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lovelikealcoholic · 8 months

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GENSHIN CHARACTERS WITH A SHY SO PART ONE

Warnings: NSFW, degrading, PUBLIC, mEAAN, BDSM, gnarp gnarp. freaky stuff.......

WARMIMG: wrote this at 4am, very bad writing? maybe, idk not proof red

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18+1!!!!1111 pweasee.......

Let's say you're old pals.

When you two were younger, you were the quietest, barely letting out words, but were always next to him. Nobody saw anything off about it.

Now hes Zhongli.

"gah you're so pathetic, geezer... you're really giving out your gnosis just like that? ....loser..."

When alone, there's never a time you just can't help but criticize most of the things he's done recently. It's so confusing and irritating. What an irresponsible man, you think.

When you're sitting alone at a table with him until a blond guy shows up just to talk to him makes you turn bright red in embarrassment and look at your cup.

Zhongli is quite amused by your quick actions every time. You could be insulting him to the ground, but as soon as someone else comes, you're like a quiet little bug, bright red, stuttering, fidgeting.

He kind of wishes he was a stranger.

But no stranger would be able to fuck you to the ground like he could. Your comments rarely bother him but there's just times when you catch him in a bad mood and he drags you to any surface and grabs your neck and starts undressing you.

"wha.. -hey! what are you doing-!?!?" panicked probably drops a few insults maybe a faggot comment just anything to get him off you but it just fuels him even more.

"Hush. save your words for later."

Probably ties you, spanks you, hes a very patient man and you're just a very impulsive person. He asks you to apologize but you don't because why would you apologize when you don't mean it.

maybe he doesnt even fuck you, just leaves you tied up, hanging while you squirm and whimper at the feeling of his ropes grinding against you.

Maybe if he feels like it he'd fuck you right there in the table you were sitting at, right in front of everyone. Being extremely shy and nervous, you practically die inside, head fuzzy from how red and hot your body is, trying to cover yourself poorly and just moving your hands to desperately hold onto something.

n-no.... no no MORE!! P-p-people.... agh...." its all mumbles, no loud moans escape you, only small whimpers and cries of pleasure (consensual btw)

you never show your face again.

if you did you probably changed ur whole appearance and kept your mouth shut every time you would be outside with him now, ur shy around him now, its very cute.

Hu Tao takes you everywhere, theres not one minute where shes seen running around in the harbor without you.

You're known to hike a lot, travel. When someone would ask where you'd be its either Wangshun Inn, the Funeral Parlor or up in the mountains of Liyue.

She loves peeking around corners, watching you from afar as you try to stutter out words to anyone you need to talk to. She just cant help it. you're such a sight to see to her.

she loves to surprise hug you from behind, probably grope you in front of the lady you were talking to, snickering while happily talking to the lady.

"hai!!! lovely evening isnt it? hey i saw you checking out the fruit over ......" then talks to her very casually as if her hands arent into your shirt twisting and pinching at your skin and all you can do is blush heavily and pant.

Probably does freaky stuff inside her office, she seems very devilish so temperature play while holding you down is so her thing.

Maybe drops ice cubes and drags them everywhere in your body then uses her mouth tongue to melt them and leave you wet....

you're just so quiet and shy around even her, hiding your face, stuttering. She just loves it.

and she also loves to display it!

she gets very handsy, around her friends, Zhongli, anyone!

she could drop some more ice inside your shirts or pants secretly while your trying to talk to someone leaving you back arched and body clenching so nicely.

maybe her silly little ghost goes under your clothes too, teasing you while handing our flyers for a 50% coffin discount.

gg ur dead

He loves how you only nod or shake your head most of the times, looking at the floor or just fidgeting. you're just the cutest thing!!!!!

When hes always talking to anyone he always tries to get you to talk to see how ur eyes widen and you stutter out a shy answer. AW1!!!1 he loves it!!!

"I DO NOT CRY AT SAD MOVIES!!!! right dear??? see THEY AGREED!!!"

probably wasnt listening to the conversation just agreed/....

honestly i think he could be very private about intimate things, be very gentle and soft with you.

but maybe when you end up being a little brat or just teasing him he'll spank you by a tree, maybe his gang is just there eating just used to it so they just talk to each other while you practically die from embarrassment, they arent even looking but its so ARGH,,, and he just laughs and rubs your sore bum while he talks all dirty to you....

Maybe fucks yyou in sara's office, takes a pic and gets outta there.

gg ez ur done, destroyed

aww you're shy? well that doesnt stop dear lisa from making you do lots of social interactions cause she loves your nervous look.

after all the work she makes you do you lay down tired from all the interaction, totally burnt out. but she gets mad, saying you have so much to do.

maybe you need a bit of motivations, gatta get you out of your shell...

probablu have some little toys inside of you while you do your work. zaps you once or twice or maybe puts it to the max and you fall to the floor, hips twitching and whoever you were talking to looks at you concerned before blushing wide eyed to see the problem.

makes you wear anything. she probably likes making you crossdress,

cute thing in a little knight maid dress, walking around shyly to finish tasks but the skirt is just so small... knights can see your undergarments, too small for you and how you twitch and grind onto nothing.

probably spreads your legs in the library to educate knights on how to pleasure someone or just for them to look at their sweet darling.

makes you cross dress into a male knight's gear and you have to train with all the male knights who are super sweaty and cant help but look at you as you weakly swing your sword. those clothes are just so tight!!!

probably rips from how tight it is and your stuttering bright red trying to cover your exposed skin.

what an evil lady, shes so mean!!! tortures you by edging you and you have to cry and beg for her to let you come.

um lmk if u like, i can make part two w suggested character.s......

