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keuwibloom · 6 months

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(Slight TW/CW for injury)

With how their whole positivity/negativity thing works (and that they're the only ones who can mortally wound each other), what if Dream and Nightmare aren't able to physically touch anymore?

Imagine, in the past, the brothers' main love language was physical touch (hugs, play fighting, etc). But after they ate the apples, the negativity and positivity act like poison to the other as a defense mechanism.

Any prolonged contact will burn Dream and make Nightmare's corruption boil and melt. It is extremely painful for both of them.

Imagine how this affects them in Parallel Synthesis.

When after all the fighting, after they've settled on a truce, after they've found peace and are able to actually be brothers again,

there will always be that one thing they can never have back.

Btw this takes place during the lunch meeting mentioned here! The stars and the gang decided to have an outdoors lunch :]

Dream and Nightmare belong to Jokublog

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ceiwiart2 · 2 months

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I'm sorry 🙊

#steven universe #steven universe future #ceiwiart2.0 #my art #comic #im taking a lil break from the angsty panic comic for a moment. we'll be right back after these short comics.

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humanmorph · 1 year

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millie n leap...... im simply fond of them : ]

🔫🐟👏🤖🏴‍☠️

#partizan #friends at the table #fatt #exeter leap #million blue #vermillion blue #millie #theres no highfive emoji pretend this is a highfive.#rosa art #this is from a few weeks back(as you can see. by the date) drawn shortly after finishing millenium break kingdom game #i kept putting off posting it here because i wanted to draw more millie+leap and then post everything together but. its not happening soon #i do have 2 ideas for like short comics i still really like so thats not the issue but. execution on those has proven to be trouble #so im setting it aside for the moment. im working on other things very slowly right now.#anyways i just finished ep 33. sick as hell as they say!!!!!!#partizan is literally the first time actual play combat has consistently been fun and interesting to me.#like theres been cool moments etc. in other seasons but i LOVE mech fights and how beam saber works and its. so cool always

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boxwinebaddie · 4 hours

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Nina, how did Stan figure out Kyle liked him?

ohhhhhh my goddd.

so, i’m still kind of taking a break, but this is sort of a low maintenance ask i can answer quickly

— and it’s cute. c’:

alllllright, so basically after they started secret dating, jerseykyle, having an ego the size of jupiter, was like “…how d’ya even figure out i liked you?” because he thought he was being soooo fkn slick.

he was not, btw. like when have you ever seen kyle GLUED TO HIS PHONE??? and not only that, but this man was sending ‘Haha’ TO STANS LAME ASS MEMES. like are you JOKING??? literally when has jersey ever sent HAHA in his goddamn LIFE????

anyways, stan shrugged n said “well, it was easy…

— you blush everytime i look at you.” ;)

aND JERSEKYLE WAS AGHAAAAST. he was like “I. Do. NAUGHT.” and i shit u not when style gently guided his chin towards him because he looked away to meet his eyes, the way that blush spread over his nose and cheeks and all the way up his ears. UNSERIOUS! SIMP!

to which ravenstan, feeling very victorious indeed, whipped out his compact mirror ( yes, he does actually carry one around bc he be doing his hot boy guylinea ) was like “see?” SO JERSEY KYLE COULD SEE HIS RED ASS MO’FUCKIN FACE. and kyle, extremely humbled, was like “pfpfppftttt!!! l-listen! I HAVE ROSECEA!!!” he was stutterin, that man never stutters. ravenstan nation.

speaking of ravenstan nation, he did in fact do the stupid stan laugh and one dimple smile at him and bop him on the nose and go “aw, that’s so cute.” <3 AND KYLEEEEE OH MY GOD THAT PLACE WHERE STAN TAPPED HIS NOSE WAS SOOOO RED HELPPPPP.

anyways…my sons.

