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haridraws · 2 months

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Cover reveal for the UK version of my new book!!

More info & pre-order links here

(The different publishers developed their own covers separately, but the UK version is the exact same inside, just British spellings!)

Graphic novels are not a huge market here, so for me it's a big deal to have a version coming out on home turf. Very excited to see it in print and show it to everyone.

YES I WROTE IT NORMAL FOR ME, CHANGED LITERALLY EVERY SINGLE SPELLING TO AMERICAN. AT LENGTH. SO MANY WORDS I DIDN'T KNOW WERE DIFFERENT IN THE US. THEN I CHANGED THEM ALL BACK FOR THE UK PUBLISHER. IN THE ART.

I NO LONGER KNOW HOW ANY WORDS ARE SPELT ANYWHERE. ALL WORDS ARE MEANINGLESS. LANGUAGE RETURNED TO ABSTRACTION, LOST ALL SHAPE AND FORM. DARKNESS TOOK ME AND I STRAYED OUT OF THOUGHT AND TIME AND I WANDERED FAR ON ROADS THAT I WILL NOT TELL

hope you enjoy the book!

#context: I am english. terrible but true #UK but also this is your version if you're in ireland or oceania I think! linked to Aus pre-orders on the page. in the hope that helps #i had a lot of trans emotions about costume dramas growing up. and I'm making it EVERYBODY'S PROBLEM #i shall never fall in love comic #i shall never fall in love

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thebirdandhersong · 6 months

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on the good news train today: I have finally finished the last chapter(!!!) of my Inklings challenge story, which marks the FIRST ever Inklings challenge story I've ever completed properly :'D coming in at 30,810 words (yikes) (it did get out of hand, I must admit), it is definitely not a short story, but it IS a piece that I think articulates a lot of what I've been thinking about lately re: love and death, and, considering everything, is probably something I needed to write. I am very happy!! It has been a wild ride, but a deeply clarifying one.

#ALSO i went to watch hadestown on friday and i came out of that a changed person. i will literally never recover from that experience.#hadestown also has significantly shaped this story along with HMA's little mermaid and goblin market and sir orfeo btw #anywayyyy i am going to BED i have midterms to study for tomorrow which i have been putting off for too long!!!!#inklings round 3 #i'm bracing for impact this week (it's gonna be ROUGH) but i am holding to julian of norwich's wise wise words for this one #all shall be well and all shall be well and all manner of thing shall be well!#including midterms (of which i have TWO right after reading break. ain't no rest for the wicked and the righteous #don't need none and who knows where i fall) and boy problems and family worries #all SHALL be well!!#why my soul are you downcast! why so disturbed within me!#put your hope in God for I will yet praise Him my saviour and my God #magpie said think of jane austen's wise words too #(friendship is the best balm for the pangs of disappointed love) and she was right :)#im sitting on my little raft and paddling steadily onwards!#thank you for sitting on the step with me through the dusk and blue hours and dark days #all shall be well for pete's sake!!!!! all SHALL be well!!!!!#last year of school log

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michyeosseo · 9 months

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So based on the interview going around twitter, the whole semi plot was phoebe's idea of a common MIL fantasy of your DIL loving and craving your approval? But the actual execution... yikes. it seems more like something Ted Bundy would dream. Like it was just the wish-fullfillment that the person who has been indifferent to you for years, hurting your feelings, is actually deeply obsessively in love with you! Then you get to be the cold and indifferent one to hurt them back.

P U T A N G I N A M O K A

*pinches my nose bridge* not you, anon. who deigned that psycho interview-worthy? get help asap

do click on that db write-up i linked, before you proceed please and thank you

flinched as soon as i saw @suika28 tweet that about 30 (?) minutes before the finale aired. that's me who admittedly has known her WILD history. the nerve to admit queerbaiting:

“they don’t have mutual liking of each other but rather, the mother-in-law hates the daughter-in-law’s affections. […] the homosexual story didn’t develop, don’t worry.”

i guess that's the one consistency im sunghan has. she does not care.

after all, when the production was still <durian fairy>, streets were saying it's a romance between the two and she put out a statement definitely disavowing that. the third teaser came out and, well, the seas parted; the sun was rising in the west! in a stilted ensemble, jang semi was the only one consistently getting to show development... and by that, i meant baek doyi was considering her confession every waking moment.

despite south korea being its usual meninist self, ~the couple with the epic love story~ from my perspective was thriving. such unconventional yet ardent affection resonating with its found audience. garnering international attention & support for the actresses who are both generous with the fanservice. fun times.

then, the nightmare aka the second half came out to be.

you already said it, doyi's tragedy / comphet heel turn 'twas all to hurt [semi] back. to insult decades of feeling unlovable. i'll walk it off, eventually, but that nasty backhand might as well be directed at me.

to be clear: i do not blame the characters, they were used as mouthpiece - puppets to im sunghan's innate, did-not-even-have-to-think-about-twice hatred of not just lesbians but women in general. nor do i blame the leads, they've evidently shown more enthusiasm to go beyond for semidoyi; how could they have foreseen the first half was just a sick dare?

makjangs are Not the place to go to if one wants some moralizing from a kdrama but who thinks funding sweeping harmful generalizations is all okay???????

