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#i was planning on maybe making these apart of a ref but i just don't have the strength
solardrake · 10 months
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dmysterioblog · 3 months
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Revenge
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Paring: Rhea Ripley x fem!reader (established), Charlotte Flair x fem!reader (eventual)
Summary: You lost your NXT Championship to Lyra while Rhea was gone and she was not happy. When you didn’t succeed at getting it back she and the rest of TJD left you. You found comfort in someone else who also helped get your revenge.
Warnings; ansgt, light choking, smut
Word Count: 5.3k
A/n: The reader is technically Dominik and her father is Carlito but it’s not mentioned.
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“1…2…3! Here’s your winner! And new NXT women’s champion, Lyra Valkyria!” You dragged yourself out of the ring to sit against the steel steps, hugging your knee. You panted through your gritted in pain. You had just lost your title to Lyra. You fought as hard as you could but you still lost.
Fuck.
Rhea was not going to be happy when she came back. What were you going to do? Now she’s going to think you couldn’t handle business on your own. You slowly got up and limped backstage. The ref tried to help you but you just pushed her away saying you could walk on your own.
Once you were backstage you went straight to your locker room. You sat in front of your dresser, looking at yourself before slamming your fists on it out of anger. Why didn’t you kick out? You took a deep breath before you started taking off your makeup and tried to relax. Maybe she would take it easy on you. At that moment your phone’s screen lit up with a message notification from Damian:
‘You did good out there. Don’t stress too much about it, alight?’
You smiled before replying and heading out to your hotel.
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Monday Night Raw
“JUDGMENT DAY COME OUT HERE! WE NEED TO TALK!”
You took a deep breath and hid your hands in your pocket so no one would notice how badly they were shaking. Only you and Damian walked out since Finn was out, injured from the brawl that happened last Monday. Slowly, you made your way into the ring, Damian looking more confident than you did. You took off Rhea’s belt from around your waist and gave it to her, your hands still shaking.
“Now we all know the judgment day has no leader, correct?” she began, “But each of us has our own responsibility,” she looked directly at you, “So, what happens? Mami gets taken out for two weeks by Nia Jax and all of a sudden everything starts falling apart. Because mami is the one who makes the game plans but when I left I gave someone else that responsibility and they disappointed me.”
You lowered your head thinking she was referring to you until she said Damian’s name and turned in his direction.
“I go, and you can’t handle the job,” she continues, “After the brawl last week, Finn is out injured. You can't even compete tonight against Jey because you are not medically cleared. And what else happens Priest? Y/n lost her NXT women’s title to Lyra because you weren’t out there to help as I told you to.” At that, you lifted your head and looked at him. He was supposed to be there to help and chose not to?
“And now we have a Cody and Jey problem, you wanna know why? Because they don’t fear us, Priest. They can see the tension. They don’t see us as a threat. And because of that, they are going to try and take the tag team titles from you and Finn. And what are you gonna do about it, huh? You can’t do anything.” You could feel the tension between them from where you were standing.
“With all due respect Rhea,” it was Damian’s turn to speak, “You’re not saying anything I don't already know. I know that Cody and Jey are coming for the titles, but when push comes to shove…I’ll push harder. You know, the way I see it, I have my titles. I have my contract. I don’t want to point fingers or start anything but…Mami, where’s Y/n’s title?”
He looked directly at you with no remorse. You looked back at him with a hurt look on your face. Why would he do this to you? He’s supposed to be your family. Rhea turned to look at you. Her gaze filled with a mix of anger and disappointment. You couldn't hold eye contact for long and lowered your head once again.
“Y/n, I’m your Mami, right? What does that make you? That makes you my babygirl. So tomorrow night, at NXT, you have a rematch against Lyra Valkyria. You’re welcome,” she lifted your face with her finger, “But if you don’t come home to me with that championship…then don’t bother coming home.”
You felt your heart shatter into a million pieces. Your eyes watered but you were able to keep the tears at bay. You gulped and simply nodded at her statement. You all then got out the ring and walked backstage. When you did Rhea left to handle other things and you turned towards Damian.
“Why would you do that?” You asked.
“Do what?”
“Throw me under the bus! We are supposed to be family!”
“Listen, you were the one who lost their title, not me.”
“Only because you weren’t there to help.”
“I shouldn’t have to help you Y/n. And if I do have to help you, then maybe you shouldn’t be champion.”
“What about all the hits I took for you and Finn to help you win those titles?” you questioned while pointing at the belts around his waist.
“...” he said nothing and walked off. You roughly ran your hand through your hair before storming into the judgment day’s locker room. You slammed the door behind you, the anger and frustration boiling inside you. You took deep breaths, trying to calm down when someone walked in. JD McDonagh.
“Wow, are you okay?”
“It’s nothing, don’t worry about it, now what do you want?”
“Okay um, I was looking for Rhea and Damian.”
“I-”
Right when you were about to speak, both Rhea and Damian came in arguing but once they saw you and JD they stopped.
“¿Qué hace este tipo aquí?” Damian asked with anger in his voice.
“Damian, calm down, I asked him to be here,” Rhea looked at JD, “Tell him your plan.”
“Alright, we know Kevin doesn’t like or trust Jey. How do you think he’ll react to him and Cody going for the Tag Titles that he and Sami couldn’t get back? We need to play mind games here. If we make them stop trusting each other then we’ll have a soft spot to go for. We divide and then we conquer.”
“What do you think Damian,” Rhea looked at him.
“I don’t know, I’ll think about it.” He walked out once again.
“Y/n, Lyra is having a backstage interview, you know what to do.” She gave you a cold look and you just gave a firm nod and walked out, she followed suit. You eventually found Lyra and called her name.