-uncle nina, proud mom

#okay sorry this was kinda short and unhinged #BUT LITERALLY #im sorry stan is gorgina #if he looked at me deeply into my eyes #and bat his gigantic freaking doll eyelashes at me #i would stare choking #if he looks fondly at u give su a lil spanish pet name #swipes an eyelash off ur cheek and blows #a lovely cinnamon scented breeze on ur face #it’s over for u i’m sorry you are done forever #NOT KYLE TYPING HAHA #LIKE THAT MAN HAS NEVER TYPED HAHA IN HIS LIFE #TO THE WORST JOKES UVE EVER SEEN #jersey texting him after work like wyd celebrity boy lounging around getting fed grapes and shit lmao #TRYING SO HARD TO SEEM UNBOTHERED #and ravenstan was like ugh i wish i have 4 more hours in the studio :///#kYLE SO FAST WAS LIKE “You should take a break”#Or Whatever! Haha.#HEEEEELP and stan sent back thank you :’) AND HE WAS GIGGLIN AND KICKING HIS FEET OH MY GOD #but yes he do be blushing everytime stan looks at him #it does thrill him

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sentientsky · 5 months

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In the place where the foundations shiver with the weight of every ghost you’ve laid to rest beneath the floorboards / In the liminal, staticky place where you were first made monstrous (made hollow and whimpering and fickle) / In the place that tore you lengthwise and emptied you onto the front porch, you learn to swallow back the rage, hold it captive and writhing in your gut.

You learn your way around a set of teeth.

You learn the hackles-raised, jagged-mouthedness of a home without a scrap of heat. You learn how to pull each of your canines out by the bloodied pulp, all nerve endings and the blunted edges of grief.

You learn it because what other choice do you have? What’s the alternative, when all you’ve ever known is the dull scrape of your back against the wall, of your heart tearing clear through your chest?

And god, god, god (you pray to an empty sky). God, you’re so bitter and your bones are all galvanized under your skin, and it hurts. It fucking hurts.

And yet you’d sooner turn your own snapping jaws on yourself than risk learning what happens to animals that misbehave.

So you make yourself small, you make yourself antiseptic and supplicating and placid. You domesticate every thrashing need to escape. You walk into a family dinner with darting yellow eyes: Cerberus with three heads, each maw zip-tied shut by your own hand. You show them the soft flesh of your underbelly—you show the whites of your eyes.

You bite back the terror, you choke on the wrath. Because what else is there to do? (inspired by this post from @actual-changeling. thanks for the gut-wrench, alex </3)

#not super happy with how this one turned out but i have too much work to do to keep futzing with it ugh #we'll return to good omens content after this short break sponsored by alex “hey dude WHAT THE FUCK” changeling <3 :)#okay tbh my relationship with my parents is a LOT better now and i'm grateful for that (though i shouldn't *have* to feel grateful)#(since being decent to your kids should be a fucking GIVEN)#but some fucked up shit happened that never ever ever ever should have happened #and im still angry ab it. i love my parents + things are getting better don't get me wrong #but there's still unresolved shit i think #(ooooh i am NOT good at talking ab this outside of a poetic context am i??? my moral ocd is kicking in like “mm you're doing smthg wrong!”)#(even tho im not????)#okay done traumadumping in the tags. jester hat goes back on teehee :)#not good omens #poetry #my poetry #tw: child abuse #tw: childhood trauma #tw: blood #my words #tw: body horror #on home #on childhood trauma #dog motif #poems

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basslinegrave · 1 year

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tsundere

#another study of coloring b&w (and failed lmao)#i dont rly like how some parts look and its kinda flat when it comes to some parts with the shading #but i like the face ig thats all that matters #this was just to get back on track with painting cuz i completely forgot how i did it after just a short break #my art #dynasty warriors #ling tong #wanted to go for a dw6 vibe for him (truth this was actually meant to go with his dw6 outfit but i changed my mind last second #but im cooking up a dw6 piece too #omg tumblr Ate the quality

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royallylk · 9 months

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Hello belloo giazz

#im back #after a #short break #prso se clg h #;)

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silverislander · 1 month

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i have 7 assignments, total, left in school. once i finish those i'm going to be done- i graduate in may which is WILD to think about. i just have to fucking do them

#im not getting anything done today so far and its like. midway through the afternoon already #and i realized how close i am to graduating and how i have no idea what comes after that and now im just kind of directionlessly panicked #which is. really helping the situation as you could imagine /s #im really close to finishing a couple of things rn. could get at least one done today #i REALLY need to get to work on my essay bc that largely determines whether i get honours and im pretty behind schedule on it #and i havent looked at at least one final assn and i do NOT have much time left to start it. its not small #theres barely any time left in the semester at all #i just need to finish Smth today #levi.txt #i cant make myself do anything and im panicked abt that which makes it impossible to do anything #and taking breaks makes me feel guilty AND panicked so i cant even reset w a short break and come back #my parents Consistent response to my anxiety has been. poor at best. and they dont believe i have adhd at all #so if i talk to them abt either of those things they get upset w me and claim i just dont want to take their 'advice' so i cant be helped #and the advice is shit like 'dont feel that way' and 'simply go do your work'#like. i talked to my mom abt how stressed i feel bc im behind and her response was basically 'thats what you get for falling behind'#i havent seen my friends in a while either or at least not in an environment where we can actually hang out and talk #idk man. i just really wish i could stay in bed and watch a show and not feel sick bc of how anxious i am abt it all #i want to write again. i miss it a lot i havent been able to write in months now

