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asterjennifer · 3 years

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Colorful Visit

Fandom: Mystic Messenger

Pairing: Rika & Reader

Category: Fluff (light angst)

Warnings: Spoilers

Word count: 2014

Author's Note: I wonder.. If Rika had her one route, how it could turn out.

Summary: It's been a while since everything happened.

And you decide to visit the blonde haired woman. She looks much better already.

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Things went quite well ever since the twins decided to move in together. Nothing could tear them apart anymore, considering they're having found to each other after years of being lonely. And to your honest surprise, it had been Saeran himself suggesting to pay everyone that had been involved with the RFA a visit.

"I won't come along. And I don't think my brother will either, but.. You should maybe go, I remember you being concerned."

He told you back then, out of the blue and catching you off guard. It's not a lie, you worried about everyone who'd ever been a part of the whole RFA and Mint Eye drama. Including both V and Rika. Yet, you never really heard much of these two after rescuing both twins. And it had nagged on your soul for a while, considering V's the only one keeping in touch with the RFA sometimes. Mostly due to Jumin, but at least you heard something. Yet it wasn't the same with the blonde woman. And as much as she ruined and caused in the past, you couldn't help but worry.

"If you want, you can go visit her. I wouldn't mind."

"But Saeran, are you sure? After everything.."

You had looked into his eyes with worry, however, the white haired twin just nodded confident. Like he's going to be fine no matter what happened. As long as he knew you're safe, he'll let you do whatever you wished to. And Saeran could tell you wanted to.

"Of course, it doesn't involve me. So feel free to go, (N). Just call me if anything happens."

And with that, having Saeran's consent, you decided to pack your bag and take a little drive to an well known place. The famous psychiatry. As she spend most of her time recovering in there, all by her own will. It showed how people can change when meeting the right person. And back then, she cried in your arms by saying you've been the one helping her see the truth. To this day, that moment felt very important to you. Now it's time to see how she's doing.

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As you arrived at the entrance of this huge building, a nurse clothed in white greeted you with a tired albeit comfortable smile.

"Hello Miss, can I help you?"

She asked you, to which you nodded. You explained to her that you're here for a visit, to see someone you haven't seen in a long, long time. The nurse knew about Rika, she even widened her eyes in surpsie. Yet it didn't came like a shock for you, her doing had been all around the media. The question was whenever someone didn't know or at least didn't heard about her.

"Oh, of course. Please, follow me."

After getting your identity checked to see if you're allowed to visit her, the nurse helped you finding your way around the psychiatry. It's a bright place, lots of nature around to keep it lively even though most people in here didn't feel great to be alive. The nurse and you went up to the second floor, every door looking the same until she stopped in front of the one at the back of the hall.

"Here Miss (N), I will come back in two hours. Miss Rika will be thrilled about your visit, she talked a lot about you after arriving here."

You thanked the nurse with a smile and she left to get back to work. After breathing through one more time, you knocked on the door. And hearing the voice of the blonde woman after such a long time's almost uncomfortable. Yet it's familiar and therefore giving you confidence.

"Come in."

She'd said, and you obligated. As you opened the door, you're greeted with many different plants all around the room, a big window to let in as much light in as possible. Her room's decorated in bright colors, it's very beautiful looking. Not surprised to find lots of mint colored accessories, you turned your head back to the woman with green eyes. Rika stood with a watering can to take care of these beautiful sunflowers. Her blonde hair still curled, although it's hold up in a high ponytail. Her bangs still reaching her eyes, which had much more shimmer than before, the life that found its way back inside her. As your eyes met, she blinked.

"(N).."

It seemed to hurt her saying your name. You understood, considering you could feel a lot of emotions come back up and narrow your throat as well. Despite the emotions inside, you smiled, you didn't know why you felt like tearing up.

"Hello Rika.."

She almost dropped her watering can, face quickly twisting with something painful. And before you could said anything, tears ran down her soft looking cheeks.

"You... You're here... Why are you here..?"

Something about this made a wall inside crumble down. You closed the door behind you, trying to not cry yourself. Seeing her now, having more humanity inside her face, it made her appear like a different person.

