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hehe scenario. jupeter coming out the other side of All That with a bit of 'wow you're just straight up a bit codependent but maybe that's actually the best-case scenario for you right now carry on fellas'
oh they've Had Their Talk in the aftermath, and, okay, it's agreed that they are Not Doing Romance because Nureyev needs Time To Grieve and it would be better to Take The Pressure Off Of Being In A Relationship and they will Reevaluate when Nureyev's had a chance to be a guy who doesn't have to worry about where his next meal is coming from. but also Like Hell is Juno just going to Leave Him Alone after all this. and the result is that they spend the Big Crash just. completely unhinged about each other. Nureyev's shot past 'feeling vulnerable around Juno scares the shit out of him' and well into 'raw nerves and gaping wounds and compound trauma and feeling vulnerable about literally anything and everything all the time and being around Juno is integral to not spiraling into the abandonment hell vortex'. meanwhile Juno's like 'holy shit Nureyev is letting me be there for him. this is already incredible progress'
u think they were insufferable on the Carte Blanche well. on the Carte Blanche Nureyev was still working on things like trusting Juno enough to let him back in at all and he Had An Image To Maintain and lots of Private Stuff to Deal With and Juno was still figuring out how not to be a prickly ass all the time and 'when is it appropriate to give your bf his space when your default mode is to Investigate Shit' and none of that is a going concern right now
'sometimes you gotta be a little bit mentally ill to handle the mental illness' they have so much separation anxiety and they are clipping their carabiners together. hooking pinky fingers and following each other when one needs to do something in the next room. where's Nureyev? sitting in Juno's lap again. his ass is experiencing 'nervous system doesn't know how to respond to the sudden removal of constant crushing dread and just goes fucking haywire at unpredictable intervals'. he gets random-ass panic attacks and there's only so much the breathing exercises and the grounding exercises and self-soothing techniques can do compared to 'Juno is here and he's fine and he's safe and he is more than happily providing prolonged physical contact' to get him to calm down on a physiological level
meanwhile Juno's like 'i chased this idiot across half the galaxy because he wouldn't ask for help and had to deal with him being all stone-faced and cold about it, do I look like i mind that he's clingy now? a lady does not need his personal space at this time. a lady is living for this. a lady is also maybe feeling clingy have u considered that'
everyone who isn't rita (idek who. melee? the other vivopolis refugees??) is assuming they are just getting a very bad grade in taking it slow and are barely humoring them about it. and neither bothers with denying the boyfriend allegations but it's not bc it's true it's they're just. too exhausted to get defensive about it
rita: and i mean they ain't actually smooching too loud in the kitchen or whatever
melee probably: he just came out of Juno's room wearing Juno's shirt
juno: he's a thief that's his shirt now
(12 hours earlier:)
nureyev: (shows up to juno's room at 3am) im sorry for waking you i had nightmares about [the bomb/the carte blanche raid/dokana capturing you] i just needed to see that you were alive and make sure im in the reality timeline and then i will go back to-
juno: get in loser we're watching bad cops
rita: hi mista' n do you want some of this blanket
nureyev: that's very kind but im afraid im
juno: yeah hold up he's like really sweaty im gonna get him a clean shirt
nureyev: you really don't need to-
juno: how are you even still standing up when you're shaking like that
nureyev: that is. an excellent question
juno: anyway welcome to the club i fired rita like an hour ago bc i had nightmares about her dying on the asteroid
rita: i had one where i was gettin chased by this big stompy plant monster with lotsa teeth and i had to distract it by throwing all my snacks behind me and then i was outta snacks and then i was up getting more snacks when mista' steel fired me
rita: you know i think only reason i ain't got separation anxiety about mista' steel is because we spent all that time in the ruby together while we were chasin' after you and that gets a gal over it real fast
