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#i'm also swayed so much by the people around me rn who hesitate so much to talk about anything that isn't small talk
khlur · 9 months
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every time i talk w my parents i have to remind myself not to get swayed by their doting affectionate act.
#i mean see#becoming older has made me recognize and appreciate them for a lot of what they did#but to say that i am doing anything except lip service to them rn would be an exaggeration#our relationship has improved but i have made it clear that i never intend to live with them ever again#that the honeymoon period will last 2 days max#they'll cry their crocodile tears#and the emotional abuse will restart like it never stopped#that the physical abuse would have continued if i didn't threaten them by throwing chairs and a knife#like....these past few months have given me such fucking WHIPLASH#it almost makes me forget just how dysfunctional our dynamic has been#how i got away relatively well adjusted because i psychologied myself through clinical and counselling psych classes#how they refuse to take the blame absolutely for my brother's issues surfacing now in his adulthood#ever so often something so viscerally twisted will happen on a call or on the group chat which makes me want to hurt myself#and that serves as a wake up call abt how bad shit used to be#and how glad i am to be away from it all#but every few weeks i will be lulled back into thinking that maybe things weren't so bad#i'm also swayed so much by the people around me rn who hesitate so much to talk about anything that isn't small talk#either that or they're people who really love their parents and enjoy spending time with them#and i'm like....respectfully i cannot relate and neither can the bamboo rod that once broke in two bcs of how hard my parents wielded it <3#and ofc when families come up in conversation everyone acts like it's a normal thing for there to be ups and downs#w so much unsaid and implied about how i'm actually an ungrateful POS who can't appreciate their parents sacrificing so much for me#hehe. no thanks. keep ur judgement to urself
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sixtypackofcrayola · 2 years
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I'm a sucker for Love Potions. Can we get the two monkeys affected by some, with their own o/s?
love potions r so silly why not
✰ LOVESICK ✰
Fandom; LEGO Monkie Kid
Character List; Sun Wukong, Macaque
Genre(s); bulleted headcanons, the amount of fluff makes me sick /lh
Pronouns; They/Them
TW/CW; None! A/N; written in a diff. way this time kinda just mixed hcs for both into one big block o’ text instead of giving them their own sections</3 a little short sorry abt that,,
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-Who knows how these two got a hold of a love potion,, but ohu boy -I just know Wukong would be annoyingly sweet and cheesy. As soon as he catches sight of his S/O it’s,, it’s over -Macaque would get real flirty real fast. And he wouldn’t be as clingy as Wukong but his words are sure to fluster -Wukong would call his S/O every pet name he knows of whenever he’s referring to them. Peaches, sunshine, darling, honey, baby, sweetie/sweetheart, honey-pie, etc. They will NOT get a break. He’ll probably refer to them by their name like once if at all -Macaque calls his S/O anything relating to sweets or the moon, and a lot of em he wouldn’t say normally. He doesn’t use pet names all that often so it’d feel like more of an overload after the love potion. Mainly he’d call his S/O “sweets” and that’s about it y’know -Macaque also just speaks in a much more,, smooth(??) flirtatious tone like he’s actively trying to fluster his S/O because he is. He’ll compliment them and go on about the little things he loves about them. Will make eye contact too just for that extra effect -Wukong’s goofy ass over here smiling and giggling at everything his S/O does and complimenting them constantly. You can practically see the hearts in his eyes. “Have I told you how stunning you look today?” “Yes, you have. Many times, love.” “Well IIII think I should tell you again!” Lots of ‘I love you so much’ -Wukong will also insist on staying close to them because he’s gonna get real clingy. He will not hesitate to shower his darling with kisses, mostly on their forehead or cheek and of course on their lips.  -Macaque likes neck kisses, given and received. There will be lots of those. He will also want to be close to his S/O for most of the day -S/O should expect a flower or two from Macaque because ROMANCE.  -Any affection given towards either will have them absolutely melting. Tell Wukong he’s pretty and he’s down for the count, floating hearts n all that shit. Flirt back with Macaque and there is no hiding his face turning red -Happy tail sways from both whenever their S/O is near for however long the effects last. They’ll also occasionally wrap their tail around them. -Don’t ask them to help you find a cure if it’s one of those potions that don’t just wear off after 24 hours or so, because they will for once be useless. Their lovesickness is all that’s goin on up there rn.  -If their S/O’s happen to be flirty people then OH GOD -Y’know those like sickeningly sweet couples that r just non-stop lovey dovey and make ppl feel disgusted but also sad bc they kinda want that -Yeah that’s them. -I hc that Wukong draws so he’s gonna be scribbling his S/O with hearts around it if he’s got something to draw on -Macaque would love the way his S/O blushes when he drags out their name yknow? It’d only make this whole ordeal ‘worse’ -Macaque’s touches are softer, more intimate, while Wukong will just throw himself at his S/O, lovingly of course -In conclusion, no more love potions for the monkeys ( Fin. ~ ✰ )
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sunshineistyping · 2 years
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HIII I LOVE YOUR WRITINGS SMMMM
Uh,, is it okay if i have moon x reader who are honestly a night guard taking over Vanessa's shift for the night (she had to go somewhere), so after like an hour of going around, she takes a break at the main stage before going on it to experience what it's like. Then she kinda just.. start playing music on the speakers, (idk what happened to me these past few days but i am rn obsessed with Sway by Michael Buble!) And started like slow dance on her own on stage! Moon maybe is admiring her or even suddenly joins her by slow dancing together GSHSNSKHD I'M SORRY I JUST LOVE MOON SM
Also! I just realized i used she/her pronounce for reader but you can make it gn if you prefer that! Please have a nice day!
