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izzyizumi · 4 years

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Digimon Adventure/02/Tri ~ x Kagerou Project / Mekakucity Actors “GUNJOU RAIN” [“Ultramarine Rain”] AMV [music (C) Jin] [Sung by VOCALOID : IA] (originating series info here) {originating song info/summary here} featuring implied DUO/SHIP: Taichi Yagami [Taichi “Tai” Kamiya in US] x Koushiro(u) Izumi [Koushiro “Izzy” Izumi in US] also known as [Taishiro(u)] + side characters MRS. YOSHIE {also a.k.a. Kae} IZUMI (major), {in this ficverse specifically, I’m using “Yoshie” for reasons} & Mr. Masami Izumi; TENTOMON briefly implied (this AMV initially completed in 1+1/2 hours around 4:30 AM on May 11, 2020)

PAST AMVS / VIDEO EDITS IN THIS SERIES: Kagerou Daze (Heat-Haze Daze) / Children Record / RED / Additional Memory and Imaginary Reload music edits for KageDaze / Days (short edit) / Lost Time Memory / Yesterday Evening / Summertime Record/ Shounen Brave / Outer Science / Headphone Actor (short edit) / DAZE (short version / TV Size OP) / KOUSHIROS ? CYBER JOURNEY / Brave Heart x Kaien Panzermast / Night Tales Deceive [Yobanashi Deceive] / [KOUSHIRO’S] Imaginary World / Mekakushi Code [Blindfold Code] REPEATVERSE/EXTENDED STORY INTRODUCTION: HERE (*note: extended summary contains some spoilers for the fic) [however, it also explains the worldbuilding involved and plot setup!] (* It’s ok to start on/only watch this current AMV!) [*You may understand the story/implied timeline of things better if you begin from my “Kagerou Daze” AMV, though it’s also not required! “Children Record” is also recommended as a starting point/upbeat song!] {NOTE : PLEASE read my FAQ and “about” sections BEFORE interacting directly with me, my contents / fanworks / this series, or my blog !! !}

{AMV-specific Notes under the ‘read more’!}:

- part of my Taishiro [Taichi x Koushiro] REPEAT?_ ficverse (please note any and all notes/warnings for said ficverse!!)

- short version of implied story/plot of this series: T I M E L O O P S - Tri is here because … ah … … - let’s just say it’s probably AT LEAST ONE part of the “start” of it all ah - KOUSHIRO IZUMI VOICE : ( ‘ W H Y ’ ) - DO THEY MAKE IT TO THE END - @ TAICHI & KOUSHIRO, ARE YOU SURE YOU /WANT/ TO ——-

- TBH HOW MUCH do KOUSHIRO or TAICHI even REALLY REMEMBER - MUCH LESS THE REST OF THEM - who even knows after a certain point anymore - timeloops are fun !! ! ! (this particular AMV also explains SOME of it …)

LYRICS / TRANSLATION + FURTHER Taishiro Ficverse-spoilery notes under the “read more” !

[seriously, please note the warnings, the plot is kinda heavy] (please note any and all warnings for K@gepro’s plot too if you look into that!!) - no, it’s NOT a direct parody (but v[ERY] inspired) (if you can’t tell) - watching it in HIGH(ER) QUALITY at the original Youtube link is encouraged! - to do so, go to the original youtube link, click “HD” button, then “ 1080p ” !

dID I FINISH IN TIME FOR MOTHER'S DAY IN ( SOME PARTS OF ) ( THE WORLD ) ....... ;;;;;

[ OK BUT I'LL HAVE TO UPLOAD THE FINAL VERSION W/SUBS LATER /YEAH/ ] ( fOR NOW ) THIS AMV BE MOSTLY KOUSHIRO BUT ALSO IMPLIED TAISHIROS + YOSHIE-MAMAAAAAAA ( I'M SORRY I still prefer her name as ' Yoshie ' jUST I KNEW IT THAT WAY FOR /YEARS/ ..... ) [*Mrs Izumi’s name is more commonly listed/translated as: “Kae”*] (*implied as she shares this first name with her Japanese voice actor) [*however, the kanji can also be read as “Yoshie” and has at times been Translated by other translators as such in the past]

LYRICS / TRANSLATION + FURTHER Taishiro Ficverse-spoilery notes under the “read more” !