juno: thanks rita :P
#good morning i am once again committing my little scenarios#hypothetical denouement nonsense#this is not even remotely legit speculation i am just saying words recreationally#the penumbra podcast#juno steel#peter nureyev
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local audhd having idiot has to do something not related to their hyperfixation and fuCKING EXPLODES!!1!!!!!! /j
#/silly#don't mind me im just trying to brainwash myself into being productive#i am capable of focusing on things. i am capable of focusing on things i am capable of focusing on things.#im using my stupid blog to keep my stupid self accountable#i did a page so now i get to bitch and moan!! as a treat!!#this has zero entertainment value#if this is what my emotional regulation is gonna look like then so be it#*crying and throwing up* i love art its my passion#this might b a sign i OFFICIALLY FR need medication but thats gonna b incredibly hard to achieve. groan. ill figure it out. hopefully soon??#hate my countrys mental health system!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!! ill figure it out!!!!!!!#shut up maiora#fandomNOT#is this liveblogging???#maiora shitposts#once i figure out how to hack my own brain chemistry into doing what i want it to its is so over!!!! im gonna kick so much ass!!!#im gonna draw silly comics!! im gonna draw platonic affection in many different ways!! i wanna make shit people find interesting!!#i wanna make shit im gonna be proud of!!! i wanna make my corner of the world a lil less lonely!!!! earnest cringe lessgooooooooooooo!!#maybe ill even learn how to write coherent stories?????? that might be too high to aim at rn but its not impossible!!!#ill figure it out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's gonna be okay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ok ok ok what matters right now is i gotta calm down and lower my heart rate lmao#its gonna be okay#thanks for reading have a nice day!!#<3
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IM NOT A DOCTOR BUT I THINK I MIGHT BE ABLE TO HELP
#my art#dol#harper the doctor#HIIIIIIIIIIII HI EVERYONE 👋👋👋👋👋👋👋👋👋#its a little bit off so that makes me kinda upset :( but ill figure something out. it might be the colors :(#or maybe the spacing? i left a lot in the top left :( but its fine#and im going to use every lyric of that song for every harper piece i make so that i dont have to think about making captions okay?#but HERE. a HARPER PIECE YOU CAN REBLOG#i give them the stupid messy sidebun because its cute. to me.#im so sorry about the radio silence but i DID warn you all i get artblock often#but!!!!!! i was also accepted into a zine despite my lack of internet presence :) so ive also been busy with that and other stuff too#accidentally made this while practicing for the piece because i couldnt get the style right :( but hopefully ill get a better hold on it#anyways. harper is not a doctor and i love them so much it makes me sick#harper my EVERYTHING. hes my PRINCESS.#MY ANGEL.#i want you all to remember this isnt just an art blog. its a harper fanblog#ohhh but i do have a few few few announcements to make in my next post okay? so dont ignore it alright? kiss kiss love you#IM GONNA BE FUCKING SICK HES HOLDING THE SYRINGE WRONG. AND I CANT FIX IT NOW BECAUSE ITS BEEN RBED
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the merch store i used just added knitted cardigans and sweaters to their list of designable items.............. odyssey themed cardiagan here i come- [GUNSHOTS]
#okay but i know for a fact im gonna make a cat themed one#the odyssey one is a maybe ill need to figure out how to do that
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may i offer you a casual ephyra in these trying times? 😳
thank you for this stunning commission @sovhina/@lyriumsings
#ephyra metaxas#wayfarer mc#OKAY HELLO??? I'M UNWELL I'M ILL ABOUT THIS#HER FRECKLES THE TATTOOSALL THE GOLD#effie was made for gold omg i can't believe her first iteration was Strictly No Gold#and this outfit 😳😳😳 this was the combination of a couple things and my trying to figure out what she'd wear during downtime#if she had the funds to wear whatever she felt like + winnie's amazing design skills#her hair :wahh: omg i'm never NOT gonna be obsessed with it#thank u thank u thank u again winnie ily
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paltech tent!