#genshin smut #smut

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gotatext · 5 years

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PREFERRED NAME — nora. i think i started going by it in like, 2009?? my full name is eleanor but i hated it n thought it was way too pretentious n i never felt like it fitted me so when i started writing on forums i decided i’d be a nora rather than eleanor and then my school friends called me it and it just kinda stuck, the only person who calls me eleanor is my mum

PRONOUNS — she / her / ethereal being beyond comprehension

AGE — 23 but i tell everyone im 21 because even tho time is literally fake im desperately clinging to that fleeting thing we call youth trying to catch it like smoke in my hands

PINTEREST — i actually have two. this one is my main one where i just cram all my shit n i’ve had it for years and some of its super unorganised. then i also have this one which is one i made for exclusively female characters. it started as mythological figures but now its like, women in literature and the occasional oc as well. variety is the spice of life!

DISCORD — lindsay lohan’s meth#8664

TUMBLR (PERSONAL/MUSE/RPH) — i used to be froseths but now im pvrscphones cos ya gal is a fucking whore for mythology

OTHER SOCIAL MEDIA YOU’D LIKE TO SHARE — oi oi guvna ere’s me twitta. also here’s my letterboxd n my goodreads if anyone still uses tht

MYER-BRIGGS — enfp / infp border .... the classic profile of a lit student

HP HOUSE — hufflepuff, am fuckin mad.

ZODIAC — libra which is a joke because i am in no way balanced but i guess i AM indecisive and a peacekeeper so?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY? — i believe it when it says good shits gonna happen in my life and blame it if bad shit happens but i don’t strongly follow it i just find it interesting

HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU STARTED RPING ON TUMBLR — maybe like 14?? my first rp blog here is literally so embarassing i wrote as clove from the hunger games n my best friend irl wrote cato :/ it was wild

WHAT YEAR WAS IT? — like 9 years ago?? 2010 maybs

NAME A RANDOM ROLEPLAY THAT STICKS OUT IN YOUR MEMORY — me n my friend ellie made this really cool group the summer before we left for uni which was loosely based on a concept mentioned mayb once in the divergent series, but it gave us loads of freedom to make it our own thing. it was called the fringe n it was like..... this dystopian society where people with different genes were cut off from the rest of society n lived in overrun slum cities where different groups had like, a monopoly over weapons, produce, etc.... my character jack was the leader of this lost-boy-esque tribe called the wolf pack who were hunters n used to run across the rooftops wearing the skins of animals they’d killed and engage in tribal rituals with sacrifices to the gods n shit. sounds lame but everyone there was so invested in their character arcs that it was a shame to see it go. but ! it kind of reached its end point so we blew it up w nukes n they all died. tragic.

WHAT WEIRD ANIMAL WOULD YOU HAVE AS A PET IF IT WAS REALISTIC — a fox?? do ppl keep foxes? idk i’ve always just felt a sense of connection w them like when a fox stares at me im like this shit is life i am living and breathing in this bitch.... visceral

NAME THE FIRST SONG ON YOUR DISCOVER WEEKLY ON SPOTIFY OR THE FIRST SONG THAT COMES ON APPLE MUSIC / ITUNES SHUFFLE — everbody party tonight by cobra man n summer girl by haim..... not my usual stuff but big summer chillin vibes,.....

NAME A BOOK THAT YOU READ IN SCHOOL THAT YOU SURPRISINGLY LIKED — lord of the flies and also the handmaid’s tale. one of assignments was to write a chapter from another character’s perspective n i chose moira

NAME A BOOK YOU HATED THAT MOST PEOPLE LIKED — skellig. fuck off with ur asprin ugly bat man i don’t care. also of mice and men. don’t care about the rabbits or curley’s goddamn wife.

WHAT TV SHOW DID YOU RECENTLY BINGE? — im not a big binger bc i find it jst makes me depressed if i watch tv all day but im nearly finished stranger things season 3 n i recently finished euphoria (big rec but proceed w caution as quite triggering content)

FAVOURITE QUOTE — cool girl speech from gone girl. but also “there’s something dangerous about the boredom of teenage girls” i know its like.... such an overused quote but it really encapsulates this kind of feral girlhood that a few of my characters like bridget n greta have tapped into. i also loved the line “i feel like i could eat the world raw” from song of achilles, that really captures this kind of.... pure n childlike enthusiasm tht i wanna achieve w rory

LINK TO A VINE THAT EXUDES YOUR ‘ENERGY’ — this is my energy completely am always covered in glitter n staring broodily out of the windows of ubers at 4am like im in the sad bit of an indie film

DO YOU WRITE OUTSIDE OF RP? WHAT DO YOU WRITE? — uhh.... not as much as i shd.... i want to be a writer so i shd be makin some effort to get my stuff Out Into The World but im just not.... lol. ive done a lot of poetry collections . i wnt to finish a novel @ some point too.

