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vxnillavampir · 7 months

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3 am - Leon S. Kennedy.

i don’t really know what this is? i was listening to mitski one night and i bet you all know how the rest of that goes.

warnings: angst, mentions of trauma, kind of fluff? i guess? it’s not smut that’s for sure. not proofread and with all of my stuff i just want to say my account is 18+ only mdni!!

word count: 1217 words

pairing: leon x gn!reader

(a/n) sooooo this is kinda my first writing post on this new account and I just want to say hi, if you’re new here…hi hello. I used to write for tlou on my old blog (rxllingstones)! i honestly didn’t know how to end this so it feels a bit rushed but anyways, enjoy!

You open your eyes to the dark bedroom you shared with your boyfriend, trying to mentally prepare for what the rest of the night is going to entail. Shifting your spot on the bed to face him, you find Leon lying there—already awake. His drained expression conveyed that he had been having nightmares. His body language told you that he had been lying awake for a while, and you knew that you had to do something to make him feel better. You reached out to him, your hand gently gracing his arm."Leon?" Your voice was barely above a whisper but it was enough to draw his attention towards you. His expression had already softened slightly.

"Yeah?" His voice was shaky like he was trying to hold back tears. Instinctively, you bring your hand up to his cheek to comfort him, your thumb rubbing small circles along the soft skin. "Had a nightmare?" You ask even though you already know the answer. He nodded sheepishly before sitting up on the bed. His head fell in his hands as he tried to hold back tears desperately. He was so tired of crying about the same. Exact. Thing. Over and over again. He felt as if he was only allowed to talk about the matter a certain amount of times, and once he reached that quota he had to just keep it to himself the best he could. You stay quiet, letting him take his time to process whatever he wants to say next.

After a few moments, he speaks. "I just keep thinking about that night," he says, his voice breaking as he struggles to keep the tears from coming.

"I'm sorry." You were able to hear through his mumbles. Those words broke your heart. "Baby, you never have to apologize for being upset..." You try to soothe even though you know the two of you are going to go into your usual pattern when he wakes up in the middle of the night. He wakes up from a nightmare, he feels guilty about it, you comfort him and the whole thing starts up again a few days later. Looking at the clock on the nightstand it read:

3:23 am

You sit up on the bed as well so you can rub small circles along his back, the gesture easing him into your embrace. Leon leaned his head against your shoulder as you rubbed his back before completely face-planting into your lap, adjusting himself so he could get comfortable in this new position. You felt a sense of comfort as you watched Leon settle into your lap, content to be in your embrace. You enjoyed the feeling of being needed and appreciated, and you were glad to be able to give him the comfort and security he needed.

He always looks so small like this, no matter his size or stature, he looks almost petite. You bring your hand up to caress his cheek and wipe away any leftover stray tears. "I'm here baby, let it out..."

You just held him. His golden locks were entangled in your fingers as his head rested in your lap. You watched as his muscular form shook, Leon's sobs being muffled by the fabric of your checkered pajama pants. You felt yourself tearing up, your heart aching for him. The sight of him breaking down like this was enough for you to feel just a little bit of his pain. The ice-cold emptiness eating away at your heart, the feeling nearly suffocating.

You wanted to comfort him, to make him feel better, to make him know that he wasn't alone. You wanted to tell him that everything was going to be alright, but you couldn't. So you held him, in silence, feeling the warmth of his tears and body against your own. His strong arms wrap around you, pulling you in as if you are the only thing keeping him afloat. He would just sink and disappear if his arms weren't around you like a life preserver.

Leon shifts slightly so he can face you, his icy blue eyes showing signs of exhaustion. "It's just... I can't escape it, you know? The screams, the chaos, the feeling of helplessness." His voice trembled with the rawness of his emotions. "I'm just so scared that I'm going to lose everything."

"If you're not scared, you're not human." Your words hang in the air for a moment and they couldn't be more true. After Leon encountered those soulless monsters again and again in different forms, it was nice to be reminded that although these feelings are awful, they're a reminder that he's still alive. He's still somewhat himself. Leon clutched onto your words like a lifeline, desperate for the reassurance that you were truly here for him. Your soothing touch and comforting words echoed in his mind, pushing back the darkness that threatened to consume him. "I'm not going anywhere."

In that moment, he allowed himself to believe in the words you spoke. He found solace in the bond you shared, in the unconditional love you offered.

Letting out a shaky sigh, his arms leave your side and his hand finds its way to yours, intertwining his fingers with yours in a silent gesture of trust. "You always know the right things to say to get me to relax," he confessed, his voice barely above a whisper. "And I promise you that I'll do everything I can to make sure you're safe and that what happened in Raccoon City never happens again." His grip on your hand tightened slightly as if clinging to you as an anchor in the storm.

Your eyebrows stitch together in a concerned expression, your free hand still messing with Leon's blond strands of hair to try and soothe him. You can hear determination and fear in his voice as he speaks. "I know, angel, I know..." was the only thing you could say in response. Life is unpredictable and you can't change fate, but the way Leon was speaking with his voice full of vindictiveness, you can almost believe him too. "Now, how can I get you to relax, hmm?"