#ratings spiked to 8 and i am side-eyeing tvchosun if they're that desperate to cave to her nonending #never calling that hag by that pen name/nickname #more than automatic distrust #she ought to be disrespected wherever she goes #in the interest of disclosure no i did not mean to indirectly cause heartache #i didn't even expect y'all would be sharing around my gifs #so i apologize but i also do not regret #despite the evil writing intentions #jang semi is a beacon and so representative #VERY MUCH LOVED AND IMPORTANT TO ME AND MANY OTHER WLW #and that i shall credit to yoon haeyoung (her commitment to the dyke agenda!)#i know it was a terrible lot but choi myunggil is nothing if not a seasoned pro she'll be okay and still beloved too #ok but do you understand? they were in the same friends’ circle and HAS THAT KIND OF CHEMISTRY #only to fall victims to gendered violence #i took long replying because i was at the hospital to check the wreckage left by this kind of drama #unaliving postponed for i have a week's worth of 아씨발두리안 sets to be queued

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tswwwit · 2 years

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Since you're almost done (or done?) with the familiar au (oh I love it so much I wish you weren't over with it), do you have any other Gravity Falls work ideas coming up?

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#answers #Do I have other Gravity Falls ideas? A few!#They're all Billdip of course #But let's wait until I finally get the last chapter of confessing it out #I don't need a million WIPs #I say as I have a million WIPs #I have many ideas for Familiar AU #I shall not run out of them for some time #I want to have different magics and setups also in other AUs #Considering a smut where Bill has nonstandard genitalia but that's a project for sometime next year or so #But that's filth that may never happen #And of course always: CUDDLES AND FLUFF #Love that shit

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dolittlephd · 2 months

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omg thanks for the follow back! i read your ao3 fic today and it was so good!! chappell roan and knee knocking for the win. i’ve been getting back into reading fic so it was nice to read yours and glad you’re posting them! i used to write klance fic a while ago so it’s nice to see people are still making content for them <3

HEY thanks for the follow in the first place, and for reading and for enjoying!!!!! i need "chappell roan and knee knocking" tattooed on my body actually bc those are fabulous rules to live by. great taste bestie.

i'm also returning to fic/the internet in general (that post-breakup glow up amirightladies) rn and it has been very fun to find out who's still here or has popped up recently. klance renaissance 2024 it's happening. if you would ever like to see more or any of the doodles i've done they're over on my kl side blog that is, let's be real, more active than this one. all my love i hope you are having the best day ever <333

#ask and you shall receive #bluethisisforyou #THANKS FOR SAYING HELLO #srsly please friend me i need more same age people on the internet #also taylor swift in bio??? im listening #i noticed you pop up around when you also commented the math was mathing #srsly thanks for reading i've never posted anything ever and the positive response has been so good for my soul #sorry non v*ltron normies over here for the kl content that i normally keep far away from your innocent eyes #but hey go read my fic anyway what if you fall in love with them

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lemonxlimee · 2 months

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I love being bisexual

Men are so cool

But then

There is also

The horrors

#“You're bisexual so you think women are super cool and only like ~5 men” NO. I FUCKING LOVE MEN AND WOMEN #THEYRE SO COOL #I LOVE PEOPLE #the horrors of being aromantic #I yearn for affection but I shall never enjoy it #I hate being in a relationship but I yearn for the day I shall fall in love #Despite it only lasting a month at most #Because I love men #And I love women #But I can't love them the same way an alloallo can love them

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nocherryblood · 2 years

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No one:

My autistic-ass thinking the new ObeyMe! event was gonna be all about steam trains:

My reaction when I found out it wasn't about steam trains but was about steampunk:

#niche topic that not many people think of #my hot demon bois #obey me #omswd #obey me shall we date #actuallyautistic #i mean steam trains arent a special interest of mine BUT i do love them very much #and especially just the idea of combined with sent my brain into a frenzy #steampunk is a fair trade off... i guess #next give me doctor who references and gravity falls references and i wont be able to function normally for at least a year #or give me lucifer and mc touring a vacuum/hoover factory because im an aspie and i said so #things that will never happen 😣#unless... unless i wrote it...? jk jk... unless? 😳#saveom #write #save

