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thinking about older bf!nanami taking care of you while you’re on your period.
#➺. announcements ! 🪧#he’d buy you chocolates#he’d massage all the parts of#your body that are sore#with those big hands#“tell me where it hurts hun ‘n i’ll make it all better”#i need him to come rub my back tbh#the cuddles!#the kisses on our forehead#need him nowww#and yes. . .#i’m bleeding right now
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🫀 feliz Aries szn 🫀
#and to think#I’m bleeding out of my vagina right now#cramping like a bitch#full of blood clots#and you’d never know#this is your reminder#to honor bleeding bodies#this shit isn’t for the weak#gay fish 🐠#my face#personal
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Crawl in my head and find the brain off button?
#is there not a day where I do not struggle.#i am just so tired and my brain hurts#if it’s not one thing it’s another and now I’m bleeding again! perfect thanks so much#i love my doctors but I would also love to not have to seek them once a month after thinking I’m good#and people just fucking suck. what gives you the right to hurt me#ok sorry vent post over I’m just. consistently having the worst time always#just have to get the thoughts out of my brain#jasperbarks
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is it gay to be so overwhelmed with emotions by thinking about someone you care about so much you almost want to pick up writing again
#- but also it’s night time and you can’t fall asleep even though you need to get up early#and you’re just stuck imagining the lines you want written down#so your only options are to do it now while they’re still there#or not and then forget all of them in the morning and cry#hi i’m the gay one help i haven’t been in this state in a while#i’m just in that state again somehow i guess#probably because i never got a chance to tell this person how something so small for them meant a world to me in that moment#i hope i’ll be able to tell you all that myself in a more direction way but i love you so much you mean the world to me#okay i don’t actually want to scare you off by saying that but knowing what my mind is imagining for this you’d think that yourself anyway#i should probably stop taking now it’s way too late and i’m being tooooo emotionally vulnerable rn#hi guys sleepy night time frab here i’m the (other) emotion + vulnerable one#don’t you love to see it#i wonder if anyone is still down here reading these tags#hi if you are! send aaaa hmmm send a little ‘£; e’ if you read to this point#also why r u still reading? weirdoooo /jk love you#but really don’t be down here too long i’m sorta bleeding all my feelings out right now#because i’m so bad at expressing myself directly and as soon as i want to#ugh i’ll leave now i’m lonely and talking to myself too much again#night night everpony#frabrant#wonder if i’ll write more again… ok i’m LEVAING now gah
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And you, teddy anon (and midas ofc), never fail to come up with scenarios that my mind is all too happy to jump on. ❤️
Imagine then, after the Creator has finally been rescued and tended to, they finally wake up after sleeping for a very long time, they see that they’re in a painfully familiar, urban place. Upon realising that they’re not in, say, a hilichurl camp or are otherwise in the wilds, they panic and scramble to try and leave (they think that they’re still being hunted). Then in comes one of their characters (or they bump into them in a corridor or sth).
Off the top of my head, I see a few directions that this could go:
1. Creator tries to plead with the character to let them leave, or are otherwise trying to find an opportunity to escape. Due to their panicked state, they interpret their character’s gestures as hostile or are otherwise trying to trick them into lowering their guard. Maybe they were betrayed by someone (or that one in particular) during the hunt (I can see characters like Kaeya and Ayato doing this) and they’ve been very guarded against similar tactics since. Bonus points if they have the ability to teleport like the Traveler does.
2. Creator tries to defend themselves with their budding elemental power that they are just starting to learn to control.
3. Creator outright gives up. They shake their head, thinking themself foolish for ever believing that they could escape forever, that this was their just desserts for even trying to defy fate. They smile at their character and tell them that they win, and to go ahead and end them. More likely if said character had been extremely persistent in hunting them (e.g. Kaeya). Imagine then that they’re bracing themselves for the final blow, but then they feel warmth. They open their eyes in shock and realise that the character is hugging them close, whispering, “I’m sorry”, or “Forgive me” over and over again. Maybe the character even cries a little.