A faint smile tugged at the corners of Leon's lips as he gazed up at you, his eyes still moist from his earlier tears. He appreciated your understanding; it meant the world to him to have someone who truly comprehended the fear and pain he had experienced.

He sighed softly, his body finally beginning to relax against your comforting touch. "Well, cuddling always seems to do the trick," he replied, his voice laced with a hint of playfulness, attempting to lighten the heavy mood. Leon shifted position, allowing you to maneuver more comfortably beside him and you couldn't help but crack a slight smile at his change in demeanor, feeling an odd sense of pride wash over you. It was nice to know that Leon was going to be able to have a good night's sleep now thanks to you. These restless nights usually end up bringing the two of you together, making him strong enough to face another day of the everyday horrors he has to deal with. He feels that he could face any monster that comes his way with you by his side.

dividers by the lovely @cafekitsune <33

#leon kennedy x reader #leon kennedy 18+#leon kennedy x fem!reader #leon kennedy

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kondou-shouri · 6 years

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【Blog Translation】Engeki Haikyuu!! Hajimari no Kyojin, Thank You

T/N: Lots of tears were shed while I was reading and translating this blog post 😭 Please DO NOT report this translation anywhere else without permission

Good evening!!

It’s been a while!

Even though I had other jobs along with my stage performances, everyday had been influenced by Haikyuu.

It’s been a long 43 performances.

And yesterday we reached the final show.

Thank you to everyone who supported us all throughout the 43 performances!

This was the most number of productions we had for Engeki Haikyuu!!. Hajimari no Kyojin.

Even though I said that it was long, surprisingly it felt like it was shorter than usual.

Why, you ask?

It’s because I’ve always appeared on the next production, and talked about how in the next 3 months there would be another Haikyuu. But this time, I won’t be appearing in the next stage, “Saikyou no Basho”

I’ve been on stage until now, why am I not performing until the end!

is what I’ve thought of in beginning

Because the end was already visible, it seemed like everyday was a countdown, especially starting from the Osaka performances.

My home is Gekidan Patch.

When I return to Osaka, my home, Patch, will be waiting for me.

For half a year, I’ve appeared and performed in Haikyuu!!, so was that my home in Tokyo? I also thought of it

3 months, 4 times

That’s almost a year!

It means that I’ve been with everyone everyday, right??

I guess that’s where the attachment is coming from~

In that home, Karasuno High School has always been present.

And this will be the last Haikyuu!! that I’m with them.

Even though saying “So this is bye bye, huh” was something simple at the start, as the reality of the end came closer, the loneliness increased so much.

My body felt tired, but I didn’t want it to end

There were lots of crying during closing party, I also openly shed my own tears.

Why did I cry so much? I can’t even remember properly lol

Karasuno was the opponent who burned a tremendous sense of rivalry for us in Nekoma.

Karasuno, Fukkatsu!

Shinka no Natsu

It’s a sense of challenge that we consumed together.

It was a good rivalry.

And yesterday, we bid farewell to it.

I don’t exactly know if it’s right to say that we’re bidding farewell or not

But, well, it’s a farewell on standing on the same stage.

I’ve always been with them on stage, and at the stage side.

I’ve made this production with them, and supported them

For the next performance, I will be supporting them from the audience seats.

From the first time I appeared in Haikyuu!!, I can imagine how harsh the rehearsals will be and how they will build it up from there. I’m really looking forward to it!

Kousuke, Kenji!!

Bring down Karasuno!!

Thank you for supporting all the 43 performances!!

I had a yakiniku closing party with Karasuno,

and then joined in with Johzenji, Wakutani Minami, and Fukurodani’s closing party.

It was a nice day.

This is a nice picture from when we were chatting

We’re a mess haha

This kid always said that we should go to his dressing room lol

If you like, you can still contact me to do the same lol

I’ll do my best to be able to co-star with you again!!

Ah, I was told yesterday to tell Suga Kenta that I like him very much, but that’s kinda embarrassing, so I didn’t lol

I have so many stories with my best partner

I don’t even know which one to tell

but we’ll be meeting again soon lol

Maybe be in a week or so.

At any rate,

I’m relieved that I finished this run safely.

I got back in Osaka, and starting tomorrow I’ll be doing work with Patch.

The next day will be 「ラヴ戦争」 rehearsals!

New things will begin to start again.

Please look forward to my future activities as well!!

Ah, P.S.

I said in the curtain call that I wanted to do the Battle at the Trash Heap again

It was Kuroo’s dream, but it has become mine too.

Although it won’t happen on stage, it will always be my dream!

Please support Haikyuu!! from here on out!!

See you!!

Please “like” or comment, okay?

#kondou shouri #blog #translation #please correct me if I phrased something incorrectly!#i'm crying again while I proofread this blog post #I am not ready for this

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sxgarmocha · 2 years

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﹟𖤐 .% genshin boys as detectives !

