinating lmao
thanks for the ask my friend!
#ash talks#asks#house md#'i've got a couple of faves' he says. proceeds to list about a dozen.#in my defense i cannot be normal about anything ever#i literally spent like. 4 hours going through the house wiki looking at every episode i've watched to decide whether or not it should make-#-this list lmao#a very well spent 4 hours if u ask me tho :)#also does anyone know what the house/amber/wilson ship name is. this is vital information i Need To Know
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intro !
hello! i heard everyone was having a lot of fun on here so i decided to join in... i dont know to work this computer very well but i hope we can all have alot of fun together :D
// anything that starts with ooc or // is out of character
// HIHI!!!!!! omg ive become shizuku.... anyway yall seem really cool so i wanted in on it lol
he/they for mod and i am an any pronouns shizuku truther also ive seen a couple people mention time zones so im in CST free around 11am - 12pm and 3pm-12am on weekdays and usually free all day on weekends
NOTHING NSFW, mod + character are minors
obligatory im not affiliated with any company this is just a silly fan/rp blog
expect my activity to be kinda inconsistent, school + adhd + social anxiety + trying to come up with funny stuff makes things a bit harder for me but ill try my best!!!! also i dont know the lore/story super well so i apologize in advance if i get anything wrong ALSO ALSO disclaimer that i struggle with tone and get confused easily oops
TAG LIST:
masterlist <-
#shizu rambles - in character posts
#ooc - out of character
#asks! - answering asks!!!
as for shizu headcannons:
adhd + auditory processing disorder totally not me self projecting lmao
as i said before any pronouns shizu truther right here!!!!!!
also im not really big on any ships in particular but if anyone wants to do any im ok with that!!
and finally uhhhh my dni is pretty standard no homophobes, tranphobes, racists, ect.
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"He knew he'd be out of the way, where he couldn't hurt anyone he cared about." this + "ooh Idk how Monkey King ever made anyone mad. he's just so cute & MMM." *squishy hugs self* MK is THE biggest Wukong apologist, but also he may be onto smth fr. like, he ain't wrong, but also ppl have Thoughts(tm) on him, & its not quite so clear cut, but its irrelevant to u personally bc u can love him & Wukong could rlly use someone who cares abt him sm, and we see it!! they r each other's most important person in the show rn that he even breaks out of possession for it. anyways. GREMLIN MONKEY SPOTTED love how he's just so. MONKEY. swinging upside down on the vines & eating bananas. also nice to see even Mackie can get thrown off his game lol, no fun huh? just say u got concerned. MK is flickering more than the faulty lightbulb at 7/11 "nice tail by the way. that's new." LMAO??? nice attempt at small talk. + the fact he was PREPARED for this. Funny how he always has to be all "uhhhh Six Eared Macaque is Yknow My Full Name" all awkwardly abt it. MK's face is so goofy, yeah what r we looking at WHERE DID YOU LEARN HOW TO CODE MACKIE. "I put a lot of work into this." I can't- he's so sincere & proud abt it too???
"It's the choices you make that determine who you are." HMMM. Was it rlly or was that a trick statement bc there's option C. well, I guess that also determines smth. Also the fact Mackie is so CHILL abt this "yeah I know this latest discovery has thrown you for a loop, between Azure & the LBD trying to get inside your head" SIR??? How do you KNOW??? I say, when we literally see this exact scenario play out in Shadow Play. MK rising in his new Monkey Form the same way. Mackie's been camping out here on FFM all season and what, listening to gossip from afar to know what Azure's been doing??? "You know what, just play the game and that'll teach you everything you need to know." its the WAY he says it here. Local Monkey Bad At Being A Mentor And Talking Feelings: Makes Silly Anime Art Game To Teach Instead. what a goof. also looking extraordinarily fluffy in the ep here. im crying at him finding Wukong's game & trying to make his own with a poor audio microphone. so that's what he'd been up to off screen, why did you think you'd ever need one of these? oh yeah, you're bad at feelings & explaining things.
Mackie being prepared for something being up with MK means he might have heard a whisper of something from the future or he and Wukong had a talk at some point. I'm mostly betting on the former. tbh. I don't think he knew the full extent, but he knew something was going to happen so he had to Be Prepared.
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Star Trek Picard: Season 3 Episode 6 Reaction (spoilers!)
OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD
THE SHRIKE???????????
Vadic!!!
"UNITY AGAIN" IDK YALL SOUNDS PRETTY BORG TO ME
72 HOURS FOR THE REST OF THE SEASON TO HAPPEN?????
awwww jack's parents parenting 🥺
TERMINAL DIAGNOSIS?????????? EXCUSE ME?????????????? GOODBYE
IRUMONIC SYNDROME? GOODBYE I WANT TO LAUNCH MYSELF IN THE SUN
"please don't spend time burdening yourself when you can unburden him"
"I don't suppose you have any of my size" JACK STOP BEING SO FUNNYYYYY
HANSWTHEYRE HERE
THEYRE HERE THEYRE HERE
REUNION DAY REUNION DAY REUNION DAY REUNION DAY REUNION DAY
THERE SHE IS!!!!!!!!!! THAT'S MY GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG SEVEN IS ACTUALLY SMILEY I WANT TO DIE
awww bev hugging worf 🥺
lmao everyone hating on picard's wine 😭😭😭
"hey, you" I SCREECHED OUT LOUD OH MY GOD
HEY YOU
OH MY GOD I THINK I JUST UNLOCKED A NEW CORE MEMORY
EVERYONE IM ACTUALLY CRYING SO HARD
THEY TALKED TO EACH OTHER
"One that adapts" IM THINKING IM THINKING
SEVEN SMILING BEING LIKE IT'S GOOD TO SEE YOU AGAIN
OHHHHH NY GOD SHSHSHABHASUHA
EZCHSE ME DHSIJshsjskshhshdhd
"it's good to be seen" FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
"i have gone into battle with lovers countless times" WORF OH MY GOD
THEY ARE KILLING ME
sorry passed out for a bit. Sec31?????????
"James T Kirk"????
ATTACK TRIBBLE HAHAHHA THEYRE SO FUNNY SOMETIMES
RAVEN
THAT IS A RAVEN
RAVEN
WE BEEN KNEW HOLY FUCK
"Like from my nightmares" ALSO FROM SEVENS NIGHTMARES
Moriarty's theme!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That is the worst use of "I think therefore I am", signed, a philosophy
SEVEN BEING HERE BEFORE!!!!!!!
We will see the Voyager?????????
Sidney La Forge being "uhhhh dont answer the call from my dad"
MORE HUGS <3 <3 <3
HEY SIS 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
i love this sister duo already
Oh Sidney 🥺
"Turn fatherhood into an intergalactic incident" LAUGHING
Why is Alandra his PA lowkey
THE SHIPS TALK TO EACH OTHER? SOUNDS VERY B-WORD TO ME
RAFFI USING SEVEN'S PHASER YAYYYYYYYYYYY
OMG POP GOES THE WEASEL
someone called it on tumblr!!!!!!!!!
Oh Raffi is so pretty
LORE.
alandra!!!! alandra trying to help!!!!!!!!!
Oh so alandra is the fave
SEVEN KNOWS.
Seven being "off :/" when Jack tries out the captain chair 😂😂😂
She hasn't been here for so long only for a pasty white man to take her place 😂
Defiant
OH THEYRE EDGING US
OMG THE MUSIC SHUT THE FUCK UP
OH SEVEN. SEVEN. SEVEN IS GOING TO BRING US TO
TURNING THIS ONE UP
THE VOYAGER. HELLO
THE MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE VOYAGER THEME
I WAS REBORN THERE HER CREW WERE MY FAMILY
THE VOYAGER THEME GOING INTO THE FAMILY THEME ARE YOU KIDDING ME IM ACTUALLY GOING TO LAUNCH MYSELF IN THE SUN
SEVEN BEING SMILEY AND LAUGHEY KILLING MYSELF
oh the music this episode.
the family theme again!!! when laforge talks about sidney!!!!!!
"Not the way I fear for hers" oh Sidney 🥺🥺🥺
SEVEN DID A SPINNY I SEE YOUUUUUUUUUU
SIDNEY IS MAKING ME CRY
why is shaw just like sleeping lmaooooooo why is he never ever around
Awwww the next next generation making friends 🥺
hahahahaha shaw being a fanboy!!!!!!