- cryo anon, whose brain can actually come up with fluff occasionally
oh my god cryo anon my dearly beloved
they’re kinda just merged together because i kinda went off so
you maybe waking up in the estate, sitting up on shaking arms. you don’t remember much, mostly just a blur; thoma shouting at you, a white kimono and a sharp, commanding voice. the details are a haze, and the room you’re in is unidentifiable. there’s a potted plant in a white and purple vase, a dark wood closet, the sheets soft- or maybe they’re not, and you’re simply used to dirt and scratchy sacks?
you don’t know. you have a headache. the door opens, and you delay so long in turning that the person has a chance to shout something down the hallway—does wonders for your migraine—before coming in. when you do look, you wish you hadn’t.
ayato is the last person you want to see on inazuma. you’d met him once before, banged up and hiding near inazuma city. he’d seen you, you thought, seen your blood, your dirty bandages and knotted hair, and you thought he’d known that you couldn’t be a threat.
you didn’t hear what he said, but you pull away from his hand when he reaches for you anyway. where are you? why are you here? your hands were wrapped, your aches had ceased, the room is cool and his eyes are warm-
“i mean no harm,” he says quietly, but all you can think of is the past, of the bustling streets behind him when he found you tucked in an alley, bruised and bleeding.
you don’t want to believe him. you don’t anyway.
if it weren’t for the fact that your legs were broken, you would have run away.
#m1d : [chats]#m1d : [secrets]#cryo anon#i’m writing this while listening to a poetry critique#so now i keep wanting to write more. floral? almost?#i want to write like a citrus#…yeah that makes sense#i should write poetry more often#it’s kinda fun to be a bit sharp#words can be bitter if you do it right and damn does bitter taste sweet#…..yeah that makes sense—#god. ugh.#i want to write and feel my hands turn to ash as i burn myself into charcoal yk#i want to twist myself into cartoonish shapes like a balloon animal and submit the photos to the soil beneath my house#i want to squeeze into a small can i want to be pressed with a juicer i want to be compacted and stretched and cut to bits and melted#until every single word i will say and every image i will think and every feeling i will have bleed out like the tears of stars#…i think that explained my point well—
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survived day two of my job :) i go back in thursday but hopefully by then my legs are fine. by how are the beautiful little people in my phone?
#goofy.txt#they had me check the bread again#they’re lucky we had extra out back#otherwise i would’ve said no and a big fuck you#i practically restocked when i was supposed to leave#this is why i need my own car#so i can just leave#and not have to do shit#or wait for other people to get me#i’m so tired though#i just wanna go home#my hands are unbelievably dry right now#i got scabs all over and i’m just bleeding too#this is not very cute for me :(
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update on my brother 💃
#tw for medical talk and death and such#there’s bleeding in his brain and they want to do emergency surgery on him but it would require a blood transfusion#and my family’s religion does not permit that so without surgery they’re giving him medication to reduce swelling#and there’s a ten percent chance he does not go brain dead#if he does survive this i’ll be shocked but i suppose we’ll see in the next few days#i’m expected to go see him in the hospital because everyone is there right now#but i would rather die#they’ll never understand if i don’t though so#i’ll probably go tonight just for appearances#and so my mother doesn’t hold it over my head and i don’t have to endure more gossip#and. i mean. to support them. not him. but them.#i don’t know man it feels like a part of me is losing something if i go#like i’m acquiescing#it’s strange to have hope that this nightmare will finally be over#and it’s strange to visit your abuser in the hospital and put on a face for everyone#i dunno. anyways#anyways.txt#delete later
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#tw self harm#everytime im on the edge of a mental breakdown i want to cut myself as deep as possible. my arms tingle/prickle (?) they’re#literally begging me to cut them and my hands itch because of the intense need to scratch my skin till i bleed. i’m clean for 5-6#years. i thought by now this feeling wouldve stopped. the bubble was right when they said dont ever start doing this sh*t#once you’re in you’ll always be on the edge of relapsing.#and i keep forgetting that i struggle with this. like i have no sense of object permanence whatsoever
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my cats won’t stop freaking out because i’m on my period and i’m pretty sure they think i’m dying
#when we first got them my period was paused#so now it’s a big deal to them that i’m randomly bleeding large amounts every few weeks#one sleeps right on my uterus and the other tries to sleep on my crotch and gets upset when i move him#my little babies <3#cats#personal#menstruation
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thinking about Jack s5 time travel au again. eventually he’s going to break down, right? he can tell himself that sam & dean wouldn’t want him to jeopardize the future by changing the past, stand by and let lucifer carry on with his reluctant destruction while telling himself that this is his job, to preserve the life sam & dean & cas will have, no matter how much he’s watching them and everything else get hurt in the present. and maybe for them, jack would misguidedly stick it out and make sure things go as they should because the life that they will have might hurt, but it’s theirs, right? it’s what they wanted, right?