𖤐 . summary / warnings : nsfw hcs (or short scenarios?) for detective!albedo, kaeya, and xiao - not proofread, p sure they're all gn!reader, bottom!reader in all, degradation (xiao, kaeya), a little praise ig? (kaeya), reader is a brat (xiao), reader's height is implied to be close to xiao's if not shorter lmfao

𖤐 . notes : @pocarinapyon hii here you are and tysm?? this right here || i think the writing style changed like halfway through cause i took a break and when i came back it just. got bad </3 sorry xiao likers i tried

𖤐 . word count : roughly 180 per character <3

AGELESS BLOGS / MINORS DO NOT INTERACT WITH THIS POST OR MY BLOG .

𖤐 .albedo !

❥ you're his favorite little assistant!! whenever albedo goes out to work on a case, you're always right by him, following him like a lovesick puppy.

❥ of course, a man of his intellect doesn't have a real need for an assistant - oh no, you're just his personal cumdump in reality! a way for him to relieve stress!

❥ albedo's found that when a particularly hard case arises, the best way to clear his mind is to fuck you silly at his desk.

❥ you help him any way you can! you're just so cute to albedo - trying so hard not to get anything on his papers while he's stuffing your weeping hole, or when you're drooling all over his thick cock.

❥ "f-fuck.. you feel so good.. such a sweet helper, aren't you?"

𖤐 .kaeya !

❥ kaeya is the type to be both the criminal and the detective.. another great idea from the person mentioned in notes! you're a talented detective yourself, so it doesn't take you long to suspect and eventually confront him, as nervous as you were that you may be correct.

❥ he's not even fazed when you decided to ask him abruptly. hell, the first thing the bastard does is laugh - there's no doubt kaeya expected this from you sooner or later.

❥ luckily for him, you've been utterly charmed by him for so long that it only takes a finger running up your inner thigh to convince you to keep quiet.

❥ before you know it, you're in his bed with kaeya on top of you. he has the audacity to say the meanest things to you, to edge you again and again only to pull away and leave you crying and whining for him to just take you already.

❥ he makes you beg for it and say all kinds of nasty things!! but it's all worth it when he finally thrusts into you fully, praising you for enduring all his teasing and letting you reach your high.

❥ "look at you - one of mondstadt's finest detectives, whoring yourself out for a criminal. whatever will i have to do with you, hm?"

𖤐 .xiao !

❥ xiao's a skilled and successful detective, but so very secluded. he rarely goes out except for when he needs to meet up with clients or investigate - so when you show up, he hasn't got any ideas as to how to deal with you. you play him like a fiddle.

❥ 'xiao, what you're working on?' 'xiao, can i have a hug?' 'i'm bored, xiao!' every. single. day. it's exhausting and annoying, but he's given up on trying to kick you out, and over time your presence becomes natural for him.

❥ on most days you're manageable, but sometimes the poor man simply can't stand it. you brush your fingers against his cock a few times in what you claim to be an accident as he's examining a crime scene and xiao's already pressing your body against the nearest wall with his own.

❥ you beg him to go faster or moan out apologies as he's fucking the mix of his and your cum back into you, over and over.

❥ "h-haah, you fucking brat.. acting like this here of all places. disgusting."

#𖤐.swan thirst #genshin impact #genshin impact smut #genshin smut #albedo gi #kaeya gi #xiao gi #albedo smut #kaeya smut #xiao smut

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mrskodzuken · 3 years

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a/n: I typed this while feeling down earlier, after watching the latest Fruits Basket s3 episode (@kuroos-babie this is what I'm talking about yesterday smh ^^;; ) but not before unsuccessfully manifest for a new Kenma anon sorry... and also this may be my first full-on drabble with this kind of genre ig... ^^;; also, this was meant to be posted on my side blog but i forgot... ; u ;

wc: 246 words

warnings: a bit hurt/angst?, some comfort and forehead kisses from Kenma, nightmares. sorry idk what to properly tag here ngl; not proofread, again smh ahaha

[10:40 pm]

"K-kenma..."

The tick-tacking sound of the keyboard stops as Kenma turns around on his gaming chair to notice you standing at his door, clutching your stuffed cat toy tightly.

"Y/N, kitten? I thought you're still sleeping... what's wrong-w-why are you crying?" He motions for you to come over and sit on his lap, which you oblige, wrapping your arm around him and crying your way on his chest.

The former Nekoma setter places a kiss on the top of your head while gently stroking your hair. "Did you have a bad dream?"

You nod, sniffling. Kenma places another kiss on your head again and shushes you to stop crying. "What kind of bad dream is it, kitten?"

"I-I... I dreamed that...that you're gonna leave me alone... f-forever... T-that you're not gonna come back..." More sniffling.

He then cups your chin to take a look at you, wiping the tears rolling from your cheeks with the thumb on his free hand. "Kitten, relax, it's just a bad dream. And that bad dreams were meant to not come true." Kenma softly smiles at you, his golden cat-like eyes giving you a look of assurance. "I won't leave by your side, forever. Okay? So, don't cry now, please?"

"M-mhmm..." You hug him closer. "I love you, kitten..."

He kisses the crown of your head for the third time and reciprocates your hug, cuddling you in the process. "I love you too, my dear Y/N..."

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