“Lyra! If I were you, I wouldn’t get too comfortable with that belt because come tomorrow, I’m taking back what is rightfully mine.” You snarled.
“And she’s not going alone,” Rhea said, doing the little wave she always does.
“Yeah? We’ll see about that. See you tomorrow.” That was all Lyra said before she left. You were going to make your way back to the locker room until Rhea grabbed you by the neck and slammed you against the wall.
“You better win tomorrow, understand?”
“Sí mami,” you gasped out. She let go of you and walked off and you followed a few seconds after catching your breath.
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NXT
You were moments away to walk out for your match against Lyra at the main event. The crowd roared with anticipation as you took a deep breath and adjusted your gear, mentally preparing for the match ahead. You needed to win.
“Are you ready, Mami?”
“Yes, let’s go.” She followed you out. Your music started blaring as well as the boos and the cheers for you. You looked at Rhea, she raised her eyebrow, and you gave her a firm nod. You stared down Lyra as you slid into the ring and she did the same.
“The following contest is scheduled for one fall, is for the NXT Women’s Championship! Introducing first, the challenger, she is Y/n L/n!” you raised your arms, taking in the cheers and the boos, “And her opponent, she is the NXT Women's Champion, Lyra Valkyria!” Lyra raised the belt and the whole arena burst into cheers. It made you jealous. You missed those cheers before tuning heel. She gave the belt to the ref and you opened the ropes for Rhea but before she stepped through them, she grabbed a hold of your jaw.
“Don’t disappoint me again.”
“I won’t. I promise mami.” She finally stepped out and the bell rang.
You and Lyra circled the ring before you made the first move. You went for a clothesline but she dodged it. She took the opportunity to dropkick you from behind and go for the cover but you were able to kick out. You both went into an exchange of hits until you finally took her down. You dragged her closer to the ring post, climbed to the top rope, and went for a frog splash but Lyra brought her knees to her chest and took you out.
The match had been going on for a while. You were getting exhausted as well as Lyra but you both kept kicking out. You were climbing to the top rope when Lyra came from behind, powerbombed you, and went for the cover.
“1...2…3! Here’s your winner! And still the NXT Women’s Champion, Lyra Valkyria!”
No.
No, no, no, no!
This can’t be happening.
You sat up and looked for Rhea and found her walking backstage, without you. You crawled to the ropes and called her name.
“Rhea! Rhea, please!” She paused for a second then turned towards the ring, only to give you a disapproving look, and finally disappeared backstage, leaving you behind. You could feel the tears beginning to form but you didn’t dare let them out.
“Maybe you should have listened to your father when he told you that the judgment day was bad news,” Lyra said from behind you. Your look of sadness soon turned into rage when you turned to look at her.
“This is all your fault.”
“This had nothing to do with m-” before she could finish the sentence you jumped on top of her and started throwing punches.
“THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT! IF IT WASN’T FOR YOU I WOULD STILL ME CHAMPION AND RHEA WOULD STILL BE HERE!” You kept throwing punch after punch until you were finally pulled away from her by three refs. You stared at her getting up before shrugging off the ref’s hands and walked out of the arena. You didn’t bother going to the locker rooms.
When you got to your car the first thing you did was text Rhea and the rest of the judgment day. When you got no response you decided to call.
Straight to voicemail.
You sighed in defeat and decided to just drive back to your hotel and wait until the morning.
When you woke up in the morning you reached for Rhea’s warmth but when your hand didn’t feel her, the memories of the events that took place the night before came back.
You lost.
You lost against Lyra.
…And Rhea left you.
You quickly reached for your phone and called Rhea’s number once again.
“Please leave your message for-”
“Fuck.” You tried calling the others, even JD, but they didn’t answer either.
You felt lost. You realized how much you relied on her and without her you felt so lost. You didn’t know what to do.
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Monday Night Raw
You stormed out of your locker room once you were informed that the JD was in the building. They had ghosted you all week and you were going to confront them.
“Rhea!” You yelled from the other side of that hall when you saw Rhea talking to who looked like Cora Jade. When she saw how angry you were she excused herself and left you and Rhea alone.
“What do you want?” Rhea growled.
“What do I want? You and the rest of judgment day ghosted me all week.”
“What did I tell you was gonna happen if you didn’t win the NXT Women’s Championship back? Hm?”
“Y-you can’t be serious.”
“I am very serious. You aren’t strong enough to be in judgment day anymore.”
“Not strong enough? What about all the things I’ve done for you, Damian, and Finn! That doesn’t matter anymore?”
“No.” You felt true anger when she said that. The words that came out of your mouth next were out of pure rage.
“I want a match. Against you.” She began to laugh maniacally.
“You want a match against me?” she chuckled, “You can’t even beat Lyra, what makes you think you can beat me?”
“I don’t care, I want it. Tonight.” She shook her head, looked you up and down before speaking again.
“Fine, I’ll talk to Pearce. See you in the ring babygirl,” she mocked before walking away. You hadn’t noticed but a couple tears had escaped your eyes but you quickly wiped them away.
“This is my brutality!” Rhea’s music blasted through the arena. She walked down the aisle while Sam introduced her.
“The following contest is scheduled for one fall. Introducing first, representing The Judgment Day, she is the Women’s World Champion, Rhea Ripley!”
After she got in the ring your music hit. You walked out into the arena and locked eyes with her.
“And her opponent, Y/n L/n!”
When you got in the ring you gave her a death glare and she returned it. The bell rang and you two started circling the ring before launching at each other. Out of nowhere, she picked you up and slammed you into the mat. You got up quickly and ran towards her only for her to move out the way. You turned and got all up in her face before slapping her across the face. Usually her opponent would be terrified after doing something like that but not you. You were too upset to care.