"I thought.. After all this time, it would be nice to see you again and say hello."

Rika wiped one of the many tears with the free hand, only then you noticed she wore the yellow dress with the bow you've seen on old pictures Yoosung once showed you. She seemed almost scared to take steps, by how hesitant her movements were.

"I.. I didn't think I will ever see you again. What makes you come here? What.."

"I don't know, I just wanted to see you again and see how you're doing."

You carefully placed down the bag, hoping she'll accepted your visit and won't kick you out. However, by the longing in her eyes you knew that's the last thing to happen. Rika put down the watering can then, touching the sunflowers with thoughtful care.

"Your visit is a surprise, but I am so happy you came to see me.. Thank you (N) for coming despite the hatred you must have towards me."

Something in your chest tightened. That's not quite the way to put it, if you would hate her, you wouldn't have come here. It's true, what she did left you furious, especially what she'd done to Saeran. But you and him decided a long time ago to forgive instead of hate, so this might have caused you to move on from the hatred. In conclusion to these decisions, you shook your head at her.

"I don't hate you Rika, I wouldn't have come if that's the case."

Her grass green eyes shimmered with new tears as she crossed her arms. You could tell she's having a hard time believing you. But it's okay, you knew she just needed more than others with her mental state. Which's recovering fine by that way the nurse talked about Rika.

"I cannot say how grateful I am.. Thank you (N).. How is everyone doing?"

She asked while pushing the chair of the little table for you to sit down. You and her both talked for a bit after getting comfortable, telling her how everyone's doing in the RFA and how the twins decided to move in together for a longer period of time. The moment you mentioned them, Rika avoided eye contact. Silence followed before she swallowed visibly.

"They're okay.. That's good. I'm happy to hear they found peace now."

"Yeah, actually.. It was Saeran's idea for me to come over."

She snapped her head back up, shock written all over her face before she shook her head in unbelief. But you assured her, it had been him to give you the premission to come. If Saeran wouldn't have wanted you to go, you wouldn't sit across from her. Rika hid behind her palms to not only cover the pain, but also the shame.

"You really changed him to a beautiful person.. You're a great girl, (N). It's your talent to change people."

She tried her best to not sob between the words, so you offered her a tissue. Rika thanked you quietly while you gave her the time to work through the things you told her. She's still not all stable, you could tell. But she's doing so much better already, she even admitted her faults and deeds. That's a big step into the right direction. Rika placed down the tissue as she let her arms rest on the table.

"I'm glad everyone's doing okay.. What do you think, (N)? Do you like my plant collection?"

She changed the subject, a new sparkle in her eyes as she asked you what you thought of the pretty little jungle she had in her room. And you did find it beautiful, so many different flowers and plants. Giving not only life but also comfort in times where she needed it.

"It's amazing! They're so pretty."

"Thank you. They allowed me to continue take care of plants as my hobby. I spend a lot of time taking care of them."

You could tell she did, they all looked healthy and colorful. She must've found peace when giving care to her flowers, which you absolutely understood. Saeran and you had a whole glasshouse yourselves. As your eyes wandered down to the backpack, you remembered something.

"Oh right! I almost forgot.."

Rika eyed you with curiosity as you roamed around the bag before pulling out a little framed picture. It's having daffodils printed on it, with the sun above shining through to give the color an intensely look. As you handed her the picture, Rika stared at you.

"I found it on the internet, and it reminded me of you. I thought you might like it!"

She slowly took the picture to inspect it. You could see emotion after emotion rushing over her eyes, until an almost painful smile appeared on her lips. The look's not the reaction you assumed to get.

"(N), I can't take this.. You shouldn't give me anything. After what I've done–"

Rika cut herself off, placing down the framed painting again to push it back to you. She didn't look up to see your frown, only stood up from the chair to go over to the window again. It's very nice today, sun's out and shining bright onto the earth. She must've liked that a lot.

"I'm so happy you came to visit me.. But.. a devil like me doesn't deserve such a gift. You're too nice with me."

