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Longest Night (18) Vowing
Marinette had thought Highschool had been hard. Right now, in this moment, she'd give anything to go back to those petty arguments and gossip fueled drama. But she couldn't. Instead, she and Adrien were trapped here, being punished, humiliated, tortured, for being heroes, all broadcasted for the world to see. At least she and her kitty were in this together. For now. Whump!Fic
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Before we get into this chapter, I just want to thank each and every one of you for sticking with this pain for so long. I know it hurts, but man, I really want the ending to be worth it for everyone. Just stick with me for a little longer!
This chapter may be the most dark. We are Adrien and Marinette, and some sad stuff is going to happen. But I have ended the chapter with some fluff to balance it out. And I think we are halfway through. We’ll see if the ending drags on longer.
I hope you all forgive me.
Marinette had officially lost track of the days. It was a feat that she had kept up with it as long as she had. But given there were no clocks and no sunlight, she was forced to conclude that time didn’t matter in this place.
Given the amount of times she ‘rested’ in her cage, she’d put their stay at either 5 days or a full week.
Could torture grow stagnant? Because that’s what it was starting to feel like.
In the mornings, there was some form of humiliation tactic being used. Degrading names, dehumanizing acts. Forced to eat food off the ground, forced to crawl and act like animals.  
She was getting used to it.
And that was concerning.
In the afternoon, they’d hang from their chains, and in the evenings, they played the noose game.
Adrien at least coped better than he did at the beginning. He kept his eyes clenched shut and refused to cry out. When he began to hyperventilate, he would remember how to breathe, and calm down for a moment, before repeating the cycle.
Had Salo run out of ideas? Or was something worse coming?
It seemed the questioned would be answered after the fifth ‘rest’.
Marinette awoke to someone stomping on her hand, which was outside of the cage, holding Adrien’s.
She recoiled with a hiss, pulling her hand back in and holding it.
“Isn’t that just so disgustingly sweet?” Salo asked, as the chains on her door were unlocked. “You’re sure going to like what we do today!”
Marinette was grabbed by the wrist and pulled into another room. Obediently, she didn’t ask any questions, but she was keenly aware that Adrien wasn’t following her.
In the new room, Marinette was made to stand. It was a small room, one light on the ceiling, with a table off to the side. A paper bag sat on the table.
She was alone with Salo. But that gun was still on her hip.
“Are you ready for the most important day of your life?”
Marinette hunched her shoulders. What was that supposed to mean?
“I…I don’t know.”
“Of course you don’t, you stupid bitch.” Salo laughed. “Now strip.”
A precursory glance around the room showed that there where no cameras in the room.
It’s not like it mattered though. Paris had already seen her naked.
So she pulled at the ties and took off her robe, laying it on the table nearby.
Salo didn’t say anything, just took out some white fabric from the bag. A corset and tutu, to be exact.
Marinette stared at the outfit with some degree of confusion.
“What, you’ve never seen a wedding dress before?” Asked Salo, with a little grin.
“Not…one that looked like that.”
She laughed. “Oh I know it’s a little different. But you’ll look so stunning!” She opened up the corset and wrapped it around her waist, fastening it in the front. “Oh good, perfect fit. I worried we’d have to starve you for another week before you could fit into it.” She turned her around, and began to tighten the ribbons.
“Why...am I wearing a wedding dress?”
Salo giggled, “why do you think silly girl? You’re getting married!”
Marinette’s heart felt unbelievably heavy at that announcement. “To who?”
“Why, to Chat Noir, of course. No one else wants you like this.”
Well, that was a relief. And it wasn’t like they were actually getting married, right? This was another one of her sick games. Making a mockery of something beautiful, joyful. Desecrating the sacred, and ruining the perfect.
Salo pulled the ribbons tight, making it hard to breathe.
“Oh, but I know what you’re thinking. This is just some sort of joke, right? No no, my dear. I’ve got a mayor here to make it official. I’m not going to tell you where he’s from, but all the paperwork has already been submitted. In a few hours, you’ll be Mrs. Adrien Agreste. Isn’t that just exciting?”
No.
It wasn’t.
Not like this.
Of course, she loved Adrien. And she loved Chat Noir too, by extension. She always dreamed of marrying him and having three kids and a hamster.
But that was when she was a kid. She was older now, and recognized that she wasn’t ready for marriage. Her and Chat had good camaraderie, Adrien and her were good friends. But a good friendship and business partnership did not a marriage make.