OMFG "Jack" "Sidney" 💀
THEY ARE SETTING THEM UP SO HARDDDDDDD
"Stay away from my daughter" PLEASEEEE
"Tell your mom we won't be home for dinner" awwww
RIKER NO!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Worf's theme
OH MY GOD DAFORGE LIVES
bring my boi homeeeeeeee oh will riker 🥺
"Why do you think i crashed so many speeders as a kid? So i can spend time with you fixing them" crying so hard
sidney i love you so so much you can do no wrong
data seeing geordi first out of everyone!!!!!!! daforge crumbs!!!!!!!!
CHANGELINGS STOLE PICARDS BODY???????? THEY ARE SO UNSERIOUS RN
SHRIKE. RIKER.
VADIC GOING HI HAHAHAHAHA
Deanna??????????????
In conclusion,
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JDA Asks: "So im here to ask some stuff cuz I hope you did -not- think I was joking when I said I was gonna do fanart !!
-JDA here btw-
So about Z— I have that;
-He’s got short poofy hair, dark brown)???
-Then Uhm- kinda confused here, like— can I draw her in any type of clothes??? Or maybe show some outfits so I can get the idea !!
-Also kinda shy to ask this but uh,,, do I like,,, do I draw b00bies or— like just big chest??? IDK HELP ME—
-btw yeah clown oc (real not clickbait) the only ref I have for him is kinda old and outdated but if you’d like to see him then I’ll make a new one !!-"
Ooooooh I'm so so so so hype!!!
Yep! His hair is kinda anywhere between chin length and shoulder length usually and is the sort of dark brown that you only notice is actually technically red when the light hits it just right
Yeah, any clothes work! Generally she'll just wear whatever makes her feel hottest in the moment, whether it's actually hot or not. She's very fond of leather, fishnets, semi-open button downs and also anything that looks like it could be a sexy circus halloween costume or a burlesque costume lmao she also usually wears some sort of choker around her neck
I can't find actual pictures of real clothes that fit so I'm back to dollmakers. Anything from the other dollmakers of him work, but uhhhh some other outfits I could see them in are:
They're less accurate to Z physically than the other ones, but the outfits are very him! Big/tall boots, short shorts/skirts, lowcut/cropped/sleeveless tops. Also red and black are his go-to colours (even though dark green is the colour I most associate with him cause it's his eye colour)
Uhhhh whichever you'd like tbh! Usually he's just got tig old bitties, but even when he doesn't have actual breasts, his chest is big. Generally when it comes to his body it's hard to go wrong cause he can change it at will anyway!
I would love to see your clown oc!!!! I love seeing other peoples' ocs, especially when they're weird and/or circus-vibes!!!!
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hey yall mondo here
so uhhhhh sprigg went back to sleep (im assuming theyll wake up at like idk 3 am or smth) and that just
leaves me and toorie
here
at night
i guess
uh
Hey , At Least The Stars Are Super Pretty , Right ?
uh
yeah
Ooh , Look At That Constellation ! It Kinda Looks Like One Of Dizzie’s Hoops :O
cool
(Toorie looks at another “constellation,” except it looks more like a jumbled mass of dots rather than a beautiful pattern.)
Look At That ! It Looks Like Spilled Coffee !
looks more like my room to me
Uh , What Do You Mean ?
remember back on cold island where you and sprigg stayed in my room
Oh , Riiiiiiight .
Well , Uh , My Room On Earth Is Kinda Like That Too , Haha …
wait it is
Mhm ! Pretty Sure Sprigg’s The Only One Of Us Who Has An Actually Tidy Room , Actually .
what about mauna
she seems like shed have a clean room
Not So Sure About Her , But Yeah ! Probably .
(Suddenly, one of the stars seems to fall down, leaving a trail of “stardust” behind it. can we pretend that airpl)
Oh , Wow ! A Shooting Star !
Don’t Think We Get Much Of Those Around Earth , Haha .
back on cold its basically obligatory to make a wish whenever that happens
Oh , Uh-
Hold On A Sec , Let Me Think Of One …
Aha ! I Wish For A Fun Adventure With Tons Of Friends Made Along The Way .
thats nice
What About You , Mondo ?
oh uhhhh
shit
… Huh ? What ?
um
(man i wish toorie knew how i felt about it)
Huh ? You … You Didn’t Say Anything .
oh uh
they say wishes work better if you dont say them out loud
… Oh .
dw yours will work
Yay !