THREE YOUTUBERS YOU STILL TRUST — bold of you to assume i trust any youtubers

A CELEBRITY CRUSH THAT JUST WON’T QUIT — id literally die for saoirse ronan n timothee chalamet :/ chance perdomo also owns my ass.

EVER MEET A CELEBRITY? SHARE YOUR STORY — i once high-fived dani harmer, the actress who played tracy beaker. today my sister text me tryin to make me guess what celebrity she just saw on holiday in wales and for ages she let me think it was timmothee but it was actually bradley walsh from the chase :/

WHAT’S YOUR PICTURE-PERFECT NIGHT? — i am in a bomb ass crop top and mini skirt, several scrunchies in my hair, glitter all over my face, wearing cowboy boots. we eat dinner in a trendy but affordable pub that doubles up as a cocktail bar n then we drink zombies or sex on the beaches n go to a rave where everyone is on the same wavelength n i share drugs with girls in the toilets and we swap numbers knowing we will never text each other but its ok bc in that moment we feel like we are soulmates and everyone is super drunk n touching everyone else n its all very visceral and we walk through the woods when the rave ends and lie in the grass because we wish to suck out all the marrow of life

A CONSPIRACY THEORY YOU KINDA BELIEVE IN — princess diana was murdered

ARE ALIENS REAL? — maybe the real aliens are the friends we made along the way

PLAY ANY PHONE GAMES? WHICH ONES? — love island game im addicted and way too invested in my fictional relationship with bobby, a cartoon

WHAT’S A FILM YOU LOVED WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG AND RECENTLY WATCHED, ONLY TO FIND OUT YOU DON’T ANYMORE — bold of u to assume i remember my childhood. but if we’re talking last 10 years angust, thongs n perfect snogging is so so cringe

DO YOU COLLECT ANYTHING? — pairs of glasses belonging to other ppl when they break / get new ones even though i can see perfectly well.

WHAT’S SOMETHING YOU WANT TO LEARN MORE ABOUT BUT YOU’RE TOO LAZY? — mythology...... always a craving and a wish i’d read like ancient texts but my school wasn’t good enough to do greek or latin or any of that shit n even tho i could read english translations i cant be bothered. also criminal psychology

THREE LANGUAGES YOU DON’T SPEAK, BUT WISH YOU COULD — italian, french and latin

MOVIE YOU’VE WATCHED MORE THAN 5 TIMES — ladybird, about time, angus thongs, shrek 2, what we do in the shadows, the history boys, atonement, coraline, the breakfast club, ferris bueller’s day off

NAME A FICTIONAL CHARACTER FROM TV/FILM/MOVIE/GAME/BOOK THAT YOU FIND YOURSELF PROJECTING ON / YOU RELATE TO — cecilia lisbon. rue in euphoria. alison brie in glow. adam parrish in the raven cycle. richard papen. olivia cooke’s character in thoroughbreds. allen ginsberg in kill your darlings. lily in sex education. holliday grainger’s character in the film animals --- i too am an aspiring writer who never writes and just gets drunk instead .

DO YOU FOLLOW ANY SPORTS? WHO DO YOU ROOT FOR? — no. cba

HOBBIES BESIDES WASTING AWAY HERE? — i go to the movies basically every day bcos i work in a cinema. im also a voracious reader n i occasionally do theatre or costume making

PLUG A TV SHOW / MOVIE / BOOK / VIDEO GAME / ETC… YOU WISH MORE PEOPLE WOULD CHECK OUT — where the wild things are (film by spike jonze). animals. beats. the book fen by daisy johnson and a girl is a half formed thing by eimar mcbride. andy warhol’s biography from a to b and back again

WHOSE BRAIN WOULD YOU LIKE TO PICK, ALIVE OR DEAD? — phoebe waller-bridge on how i get her life. carey mulligan on how she got to be such a good actress n how i can become her. maybs wes anderson. maybs gillian flynn. i tend to listen to podcasts w the ppl i really wanna pick the brains of.

TEAM EDWARD OR JACOB? — edward :/

LAST MOVIE SEEN IN THEATRE — blinded by the light n i lovd it

DO YOU STILL READ? — when i finished uni i kinda got out of the habit but this week i finished two books so ive set myself the challenge of a book a week.

IF SO, WHAT ARE YOU CURRENTLY READING? — i finished song of achilles yesterday n i also finished call me by your name yesterday. started circe by madeline miller today, im also partway through milkman by anna burns and the plays of annie barker

ON A SCALE OF 1-10, HOW MUCH DID YOU HATE FILLING THIS OUT? – 3 i didnt hate it bcos at heart i am self-indulgent and love fashioning some sense of self when i feel lost in a world that is scary and constantly changing

#wshedtask002

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merry-the-cookie · 6 years

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jared kleinman for the character thing?

