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helpmyinterestsareverywhere · 3 months

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My two favs are keeping me company at my desk <3

#my babies <3 #i love these 2 little freaks so much #before i sat them up there (on top my monitors) i squished both of them in my hands very hard #dont know why i just needed to :D #ANYWAY MY 2 FAVS I LOVE THEM BOTH SO MUCH #(Pixal has been slowly creeping up to fav spot for a while - she'll never overtake Lloyd mind you but she's up there <33)#also i have my Lloyd plushy with me - hugging him while sitting in my chair as we speak (write?)#hmiae rambles #lego ninjago #ninjago #lloyd garmadon #ninjago pixal

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inkskinned · 11 months

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it is all chaos and entropy. the thing is that the chaos and entropy make it beautiful and lovely.

yes, it's true that nature and the universe are uncaring and unspecific, and that is terrifying. i have lived through some of the unfairness - i got born like this, with my body caving into itself, with this ironic love of dance when i sometimes can't stand up for longer than 15 minutes. i am a poet with hands that are slowly shutting down - i can't hold a pen some days. recently i found a dead bird on our front porch. she had no visible injuries. she had just died, the way things die sometimes.

it is also true that nature and the universe are uncaring and unspecific, and that is wonderful. the sheer happenstance that makes rain turn into a rainbow. the impossible coincidence of finding your best friend. i have made so many mistakes and i have let myself down and i have harmed other people by accident. nature moves anyway. on the worst day of my life she delivers me an orange juice sunset, as if she is saying try again tomorrow.

how vast and unknowing the universe! how small we are! isn't that lovely. the universe has given us flowers and harp strings and the shape of clouds. how massive our lives are in comparison to a grasshopper. the world so bright, still undiscovered. even after 30 years of being on this earth, i learned about a new type of animal today: the dhole.

chance echoing in my life like a harmony between two people talking. do you think you and i, living in different worlds but connected through the internet - do you think we've ever seen the same butterfly? they migrate thousands of miles. it's possible, right?

how beautiful the ways we fill the vastness of space. i love that when large amounts of people are applauding in a room, they all start clapping at the same time. i love that the ocean reminds us of our mother's heartbeat. i love that out of all the colors, chlorophyll chose green. i love the coincidences. i love the places where science says i don't know, but it just happens.

"the universe doesn't care about you!" oh, i know. that's okay. i care about the universe. i will put my big stupid heart out into it and watch the universe feast on it. it is not painful. it is strange - the more love you pour into the unfeeling world, the more it feels the world loves you in return. i know it's confirmation bias. i think i'm okay if my proof of kindness is just my own body and my own spirit.

i buried the bird from our porch deep in the woods. that same day, an old friend reaches out to me and says i miss you. wherever you go, no matter how bad it gets - you try to do good.

#writeblr #warm up #i can't write rn but i have SO much words in here bc im reading the chorus of dragons books #(just started book 4)#and this woman's writing is just LIVING in my brain. let me out!!!#(i read roughly like 2-4 books a week usually bc i go on long walks with my dog but when a book is REALLY good like. it eats my life. )#anyway ...... so like here's a story that idk i've tried to explain to other people as being wild #but maybe im the only one who thinks it is wild???#so i play pokemon go (i just started in jan) bc i love pokemon and as i have mentioned i walk goblin for like an hour in the morning #and i don't like a lot of fitness trackers due to the fact it makes me .sad. but i also wanted the little digital rewards. enter pokemon go #anyway so they make you make friends to complete quests. so i used a reddit thread. i do not usually use reddit. i don't have an acct #i lurked. i just googled like ''pokemon go reddit '' and randomly added a bunch of numbers #i was on that page for all of 15 minutes. there are THOUSANDS of responses on that page.#here's what's wild: in that group of people. even though i am not on reddit and it was one random event once #it turns out one of those people lives in the town i live in. or at least very close. i only know this because #when we send each other gifts. it's from the same freaking area.#i can't ask them to meet up bc pokemon go doesn't have a messaging app lol but like . what are the fucking chances that #a random person posts in a random reddit thread and HAPPENS to get added by someone ELSE from their SAME TOWN #who by pure fucking CHANCE is ALSO playing pokemon go and looking for friends #i googled it there's only 42000 people in my broad region. the .......... smallness ! of the world!!!