* This original song DOES NOT have an originating music video so this imagery was mainly compiled BY MY IDEAS /YEAH/ * There IS an old Fanmade video to the song ( bUT IT IS NOT OFFICIAL/SEMI-OFFICIAL BY ANY MEANS ) ( unlike the well-known "KageDaze" fanmade video by Wannyanpuu ) [ who later became one of the official Kagepro animators ] ( her music video there was not official but there have been seeming throwbacks to her style in other official music videos at times ... ) * However the Gunjou Rain fanmade video DOES give a clear example of how the original song should be viewed for that canon (should you be interested) * PSUEDO-character deaths implied in song hOWEVER * IT'S MOSTLY VIA FLASHBACKS ..... IT'S A VERY PRETTY SONG I SWEAR ..... * The Psuedo-death does not involve the major character [officially] but it does involve a side/supporting character in original Kagepros series * Psuedo-deaths involving Taishiro/KOUSHIRO ARE here as usual however * part of these were, yes, again lifted from my much earlier KageDaze / Red videos (specifically the “Red” edit clip) * oK BUT * THERE'S A GORGEOUS ELECTRIC GUITAR SOLO TOWARDS THE END * Multiple parts of this thing DEFINITELY gave me trouble ( mainly : matching up lyrics to my ficverse while different story themes OTL ) * and also matching them to scenes that aren't filler * later on I'll go and smooth it over + fix glitches but fOR NOW /YEAH/

* I THREW IN SOME 2020!TAISHIROS FOR MAXIMUM FEELS ( THANK YOU TOEI ) ....................................... ;;;;;; ;A;/

TRI/SPOILERS involve: - aesthetics/background scenery from Ketsui and also Soushitsu - KOKUHAKU [ Koushiro (+Tentomon) scenes towards middle-end ] - KYOUSEI [ if you know what happens to Taichi at end, you know spoiler ] - no major “ Bokura no Mirai ” (Final Tri movie/ending) spoilers this time - some DIGIMON ADVENTURE 2020 scenes featuring Taichi+Koushiro

{ LYRICS } [ Verses 1 ]

" I CAN'T SLEEP , " YOU wailed,

... so I read you a storybook ,

... As the raindrops KNOCKED on the roof. ...

When I put in the bookmark ,

and said I’ll read it again TOMORROW , ...

... You were already snoozing away . ...

... ( instrumental ) [ Verses 1-2 ]

You say you WANT TO GO OUT , but the reason I DON'T LET YOU ,

... ISN'T BECAUSE I " HATE YOU " AT ALL ... ...

... Yes, it’s about CONVENIENCE ---

BUT IT PAINS ME IN MY CHEST .

... So I’ve said " SORRY " AGAIN AND AGAIN . ... [ Verses 1-3 ]

There’s A W O R L D STARTING TO S P I N ,

And I HAVEN'T EVEN TOLD YOU ... about it yet

But I TELL YOU ,

" DON'T MAKE " " EYE CONTACT " ,

so that SOMEDAY ,

... YOU and YOUR EYES

CAN DO WHAT YOU “ LIKE ”

WITH THE WORLD .....

[ Chorus 1 ]

I HATED YESTERDAY ,

I HATED THE W O R L D ,

BUT I'VE CHANGED ,

and I’ll LOVE TOMORROW

... And might you REALIZE " LOVE " ,

MEET S O M E O N E ,

... And MAKE A FUTURE OF YOUR OWN ?

On your "bed" , you happily SNOOZE ,

And IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY ,

I’m ON THE VERGE OF T E A R S .....

... ( instrumental )

[ Verses 2 ]

There’s more stillness in the night.

Through the gaps in the trees,

... Pleasant breezes continue to blow . ...

... ( instrumental )

Will " TOMORROW " be SUNNY ?

My chest starts to HURT AGAIN .

... / I CAN'T LET YOU GO OUTSIDE / . ...

... ( instrumental ) [ Verses 2-2 ]

Making excuses for my sleeplessness,

I REMEMBER SOMETHING .

... A MEMORY from MY YOUTH . ...