“Aw, you’re so happy you’re crying!” Salo cooed.
Marinette covered her face with her hands.
Her mother was supposed to be here, helping her put on the dress. And Alya, she was supposed to be here too. And her father was going to walk her down the aisle!
Where was the dress that she designed herself? Her flowers? The lovely chateau for the reception?
No, all she had was cold, dirty cement, and a too-revealing dress. If you could even call it that.
“There, let’s do your makeup. No bride is complete without a makeover!”
Marinette shook her head and backed into a corner. “No, no please, I don’t want to do this!”
“What’s wrong? Do you not love him?”
“No, I do! But I—“
Shit.
A malevolent smile came over Salo’s face, snagging onto the information and tucking it away for future use.
“No!” Marinette protested. “I meant that I love him, I care for him, but he’s like my brother! I love him platonically!”
Salo obviously wasn’t buying it.  
“You know I hear everything you two say in that room, right? And so does everyone else in Paris. We all know that you had a crush on Adrien, and that he’s in love with you. There’s no use lying to make it easier.”
Salo walked slowly over to her as she talked, and then grabbed Marinette by the hair and forced her to look her in the eye. “Because whether you ‘love’ him, or not, torturing him in front of you is still going to hurt like a bitch.”
Marinette just moaned in pain. There was no winning with this woman.
Salo grabbed her by the wrists and had her sit at the table.  “There there, pumpkin. We can’t have you crying while I put on your makeup.” She wiped her face with a handkerchief. “Now, to make you all pretty.”
Clown makeup.
Specifically Pagliacci.
A white face, with thick red lips, black outlines around the eyes, and black lines that looked like tears.
She looked demented.
Crying would only make it look worse.
“Now come along,” Salo grabbed her wrist again. “Your groom awaits you.”
Marinette was dragged by the wrist into the room she was so familiar with. The air reeked of alcohol. Men sat in chairs in rows, forming an aisle. At the end, a man with a book stood at attention.
And Adrien. Who was completely naked except for a bowtie. The bruise from his arm was now a sickly green, while the bruise on his chest from the crowbar was dark purple.
At her entrance, his jaw dropped, his eyes sparkling with tears. Sure, she had wanted her future husband to cry when he saw her in her wedding dress.
But not like this.
Never like this.
The audience stood, wobbling. She recognized that most were some sort of drunk.
Salo looped an arm around hers and started to walk her down the aisle.
The assembled started to sing, in a slur of drunken gaiety.
Here comes the bride,
All dressed in white.
Marinette couldn’t help it. She started to cry. How desperately she wished to hide, to cover herself, to never leave the house again.
Sweetly, serenely in the soft glowing light.
A hand grabbed her butt, and she sobbed outright.
Lovely to see, marching to thee.
Sweet love united for eternity.
Then she was next to Adrien, his mouth still open, searching for words to say.
But he had nothing.
No comfort.
No affection.
Just hopeless silence.
She wasn’t much better.
“Why are you doing this?” She asked Salo, in a stint of bravery.
Salo smiled, in what looked like patience. “In my research of the Ladyblog, I found a recurring theme. A lot of people in the forums wanted you two to get together. Not only that, but they wanted you to have a public ceremony, so everyone could be a part of it. And you see…you both are going to die here. I figure, you probably both wanted to get married someday. Who am I to take that away from you?”
Who indeed?
Adrien reached out and took her hand, squeezing.
Now that she was in front, Marinette noticed something very off about the officiant.
He was shaking like a leaf, and very pale. He didn’t look the least bit jolly like the rest of them. He actually looked downright terrified.
Salo needed an officiant. So, it was likely that he was being held here against his will. Just like them.
“Dearly Beloved, we are gathered here today to join…Chat Noir and Ladybug together in holy matrimony.”
Holy. There wasn’t anything holy about this. God had his face turned away.
“Adrien, do you take Marinette to be your lawfully wedded wife, to have and to hold, in sickness and in health, for richer or for poor, until death do you part?”
Adrien swallowed and answered with a whisper. “I do.”
“And Marinette, do you take Adrien to be your lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold, in sickness and in health, for richer or for poor, until death do you part?”
“Yes, I do.”
The officiant sighed heavily. “The brands?”
Now, Adrien may have had his entire wedding to Ladybug all planned, but no where in all his research, did he read anything about brands.