#im probably gonna switch things around a little but its okay for now :)#originally this was 'hunting' kind of tent#wasnt finished at all though so i decided to put all the new pal stuff here instead!#i had already put the mining stuff and the little chapaa so it already had the metal aesthetic yknow?#its fun i like it :)#i dont really like the floor but ill figure it out#i was just trying to add as much of the set as possible#i added the fan and one of the wall vents in my bedroom! i did recolor them though lol#putting all this in the tent though is so funny to me cause like its a Tent#where the fuck is the wall fire coming from alhdg#me: i care about realism in my house decor#also me: heated wall vent in the fabric tent lol#aldhgla#*mine
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yk no one really talks about the ending glitch thing (from what ive seen) in f and c like yeah its a whole blink and you miss it type thing but the implications !!!!
more in tags
#like ive seen two ppl bring it up so far and get very little notes so sad#this is why im writing a pwish fic or well trying really hard to and idk if it even classifies as that#fionna and cake spoilers#okay so basically the idea is scarab and prismo whole roomate sitch blah blah blah scarab has been avoiding looking at prismo. like basical#y ignoring due to being mad and embarrassed then either smth brings attention to the glitching or scarab notices it and its like whu huh ?#bam prject prismo gone now its og pris and scarab is freaking the fuck out and has to figure out how to deal#then to the meat its gonna be like getting to know each other better backstory stuff and like figuring out what is going on while trying to#keep like the wishmaster position lookinh normal like nothings wrong or smth w/ the big boss#its all notes rn and i haven’t written fic in the longest but !!! i think it should be touched on more#prismo#scarab#yeah thats all im tagging ughh im so busy though idk if ill be able to even write the dang thing#i want to though 🫵 thats the important biz#mielmbles#prismo could die also like idk i got a bunch of steps and dialogue written#now the actual real question is if ill share the fic or just preserve it in my notebook like the other ones
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also real talk after putting in the order for the disco charms and buying postage we have .... like $70 left to our names. so if youre thinking about ordering something from my shop please do think about it!!!
#the preorder went well but all the earnings went to bills already so we are capital B Broke#it'll be okay#ill figure something out i always do#gonna keep working through my commission queue so i can boost those again#everyone please look at my store and kofi and stuff
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me sweating in eyrie getting a bit too real for comfort at times
#comfort character of you are gonna Confront some shit#eyrie’s lonely childhood is like. still causes problems#their peers finding them odd so it was easier to not get close to any of them and remain in the comfort of family and that security#which made them into an adult who won’t voice their wants or needs out of a desire to not put pressure upon others#who takes burdens of others—emotional and physical—to feel useful to others as to not be completely isolated from others#even if they are ill equipped to handle the burdens of others. they gotta figure it out somehow or they’ll be all alone#the desire to please others. to be a certain way. to be Fine and Okay#I’m thinking a lot about how that plays into their dynamic with alphinaud in HW#how him and Tataru are the only ones left and they have no choice but to stare their loneliness in the face and come to terms with it#they keep alphinaud at a distance bc they are angry with him but it makes it easier to wallow when they don’t have him there#oc: eyrie kisne
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#stuff#i stayed up til 6am last night finishing summer camp fic#gang this thing is 53.7k.#the last chapter needs to marinate for a little bit#and then ill probably have to go through and do a fulllllll reread which is gonna be fun lmao#and then uh. well. then i can post it#it's seventeen chapters lmaoooo we're gonna have a good time besties#oh god now i need to start figuring out the tags and all the chapter titles and everything#oh boy#anyway here's some basic info to tide you over: malum ensemble fic#and by ensemble fic i mean all of 5sos all of atl all of 1d#please bear in mind i started writing this fic three (!?!?!) years ago#at this point the characters in it are literally just characters#they bear absolutely no connection to their real life counterparts#including any. yknow. drama. coughs meaningfully#okay that's all im gonna split now#if anyone has thoughts about an update schedule for once i finally get this fic done for good im all ears#cuz if i post one chapter a week then ill be posting this fic for four months#which is a fucking wild amount of time to be posting a fic. if i do that then ill still b posting the fic when i go BACK to camp this summe#and that would be bonkers#anyway!!! bye!!!#ETA ive actually been writing this fic since may 2020 which means it's been almost FOUR years in the making. that. is. insane.