What I love about them: his wit, he’s such an ass but he’s funny in canon and it is so badly needed. i like how complex he is, and weirdly enough i appreciate that he stays true to himself in canon tbh im not fond of canon jared fldhsksglsj i do love the dynamic he could have with connor, which is why i ship them a lot fkdksglsj i think i can appreciate him in the confines of his relationships with others…sorry jared

What I hate about them: he just. reminds me of bad friends i had. i dont like how awful he is to evan (and connor god that school shooter chic line? kill me) but again, im glad he stays consistent during the musical. i appreciate how three dimensional the characters are, my issue with jared is more personal lol

although i wish there was some resolution for his character. also the bathbombs joke? dead forever

 Favorite Moment/Quote: oh man…i like the part when he fights with evan in good for you. when evan yells at him to tell everyone he pretended to be a kid who killed himself and stuff. idk it reminds u how messy the situation really is and its pretty intense for both jared and evan and i like it. i also like the part in disappear when jared tries to talk and evan cuts him (i swear its not to see jared suFFER) it just. its little but it tells a lot

as to fav quote? you WHAT! i cant believe you tried to kiss zoe murphy! on her brothers bed! a f t e r h e d i e d

 What I would like to see more focus on: mending his relationship with evan correctly and not in the half assed way we see in 99% fics. or just growing as a person, even if away from evan, and understanding why the betrayal he felt was really just long coming fksglshks. also more cryptid hunter conman aus. and in the show, damn i wish we wouldve heard him sing more ffs

 What I would like to see less focus on: turning him into a meme, but also dismissing the years of Terrible between him and evan and letting em off the hook like? pls. give me some well written jared idk

 Favorite pairing with: coNMANNNNN

 Favorite friendship: id like to see more of jared and alana friendship tbh

 NOTP: idk jared/zoe? its just kinda weird to me. i dont really care tho/>

 Favorite headcanon: hes really into cryptids and aliens and stuff and connor and him bond over that (and, in the anim student au: they bond over all nighters messing with the 3d programs and recreating memes, high on sleep deprivation, giggling at 4am over a fucky walking cycle animation)

Thank u!!

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nxrcissamxlfoy · 7 years

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lots of tag stuff

been tagged in a lot of stuff lately so here’s a big ol post of them

tagged by @hexmionegranger @aurorarsinistra and @dearpadfoot

rules: answer the 20 questions and tag 20 amazing followers you’d like to get to know better

name: adrenne nicknames: my work friends call me ‘ay bitch’ and my family calls me nikki zodiac sign: capricorn height: 5′2″ orientation: bi nationality: american favorite fruit: watermelon! or cantaloupe favorite season: faaaaaall favorite book: harry potter obvi but also house of leaves and all of chuck palahniuk’s stuff favorite flower: daisies :) favorite scent: amber, and coffee. but not together i don’t think? favorite color: orangeeee favorite animal: octopus! coffee | tea | hot cocoa: coffee coffee coffee goodnight everybody drive safely! average sleep hours: like 5-7?? idrk cat or dog person: both! favorite fictional character: oh boy, ginny? draco? all of them? omg number of blankets you sleep with: a sheet and a comforter dream trip: all of europe? and indonesia blog created: fidk like a few years ago but it was mostly random stuff and i didn’t make it hp til like two years ago number of followers: 8k+ random fact: i just had a tooth removed yesterday like ow

tagged by @restlessleep

RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

THE LAST… 1.Drink: coffee 2.Phone call: my boyfriend 3.Text message: again the boyfriend 4.Song you listened to: sublime april 29th 1992 ( @beauxbaton lmao) 5.Time you cried: i cry all the time omg

HAVE YOU EVER… 6.Dated someone twice: yes 7.Been cheated on: yes 8.Kissed someone and regretted it: i mean not really 10.Been depressed: yeah 11.Gotten drunk and thrown up: ahahaha yeah

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: orange, purple, yellow

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 15.Made new friends: yes 16.Fallen out of love: no 17.Laughed until you cried: yes! 18.Found out someone was talking about you: probably? 19.Met someone who changed you: no 20.Found out who your true friends are: i knew? like 21.Kissed someone on your Facebook list: well my bf is on my facebook so??

GENERAL… 22.How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them 23.Do you have any pets: i have a cat, oliver, and a dog at my moms, maggie. 24.Do you want to change your name: i used to when growing up, but i mean, no not any more. 25.What did you do for your last birthday: had my gallbladder removed lmao 26.What time did you wake up: like 4am whyyyy 27.What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping 28.Name something you cannot wait for: omg the history of magic book pls hurry 29.When was the last time you saw your mother: um... a few weeks ago? 30.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i’m just ready to be financially secure and have kids 31.What are you listening to right now: a youtube vlog 32.Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes 33.Something that is getting on your nerves: this fucking stitch in my mouth 34.Most visited website: tumblr 35.Elementary: ??? what about it like 36. High School: ten years ago stop 37.College/university: english degree bitches 38.Hair color: dirty blonde 39.Long or short hair: long 40.Do you have a crush on someone: my bf lmao 41.What do you like about yourself: my trash ways 42.Piercings: none 43.Blood type: I DONT KNOW idk idk how idk but idk 44.Nickname: ^^^^^ 45.Relationship status: 6 years and counting 46.Zodiac sign: capricorn 47.Pronouns: She/her 48.Favorite tv show: friends, got, walking dead, the strain, twin peaks, so many lmao 49.Tattoos: one, or three depending on how you view it like 50.Right or left hand: left

FIRST… 51.Surgery: wisdom teeth 52.Piercing: i have had my ears pierced but they’re not now 54.Sport: played: basketball 55.Vacation: indiana, most of my childhood summers 57.Eating: first eating??? what 58.Drinking: someone didn’t think this out well 59.I’m about to: get food somehow 60.Listening to: same vlog dude you just asked this 61.Waiting for: the time to take my next pain pill 62.Want: some chick fil a 63.Get married: first get married lolol yeah eventually 64.Career: sahm honestly

WHICH IS BETTER… (in a significant other?) 65.Hugs or kisses: hugs 66.Lips or eyes: eyes 67.Shorter or taller: taller 68.Older or younger: older 70.Nice arms or nice stomach: arms and BACK OMG 71.Sensitive or loud: sensitive 72.Hook up or relationship: relationship 73.Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker?