There was an echoing squeaking coming from the hall, before another one of Salo’s men wheeled in a cart. On it, there was a cast iron pot with hot coals in it, and two pieces of metal sticking out.
Marinette stood a little closer to Adrien, fear overwhelming her. Likewise, he held her hand a little tighter.
Salo, and two men stood from the crowd, and went to Adrien, and took his bad arm, laying it flat, palm up on the cart.
Salo took a pair of heavy gloves and gave them to Marinette. “Alright, you’re going to take this brand right here, and you’re going to press it to his palm for five seconds.”
“I’m not doing that.” Marinette protested.
“Fine, then I’ll do it for you, and make it hurt so much worse. I’ll burn right through his hand.”
“No, wait…” Marinette clenched her fist. “I’ll…I’ll do it.”
“That’s a good girl.”
Marinette slipped the gloves over her shaking hands, and picked up the designated brand. Trembling, she held it over his open palm.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered.
“Repeat after me: with this brand, I thee wed.”
“With this brand…I thee wed.” She trembled, before plunging it down.
It sizzled on his skin as a scream ripped from his throat. His fingers twitched, and his other hand grabbed at the nearest body and fisted in their shirt.
It couldn’t have been five seconds. Surely she counted too fast. But she couldn’t stand the sound, the smell. She ripped the brand off of him and dropped it on the floor.
In an act of mercy, Salo dropped his hand in ice water, which made it better before numbing his hand completely.
Marinette tore the gloves off. Wanting to take him and hold him, begging for forgiveness.
But she didn’t. She just stood there sniveling.
Without anyone forcing her to, she laid her arm down, where Adrien’s had been, palm up.
“No, no Mari, don’t.” Adrien begged.
“Please…it’s only fair.”
Adrien took his arm out of the water, holding his palm open for her to see.
The skin was blood red and bubbling, but in center of all the gruesome gore, the word ‘Ladybug’ was written in a fancy cursive font.
A brand. He belonged to her.
And soon she’d belong to him too.
She nodded him on.
Salo put the glove on for him and pointed out the correct brand for him to use. Because he was using his non-dominant hand, he braced his elbow on the edge of the cart to keep steady. The last thing he wanted to do was mess this up and cause her unnecessary pain.
A rivulet of sweat broke through her face paint and tracked down her cheek.
The officiant, with his eyes shut tight, spoke, “repeat after me: with this brand, I thee wed.”
“With this…this brand, I…I thee wed.” He stuttered, not even processing what he was saying. Then, after a moment of hesitation, he pressed the brand into her skin.
Marinette seemed to take it better than him. She turned her face away so she didn’t have to see. Her freehand came up to bite her knuckle as a very slightly muted scream rose from her chest.
White hot searing pain, that burned and sizzled all the way up her arm.
And just when she stopped feeling it, he pulled away.
The brand clattered to the floor, and Adrien held her fingers as she panted. Finally, she dared to look at her hand.
‘Chat Noir’ was written in matching script to Adrien, and the surrounding skin was raw, blistering, and bleeding.
The officiant took a trembling breath. “Then, by the power invested in me, I pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride.”
It felt too weird, and too inappropriate to kiss at a time like this. This bastardized wedding didn’t deserve romance. It was wrong and awful.
But Adrien came closer, and caressed her arm gently, full of affection and love.
“May I?” He whispered.
“Yes,” she returned, just as softly.
It was just a peck. Certainly not the type of firework-filled kisses in the movies.
Neither of them enjoyed it anyway.
“Oh that’s not a kiss! Give her a real smooch!” A man heckled in the crowd.
Adrien bent and kissed her again, lingering longer this time.
“Nah kid! Use the tongue!”
Adrien grimaced, and helplessly shrugged his shoulders. “I don’t know how to tongue kiss.”
“Me niether.”
“Then ya better get ta practicin’!”
There were days in school, where Marinette would gaze longingly at the back of Adrien’s head, imagining him pining her to the wall, running his hands up her thighs, and swirling his tongue with hers.
But this just felt lewd and wrong. Especially with everyone whooping and hollering in the background.
She kissed him back, her heart pounding in her chest.
Just for once, she wanted to enjoy and remember a kiss with Adrien. Was that too much to ask?
Adrien pulled away, looking incredibly sheepish.
