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autisticwho · 9 months
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i’ve reached a new level of autism where i’ve just turned doctor who characters trans in my head for no good reason; here it is!
rose tyler — non-binary, any + star/stars + wolf/wolfs
she would learn about more gender and pronouns and how different it is in other planets through travelling with the doctor and would experiment with they/them at first, but would still use she/her. then they’d use he/him & eventually learn about neopronouns + xenogenders and most likely would use star/stars & wolf/wolfs.
mickey smith — transfemme, she/her + they/them
(i’ve been vibing with mickey being transfemme & a butch lesbian for a minute) (i’m obsessed)
SO. i think mickey figured out she was trans early on, she just didn’t know what the feeling was. she saw rose & jackie shopping and was fascinated by it all. they thought dresses and skirts were pretty & was very upset when they got told she couldn’t wear it.
then she meets sally and everything changes. she knows what being trans is & she knows that those conversations are on the table. so, after a lot of research, mickey learns that’s who they are. (in my head they identify as demigirl, but are comfortable with the non-binary & trans labels too)
also small hc that mickey helped cleo with their coming out journey, since rose used to babysit her teehee
donna noble — agender, all pronouns
donna has way too much going on to worry about her gender, however after rose, donna learns some people just don’t really feel a connection with gender & don’t really “care” about gender, which resonates with him, so they adopt the agender label & welcome all pronouns, including neopronouns as well.
bill potts — genderfluid, any pronouns
this was possibly the first head canon that came to mind & it happened before i ever really thought about using the trans beam on any other character.
you see a character called bill potts and you go well that can’t be a cis person
i feel like bill has just always known they were genderfluid. she’s always known their gender fluctuates and he’s always been okay with it, once they found the label it filled them with an insane amount of gender euphoria (which only intensifies after learning the doctor & missy are trans too)
amy pond — transmasc, he/him & rory williams — transfemme, she/her + they/them
to me, amy and rory go on very similar journeys & they go on them together. amy figures out his gender through her kiss-o-gram jobs, he feels sexualised as he’s seen automatically as a woman and that makes him dysphoric. then he researches (as we’ve all done, why do we feel wrong in our bodies!!!!) and finds comfort in the transmasc label.
as for rory, it all starts when amy asks her to dress up as the doctor — she loves this person more than life itself, so of course she’s going to do it but something feels wrong. she wants to rip the clothes off and never think about the situation again; but then it starts happening with their regular clothes — it makes their skin itch and they do not like it. eventually they talk to amy (or rather he figures out somethings wrong with rory and convince him to talk), and the two have an honest conversation about what it all means. (obviously this changes nothing in their dynamic + relationship & they’re very supportive of each other)
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New game: describe your mutuals as members of 1D 👀🩵
Oh, okay! Well, I’m sleepy and this is hard, so please don’t ask me to elaborate this because my brain won’t help:
- Louis: @pop-punklouis @persephoneflouwers @paradise-compass @thedevilinmybrain @faithinthefuturedeluxe
- Harry: @finexbright @hlkings (I know you wanted to be Zayn or Louis, Mari) @lhrry @berriee @whatifai
- Niall: @diazpascal
- Zayn: @complicatedxfreak @alloutshirt @uwulouis
- Liam: @sunshineindark @medicinelarrie @thechavier @braverytattoos @harrylights
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santicazorla · 1 month
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manicdragondreamgirl · 8 months
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Nothing can make a bitch more hateful than a SINGLE hour —the FIRST HOUR OF A DAY—at a job where everyone pretends they can do her job better than she’s been doing it because they read something in the news recently
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afieldinengland · 8 months
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loverscrossmp3 · 2 years
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dies and dies and dies and-
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n7viper · 1 year
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once again slightly emotional about memory loss
I was trying to compare this birthday to previous ones, but I realized that I can’t remember the others. I don’t know what I did last year. I remember getting sushi one year but was it 2020 or 2021? what did I do before that? I want to remember
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bo0zey · 2 years
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everyday i wake up against my will n im lettin y’all know now that i’m abt 1 more waking up against my will day away from somehow someway making it god’s personal problem
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#blueface baby ayyy#i love my cat but sometimes i am annoyed bc if it wasn’t for his existence i would said sayanora Long ago lmao#i wanna d word i was not supposed to make it past 18 i’m so fucking angry#im not gonna amt to anything in life i’m so scared of it all so pathetic and weak#i’m too weak for this world someone else can have my place i was never supposed to be here anyways hahah i’m not good at anything#i have zero talents ive wasted 10 years of my life writing books and publishing nothing i live in my stupid dreamworld#i don’t know how to hold a conversation i don’t want to go outside i want to rot in my bed i am so sick of myself#also don’t come in my ask box on some wahwahwah stop self pitying crybaby grow up ok bc i’ve literally been telling myself that for years#if someone walked up to me rn n was like here have this euthanasia pill and i knew my cat would#be safe and happy w someone else then yes i would take it in a heartbeat lmao no water necessary !!#im a burden to my family a financial burden all i’m good for is putting more debt unto others how USELESS!!!!!!!!#i have no friends but it’s my fault bc i don’t talk to anyone back i just i can’t#i think subconsciously i’m trying to push everyone further and further away so when i die they aren’t hurt#i don’t want a funeral i don’t want anyone to grieve me i feel like a narcissist even assuming someone would grieve over me lol#i just want to be forgotten about i want everyone to keep living and doing well without me to get in their way#i’m just an obstacle in other ppls lives a hindrance a fucking troll without a riddle just hurtful mean words#i’ll write everyone apology notes#i have so much guilt inside me it’s filled my lungs and heart sometimes i can’t breathe if i think abt all the ppl i’ve hurt by being alive#god put me on this earth to teach ppl lessons abt avoiding ppl like me#fuck god i’m done being his puppet i’m done hurting ppl i’m gonna go away someday and no one will ever hurt again#why do i want to cry i’m so fucking self absorbed why the fuck am i sad abt myself#i think subconsciously there’s something in me that wishes to stay alive and be the positive impact on ppls lives like i always wanted#i always wanted to help ppl and make friends and include everyone and now i’m just so toxic i let younger me and everyone else down so bad#i feel like my mom hated me too right now i feel like she deserved a better prettier smarter funnier more selfless daughter#im ok everyone btw im just being dramatic n venting lol dw i’ll start writing in a journal instead of tags soon#shut up cianna
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cerealmonster15 · 1 year
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been doodling jamiazus again recently… nature is healing….