but again. lucifer is also there. lucifer is the crux of the apocalypse, and he’s taken jack under his wing thinking he’s a rebel angel for lucifer’s cause, and he’s so different. lucifer and Jack having quiet conversations surrounded by natural beauty where lucifer is so filled with love for all of it, so furious with humanity for ruining the world, so angry and heartbroken that god wouldn’t listen to him. he’s telling jack this while jack nods and listens and tries not to say anything that will give him away. lucifer’s grooming his wings for him absently, saying how much he missed taking care of one of his siblings while caged, and jack is trembling from the constant affection he’s being shown from his dad who doesn’t know he’s his dad. who has never been like this around him before. who he didn’t know could be like this.
i think that’s what would break jack and push his hand into trying to change the future. what wouldn’t he do, if he has the chance to save his father from himself?
#Jack reaching back thru time to prevent Lucifer character assassination we love to see it#also because you need to know that I think about Jack getting cuddles about 90% of the day.#lucifer & jack wing grooming is soo important to me.#as is the whole point of this au being ‘Lucifer is so starved of being around other angels that having jack around#means that he kind of smothers him in All The Love’#in a nice way. overwhelming way. but nice. Jack is getting so cuddled and held and kissed. and he has no idea how to handle it.#lucifer meanwhile living in willful denial that this kid is Not an angel.#he’s so lonely he’s so desperate to have his family around he’ll take whatever he can get#and I mean he’s not entirely wrong. Jack is his family. just in a different way than he’s imagining.#anyway the important bit of this I need you to imagine is:#Jack & Lucifer sitting together. perhaps stargazing. Jack is being Held and it’s so nice.#but he’s also biting the inside of his lip so hard it hurts. so hard that it bleeds. Lucifer’s talking gently in his ear about supernovas.#Jack is trying not to cry while he stops himself from saying ‘I’m your son. can you love me now? can this version of you love me? can any?’#because. what’s he more afraid of. that Lucifer will abandon him. or that he will say yes and Jack will learn exactly what he lost.#so he won’t say anything. and he’ll try to figure out how to keep this lucifer from falling to pieces like his future condemns him to.#and he’ll stay right here with him until he finishes talking about the stars. and be held. and try not to feel selfish for enjoying it.#spn#lucifer spn#jack kline#u know me I’m v dramatic about them
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this is probably a strange thing to wonder lol but i wonder if jakurai has alive parents 🤔
#this is vee speaking#like dohifu’s parents are presumably okay besides whatever honobono did to hifumi’s#and it’s probably because they’re older we don’t hear of their parents but like it was a source of drama for otome our eldest character#so jakurai’s parents can be a thing lol#(i’m acting like parental figures aren’t a driving force for a very large chunk of these characters lol)#see tho back when mtr was the primary brain rot i hc that jakurai was also an orphan lol#the backstory i gave that man before it was defined lmao#i thought he was a product of a child assassin program the government ran using orphans esp from the war#like jakurai’s generation grew up with war and jakurai in particular was bred on it#and i used it to reason why jakurai has such a bleeding heart for children he didn’t want the kids to grow up like he did#canon has now said otherwise thankfully lmao but like he could still be an orphan lol#uhhhh it’s not like you need a deep backstory to want to heal but that saviour complex of his has been around for a very long while#he was in college already to be a doctor before the war started so presumably he’s always wanted to be a doctor right???#did the looming war influence him???? or did he have a similar familial reason like hitoya’s to be a doctor????#like he lost his parents to disease and he was helpless to help#(because he was a child lol but kids blaming themselves for stuff they have no control over is a thing in hypmic lol)#but yeah here’s some jakurai flavoured thought for today rare form on this blog nowadays lol#c: sensei
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Random rant.
I’m aware of how sexy thigh high boots are but they don’t work. Like boots that high wouldn’t let you bend your knees at all. Especially with how many I see that look like they were made from either leather or rubber. Rubber might be able to bend but it’d still be pretty stiff and leather just wouldn’t.
Also there is a slight misconception with heels. It is possible to run, jump, dance, and other similar things with heels up to a certain height.
Around this height or so I would say to be the max to do it mostly safely.