“Presenting Mr. and Mrs. Adrien Agreste.” Said the officiant, with some relief. He rested a shaky hand on both of their shoulders as he presented them to the crowd. A tear rolled down his cheek. “Will you let me go now?”
Salo smirked, standing, as her hand went to her hip. “Yeah, you can join your wife and daughter.” Then she withdrew her gun and without warning, shot the man in the head.
Marinette shrieked as he hit the floor.
The drunken mass of an audience all started singing the wedding march, out of tune and too loud.
“Daaa! Daaa! Dadadada—!”
Marinette just started bawling, her tears making the black paint melt and run down her cheeks in thick lines.
This was the second murder she had to witness in a week. And it wasn’t getting any easier.
Was this supposed to be a farce? A mockery of everything pure and clean?
Marinette looked and Adrien, only to see him covering his eyes with his hand as he sobbed.
Everyday, she felt more and more helpless. But this took the cake.
The chairs in the room rearranged and tables were brought in. She and Adrien were sat alone together at a little table, while everyone else gathered around. Then, the smell of food wafted through the air, and Marinette’s stomach twisted.
The body of the dead officiant was right there, his soulless eyes looking up at her.
The food came. Dishes passed between the men, drinks being refilled and clanged together.
No one brought anything to the sordid couple.
Salo stood, raising a wine glass. “I’d like to make a toast.”
The laughter settled down.
“To Ladybug and Chat Noir. May their last hours together be pleasurable and full of love.”
The words settled on Marinette’s shoulders heavily, making the floor feel like it was opening up beneath her.
Their last hours together?
She looked to Adrien, seeing his face full of panic as well.
“What do you mean by that?” Marinette asked.
But Salo didn’t answer, and the party continued without them.
They sat alone at the sweet heart table, the difference in the attitude of the room being palpable. The door to freedom was just on the other side of the buffet table of burly, well armed men. A perfect wall.
Adrien lifted his dead arm onto the table, looking at the branding on his hand. He gave a little smile, and confessed, “If I had to be branded with anyone’s name, I’m glad it was yours.”
Marinette mimicked him, setting her hand next to his. “Me too.”
He reached up and swiped some of the paint off her cheek. “I miss your face. You were hiding behind a mask all this time, and now you’re hiding again.”
“I want to take it off. I look so ugly.”
He shook his head. “It’s impossible for you to look ugly. Even with bad makeup.”
She took hold of his hand that rested on her cheek, and brought it to her lips to kiss, leaving some red paint behind.
Salo stood again, her chair scraping on the cement.
Marinette clenched her eyes shut and held his hand tightly. She didn’t want to be separated from him. Not now, not ever.
“I think it’s time for our lovely couple to go on their honeymoon! What do you fellas think?”
Of course, there was a drunken cheer that hurt the ears.
Two people each grabbed them, and hauled them down the hall. This time, they were led past their normal room, and into a closet. It couldn’t have been more than three or four feet wide on each side, and with both of them in there at the same time, space was limited.
Salo was giggling like a schoolgirl. “Now, have fun you two! We’ve got plenty of cameras and mics in here, so make sure you put on a good show for everyone at home!”
With that, the door slammed shut, and the laughter on the other side faded.
“Adrien…I…I can’t.”
“No, don’t worry about that. I would never make you…” He felt along the walls. “Here, let’s sit.”
He sat down first, and then pulled her to sit on his lap, their skin pressed against each other.
“Are you comfortable?” She asked, shifting.
“As much as I can be. Don’t move like that, please.”
Her face tinged pink. She leaned back against the wall, and just tried to allow herself to breathe.
Adrien’s good hand wondered over her back and shoulders, absently. She was sure if she asked him to stop, he would have, but she didn’t want him to.
“We’re not going to do what Salo wants us to do in here,” he said with finality. “I’m not ready for that.”
Marinette breathed a sigh in relief.
“But…I would like to hold you.” He whispered.
Marinette turned to lean into him. “I want you to hold me.”
She arranged his bum arm to rest on her legs while his other arm wrapped around her waist and held her tighter.
“So…” he began, “I’m the ‘other boy’ right? The one you kept rejecting me for?”
She scoffed. “You just figured that out?”