She scratched her arms with her nails, it left you with an empty feeling inside your chest. Not thinking about it, you stood up from the chair to join beside her. Eyes glued to the ground as she's not brave enough to lift her head. You figured she's still in pain, yet seeing her declined something as simple as a painting's not okay with you. Rika flinched as you placed an hand onto her shoulder.

"I know you're regretting everything. And even though it doesn't justify what you did, it doesn't mean I can't forgive you. Saeran did. And so did I.."

"How..? How can you forgive someone like me..?"

Her voice broke off the more she spoke, stroking a strand of hair behind her ear to reveal the tears that once again pricked at the corners of her eyes. You let your hand wander to the other side of her shoulder, pulling her closer into a loose embrace. She smelled of yogurt for some reason.

"We've all been through a lot, Rika. You as well. And I'm trying to take care of everyone involved with the RFA. And without you, I wouldn't have met them. So thank you."

As you tried to turn her into your direction, she lost the fight with herself and grabbed your shirt to pull you close to her. Chest against chest as she cried into your shoulder. And you let her. Rika held onto you for a while, you could feel her heartbeat picking up speed when crying, and slowing down when she managed to stop sobbing. You placed your arms around her, it helped to keep her calm. To make her feel safe.

"Thank you.. Thank you (N). Thank you for being nice to me.. I'm so happy you're here."

She mumbled into your neck, heavy sigh falling from her lips after you rubbed her back. Even people like her needed affection from time to time. And if Saeran decided to forgive, you would decide to support. Rika smiled when you nodded.

"Of course. If you want, I could come visit you some more."

"Really? I'd love that. Thank you (N)."

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alexandria-selina · 5 years

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Into the App

(This is a Mystic Messenger AU thank decided to write. Hope everyone like it!)

"…and after all the hard ships, they all lived happy lives," a woman, Alex, finished typing on her laptop. "I guess that's the end of It, huh? Looks like I can write them all a happy ending, even after giving them hardships to face!"

After figuratively patting herself on the back for writing her Mystic Messenger fanfic, Alex how late it was on her clock and had a protein shake before bed. Making herself comfortable under the covers, Alex closed her eyes and slipped into a dream.

"You think you made yourself a wonderful world inspired by mine? How would you like to live in the world you've created," a smooth, disembodied voice asked. "You might have to give something up for it though…"

"The one where everyone has a happy ending? I don't think I'd mind," Alex answered without hesitation. "Do I get to choose what I have to give up?"

"How about your memories of your life here? But, if you forget who you were to become the woman, Kia, you wrote about in your story, you might have an empty feeling inside of you," the voice warned. "A hole in your heart that will never be truly filled… A happy ending for all but you will never fully be. Are you prepared for that?"

"I'm definitely prepared for that if I get to live in a world where I know there will be a happy ending. I'm prepared to have a hole in my heart and I will make sure it doesn't drive me into sadness. I promise, I will gladly exchange my memories to switch places with Kia."

"So be it… I will give you your wish, but remember that it was your choice."

Alex wakes up to see a notification on her phone from the app at simply said, "We have good news!"

She opens the app to see a note:

Due to your wish to find the best possible ending and even writing about it yourself. The Wizard has granted you the power to make a world in your own image to have these characters. Though there will be a feeling of emptiness in your heart from the loss of your past life's memories, you will have your happiest ending. This honor is only awarded to certain people, so will you seize the opportunity?

And there were two options:

"I would, but I can't leave my life... So, I'm saying no."

"Yes, I will accept the consequences. I'll leave my life behind."

Alex chooses the second answer, having forgotten about her dream, she thought it meant she'd get her own DLC, but as soon as she tapped the option, Alex blacked out.

She woke up to her name being called, by an excited voice:

"Kia, hey! Kia! Rika to my daydreaming friend Kia!"

Snapping out of her thoughts about the photograph in front of her, Kia turns to the bubbly blonde next to her and grabs her by the collar. With venom in her voice, the short haired blonde speaks:

"How dare you address me like we're friends, you crazy, sociopathic bitch?! What the hell do you think you're doing?"

"Kia, it's me, Rika," the long-haired blonde said while struggling to get out of the grasp. "I was just trying to give you your coffee."

