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btsslowburnfic · 4 years

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Born to be Yours Ch. 10

Story Summary: For Namjoon, the moment he set his sights on being the #1 rapper, he pushed the symbol to the side and hated it. Love should be chosen, not forced on you. He didn’t believe in fate and this mark on his wrist was a big “fuck you” to all that.

Chapter summary: Life after you and RM part ways goes back to normal until an accident changes everything

Previous chapters found here: Chapter 9

You are surprised that life does in fact go back to normal. You and Xavier make up and get back to working with smaller local groups after the awards season ends. Things with you and Ben get back to normal; you become a master of using heavy foundation on your soulmark when you’re at home. The summer tour is amazing. You and Xavier traveled to 32 states in 4 months. You find yourself following Twitter and Weverse to see what RM is up to. And you sometimes found yourself thinking about that night the two of you spent together. You mostly try to push it out of your mind though. Even though you told Xavier and he randomly brings it up.

“Right here? On this desk!?!” he asks, running his hands over the surface.

“Yes. And don’t do that, it’s weird and gross.”

“How was it? Describe it to me again.”

You chuckle a bit and roll your eyes, “No. I told you once so I could get it out of my system.”

“Ughhh you’re so boring.” he whines playfully.

“Shouldn’t you be reprimanding me about being a terrible cheating slut?” you raise an eyebrow.

“No. I ship that shit.” he responds, sipping on a smoothie. “Have you eaten yet?” he asks

You laugh and look through your phone. “No, I had a zoom meeting with Gina at noon and then I covered spinning class.” You press some buttons on your screen. “There. I just ordered. I’ll see you in a while.” You stand up and put your flip flops back on.

“Sounds good. I’ll see you in pilates tonight.”

You toss your bag over your shoulder and put your sunglasses on as you step out the door. You look both ways and start to cross the street as you hear a screeching sound. The next thing you hear and feel is the sickening crunch of bone hitting glass. Tires screeching away and then everything is black.

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Namjoon occasionally finds himself thinking about you. Mostly when he accidentally slams his body into a door frame or cuts his finger. He always says he’s sorry and then kind of feels like an idiot for apologizing to no one. He also thinks about the night the two of you shared together quite often and had made Jhope send him those photos he took.

He’s happy to be working and on tour again. It’s been a fun summer. They wrapped up the Asia portion of their journey and were well into Europe now. As usual, the filming crew was in the green room as they were preparing for their second night at Wembley. The first night had been amazing. He couldn’t think of anything that made him happier than being in front of ARMY, especially when they were singing along to the songs he wrote. He smiled as he scrolled through his phone while he had his makeup touched up.

“10 minutes, 10 minutes.” Management called out.

“Alright guys, let’s get it.” he yells through the green room.

They gather around and do their chant. The minute they step out of the green room they can hear the fans roaring and cheering along to the pre-show videos. They each go to their respective starting positions and wait to hear the signal.

They open quick and fast with “On” and the crowd is absolutely pumped. They begin their second song and will then introduce themselves. The music for “Dionysus” begins to play and the elaborate set pieces are added throughout the song. They are almost to the end of Dionysus when RM goes down hard. He falls off the table. People are gasping, Jin runs over and signals to the staff on the side of the stage that something is very wrong. ARMY and BTS are freaking out. The visual director quickly puts a message onto the big screens to please wait a moment. The medical staff immediately takes the lift up to the main backstage area. The obvious damage is a cut on his arm that took the brunt of the fall from the table, but that gash can’t account for the fact that he’s unconscious and breathing shallowly. There is a rush of oxygen masks and people yelling. Jimin and JK start crying, the other guys are freaked out about the show and what to do next. Jin rises to the occasion by asking if they should go ahead and skip to his and Suga’s solos until there is more information. A decision is quickly made to begin the solo portions. The two of them quickly change costumes and prepare to go out. An ambulance ends up needing to be called. The guys decide that Namjoon would want the show to go on and so they do. It’s ugly and weird and they are unfocused but they manage through it. ARMY is crying for RM because they know it’s bad when he doesn’t come back on stage. They skip the ments and encore and the guys are immediately loaded into vans and transported to the private health facility that he’s been taken to.

The staff escorts the six of them to a room where they wait for a doctor to come and speak to them. A translator is located and brought in as well.