ALWAYS WITH MY “ FATHER ” ( ? )

I waited for [ MY MOTHER ] to [ RETURN ] , ( ?? )

... Though I’d already WAITED [ “ DECADES ” ( ??? ) ] . ... [ Verses 2-3 ]

... While [ I ] spent my time alone ,

I FELL IN LOVE MYSELF ,

... and things got B U S Y ... for me.

... And YOU can " L O V E " THIS SAME WORLD TODAY ,

With YOUR EYES ,

... and the WONDERFUL THINGS you do ...

[ Chorus 2 ]

DAYS COME AND GO ,

SEASONS PASS ,

I WIPE YOUR TEARS ,

... AND YOU S M I L E .

And FOR THAT ALONE ,

I want to HOLD ONTO YOU TIGHT

... Or so I FIND MYSELF THINKING ...

And if THE FUTURE is TO COME

" KNOCKING " ONE of THESE DAYS ,

I want to SEND THEM OFF

with REASSURANCE and a S M I L E . ...

... ( instrumental / interlude ) ...

[ Interlude Verses ]

... A SUDDEN FAREWELL to THE WORLD I'D GROWN SO FOND OF.

A FRIGHTENING FAREWELL , one which leaves you SO SAD .

I COULDN'T SAY

{ " I’m sorry . " } { " Gomen Ne " }

I W A N T E D TO SAY :

{ " I LOVE YOU . " } { " Aishiteru " }

...But " THE WORLD " is ALREADY [ " O P E N I N G " ] .

[ Final Verses ] + ... ( final instrumentals )

... As THE RAINDROPS “ KNOCK ” on THE ROOF ,

... YOU READ that [ " D I A R Y " ] of MINE .

... And the tears spilled. [ / The sound of the “RAIN” is “ KNOCKING ” . ]

... And the tears spilled. ..... ... ... . [ / The sound of the “RAIN” is “ KNOCKING ” . ] * ( “ And the tears spilled. ... ” Repeats + Fade outs ) Translation Notes / Musings: * - the more literal line is the former, ( “KNOCKING” in actual line ) ‘ the sound of the ’ “ RAIN ” = “ Tears ”, “ knocking ” implying them falling

{ FURTHER NOTES }

the fanmade music video for original themes (/not/ official or by producers in any way): [ however it's basically exactly what happens canon-wise /yup/ ] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JGndj2aIEm4

spoilery notes RE: PSUEDO DEATHS / WARNINGS: * the singer in the song is the mother of Mary in Kagepro who is a Medusa. * "Don't make eye contact" / etc. re: "EYES" is all related to that plot in Kagepros * in Repeatverse / this AMV this is all working qUITE different hOWEVER * YOSHIE DOES PROBABLY TRY TO INTERFERE AT SOME POINTS * PARTICULARLY IN VAMDEMON ARC y E A H * BOTH IZUMIS PROBABLY ATTEMPT TO LATER ON AS WELL * obviously they're doing this to PROTECT KOUSHIRO re the middle portion verses: * this is also more Kagepros relevant than 'verse relevant but I tried to match it up OTL * basically Kagepros mother is re: above spoiler ALSO part Medusa. She waits decades for her own "mother" to return * I tried to manipulate these bits here with Koushiro and Yoshie / Izumis * basically uh in some timelines MAYBE Yoshie ends up "waiting" in similar ways * i.e. maybe the entire Izumi family could become affected aT POINTS ......... * POSSIBLY INVOLVING IZUMIS WE NEVER REALLY GOT TO SEE ......... * but yeah those lines are probably better read from Koushiro's POV before switching back to Yoshie * i.e. maybe in some timelines it's KOUSHIRO waiting for YOSHIE to return etc * in others Masami or Mr Izumi ends up going first to protect them BOTH and yEAH * in fact it's probably Mr Izumi who first tries to intervene to protect them but * Yoshie gets upset she's not able to do anything * maybe there's timelines that alternate with this theme though

* a bunch of things in notes above kinda were vaguely ?? ? included in the 'verse in this part: https://archiveofourown.org/works/14414505/chapters/40780040 ( which was ALSO inspired by the same song uh ..... yup )

^ I included A BUNCH OF REFERENCE LINKS ABOVE to some of my past posts / Koushiro caps and Japanese version references so you can get a better idea of the themes + Koushiro character develoment / introspections all being presented here + AND HOW TRI’S KOUSHIRO STORYLINE DIRECTLY TIES IN TO EVERYTHING CONNECTED/PRESENTED TO THE ORIGINAL ADVENTURE / 02 STORYLINE SCENES WITH YOSHIE {/KAE}

AND KOUSHIRO’S TENDENCY TO

“Speak formally” * and how he

IMPROVES THROUGHOUT 02/TRI

(I hope my implications are coming through?!???)