You wanted revenge.
“You think you can just slap me-”
You slapped her again.
“Yes. Yes I do-” she wrapped her hand around your neck and began to squeeze but you managed to break free, delivering a swift kick to her midsection. While she was getting up you delivered a dropkick and went for the cover.
“1…2-” she kicked out.
You took a moment to breathe before putting her in a headlock only for her to break free and head butting you. You backwards on the mat and she went for the cover but you kicked out at two. She grabbed your face harshly before she spoke.
“You think you’re at my level? Huh?” She spat out. You pushed her away and got up. You glared back at her, the fire in your eyes reflecting your determination. She only smirked in your direction running at you. You duked and tried to go after her leg but she was quicker than you and moved out the way.
While you were getting up she delivered a dropkick taking you out and going for the cover only for you to kick out at the last second. This infuriated her. She picked you up, positioned you for riptide and slammed your body full force on the mat.
“1…2…3!”
“Here’s your winner, the Women’s World Champion, Rhea Ripley!” She pushed your body away before snatching her title from the ref and lifting it up high. You started to drag yourself toward a corner of the right but before you could reach it you felt yourself being dragged back to the middle of the ring. Rhea flipped you onto your back and lifted your head up by your hair.
“You are nothing without me. Nothing,” she said with venom in her voice. You felt the tears coming out at her words.
“Rhea let her go, the match is over.” The ref yelled. She slammed your head against the mat before getting up and finally leaving the ring.
“Are you okay?” asked the ref. You just nodded before getting up and walking backstage. You headed straight to Adam’s office. You knew if you stayed on raw any longer it I’ll be a death sentence. You walked into his office without bothering to knock.
“Adam, I need to move to smackdown.”
“I think that’s the best option but you are going to have to talk to Nick before we make it official, okay?” you nodded before walking out and heading towards your locker room.
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Friday Night Smackdown
You stood outside of Nick’s office. You took a deep breath before knocking. You waited a few seconds before you heard him say ‘come in’. You quickly opened the door and walked in.
“Y/n, good to see you. Adam told me you would come by.”
“It’s good to see you too.” you smiled politely.
Please, take a seat,” he said while pointing at the chair in front of his desk and you gladly took a seat.
“I’m guessing this has to do with what happened on monday?”
“Yeah, I wanted to ask if I was able to move to smackdown? We all know what would happen if I stay on raw.”
“Yeah, I think I have an idea of what would happen. Well I have good news and bad news.”
“Go on,” you sighed.
“I would love to have you here but as you know, when Jey moved to raw, a superstar from raw had to be drafted to smackdown. Therefore if you want to move here, you’re going to have to find a superstar that would be willing to switch with you. Preferably a woman,” you nodded along, “If you can find someone by the end of the night, I will have a contract ready for you next week.”
“Okay, thank you so much Nick.” You outstretched your hand.
“Thank you,” he smiled lightly and shook your hand. You smiled back and excused yourself out. You started to think of all the female superstars on smackdown who would be willing to switch with you. Bianca has her storyline with Iyo Sky, Mitchin is with the OC, Damage Ctrl is…Damage Ctrl, and…Shotzi! You could ask Shotzi. You started walking to her locker room until a voice stopped you.
“Look at what the cat dragged in. Where’s Judgment Day? Matter of fact, where’s Rhea?” You took a deep breath before turning toward them.
“Charlotte, please, I don't need this right now.”
“I told you this would happen. Everyone did. Why didn’t you take my offer when you had the chance?”
“...”
“Tell me.” she walked closer to you.
“...I wanted to believe that they actually wanted me and that they weren’t using me,” a tear fell down your cheek, “That i was enough for once…”
Flashback
“It’s okay to be scared, Rhea, having seconds thoughts about choosing me-”
“Queeny, queeny- can I call you that?” you cut Charlotte off, “You know what? Nevermind, sweetheart. I’m not gonna let you run down mami, my queen.”
“Look at you taking orders like a good little niña,” she smirked as you made your way into the ring, “Sweetie, why don’t you be a good girl and get Rhea for me, hm?” You wouldn't admit it to anyone but her comment made you blush a bit.
“I-” before you could get another word out, Rhea's music hit. You found it strange because that wasn’t the plan. You were supposed to keep talking smack to Charlotte but you guessed it was a last minute change. You noticed that Rhea looked furious making her way to the ring.
“Rhea–”
“I got it from here. Now go backstage and wait for me there.” was the only thing she said before getting in Charlotte’s face. You only looked between them hesitantly before walking out. You watched the rest of the interaction backstage. You were glad nothing bad happened, you didn’t want for things to get too out of control. You knew how long Rhea had been waiting for this moment, to finally beat her biggest enemy. You didn’t want for her to ruin it by letting her anger get the best of her. After they finished the promo they were brought backstage separately. Rhea barged into your locker room fuming.
“What the hell was that out there?! Huh?!”
“What are you talking about, mami? I was doing what you asked–” You were cut off mid sentence by a sharp pain against your cheek.
“I told you to distract her not to whore yourself out and flirt with her!”
“I-I’m sorry mami,” you said while gripping onto your burning cheek.
“Good. I’m going to get some fresh air, we leave in ten,” and she walked out. You let some tears spill but you quickly wiped them away. You brought upon yourself. You shouldn’t have flirted with Charlotte. You looked in the mirror and made sure there was no bruise on your face before walking outside to Rhea’s car.
“Y/n,” You heard your name being called from behind you. You turned only to come face-to-face with Charlotte once again, “Where are you going so fast?” she asked with a smug look on her face. You started to panic a bit. You didn’t want to risk being seen with her and for someone to tell Rhea.