“What happened? Did anybody see what happened before he fell?” Hoseok asks.

“He was fine. I didn’t notice anything strange.” Tae responds.

“They took video and showed the doctor,”Yoongi adds, having overheard the staff on the way there.

After a few minutes a doctor comes in. “Hello Gentleman. Your friend is in good hands here, and is stable.” she reassures them.

There is a collective sigh from the group as they hear this news.

“However, we aren’t sure what’s causing this condition. There is no evidence of an aneurysm on the CT scan and the video doesn't show any seizure-like activity prior to the fall. His heart is in excellent shape as well as his lungs. At this point we are running more tests but we do need to ask you all some questions here. Please answer honestly. Does your friend use any drugs? Even maybe extra prescription medication?”

It takes a few seconds for the translator to relay the message and the guys’ reactions range from anger to disbelief. Jin is up on his feet shouting about how they should be focusing on fixing Namjoon rather than gossiping, Jimin is crying more. It’s a mess.

“Calm down guys, it’s a standard question,” Yoongi says stoically. “She’s not trying to be rude.”

“No. He drinks beer and wine sometimes. But no. He’s not on any drugs. That’s ridiculous.” Jungkook summarizes.

“I’m sorry, it’s something I do have to ask. Is there anything else you guys could think of that might be pertinent? An old injury? Something he did earlier today or ate that he doesn’t usually?”

The guys all sat there for a minute. It was Jin who made the connection first: “His soulmate. She lives in LA.”

Tae’s hand flew to his phone to make a phone call.. The next few things happened over the course of a few hours: a phone call to Hitman Bang to get Gina’s contact information. Several phone calls to Gina. Calls from Gina to you. No answer. Phone calls to Xavier. No answer. Xavier calling Gina back hysterically sobbing that you were in a coma with a skull fracture and blood loss, Gina crying, Gina having someone else call Hitman Bang because she couldn’t stop sobbing, Hitman Bang calling Tae back.

The doctor was updated on the situation. “Ah...well that would explain it. Were the two of them very close?” she asks delicately.

It’s highly inappropriate but Yoongi just laughs, “No. They met one time .”

The doctor raised her eyebrows, “Oh. Well that’s unusual.”

“If she dies, will he die too?” Jimin asks quietly with tears in his eyes.

“No. And especially not if they weren’t close. I need to consult with some colleagues on this before we proceed. If you all want to go get some rest I think he’s going to be like this for a while. We can call you if anything changes.” the doctor informs them.

They are uneasy about leaving Namjoon there so they split up into groups of two to take turns. Jin and JK take the first shift at the care facility.

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The doctor reaches out to several colleagues who are familiar with more case studies of soul mate injuries and what to do when there is a mirrored trauma response. She gets permission from RM’s parents (who have flown to London as well at this point) to try a reverse cryogenic procedure to restart his systems. Basically, they will bring his body down to an almost hypothermic point and slowly reheat him, encouraging cell regeneration and movement. It has been successful in similar cases, but it is a slow procedure that needs to be carefully monitored.

Meanwhile, social media is having a field day about what could have happened. BigHit put out that story that RM has developed a severe allergic reaction to shellfish and went into anaphylaxis on the stage; he was administered an epi-pen and hospitalized but is now resting and recovering. The rest of the guys give interviews to back up this story as well. 48 hours after the incident began, RM is slowly regaining consciousness.

“What happened? I feel like someone is opening up my skull with a pair of pliers.” he asks the doctor.

“I’m sorry but your soulmate was in a very bad car accident. She’s in a coma and you suffered a mirrored trauma response. I’m going to go let your friends and family know you’re awake.”

“Shit.” RM says, really taking in everything that was just said to him.

Jin is the first one in the room. “Hey. You’re finally awake. We were so worried.”

“How long have I been out for?”

“2 days.”

“Shit. What happened with the concert? Is everything ok? Oh God. What did they tell people?”

“One thing at a time.” Yoongi said as he entered the room. “We finished the show. The tour is postponed for at least a few weeks. We told people you had an allergic reaction.”

RM visibly relaxed but was still upset about the show. “Those fans have to be so disappointed.”

“Yeah, but they want you to be well. There’s thousands of flowers and cards being left at Wembley and so many messages on Weverse. We’ll make the dates up when you’re better. ARMY understands. It’s not your fault.”