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mintt-tea-2 · 19 days

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two girlies and their pathetic wizards

i don't do comics often at all but i had this idea and well here we are !!

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flashbastardsramblings · 7 months

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From your ‘boyfriend’ (derogatory) to your ‘boyfriend’ (affectionate)

#he's come a long way #he loves to pick on them #i love izzy so much #he's such a neat little freak #izzy hands #israel hands #our flag means death #our flag means death spoilers #ofmd season 2 #our flag means death season 2 #ofmd spoilers #ofmd season 2 spoilers #edward teach #ed teach #stede bonnet #the gentleman pirate #blackbonnet #gentlebeard

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littlecutiexox · 8 months

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#i dont think i got it #i had another call today too about a different job and the salary is too low for me to be commuting an hour and a half every day on the tra #n with #i have another call in an hour #for a different one #and applied to more places today #so ive applied to i think more than 200 jobs now in the past week and a half #i do have an interview for a different kind of role though in 2 weeks booked in #which is something #im so stressy besties #theres been so much noise today too my sensory overload is screamingg #i gotta be social after work too #and i just wanna lay in bed #but i cant #thank you to everyone that wished me luck #this silly little blog makes me feel so loved and cared for from the people on here #my friends and partner have also been super supportive and its the only thing keeping me from freaking out right now

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isabelguerra · 2 months

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i didn't appreciate these isabel expressions as much as I should have when they aired. Look at how dilated her pupils get compared to the first picture. That's her excitement at ending this game by mercilessly slamming RJ and johnny with dodgeballs. in their faces.

#paranatural #i love her. oh my god i love her. shes so fucking weird.#isabel guerra #her little line under her eye in pic 2 really pushes the expression from good to great. that and the slight eyebrow wobble #really gets across the twitchy eagerness. absolutely unmatched #violence cursive shirt you really did mean that. thats how she feels.#okay as much as i enjoy isabels depression arc and everything can we please get a glimpse of her freak ass habit #of jumping to whatever solution causes the most pain again. i miss that so much. it was so funny. isabel i know you dont want to hurt anyon #but can you a little. please

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lilaccatholic · 6 months

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how do i do it though. how do i let go of the bitterness and the hardness when they kept me "okay" for so long? does it come when i finally leave? can it ever?

#babes i actually relate to the frigid angry woman more than im comfortable with but this time there's no prince coming to save her and idk #i was never beautiful but i was and am angry and capable and that's served me well but being angry is exhausting #it's a birthright i can't give to a younger sibling. it doesn't transfer.#i dont inspire devotion. there's no version of this that ends with me waltzing with a true love.#im not the type you launch a thousand ships for.#so what's left?#who am i when i have no one? when ive spent my life making *me* less to make others more? when im nothing but a useful piece of furniture.#i know God loves me! i love Him! but it's not the same. i want *people* to love me. i want to be someone that theyd fight for.#im feeling that 'women have minds and hearts but im so lonely' scene from little women 2019 so much right now.#except im not jo. my family loves me but theyd never do for me what jo's would do for her. theyre also all focused on surviving.#i feel like a military ration. there to be consumed but cast aside the moment something more palatable comes around.#how do i become consumed with joy? how do i let go of the cynicism? its all thats kept me safe! but its choking me too.#its like tony stark in iron man 2. the thing thats kept me alive this far is killing me. i need to find an alternative but its looking like #ill have to synthesize a new element to make it happen and that freaks me out.#ive always been derivative. never an individual. how do i become a trailblazer when my job was always to hold the hand of the one blazing #the trail? how do i become myself happy and free?#because i WANT to be more #i WANT to be more than anger and coldness and a useful idiot. i WANT to be me and be so so happy #but i dont know how to get there #and if someone suggests therapy im shooting you. i dont want to listen to one more person pretend to care about me and tell me #all the things i need to change and spend even longer not learning how to think for myself #i want to be more than this. but i also cant stand the thought of taking up any more space than i do #anyway.#anyone who's read all this thank you and i promise im fine im just in my feelings today lol #im going to work out and get some happy brain chemicals flowing and then ill take a shower and itll all be good.#please dont worry about me! im just having A Moment TM #lilac rambles