“Charlotte, I can't be seen with you so please, just leave me alone.” She took notice of your redden cheek and her expression changed to a look of concern.
“Did she do that?” she tried to touch your cheek but you quickly stopped her.
“That’s none of your business.”
“You know it will only get worse, right? She's gonna get tired of you as well as the rest of Judgment Day and they’re gonna leave you hanging.”
“No, they won’t.” Charlotte sighed.
“Why don’t you join me? Hm? I’ll give you everything you want and more. I would treat you so much better than she ever will.” You only looked at her, contemplating her offer but out of the corner of your eye you saw Cathy talking to someone. If she saw you talking to Charlotte, she would definitely tell Rhea.
“I-I’ve gotta go,” and you walked off.
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Charlotte's expression softened slightly as she listened to you, and she hesitated before speaking.
“You were and still are enough, okay? You don’t need Rhea or the Judgment Day to tell you that. C’mere, sweetheart.” She opened her arms. You looked at her for a second before letting yourself get enveloped in her arms. It felt nice to be comforted and not scolded for once. After a few seconds, you pulled away.
“I’m guessing you were talking to Nick about switching brands?” she asked to which you nodded, “What did he say?”
“He said he would love to have me here but that I need to find someone who would be willing to switch with me because of the draft.”
“Hmm, did you have someone in mind?”
“I was heading towards Shotzi’s locker room since she’s the only person I could think of.”
“I’ll go with you, I’m sure she’ll agree.” She smiled at you sweetly before taking a kind of your hand and leading you to Shotzi’s room. You knocked on her door and a few seconds later she opened the door. She smiled At Charlotte but that quickly faded when she saw you.
“What’s is she doing here?”
“Shotzi, please, just hear her out-”
“No! You know what her and the rest of the Judgment Day did to me so I don’t care about whatever you have to say.”
“I’m so sorry about what I did-” you tried to reason with her but she slammed the door in your face. This was your last chance and now it is over. You fell on your knees and a pained sob escaped your lips.
“My father was right. I should have stayed in his shadow-”
“Hey, hey don’t say that,” she knelt down next to you and wrapped her arms around you, “You are much more than just your father’s shadow. Look at what you accomplished. You became the NXT Women’s Champion.”
“I lost it to Lyra-”
“Only after you gave her a hell of a fight.” You leaned your head against her chest.
“Thank you, Charlotte.”
“You don’t have to thank me, alright? Come on. I have a plan.”
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It’s been over a month since you were kicked out of Judgment Day. Since Shotzi didn’t switch with you, Charlotte suggested you take a break from all the chaos. She made a deal with you. If you helped her, she would help you get your revenge. In the month you were out she trained you. You learned new moves and techniques and you were thankful for her. She was the only person to pick you up after Rhea let you down.
Tonight was Crown Jewel. Charlotte had challenged Rhea for her title to which she accepted. In her words she would ‘show who the new queen is’. This was all part of the plan.
You were now helping Charlotte get ready for her match. She was wearing purple gear. You helped her zip up her top before she turned to look at herself in the mirror.
“You look stunning.” You whispered.
“Thank you, princess. You look beautiful as well.” Your cheeks burned at the compliment. She turned towards you and cupped your face.
“You remember the plan right?” You nodded in response.
“Good. This is going to be our night.” She was interrupted by a knock on the door.
“You’re up in 5.” Someone called from outside the door.
“It’s showtime.” You helped her put on her robe before walking out towards gorilla.
The match had taken many turns. Both Charlotte and Rhea giving it their everything. At this point the superstars were exhausted but neither gave up. Charlotte had just thrown Rhea out of the ring and was now distracting the ref by acting injured.
This was it.
You put your hood on and ran out through the crowd. You jumped over the barricade and delivered a big boot to Rhea as she was getting up. The crowd went crazy. Carefully not to get noticed by the ref you dragged her body to the announce table. You cleared it before turning towards Rhea and grabbing a hold of her face.
“I am more than I would have ever been with you.” You picked up her body and riptide her through the table before throwing her back in the ring. Charlotte got up on the rope and did a moonsault and went for the cover.
“1…2…3!”
“Here’s your winner! And the new Women’s World Champion, Charlotte Flair!” You slid into the ring and jumped on her out of joy. She caught you while raising the belt in the air with her other arm. You got off of her and that’s when you finally took your hood off to reveal yourself to the arena. The crowd went wild with cheers. You looked at Charlotte with a big smile on your face before kissing her. She placed an arm around your waist and the other around your head to deepen the kiss.
“How dare you!” Rhea yelled from behind you. You turned and knelt down to her.
“How dare I? You brought this upon yourself. You treated me like garbage and threw me out the moment I was no use to you. Lucky for me, Charlotte was there to pick me right up.” You turned towards Charlotte once again and gave her one last kiss before the two of you walked backstage.
You and Charlotte stumbled into her locker room. She kept kissing you all the way inside until you both fell on the couch. You started giggling and soon she was as well.
“We did it, baby. And soon you’re going to take that title from Iyo.”
“You think I can do it?”
“I know you will.” She leaned in to peck your lips before kissing down your jaw to your neck. Soon she found your sweet spot and started licking and sucking.
“Hmm, Charlotte-” you moaned.
“That’s not my name, sweetheart,” she whispered.
“…mommy.”
“That’s right, good girl.” She continued going down your neck to your collarbone then to the top of your breast. Her hands reached to your back where the clip of your top was.
“Can I take this off, baby?” You nodded in response. She leaned in to kiss you while slowly taking off your top. She threw it somewhere in the room before she started groping your breast. You moaned against her lips as you arched your back.