"Oh, shit, I'm so sorry about that, Rika," Kia said immediately releasing her good friend. "I need to stop watching psychological horror before my pistachio-rose latte with 3 shots of espresso," she admits, taking a sip of her drink and turning her attention back to the photo.

"Otherwise, might you might accidentally kill me," Rika added.

"Yeah, that's why... Not cuz I would be arrested and definitely not get into a good school if I committed murder," Kia said with a nonchalant glance away from the photograph in front of her.

"You scare me sometimes..."

"Good, it teaches you to be nicer to me and take me seriously," she said jokingly. "Why don't we get sone lunch?" As Kia finished her question, a man with Turquoise hair walked up to the two women.

"Hello there Miss, I noticed you've staring at this piece for quite a long time. Would you mind if we talk about it further over lunch," he asked in a suave, confident tone.

"Well, I wouldn't mind at all Mr. Kim, but my friend and I are actually-" Kia began to say before turning to find Rika wasn't beside her anymore.

"Wait, where did she go?"

"Where did who go?"

"My friend, she was right here..." As Kia trailed off, her phone chirped and she saw a text from Rika to have fun on her date. "Actually, it looks like I'm free right now. I'd love to take that offer."

"Your phone is set to chirp for notifications, Miss? That's really cute," Mr. Kim complimented with a chuckle.

"Thanks, but you don't have to keep calling me Miss. I'm Kia Barker," she said, giving her hand for him to shake.

"My name is Jihyun Kim, but you already knew that," he introduced as he placed a kiss on the back of her hand.

"Oh, of course, I know what the famous V's real name is. I simply adore your work," she assured with a small blush.

"You seem to love this photograph quite a bit more than the others. What drew you to it?"

"I feel like it's a piece that captures the essence of determination and willingness to brave the harshest of conditions to survive. A bright light shines upon the violet flowers as they stick together through the harsh wind that threatens to blow them apart. Supporting each other against the odds to grow beautifully, with vibrant and healthy color."

"That's quite the analysis. Why don't we continue it once we're seated at the restaurant around the corner?"

"I don't see why not. I'd love to continue this conversation," Kia said, giving V the okay to lead the way to the restaurant.

Kia and V were seated rather quickly, at a nice table for two. The server took thier drink order and brought bread for the table. The pair began dicudssing thier order, V saying that he would pay for everything, so they agreed on a 3 course dinner for two and then went on to dicuss more with each other.

The conversation began with Kia telling V how much she loved his photos and why she enjoyed them so much. Then, they moved on to talking more personal subjects. The usual, 'where are you from', 'how old are you', turned into 'there was this funny thing that happended to me when I was a kid'. By the end of the meal, they were laughing happily with full stomachs and bright smiling faces. V paid for the meal and the two walked out the restaurant holding hands. Kai was the first to speek after they left:

"Wow, it's already 3 o'clock," she noticed looking at her watch. "We sat in there for a good 3 hours."

"We definintely had pleanty to talk to each other about. Especially with those stories of you and your brother," V chuckled as he recalled Kia's childhood stories.

"Your adventures with Jumin were actually rather interesting. I never thought the two of you would get into trouble like that. How cute," Kia commented.

"So, what's the plan now?"

"I'd love to stay and talk somemore, but I should get home so I can read up for my class tomorrow."

"That's right, you're studying to be a councelor and Professor, aren't you?"

"And for that exact reason, I need to make sure I don't fall behind. Maybe we can meet up later, how does that sound?"

"I have a photo shoot this weekend. I don't see why you and your friend couldn't join me on sight. My friend Jumin's going tot be there so I don't see why I can't invite two more. Bringing her might help make up for her leaving so we can enjoy ourselves?"

"That doesn't sound like a bad idea. Here, let me give you my number and you can text me the location of the shoot. I'm sure my friend Rika won't mind coming with me and properly meeting you and Jumin."

V and Kia exchanged numbers and V offered to walk her home. Kia appreciated the offer, but she had her car to drive and Rika to find and take home. V then offered to walk her to the car and she agreed, and they walked hand in hand to Kia's car. V made sure Kia and Rika were safe and he watched them dirve off, happy to know he'd be seeing Kia again soon.

(This is Kia)

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