Apparently all of my exes have chosen December to be the one time of year they remember I exist lmfao, and all apparently think they got something important to say.

Sorry not sorry, but find me on TV like everybody else 🤚🏽😤 ya gots something to say, write it in a letter then burnt it lmao

And for this coming new year's resolution we clear away my history of toxic relationships for career growth and financial stabilityyyyyyyy

band recommendations from a black punk !!

tl has been discussing poc in alternative scenes specifically punk scenes recently. punk has been a big spintrest for me for a while so id thought id share some bands with poc members that deserve love!!

im more into hxc punk so most of these bands will be hxc subgenres. i will be adding genre’s and country of orgin!! not adding any links for now, look out for any edits.

hong kong fuck you , grindviolence from tijuana, mexico. a project of christian hell, has latino and black members

zulu , powerviolence from los angeles, california, usa. originally a solo project of anaiah lei, all members are black

zyanose , noisy hardcore punk from osaka prefecture, japan. all members are japanese

g.i.s.m. , hardcore punk / heavy metal band from tokyo, japan. all members are japanese

limp wrist , queer hardcore punk from albany, new york, usa. martin sorrondeguy is latino (also apart of los crudos)

los crudos , hardcore punk band from chicago, illinois, usa. all members are latino

despise you , powerviolence band from californa, usa. some if not all members are latino

bad brains , hardcore punk band from washington, d.c, usa. all members are black (probably the most well known band on this list)

gorepot , stoner brutal / slam death metal / grindcore band from taiwan. solo project. their genre is complicated and they aren’t exactly punk but they deserve some love

sebum excess production , deathgrind band from from brazil. solo project (?)

c.a.r.ne , pornogrind band from mexico city, mexico. all members are latino

bodily stew , goregrind band from california, usa. ive heard that eddie and david are latino but i may be wrong

mxmxm , mincegore band from coachella, california, usa. might be a solo project but but ive heard they are latino

chulo , grindviolence band from bogatá, colombia. all members are latino

soul glo , hardcore punk band from philadelphia, pennsylvania, usa. 2 of the current members are black

taqbir , post-punk band. moroccan but based somewhere in europe. all members of the band are anonymous (?)

ill be adding onto this list as i go (im a little tired now) but please recommend bands for this list!!

last night my partner told me in the middle of sex that they needed to make a mess and didn’t want to use the bed… i politely took them to the bathroom where i set up a nice spot for them to sit, the floor is made of tile so i simply moved the carpets and let my puppy know they’re okay to make as much of a mess as they need. we have this glo in the dark toy that they like to use, they fucked themself right in front of me with a soft glowing blue cock and a cunt making unholy sounds. i praised my good puppy for showing off their soaking wet cunt, to show me how much of a good boy they are, they exploded with cum onto my chest and thighs, their wetness covering me and the floor beneath us. this was the first time i ever had the pleasure to be squirt on and im so lucky that my partner could give that to me. they squirt at least 4 or 5 times until they couldn’t take it anymore. they are such a good boy for me, such a good little wet fuck toy. unforgettable night for me. absolutely in love.

I'm back!!! I have been since Sunday, whoops, but I've been busy getting back into class, so no updates for yall.

However! I'm back now, home was great, I travelled out to stow-on side to see the kids. Apparently the little pink dude that had the attitude problem fully bowled down their mural and revealed an old statue??? Sonia would not stop texting me it was wild.

The statue actually looks really cool! I don't really understand why the mural was covering it but I'm glad it's out in the open now.

Anyway updates on trainers, Glo and Hop beat Bea and Vic beat Alistair (still weird to me that they let a kid run a government building but he did a good job). It wasnt too difficult thanks to their larger and more diverse teams. Gareth and his granddaughter did great, too! They truly fucked up Alistair's team with their linoone, zippy.

Carl is... Definitely also there. He now has a togepi, which was firing all sorts of attacks all over the place. He faced Bea, and in her interview afterwards she praised him???

"His strategy was so complicated and well thought-out that I could not understand. He was a formidable opponent."

Whereas Carl's interview:

"I have no idea what happened. I didnt recognise a single move that Tepi [the togepi] fired. I didn't know Tegepi could learn that?????"

The rotom drone capturing the match identified the attack as a prismatic laser???? Which is. Whilde. I assume the togepi knows metronome.

Everyone else did fine! That Marnie girl with the morpeko has been Killing it lately, which I love for her. Im excited to see her battle one of the kids from postwick when they face off in the finals. Brandy and I had a great time catching up with the battles after I got back.