( * Since apparently the wider Western / US / English dub fandom tends to COMPLETELY not understand Japanese version!Koushiro’s implied / extended storyline re: him speaking formally most of the time

[also in relation to his use of Japanese honorifics] +

{his insisting use of “ Taichi-san” may ALSO be relevant} and how this all connects to HIS ADOPTION STORYLINE even though . KOUSHIRO’S STORY is ... REALLY NOT that hard to understand you guys COME ON... ... ;;)

* SOMEDAY * SOMEDAY I’LL BE ABLE TO COMPILE ALL THIS KOUSHIRO + IZUMI FAMILY INTROSPECTIONS INTO A * ACTUALLY COHESIVE ANALYSIS

* but today is not that day so HAVE THIS AMV INSTEAD ;A;/

* A RELEVANT AND VERY GOOD KOUSHIRO META POST ( not by me but RELEVANT TO THESE THOUGHTS / THEMES )

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fullmoonfireball · 7 years

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OC Recap-thingy???

hecc i put this off for too long

i dont really know what that anon meant when they requested this, but i hope this’ll do (readmore bc this is gonna be Long)

Crinoline Parisa

Ribbon’s mom

where’s her husband??? we just dont know

she’s doing her Best™ to be a good mom to Ribb

Lace Parisa

Mirror World!Ribbon

an edgy lil shit

very grumpy

why have i never posted a coloured pic of her

Shadeleine Walsh

Mirror World!Adeleine

Probably the OC I fiddle the most with.

She has a really strong Texan accent for some reason??? I don't know why I gave her it

Takes magic lessons from Wiz( that magician guy that no one seems to remember/care about?). As it turns out, their brand of magic is not anything she can pull off.

Works as their assistant sometimes... Even if it can be slightly terrifying because of their methods (their magic lets them make the tricks a bit more than just illusions). Shaddy has gotten cut in half (or more parts) more times than she cares to count.

Actually more interested in drama, but she's taken what she got.

She's good friends with Shadow Kirby! They hang out a lot!

Her name used to be Shado. And yes, that IS pronounced the way it looks like it is. She hated it.

Owns an oversized magenta sweater and wears it at ever chance she gets. Wiz hates it.

there wasn’t originally another character in this picture what are you talking about

Shadow Marx (left)

Mirror World!Marx (no duh)

Mild insomniac. He hates it.

Just wants to sleep, like any other noddy.

Dating Mirror Magolor

May or may not have kept him up with his late-night thoughts a few times.

Syzzle (right)

Mirror World!Gryll

Doesn't care about Star Stacker (or any similar game) in the slightest.

A complete NERD

Probably owns a library or something

Theatra (left)

Mirror World!Claycia

Complete drama queen

Which is good, because she's an actress.

Gay as hell for Shadow Elline

she’s supposed to have horns like Claycia, but I forgot them in this picture

Shadow Elline (right)

Mirror World!Elline (what a shock)

An inkbrush fairy-thing

Writes most (if not all) of Theatra's stuff

Gay as hell for Theatra

the ‘straight man’ of the duo, despite being neither straight nor a man

Mirror Magolor

Mirror World!Magolor (obviously)

An anxious little negg (nerd egg)

A cinnamon roll (unlike his counterpart)

Protect him

Knows nothing about where he came from

Dating Shadow Marx

Slightly annoyed by how much he keeps him up. But he stops rambling... eventually.

More info on him can be found here

Rose Symyva (left) and Violet Larivi (right)

They're married

Rose is pretty chill, Vi's a bit more eccentric.

Don't insult Violet unless you want to face Rose's wrath (which you don't).