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this is getting ridiculous there's so much stuff i wanna draw i need to clone myself immediately
#what do you mean i can barely stand up??? no that was me an hour ago im completely fine now and also am capable of drawing 70 things rn#<- I WISH#genuinely just talking at myself here#okay!! plan time: homework is 7 pages +dialogue. i sketched the rough layouts out already and i my teacher gave me the okay to do it digita#i don't think she realized she gave me the okay tbh? but i asked her twice and she said yes so no takebacksies!!!#i have a timer that only does 55 minutes. in 55 minutes can i rough out at least 3 better pencils? ill find out!#i should start with the ending because that's 1 birds eye view like three times and a car that explodes and a bunch of close ups so ez pz#i just gotta figure out one car perspective im giving myself 55 minutes for the car#lineart is gonna be a pain but when isnt it :')#hey did you know there's an entire ship month prompt list??? im seething that's such a dumb idea i wanna do it so baaaaad#whatever#ill figure it out#that's part one of getting boring shit i need to do done!! part two should be easier bc its just hospitals and the draft is already p detai#ok ok ok i can do this#the essay is an essay and the essay is getting fucked i will do it at GUNPOINT#aaaaa#shut up maiora#p.s. edit: i did some of it and ended up doing a completely different plan. sigh sigh oh well im doing my best
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been messing around with these sharpies and whatnot, have a doodle of sora
#sora sdra#super danganronpa another 2#danganronpa another#sdra2 fanart#sora#fanart#i fucked up the shading mb im still like. figuring this shit out#i also need to figure out how to make the shading less dark this other doodle i have of my oc that ill post right after is so dark like 😭😭#idk i still like both of them but damn i coulda done better. maybe ill do an actual drawing of sora once im used to these#I ALSO DO NOT HAVE ANY SKINTONE MARKERS THIS SHIT SUCKS 🥀🥀 IK SHES LIKE. PALE. BUT STILL. I ONLY HAVE A BROWN SHARPIE#whatever man this shits just a doodle i gotta stop overthinkin this shit#anyway back to actual tags i just realized i forgot like. two#slumbz's art#art#artist on tumblr#traditional art#doodle#sketch#okay i lied that was like 5 anyway im gonna go upload that one oc doodle i was talking abt earlier now#i bet its obvious i never drew sora too 😭😭
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HELLO . HIS FACE WHEN HE'S SOFT OR STARTLED,,,, >>>>>>>> HELLLOOOO it's so cute when he looks so. bwuh⁉️⁉️ HDJKFKFLDD💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚
and then there's this,.,.,. this.s....
