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julijbee · 3 months

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girlbossing too close to the sun.

#art #ive literally just been treating this game as a library simuator #i walk from bookseller to bookseller opening up all of their books #vivecs sermons are either a highlight or the point at which i stop reading #ive been trying to convince the ordinators that imitation is the highest form of flattery but it hasnt been working #let me wear your helmets please theyre so funny..#posting morrowind in 2024 isnt a cry for help but youre not wrong to be concerned.#morrowind #almalexia #vivec #im going to explain the chitin armor give me a moment #so the bonewalker nerevar on the shrines is adorable and it was only after drawing it however many times that i realized #it looked relatively close to a modified chitin armor #and so i modified chitin armor a few times and this was probably the cutest result #i also know i drew almalexia relatively pristine and untouched by years and vivec not so much but my thought process was #vivecs role as if not a favorite then the most accessible divine or the most “hands on” in a manner of speaking #acting in ways visible to the general population or actions explicitly brought to their attention #like not that almalexia isnt doing anything she is #but the dissemination of information regarding that is very different etc etc etc #anyways to a certain extent a god is the face on a shrine or in art or upon a statue or carving #but vivecs presence is interwoven with the geography of vvardenfell especially and his actions and writings with pubished materials #and the arts and culture and customs etc etc etc #so to me the face of a god you know and feel a commonality with or a god that walks alongside you is a face you would recognize #and vivec is already otherworldly looking enough #the simple mark of the years on his skin in some way grounding him in reality felt more right #that and i think the ways in which he and almalexia care about outward appearance are slightly different- they prioritize different things #and the ways they present outward power and their embodiment of their respective attributes share some similarities as they both have that #important preoccupation with physical power and physical strength to a certain degree #oh my god nobody read this i am yapping so bad.#tes

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msp9 · 1 month

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I LOVE THEM SM😭😭😭

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carpathiians · 21 days

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dug up my oldddd tiny wacom i used to draw with as a kid </3

#rdr2 #john marston #javier escuella #jovier #my art #im NOT used to screenless tablets anymore lol #but i love keyboard shortcuts i lvoe keyboards shprtcuts so much #also krita wins best program because.i can make it pink #these are just some basic sketches i want to try to come up w something thats actually.. something at some point lol i just dont have time #rn #but these two are my forever girlfriends #im trying to figure out a way to stylize them more i want to give them some flavor lol #also i.might be insane but i feel like.. i kinda dont like the feel of the apple pencil #i looked up thid wacom im using now its from 2013 and like. the pen feels so.much nicer to use #but everyone on the internet seems to love the apple pencil #idk.man #maybe its bc my ipad doesnt have a laminated screen and im using the older pencil #anyway the ipad is still a lot more convenient #ok thats enough yapping from me there u go 🤲#think havent been this annoying in the tags in a while so i had to fix that right #<3

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mintypsii · 14 days

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author x barista cafe au (sanji is competing against himself)

#WHY ARE THEY SO STUPID #ok so basically usopp is writing a story based on his own life and since he began frequenting the cafe a love interest (sanji) was introduc #and he lets sanji read it hoping he'll get the message (also cuz they both love stories) and it completely flies over his head #op #one piece #sanuso #usosan #usopp #sanji #black leg sanji #cafe au #comic #mintart #my art #i just love how oblivious sanji is in canon too #like you'd expect the hopeless romantic to notice when a girl likes him and then he just . doesnt IT'S SO FUNNY #poor osome lol (viola and pudding too cuz he didnt realize when they got a lil crush on him #not that i ship them with any of those characters but they DID like him canonically at some point and he DIDNT EVEN KNOW is he stupid (yea)#and usopp being so roundabout about his feelings and NOT DIRECT AT ALL. hello be normal please #he's just like me fr #bonus page is inspired by that wano scene where usopp eats sanji's soba and is like #it's so nice to eat ur food again sanji :D so glad u came back safe<3 #WHY IS HE SO CUTE......... IM GONNA CRY #ok im just yapping now sorry bye #also i made this au with my friend and we have a lil inside joke that the other barista exists and it's him LOL #i have doodles of that too

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cocktopic · 2 months

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i think my fatal flaw is that i truly believe that no matter who reads it literally everybody can benefit from reading orv. like even tho it’s such a simple message the thought that no matter what I am Loved and Important and i Will survive no matter what was smth that hit me so hard especially in the context orv does it (trying to be spoiler free) making me feel Seen and helped in a way that no other media has. idk. i love kim dokja so much guys

