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Welcome to the Dungeons of Fear and Hunger.
#Fear and Hunger#D'arce Cataliss#Cahara#Ragnvaldr#Enki Ankarian#Unlike Dungeon Meshi - I cannot in good faith recommend this game to a broad audience.#My background with F&H goes as follows: I am hanging out with a friend. He says “hey try this game I've been playing.” I say “Okay!”#I have never heard of this game. I pick the mercenary. I go through 5 min of character history and background. I am mauled to death by dogs#It took me 4 resets to even get in the dungeon. But I finally get there. I am caught by a guard. He cuts off all but one of my limbs#I am forced to crawl around in a blood and corpse pit until the game tells me 'give up idiot'.#I reset. I am mauled by dogs again. I realize this is not for me but I am intrigued enough to go home and watch some playthroughs#And WOW what an interesting game it is! I really do appreciate games that blend their design philosophy with the theme it wants to set#This is a game about fear and hunger. And persevering. And penis (my god is there a lot of penis)#I recommend this to people who like extremely challenging games and can handle the many *content warnings* within this series#If the idea of Bloodborne/eldenring and undertale having a little RPG maker baby sounds appealing to you - give it a shot#It's made by ONE GUY and it's a great horror game. I am just really bad at it.#My friends just enjoy putting me in situations where I scream and yell. We don't talk about the corn mazes. Or the other horror game nights#Apparently I'm funny when I'm Scared!#As people who follow me on twitter might know; I am deep in the pits of this series right now. I will be back with more art.
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#p4#persona 4#hanamura yosuke#yosuke hanamura#EVERYDAY IM HOWLING. EVERYDAY IM SCREAMING.#for context this comes at the heel of yosuke charging at mitsuo kubo in rage because of his flippance towards killing saki and he's hit har#but souji and kanji jump in to protect him#like ok a lot of things going on here such as the obvious OH MY GODDDD yosuke being yosuke and taking things on for himself#because he doesn't want to bother people?? because he's made it his own responsibility? because his survivor's guilt is still lingering?#i mean don't tell me he doesn't look at how he surrendered to his shadow like apart from his self-sacrificing propensity#i low key feel like everytime yosuke demands answers about saki's death from the murderer/god/etc there's this undertone of how#he would rather it have been him#he cheapens his own life so much and for what#BUT ALSO!! ALSO!! not just souji jumping in because we know he would he's down bad for yosuke BUT ALSO KANJI#listen you've all heard me talk so much about how i adore kanji yosuke friendships#i can't really tell whether it's kanji or souji that says “haven't we earned your trust yet” but it's a line that hits SO HARD#regardless of which one of them was saying it and i think it hits hard in slightly different manners#it's kanji's admiration and how he looks up to yosuke and how he wants to be closer to yosuke as a friend/kouhai/whatever you want#tatsumi “who's your partner now!” kanji has so much respect for yosuke he wants yosuke to rely on him too!!!#and this stands out because kanji is very conscious of social hierarchies and such but as a kouhai as yosuke's junior#he's so specific about wanting yosuke to treat him as an equal#i smtimes feel bad for kanji because he has a bit of that vibe of a poor puppy trailing after souyo because he wants to be in their convos!#he wants to be included! but critically he also just! wants them to SEE him!!#going a lil off tangent but i think kanji's attitude towards souji is very much one of kouhai respect like he understands his place#of like deferring to souji or getting advice from him and just generally regarding him as a reliable mentor#and it's the same with chie and yukiko? but idk man. with yosuke. guys. with yosuke i always feel like kanji wants to break that hierarchy#that convention. that social norm. to cross a line and be closer to yosuke.#he's more willing to tease yosuke in a way he doesn't with the other 2nd years. and this isn't coming from a place of disrespect either#AGAIN. KANJI REALLY LIKES YOSUKE. he wants to protect yosuke!!! he jumps at the opportunity for yosuke to rely on him!!#i'm getting delulu but there's those hints of “yosuke senpai i want you to see me as a man!!!” kind of energy here and i'm it's yknow hmm
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Y'ALL Y'ALL Y'ALL Y'ALL I BOOKED TICKETS TO GO TO THE NETHERLANDS SO SO SOOoooOOO GUESS WHAT I'M GOING TO SEE???
that's right,, THE goldfinch painting
THE ONE. THe OnE. from my favorite book of all time everrrr!!!!!