(Mondo smiles at Toorie. She notices and smiles back at them. The two of them share a moment of silence.)
o shit nows my chance
uh
hey
toorie
Yeah ?
uh
(yeeeeeees. do it mondo do it you cringefail loser)
i uhh
Hm ?
(YEEEEEEEEEEES.)
um
i
?
(YEEEEEEESSSSSS. TELL HER YOU YETI-LOOKING-ASS FUCK. YES. YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES.)
BARKBARKBARKBARKBARK!
AVANI, NO! WAIT!
GAH
AH !
(god FUCKING dammit)
(Awdajeeo rushes in and picks Avani up before she can bite anyone.)
oh, i am SO sorry if we were interrupting something—
Nonono , No Need To Apologize !
grrrrrrrrrr
(Mondo glares at Avani in fear. He doesn’t notice they’re clenching onto Toorie’s arm for dear life.)
i don’t know why she’s been like this lately, haha… avani’s just been growling and barking at random monsters for no reason at all.
well from what i know somethings DEFINITELY wrong
uh, what?
Apparently , Critters Act SUPER Aggressive Towards Others When Something Is Off Around The Island .
Trust Me , I Know From How The Critters Act On Earth Island Whenever Dizzie And Her Friends Are Pulling Pranks .
(Suddenly, a purple blur speeds past the 3 Monsters and 1 Critter.)
SQUAAAAAAAAAAAAWK!
GAH !
wait, is that flitz?!
if theres anything being a cold islander taught me its that tweedles only squawk when somethings wrong
maybe we should go follow her!
yea probably
Let’s Go !
barkbarkbark!
(Awdajeeo picks up Avani, and scuttles as fast as he can as Toorie and Mondo run after Flitz.)
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sorry not sorry for the confession fail 🥰🥰🥰
all jokes aside, I plan on developing Toorie and Mondo’s mutual pining a little more before ACTUALLY turning them into a couple lmao
anyways hooooooo boy I wonder what’s wrong on Faerie Island 👀👀👀
-Mod Jimmy 🗣️
#msm#my singing monsters#msm au#my singing monsters au#mammott#mammott msm#pompom#pompom msm#stogg#stogg msm#ahralliday#ahralliday msm#tweedle#tweedle msm
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9 people you’d like to get to know better
omg i have not been tagged in one of these things since high school, on god
tagged by @driftsixfour hello!!!!!!
Three Ships: i havent been in fandom stuff in almost a decade FUCK so here are some old ass ships of mine from back in the day uhhh
russia/canada (i fucked w this ship heavy in my hetalia era. i got gr**med while writing fic for it when i was 15 tho lmao fhjdfhjf), sokka/suki, and fuckin uhhhh rose/kanaya (i know!!! throw me in the bin!!)
First Ever Ship: god. probably harry/hermione or some shit. i was like 9 and trawling the shitty random hp fanfic sites in the mid to late 2000s.... it was a different time........
Last Song: 'take it the wrong way' by varsity. icb i've been listening to their stuff for like 7 years now. shit is crazy
Currently Reading: im trying so fucking hard to finish 'maximum ride' by james patterson for uhhhh. personal reasons
Currently Watching: im rewatching a:tla and derry girls w my partner hehehe
Currently Consuming: nothing atm but the last thing i ate was a cheese tart and it owned so hard
Currently Craving: korean fried chicken w the bestie hehehe
i don't know 9 people who would want to do this but im so happy i got tagged!!!!! if 9 of u want to then trust me, i wanna see!!!!!!
