red lion wizard !

funny dragon art again 👍 something abt these guys (the complexity??? idk) makes it SO painful for me to draw them so i tried a kind of chibi style idk. it was pretty fun tho, i might try doing coms like this on fr sometime soon (because i need fake money to spend on my fake dragons, you know. as you do.)

days where i have nothing to do: ohhhh im so sleepy im so so tired no one is more eepy than me

nights where i have to wake up at a set time: I Have Never Been More Awake In My Life

I played a thing.....

I'm very excited about my art progress so y'all can have a little wip as a treat :)!

some personal rant (wanted to do in tags but they keep glitching)

i feel kinda silly and sad sometimes, realizing all this only at 27. i wish i could realize it sooner. but late is better than never. since 2011 life just keeps fucking me over. doesn't mean that i didn't have any problems before that, but something happened and it was a breaking point, and from that everything just kept getting worse. and it just doesn't stop. especially now, when life is getting worse every month for me, sometimes at the point that my reaction is just "lol what" cuz i can't believe how bad it is. it's something i can't change, so i really just feel hopeless most of the times. i've been in a "i need to wait for things to get better first so i could heal" state for a long time, especially last 2 years, the time and life just froze. can't be happy, cuz everything is still bad. can't do nice simple things, cuz u feel like it's a crime - must stay silent, remember horrible things and wear grief 24/7. there was a small exception to the rule though - suddenly i didn't have to get better first to be loved. and now things aren't that bad. and it just took someone to love me without waiting for me to get better first (that is very new for me) and without closing eyes at what i'm going through. just to love me as i am right now. which is... let's just say i have a lot to cry about. and sometimes i feel bad about it too cuz it must be hard being with someone who's in the dark place often. but. ik you'll probably see that. so thank u. it's healing better than time. cuz time is just silencing everything like snow, so i could say less and less. but u actually listen. and now i wonder if the concept of "don't have to wait for things to get better to be loved" could be usable for "don't have to wait to live my life and be happy if things are still very bad"... gonna take another hot minute to realize it probably. but now i feel like it's gonna be easier to do ily

vampire that can still eat and enjoy human food but it doesn't sustain them and it also gives them the shits beyond belief

guys i really want to quit drinking and vaping but it's really hard 😞 i'll have 1 good day but then im back to it again the next

one day ill stop treating aoki like he was a guy i personally knew that died but todays not that day

texting a friend and the word "indulgent" autocapitalized.

Brought back memories haha

every like is another hp point while my allergy-ridden ass works with this child.

Friends and foes i bought green tea today after three weeks of not having any (horrible) and came home so excited to have my tea and this is the mildest tea ive ever tasted its like drinking hot water

Noticing a title that rings several bells, Steve pulls it out. “No kidding,” he murmurs. “I got one.” “Take your sweet time. Not like I'm slaving over here to put food on the table.” “Sorry to keep you waiting, doll,” Steve laughs. He swaps out the old record for the new one in his hands. It crackles warmly as it finds the grooves. Guitar strings twang in quick, fanciful succession. “Remember this one?”

stucky + slow dancing in the kitchen, because. why not.

ok but how funny would it be if i put a lil Shenanigan in the Lights Out au where a couple of teenagers break into the ~spooky abandoned studio~ and throw Eddie in the water. like. they just find him and toss his little 4ft body in the Lake™️for shits and gigs

Hey look, I'm drawing edgy shit again, very original

my grandmas mother in law was straight from england, and she taught her how she made tea. my grandma taught my mom, and my mom taught me so when i was younger i always learned to put an obscene amount of milk in my tea . and then i learned that tea without milk is like 100 times better. i felt so lied to. earl grey and english breakfast need honey and a bit of nutmeg and that’s IT

THE BETRAYAL HELLO??????????????????