“Please mommy-”
“What is it, baby? What do you want?”
“M-more.”
“More what? You gotta tell me what you want or I’ll stop,” you whined and tried to hide your face but she didn’t let you, “Come on princess, you can do it.”
“…fuck me, please, mommy.”
“That’s my girl.” She moved down your body and started taking off your shorts along with your underwear. She placed one of your legs over her shoulder and started to kiss her way down to your dripping core. Right when she got to your pussy she stopped once again. You looked down at her and finally she licked down your pussy. You tossed your head back in pleasure. Your moans and pants being the only sound in the room.
“Mommy-” you tried to grind your hips against her face but she pushed them back down. Soon her fingers joined the fun. Her mouth focused on your clit while two of her fingers thrusted into your dripping core. Your hand moved down to grip onto her hair while the other moved towards your mouth to try and keep your moans at bay. When Charlotte noticed, she took her free hand and held on to yours.
“Let those pretty sounds out for me, baby. Don’t hold back.”
“But- fuck…what if someone hears?” You stuttered out.
“Let them.”
“Hmph-” your grip on her hair got stronger as you felt yourself get to the edge, “M-mommy…Im close-”
“I know, baby, I know. Let go for me,” she cooed. Your legs began to shake around her head and your grip on her hand tightened.You went over the edge with a loud moan, arching your back in the process. You rode out your high and soon your body went limp. You closed your eyes, taking a moment to breath until you felt Charlotte pepper kisses all over your face making you giggle.
“Can you look at me, princess?” she asked while gently cupping your face. You blinked your eyes open and looked into her icy blue eyes.
“I am so proud of you, Y/n.” Those words brought tears into your eyes. No one had ever said that to you, not even your dad. You tried to look away but she didn’t let you, “Hey, don't hide from me. You're allowed to cry.”
“I just- no one’s ever been proud of me-”
“Well I am. And I will forever be so proud of you,” she leaned in as you kissed your lips. You put your arms around her neck to deepen the kiss. The kiss was sweet and slow, not like any kiss you’ve had before. Eventually you pulled away and she rested her forehead against yours.
“How about we shower and head home to celebrate.”
“I thought we were already celebrating?”
“Oh, sweetheart, I'm not even halfway done with you.”
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medtech-mara · 5 months
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8, 11, 22 for Mara/Jack and Mara/J I H Z Z Y
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8.Who is the big spoon? Little spoon?
Jihara- which is the couple name for J I H Z Z Y and Mara. I think we can all guess who is the big spoon.
It's Mara. J I H Z Z Y is the little spoon.
For Jack & Mara, who don't have a couple name because we've not came up with one yet.
Jack is the big spoon. Before he got the extra inches (his height, don't be in the gutter lmao) from his Sigframe, he was a like a Jetpack on Mara. Kinda cute. He wasn't that much shorter than Mara, only a couple.
9.Who is clingy?
For Jihara- Mara is the more clingy one. Something about this rockerboy leaves Mara desperate for his attention. Maybe it's because his fame makes her feel insecure? Especially knowing that Missy (Our pop queen) has had his audience a few times. Of course it was only for discussing Collab and Missy asking J I H Z Z Y to get Gordie to look her way again, but it still made Mars hella jealoussssss!!!!
For Jack & Mara- Jack is the clingy one. He has always hung on every word Mara has ever said since he fell in love with her when they were 9. She'd come over one morning, with her frizzy of unmanageable mane, her glasses, and braces, something in the way she smiled, something in the way she was so excited to talk about this new show she watched, when she crawled into the blanket fort dubbed Fort. Adams with his twin brother, just made him realize she was the one for him. While they have always been inseparable, after getting together in Water on Mars, the two are rarely seen without each other, and Mara will never admit to anyone but him, there's no place else she'd rather be.
22. What is something - either character - doesn't like about the other?
Jihara- For J i h z z y, I can't speak for him on this, but IF I were to guess, it would be that Mara's content with going any minute, she's okay living the rest of her days as a merc. He wants more for her.
For Mara, She doesn't like that J I H Z Z Y has never taken being a merc serious, despite this being the whole reason he's here for his next album. He's not improved and too many times she's had to hold herself back to tend to him to to be near him in the invent that something horrible does happen, she has to get him hooked to a Cryo-bag stat.
Jack & Mara- For Jack, He hates Mara being a merc. Well, at first. He was SOOOO AGAINST IT!!! That was, until one day she was coming home from a gig that she blew him off for, she was pushed onto N-CART track and left for dead.. But she wasn't. Maelstrom scavs near by took advantage of a fresh corps to pick apart, but the only Cyberware she had at the moment of value was her KIROSHI 075362K Limited Gold Edition w/ the following upgrades: 
-Low-Light/Infrared/UV 
-Color Shift
-Anti-Dazzle
But they were fried when she fell on the track, and left blind. THE ONLY saving grace was that Mara had a Frequent Flyer card addressed to a Titus Atredies (Space prince) and they saw their chance for a good cash cow that they wanted to milk dry. However, He never showed. I have no clue what the Boosters planned on, but Mara was almost never seen again. If it hadn't been for her brother putting a tracker in her bag, a spy toy from when they were kids, which he'd recently given to Jayce before he was arrested. (Look theres a lot, that was going on at that time. I would need a soild hour to explain.). Mara had pinged Jago several times to get her, and he hadn't showed either. Blind, she knew that she wouldn't fair well, but she was gonna die trying. She didn't want to know what they planned for her. Just as she got ready to make a break for it, Jack showed up and killed the two guys in the front seat. That's when he decided he had to be proactive, he had to protect her or else she was going to end up like her friend Jennifer Costa.