#GONNA SCREAM AND CRY AND SCREAM FOREVERRRR!!#also vermeer and also THE ANATOMY LESSON#also also if u heard me talking abt prague I LIED AND IM SORRY#the opportunity to see the goldfinch IN PERSON overtook my brain and now that's that on that#lots of bad things happened today not a SWAG day so a great time 2 just get out of here lmao#gonna be theodore decker!!!#gonna put this little thing in my backpack and run away 5ever and ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#yes i do plan my trips around what art is where thank you very much.#gonna bawl like a little baby when i see it and everything too#sorry prague it's out w kafka and in w theodore decker!#nat rambles
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so yes yes i know we all adore the lie detector video, right. but i think everyone is sleeping on:
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#Rhys Darby#Taika Waititi#The Cryptid Factor#SUCH a comfort video for real#I listen to it when I’m doing chores or trying to wind down and it always just makes me 🥹🥹🥹#The way Rhys talks about Taika 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫#like their friendship makes me Ill <3 WKDKWKS#AND ALSO HEARING TAIKA BEING LIKE#’Yeah so the working title is WWDITS’ MADE ME SCREAM THE FIRST TIME I HEARD IT#I just hhhbgnwnfnsndjsdj#I JUST LOVE GETTING LITTLE GLIMPSES INTO THEIR LOVELY DYNAMIC#BECAUSE LOOK AT US NOW DUDE#anyway brb about to do dishes and listen to this on repeat#ALSO LMAO THE WAY RHYS AND TAIKA SEEM SO HARD SET ON OPENING A RESTAURANT TOGETHER#FIRST THE MEAT SHACK AND NOW SNAKERY SNACKERY#like y’all lol Get On That why don’t you#IT’S BEEN HOW MANY YEARS??????#Youtube
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looking on at the ✨hype✨ about last stage like
#i wanna be excited about it too!!!!! lemme in~~~~~~~~~~#maybe it’s just bc i didn’t listen to the ‘loid version on the koishiteru album but i think im not as excited about it as i should be lmaooo#on jp twt there are fans screaming about last stage and i. feel kinda left out ngl??? fomo’s hittin’ like a truck and idek w h y#but me? im just clinging to meoto to ✨carry on✨#idk why but it kinda sounds like that song aka***ki enstrs sang to beat r****ts to a pulp in the anime#i dont even like enstrs anymore so idk why that song was the first thing i thought of when i heard the preview help#in any case!!!!! i hope the rest of the new songs get mvs!!!! especially meoto!!!!!!!!!!!!#going by the love chuchuchu(chu! kawaikute gomen—) im p sure that’s gonna be the moge mv lol#wont be surprised if their outfits in the mv are the same ones that they’re wearing in the moge-ilustrated album standees…#if that is indeed how the oshi no mahou mv is gonna go… all of you will now owe me tree fiddy >:) if not nothing happens idk#im very much looking forward to seeing where the completely new direction of upcoming lxl songs is gonna take us though#(p r a y i n g for lxl falling for each other in 4k hd p ls—)#g o d i should really get some sleep my innate state of crabbiness is creepin’ in the tags here too aaaaaa
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OH my god...
I just actually had to go back relisten to the last several minutes of the latest ep ‘cause...I can’t believe I didn’t get the hints...
the fucking robes... ‘servant of the seven’ ‘one of seven in battle’...even BUMBERSHOOTS!
goddammit Justin McElroy I’m so furious but I’m cackling
#taz#taz steeplechase#taz spoilers#spoilers#i just...i completely glossed over 'servant of the seven'#i heard 'servant' and then just laughed and thought wth kinda class is that#even bumbershoots! i was like 'OH! that's so fun! i love that!'#you son of a bitch lmao#i'm also realizing i think this is my first thing i've shared about steeplechase so far#hm...#and while i'm sure (and hoping tbh) this will be poking fun at the balance only fans....this DOES have me very excited#'cause i've really enjoyed the other campaigns and stuff but obvs balance is just...y'know#but idk...this one just hasn't...fully clicked with me yet#i don't hate it and there are times i'm like...super into it#but like...overall i'm kinda just...listening to listen?#now i will say...the stuff with krystal with a k has got me very intrigued#and i guess that's kinda the whole thing...like i'm intrigued by the story/lore but the actual...gameplay stuff is just kinda...idk#it's just not vibing with me personally but i'm gonna keep listening#but just know that i fucking shrieked and screamed 'fuck off' several times lmao
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They have created something truly fascinating in Finland this theatrical season: a production of Så som i himmelen where each new thing I learn about it makes me less interested in seeing it.