“No, it’s [Y/N]’s fault.” he says briskly.

“I mean. She got flattened by a car. So, not really.” Tae added.”She’s in an actual coma. They can;'t just reheat her.” he was surprised by how cold RM sounded talking about his soulmate.

“You’re right. I’m just...it’s a lot. My head still hurts and I guess I just want someone to blame.”

“Blame the asshole who hit her,” Yoongi adds.

“Yeah. I will. I’m so tired.”

“Here, we’ll leave so you can talk to your parents for a minute before you rest.”

“My parents flew in?” he says surprised.

“We thought you were going to die,” Jimin says seriously. “Your sister is on her way here too.”

Rm laid his head back against his pillow. This is exactly the kind of soulmate bullshit he’s been trying to avoid. And you were in a coma. He stopped for a minute and thought about how scary it must be for you but he won’t allow himself to dwell on it. He’s getting his soul mark obliterated as soon as you wake up from your coma and sign off on it. If you wake up from it. Shit.

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24 hours later he is discharged from the hospital and decides to book a flight to LA to see what your doctors are doing about rectifying this situation. He can’t shake the massive headache and leg pain that he’s still experiencing constantly. He cannot perform like this. Also he’s looked into the legal status of soulmark obliteration if one party is a permanently vegetative state and what counts as legal consent. Because of course he has. The guys all talk and decide that Tae will go along with him for support. Really it’s to be the voice of reason because they can’t believe that rather than going to see how you’re doing, he is going to ask you to remove your mark.

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RM knows what hospital you are at because his doctor consulted with yours in order to determine the best course of treatment. You doctor was hoping that once RM woke up, you would show signs of improvement. So far though, there wasn’t a lot on your end.

Ben and Xavier dutifully took shifts staying with you in the hospital. On this particular night, Ben is taking the night shift, walking back from the vending machines. He stops when he sees two dudes who look like models standing outside your door.

“Hey. Are you guys friends with [Y/N]? You must be from the studio. I don’t think we’ve met before. I'm Ben” Ben is tired but tries to be friendly.

Tae and Namjoon turn and look to him. Ben. Ben must be her boyfriend.

“Actually we’re from one of the bands she worked with. I’m Namjoon and this is Taehyung. You must be her boyfriend?”

“Fiance actually,” Ben politely corrects. “Just a few weeks ago actually,” he awkwardly laughs. “But then this all happened. You know the asshole didn’t even stop?”

Tae feels extremely awkward. He can understand a small bit of what’s going on, but he knows that what’s coming will be very difficult for everyone.

“That’s awful. How is she doing?”

“Bad. Stable. But, bad. She lost a lot of blood and hit her head pretty hard. They’re surprised she didn’t have any broken bones other than her skull fracture. She dislocated her shoulder when it hit the hood. The guy was definitely speeding.” Ben runs a hand through his hair. “Sorry if you were hoping to visit.”

RM awkwardly runs his hands up and down his jeans. There is not an easy way to say this.

“So. You know that [Y/N] has a soulmark on her wrist?”

Ben stiffens ever so slightly, “I do. But it’s ok. We don’t really care about that whole destiny thing. It’s unconventional but you know…” he trails off.

RM takes a deep breath and rolls up his sleeve. “I have the matching soulmark. I was in a coma for 2 days. I need to speak to her doctor immediately.” NEXT CHAPTER

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steve-hairingtons · 4 years

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steve as a dad headcanon pls

word count: 2.2k

WARNINGS: mention of smut, pregnancy

EDIT: I CANNOT GET THIS FIC TO SAVE WITH THE READ MORE LINK. SORRY IF THIS IS AN INCONVENIENCE.

you and steve moved in together a year before he proposed

you settled on a small, white house in a few houses away from dustin’s

of course

it had yellow shutters, a basement, a garage, and a decently sized backyard

and, to make yourselves even more of a family, you adopted a puppy from hawkins animal shelter

she was a golden retriever

given up as soon as possible after she was born

steve fell in love at first sight

you named her bella

one night, you were enjoying your evening walk in the neighborhood with bella

dustin was tagging along

you weren’t even a block away when you saw your neighbor’s kids playing in the yard