“Yeah well, it just hit me. I asked you how long you’d been in love with me for, and you said since that day in the rain…”
She ran her hand up his arm. “We really are stupid, aren’t we? If…if I had just agreed to let us share our identities…”
“No.” He said, a bit forceful. “You were smart on having us keep them to ourselves. Look at us now. Everyone knows who we are, and…” He rested his head against hers, as a way of ending the thought. “I’m just happy I have you now. I love you so much, Mari.”
“I love you too,” she whispered back.
This was cruel and unusual. Adrien was finally in love with her.
And this was the last time she see him for a while. Maybe ever.
The closet they were in was much too dark. A scant bit of light leaked in through the bottom of the door, but that wasn’t enough to see him.
“Can…can I kiss you? Properly this time?”
She took his face in her hands. “Please.”
This kiss felt much better. Prompted on their own, in their own world, despite the threat of cameras. It was soft and sweet, and everything she wanted in a first kiss.
Though it didn’t come first, this is the one she counted.
When they broke apart, he leaned his forehead on hers.
Timidly, she pushed some hair behind her ear. “I…I dreamt about marrying you. You know? I had the whole ceremony planned out.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah…”
“Would you tell me about it?”
She blinked with a blush, not expecting such an intimate question. “Well...” she swallowed. “I was expecting my father to walk me down the aisle. And for my mother to help me put on my dress.”
“One that you designed?” He asked, his voice soft and eyes closed, like he was trying to imagine it.
“Yeah.”
“What would it look like?”
She smiled slightly, picturing the drawing she had in her sketchbook. “A soft rose pink. Made of silk, with lace sleeves. I want to honor my heritage by embroidering a rose gold phoenix on the skirts.”
“That’s a really nice touch,” he hummed. “You’d look beautiful in it.”
She blushed again, ducking her head to lay on his shoulder.
“What about the ceremony? Where would it take place?”
“A chateau in Giverny. Where we can get married out in the gardens, under a wisteria tree. I just want lots and lots of flowers.”
“I like that idea. Certainly better than mine.”
She giggled. “You had a wedding plan?”
“Every bit of it. Even down to the color of the napkins.”
“Then pray tell, what does our wedding look like to you?”
“Well, it was going to be in Notre Dame…and then I had to change it to Chartres Cathedral.”
“I could get behind a Cathedral.”
“It’s so beautiful in there, My Lady. The gothic architecture and the stain glass windows. It’s like a castle, fit for a princess.”
“Do they allow cats in cathedrals?” She joked.
“Rude.”  
“What kind of cake?”
At the same time, they said, “Vanilla Raspberry delight from the Dupain-Cheng Boulangerie Patisserie!” They laughed together.
“And what about the honeymoon?” He asked, “We can go anywhere in the whole wide world. Where do you want to go?”
She was quiet for moment, thinking. “Have you ever seen ‘It’s a Wonderful Life’?”
“Every Christmas.”
“I like the scene, where George and Mary loan out all of their money to the people in town, so Mary goes back to the abandoned mansion and makes a resort just for them. With posters of all the places they wanted to go, and a little dinner. And then they kiss to the sound of the rain, and Bert and Ernie singing ‘I love you truly, truly dear’.”
“That part always makes me cry.” He admitted.
“My point, is that it doesn’t matter where we go, as long as I can be with you.”
He kissed her forehead. “In that case, let’s get a sailboat. Sail the world. At night, we’ll be just a silhouette surrounded by a myriad of stars. Spend our nights on the glassy water, where you can't tell where the sky begins and ends. Just the two of us, free to go wherever we want.”
“That just sounds too good to pass on. You promise? We can do that?”
“When we’re out of here, we’ll have our perfect wedding. And then we’ll go, and never look back.”