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iloveyouitisruiningmylife · 7 months

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i just came out to a real life person and i think im having a heart attack

#IT WAS SO UNPLANNED I HADN'T THOUGHT ABOUT IT AT ALL I DIDN'T EVWN THINK WE WERW FRIENDS??#she lives in the building next to mine and we go to tui together to divide the auto fare and we've been walking home 2-3 dino se #and she likes kpop and kdramas #but like there isn't that Spark yk like oh ny god i love u best friends forever its a little awkward and formal still #but we were talking about something and oh my god #when we reached home we were standing uski building ke neeche and she was like i want to introduce you to my childhood bestie i think you #two will like each other #and i was like kinda weirded out like um are we that close yet i thought we were just classmates 😭😭#so i asked ki oh why all of a sudden #and she's like 'i like you' and i look at her and laugh and she said STOP LAUGHING i don't meant it like that im straight ok #and idk something in me snapped i was like oh are u homophobic too?#but pls she didn't know what it meant 😭 so i explained ki do u hate gay people then #she said no no ofc not SO I JUST BLURTED OUT KI good cause im bisexual #THE SHOCK ON HER FACE OMG im saying this now in freaking out now but at that time i said it really coolly and proudly without fumbling #my voice didn't drop down to a low volume or waver or anything (which im so proud bc she's like the first irl person ive come out to face #to face??????? i mean obv childhood friends don't count they're all gay #but anyway she was like OH and then SHE FUMBLED she was like oh nice i respect u very much and it was so awkward i was like haan haan shut #up just don't tell anyone very few ppl know 😭and she wasn't done she was like so as i was saying #we're growing old and real good friendships are getting harder to find and i like you (stop laughing!!) and i hope we don't jinx it #and she literally touched a wooden table lying there and said touchwood???? 😭😭😭😭😭#now i am thinking why did i tell her she's so extroverted she talks to everyone we go to the same tui this town is tiny #she could tell everyone my parents could find out #but also a part of me is relieved cause im so sick of hiding something that is such a small yet imp part of me #and if she tells everyone then cool maybe there'll be more queer people i can't ve the only queer person in this town and we could be #friends and my parents eh they'd never believe something like that they'll ask me if it's true and ill say nah just rumors dumb kids #and they'll believe me because they'll want to believe me so bad #so no harm #i still don't feel very bestfriendy with her but maybe my standards are too high 😭 idk ig i can't see myself being friends with her #for a long time if we weren't forced by circumstances and i don't like her that much but im happy i got to say it #literally said it omg 'kyunki main hu. bisexual' FUCK THAT FELT GOOD

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couterror · 6 months

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#its 2 am for me rn ughnnnnnnn #i was thinking of them #the text placement is a little botched srry abt that #eridan ampora #sollux captor #erisol #it's been a bit since ive posted erisol but the erisol ive been drawing is self indulgent #crappy looking #or both #but i love these two characters so much #I cant help but spit random hcs on them cuz we dont get TOO much of them in the main comic #so might as well #I just like their dynamic in general on a non shipping level #its so interesting cuz they are two sad soping wet people that are out for eachother in cold blood yet were forced to share a body with #eachother and not freak out and explode themselfs but choose to remain in a state of suffering #almost like their kinda familiar with that suffering but this time it's with the person they loathe the most (in a platonic sense)#It's reminiscent of self sabotaging #they like the feeling #they are with the person they hate more than they hate themself #but also more than they love themself #it helps them feel better abt themself #like “wow this guy is a fucking loser glad im not him” and also “he's just like me”#it creates an endless cycle of self hatred a coping mechanism but certainly not a healthy one #a codependency that prevents them from being lonely #or worse #alone with their own thoughts #although they are aspects of the other person that corrects the flaws of the other person #they are a shitty self portrait with a perfect frame #a deformed renaissance statue #im too tired to make other metaphors but you get it

