Marie , Marie oh Marie . Oh my dearest bean , Marie ..

trying to pep talk myself like "its FINE if people dont like you, or your art, you are NOT lesser for less people liking your art, its not a judgement of EITHER your skill or your personality, appreciate the people that ARE there and DO like it, less popular posts does NOT mean you are worth less and engagement getting lower and lower with time does also NOT automatically mean you are somehow evil, internet points are NOT an indicator of worthiness or goodness, being into niche things is FINE and its NORMAL for it to not be popular, thats kinda the POINT of niche actually now KEEP going or what was the point of all the struggle you duMBASS SON OF A BI-"

I've been part of posts where people drew others' designs for two of the Voices, and I wanted to do my own one with my favourite Voice, Hunted, and get you guys to join in.

But then I remembered there's no way I could do that because I'm bad at drawing birds' features.

Why must my brain torture me like this?

some days I be the jolliest most whimsical little fella in all the land and other days I'm just

guess who just drank paint milk

posting about victoria dallon from the emergency room to help get in character

proceeds to choke on peach iced tea

babys first ambulance ride ✌️

tmr i gotta eat all thrre meals tho i have a soccer game and no passing out!! cuz thatd gay asf

car accident 👎

BRO I AM FUCKING GOING THROUGH IT I CANNOT ANYMORE CHRIST ON A STICK

who wanna hold me whiel i deliriously sob into your arms, barely aware of my own existence and withbyou as my only lifeline??? ? 😳🥰

My mother told me last night that she wishes I didn't need to be happy in spite of my situation, that I should be able to just be happy

And it feels weird to admit, but I think I genuinely hadn't realized until then that such a thing was possible

i think maybe this is the last straw jesus christ what the fuck i wanna kms

i dont think my brother understands how hurtful it is for him to constantly say "oh your wildin' oh ur crazy oh ur a pyscho"

when i am indeed just very mentally ill and did not take my pills ike wtffff is wrong with him

To everyone in my inbox I PROMISE I SEE YOU I'm just not happy! 😀 and that hinders my ability to create stuff