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nopeferatu · 1 year

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i wish brokeback mountain fics entertained the idea that jack knocked lureen up and thats why they got married more often

cause in the short story jack mentions the fact that he'd never wanted kids or anything like that, so i think its highly plausible that bad luck jack, whos life never seems to go the way he wants it to, would fool around with some rodeo queen one night and he winds up getting her pregnant. and what else can he do but marry her? he's been taught to do the respectable thing, and her daddy would probably find and gut him if he sullied his little girl's reputation and left her to deal w it on her own anyways.

but i just think it would add an extra layer of sadness to it all...the idea that jack, whos pretty much only interested in men, probably only messed around with lureen because he was pent up and lonely and sexually frustrated, and heres this beautiful, rich rodeo cowgirl whos giving this poor ranch boy the eyes and making him feel wanted for once in his sorry godamn life. making him feel like someone sees something worthwhile about him. he doesn't prefer a woman, but he's desperate, and she chose him. she could've had her pick of the bar because shes a big deal and any man would've been lucky to have her, but she chose him.

and now this thing—that was supposed to just be a quick fuck in the backseat of her car to help quell the need for human contact until the next motel cowboy came along—is going to define his entire life.

hes going to do right by her and get married. shes going to have his kid. hes going to be a dad.

his whole life has been laid out before him and the one time he said fuck it and had sex with a woman is all it took for everything to be set in stone. its just so. fucking. sad.

#i think jack is such a sad character #a lot of fics lean into this idea of his endless optimism driving him to think that things could really go his way if he tried hard enough #despite getting the short end of the stick time and time again and its just like. ughhhh its just so heart breaking #i forget where i read this descriptiom at but it said #smth like his perserverence is what keeps getting him back on the bull every time he hits the ground because he knows what he wants and he #believes that if he just keeps trying he can wrangle life and make it bend to his will #and its just like :( like life just delt that boy such an unfair hand and he still didnt bend to it. he still felt like things could still #go his way till the very end. i feel like his hope may have wavered for awhile there after he mistook ennis' divorce for the sign that they #were finally gonna start a life together #but finally after his final meeting w ennis he just realized he was holding onto a lost cause and finally said fuck it. im gonna take life #into my own hands and im gonna try and get his new guy to come up with me and maybe it wont be the guy that i really want but maybe #i can grow to love him and finally stop living this half life. and just as hes about to try and make that happen he dies #guhhhhhhh #still brokeback posting #brokeback mountain

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#feelin weird. feelin real weird. in a bad way? no i guess not but more like im a haha wtf is happening here?#like i should maybe track my mood just so i can be like wtf is this? more bc i think its interesting #bc like i mean im spending ~11hrs in the lab and the stress has been real high and ive not been sleeping well #but like currently? i feel like i wanna run a mile. like i wanna run around in circles and scream and laugh until i cry #too much energy. too much energy. but y? where is it coming from? its weird #its like the edge of a headache. the cusp of turning. it doesn't quite feel bad yet but like i woke up at 4 #and was insane until 6 when i had to get up and then i was in the lab all day until 6.30 #and immediately i went for a run like empty stomach. i need to run now. and i still feel like that. like i need to run and run and run #but like y am i not exhausted? im not even tired? im vibrating #i watched the new successi0n episode twice and im losing my mind abt it #so its weird and i dont understand. but its not bad. it feels out of control like it feels fucked up but im not being like irradic #like if i was standing beside someone i dont think theyd notice. except maybe my sister bc i think if i talked id be noticeable #energetic. idk maybe im just exhausted and brain is pumping me with stress hormones so i csnt stop but i also csnt feel it #but i suspect its something to do with estrogen and progesterone levels changing which isnt great bc ive got a cycle that borders being #concerningly short but like idk rn its fun. im sure itll break and ill split apart but rn everything feels hilarious #its also weird bc im always like: y do i have so much energy after i dont sleep? is not sleeping thr answer. and today i was like hm #maybe i cant sleep bc i have too much energy. hm. idk its not bad. it doesn't feel bad #it just feels interesting and notable so im noting it. weird stuff. hopefully it pulls me thru tomorrow #bc my back fucking hurts lmao and its monday so ppl r back in the lab as i stand around for 11 hours #unrelated