bella freaked out and took off running

the leash accidentally slipped out of steve’s grip

when steve got over there, bella had tackled the child to the ground

steve was freaking out

the toddler was laughing and squealing

you both apologized to his mom that was outside watching them from the porch

she wasn’t mad at all

she said that they saw you walking bella the other day

her kid freaked out and wanted to play with her but she told her no

when you walked over to the mom to talk, you realized she was holding another small baby in a carrier strapped to her chest

a baby girl

probably only a few weeks old

steve was secretly freaking out because he’s always thought babies were the cutest things ever

steve started using bella as a reason to see your neighbor’s kids more

you soon became close with them

steve is always playing princess with the older one when he babysat her

he would play dress up with her all the time

they’d call each other “prince” and “princess”

you could always hear them in your spare bedroom

steve would be using different voices

and she’d be laughing

you thought it was hilarious

but damn if it didn’t do something to you

one day he was watching her and you were looking after the infant

he finally put her down for a nap

and he came to sit with you in the living room only to find you passed out as well with the snoozing baby boy on your chest

he couldn’t help but imagine how that’s what you would look like holding his baby one day

the second their mom picks them up, he’s already scheming up a plan to babysit them again

you started teasing him

saying he’d gotten soft

but he wanted a baby of his own

even though he always thought kids were for people that settled

but he’d changed his mind

he hadn’t told you that yet

but you picked up on it

“i love kids,” you said as you watched them leave with their mom

“i know,” he responded

“have you ever thought of having some of your own?” you asked

he shrugged

“i don’t know, maybe”

you smiled

“liar”

“am not”

“come on, steve. you’re a natural. that little girl loves you, and you love looking after her”

“to be completely honest, i could never see myself as a dad until i met you,” he said with a small smile

“really?”

he nodded

“i wanna experience all of that with you. kids, houses, dogs, grandkids, all that sappy shit”

you smiled back

“well, we’ve crossed two of those off the list”

“we have”

“i love you, steve”

“i love you, too”

he leaned over and kissed you, and soon the kisses became more passionate

“maybe we should cross a third one off the list,” he said as he closed the door

“mm? and which one is that?”

he gently pushed you against the wall and kissed you passionately

“oh, i get it”

he picked you up and carried you into your room

a couple of weeks later, you woke up vomiting

you had a spare pregnancy test under the sink

it was positive

when you told steve you could’ve sworn he was gonna melt where he was standing

he was so happy

he cried

he immediately started talking about names

you went over to dustin’s one day for movie night with the rest of the kids

and you told them

dustin almost cried

when you were finally able to get into the doctor’s office, they confirmed it for you

that night you and steve had the best sex you’d ever had

he was literally the perfect partner to have during pregnancy

the whole thing was hard

it destroyed your hips

you always had a headache

and your back and shoulders always hurt

but steve was always there for you

he was always pampering you

making sure you were as comfortable as possible

when he would sit with you on the couch, he wouldn’t even ask

he’d just grab your feet and swing them into his lap

and start massaging them

and talk to you like it’s nothing

he’d watch whatever shitty movie you wanted without putting up a fight

he wouldn’t say anything when you’d get emotional at dumb stuff because of your hormones

you cried during one movie when a dog died

and you held bella tight

even though Steve wanted to laugh at you, he just laid there massaging your feet

rubbing on you

and cuddling with you

he also grew his own belly bump during your pregnancy

you ate a lot

so did steve

at first he was disappointed

“my body looks awful”

you slapped him on the shoulder

“i’m bigger than you”

and he would chuckle

speaking of bellies, steve was obsessed with yours

it was impossible for him to keep his hands off of it and you

usually it was you laying on him on the couch with his arms around your bump

or in bed

a little reminder for himself that his child is in there

he also thinks you’re hot naked while pregnant

he always thought you were hot but especially when pregnant

he could sit and watch/feel the baby kick for hours on end

he loved it

he would touch your belly to try to get it to kick

you have to tell him to knock it off constantly because it made the baby push on your bladder