I have danced in heels around this height for The Nutcracker both during the party scene in act one and as one of the Spanish Chocolates in act two. I could run, jump, and kick REAL high with these. The Spanish dance was pretty fast paced as well so it wasn’t like we were slowly walking everywhere.
This post was made because of persona 5 and me looking at people talking about Ann and Kasumi’s outfits and most people complain about the heels (Ann’s looks to be around the height of the one in the picture so she’s actually fine in that regard) and the skin tight leotards (which I will defend Kasumi’s as that’s what actual gymnasts wear) but no one talks about the thigh high boots.
#persona 5#persona 5 ann#persona 5 sumire#persona 5 kasumi#dancing#I made this after seeing someone make a redesign for sumires phantom thief outfit but if I’m remembering correctly didn’t change the boots#I have seen a good amount of redesigns only change her leotard/give her tights when the boots are the problem#also I despise p5 dancing haru’s shoes with a burning passion#her heels are WAY too clunky#she’s supposed to be a ballet dancer and those shoes aren’t even character shoes which I could forgive#AND she’s using them like point shoes!#her toes should be bleeding right now!#character shoes don’t allow dancers to go up high on their toes#since with the heel they’re on them naturally#normal heels can’t support the foot for point work at all#when she’s up like that she is crushing her toes into the ground#and she can’t maintain that height without the proper support#plus I highly doubt she has any cushioning or toe spacers in the shoe#there isn’t even the loop to keep the shoe form falling off#that isn’t the ribbons job
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think I’m getting sick again too 🫠
(tw for menstrual health in tags)
#exactly one week ago my period ended and my cold was gone#now one week later I just…started bleeding again and I have another cold#I would go to a doctor because the random bleeding and cold symptoms seem a little concerning#but there is a MASSIVE covid spike right now so I don’t really fancy going to urgent care#since it will be full of people with covid#and the next available appointment with my normal doctor is in mid January#love it when my germaphobia keeps me from getting medical care#love it when I can’t actually get an appointment with my doctor when I’m actually sick
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It’s actually insane how 📯knee I’ve been yesterday and today 🧍 like why right before I bleed?? And why while I’m not with my silly 😭😭
#it feels like I’m ovulating but my app says I was supposed to start bleeding yesterday so idk anymore#nah actually it feels like ovulation x10#all I know is I kept getting hard all day just thinking about my puppy 🥲#puppygraham rambles :3#mlm nsft#t4t nsft#I kept shifting in my seat all day cause my boxers were right against my cock 😓#usually I don’t feel that but whatever is happening made it feel like that 🫠🫠#my puppyparts are so hard I’m twitching right now :<#wish I could steal my love rn :33
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Noooooo, THIS PAPER IS SUPPOSED TO BE THICK PAPER SO THAT MARKERS DONT BLEED THROUGH
I’m in tears I was taking my time with my beloved, my darling I’m so sorry....
#oh my love please forgive me#in tears right now bruh I’m afhgashk I don’t even know how to feel#from now on I’m using cardboard T_T#AND THEN IN THE ACTUAL DRAWING IT BLEED THROUGH 2(TWO) PAGES (back + front of new page)
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I know this is super weird to bring up, but why’re the feminine tiefling body type’s toe nails (claws?) so long. Like the masculine body type’s are also long, but not THAT long.
#I don’t think that’s something in normal dnd right?#then again when I play dnd I don’t normally expect to bring up tiefling feet so I am unprepared for this#I’d like to imagine their claws are like dog nails and if you cut too far back they start bleeding#that or every tiefling makes sure their claws/nails are manicured and pedicured to perfection#‘yes we just got kidnapped by the guys we’ve been tracking for the last fifteen days. that doesn’t mean I have to stop my mail care routine’#bg3#okay now I’m just imagining cunty tieflings causing havoc#baulder’s gate 3#if you’re curious as to how this came up. I was admiring all the work that went into the tiefling sculpt and all the fun details that make#then look so cool and absolutely fucking beautiful. and I was trying to see if the ankle also had simmiliar patterns#then BOOM#long tiefling toe nail jumpscare#they’re really fucking long 💀#no way to say this that doesn’t give someone a window to say I have a foot fetish. but also I don’t care what you think I’m into it how you#judge me on that. because you’re wrong#and this was just meant to be a silly post but now I’m taking it seriously
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