& also he hates mara's ex jago a lot and hates that she even has anything to do with him still
Mara HATES that Jack can never say what he feels. Its always gotta be to the point of no return for him to finally make his move. Mara wasn't blind to how Jack felt, but when she made her move, he didn't respond? So she was kinda left confused, and maybe thought it was for the best. She stood the most to lose if it didnt work. It wasn't until He heard about Mara and Titus had broken up, thats when he went to make his move. LIKE DUDE WHY? UUUUGGGGHHHHHH
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general update
gonna start putting these life updates under '#byrd's business' (subject to change). actual stuff under the cut.
honestly i just don't have a lot of people in my life right now that are caught up on what's been happening and also interact with me regularly, so it's nice to be able to come back to tumblr where i've made a big-ass post about it (trigger-tagged to the best of my ability, lmk if i missed anything) and can just add to it instead of explaining everything over and over again.
updates so far: i got norovirus and am just coming off of it, i've met some real nice people, all that has been good. plans are still being made for a group home afaik. from what i heard, the home my case workers had in mind is the kind of place where, instead of having one house with rooms and shared common areas, it's a whole-ass complex where everyone gets their own apartment (or maybe has roommates idk) while there's common areas accessible by walking out your front door and staff you can call at anytime. tbh sounds perfect to me.
working on getting ssdi set up too, possibly food stamps (and you best bet your ass i'm gonna be billing my insurance for my gluten-free food since that's usually an option), just surviving at this shelter. Making friends without putting myself in danger, although apparently last night a man literally just walked into our dorms and watched some of us sleep before walking out and saying 'nothing good here,' so... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Still better than living with my parents. I fucking hate that I was right about that, but there's not much to be done about it except move on.
Hoping to bring my cello to whatever group home i end up in, along with the rest of my clothes and a few other belongings. Might try and pick up my old pet lizard, see how life has treated him while he was with my vet teacher.
Thanks for stickin with me through this, y'all. It means the world to me. This world may be cruel but I'm still kickin' (/ref).
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We are now Deltarune: Insanity Calls
We are going to brand away from Deltarune: The Other Puppet. This will take course over the next couple of months.
TOPIC was made when TOP was during a down period. At the time, it'd been almost a year since the last character ref (Between Seam and Toriel's specifically). And there's been no new music outside of just area tracks for a year at that point. The old Joker TOP Server was dead, when him only posting to promote his own, separate works. I made TOPIC when TOP was believed to be dead. But now it's coming back. Maybe because of me? But I don't know.
Point is, is that TOPIC was made from a place of passion for me. I saw an AU I loved dying and wanted to help it, but as time moves on, TOP actually is doing things again and I'm made to feel like a fraud, or a crook trying to steal someone else's work, even if I'm doing everything to make it unique.
I bring this all up since I still love the idea of the AU. I love the idea of this human Spamton and monster Jevil, with a weird bird thing named Dinsoda traveling the worlds, meeting weird foes like a muppet with a hero complex or a weird lizard caffeine addict. But I also love what we've added. I love the neckbeard that is Admin, I love the music we've made. I love the idea of the Knight being a overarching threat. I love the art we've made. I love the videos we've made.
I love both, and both work so well, but if TOP's back being a thing, there's no use in me trying to save it. It's been saved. And now, I want some of our stuff to be more than just TS!The Other Puppet. That's why we're going to rebrand.
Also, TOPAnon, if you're reading this, then I hope you know that I never wanted to cause you any issues. For a while, you were simply inactive and I thought this AU was dead. I wanted to make sure it lived on, but you're back and now I don't need to make sure it lives on. I wish you luck on the future of The Other Puppet. I hope I didn't leave too much of a bad taste in your mouth. You're an inspiration to me, and I'm sorry for any issues I caused for you.
Anyways, here's our current plans:
What we're changing:
TOP designs (Spamton's dark world, Noelle, Azzy, etc.)
TOP-specific story beats (which isn't very much)
We are, of course, going to continue on doing our own swaps and songs independent of TOP. It's what we've been doing already, so it's more-so here
But worst of all, we are replacing Dinsoda. It's TOPAnon's OC for The Other Puppet.
What we're not changing:
Kris' Song names, lyrics, and motifs. (Mostly due to those songs being completed already)
Any official Insanity Calls swaps (Sans is still Rouxls, for example - even if TOPAnon eventually decides to do it himself)
Any designs that are already original (Admin, Seam's, Giga Kris, etc.)
More info will come out when it's ready, but our team are already working on new designs and a Dinsoda replacement. I'm excited for everyone to see it.
By the end of it, we should be our own entity.
Here's a quick mash-up of design ideas:
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(First one by Er3n F0und, second two by Kapptt Kapptt)
A lot of things are now considered not canon, but I won't remove them as they are still apart of our history. But if you're scrolling through the blog, then consider everything past this point non-canon.
Edit: I lied. We're changing Giga Kris and Kris in general. Go check out But Then They Thought-
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100 questions, to help doe {eye/he/it} figure eyeself out. w soul {it/red} answering as well coz why not. except we keep changing the 100 questions
name
doe.. | soul/shrimp
2. age
20 | 20 but body is {ADULT}
3. we're not sharing our city xdd
4. What do most people not know about you?
i'm, kind of a girl? and a boy? but also neither? my gender is love i think.. | idfk, just like blue /sys did, i like digging out chunks in minecraft. repetitive task go brrr
5. What do most people know you for?
i don't think anyone knows me, apart from amaris and others of his system? but i guess that would be for the game i'm a fictive from. | hell if i know?? for being the soul i guess
6. Hobbies
talking with amaris.. if that counts.. oh! drawing, right. | listenin to music
7. What are your passions?
art? love? | maybe minecraft speedruns. or music, music is more like it
8. What do you search for in a significant other?
that they love me? i don't know.. that seems like enough | probably being less socially anxious than me. need me a "excuse me he asked for no pickles" kinda person /hj
change of plans i chose different questions those ones were too hard
   1) Put your {playlist} on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
Chonny Jash - Grew On Me | i dont have a separate playlist but from blue's playlist, I Am... All of Me by Crush 40    2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
amaris.. | amaris as well    3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
from fnaf into the pit, 'his dad sped away, probably glad to get rid of him."    4) What do you think about most?