#everybody is like “oh but it’s so long i can’t read all that >.<#but i genuinely believe an orv that’s even a chapter shorter wouldn’t be as effective at getting the message across bc (SPOILERS) but iykyk #also it goes by SO quickly if u let urself rly get involved in the story… i think trying to theorize and hypothesize too much as ur reading #might take away from some of ur immersion if ur trying too hard to figure out the messages and everything but there is no wrong way to enjoy #it… that’s like the whole point… as long as u love the characters u are reading orv correctly u don’t need to be all philosophical abt it #while reading. ofc u can if u want and i love reading posts and theories and such ❤️ but ehejekf idk im just yapping at this point #read orv #orv #🌌

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glue-thief · 26 days

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pls let me back into the friend group. i was barely a part of it the first time and i won't contribute anything if you let me back in. but i wanna know why the breakup between that one couple was so bad that the entire group is falling apart

#cmon guys why weren't you guys this hung up when i had to leave bc i was softly broken up with 😞#i do think it's crazy that shit got so bad that one of them is siding w the one he's only known for a few months #over the guy he's literally been friends with since junior high???#and said guy is literally one of the few cis men i would choose to be alone with over a bear #meanwhile the other person has allegedly done some shitty stuff outside the context of the relationship?? 😭😭#the (immediate) reason for why she dumped him is somewhat similar to why i got upset w my ex #but NOW he sees the problem? 🤨🤨#both halves of the broken-up couple are accusing the other of being a manipulative asshole 💀💀#i was there when it was announced those two first got together #i'm shocked they fell apart so quickly cuz they were close friends before they got together???#i did notice one of them was hanging out more w one person wayy more than her actual bf #and i kinda just assumed she was cheating or something 😭😭#but im so out of the loop. at that point they probably would have been broken up #which is CRAZY cuz that means their relationship was wayyy shorter than i thought 😭😭#i don't have anyone to yap to about this so long-winded tumblr tags it is

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tiny-merkitty · 12 days

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"impure regression" it's therapy, impurity came free with your xbox

#while there isnt a right or wrong way to experience age regression #i will say it defeats the purpose if youre not allowing yourself to feel negative emotions #youre nurturing a safe space for yourself!!! you can be sad or angry. sob throw a fit be sensitive over meaningless things thats the point #regardless of if its a trauma response or a way to destress #if its involuntary or not #its for you. you should feel comfortable #idk i just despise the phrases pure and impure regression #i think people fail to recognize that most people experience age regression #“healing my inner child by buying a barbie i wanted when i was 8”#“making myself feel content by caring for my children the way i wouldve wanted to be”#“my hair got messed up today and suddenly i was 14 again”#“i drank a coke for the first time in years and felt like i was 23 again”#like age regression is such #a normal thing #whether its utilized as therapy or not #i feel like things like agereblr and ageregram or whatever have like #dilluted what it means? i guess #i dont know im yapping #merkitty babbles #sfw interaction only #age regression #inner child healing #sfw agere #agere #safe agere #sfw #age dreaming #agedre

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nr1carambakinnieandfan · 2 days

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HEYY, I MIGHT BE MORE ACTIVE AGAIN RAHHH🔥🔥💯💯💯

ANYWAYS HERE ARE SOME STUPID DOODLES AND SOME BONUS ONES THAT ARE NOT ZAK STORM RELATED (RARE FOOTAGE)

These 2 give so much siblings vibes

CARAMBA DOODLES BECAUSE I LOVE HIM AND ALSO HIM SKATEBOARDING ON SOME RANDOM ASS 3D SHAPE AND ALSO HIM SUMMONING 7 TRUCKS🔥🔥🔥

And Zak burning cereal :3

NOW THIS IS RARE FOOTAGE BUT I ALSO DREW SMALL DOODLES OF THE IRIS FROM GHE AND JUPITER AND SATURN FROM SOLARBALLS RAHHH (I don't fw with solarballs iris tbh😞)

AND ANOTHER BONUS WHICH IS ONE OF MY OCS, PERSEUS🔥🔥

With raimondi above and a random ass cat

ITS NOT MUCH BUT SINCE EXAM SEASON IS ALMOST OVER I WILL DRAW MORE (JUST GOTTA MAKE IT THROUGH THOSE 4-5 WEEKS🔥🔥🔥)