he liked to talk at night about what you think your baby will be like

or what the sex would be

it was still too early to find out

he was always wondering what kind of kid they would be

what kind of music they were gonna like

whether or not they’ll inherit his hair

he got really anxious for a while about his ability to be a dad

his own father wasn’t the best dad

he swore up and down your entire relationship that he wouldn’t be like him

but there was always doubt in the back of his mind

he couldn’t stand the thought of his child hating him the way he did his dad

he wouldn’t bring it up until you coaxed it out of him

you found him late one night standing in the nursery

just staring at the crib with a sad look on his face

you rubbed his back

and he just starts crying because he’s kept it inside up for so long

his parents were always a touchy subject

so you knew that his emotions and fear are bad for a reason

you brought him back to bed

and big spooned him for the first and only time in your entire pregnancy

you didn’t really fit well together

because of your bump

the rest of the night was spent with you playing with his hair

pressing small kisses to his skin

and quietly reassuring him that everything will be fine

when you were five months pregnant, you found out it was a girl

steve cried

“a girl?” he asked

you also cried

“we’re having a little girl,” you said

you sat in the car in the parking lot for almost an hour just staring at the ultrasound photos

“i can’t believe our child is gonna be here in four months,” you said with a smile

and you looked at him

“you’re gonna be the best dad ever”

he smiled

“i hope so”

“you will. i know it”

four months later, your water broke when you were at dustin’s

you were cooking for the kids and dropped steve’s plate

you thought you peed yourself at first but then the pain

steve ran over

“babe, are you okay?”

“we need to go to the hospital”

“what?”

“my water broke, steve”

the terror and happiness that crossed his face would’ve made you laugh if you weren’t covered in fluids

he started freaking out

pacing back and forth

while you were begging him to help you put your shoes on

dustin and max helped you

you tried telling him the baby wasn’t coming for at least half a day

but he wasn’t paying attention

the kids all came with you

and steve and max stood next to you and held your hands

steve cried again while cutting the umbilical cord

he told you it was his of his proudest moments

just above when you told him you were pregnant

you’d never seen him cry so hard

you named her sarah

sarah harrington

the first thing you noticed was her hair

she had red hair

and a lot of it

“i knew she’d have your hair,” you told him

and she had blue eyes

red hair and blue eyes

just like max

“she looks like you,” lucas said to max

while you recovered, steve refused to put her down

you were in the hospital for two more days

he only slept a few hours while you were there

they taught you how to breastfeed and change a diaper

he quickly figured out that he could only sleep with her on his chest while you were in the hospital

the sight of Steve napping with her was enough to give you baby fever again

the kids all went home the day after you gave birth

when you brought her home, steve made you go to bed and take a nap

you had never been more sore

but you were happy

bella adored her

she always wanted to be right there with her

she would whine if she didn’t sleep in the nursery

he was always taking pictures of her

you were always in them too

you hated when he did it

there were ones of you asleep while breastfeeding

ones of you looking tired as hell while you’re holding her

ones of you covered in vomit while holding her at arms length

you got him back by taking hundreds of pictures of her yanking on his hair

and of her sticking her hand in his mouth

and random ones of the two of them passed out on the couch

sleeping in the same exact position

some with the kids

specifically dustin

the first time robin saw her was the first time she liked a baby

she gushed over her

she wanted to hold her all day

she and the kids all volunteered to babysit

robin would tease him

“what’s she gonna think when she finds out her dad is a dingus”

but steve didn’t take it personally anymore

he loved it

he was always trying to get sarah to smile

and he played with her

he was the exact opposite of most dads that sit around and expect the moms to do all of the work

he was the opposite of his dad

he was super involved with her and always wanted to make sure she was having a good time

he took her to the park with bella to walk a lot

he would always put her in a carrier on his chest

sarah also loved to nap on the bella’s belly

you also have a lot of pictures of them together

steve was home alone with her while you were at work when she took her first steps

he was sat on the couch watching tv

she was playing in the floor with bella

he wasn’t paying attention until he absentmindedly looked down to check on her

he realized she was about to start walking and started freaking out

he got down on the floor and she managed to take a few steps before falling into his arms

he immediately picked her up and told her how proud he was of her

her first word was also ‘dada’ and it made him cry too

she was such a daddy’s girl

you were so relieved because of how worried he was over whether or not he’d be like his dad

she was always happy and laughing

steve always looked forward to coming home from work

because even if he had the worst day possible

he knew seeing her smiling face as soon as he walked in made the whole day worth it

he always got sentimental over everything she did

because he wanted to give her the world

he was so proud of the little human he helped make

he was already talking about having another before her first birthday

you told him that you want to wait until she’s at least 2

and the night of her second birthday party

after all of the guests left

and the decorations had been taken down

and your daughter was in bed

you two had sex

and the entire process started all over again

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