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124: Do I like clowns? -absolutely not 125: The Beatles or Elvis? -the Beatles 126: My current project? -Well I have a marketing project I present soon. 127: Am I a bad loser? -Depends on what it was 128: Do I admit when I wrong? -sometimes 129: Forest or beach? -beach 130: Favourite piece of advice? - 131: Am I a good liar? -yeah 132: Hogwarts house / Divergent faction / Hunger Games district? -Ummmm I don't remember the specific factions and I guess district 12 cuz being pals with Katniss would be cool 133: Do I talk to myself? -who doesn't? 134: Am I very social? -yes 135: Do I like gossip? -it's interesting yeah 136: Do I keep a journal/diary? -yes 137: Have I ever hopelessly failed a test? -no 138: Do I believe in second chances? -depends 139: If I found a wallet full of cash on the ground, what would I do? -figure out who's it is 140: Do I believe people are capable of change? -yeah 141: Have I ever been underweight? -used to be 142: Am I ticklish? -yeah 143: Have I ever been in a submarine? -nope 144: Have I ever been on a plane? -mhmmm 145: In a film about my life, who would I cast as myself, friends and family? -Selena Gomez is me cuz I like to think I'm 10000x hotter than I actually am. And idc about who else is cast 146: Have I ever been overweight? -no 147: Do I have any piercings? -my ears and belly button 148: Which fictional character do I wish was real? -Dean from supernatural 149: Do I have any tattoos? -3 150: What is the best decision I have made in life so far? -giving things a chance with Faith honestly 151: Do I believe in Karma? -yes 152: Do I wear glasses or contacts? -glasses 153: What was my first car? -Electric blue Honda CRV 154: Do I want children? -I do 155: Who is the most intelligent person I know? -My Dad 156: My most embarrassing memory? -oh boy we aren't gonna get into that 157: What makes me nostalgic? -smelling her cologne, listening to throwbacks 158: Have I ever pulled an all-nighter? -yeah 159: Which do I value more in others, brains or beauty? -brains 160: What colour mostly dominates my wardrobe? -black and maroon (gay af) 161: Have I ever had a paranormal experience? -I have had a couple 162: What do I hate most about myself? - my left collar bone 163: What do I love most about myself? -my eyes 164: Do I like adventure? -love that shit 165: Do I believe in fate? -I do 166: Favourite animal? -still a wolf 167: Have I ever been on radio? -no 168: Have I ever been on TV? -yeah 169: How old am I? -20 170: One of my favourite quotes? -time is the greatest distance between two places 171: Do I hold grudges? -not really 172: Do I trust easily? -yes 173: Have I learnt from my mistakes? -some of them 174: Best gift I’ve ever received? -ummmm flowers honestly because I think they're so sweet and I love them 175: Do I dream? -..... yes 176: Have I ever had a night terror? -no 177: Do I remember my dreams, and what is one that comes to mind? -yes and an old nightmare that is recurring 178: An experience that has made me stronger? -Losing an old friend of mine a little over a year ago 179: If I were immortal, what would I do? -anything I want I have all the time in the world 180: Do I like shopping? -if it's for me 181: If I could get away with a crime, what would I choose to do? -A bank heist 182: What does “family” mean to me? -the support system and the people I know will never leave me no matter what and they'll try to bring me back from anything 183: What is my spirit animal? -A kangaroo 184: How do I want to be remembered? -I could say caring and all that shit but I really want people to remember me as funny af 185: If I could master one skill, what would I choose? -glass blowing because it's cool 186: What is my greatest failure? -well I let myself down a lot so whenever I let myself down I guess 187: What is my greatest achievement? -ummmm getting Faith to date me 😏😂 188: Love or money? -love 189: Love or career? -love 190: If I could time travel, where and when would I want to go? -the future 191: What makes me the happiest? -hearing her voice 192: What is “home” to me? -Her arms, her voice, her smile, her eyes, her chest, her. 193: What motivates me? -Not much these days 194: If I could choose my last words, what would they be? -kiss my ass 195: Would I ever want to encounter aliens? -ABSOLUTELY 196: A movie that scared me as a child? -movies don't scare me lol 197: Something I hated as a child that I like now? -ummm nothing lol 198: Zombies or vampires? -zombies 199: Live in the city or suburbs? -city 200: Dragons or wizards? -dragons 201: A nightmare that has stayed with me? -not gonna talk about it because it's dumb 202: How do I define love? -support, caring, someone who isn't always just going to tell me what I want to hear but what I need to hear. Someone who keeps me accountable. Someone who wants the best for me and supports me doing what I want and love. Someone willing to work together with me instead of only one of us getting to chase our dreams 203: Do I judge a book by its cover? -sometimes 204: Have I ever had my heart broken? -yeah 205: Do I like my handwriting? -lol no 206: Sweet or savoury? -sweet 207: Worst job I’ve had? -I was a host at applebees for a hot minute 208: Do I collect anything? -nope 209: Item of clothing or jewellery you’ll never see me without? My bracelets and a pair of Vans 210: What is on my bucket list? -so many things but traveling to Italy is one 211: How do I handle anger? -I hold it in until I probably end up hitting something 212: Was I named after anyone? -no 213: Do I use sarcasm a lot? -constantly, ask Faith 214: What TV character am I most like? -Asher on How to Get Away With Murder 215: What is the weirdest talent I have? -I don't have many talents 😂 216: Favourite fictional character? -Idk honestly
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This Monday, Fox’s pre-Batman drama series “Gotham” wraps its winter run with the full, ferocious return of Jerome. Now, fans of the show are undoubtedly excited about the development, but casual comic book types are likely asking a simple question. “Who the Hell is Jerome?”