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getting freaky at 2 am
uhhh just some notes for myself (i dont expect these points to all be sound, its more just writing down some half-alseep notes)
we cant truly understand the mind outside our own simply because we cant experience it (qualia), think back a couple years to when i realized that i cannot know if anybody thinks (they might tell me, but how do i know they arent predetrmined to tell me yada yada yada)
thusly we also cant understand ourselves, because we perceieve ourselves. our "self" is what we perceieve of ourself (think abt somebody and all we know about how they look is a portrait made of them) we cant truly udnerstand ourself because it is always filtered through perception
other people r filtered through more perception, we cant exist within a mind other than our own (annoying af tbh), so we have no way of knowing if they r capabale of thought/real. our perception of the is based off their actions/words. even the people you know closest are a perception of their actions, we cant know the perception of themself they hold or their true self
guhhhhhhhhh also apply this to ai n shit (again, we literally cant know if its concious bc we cant be in its "mind". to a certain degree what makes it diff to other people to us)
uhhh also the entirety of qualia here
anyways to be relevant: simon from soma. man is goung through it, right? hell yeah. anyways, he struggles w if hes truly himself bc hes a copy of his mind, is he concious bc hes a robot all that shit, yeah? well its acatually impossible to know, NERD!!! how do i know that im not predetermined, also???? I DONT!!! oh nooooo, you may think, but wrong!!! we have a CHOICE!!!!! you can either a: choose to believe that you have independent ocntrol over urself (i am freely thinking and i am myself) or B: YOU DONT!! you can decide to determine that you are predetermined. the fun thing is that theres no way to KNOW!!!!!
(btw if ur cruious i choose a bc choosing b basically = dissacoiation which im not up for lately, sadly)
i mean technically i could try to choose b and see how that goes but dissacoaiting doesnt sound like a good idea (unless that is what keeps me thethered from further undertsnaind, and i need to shed the entire concept of "myself" to understand......) but then i start to sound crazy lmao
uhhhh you arnet you but you are you, you to you are the you looking at you, you yourself cant be determined, you to others is what they perceive of you.... nothing si the same for anybody else as it is to you!!! you cant know if my red is yours!!! qualia, baby!!!!!!
tldr you cant know anytjhing for certain and you just gota choose sometimes man
uhhh if anybody wants to add feel free but know that im disgustingly sensitive
#understanding the concept of the self at 2 am#concept of the self#id tag philosophy but i hate philopshopers#soma#qualia#btw pls dont except this to make sense#its more so i can copy and paste it into my notes sometime maybe#also id make it not fir everybody but im lazy so idc#feel free to ask me about my philophical understandings (i am going insane)#maybe i should talk to my therapist#but it isnt rlly an issue its more a passve understanding#like idk it doesnt rlly disturb me or anything lol#we r just chilling knowing that the true self is unknowable ig???? get it girl#im goimg to bed#goodnight
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📝 - tell me about a project you’re working on, or share something from a WIP - from the low stakes meme
a very tiny little snippet of the next chapter of my fic under the cut!!! it's super tiny because im reworking the chapter still so i dont wanna put out anything im not sure will stay in but... here u go!!! this chapter should be out uhhhh at some point over the next week or two lmao im super slow at writing and i dont wanna create unnecessary pressure for myself ;~;
anyway, basically this scene exists partially because i really wanted to have a moment to discuss this in-game dialogue... he says the most unhinged things abt the maker and i think we should address that (there's something so wrong with him)
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a joke okay joke joke joke a joke
okay i have one! >:)
www.what. do you call.
wait wrong start
w.wwhy. didn't the skeleton. ask out his crush.
because he had no guts
jgdidt
okay okay trick
uhhhh
here u go
it's a lil dog reminding u in comic sans that you're the biggest gay (to me at least lmao) <3
truly a masterpiece.
also a silly star h e h e
oh oh and i got an ouch from an applesauce packet </3
APPLESAUCE. WHY.
uwehhh
okay i think i sent this at 12am your time so. you better be answering this at a reasonable time!!
I love you Kim! mwah mwah, bye bye <33
HE HAD NO GUTS HAH same buddy AHSBSAHASHAS
*GASP* U KNEW??? NO WAYY PLS DONT LEAK IT THAT IM GAY, I SWEAR I'LL CHANGE /JJ HABSHSABASHSABAS it is indeed a masterpiece
HELP?? HOWD AN APPLESAUCE PACKET DO THAT?? THE SHARP SIDE??