I don't know much about them yet, they're mostly just designs.

Typhiste Nirymsu

DEAD (GOOD RIDDANCE)

He was An Ass

Dated Magolor at one point.

Used to be a prince (now he's just dead)

LEMME SMASH

Echo

Also dead, but less so.

Died from electrocution.

Doesn't remember anything about her life, which distresses her.

When she was alive her name was Iris

Updated version of one of my first Kirby OCs

Niaviri Taysin

Also dead (for real this time)

A good little egg

Was a florist!

v gay with Odalania

Tislora Altryb

Mags’ mom

v sweet egg

maiden name is ‘Azaress’

was closer to her son than Aparctias was

idk what else to say about her

Aparctias Altryb

Mags’ dad

firm, but kind

taught the egg most of what he knows about magic out of family tradition

also got him started on learning English

Hynwari (left) and Sanfyria (right) Rimaddim

only exist in the Popa AU

super dead, even in the AU

both of them are Very Short (Sanfyria especially). they could make Meta Knight look like he’s average height

Popopo (the green half of Kirby)’s parents

she’s supposed to have speckles i just forgot them in the original pic

they were specifically targeted to be killed just so their son could be taken from them by Nightmare

Hazel Pesyphomia (left) and Amelia Evitheth-Pesyphomia (right)

MARRIED

Adopted a certain artist as their child.They love that noodle-orb a lot

Amy would absolutely fight you if you were to insult her wife or her kid.

Were honestly really scared the first time one off their kid's drawings came to life

Twila

You know her. She's the one with all of those scarfies.

Spoils those little beasts

Was actually supposed to be trained as a Spynum, not a Simirror, but was more interested in magic than archery.

Lives mostly-alone in the woods.

Amicia Tyopt

technically that’s not actually her in that picture but let’s look past that

as implied above, her body was stolen by sectonia (shown above)

idk anything about her personality yet tbh

Osgifu Amata

handmaiden moth, in more ways than one

worked for Sectonia Way Back When

deceased

Eglantine Cujoi

Into™ gals

first body stolen by Sectonia

deceased in both body and mind

Kimiko

anime-verse oc

demon beast

just read this it’s got all you’ll need to know about her

Jordan (the one with the spear) and Coral (on top of Jordan)

BWD's siblings

Jordan is their older brother, Coral their younger sister.

He works as one of Dedede's guards. She's too young to work.

Jordan's a little jealous about Taylor (BWD) outranking him, but he's proud of them at the same time.Coral is a little ball of energy.

They were the other Waddle Dees in Dream Collection's intro, and the sleeping Dees with the eye implants next to Bandanna Dee in Robobot( in the modern train level I think?).

Odalania

Dead

Really freaking good at magic

Lean Bean

Worked for Typhiste's family

Gay™ with Niaviri

also has a casual clothes ref

Magolor (not that one)

yes, every other time ‘Magolor’ has been mentioned I was referring to canon one. i call this one Old Magolor/Classic Magolor/etc. for simplicity

this is who canon mags named himself after

Old and Dead

one of the lor’s previous captains

lorlor

Cymboria Taysin

niaviri’s younger sister

she’s the bigger one

very sweet

good at magic

likes to travel

often brings foreign flowers back to nia!

Morastrum Altryb/Nirymsu

doesnt exist in the mainverse

a Good Lil Girl

... even if her dads (mags and ty) are both Asses

last name depends on if Typhiste is alive or not

likes sweet foods

Myrdinia

mirror world!drawcia

an automaton made by wiz

speech has a Low Quality Garble

incredibly bitter over the loss of her sister

always has at least 5 throwing knives on her

Glorious Nebula

really old

their language shows their age

how are they still functioning

no one’s really sure how they lost that quarter of their face

used to have one of those shooting star decorations, but it got broken off at some point i totally didnt just forget it

??? (left)

old and dead

one of the ancients

married to garulin, was very happy with her

probably worked a lot on the clockwork stars, but did help with other artifacts as well

pleasant guy, but not really anything special if you ignore his place in history

Drusorig (middle)

also old and dead

another one of the ancients

i don’t have a proper ref for him, but there is this

he has dark fur, for all that matters

i dont trust him

very strong magic

the master crown was his own personal project

he didn’t trust anyone else with it so i think you can imagine who the subject of his experiments with it was.