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fortes-fortuna-iogurtum · 1 year

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if William and Eliza are Mulder and Scully, then it's not even hard to see that Detective Fitzroy is Agent Pendrell

#actually even if William and Eliza AREN'T Mulder and Scully #Detective Fitzroy is *still* Agent Pendrell #which is convenient bc William and Eliza are most decidedly /not/ Mulder and Scully #these two could never dream of holding the same personal respect and cultivating the ability to work in tandem despite differing opinions #on pretty much everything #the way my two favourite FBI agents manage to #and that's actually all ok with me bc I love both Pendrell and Fitzroy regardless :)#miss scarlet and the duke #the x files #gurt says stuff #however the parallels are extremely There regardless #I shall revolt if he doesn’t get a better resolution than Pendrell did #bc I am STILL bitter about that. that boy deserved so much better than he got.#he deserved to meet and fall in love with Holly From Communications actually #AHHAHA IF YOU SAW MY MASSIVE TYPO IN THE FIRST VERSION OF THIS POST NO YOU DIDNT SHDKDBDK

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milf-harrington · 2 years

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i think i'm just gonna close tumblr for the night and read until i fall asleep

#i'm like genuinely sad about this and i think it's one of those ''all the little moments building up'' things #bc lets look at the facts shall we: i don't have a job or a license or a car or friends outside of my sister and my cousin #because i don't have a job i don't have money so even if i had a license i couldn't get a car #and because i don't have money i can't do shit like go out drinking or go out for lunch or go out in general #which is fine because i don't really have friends anyway except the ones i do have all have jobs and license and cars #so then they all go out and do things and i'm left behind to look after my nephew #WHICH i love doing okay don't get me wrong i never regret babysitting i love that kid so much #but loving babysitting and being upset that i can't get a job or do things are not mutually exclusive #and it's no ones fault that's just kind of how it's ended up working out #but it doesn't stop this shit from hurting - even if it's no ones fault #and i am just sad and lonely and i'm going to read about other people falling in love #and try not to think about how that's not going to happen to me anytime soon #captain speaks

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zeraphias · 1 year

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i am feeling the “no motivation for drawing” demon slowly creep up behind me so i may or may not have a little art break 😓 . perhaps i will post the last couple of doodles i did. we shall see

#the last thing i posted not getting much of a response is taking more out of me than it should be #like i should not be this disappointed girl Relax!!#but i’m feelin that way so i’m gonna take a break to try & make sure i’m not like. putting too much value into this #as in i need to make sure i’m not gutted whenever my art doesn’t get much attention lmao #this is for fun this is for fun this is for fun this is for fun #how much people respond to my art is not a measure of my self worth #note. i love & appreciate everyone who did or didn’t respond to my art & liked it #u mean everything to me even if u probably won’t ever see this #i’ve just been in a weird mental state recently so i think this disappointed me Unexpectedly #anyways i think i’ll post one doodle thing today #& another next weekend. just things i have that i haven’t gotten around to finishing (& probably never will really 😔)#i’m feeling alright btw. just weird. deciding to maybe go back to college next fall. we shall see :3

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echoofawind · 2 years

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Ahhhhh @snaddy-issues we have so much music tastes in common! I love a bunch of the songs you picked.

For my URL:

E| Evermore by Taylor Swift and Bon Iver

C| Courtesy Call by Thousand Foot Krutch

H| How Big, How Blue, How Beautiful by Florence and the Machine

O| One Thing by Finger Eleven

O| Old Friends from the Musical Merrily We Roll Along by Stephan Sondheim

F| Faith by Galantis and Dolly Parton

A| Almost There from Disney's The Princess and the frog

W| Wilson (Expensive Mistakes) by Fall Out Boy

I| I'm Still Standing by Elton John

N| No More Sorrow by Linkin Park

D| Don't Stop Me Now by Queen

This was so much fun and so hard to narrow down my choices. I regret not having 74848425 more letters in my URL 😂😂! I only let an artist appear once in the list to try to share more of my favs. (Bunch in the tags too because I can't help myself) My music tastes are all over the place and it makes me happy.

No pressure, but if you'd like to play @snapesnailtape @the-redheaded-league @sarmofishy @storyof-eden @snapecentric and anyone else!