As for the visit itself, I saw my relatives and their Pokémon, helped my nans around their gardens, and met up with my childhood bestie. I saw my dad and his girlfriend's new house, too! It's a nice house. My brother and I hung out a ton, too. I've missed him :)

I went to Stow-On-Side the day before the kids set off to Balonlea, we got foodstuffs from the shops and had a picnic next to the entrance of the glimwood tangle. I was wearing a nice hat that day, and it got stolen by some impidimps >:( so we had to go into the glimwood tangle to get it back from those little shits. They're lucky that they're cute, otherwise I'd be furious. I've found (and by that I mean I've been told by my buddy who had one) that playing along with their games is the easiest way to get your stuff back, and they especially like then you mess with them back. Despite not enjoying having my hat stolen, I actually had a really fun time :D I got to spend time with the kiddos, too, which was great.

My Mons had a great time, too. Bonfire night happened, which they all really enjoy. Pokémon are kinda touch and go with fireworks, but mine have always been fine. Chomp was scared the first time he saw them and didn't like the noise as a gibble, so he had this set of

It sucks to have to leave them again, but I've only got a month more before the holiday season is upon us, meaning I'll have a whole month and a half off to spend with my family.

Sorry for my update being a bit disjointed and worded not super great, I just got back from dyeing my hair (I got red instead of pink whoops) at my friend's place and I'm absolutely shattered (tired) so I'm heading to bed. I just thought I'd update since I've been gone for almost two weeks (whoops)

I dont wanna feel blue

So I chief on that GREEN dont offer me no bean

Wake up I hear chaching$

He like it when im mean cant fuck w a feen

I know u see the GLO

Almost drowned so many tiiimmesss but i always came back afloat

I TOLD EM DONT WORRY i got this everything I do is for my folks.

what's the artist you want to see live the most aside from fob? also if you have any underground artist recs I'd love to hear it :]

i would LOVE to see bob vylan live. they filmed a music video in jamaica and im so mad about it which makes no sense because its not like id just like be in jamaica at the time, and its across the caribbean so its not like its a quick trip either. i think itd be cool to see the muslims too. its been a while since ive kept up with him but i used to really love gallant i listened to ology all the time. minority threat (MINORITY threat. not minor threat) is also a band i really like but i havent kept up w their stuff for a while. big joanie is another one id like to see live. fuck u pay us has one song on spotify but i saw a recording of one of their live performances (the only evidence of their existence on youtube at the time though they do have a bandcamp that is also mostly live recordings or was at the time) and i really liked the frontwomans energy. thats my list. ill throw soul glo on there. why not.

Memes for no reason

@kingkendrick7 mentioned being curious about Tatiana and also a big Tatiana fan (I mean who isn't I love her) and incidentally I spent several hours yesterday searching for enough text posts to make a meme that describes their dynamic (especially early on when they are not vibing). So here's Tatyabel:

Nicea taglist: @kingkendrick7 @kahvilahuhut

Image description below the cut!

[Image description: A Venn diagram of text memes for Isabel and Tatiana. In the left circle is a picrew of Isabel, a trans woman with light brown skin and long dark brown hair, with an intrigued smile on her face. She is surrounded by text posts that read, "im tired of explaining my thought process. im right. no i wont elaborate", "imagine some other guy evolving specifically just to annoy you. what the fuck", "you better shut the fuck up before I open a nature valley bar on your bed.", " 'fish fear me' I went to the lake and none of them knew you.", "i wish i could say '?????????' in real life it would be very useful", and "Unlike some people on here I don't have any weaknesses". In the right circle is a pen doodle of Tatiana, a trans woman with messy hair in a ponytail, wearing a big excited smile and a collar choker with a heart-shaped ring in it. She is surrounded by text posts that read, "if you're bored today might i suggest developing a little crush on me?", "Obsessed with going 'No… i shan't say…' when it's very clear what I shan't say", "me: (whispering) i really like you and want to kiss you lots them: huh? me: i said you suck", "invented a chess opening called the lover's gambit where you toss the pieces aside and start kissing your opponent on the table", "she's a 10 but she wants to stab me so that makes her an 11", "fight me gets on one knee pulls out ring fight me for the rest of our lives", "cute first date ideas: hand-to-hand combat", "won't lie to u bestie, i have been imagining pleasures of the flesh from time to time", "sitting here. unkissed. when will it end", "is being ignored a hobby", "i'm sorry i wiggled your skinny boyfriend like a sheet of metal. weeop womp weeoop womp weeeoop womp", "mutuals introduce me to your local ecosystem. I won't be invasive. I'll be very chill about it", "gay sex won't fix this. it'll probably make this worse. that being said don't you want to see how much worse it can get?", "I extend my hand like a mob boss and allow you to kiss my ring but when you lean closer you see it's one of those glo-in-the-dark spider rings you win at arcades", and "What doesn't kill me makes me gayer". In the overlap between the two circles are text posts that read, "a fistfight CAN be romantic. if youre fucking gay", "the first rule of fight club is don't get a boner", " 'what's the worst that could happen? I'll be TOO cool?' I say as I strap the rocket blasters to my heelys", "idk about you guys but violence is like my second resort", "shoutout to hedonism. get naked and eat cheese", and "maybe we can find out what the hell your problem is over dinner sometime". /End description.]