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rahabs · 2 years
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Honestly though some of the things people consider “racism” these days like… Some of you need to go outside and touch some grass. Not every offensive comment is racism, and not every comment that offends you is racism. I’m not saying feelings aren’t valid in their own way but it’s important to remember that just because you feel a certain way or you’re upset or offended doesn’t actually mean you’re right about something or that whatever upset you is therefore inherently offensive/racist/etc.
#It’s actually wild to me?#And tbh cheapens actual racism.#People want to be victims so bad because they think it shields them from criticism but it doesn’t!#And I’m tired of people saying ‘that’s racist’ to things that aren’t racist and everyone because afraid to call that behaviour out.#*everyone being#Feelings are valid but just because you feel a certain way doesn’t mean you’re right and we’ve forgotten.#Actually I’m going to put that in the body of the post.#And like. I am saying this as a native woman who has experienced genuine racism.#Not just ‘wah my feelings are hurt’ but called a Squaw to my face/etc.#I’ve sat down at dinners and have had people (who thought I was Middle Eastern) just spew the most hateful stuff about natives thinking#*I’m another ethnicity.#Some of you are just so perpetually defensive though that you take everything as an attack.#That’s not cute and I’m over people defending it.#For the record I’ve also experienced genuine racism from people thinking I’m Arab/Muslim.#I put a scarf over my hair to protect it from a snowstorm for a recital once#And a man started screaming at me for being a ‘raghead’.#Another time a man in Dublin yelled at my mum and I and called us ‘f*cking Cambodians’ and told us to ‘get out of my country’#(Note that NEITHER of us look REMOTELY Cambodian even though we are obviously not white.)#So I know what racism is.#But not every mean thing someone says to me is racism.#I also don’t thinking asking someone their background is inherently racist.#It’s natural to be curious and I know I present incredibly ambiguous.#I just! I think people just want to be offended.
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fingertipsmp3 · 2 years
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Sometimes you’ve just gotta dust off your 3DS and spend the whole day playing a game from 2016. For your health.
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zibanejad · 2 years
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starting new duties @ work and i think i’ve simply forgotten how to do everything i may need to leave and start a new life elsewhere
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a-bready-music-blog · 3 months
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As someone with like 80 playlists, I wish you could make folders in Spotify
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0rionz-belt · 5 months
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I’m so tired of trying to be me
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talkfastcal · 1 year
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#d*sney dr*amlight#< this is related to that game but I don’t want it in the main tag because it involves some of my personal experiences#I just find it very interesting how alike the forgotten and I are LMDKDJD#like she was a very angry child because she had to grow up and people betrayed her trust#like damn me too ! twins!#m*ther g*thel lied to her and betrayed her trust and then when the forgotten found out she was like ‘oh what are you so sad about.-#it’s for your own good!’#the forgotten was heartbroken that someone would betray her and take advantage of her trust like that#and I’ve had similar situations happen (not like that ofc because this is a game and no one locked me in a tower) but still#and then my character now having to go talk to their inner child (the forgotten) about how they don’t have to grow up fully#like you have to do some adult things but you have to remind yourself that you can play you can pretend you can have joy in life#and basically saying ‘I’m sorry this person betrayed you but. look at everyone here who love and care about you’#really made me think#like that’s basically what I’m doing with myself rn and my trauma healing journey in therapy#like I’m just like…..wait a minute is this fucking play about this LMFJDJF#is that how the line goes idk I don’t watch that show#but DAMN I sat there shocked after all of that like…wow twins#does this make sense idk#no one cares kristen#adding on: seeing this damn scenario play out on FATHERS DAY OF ALL DAYS LMFKFJF#guess who took advantage of my trust I’ll give you one guess
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merriclo · 1 year
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woah holy fuck i found my old sketch book
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