destroyed most of the evidence of his experiments before his death so no one would know about them

it worked

Volzavair (right)

also also old and dead

guess who’s also one of the ancients (it’s him)

actually has a proper ref

SHORT

gay, but ended up marrying a woman out of convenience and desire for offspring

relatively weak magic, specialized in technology

worked on the Lor Starcutter, but died before it was completed

his oldest kid probably finished it

Kyneriun Snekell

press ‘f’ to pay respects

sweet pastel boy

loves baking

a little younger than magolor

Dalindia Nirymsu

dead

was queen regnant

could be a pretty strict ruler, but tried to be a just ruler

her husband is dead(er?)

ty’s mom

tried to keep him in line

Tiltaii

i’m not even sure if that should be their name but i’ll just... roll with it

theyre nonbinary

a literal doodlebug (pillbug artist)

painted these portraits

doesnt have any magical abilities unless floating their hands counts

bought Paintra from Paint Roller, and was... pretty surprised, to say the least when she suddenly came to life

regardless of their surprise, they’re trying to take good care of her

???

a honey bee

runs a cafe

very polite, but not a pushover

more or less a design with a few ideas attached at this point

Garulin

married to the unnamed green ancient

technically one of the ancients but not commonly acknowledged as one

pretty good at magic

mostly worked with the artifacts’ ‘mind’s, both through programming and magic

Shadow Sectonia

mirror world!sectonia (what a shock)

floralian jewel wasp

accidentally ended up corrupting other world!sectonia by having too much contact with her

naturally a wasp. hasn’t stolen anyone’s body

she’s too nice to do that

dead. actually got murdered around the same time her counterpart died

spoilery elements below (don’t worry he’s the last OC here)

Shadow Taranza

mirror world!taranza (who would’ve guessed)

overly-loyal

like, ‘would unhesitatingly die for someone he cares about’ kind of loyal

nervous mess, even before Sectonia died. that only worsened things

he’s not okay

#there's a lot of old art here so #youre welcome for that i guess??#idk i dont want to look at it either #Vesper's OCs #LONG POST #save #ref #maybe i'll update this one day #probably not #lmao theres actually a few that are missing because ive never posted anything about them here #or anywhere #i dont expect anyone to go through all of this because of how ridiculously long it is but Congrats if you do

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kosmicdream · 7 years

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Does Cash still have any connection to Spoon's other half? If they do, what's that like?

Cash does! But it is …….complicated.

Here’s some juicy spoilery inside info. Enjoy! Actually don’t enjoy, a lot of what i wrote is horribly depressing and sad so uh. Enjoy the EPIC SADS.