rm kenny also gives multilingual vibes

ok yes i am letting u cook...i am seeing the vision

( also rm kenny just uses they/them...but i think it can be he/they or she/they depending on the day... so im just gonna switch to they/them to make it easier on myself )

( what's funny is actually pep!kenny can canonically speak fluent spanish bc the old lady that lived next door to them aka glo raised them when their parents were cracked out 28/5 )

kenny across the board in my fics is also like literally the smartest person in the game like probably smarter than kyle but in a conartisty way...like i almost want to say kenny can speak a fuck ton of languages just bc they’re a genius

...but like weird ones like do u know how hard it would go if rm kenny could just like speak russian that shit would go INSANE like i have no idea why i think that would be legendary to me but it would ( also their last name is irish so like??? gaelic??? kinda badass )

tldr yes i am rocking with multilingual nonbinary kenny i do not know exactly which ones but tbh i think they can speak A Couple

8, 24, 28 + 42 for the music asks?

HII EZRA!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!

8. Is there an artist or song that you like, despite being of a genre you don't usually like?: hmmmmmmmm i actually generally dont like the sound of lots of the emo post hardcore genre but anything anthony green has played in and the used are my exception

24. Do you play any instruments?: i play the guitar, the baritone ukulele, ukulele, the piano, i was learning the bass for a long fucking while but when my ex and i broke up i didnt have a bass anymore, and i sing! big thing i want to do is the drums but alas expensive

28. Have you ever made/got a mixtape as gift to/from a friend?: yes!!!! ive burnt cds for people and made playlists and many of my friends have done the same i love it!

42. Your favorite(s) “no skips” album(s): oh my god this is hard and im probably forgetting a shit ton but im gonna give you a lot a lot ok so forgive me the black parade, three cheers, bullets, danger days, a different age by current joys, stomachaches, parachutes, xo, nothing above nothing below, hesitant alien, past lives, transgender dysphoria blues by against me, new wave by against me, gawk by vundabar, still bummed by nouns, talon of the hawk by the front bottoms, punisher by phoebe bridgers, boygenius self titled album, diaspora problems by soul glo, ants from up there by black country new road, for the first time by black country new road, humbug by the arctic monkeys, punk rock for kids who cant skate by destructo disk, sleep in safety by 45 grave, and i have a million more but this list will go on forever and ever and you all will be bored

thank you ezra!!!!!!! (:

cant die~quickdraw

produced by dumb

lyrics

[tag] (oh uh… you guys are dumb)

go,

bae.. ian kno dat it would be like this

driving so fast ian wana slow down .

and my bitch know for her ia shoot the whole crowd

+ im bout 2 up this bitch its coming in surround sound

popping pills smoking dope,

no btch im not coming down

now im mad asf, no bitch ian calming down..

how tf you love me then slime me out?

i thought u was the 1 u slimed me out ..

i taught u how to slime did me bad….

i taught u how to slime in dat coupe..

all u say is cap.

bitch i dont want u back.

fuck on u from time 2 time nothing after dat.

+ dis other bitch i kno she fuck wit me fasho

see da racks hoe. u was waitin on the glo,

do u bad then let u go..

treat u like a fan.

i taught u how 2 slime. but i cant be yo man.

married 2 the bands. im on tour in japan

i got art money , pullup 2 dubai , pullup

make yo heart stop , cause u kno im fly

bitch do you want to die?

in my eyes. keep a bitch on the side.

everyday im sipping drank raw,

i dont get no withdrawals,,

im on percs but you kno i got dat quickdraw.