HAVE YOU EVER… 74.Kissed a stranger?: yes 75.Drank hard liquor?: yes 76.Lost glasses contact/lenses?: yes 77.Turned someone down?: yes 78.Sex on first date?: yes 79.Broken someone’s heart?: yes 80.Had your heart broken?: yes 81.Been arrested?: no 82.Cried when someone died?: yes 83.Fallen for a friend?: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 84.Yourself?: sometimes 85.Miracles?: no 86.Love at first sight?: not really 87.Santa Claus?: SANTA IS THE SPIRIT OF CHRISTMAS OKAY 88.Kiss on the first date?: yeah 89.Angels?: no

OTHER… 90.Current best friend’s name: dont do this to me laura and chiara 91.Eye color: blue 92.Favorite movie: lord so many

tagged by @amaliabones and @naarna

What was your favorite HP character when you first read the books/watched the movies? at first it was hermione

Has it changed since? If so, who is it now? yeah, ginny and draco and ron my son

How do you feel about pinapple on pizza? like, its good and if it’s there i’ll eat it but i’m not ordering it

What’s your favorite type of plant? basil

What was the pairing of the first HP fanfic that you read? ahhh i don’t really remember

Describe your ideal dinner. um, it honestly just depends on my mood.

For watching movies at home, do you prefer light rain or heavy thunderstorms? light rain, bc we have a tin roof and thunderstorms means we have to turn our tv up all the way and still maybe still not hear it.

Favourite childhood game? guess who

Do you like boats? they’re okay?

Do you wear a watch? If so, in which wrist? i wear my fitbit, on my right

If you could be at Hogwarts during the events of one (only one!) of the books, which book would you choose? probably gof? like up until the end everything was fun for everyone not a champion haha

What’s your second Hogwarts House? slytherin probs

What’s your Patronus, and do you think it fits you? a nebulung cat, WHICH IS MY SISTER’S CAT

What’s your favourite season, and why? fall, the weather, the colors, halloween, thanksgiving just all of it.

Which song do you now find cringe-worthy but loved as a child/teenager? a lot lmao

What’s the last proper book you’ve read, and did you like it? in full, house of leaves (for the third time)

What’s the weirdest fact you know about the place you live in? uhhh idk we at one point had the longest man made beach?

If you could be an animal, what would it be, and why? probably a cat

What’s your favourite word in the English language, and why? i dont really know :(

Which class(es) at Hogwarts would you love to take? herbology, care of magical creatures

How long have you been a HP fan? years

Why do you think you belong in your Hogwarts House? Which traits do you most identify with? loyalty and fairness for sure

okay okay so tagging people. all of the @quidditchleaguenet get it on it folks <3

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nintendojin · 7 years

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tag game 🎮

✨✨ 92 Truths ✨✨

tagged by the most loveliest™ @lovhobe i enjoyed reading yours!! its so much fun!! thank for tagging me lov💞 but welp this is pretty long i hope you enjoy it!!

Last 1). Drink: i love me some good tea ☕️ 2). Phone Call: driver to pick me up 3). Text: “good luck for the social service guys!!” to a gc 4). Song You Listened To: BTS - Spring Day hype my boys!! 5). Time You Cried: ngl i really want to cry lately but i just cant?

Have You Ever 6). Dated Someone Twice: nope~ 7). Been Cheated On: nah 8). Kisses Someone And Regretted It: no 9). Lost Someone Special: yes 10). Been Depressed: oh mAN HOW SHOULD I ANSWER THIS –hggggnyenso? 11). Gotten Drunk And Threw Up: nop

List 3 Favorite Colors 12). All Shades of Blue™ 13). Creamy Neutral Brown-ish? 14). Monochrome

In The Last Year Have You 15). Made New Friends: of course!! kai my beautiful angel 💖 16). Fallen Out Of Love: what’s that suppose to mean? 17.) Laughed Until You Cried: yes I love this kind of feeling 18). Found Out Someone Was Talking About You: hnnnng of course 19). Met Someone Who Changed You: rather than changed I improved well ^^; 20). Found Out Who Your True Friends Are: mAN WHAT A QUESTION - yes 21). Kissed Someone On Your Facebook List: ah nop

Random Questions 22). How Many Of Your Facebook Friends Do You Know In Real Life?: doesn’t really use facebook no more but majority its just my family and the extended ones 23). Do You Have Any Pets?: no 24). Do You Want To Change Your Name?: I like my name a lot!! 25). What Did You Do For Your Last Birthday?: ah…. It was probably my worst one 26). What Time Did You Wake Up Today?: 4am.... 27). What Were You Doing At Midnight Last Night?: went to this hellsite 28). Name Something You Cannot Wait For: graduate from college/university!! 29). When Was The Last Time You Saw Your Mom?: this evening 30). What Is The One Thing That You Wish You Could Change About Your Life?: i want my dad 31). What Are You Listening To Right Now?: nothing in my mood??? 32). Have You Talked To A Person Named Tom?: nopeeeee except Tom and Jerry 33). Name Something That Is Getting On Your Nerves: rude people 34). Do You Have A Crush On Someone?: I don’t think so? 35). What Do You Like About Yourself? I like my outgoing-ness!

