today is the first day of my dungeons and dragons summer camp and my heart is beating out of my chest !!!!!!!

ahsdlsjsgaks they are getting people together to play d&d at the company where i work and i said i’m interested!! i’m going to play d&d!

I painted this a long while ago when the party first split cause I knew I wouldn’t have to time paint anything when the Hells finally reunited cause of my current job. I obviously thought it’d probably be Imogen in a really dark place and Laudna being full of joy etc, when they reunited, but based on last week's episode, it’s definitely going to be the opposite. Makes me want to redo this now and switch them around. Someday when I have time, maybe.

Here have some close-ups too.

Also it’s based on this still from “Portrait of a Lady on Fire”

Hey everyone! this is where the zebra is currently with the design.

It has knee braces!! I will most probably be drawing the zebra usually with them on, but it’s no requirement, for example if anyone else wants to draw the zebra :-]. I always like to make sure an animal design has official colors underneath any clothing and accessory anyway. I think this will be final! thank you everyone for your feedback!

As a reminder, aside from why the zebra was requested for this flag, this is also just a zebra with the disability pride flag on it. It’s just a deisgn to fit the flag, with input from other disabled people in our community. It doesn’t mean other animals can’t have designs with these colors, too! I don’t mean this design to be the only mascot for all disabled people. It’s just a silly series i do of pride animals, and at the time, during disability pride month, I wanted to see what everyone wanted me to start off with for this flag!

the goal with my pride animals is to take requests and make people feel happy and seen.. that’s all <:-)

you know, there are a lot of posts about how transitioning as an adult is like going through puberty all over again. and I’m not medically transitioning (at least not yet, maybe one day), so I don’t know if I ever expected to exactly experience that. after all, my hormones are at normal adult levels for someone on birth control. but no, some of the stuff I experience does make me feel like a teenager awkwardly becoming an adult again, actually.

see, I’m attending a friend’s wedding, and I need new formalwear for it (protip: it is generally frowned upon to wear a wedding dress to someone else’s wedding, and that’s the last formalwear I purchased). and I just… really didn’t want to wear a dress, so I went to go get a suit. and I didn’t know how to get any of the required clothes for it and had to have a salesperson help me figure out how dress shirts work and nervously stood there while getting shown how to try stuff on and it really did feel like I was a lost teenager, despite being, you know, almost twenty-six.

but also: I own a three-piece suit now! it’s grey! it looks pretty good on me! I even got a blue tie with bees on it! so it was worth the temporary embarrassment of suddenly realizing I don’t know how men’s formalwear sizes work and, oh god, why are there so many variations of “white dress shirt” what does this mean.

and I figure as I very slowly work up the confidence to be out more irl there will be more and more moments like this, and I’ll lament the fact I didn’t do all this stuff as an actual teenager, but as weird and scary as it is, so far, it’s been worth it.

Ha ha I cannot believe in four hours I will be on a plane to go to America for the first time in my life. I am shitting it personally

2023 and 2022 art summaries! Last year I started coloring figure drawings and I’m happy to see I’ve gotten more creative with it this year. Something completely new I tried was painting with ink at a live model figure drawing session! In general, I drew more beyond just figure drawings and homework assignments and I hope to keep up a good balance, draw things I’ve never drawn before, improve with both color and black/white, and make more original and fan work, as always! I have projects and courses I’m looking forward to in 2024, but my overall goal is just to draw consistently and see what I make. Happy New Year! 🌟🐉

First Lesbian Visibility Week I’ve ever let myself be visible

ready to fall in love? 🌸

Today is my first day at my new job.

DON’T CALL ME, DON’T TEXT ME, DON’T TALK TO ME, DON’T MAKE PLANS WITH ME ON MARCH 29TH I’M BUSY

I’M SO EXCITED AND SCARED

AHHHHHH okay so i may or may not have just spontaneously bought tickets to see miles in london in february and i am SO EXCITED 🤩🤩

i’m literally in the same city as enhypen rn omg

OK PEOPLE IT’S HAPPENING ‼️‼️‼️‼️ suguru’s phanpara banner drops sometime . tmrw . i have my final uni exam in the morning and then i’m heading straight home to check 🫡🫡 PLS wish me luck (gacha luck not the uni thing idc abt that rn) i’m gonna need it!!!

Never mentioned here… happy birthday to me!! I got a voice acting job!! 😪 just finished recording after 2-3 days for a cloud practitioner course… nothing fun yet but it was my first job! So exciting!

Now to treat myself by editing fic and art I’ve been neglecting 🤭

I can hardly wait for my pay to hit omg also gonna treat myself w a commission 🥰 Barto my love.. it’s your turn to shine 💕💕✨

the sigh of relief i have when i’m speaking to someone new perhaps romantically and i find out they’re ok with me being a pillow princess and are sexually compatible with me