#i have never been so upset that my name (okay url) does not have an S in it #therefore i name Sunshine by OneRepublic as an honoary mention #also popular monster by Falling In Reverse #this too shall pass by danny Schmidt #Save Rock and Roll but Fall out boy with Elton John #exile by Taylor Swift and bon iver #Comeback by Red light King #Company of Friends by Danny Schmidt and Carrie Elkin #High Diving by A Day to Remember #Hammer to Fall by Queen #Freedom - Pharrell Williams #Faith by Galantis and Dolly Parton #Favorite Record by Fall Out Boy #Ambulance My Chemical Romance #All Signs Point to Lauderdale by A Day to Remember #West Coast by OneRepublic #I'd Do Anything for Love (But I Won't Do that) by Meatloaf #Nothing Inside by Machine Gun Kelly #i better stop before i run out of tags haha

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haridraws · 2 years

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inside every cartoonist there are two wolves

#I shall never fall in love #I shall never fall in love comic #isnfil #hurling myself over your fence to talk about realistic depictions of black and asian british people and lesbians in pre-victorian england #this book wont be out for a while but the publishers havent told me i CANT post previews so I think that means it's fine

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clockworkroseswriting · 2 years

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New chapter of Never Shall I Ever!

In which Cirava continues to be absolutely perfectly fine, really, and we get to see everyone’s favorite real canon Homestuck character, Journo! You remember Journo!

... no, that’s not a typo, she’s a real character I swear.

(she showed up for like five lines in Remele’s route, there is nothing about her anywhere outside of that, she has less of a following than Nameless Hotdog Troll, it’s hilarious)

#fic post #hiveswap #homestuck #friendsim #Never Shall I Ever Fall in Love

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whereisthedamndaddymanual · 6 months

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We can joke about 'lil pimples

But you can always be like, your interest in all that comes out of me. Corn for thanksgiving.

#it was also we knew it was naughty as fuck what we were doing #you know me when I need to keep a secret I will mind fuck myself #your ego must have gotten you wet knowing my heart that fall though #people are like I don't believe in love and I am just like .... smh #you: God is looking for God i must observe Him #oh I definitely declared you one kf my Goddesses...like not even counting we drank the same soup of nicotine and mom's cooking #stare into my eyes intense and then a smile breaks #lips need be licked damn it's a little warmer in here #shall I raise our heat together (like you have a choice) you're there you have my attention...Fully #no I have never had an issue paying attention.... sometimes I am just paying attention to my internal thought process #and the chick part of me is like feel the Truth it's legit #those soft electric licks upon Vee #mmm you're so small its gonna be so tight fuck #her hee hee mmmm yes daddy....ass....Fvck I'm fvcked #the mind of if all #Roseanne: dude... that's kinda funny #slob white trash into conservative think tanker #me: let's see what she slapped together for this one....good grief #Dire Straits is like way better than I remember except now that I think about it I liked them a lot when I was little #we didn't even have cable yet and I'm already starting the process #once I was reduced to html files over no service #it was bloody amazing and frightening and stories about vampires #she is like here baby let me explain the people that found their way around you #also me: *shrugs* fuck 'em #It was easy to let people go....except for unicorns that got away #I was fucking heartbroken over you quietly #you knew where my mind ran #not seeing you again was a thought that made my stomach churn #finds myself walking towards the dance center....what the hell it's worth a shot #ever wanted to try a water based numbing 45

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penddraig · 7 months

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don't tell . tags 2 .

.゜–– i . * in which a child prodigy named howell is born . .゜–– ii . * he hates being pinned down to anything . .゜–– iii . * i shall never be able to love anyone properly . .゜–– iv . * a fickle heart is the only constant in this world . .゜–– v . * i feel like there's a weight on my chest . .゜–– vi . * POST CURSE BUT BAD .

.゜–– vii . * there is little value on things being natural .

.゜–– howl . * you who swallowed a falling star . .゜–– calcifer . * i could give you my heart if you let me . .゜–– michael . * people will like you if you like them . .゜–– sophie . * now i've got something i want to protect . .゜–– megan . * with lectures more relentless than a teacher's . .゜–– the witch . * every man in ingary is scared stiff of her .

.゜–– dyn : sophie . * she is half of my heart . .゜–– dyn : the witch . * i thought i was fond of her for a time .

#.゜–– i . * in which a child prodigy named howell is born .#.゜–– ii . * he hates being pinned down to anything .#.゜–– iii . * i shall never be able to love anyone properly .#.゜–– iv . * a fickle heart is the only constant in this world .#.゜–– v . * i feel like there's a weight on my chest .#.゜–– vii . * there is little value on things being natural .#.゜–– howl . * you who swallowed a falling star .#.゜–– calcifer . * i could give you my heart if you let me .#.゜–– michael . * people will like you if you like them .#.゜–– sophie . * now i've got something i want to protect .#.゜–– megan . * with lectures more relentless than a teacher's .#.゜–– the witch . * every man in ingary is scared stiff of her .#.゜–– dyn : sophie . * she is half of my heart .#.゜–– dyn : the witch . * i thought i was fond of her for a time .

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mikec137 · 8 months

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