Speed Round 36). Most Visited Website: hellsite™ and youtube 37). Elementary: greatest school moment ever 38). High School: h e l l 39). College: sliding slowly but surely thru classes 40). Hair Color: black but ive been thinking to get some purple-ish highlight 41). Long Or Short Hair: short hair bc long hair annoy me a lot when driving 42). Piercings: both ears 43). Blood Type: AB 44). Nickname?: just kai 45). Relationship Status: ? single ? 46). Zodiac Sign: Taurus but idk abt the rising sun moon stuff…. 47). Pronouns: She/Her 48). Favorite Tv Show: Any Cartoon is Good Cartoon™ 49). Tattoos: nope 50). Right Or Left Hand: right handed!! i love watching left handed write tho

First 51). Surgery: ear bc I fell when I was playing a swing set…. amazing right….? 52). Piercing: been since a baby 53). Word: the most normal ones “papa mama” 54). Sport: basketball I suppose? 55). Vacation: abroad Thailand, local to grandparent’s hometown 56). Pair Of Trainers: like….shoes?

Recently 57). Eating: chickeeeeeeen🍗 58). Drinking: tea ☕️ 👌🏼 59). I’m About To: i already opened my study pdf but this hellsite is such a temptation 60). Listening To: my brother to his youtube mix 61). Waiting For: motivation to study 🤔🤔🤔 62). Want: i really want those baseball cap merch from wings tour!!! 😩

Do You Want To? 63). Get Married: of course!! 64). Have A Career And If So, What?: i’m already in medical school if that doesnt explain what career i want then...

Which is Better? 65). Hugs Or Kisses: I like both <33 66). Lips Or Eyes: eyes are the windows of a soul 67). Shorter Or Taller: I’m short so everyone is kinda taller than me so…? 68). Older Or Younger: older 69). Spontaneous Or Romantic: both I don’t mind? 70). Nice Arms Or Nice Stomach: this too!! I don’t mind~ 71). Sensitive Or Loud: eh….? 72). Hook Up Or Relationship: relationship 73). Troublemaker Or Hesitant: I don’t know what’s this question suppose to mean?

Have You Ever? 74). Kissed A Stranger: nope 75). Drank Hard Liquor: nah 76). Lost Glasses/Contact Lenses: I don’t wear glasses… 77). Turned Someone Down: no 78). Sex On First Date: no 79). Broken Someone’s Heart: nope 80). Had Your Heart Broken: nah 81). Been Arrested: nah 82). Cried When Someone Died: yes of course 83). Fallen For A Friend: childhood innocence got me so yes

Do You Believe 84). In Yourself: in some point, I should believe in myself 85). Miracles: yes 86). Love At First Sight: I guess? 87). Santa Claus: nah 88). Kiss On The First Date: nope 89). Angels: I guess….?

Other 90). Current Best Friend: @lovhobe💕👌🏼 91). Eye Color: brown 92). Favorite Movie: it depends on my mood….?

wowwwwe? its pretty long... i had fun tho!! thank you once again for tagging me lov💞 tagging @jinium @jinsblankie @kthksj @ksjknj @yoongichii and everyone who survived reading this long ass post dont be pressured tho~~

#edited bc i accidentally post it #long post #very long indeed #tag game

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chapter 5 really left me numb and speechless. nothing prepared me for that, you woke up and decided you'd ruin us all today. but okay hear me out, THE BEAUTY OF RECKLESS. (this is me simping for your cute ass and your god-tier writing skills so i'm sorry if the long message bothers you)

but reckless is so heartwrengchingly beautiful. five chapters in and we already have such strong settings and a stable background of all the characters, minus the mysteries of gojo's past we've yet to discover. if i remember correctly, gojo can't go against his mother because he did something wrong in the past and she's using it against him? the manipulation of the characters to tie people up to what they want struck me so much. usually i only read fanfiction for the smut (which you're also an absolute goddess at writing btw) so reckless wasn't really my cup of tea. but after chapter one, i kept moving to the next, and the next, and now i'm left heartbroken after chapter five. i don't think i've ever read something as painful as this before which says a lot because i'm a SUCKER for angst. suki, the way you write, you never fail to blow me away...

i thought reckless was going to be a happy story and i still hope it is, but after chapter five, i'm super excited to see where you'll take us with this. y/n herself is such a complex, human character that is conflicted by her own feelings and goals. honestly, i thought she was pretty annoying that she doesn't give gojo a chance and locks up immediately like gurl...just let him speak ffs, but i'm not actually mad at her because you made us understand her perspective. y/n came from a family background in which love wasn't really what she felt, rather a sense of obligation to provide so she would find a spot. again, this could just be my analysis and i could be wrong, but the way you wrote and pieced them all together as if they were actual human beings going through every day conflicts made me root for the characters more. i still want them to make more babies and fall in love, but now you've given us so much more to look forward to. this is my first time wishing that y/n gets more than love. i wouldn't say she was abused like gojo was (FUCK MAMA GOJO, FUCK PAPA GOJO, FUCK EVERYONE ELSE) but she has her own internal struggles that as someone who preferred to do things my own way because i'm "independently strong" i could see myself in her. the struggles are the same and i was crying a waterfall before i knew it. OVER A FANFIC! ONLY YOU, SUKI, ONLY YOU.