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the-jam-to-the-unicorn · 4 months

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Hi Jammy! Should we hope for some ficlet chapter today/tomorrow??👀

Yes! 🤗

I have planned only writing today, so I should get things done! 😊

#also everyone a round of kudos to my amazing boyfriend who created me a comfortable writing set up #im usually not a fan of writing while laying somewhere i prefer sitting #which hurts after a short while thanks to my fucked up back #he got extra plushy pillows and he arranged them in a way where i am half sitting half laying #sitting enough so i can write but laying down enough so my back can rest and is not hurting so fast #i just wanted to share this because im still so touched ♥♥♥#and yes yes to some it may seem like a small thing to do and not important or whatever but for me it meant the world #my mental health was really bad and i struggled so much with everything and he just supported me in the best way possible #he was already so supportive when i beat myself up and felt so down for taking a break because of my back #and then when i told him about my struggling with my back while writing #and he literally was like alright ill find a solution AND HE DID ♥♥♥#girls guys everyone...never settle for someone who doesnt love you and gives a flying fuck about you #youre not asking too much #partners who genuinely care and love and support like that exist in real life #and yes he also randomly checks in on me while i write and brings me snacks and something to drink #and is totally chill with having alone time while i write #not once he got angry for me disappearing for hours behind my screen or something #instead he is always super supportive and sweet and happy for me when i tell him about my writing

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hella1975 · 1 year

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happy eurovison!! do your stretches!!!

babe it's been days since i did my stretches at this point im too scared

#in my defence idk WHAT was going on with my sunday shift bc i only waitressed 7 hours and that's a pretty normal shift for me #like im aware compared to a normal person it would be very difficult to just out of nowhere expect them to be on their feet #walking back and forth the entire length of a restaurant regularly carrying heavy things all the while keeping up ABOVE AND BEYOND socially #for SEVEN ENTIRE HOURS with ZERO BREAK like masking that entire time on top of the 7 hour physical workout #like it's insane if u think about it for more than 2 seconds and im really trying to bc every time i falter i beat the shit out of myself #and like? NO? my job is actually very physically demanding and emotionally draining compared to most people's day-to-day activity #it's gonna have impacts sometimes!#so yeah long story short i finished my shift sunday and when i tell you my legs LOCKED UP in bed that night #like mainly my thighs but it was all in my hips and knees and it was so bad that i lay there until 2am before getting painkillers #bc i couldnt hack it #which is SAYING SOMETHING for me bc im normally both quite good with pain and also a hardass for taking painkillers #ive had that happen once before (again after waitressing lol) & never worried about it but my mum recently got diagnosed with arthritis #and ever since ive been like. Looking at my own joints any time they even HINT at playing up #like i am RENOWNED for inhereting all of my mum's medical shit from mental to physical like i KNOW i'll get it it's just a matter of when #and yeah that was sunday it's now tuesday and my thighs STILL feel bruised #and im like. embarassed about it bc it's not like i did anything spectacular? and idk why it's happening?#yeah idk hiiii rori did u like me ranting about my physical health in ur stretch reminder ask sorry do u still think im hot <3 #ask

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myownprivatcidaho · 1 year

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thoseve yall who were here a year ago might remember that a year ago He was liking tweets like "idk how people can cheat when im in love im obsessed😍" and "the honeymoon stage rlly doesnt die if youre with the right person🥰" and he was liking stuff like that up till recently now shit like this is in his likes something is BROKEN in him

