CHARLES LECLERC
Qualifying // Dutch GP 2023
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giving case's what did i do 馃憠馃憟 energy
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I don't wanna think about you
seu nome 茅 como uma armadilha, escondida em algum canto prestes a surpreender meus ouvidos e acabar com a noite. nem meus amigos conseguiram me blindar e a sequ锚ncia de sons escapou da boca como um feiti莽o. nos 煤ltimos meses apurei meus dons de atua莽茫o, cada vez melhor em fingir que voc锚 n茫o d贸i aqui dentro enquanto estou sob os olhos alheios. leio mentalmente o script, recito as frases com firmeza e logo depois me esgueiro pelos corredores at茅 o espelho mais pr贸ximo. me conven莽o que ningu茅m viu a l谩grima escapar por entre meus c铆lios pintados, colorindo o trajeto ao longo da ma莽茫 do meu rosto.
sua imagem tirou meus sorrisos reais e agora, com essas apari莽玫es intrusivas, tira tamb茅m os falsos. entre olhares e risos lembro das promessas. entre toques e m煤sicas revejo nossos planos.
entretanto, o pior disso tudo 茅 saber que voc锚 n茫o precisa fingir e ocultar l谩grimas, que n茫o precisa correr, n茫o precisa sorrir para n茫o chorar ou fingir que n茫o sente minha falta.
me entrego a atua莽茫o e me fa莽o como quem superou, como quem n茫o quer mais, dando risada quando os olhos mais curiosos esperam que eu chore.
porque se eu n茫o rir, eu choro.
[but if I don't laugh I'm gonna cry, cry]
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sometimes i get sad that i didn't do or discover x y or z when i was a little younger (like 20) but then im like well it doesn't even matter because my early 20s are a complete blur so i probably wouldnt remember anyway!! who cares!
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Trying to live my 'gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss' life but instead it's been 'depressed, daydream, disassociate'.
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My mom call being Bi a lifestyle then told me I shouldn't be mad that homophobia existed. Yeah no that's 13th reason
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The writers of the soap opera that is my life really need to get some new material. This story arc is getting repetitive.
They're like:
"Man, things are getting kinda dull and predictable. Her life is settling down a little. How should we spice things up and trigger her into another downward spiral?"
"It's June, we could always dust off the "Older Male Relative Dies Too Young" plot device? It's been a few years since we last used that one."
"Brilliant! Let's do it!"
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If you don鈥檛 replace the live my mother never gave me as a child take I鈥檓 taking my broken ass home!! Or whatever tf Polo da Don said.
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the dash in despair with maguire and the armband ahsdkjhajdfalf
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reached the point of not telling anyone anything again cus i dont trust anyone and there r so many pent up things from the past few months and this has gotten so hard idk what to do lmao
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That undiagnosed autistic depression hits different
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Why do we have to make jokes over absolutely every traumatic thing going on?
When the pandemic hit we made memes, when the forests started burning we made jokes about it being the apocalypse. Everything is seemingly turned into a joke for the sake of if I dont laugh ill cry.
Well cry then, be mad, get upset, because stuff like mass shootings and human trafficking shouldn't be desensitized to the point that we can laugh it off and make memes about it.
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derby can't beat man city under 21s BUT WE'RE STILL WINNING THE LEAGUE !!!
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