i don't know how you manage to tug at our emotions so effortlessly as if writing the story is an instant way for our hearts to be swayed and pulled side to side, but you are so good at this. i swear. i've been following you for a while now, watched you grow and i'm really proud of you. i hope you know that. i also wish people would stop being so rude to you, you're like the sweetest person here with how you're so patient and welcoming to everyone :(

okay i'm steering off path, forgive me its like 4am right now and i'm still not over reckless ch5. speaking of, who's gonna clean my pillows stained with tears or tell my cat who saw me crying that it's just a fanfic and i shouldn't be this heartbroken as if i lost a loved one?

and suki, gojo...your portrayal of him is CHEF'S KISS, never seen before, really fucked with my mind type of portrayal. he's so well-written and feels so real. i love how he's a kind hearted person but can't care for y/n the way he wants to because his bitch ass mom is getting in his way. the scene over him going against his mother shaped his personality and my respect for him deepened, though i still wish he didn't have to say all those. i know his intentions were good and its his way of "keeping us and the baby safe" but he made me cry so bad i actually felt chest pains. he knew where to hurt us and the way he lied by saying we seduced him and he'll turn the whole world against us when what he wanted to say is the exact opposite really broke me. i'm starting to think that there's more to everyone now than what you've originally shown which makes everything sm better, can't wait for the next update.

gojo saying "he can't defeat his mother, but he knows you can. you will."

the trust he has for her and the way he believes in her capabilities, i want me a baby daddy gojo 😩 now after seeing the teaser for chapter 6, my theory is that y/n and gojo are going to be the most powerful, baddest couple. king and queens. i don't think y/n will forgive him that easily so i'm hoping gojo explains his side and she listens (y/n please for the love of god hear the poor man out, he's a victim in all this) so they can communicate better. but honestly? you'll do great. i know whatever you post will be so amazing that we will be, once again, left speechless. reckless is so beautiful and painful yet it makes me root for them more. i can't wait for y/n's revenge arc and to see how she and gojo will take over the world someday.

✨ absolute icon couple ✨

sorry this was too long! i hope you're proud and giving yourself some credit and rewards because ch5 was truly amazing. hope you get some rest, don't forget to drink water and eat three meals a day. i love you

oh my gosh i’m so sorry i took long to respond to this i was just...i teared up at this! i’m feeling extra emotional today idk its probably bcos the weather is gloomy and i am too but like anon omg i am...i’m really really humbled and so happy rn, i don’t think i can properly express how thankful i am for a message like this. you have graced my inbox and there’s sm i want to thank you for - for the support from me as a writer here, for the kindness of your words, for the feedback on reckless and how much you related to it - just... thank you so much, for everything, this message really means a lot to me and i hope you know that 😭 i’m still sorry you cried over it but omg anon i’m just downright speechless rn thank you so much 🥺 please take care of yourself too and know i love you more and i’m forever grateful for this, thanks so much 😭💕

#asks with naoya's trophy wife #series: reckless #suki: for keeps #you guys trying to make me cry huhhhh #also that character analysis and theory 😫✋🏻

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helmes-deep · 7 years

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82 Truths Tag

hwat. is. this...

Tagged by: @shinwhoohoo what have you made me do loool Thanks, dear!! :D

Rules: Answer these 82 truths about yourself and then tag 25 people.

Note: *this was done during the fall semester quite a couple months back lol, but most of the answers are still pretty accurate*

Most Recent:

Drink: tae HAHA tea and water

Phone call: I don’t have a phone so nobody calls me or vice versa haha. Last e-mail I got was an app update saying one of my assignments had been graded :3

Text: Someone I know from school

Song you listened to: “Introduction: Youth” by BTS; it really is my new favorite song rn... so good “Single You Up” by Jordan Davis. I am NOT a country music fan by any means, but this one is too catchy!! haha xD

Time you cried: 2½ weeks ago?? At night... in the dark... by myself... huhu :’3

Have You Ever:

Dated someone twice: No. Fun fact: I never even dated anyone once lol

Been cheated on: No

Kissed someone and regretted it: No

Lost someone special: Yes

Been depressed: I did have a spell once, about a year or so ago

Been drunk and thrown up: No, I don’t drink

Kissed a stranger: No

Glasses/contacts: No, but I’m starting to think I need glasses (I feel near-blind when I try to read text from farther away!! xD)

Had sex on a first date: No

Broke someone’s heart: No

Turned someone down: No lol. I have turned down people for other things though, like party invitations or chances for group work... really awkwardly, too, haha...

Cried when someone died: Yes

Fallen for a friend: What are friends?? LOL we’ll just say no :p

In The Last Year, Have You:

Made a new friend: Yes??