#i feel bad. i dont even mean it in a conceited way but i cant help but feel like a bit of this is my fault #hes so bright eyed and ambitious that the idea of him losing any of that idealism is nothing short of a goddamned tragedy im sorry #yes this is the guy who lead me on (unintentionally???) and flirted with me for a year despite seeing TWO people during that time #the latter of which became his girlfriend (who i told Everything to ...)#and like. he never apologized he never explained what was going on or why he acted like a fucking simp for a year #but basically we're not talking now and we're on bad terms and angry at each other #(me because. well yall were there for that . hes angry because i ratted his flirty ass out )#god that all stings so bad i havent talked about the details of what happened to anyone......#but yeah i just. even still after all this time i hope he stays bright eyed. the idea that he wouldnt is heartbreaking in and of itself.#that one crush situation lol #idk if theyre still together. it was early novembet i reached out to his gf and laid the whole thing out for her #& she said theyd 'take it from here' (??????) and was uncomfortable with me and him communicating with the knowledge that THAT ALL happened #even while they were together. i told her i could respect that (even though i wanted to ask her who the FUCK she thought she was. anyways)#and then i reached out to him one last time to clarify i wasnt dredging it up for retaliation or to break them up but bc she genuinely #deserved to know. then he sorta said fuck my feelings and then reiterated what his gf said that we shouldnt be talking anymore #its been radio silence since then from bothve them. if they did break up id feel bad (cause how COULDNT i?) but if they didnt.#that means the only factor that changed here was. well. his 'relationship'/chances of a relationship/flirtationship/friendship with me.#i dunno. im not gonna act like i have all the facts and im not gonna act like he hasnt screwed me over #but getting back to my main point. imagine knowing him and watching him lose his idealism. try not being heartbroken over that.

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kimmkitsuragi · 11 months

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btw fuck foreigners who are criticizing KK for what he has to use as propaganda. bestie if KK loses, there wont be a country left for any of us let alone refugees lmao

#u guys literally have no fucking idea about how this country works at all #shithead erdo is the real monster who is working against everyone's good #i also hate how this man has to cater to the right wing especially in the last few weeks #but u know what we have to do???? we have to get rid of the dictator first lmao #if we end up losing again i dont want to hear one foreigner's opinion #and it includes 'that's what your country deserves' lmao #what if i say you deserve to stfu 🤔#im sorry but we are back on our political posting era (after a very short break)#tr times

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girlwithfish · 1 year

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iwent to dc once as a kid rheres a pic of me w my mom n siblings holding a pink ds somewhere when i was like 7 or 8

#my mom loves dc and virginia in general. kind of crazy she has lived a lot of places. and had a whole life #b4 #im excited to leave the state of nc bc i havent gone on a trip or left the state since 2020 it feels like 4ever #maybe i dont want to b in nc rn.so im excited to go to dc even tho itll b a shortt trip nd i wont do anything besides go to the alex g show #nd come back #but idk maybe we could stay nd do one thing or idk.#i just wsnt to go smewhere so bad i want to go on a short trip somewhere after i graduate or somethinggg #little paranoid my car will break down or smth bad will happen when im 4 hrs away tho Idk #irs a 4 hr drive so not too long but im paranoid abt car stuff a lot even tho my car runs fine i think but #i alwaus feel it will break down or ill hit something nd bad things will happem

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titansarmy · 2 years

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i don't care what y’all ship but.......... just saw a rini say that the entire show was about ricky and nini getting back together and the pivotal moment was the “i love you” and how its basically shit that they don’t even exist anymore and I'm just like....... you ignored everything else about that season and the basis and possible arc of those characters didn’t you ???

#it was on tiktok btw i lost the actual tiktok so this is terribly paraphrased #rini is CUTE #dont get me wrong #they were cute i liked them #but !!!!!! everything about the end of the first season was very much 'yeah they're getting back together but they really shouldn't'#the i love you scene comes RIGHT AFTER ricky being told 'some people are just not meant to stay together' or whatever it is his mum tells hi #and also AFTER ricky says 'maybe im back to who i always was'#which is directly against his own character arc which is learn to accept change #and his mum telling him sometimes people break up is ACCEPT CHANGE #and nini's whole thing since s1 was learn to be alone as well #its cut short but her thing was kind of leading to that #and kourt tells her in s1e5 when she says that nini changed when she started seeing herself through boys eyes or something #so yeah both their arcs were about literally not being together #i feel like if olivia had stayed on the show and the show was much longer than it seems its going to be (im thinking 6ish seasons)#MAYBE just maybe rini would have been endgame. but this is after them breaking upin s2 anyways and giving them two full seasons apart to #finish their arcs #and then and only then a slow rekindling and rebuild of their lost relationship #and they would literally not get together until the episode before the last #very early late 90s early 00s teen drama style u know

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