HI!! i heard an anthrax song today on my headbangers ball channel and it was really good so now i need recs!!

(also i think this is kirk from when he was in exodus?? idk but i thought id send this your way💜)

and then i found this one too

love you!!💜

AAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaa baby kirk!!!!!!!! aaa they're all babies i love these pics!!

OKAY. so! anthrax! without knowing which song it was you liked i'm just gonna babble a little bit about the music and if you want any more or to know anything else lemme know!!!! (i ended up typing so much, surprise surprise, so i'm adding a cut bc i don't know how to shut the fuck up)

there's 4 full albums with the "classic" lineup and what you heard was probably from that era: spreading the disease; among the living; state of euphoria; persistence of time. a lot of the songs are inspired by horror fiction (esp stephen king) and comics, because they're big ol' nerds.

on among the living (starting here because it's my fave and was also like their big breakthrough album) i really like the title track, "I am the law", "efilnikufesin (nfl)", and "a skeleton in the closet."

from spreading the disease go for "a.i.r.", "armed and dangerous", and "medusa". on state of euphoria they have more songs that are shifting to social commentary, which they do pretty well. such a good album but i especially like "make me laugh" (one of my favorite anthrax songs), "misery loves company", and their cover of "antisocial". i haven't listened to persistence of time as much as the others, but "belly of the beast" is fucking great and was one of the first songs that sucked me in. (also the music video is one of those thats like, just clips of them goofing around, which always gets me.)

i also gotta put in a word for the following era, when the singer joey belladonna left and they got john bush in. the album sound of white noise is really good. still anthrax, but much more of that 90s direction that a lot of bands went during that time. john has such a different voice and it shouldn't work but it does. "room for one more" is my fave from that era, but also "only" and "hy pro glo" are great too.

ALSO in general they are like, the best band i've ever heard at doing covers. i've listened to at least a dozen covers they've done (they did a b-sides album w a bunch and a covers ep) and the balance between being anthrax and tying to the original is just fucking phenomenal. best thin lizzy covers i've ever heard.

THIS IS SO MUCH IM SORRY im so excited and amped! anyway if you have specific ones you like and want something similar then maybe i can lead you in the right direction. also if you wanna know anything more about the actual band. OKAY BYEEEEEE LOV EYOU TOO

[header ID: a gif of a glo worm commercial, showcasing the musical glo worm, glo bug, and glo butterfly. end ID.] [icon ID: lil cal from homestuck over the puppetum flag {link} spliced with the smuppetum flag {link}. end ID.]

holy shit i cant believe i got this url. call me cal, bro or dirk. it/he pronouns. 21. mentally and physically disabled. autistic as fuck. cane user. transmasc puppetgender freakazoid. im literally a puppet.

this is my sideblog for posic/objectum stuff. there will be risque content. im not very good at tagging but ill do my best. mostly infatuated with puppets and plushies. dont be afraid to message me. my main is chippedcarapace.

supporters of harmful paraphilias (pedos, zoos, etc.), radqueers, bigots of ALL SORTS, anti-objectum, anti-kin/anti-alterhuman, ageless blogs/minors under 16 (you can follow if you block the 'minors dni' or various nsft tags.), people who will be Weird at me for what i post Do Not Fucking Interact. other objectums Please Interact.

god like. pre-call to adventure baby flynn is so endearing and relatable tho. don’t get me wrong, i get it, he needed to spend time in The Real World and make actual human connections and learn practical applications for his skills and generally not just be a student forever but like..... he’s also just. so genuinely passionate and just loves books and learning and even just like. you know, being in university, learning new things, writing papers and generally being kind of a nerd, and like. god i relate to that so hard. if i could get 23 degrees and just keep going through uni i absolutely would. don’t get me wrong it’s hell sometimes, but like, it’s also so fun learning things and reading books and actually understanding them, and like, writing papers and studying in the library and learning and like the independence (even if it’s also isolation, loneliness) and this more like. coherent sense of self, being whole, and learning and finding new things and like fuck, i totally get it, flynn. you’re so valid and i would listen to your long indodumps any day sir 

Absolutely obsessed with TYL M.M.'s look. Look at her, you just know she got a motorcycle.

Tough biker girl M.M. here to pick up her cute goth prince BF and give his snob parents a real reason to be disappointed <3

Me, fucking dying at work because we are absolutely slammed today and im in pain and i just want to go home and rewatch my shows with my current blorbo: "oh Takahashi Issei's Kishibe Rohan, we're really in it now..."