(i will not fight on tumblr about insects i will not fight on tumblr about insects i will not fight on tumblr about insects i will not-)

In Armenian the word for "monster" is "hresh" and the word for "angel" is "hreshtak". How much love must these three letters possess to metamorphose a creature from monstrous to heavenly!

on that ms paint dithering swag this fine friday evening

that haunting third eye......

hey. haha. (x)

colouring before & after ! (thank u for tagging me @jeonwon-wonwoo & @raplinenthusiasts & @baekhyunnybyun <3 )

show your coloring (either masked or side-by-side) and tag other ccs to do it too! (cw flashing gifs under the cut)

tagging (i'm sorry i don't know who has and hasn't done this already so please ignore if u have!!!) : @irlvernon @hoshingi @jeonsupershy @blonde-riwoo @chwedout @fairyhaos & truly, genuinely every other cc friend who hasn't done this yet but wants to!!! my brain is small but my love for u is huge so pls do this and tag me so i can see yours too.<3

something you should know about befriending me is that i WON'T shut up about getting you to watch torchwood and even if you never do that's something you just have to accept

Sometimes I mention offhandedly that my dad is an artist and people are like oh haha cool and then I send them shit like this,

And it pretty unanimously receives the reaction of "Oh shit I didn't know you meant like an artist artist!" Like! Yeah dude he went to school for it and all! And this is only shit he did for funsies! This isn't even including the, frankly, MASTERFUL oil paintings that I grew up with just hung around the house.

My MOM is also an artist in her own right, but with thread instead of paint or pencil.

It's INSANE, and I'm just sitting here like... my parents should have shit hanging in art galleries... and yet they have to worry about money and never being able to retire... idk man it's such bullshit. I look at the talent my parents have and it kinda makes me ache because they deserve so much better. SO MANY PEOPLE deserve so much better, and for their talent and skills to be recognized!

Idk it's so late that it's early and I'm starting to get that "post flu shot" funk but it's been something I've been thinking about a lot.

if my blood sugar is even like, slightly low now...

i can't think right. can't really find a way to get a grip on things. until I bring my blood sugar up. and it's like, yeah, that's obvious - but it's never affected my brain. it's only been my body. why can't I think? why would my blood sugar EVER have anything to do with my brain? is it like, I'm cut off or something? idk. I don't know. I don't get it. I just had a 5 minute little session of "... where am I and what am I doing?" in my back bedroom. ... when I was sleeping.

god i felt like i was losing it seeing everyone praise totk's story as better than botw! mostly i'm just frustrated that botw gets so much shit for its story when imo it's one of the most compelling stories in the franchise! just because a story isn't ~epic~ with bombastic music 24/7 doesn't make it bad :/ anyways thanks for your post about totk's story its nice to know i'm not alone :')

Haha no problem! I relate to the frustration so I'm glad to help in that regard!

I think BotW's strength is how coherent its proposition is overall: it makes sense in this story that everything would be open, the world is fractured and faded and it's up to you to pull the pieces back together, or to ignore this and focus on your task. It's a game about reclaiming the land from a disaster and injecting meaning back into it, and I think it does wonders in that aspect. I have some issues with some of the game writing at a craft level (and I've never been sold on the idea that Zelda needed voice acting also, I think it shows the writing's limitations and always feels somewhat awkward and low-grade anime to me but that's another subject and my own opinion), but Zelda's character works really well, and the story is tragic and hopeful at once, which makes the world more believable and engaging in my opinion.

I'm warming up to the sidequests in TotK, I think some of them are pretty good! But it bugs me that you have to get out of your way to get any sort of emotional investment from the game, and I'm bothered that I feel more emotions for a random 20 minutes series of tasks than for the main quest where all the budget has been sunk (also a lot of it is poorly designed; that's a LOT of back-and-forth you're asking me to do for no good reason, game). I think this gripe is my own experience speaking, but I seriously wish companies in the modern age would stop being so precious and cagey about their main quests and dare show heart and take emotional risks --even though I know how difficult that can be in practice given how many eyes and hands are on the damn thing at any given time. Gamedevs call working on a main quest "being caught in the eye of Sauron", because it's exactly how it feels like and it's an almost universally awful experience --and maybe it's just projection on my part, but TotK's main quest really gives off that exhausted, sanitized vibe and this is partially why I have trouble enjoying it overall.

this post will be completely pointless but guys i fucki gng . i fuckin loveart ok

thinking about Zelda

extremely optimistic of me to have packed writing shit with me.

happens that me n a couple pals did the holmes rahe stress scale for a lark a while back. so i know i was already hovering at 300. now it's close to 500. "you have a high or a very high risk of becoming ill in the near future" intensifies.

rlly wish i could do more. but alas.

If Spain did a little better economically and we had like French or German style salaries we would just be a powerhouse like legislation wise and climate and food wise, we would become the best country in all of Europe

Sorry for thinking about himeru and making it everyone's problem</3 i love them a lot, i was wondering if u have any headcanons or observations?

Not particularly right now my brain has been very fried recently... I did notice that Himeru takes the dark chocolate if you have him in your office with the little Dars table out though. I thought that was interesting, he seems to enjoy the bitter taste of the cocoa a lot judging from the lines. He also chooses to pick up the plushies which not everyone does (like for example Tsumugi refuses to do more than just reach down and pat them)

had a convo w k yesterday abt feeling like u need ur friends' attention more than they need urs and i woke up realizing i feel much the same.