Awesome.
Wow.
#I guess I've been biased against it ever since they announced the cast#their casting went against my dreamcast vision and though it's a bit silly I haven't been able to forget that#but even beyond that...#I heard they cut the whole prologue and I'm just... no. why#I guess the show can function without it. but it's not quite the show that I love anymore#it's not my blorbo Daniel anymore if you cut the scene where he screams at the orchestra. it's someone different now. to me.#oh well! there's other shows#Så som i himmelen
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Sometimes I get sad and annoyed about things that literally don't matter at all lol
#maja talks#(me reading 5 month old tweets saying the copenhagen crowd for ateez was dead)#like no it wasn't and also it's been 5 months why am I sad about those tweets now LMAO#it does make me wonder what the criteria of a “dead” crowd is tho#like someone wrote it was so dead that they could hear the members speaking clearly on their videos#but to me that is just manners? Like it's manners to me that you don't scream when the members are speaking#other people say a crowd is dead when people sit down too much but you can literally be so hyped while sitting down too#other people said the crowd wasn't as loud as other places but i'm pretty sure it one of the smallest crowds of the tour#so what do you expect#people were literally screaming their lungs out when it mattered and sang the songs and stomped(?) on the floor#I guess I just don't understand some people's definitions of a dead crowd#(try going to a concert in Korea then you will meet a dead crowd lol)#again this literally doesn't matter I just got annoyed reading the tweets lmao#again it's been 5 months and the only reason I saw those tweets is because I'm going through a trying to relive the concert phase lol#the members seemed like they had fun (wooyoung even mentioned the concert as one of his faves in an article if I remember correctly)#I had fun with my friends and that's honestly the most important#everybody are inclined to their own opinions#and again this is old news so it really does not matter LMAO#(I still don't think a crowd is dead just cause they let an artist speak and be heard at a concert)
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having my Art Specialty be described as 'daddies' is technically not wrong but also its very hard to not scream when being told so to my face in the dorm lobby regardless. like im just supposed to accept that description with a smile and nod as if i dont know we aren't thinking of the same kind of daddy
#snap chats#HEEEEEELP#like its one thing to be told that online but right to my face where im looking professional and Not Terminally Online is a whole new thing#i went to watch spiderverse with my dormmate and her friend- the friend that wanted to comm me last week#and because our mutual friend fucking sucks dick at being on time we had to wait for her even tho she invited us ANYWAY--#last time she was looking to get one of her gal oc's drawn but then she went to look through my other art#and she really come back to me like 'ive noticed you draw really 'daddy' characters SO :))' and i heard NOTHING ELSE AFTER#LIKE. LIKE YEAH BY TECHNICALITY YOU ARE RIGHT. I HAVE DONE NOTHING BUT DRAW FATHERS FOR FIVE MONTHS#god has it really been five months 🧍♂️#but anyway..... //screams// ive been profiled as a dilf specialist by someone at school i need to leave NOW#i thank god every day ive essentially stopped postin my saucier works cause THAT woulda been an even more awk convo#its just so funny cause i really havent drawn anything particularly 'attractive'. like im just drawin these dudes bein silly LMAO#im just grateful she doesnt have a twitter or tumblr so she doesnt see me post EVERYTHING in real time yk#anyway... im gonna stare at the wall until i relent and go to bed#spiderverse was great 8/8. its really funny that i've watched both spiderverses multiple times cause of school events LMAO#ok bye
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WE WIN THESE
I had to spark Emu but WE WIN THEEEEEEESEEEEEE
#project sekai pulls#prsk pull#nene kusanagi#toya aoyagi#emu otori#close game offline#OKAY#OKAYOKAYOKAY#so I'd been saving for a while and got Nene in my first 10 pull#and I had just enough time to grind enough to spark so my plan was to spark Toya#because of course he was the priority#so I was doing my last pull to get enough to spark him AND HE JUMPSCARED ME#WHEN I TELL YOU I SCREAMED WHEN I HEARD HIS LINE#SDKGHDSGS#BUT SINCE I HAD ENOUGH TO SPARK I SPARKED EMU#SO NOW I HAVE THE FULL BANNER#I've been looking forward to this event for MONTHS and NEVER IN MY LIFE DID I THINK I WOULD GET THE FULL BANNER