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yourdeepestfathoms · 11 months

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Clara Headcanons

She’s got claws and fangs

Her claws are mostly passable. For the most part, they just look like overgrown nails

She’s got eye shine similar to a cat

Way Too Pale. Almost like bleached bone

Ears? Slightly pointy

She does BIG STRETCHES like a cat

Will unashamedly bear her teeth at people

Makes strange vocalizations, such as growling and hissing

Listen, she’s clearly not human, so let her have little freaky traits

Touch-starved? Touch-starved

She can’t swim

Throw her in the water, and she will sink

Will eat Anything

Literally ANYTHING

And not just because she’s starving most of the time

She will eat worms straight out of the mud

She would eat the rats in the street if they weren’t infected

Daniil once tried to clip her claws, and she started yowling like she was being gutted alive. Thrashing and writhing. Ended up kicking him right in the face. (y’all know this TikTok? yeah, that’s them)

Gets the zoomies

Murky and Sticky are her best friends (they’re her only friends)

Thank god it’s so gloomy in the Town because she would fry in the sun

Randomly gets the taste of dirt in her mouth

Smells like dirt

Randomly gets full-body chills out of nowhere and is like 🧍‍♀️ immediately after

She can’t fucking read

Her handwriting is worse than chicken scratch

Daniil saw it and was like 😟

She also can’t do basic math

Daniil is constantly having to shoo her away like she’s a raccoon eating out his trash cans

Did I mention she’s touch-starved? Cause she is

Curls up until a little ball when she sleeps

Unless she’s running a fever, she doesn’t give off a lot of body heat

Very sensory-sensitive, especially to loud sounds

She’s very secretive about how her powers directly harm her health. They’re all she has, and the last thing she needs is for people to know there’s even more bad shit about them.

Hand injuries scare the shit out of her because she’s afraid that if her hands are damaged in any way, then her miracles will stop

She once dislocated two of her fingers and was CONVINCED her powers were gone, that she’ll never heal again, that she’s completely useless now

She was literally more worked up about this than the fact that her fingers were popped out of their sockets

Daniil, who had to set the bones, was like “will you CHILL OUT” and she just blubbered at him through tears in response

Once she realized her miracles still worked, she IMMEDIATELY got over it and was like “I’m fine now 😁”

Pulls her beanie over her eyes when she’s embarrassed

Touch-starved again

#I love this girl SO MUCH #she’s such a little freak #these apply to both p1 and p2 clara!#personally i prefer p1 clara just because i’m playing that one right now #also she’s a ginger #p2 clara does seem Way More Feral than p2 though #sorry if any of this is inaccurate in any way! i’m only on day seven of the bachelor route!#anyway enjoy!#pathologic #pathologic 2 #clara the changeling #clara saburova #clara pathologic #daniil dankovsky #daniil pathologic #the bachelor pathologic #can y’all tell i really like their dynamic #prickly prick twink and his feral street rat child #pathologic headcanons

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stinkyhyena9000 · 1 year

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I just came across a new Sing ad and OHMYGOD??? [ x ] look at my sweet darling!!! i love him so much

thank you so much to @unidentifiedsingingweirdo to posting the link!! I'm going crazy over this actually /pos

#freaking out actually #going nuts #a little bozonkers #wait is that a synonym?#i dont think so actually #whatever you know what i mean asduhasuas #omg i love clay so much #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #clay calloway #sing 2 #sing 2021 #mysing

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cherry-shipping · 7 months

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one of the (admittedly many) reasons i love love love LOVE my uf and ht self inserts i think is because all the shit i hate about myself is amplified with them and i LOVE them for it. theyre weird gross perverted overbearing annoying creeps who nobody really feels comfortable around. and its the BEST!!!!!!!!! like yeah they suck shit. they dont know anything and theyre genuinely disturbing and disgusting people. arent they just the BEST