This is what you’d call a problem.
For three years, “Gotham” has worked hard to prevent itself from committing to any one portrayal of the Joker – the Dark Knight’s indisputable arch nemesis and perhaps the fan favorite supervillain of all time. But over the past two seasons, the show has also elevated recurring guest star Cameron Monaghan’s unhinged, circus-born serial killer Jerome Valeska to a major foe. With pasty-white skin, an ear-to-ear grin and a cackle that could curdle blood, Jerome has been one of the most memorable additions to a show that’s often in desperate need of crowd-pleasing moments.
So why not just call him the Joker? Despite “Gotham’s” insistence that it’s entire run will be an origin story for the Batman’s world, there are plenty of reasons that this one particular piece be put in place now. Below, CBR runs down six reasons why turning Jerome into the purple-suited Clown Prince of Crime will make the character and the TV show stronger.
Joker’s Nonexistent Past Is Hardly Canon
It can be argued that there’s never been a definitive origin story for who the Joker was before he gained his repulsive rictus. But don’t believe people who tell you that the villain has never had or should never have an origin tale. It’s not just that “Detective Comics” #168’s legendary story “The Man Behind The Red Hood!” gave us the most accepted version of Joker’s “thrown in a vat of acid by Batman” origin (written by co-creator Bill Finger, no less). Over the years, dozens of comic creators have filled in bits of Joker’s backstory, from Alan Moore to J. Michael Straczynski, though they’ve often left specific details vague.
Only since Christopher Nolan’s film “The Dark Knight” have people embraced the idea of a Joker who aggressively denies any true past as canonical. This may have been inspired by his initial, origin-less appearances, but back then, such things simply weren’t stated — like most comic villains of the era. So anyone who claims that Jerome’s origin of murdering his mother before going kill-crazy breaks some kind of rule established by the villain’s creators is missing a whole lot.
More importantly, film and TV versions of the character have been happy to create the character’s full backstory when it suits them – most famously the “mobster who murdered Bruce Wayne’s parents” angle in Tim Burton’s classic 1989 “Batman” movie. And stories like that – while usually much more widely seen than any comic book – have done little to blunt the impact of the Joker as a character all his own. Nobody today expects that making Jerome the Joker full-on would somehow taint the character or irrevocably alter how he’s portrayed in the comics.
Every Other Faux-Joker On “Gotham” Has Failed
Aside from the “making Jerome the Joker wouldn’t really hurt the character” case, there are plenty of great reasons why making this happen is a positive thing. First and foremost is the fact that ever other attempt “Gotham” has made at channeling the Ace of Knaves has fallen way flat.
Longtime viewers of the show will recall that in its early episodes, “Gotham” peppered in “potential Jokers” all over the place from failing comedians to frustrated family men. It was such an awkward, story-killing bit of business that the producers soon dropped it all together from their creative arsenal. Later, when the series attempted to revive a piece of Joker canon with the Scott Snyder/Greg Capullo-inspired Red Hood gang, the resulting mask mobsters were completely devoid of personality. Recent attempts to revive the Red Hood angle have fared no better.
Worst of all, since Jerome landed on the show and totally stole the scene from nearly every other plotline, the writers’ initial premise that his (since overturned) death would inspire mass insanity across the city has been a dropped ball. Even when they picked that idea back up as a way to reintroduce Jerome, the story pretty much went out of its way to show how no one would ever be as good as him.
So if the acid-squirting flower fits this guy so well, why not let him wear it?
Harley Quinn’s Impending Intro Is Flawless Timing
The producers of “Gotham” have made it no secret that they’ll be introducing their version of DC’s most popular female character later this season (sorry, Diana, but you know that Truth is Truth). But with some version of Harley Quinn in the offing, the big question becomes, what is there even worth doing with this character before there’s a Joker on the scene? In almost every major Harley story of all-time, the character is played as mild-mannered public servant until Joker unleashes the crazy within her. If “Gotham’s” past is any indication, their solution could be something as bland as a forgettable psychiatrist who occasionally says things like, “I can’t wear red lipstick…that’d be crazy!”