probably amaris.. is that weird? | weirdo here! not weird. :thumbsup: .as for me uhhh maybe music    5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
"gniiight 💜"    6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
clothes on, i suppose? i don't like changing clothes much | clothes on, somewhat same reason    7) skip    8) Girls…. (finish the sentence); Boys…. (finish the sentence)
girls are awesome, boys are awesome? | girls go to ccollege to get more knowledge.... boys go to jupiter to get more stupider... /ref    9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
no? i wonder if i can write poems. as in, am i good at it? i should try some time | i meeean, technically the soul eclectic? lol ik tht doesnt count but its funny    10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
what does that even mean? | that was before i even existed i think    11) Do you have any strange phobias?
don't know about "strange", but.. heights? and being abandoned, you know.. being hated.. | slight social phobia xdd    12) skip    13) skip    14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
going out on a walk. that sounds nice, we should go on a walk sometime | absolutely not /lh uhh for me i guess shopping? but never on my own {w parents}    15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
ooh, that's tough. um... both? if that makes sense.. as in, being able to watch myself? because i like myself? | <-autospec momence. uhh for me i think behind th camera    16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
chonny jash? he's not a band, but.. | lemon demoonnnnn    17) skip    18) skip    19) skip    20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
love. both of those. | my fuckinnn self esteem issues tbh. and, resilience, is that th word? idk man    21) Who is your celebrity crush?
ooh. chonny jash? | backrooms    22) skip    23) skip    24) Do you have a collection of anything?
i mean, if it counts, collection of art of us amaris has done | blue's rock collection is somewhere in the wardrobe    25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
ah, neither? or, actually, both. talking online but not with video | both r bad but talkin on the phne is bettr    26) Are you happy with the person you’ve become?
if the people i love are happy with me, then i am. | no lmaoooo    27) What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?
hm, maybe chalk on board sound. and voices of loved ones | chalk on board from me as well chief. or sound of the body's voice. sound i love, uhhh idk silence?    28) skip    29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
yes? but not aliens.. | one of the alters in here is literally a ghost lmao {well ghostkin but it counts}. uhh idc abt aliens    30) skip    31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
sweat? | cold wind    32) What’s the worst place you have ever been to?
i haven't been to many places.. | school. i didnt even exist yet but school    33) skip    34) skip    35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
love? | none lollll    36) skip    37) skip    38) What’s the weather like right now?
cold. | cold windy    39) skip    40) skip    41) skip    42) skip    43) Do you have any nicknames?
i mean, john doe is a nickname i guess.. | soil or smtn i dunno    44) skip    45) skip    46) skip    47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
amaris? does he count.. is it weird? | minecraft speedrunning perhaps    48) What’s your ?
? | ??    49) skip    50) Do you believe in magic?
i suppose i do | sure man fuck me up    51) skip    52) skip    53) Do you save money or spend it?
i would save it, i think | save    54) What’s the last thing you purchased?
| rainbow huggy wuggy? tht happened b4 either of us existed but idk what else we've bought    55) Love or lust?
love.. | love    56) In a relationship?
yes.. | yea    57) skip    58) skip    59) Where were you yesterday?
at home, i think? | do not fuckin remember lolll    60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
hello kitty clip ons | anime girl figure    61) skip    62) What’s your favorite animal?
ooh, uh, probably cats. | birds. crows. uhh sure cats i mean i like dogs too so idk    63) skip    64) skip    66) skip    67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
sleeping? i think..    68) What do you think is Satan’s last name?
what? | i dont think satans last name is what.. (that's not what i-) ahem. uhh redfield    70) skip    71) skip    72) skip    73) You can only have one of these things: trust or love.
love.. | trust    74) What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
maybe my type by saint motel | aint nothing like a funky beat perhaps    75) skip    76) skip    77) How can I win your heart?
just love me. that is enough. | like my things or smtn    78) skip    79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
coming back from the void | <- headspace void. uhh joining pcjs perhaps. it wasnt me who did it but still    80) skip    81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
loverboy. | wtf kinda question is that...    82) skip    83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word: heart.
amaris.. | acou /sys and amaris    84) What is a saying you say a lot?
"is that weird" maybe.. | awesomesauce    85) What’s the last song you listened to?
| currently listening to Moe Shop - You Look So Good    86) Basic question: what’s your favorite color/colors?
black and red | red and gray.    87) What is your current desktop picture?
| p3 protagonist. we should probably change it... hm    88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
(REDACTED) | myself /hj    89) skip    91) skip    92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
amaris telling me he likes me.. | when i first appeared. tht blurry feeling is weird but kind of pleasnt    93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
i mean, if i erase our trauma (that i don't even remember), i probably wouldn't exist anymore, would i? | vyral's trauma    94) skip    95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
meeting amaris.. | amaris as well    96) skip    97)skip    98) skip    99) skip    100) skip
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treadmilltreats · 3 years
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The end is so different from the beginning
It's funny my cousin said this the other day while we were on the phone and it's so true.
We were talking about when we first met our ex husband's and how it was so sweet, so loving at the beginning until they knew they had you where they wanted you and then Bam! Here comes their evil twin to make your life a living hell.