Spoon never quit being an agent, but he first was hospitalized for a few months before returning to the office. Even then, he took a lot of time off to just rest at home and adjust to his new physical/emotional situation. Fork was there, almost the entire time and barely left his side for I’d say.. the first year or so? (until he was sent off to prison) (it has been 6 years since he exploded/knife vanished) And he has not returned to the field except for uh, the mission that is currently happening in the present day comic. (Where he is cornered by Rock/shot in the leg. That is his first returning field mission in all this time.)Cash tried to check on Spoon while he stayed in the hospital but like, honestly he wasn’t very positively.. responsive to her. He was not excited or happy to see her at all. In fact, if anything, he didn’t want to see her because he felt she influenced the downfall of his relationship with Knife. He spent so much time with her instead during the past 30 years when really he should have been with Knife. Now Knife was gone and he doesn’t.. Even want to look at her, really. He can tell she pities him and is worried and its honestly disgusting. He did this to himself, he knows that. Its a miracle he survived, He knows that too. Dont give me those pamphlets about prosthetic surgery, I don’t need that, I dont care how realistic it can look. I can do all this on my own. I don’t need help to get to the bathroom. Fuck you! Im FINE.He feels ashamed about his ‘flawed’ devotion to his deceased loved one.. he wants to try and repair that devotion in the present day by excluding himself from anything that brings him joy, really. Besides continuing to murder his species, but that’s not a (completely) fun thing anymore. Its sort of out of desperation. I mean. He is punishing himself by denying happiness (of having emotional connections to others) but he is trying to survive and continue on because Knife would want him to .. do that.. but he is avoiding that knife would also want him to be Happy. but he just cannot accept that part. he is going to survive, miserably. which he is doing so far and is great at it… yay!!Lashing out at Fork (and destroying his dream to go to wibbleworld) was …… an act of selfish, unplanned indulgence but he tries to keep himself, like, as amicable as he can with fork.. uh, besides that, i suppose. He loathes fork but Fork is important to Knife and he is still guilty over fucking up everything. God he misses Knife so much that having Fork around almost helps make him pretend Knife isn’t dead and is actually around somewhere, maybe in the other room reading a book. Fork is just good at acting like everything is fine/normal and thats sort of…comforting. He wouldn’t admit that though. He wouldn’t really give Fork the satisfaction of hearing that. (Too bad Fork already knows.)Distancing himself from Cash is self punishment but he’s also aware she’s harboring a serious secret from him, but he doesn’t know what it is. He has a feeling it is to due with his other half. He knows they’re involved with it somehow, the way she talks and tries to urge him to take better care of himself is with a familiarity that he feels like he missed out on. Like, something about how she is not *as* surprised to see his body in this condition as he thinks she should be.. How she knows things about his body before he does, certain hang ups or issues, ect, she’s always ready to offering advice to deal w/ them as if she has gone through it before. Sometimes shes even predicted what he is going to say before he says it. He doesn’t like it. He is suspicious of why she is not explaining more about what happened during the day he exploded, what she was doing, why it took her a while to visit him in the hospital. What was she so busy with? He hates that. He hates that he is not the most important Half to Cash. He wants to know where his other half is anyway, why won’t she tell him. Why is he avoiding himself. Cash feels guilty but cannot do anything about it.. she can’t answer his questions. As She is respecting the wishes of Scissor, who is avoiding his other half and pretty much just laughs/mocks at any news Cash gives him about his.. other self’s recovery. Cash is angry about that but Scissor doesn��t give a shit, he thinks Spoon sucks. Its HIS fault Knife is dead anyway. :)))))))) So in return of Cash not telling him things, Spoon holds secrets of his own, from anyone. (That is… what he knows about this mysterious “Locket.”) Deep deep down, Spoon almost feels Knife is still… alive somewhere and he is going to find him without anyone else’s help. He is going to be the special one this time. His other half can move on and have Cash. “Lol!! go ahead. I totally don’t care that you ditched me. (Even tho deep down I secretly hope we can somehow refuse because my god. i am just a leg.)”But then he thinks if Knife is still alive what would he even think of what’s happened to him. Would he even… want him anymore. Although if he was alive that wouldnt matter even if he didnt want what’s left of him, He’d give anything to just have Knife be ok. Even if Knife hated him, or worse: felt nothing about him at all. (Hate would be better, because it is a strong emotion and would be a valid feeling as Spoon is mean to fork! and cheated on him with cash! and like, so many things. If Knife hated him he’d understand like, 100%. If anything that is just assuring on some many levels that his attempted explosion was probably a good thing because anything Knife hates should go away.)Anyway, spoon spends most of his freetime laying in bed and staring at the wall and trying to figure out how he can kill everyone/maybe destroy the world too? because fuck it. Knife is totally for real dead no matter how annoying that little itch in the back of his mind says he might not actually be. Might as well have fun imagining everyone else suffer and die. That is a totally healthy pasttime spoon, what the fuck.Then Spoon imagines knife and his memories of knife and cries (like, a lot) and falls into a sleep where he dreams everything is fine and him and Knife are running thru a meadow of flowers and happy and grinning JK you are awake now and everything is terrible welcome to your LIFE!So Yeah Cash and Spoon aren’t in the best of terms rn. Fork is the only one that Spoon talks to anymore, really. (And they don’t talk much.)Although, the strangest thing is that he’s formed a closer uh.. friendship? (if u could call it that.) with Leadman. The two of them love to stare soullessly at walls together. I wonder what’s going on with that… huh

#ffak faq #ffak #feast for a king #cash #spoon #scissor #knife #fork

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