local dog unused to such fluff & tenderness, more at 8

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Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship

im so normal about this btw

i was talking to my therapist last week about how i'm kinda excited but also equally apprehensive about starting grad school this fall because yes, i so so desperately needed a gap year otherwise i think i literally would have killed myself and/or had a breakdown big enough to land me in the hospital, and even beyond that i just needed to figure out a more concrete plan of what i'm going to do with my life in general -- while all of that is true, and i'm glad i took the gap year for it, i'm also apprehensive because i genuinely feel like an entirely different person than i was even at this exact point in time last year, nevermind anything earlier than that. it's only been a single year of me being out of school but my life has changed so dramatically, mostly for the better, and my whole personality has flipped on its head, it's just going to be so fucking weird going back to the same school, the same campus, potentially seeing my old friends around. augh

interrupting your regular programming to bring you a special message: stop. whatever you're doing right now. stop and go watch everything everywhere all at once. i dont care if you "dont have multiple hours to spare" do it. i dont care if you've "already seen it" watch it again???? "ive seen it 5 times" watch it a 6th time ???????? even better watch it a 7th ?????? literally what could you be doing that's more important than seeing this masterpiece before you and sobbing your fucking soul out??????

i thought so.

if I can't have my dream first date during cuffing season then I guess I'll write steddie having it. I'm talking gingerbread houses first date, giving each other shit for how messy they get, laughing at the sad frosting dripping down the sides, how one of them keeps having to redo the foundation bc the walls won't fuckin stay up, stealing each others candy and eating it, sipping on hot coco while asking each other first date questions. one being better at it than the other so they have to help w the icing. killing each other's gingerbread men. shyly leaning onto each other while watching one of them decorate. holding hands before one of them has to go home with the snow outside. you know..just some stuff like that.

Man I can't believe I had the chance to go to a performing arts school up through middle school and I fuckin quit after 6 months just because I got bullied. BRO YOUR HOMEWORK WAS POETRY!! YOU HAD TO PRACTICE DANCING TO COTTON EYE JOE AS YOUR BIG UNIT TEST. GYM CLASS HAD A CIRCUS UNIT!! YOU HAD A WHOLE DAILY CLASS ON IMPROV!!! YOU FOOL!! YOU ABSOLUTE IMBICILE!! YOU COULD HAVE BEEN A YOUTUBER!!! YOU COULD HAVE BEEN ONE OF THOSE TWEENAGERS GETTING LOADED BY MAKING SHITTY YOUTUBE SHORTS IN 2008-14!! But noooOoooOOOoo little miss Noellie (who WANTED TO GO!! who worked SO HARD and sent in an application essay and did an INTERVIEW to get in!!) couldn't handle disruptive classmates or little scuffles and petty grudges and general Attitude of the other students and cried to mommy to put her back in public school. I am EATING MY HAIR over what Could Have Been. I COULD BE SOMEONE'S ANNOYING YOUTUBER!! I could be a DISGRACED DISNEY CHANNEL STAR!! I could be an America's Got Talent winner! A mild to moderately successful comedian! I could be making short films!! But no no no precious thin skinned baby me heard a few new cus words and watched a teacher get heckled and begged to give up The Dream in favor of?? Quiet math tests?? I am such a fucking quitter I quit everything the second it gets too hard I always take the out as soon as it's offered what's my fucking damage.....

i feel like i havent posted about cannibalism ina bit

anyway i need to bite into a raw hunk of flesh or i will simply die

the way i try so SO hard to gain even a crumb of body neutrality only to then see some shit on twitter that remind me that oh yeah. a distinct portion of the population genuinely believes they are being discriminated against when they have to look at or be within 50 feet of a fat person

god why is being alive so complicated

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mine WOULD be the justice arcana. if you even care or anything.

at this point i am seriously considering ripping my sinuses out of my head and powerwashing them with a firehose

Reply-Reply to Manyblinkinglights: Issues of Scale

manyblinkinglights said: they r SO SMALL.

XD They ARE! they are Teeny; they are TEENY-TIIINY XD XD Sorry I missed this comment it got pushed out of my notifs before I could see it -___-

For the sake of Thoroughness, and also Science:

Counting bases, HB tops out at something like 3.7cm while Archer, the Absolute Chad-Queen, brings in a rounder, more respectable 4cm. She's a WHOLE MILLIMETER over 1.5 inches!!! And ppl say elves are short PFFT!