But putting Harley center stage right when Jerome steps into the real Joker role not only solves these problems, it opens up some scary good story directions. Imagine a season of the show where fans get to see the famous Harley origin story “Mad Love” writ large – a mash-up of “Natural Born Killers” and Tom Hanks/Meg Ryan movie where Jim Gordon and company are hopelessly outmatched? It leans into “Gotham’s” very best tendency for absurd action (and over-acting) rather than more lame attempts at making this madcap world feel “real” (whatever that means).
The Show Is At Its Best When It Goes Full Comic Book
Cementing the argument for Jerome as Joker is the fact that “Gotham” only really connects with the wider fandom when it fully embraces comic book identities. Remember when Ed Nygma was a nerdy annoyance who just said the word “Riddle” three times in a scene before being totally forgotten? That all ended when he finally was given motivation to strike back at Jim Gordon and went all-in planting Riddler-inspired clues and bombs across the city. Since then, the villain has been one of the most enjoyable members of the show’s ensemble.
And it’s not an accident that Oswald Cobblepot has remained both the most beloved member of the show’s cast at the same time as he’s been the only character graced with his comic book alter ego of the Penguin. From his crafty takeover of Gotham’s mayoralty to the way he’s weaseled through a crime world that considers him an outsider, this Oswald is virtually indistinguishable form his four-color counterpart. (Okay, maybe add 60 pounds, but otherwise…)
When you compare these fully fledged supervillain turns to the numerous also-rans in “Gotham’s” history (Balloonman, that awful Wall Street reinvention of Black Mask, the dead end Scarecrow story), it’s clear that the show’s creators find more fun to be had when tweaking comic book character’s identities – not just teasing them. At this point, Jerome doesn’t have to be quite the dapper danger we think of when we see the classic Joker. But giving him a name and a “first draft” version of the purple costume would feel earned after so much pussyfooting.
The Supervillain’s Influence Would Cement The Need For Batman
From the first episode of “Gotham,” the show has been caught in a massive Catch-22 scenario. If the series main plot is ostensibly about Jim Gordon and company’s attempts to be white knights in a city full of black-hearted crooks, how could it possibly end in a satisfying manner? On the one hand, Jim fails, and the entire show is a tragic waste of the audience’s time. On the other hand, if Gordon succeeds there’s actually no reason for Bruce to become Batman.
Watching the Joker fully rise up as a new kind of criminal threat alters this landscape in a way that truly prepares viewers for the birth of the Dark Knight. If Jerome takes charge in turning the show’s drab mobsters into insane supervillains, then Jim Gordon totally realigning the GCPD into a fighting force for good still comes up short without totally undercutting its ultimate redemption arc. Plus, the young Bruce Wayne will be given sufficient motivation for taking his quest for justice outside the law (right now, he’s got a pretty good example of police work being a righteous path in Jim). It’s a win-win for the show’s ultimate endgame.
This Show Needs the Lift That Joker Could Provide
Finally, “Gotham” needs to make Jerome the Joker because it needs to finally give people a reason to care about it. The Fox network is traditionally pretty shifty on supporting genre entertainment over the long haul, and while this DC series has fared better than the average “Dollhouse” due to its comic book roots, the show has slipped in the ratings compared to the rock-solid (and admittedly more forgiving) numbers its CW counterparts pull. With an impending “X-Men” TV series that Fox will own a bigger part of in the works, there’s no reason for the network to support the Batman’s world over many more seasons unless it delivers something big for ratings and buzz.
Plastering a fully-fledged Joker on the side of a bus at San Diego Comic-Con might seem like a shameless cash grab (because it would be!), but in the cold hard facts of the crowded superhero TV marketplace, it’s also a no-brainer.
Plus, for all the reasons explored above, adding the Joker to the show full time will be a major creative boon as well, and “Gotham” needs that more than any other show in years. While the series has undoubtedly improved from its absolutely wretched first season, it’s never gotten more than mediocre in quality. Jerome as the Joker provides the wild energy that the series has always flirted with and a marketing shot in the arm that could let this series go down as a worthy piece of Batman storytelling.
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