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my day be so fine then boom icarus by luvbug comes on shuffle
#a hundred thousand songs about icarus but this is the first time ive heard one from his dad's pov#how did daedalus feel? knowing his invention killed his son?#'i am a craftsman and you are my son the child i created cannot be unborn' and in that VOICE i go crazy#WHAT HAVE I DONE I TRIED TO PLAY GOD AND I PAID WITH MY SON#I AM ALONE IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE US BUT NOW IT'S JUST ME MY BABYYY MY ICARUS IS GONE#tears and screaming and tearing up the furniture#song rec
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coworkers who you'd hang with outside of work but on shift you need to kill with hammers
#so many of our part time people are incredible but there are a few that make me homicidal#one of our people is so sweet but has that flaky hippie energy that Does Not Work in this field#one morning she came in and i was like ok i need you to stay with this person while i get literally all of this shift done#and she was like okay! 😃 and not even five minutes later i looked up from the eight tasks i was juggling#and she was wandering over to the coffee maker meanwhile the person was losing their fucking mind while she was pouring her coffee#like la la la tee hee !#like with love and light meet me outside i just want to talk#a different day i had gotten everything done and had all my residents ready to go. meanwhile there was ONE resident left upstairs with her#and i heard screaming and pounding and was like christ ok and came up to check in with her and she was like haha yeah theyre really mad#and started going aww i bet you want to calm down right now wow youre going to regret being this mad later!#and i had to be like i need you to switch with me RIGHT NOW and shes all surprised like ok if you say so lol#i miraculously got everyone calm enough to get out the door and pulled her aside like HEY person who has worked here for nearly two years#when someone is not only upset but so escalated theyre trying to KICK DOWN A DOOR#you should not be like haha i bet you want to calm down sooo bad rn#and she was like lol thats a good point! 😃👆#like im going to throw you down a well
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Trying to write my ILY 232 thought dump and my brain is like brrRRRRRRR too quiet so i’m like okay lemme pull up one of those playlists youtube music generates for me, we’ll do the kpop one because FoB and MCR have been way too distracting--
and then it just generates a random smashing of SO MANY OF MY FAVORITE SONGS TO PUT ON REPEAT that I would play during work to get through the fucking day LMAOOOOOOOOO this is NOT conducive to me being productive oh my god pray 4 me I’m gonna wrangle this post out of myself i swear it
#ashlie.txt#you know how you see a group live and now every time you hear certain songs from them you heard live#it just really fucking transports you right to that moment?#when i saw oneus and no diggity came on OH MY GOD some kind of spirit fucking POSSESSED ME and i just feel it come back now LMAO#like!!!!!!!!!!!!#HEARING THAT LIVE WAS SO FUCKING INSANE I LOVED IT SO MUCH I WAS SO OVER THE FUCKING MOON#my husband was right there next to me like :) and some kind of unholy spirit entered me and i went full feral#WHEN DO I GET TO HEAR GHOSTING LIVE HUH HUH HUH?#TXT COME BAC#BUT WAIT FOR ME TO GET MONEY FIRST#okay u can do this ashlie#no god no blame me is gonna be in my head this whole while i'm trying to talk about nol's frustration#and mx is gonna be in my hears all CAN YOU BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAME ME FOR THINKING BOUT THINKING BOUT THINKING BOUT YOU NAAAAAAAAAAAAKED#sweats nervously#'if i'm falling baby don't blame me'#SCREAMS
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GODMODE album has been out for 33 slutty slutty minutes as of writing this and it is already shaping up to become one of my favourites. I haven’t even gotten to the ice nine kills collaboration track yet (once I do it will all be over I will be dead and dead and dying my two favourite bands on one song is too much)