Fallen out of love: No

Laughed until you cried: Yes, today actually lol!!

Met someone who changed you: Not necessarily... I have learned quite a few things from my current cohort of student teachers though!!

Found out who your true friends are: I only got one real friend... my brother is my best friend haha... so no RIP LAWL

Found out someone was talking about you: Not in the way you’re probably implying, no I don’t think so.

Kissed anyone on your FB list: I don’t have an FB!! :o

Right Now:

Eating: Nothing, had a ramen cup for dinner a few hours ago :p

Drinking: Nothing, just finished my glass of water

I’m about to: Just finished a slide of the “3 Types of Conflict” in literature; about to go to sleep, yay!! :DD

Listening to: Portugal. The Man’s new album (released today) :o

Want:

Kids: Yes!

Get married: Yes!!

Career: High school English teacher and/or writer!!!

Extras:

How many people from your FB list do you know irl: FB IS FOR LOSERS!! >:DDD

Do you have any pets: No, but I’d love to get a dog when I’m older

Do you want to change your name: Because my name is a “legitimate” Asian one, I’ve often used to wonder if I should change it to an English one, or at least get a more Americanized nickname. But by now having gone through 20+ years of life with my original Asian name, I’ve come to appreciate its beauty and unique-ness, kind of like how you grow to love and accept body features that you might not have been too happy with when you were younger. I don’t really have a problem with people mispronouncing my name, as long as I can tell they’re putting the effort in to try to say it correctly. I’m actually very interested in how different people choose to pronounce my name upon first try (so at the beginning of the semester, one of my professors asked us to tell her in advance how our names were pronounced if they had a difficult pronunciation so that she wouldn’t embarrass anybody when she called roll. Idk if it was rude, but I didn’t raise my hand :p I was just really curious to see how she would pronounce it lol.).

What did you do for your birthday: I probably went out to eat... or ate at home with my family... maybe went shopping during some later date... bought some CD’s online?? :DD

What time did you wake up today: 6 AM. My wake up time will be 4AM in a few hours :33 I CAN WAKE UP AT 9-10 AM NOW YAYYYYYYYY!! LOL

What were you doing last night at midnight: SLEEP THANK GOODNESS

Name something you can’t wait for: BTS’s WINGS album in October!! lol uhhh... getting hired for a teaching position Nothing, recently :/// Maybe Phangs’ new album Get In My Arms, coming June 28th??

Last time you saw your mom: Like an hour ago?? About to be a minute leol

What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Idk if I’d actually want to go back and change the circumstances that have made me who I am now, but one thing I wish I had realized earlier in life is that starting to work toward your dream job doesn’t (and probably shouldn’t) start when you enter college.

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope, don’t think so.

What’s getting on your nerves right now: Just those instances where I can’t focus on schoolwork and am spending too much time on Tumblr or procrastinating, thus not getting enough sleep and feeling terrible the next day.

Blood type: This question has come up a few times for me from time to time, but unfortunately, I haven’t had the chance to look it up or bug my mom enough about it to confirm what my blood type is.

Nickname: I don’t have one, most likely because of how my “legitimate” Asian name makes it hard to form one in English (actually one of my students started calling me something based off of my last name leoool).

Relationship status: Single

Pronouns: She/her

Favorite TV Show: Daredevil

Long or short hair: For me?? Long. Though it’s short right now haha

Height: 5′2″

Do you have a crush on someone: Like on a real person in my life right now or someone who isn’t, oh I don’t know, an ocean or two away and living in South Korea?? :pp So no

What do you like about yourself: That I’m highly organized, artsy-ish, smart, thoughtful, and loyal.

Right or left handed: Right.

First surgery: Never had one :o

First best friend: Anna, from kindergarten to 2nd grade. I hope she’s doing well in the world right now...

First sport you joined: Basketball in 6th grade. That was the one and only time I ever did any “official” sports related activities because my mom was not big on me playing any sports lol.

First vacation: When my family took me to either a museum, national park/garden, or Six Flags when I was much younger.

List 3 favorite colors: Pink, brown... and whatever else. Maybe white??

Which Is Better:

Lips or eyes: Eyes

Hugs or Kisses: Kisses

Taller or shorter: Taller

Older or Younger: For a future husband, older; for anything else I don’t really care lol

Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic... but don’t overdue it haha

Sensitive or loud: Sensitive

Hookup or relationship: Relationship

Troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant, definitely. Troublemaker might not even be an option lol

Do You Believe In

Yourself: As in am I confident in myself?? Ideally, yes. Realistically?? I’m still getting there :p

Love at first sight: If you mean by like, a suddenly instant infatuation or attraction to someone, whether physical or through what they do, then sure. But I don’t think “true love” really develops with someone until you’ve gotten to know that person and their personality, likes/dislikes, quirks, etc. first. Once you really get to know a person, then I think true love can develop/exist.

Miracles: Yes. I am a Christian, so I do believe that miracles exist, from large to small, even in this day and age.

Heaven: Yes. Again, because I am a Christian, I do believe Heaven exists. I also believe in a Hell and God.

Kissing on the first date: No lol. I’ve got no problem with it, I just prefer not to :p

Wow that was a lot, but interesting!! Not tagging anyone but y’all feel free to do it if you’d like – don’t forget to tag me!! :3

#tagged

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