Thank you so much, you’re so sweet! I love that song, pairs well with the story!
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Pairings: Moondrop/Moon x Fem!Reader
There's no way Moon doesn't call his partner Lamb, Darling, or Doll, it just feels right man
Au: None
Warnings: Slightly suggestive dancing?
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You would’ve preferred to be anywhere but here right now. You’d picked up Vanessa’s weekend shift as a favor and it was much harder work then you thought. A constant patrol of this massive building for six hours? Yeah, not very kind to your feet. It didn’t matter what you tried to do, everything brought you right back to the main stage. Maybe you’d just been going in circles. You glanced at your watch in hopes that you’d only have an hour left, but no, you still had four. It’s not like the security bots can’t work right? You have time for a little break. You make your way to the large stage and immediately flop down onto it.
The cold floor pressed beneath your back as you stared up at the ceiling. What could you do to pass the time? There was always scrolling on your phone but it would probably die faster. You could make a pizza? Eh, you’re not all that hungry. You also don’t really feel like being mauled by Chica today. Hm, I mean, the place was empty of human life aside from you. So what could go wrong with a little dancing? You made your way up to the third floor, there had to be something to connect your phone too. A few speakers or the main stage lights? You could play out one of your fantasy’s!
Would you be in a giant ball gown and be a princess? No, but you’d be dancing on a stage with beautiful lighting! You connected your phone to the speakers, flicking on a song you’d been listening too nonstop. It was definitely more of a two person dance but who said you couldn’t dance alone? There’s enough sass in your hips for two people. You flicked off all the other lights that you had access too in the main hall before turning on a single red light right above the stage. Oh yeah, just the look you wanted. There’s nothing wrong with a little flavor as your background. You made your way back to the stage, replaying the song and setting your phone to the side.
You started with a steady one two beat, swaying your hips gently from side to side as your legs kept the beat. Your upper half slowly loosened up, allowing you to incorporate your arms and the way your hair moved to the song. You didn’t know it, but lurking not too far away in the dark was Moon. He’d been watching you dance for only about a minute but he was so utterly fascinated with your movements. In every shift of your hair, swish of your hips, and rolling of your wrists. He couldn’t even stop himself as he came up to the stage. He didn't speak, instead he offered a single hand. You didn't even hesitate to take it.
You’d blame it on the energy the song gave you, but for now, you were too focused on the way this animatronic kept up with you. You knew Moon just barely, but you're pretty sure this kind of dance wasn't in their programming. Let alone any dance at all. You're almost shocked at how easily he moves at the same pace, keeping his hands on your waist as you both moved together. Your arms wrapped around his neck. You didn't mind being this close to him, not at all. I mean, especially not when he was controlling the rhythm of your movements. What had started as a simple solo dance had turned into a duo and you couldn't even complain. He didn't hesitate to hold your hand and allow you to circle him, didn't hesitate to shift your weight and lightly toss you between his arms.
He let the music control the both of you, whatever pause would happen would just be a time to pose you in his arms. When the music got louder he’d hold your hips tight as you rolled them, deeply enjoying how pleased you were with something this simple. Was it just that he was dancing with you or just that you loved to dance? It didn't matter all that much to him. At last the song ended and Moon had dipped you, one arm still on his shoulder and the other lightly thrown back in one of the most dramatic dips you've ever shared with someone on the dance floor. Did he just fall in love with you from one dance? Yes, he's pretty sure he did. Did you suddenly want to get to know this animatronic better because you were feeling butterflies? Also yes.
“Hey, I didn't know you could dance like that.” You speak as he lifts you up and places you right back on your feet. Your hand running through your hair lightly. He shrugs, leaning all his weight onto one side.
“Didnt know you danced when you were supposed to be working.”
“As if you didn't dance with me just now.”
“Perhaps, but I'm never going to acknowledge it.”
“And why not?”
“Id have to admit I enjoyed dancing with you, not doing that after tonight.”
“Hah! So you did enjoy it!”
“I don't know, did I, Doll?”
“You did. That's why you're going to dance with me again.”
“Oh? I am?”
“You are, aren't you?”
“I suppose I am, if you insist.” He chuckles and let's you grab your phone to play a new song. Your cheeks are warm and you've never been more glad to be in a red light, with a deep sigh you chose another song. If you were gonna be stuck in this building, you might as well do something fun.
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