#the fourteen year old little girl in me is HOLLERING I have loved this band for ages and they are only getting better with time#nothing will top black widow and blood though. those albums rewrote my brain chemistry they are the peak of music they are SO GOOD#ANYWAYS. I LOVE THE SOUND DIRECTION THEY’VE BEEN GOING#it’s so classically ITM while also being fresh and new and powerful#though everything maria brink is on is powerful. have you heard that woman’s VOICE it is SO FUCKING INCREDIBLE she is an icon#STREAM GODMODE BY IN THIS MOMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!#AND ALSO OMEN BY OF VIRTUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so many good album drops today I need to explode seventeen times over#cats.txt#hm. I talk about music drops a lot what if I just#HOLD ON MESSAGE CANCELLED SCANTIFY ME JUST HIT AND JESUS CHRIST MARY MOTHER OF GOD. I AM IN LOVE. THE GUITAR THE SCREAM TONES THE. WARGH#cats.MUSEic#<- if you don’t want to see me go batshit over music every 3.5 days probably the best tag to block#I’m putting everything starts and ends on SO many playlists now also. GOD.#where else am I supposed to get the lyrics everything starts and ends with you paired with a song that sounds so beautifully devoted#(I can’t process lyrics. this all depends on when the lyric transcription is released I might interpret it a whole different direction then)
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IN THE NIGHT IN THE NIGHT THIS IS HOW IT GOES
WE ARE ALL OR NOTHING
IT'S ALRIGHT IT'S ALRIGHT LISTEN TO YOUR BONES
CAN YOU HEAR IT COMING?
#neon brother#nothing but thieves#screaming lyrics into the void#I MISHEARD THIS LYRIC ORIGINALLY AND IM STILL UPSET#bc i heard 'pulse' instead of 'bones' and something clicked in my brain and it meant everything to me#like. 'we are all or nothing' okay sure i can see that#listen to your pulse. you can hear your heart beating and your blood flowing right now. youre not nothing then. are you?#and ig that point works with bones too but its not the same#plus it gives a new meaning to the lines about the wires humming like. you see it right?#just. god#and i was gonna post this last night but when i found out 'pulse' wasnt the right word i was so disappointed#maybe im not making any sense#maybe ill delete these tags later but i wanted to get this out#anyway. 'neon brother' <2
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GODDDD i just miss being able to watch new episodes of riverdale live and have FUN with them. i remember watching the josie and the pussycats episode in my tiny single dorm room with like 5 of my friends packed onto my twin bed and when archie kissed kevin on the cheek we all ERUPTED in a screaming fit. and then a few weeks later we all did the same thing with the next to normal episode and again like when charles burst into the room singing we stood up and cheered like our sports team had just scored a touchdown or whatever. and even though i didn’t really like s6 very much it STILL had moments like these in the majority of episodes. but now every week i watch it alone in my bed on my laptop and i spend the entire time brain rottingly bored at best and genuinely upset and angry at worst. like what happened i miss riverdale!!!! :(
#i just feel nothinggggggg anymore it makes me actually want to burst into tears. riverdale nights used to be the most exciting nights of my#week and now i forget it’s even airing until like an hour before it starts. feels fucking bad man#not to keep beating a dead horse about how much i hate this season like I know I’ve made it clear. last night just really really did#something to me man. and it’s because they mentioned stonewall prep and i got SO excited because I was like ok FINALLY they’re gonna give me#a moment thag makes me stand up and yell like I used to be able to do. they’re gonna put bret on my screen and I’m gonna scream and run into#the other room to tell my sister about it and it’s gonna be fun and it’s gonna feel like how I’m used to feeling while watching this show.#but then they were like hey here’s two made up stonewall preppies who you’ve never seen or heard about before and who yoh certainly don’t#care about. that’s what you want right. and i literally think something in my brain snapped. irreparably#so now I’m just sitting here thinking about how the time of my life hen I got to watch my favorite show with my friends every week and jump#up and down and scream and laugh and cheer every 5 minutes is over and im never gonna get to do that again. which is awesome <3#this is so fucking melodramatic i know im sorry it’s just that I’ve snapped like I said. something happened last night & now im busted#but anyways. how are you guys doing#taylor xoxo
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