If you have ever been love bombed, if you ever been with a narcissistic person, if you have been with a control freak then you know the drill. At first they are the most loving, kindest, most romantic person you ever met. You tell all your friends what an amazing person you met. It's all roses and flowers. They met your needs before you even know they insist, they are that good.
I know I don't talk about the beginning much, maybe it's because it was a lot less than the pain I endured. But I fell, and I fell hard, he was my Prince Charming or so I thought. He took me out, opened doors, and never once let me pay. He would bring me flowers, jewelry. He was funny, he was sweet, and romantic. He told me everything I wanted to hear and I fell hook, line and sinker. So much so that when he begged me to move down here after only knowing each other for 2 weeks I sold my business and rented my house out in New York and moved down here.
Yes, looking back I realize how crazy that was. But yes, I was so crazy in love that it definitely uttered my brain. I often wonder if my girls even remember a time where things were good, when they got to see their parents in love? I doubt it as things went south as soon as my little one was born and even though we tried to keep it from them, I know they felt the tension, the unspoken words that were pulling us apart.
I don't speak bad about their father, I am of course human and on occasion have said things out of anger but for the most part I don't. If they wanted the inside scoop I guess they could always read my book but I'm not telling it to them. See I have forgiven him for his part, learned from mine and I have moved on.
I do however tell them about letting a man control you, manipulate you, or the famous, love bomb you. I teach them to be independent, to never rely on a man because when it's time to go, it's time to go without any worries about how to take care of yourself or your children.
But I do wonder if I should talk more about the good times? Would that shape them differently? I don't know, we as parents know that kids don't come with an instruction book, we are all just winging it, trying to do a little better than our parents before us. I know my job is to prepare them for this hard world, to teach them how to be kind and considerate. To be a giving part of society, self sufficient and to teach them everything I know before I am gone.
I do want them to know that when we had them we were in love and we truly wanted them. There were no accidents, we planned them, prayed for them and went through hell in order to have them with 2 horrific pregnancies. In spite of the odds of many doctors saying I would never have kids we never gave up, we never lost faith and for these two miracles, I will be forever in his debt.
So today my friends, unfortunately sometimes the beginning looks nothing like the end. Sometimes people change, they grow apart, they show who they really are and the relationship shifts.
All I know is that I will not put my children in the middle, as a pawn. I will never make them have to choose, I will be there for them whatever their choices are whether good or bad. And maybe I will talk more about the beginning and not the end.
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Family time 
This year my girls wanted to go away for Thanksgiving, for our annual family vacation. If you follow me you know how close I am to my girls and nothing is more important to me than spending quality time with them. So we all got together to try to figure out where we wanted to go. Our first choice was Thailand but they didn't have enough time off for that so we figured Costa Rica was close enough. Surprisingly we have traveled a lot together but we had never been there. So we set it up and my big one like always made all the plans and booked all the excursions.
I didn't care where we spent Thanksgiving as long as I was with my girls, I remember last year when my girls were in Europe and it was the first time we were apart, how hard that was on me. I couldn't imagine Thanksgiving without them so instead I went away with my girlfriends to a house on the beach.
My point is that it doesn't matter where you are during the holidays, as long as your with your loved ones,as it is a time to give thanks for all your blessings. There is not a day that goes by that I am not grateful for my life, not a second that I don't think it could have been another way and that it was another way for so long.
I want you to examine your life, really examine it. Are you happy? Do you have peace and joy in your home and your heart? Is this the life you imagined for yourself? I know these are hard questions to ask yourself but I am here to tell you that life is passing you by and at this age it is going fast, faster than you want it to. I am telling you this because I realized that I should have left my abusive marriage years before but I stayed, thinking that it would be better to keep our dysfunctional family together. I now see how many years I wasted being unhappy, hating my life and just going through the motions, to try to get by day by day.
That is no way to live and I see that now, now that I am away from it, now that I am happy. Each morning I literally cry on the way to the gym or on the way home seeing the sunrise knowing that this is now my life. This is how much I have changed, that I am crying tears of joy instead of tears of hopelessness and sorrow.
While we were away we talked a lot about the divorce and my girls feelings about it. My little one said I should have left a lot earlier and she was right I should have but I was scared. Fear of the unknown kept me stuck and this may be you right now, stuck in fear. You may be thinking like I was how am I going to support myself and my kids? Can I do it? All these times he told you that you are worthless, that you will never make it without him, you haven't had a "real"job in years or maybe your job is not enough to live on. Maybe like me you lived a big lifestyle, fancy cars, big house, toys ect and how could you leave that or take that away from your kids.
Maybe your parents told you, you couldn't make it on your own like my mother told me when I finally broke down and told her how unhappy I was and that planted yet another seed of self doubt. 
Whatever the reason I am here to tell you, push them aside and leave now! Your not getting any younger, you don't want to scar your children anymore than you already have. You have no idea how happy you can be on your own, living on your own terms. 
Will it be hard? Yes, I won't sugar coat shit, it will be but not as hard as living a lie every day. Not as hard as being miserable and hating your life, pretending to be happy, this is a piece of cake because no matter what you will find your peace and joy and that will keep you.
So today my friends, I am here to tell you that family time with your children and your loved ones is priceless. But don't give them a half version of yourself, stop putting on the fake smile while your heart is breaking inside. Live your best life now, the time is now to be happy because you are not guaranteed tomorrow. All your children want is too see you happy and trust and believe they know when your faking it even if you think your doing a great job hiding it.
So make the best of family time, sit down and be honest, put it all out on the table with that ham. Let them know how you truly feel, let them tell you their feelings as well. It will be amazing how good that will feel.
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