AHHH YEE I SHOULD START ANSWERING MY ASKS EARLIER AAAA 😭😭😭
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CHaRaCTR BINGO 4 FIRST 3 CHaRaCTRS 2 POP IN UR HEaD (OR MORE OR LESS. UP 2 U) l l3>
HAIIII HI HI BESTIE HAI :3c
ok first is Pain Threshold:
again trying to keep to My thouhts on canon characters not oue sysmates but soemtimes. the System Bias™ is difficult to . ignore FHDJSKDKFFJ ESPECIALLY W PT! FJDJSKFJF
so like. I! Love Her. So Much. I care abt her somuch she's so niceys here and we'd be in hell without her around but also. I would run up behind her and slap her in the baxk of the head and run away I would beat the shit out of her I would kill her if givent je chance I would activate PvP SOOOO HARDDDD ON HER. but that's bc we're in the same group [Physique] so it's liek sibling violence hereGJDKDKFKGJG
CANON PT THOUGH IS SOOOOOOOO. SCREAMS!!!!!!! VIBRATES!!! GIRL THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOUUUUU. <3. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK FOR EXAMPLE:
[also ft. composure whom is also not normal btw! 👍]
She's just sooooo. Idk. I care abt her both source & in-sys. she's Importance. I'm normal. I would not hesitate to kill her and she would not hesitate to kill me WE'RE BESTIES <3 FHDJSJFKFKFFK
SECOND UP IS CONCEPTUALIZATION:
ok so source Concept like. I do not enjoy him much. Like. Like. Xe gives off Pretentious Artist Vibes. aHfjFjdjdjsjwjd which I guess tracks!!!!! from its in-game description: "Conceptualization has a special role it wants you to play in this world – not the role of cop, but of Art Cop." THAT'S SO SILLY!!!!! ZE'S silley. Like I cannot take their ass seriously I'm sorryFJCKSKFKFJD
But besides that she's not A Major Asshole just. Ju.gh.ead levels of Weird Pretentiousness source-wise! BFNXNXCNGJ
system-wise tho it's like. Well I *have* to respect you or you'll erase me! [HYPERBOLE] FJJDFKDKDKF
also has one of our fave lines in the game:
like what fhe fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!! one of the dialogues ever tjanks!!
in conclusion I'm rotating hym in my brain thankyou 4 coming 2 my ted talk
AND FINALLY!!!! HALF LIGHT!!!:
IM NORMAL ABOUT THIS KID [LIE] POINTS!!!!!!!!!!!! HTAT'S MY ADDOPTED SIBLING WAOW!!!!!!
ok sO!!!! this fuckigm. THING. this goddamn CREATURE of a skill. ok. ok! ok!!!!!!!!!! sys bias is Extremely hard 2 ignore w it! because we saw it and were immediately like THAT THANG IS A WHOLEASS KID and thhe fandom barely agrees???!!!!!! UNDERSTANDABLE PEOPLE CAN HAVE DIFFERENT INTERPRETATIONS BUTEVERYONE IS WRONG ABY THIS ONE THIS TIME SORRY! [JOKE!!!!! DO NOT KILL ME] so that's my unpopular opinion there!
ok where do i Start. uhhhh. this kid. thIS KID!!!!!! OH MY GOD the embodiment of fight or flight and trauma responses. ok. OK!!!!! SOMEONE GIVE THIS LIL GUY LOVE AND ATTENTION STAT WHAT THE FUCK! EHAT THE FUCK DUDE!!! it's incredibly violent and SCARED and waht the fuck who hurt youuu!!!!!!!!! oh my god dude!!!!!!
has done nothing wrong ever. "It actively encourages Harry to kill" ok and! maybe it's right. <3. have u ever thought of That. like. Half Light is Harry's inner child and Half Light most certainly deserves a gun!!!!!! LET THAT KID KILL thank u HFJFKDSKDKDJCJCJD
As much as I love and care for this bastard however I would not like to meet canon half light irl. Because. It would take one look at me and very very much attempt to actually kill me. and I would not like to die anytime soon! JFKCKCCKFKFKFK
and ik I crossed off "I like the fanon better for this one" but when we say that Assume we mean "I like whatever version of them exists in our system better than rhe canon version" it is especially true for half light LMAO
SO! i support children's rights AND wrongs [read: Half Light should be allowed to kill WHENEVER it wants. for whatever reason.] However I am not exempt from the Cain Instinct I'd absolutely defenestrate it if given the chance JFNDMDNFNFFNSJRJ
-Electrochem
#ask#THANK YOUUU YIPPEE#the PvP is especially ESPECIALLY hard to ignore w HL btw bc it's also in the physique group#so we have THAT plus cain instinct.#so anytime we're ip front togrher it is sooooo On Sight. hte cartoon violence is Extreme LMAO -Electrochem#BUT IT'S ALL IN GOOD FUN DW FJXKSMDKCCKDKDK
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