HAVE A GREAT DAY!!! XPP

#zak storm #caramba #idk if i should tag solarballs and ghe into this since its js 2 doodles #dude school drama is so wild #idk if the fact drawing caramba everytime is just weird or its js the silliness in me🔥🔥#also my laptop broke apart because of a screw now bro is not working anymore #womp womp ngl #holy shit my maths notebook is literally falling apart #well all notebooks are #i almost failed my german exam too if it werent for that one point which gave me a D atleast #but hey atleast i passed #german sucks ass and so does math #I do infact NOT fw with german exams🔥🔥#im so cooked in math but its the last exam so i just gotta make it through💯💯#honestly idk whats in me to draw these dumbass doodles😭🙏#now what am i going to do with a broken ahh laptop #maths when i catch you maths #still remembering the fact that the teachers and my classmates are beefing with eachother #idk what to tag anymore so i'll stop here with my yapping #ignore the fact that i cant draw trucks at all

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mcdennis · 1 month

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need ian and brad content. i need it injected into my veins. i want art i want fics. i know i could just write fics but i. guys. i need to get the words out of my brain. i

#chuck posting.#im at the point where i have zero braincells left to give #im just yapping into the abyss

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trollocs-ooc · 1 month

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i always kinda wanted 2 make a fuchsia but i

Had no ideas for a fuchsia character

Didn't want 2 contribute to the fuchsia infestation (i call it that lovingly, I dont actually care how many fuchsias there are)

Think that fuchsias are sort of ...useless? in the grumblr character sense. For me. The ones i think i wanna make at least

Looking back i sort of compensated for that by making Twelve a violet-fuchsia cusp. If anyone remembers Twelve came to be because of a joke (would Elevens ancestor be called twelve) and obviously that would mean he was a fuchsia. But i thought i couldn't make a violets ancestor a fuchsia, that was a bit too much of ignoring how ancestors work, even 4 me.

Going back to point 3, the reason why i have trouble with making a fuchsia character, is probably because this is a public rp setting and fuchsias whole thing is being rulers (and obviously other ppl don't want this random ass powerscaling being thrust on them, unless it's a seperate universe, but at that point what IS the point) and if it's not then they're just teens that r gonna die, but at that point you can make a mutant and it'd be pretty much the same functionally. Augh

so yeah im . Probably never making a fuchsia

#talk #At this point i need a dedicated yapping tag this goes beyond talking im legit just rambling about random thoughts

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starburns · 3 months

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the amount of ohio cameos in 10th icse eng literature syllabus is going to make me skibidi toilet 🤓☝️

#im just saying shit at this point #yappings

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youredreamingofroo · 17 days

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nyehehehe >:)

#this has been a rollercoaster of emotions of an art piece but im finally getting to a point where i like it <:)#im realizing i need to make his skin a little less warm 😭#idk it just looks too yellow? whatever anyways! enjoy this crumb :)#Roo #Roo*#yapping

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foreverialmorning · 19 days

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Kind of random but i appreciate all the follows coming in!! just posting this to say that im not abandoning it already I AM working on it an update will come Eventually

#I had/have comms to do and also a new Obsession has taken over but im bruteforce it out of my mind so i can actually pay attention to other-#things (i.e. THIS COMIC 😅😅😄😄)#I just have The Thing where i need to be constantly working on something but if i Stop at all i Will completely lose motivation so that-#stopped me for a while and ALSO it doesnt help that the Beginning of this is just not as planned out/interesting to me as later parts that-#im HOPING i will be able to get to eventually lol so my motivation might go up once/if i get to that point LOL!... 😅😅😅😅#Ok i done yapping now BYE TY FOR FOLLOWING!

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puppyeared · 27 days

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i think the reason why im so drawn to spirit tracks and pkmn scarvi is that having the legendary/princess as a companion rather than a goal that marks the games completion makes me feel satisfied the way i would after helping a friend

my brother always teases me about how I still havent finished botw after almost 7 years bc "id rather be out picking flowers" which i wont say is untrue. and yes i know Zeldas been holding off ganon for 100 years, yes i can get some sort of idea what her relationship with link was like by recalling memories and going through her diary. ive always loved botw for its unique storytelling and setting which makes it stand out, because it lets you get to know who you're saving.

but because theyre memories, it only works if theres something for the player to investigate that already happened. its retroactive (but effective nonetheless)

on the other hand, spirit tracks does something similar but instead of having the player try to piece together memories and interpret them as a spectator, you actually have an opportunity to get to know zelda yourself by talking to her and working together. besides making it a gameplay mechanic, giving the player control over how they interact with zelda makes it so much more personable.