,,,,,,, behold,,, the once in a lifetime screenshot of HIM SMILINGGGGG AAUGHHHHH I NEED TO MWMAMWMAMWMAMWMAA
AAANNNDDD I GO NOWWW
#UEUEUUEUEUEUEU SSNNSNFIIIFFFNSJNDIFF EUUEE 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#after watching his episode i reslly wanna. just. fhbfjkfhdjdk EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE OKAY AAAAAAAA WAGHDJDJDJSJSI#can u tell im so into him imsorryokosryieodnsi i reallyshdbdk#🍀 gush post#I DONT HAVE TAGS FOR VASHIE AND NICKY UHHH ILL FIGURE THAT OUT SOON GKGKGKKGF
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airy for the Bingo 👀👀
I know my opinions are prolly wrong and controversial but I do not care anymore since the show has been over for a good while
So let me just tap into my old knowledge of how I feel about the show and Airy as a character
Alright so yeah I'm on the more extreme side of things of just like Airy didn't do anything wrong ever, this isn't even me being like oh favourite character or anything it's just kinda like I just genuinely do not think he was ever thinking about anything he was doing ever
Obviously he still did bad things but like the thing is, when you DIE you don't really DIE so death kinda loses its meaning and there isn't really that impact anymore of Airy killing people and he had to also die multiple times likely in order to get where he is
So UNDERSTANDABLY there is a lack of connection there, a lack urgency in death @ the Plane once Airy understands how to bring people back
Obviously there is still a LOT of fucked up shit if you REALLY think about it and really connect with the characters and try and feel what they must be feeling BUT to think Airy is this fucked up cold and unfeeling villain aware of his actions is just not it
He just isn't. There. He's not there lmao it doesn't really feel like there is a way to get it through to him that what he's doing is causing problems bcuz it's like a sandbox game for him he doesn't understand that things happen without him that those are PEOPLE existing in his little world that they have lives and are effected by his actions
He only has a connection when he sees Liam in person and like there were other times he showed care and concern but it's a lot more apparent when someone is physically there with you, you can see and feel them and they have an impact on you
Plus he did feel bad about what he had done in the past but there's not really a way for you to properly process that so understandably he just doesn't, like it obviously bothers him but he also doesn't want to be alone and I understand how boredom is a killer
Plus I think he's prolly always been a bit messed up but it really comes out when you've been thru things ur never gonna be able to fully understand or process so you simply don't and just accept things and do things a certain way bcuz you just gotta
#now it HAS been a while since I watched the show so I might be a bit rusty on some of ny info#like Airy just doesn't understand what he's doing is wrong#he thinks people are having fun the same way he is about the game#he TRIES to make it fun he wants everyone to just have a fun time#he's bored! he's lonely! he wants things to do he#he's figuring it out as he goes! and like he's gonna send everyone back home anyway so no harm done!#except he is causing harm to these people#he strips them of their identity he steals them away from their lives and expects them to just go along with his antics#so yeah he did nothing wrong but also he's y'know a bit fucked up you know how it is#I have no ill feelings towards him tho I really enjoy his character a lot#and I love the moments where you can just hear how silly he is it's subtle but sooo good#AGAIN been a while since I seen the show so some of these words may not be entirely accurate to how I feel#plus this is all a story so I'm always more chaotic when it comes to fiction like Yes queen kidnap those people!#Force them to play in ur little show! If they simply had FUN this wouldn't be an issue 🙄🙄🙄#altho still wonder how exactly he planned on granting some sort of wish lmao#mf is just lying isn't he#it's okay he's allowed to lie
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365 Days of Writing Prompts: Day 107
Adjective: Acrid
Noun: Oil
Definitions for those who need/want them:
Acrid: having an irritatingly strong and unpleasant taste or smell; angry and bitter
Oil: a viscous liquid derived from petroleum, especially for use as a fuel or lubricant; petroleum; any of various thick, viscous, typically flammable liquids that are insoluble in water but soluble in organic solvents and are obtained from animals or plants; a liquid preparation used on the hair or skin as a cosmetic; (chemistry) any of a group of natural esters of glycerol and various fatty acids, which are liquid at room temperature
#while i like this prompt#i kind of have no idea what im gonna write for it#and it feel thats a first#but thats okay#ill figure out something to write for this and im sure ill love it#discovering it is just part of the fun#thanks for reading#writing#writer#creative writing#writing prompt#writeblr#trying to be a writeblr at least
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I'm still not down with her dress but otherwise. I love her so much. she got lost in between my files she's so small
#im not super happy with this but I think it's cause i spent toooo much time Thinking about it and Not working on it#her dress is too modern but. ILL FIGURE IT OUT ough#war and peace#lise bolkonskaya#my favorite doodle here is Andrei#im gonna draw my ocs for a year now okay byeee#art#funart
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