and I find that making the goal feel personal instead of an obligation gives me more of a reason to work towards it. I know what kind of person botw zelda was but as the player, shes still very much a stranger to me. but spirit tracks zelda? thats my friend!!!! she invited me to go to the beach after we get her body back!!! i dont want to whip her to make her move faster thats mean :(

you know how hostage negotiators are trained to introduce themselves and get to know the person theyre negotiating with because its harder to hurt someone when you know what their favorite food is? its kinda like that, because it feels like im helping a friend than being told or led to do smth

and although i havent played scarvi myself, i feel an attachment to koraidon and miraidon even just watching playthrough clips because its like!! thats my weird scaly dog!! it loves sandwiches and we're friends!!! you know!!!!!!

#i dont normally write long posts like this but i think ive been trying to put this into words for a long time and it finally happened #my cloth mother spirit tracks zelda and my wire mother lttp zelda #ACTUALLY ANOTHER THING when i was a kid i always felt guilty when i had to catch the legendary at the end of the game #because to me it was like 'i know none of this is real but if i capture you and have you under my thumb am i robbing the world of something #normal thoughts for a 10 year old to have #when i talked to my brother abt this he was like 'i mean yeah the point is to dunk on the NPCs what were you expecting' and i mean i think #i get that its supposed to feel rewarding because the legendary is THE reward. but it doesnt feel right and i dislike he feeling of pushing #others down to get ahead. i guess u can argue sun/moon does smth similar where you have nebby with lillie #but lillie still ends up handing nebby over to the player and i STILL feel bad because im like shit man you raised that little guy #and koraidon/miraidon feels less like a reward but more like overpowered motorcycle lizard that is just so oupydog. and i love him #and in spirit tracks i went out of my way doing some of the side quests bc zelda asked nicely and honestly that was enough for me #i think all of this boils down to.. i feel very protective abt things i care abt so stories that give me a reason to care hits harder #this can also go the other way bc i CRIED when i finished links awakening because i KNEW every person and im responsible for #literally the end of their world. like. there was a family with 5 kids. marin loved singing and cared about me. she was my FRIEND #i just. ugh. i have too many feelings rn. i kinda wanna draw more spirit tracks link and zelda i think that wld make me feel better #yapping #diary #loz #pokemon

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famewolf · 2 months

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speaking of ocd, I think I'm realizing that I truly don't have anxiety and it's literally just my ocd. im not anxious about anything until it involves me and suddenly I'm spiraling

#[static]#it's hard to describe succinctly but the anxiety I deal with nowadays is directly related to my ocd and autism #some anxiety is so easy to brush off but the ones stemming from my ocd are extremely difficult to get out from under #i'll spiral for weeks about one specific thing and ruminate on it and mentally worry and pick at it forever #it's utterly exhausting jfkdghdf some days are easier than others #and often that one thing I ruminate on becomes multiple things all stemming from the first thing #like recently it's been my car ... the thing is totally fine ... runs fine drives fine but ive been freaked out by it for the last 3 weeks #every time i go into the shop theyre like ... everything is good in fact its in good condition for its age and they'll mention like #one thing that will need to be replaced to keep it in tip top condition and then my brain will fixate on it and imagine all the ways #something horrific will happen if that doesnt get changed and then that leads to all the other things in the car suddenly freaking me out #i defs used to have general anxiety and depression but those went away literally the day i got top surgery #poof instantly gone it was wild and i kept waiting for the other shoe to drop #never did but now my ocd has been really bad the last 6 months cuz of all the extra horrifying things going on #so i thought it was just my anxiety coming back but this week i realized it was my ocd and have been treating it accordingly #and ive seen some relief but i definitely need to go back to therapy once i get my insurance again #its the only way to get a hold on it and my last therapist ended up moving states so we didnt get to work on tools for it very much #im yapping at this point i just needed to vent for a second about how truly yucky ocd makes me feel

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leafuxxtea · 2 months

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@lostxmelody bro TALK to me???? 😭😭😭

#im sorry i compared you to an fbi agent #i promise i wont ever do it again #pls stop responding to me in x's only #none of this is my fault actually #u just think ur funny and want to make a point to make me suffer #PLS TALK TO ME AGAIN I MISS UR YAPPING #4 days of friendship and this is how i get treated smh #im walking in a grocery store trying to convince my fbi agent to talk to me #i look like a FOOL

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