he cooked ! he served !! HE ATE😮‍💨🥵

So, if in the finale c!Dream’s helmet, that he takes off for c!Tommy, represents his mask, does that mean that when c!Sapnap puts on c!Dream’s armor, Nightmare, he is putting on and stealing c!Dream’s mask? - Because I’m not gonna lie that really puts a new perspective on that betrayal… Furthermore, when c!Techno brings c!Dream armor in prison, did he make him a mask and bring it to him… and then take away the mask later? - If so, again that’s kinda screwed up. Though you could argue that perhaps he made c!Dream a mask for the jailbreak so he had one to face the server with and then because they were trying to not seem like allies he took it back, knowing that c!Dream would get another one. Which also begs the question, did c!Punz make c!Dream a mask for after prison or is he simply handing over one of c!Dream’s masks?… When c!Tommy in the minecart skirmish stole c!Dream’s armor, was he taunting him with his own mask? - Because oof that’s some serious violation and disrespect…

In other words, if you think that c!Dream’s helmet in the finale represents the mask (which I’d say is implied by c!Tommy) does that same logic apply across the board or is it just for that moment? And if it does apply to rest of the lore, wow does that have some implications…

I get to take care of this crazy goofball for the next 13 days 🐶🐾🩷

Is it just me or does tumblr have an insane amount of updates that do literally nothing?

I'm not even exaggerating when I say I'm having to update this app every other day, but there's no changes to the app. Atp, I'm just hitting "update" to get rid of the pop-up telling me to do it.

most of the time i feel like im just an average person like i know im really lucky to be living my dreams working a job i love in the city i always wanted to live in like i know im a very lucky and privileged person bc most ppl don’t get any of that but most of the time i also forget it’s not just that like most ppl in my hometown never get out and don’t even go to college and like even in my family im still the only one to ever attend university and move to the city which is just crazy like it’s so crazy to me to think im not really average specially not where i come from which is idk so weird

i am,,,once again,,,,,opening a girlie up hang on is this why i get shadowbanned and my blog deleted? I Am Once Again Opening A IMAGINARY Girlie WHO DOESNT EXIST Up in FAKE FICTION

anyway not even using a knife this time its more of a scurvy scars reopening kind of a situation

i wake up with them and these on my mind and i’m devastated tbh lmao

my mother just brought up massively triggering stuff out of the blue and idk how to feel abt this

when someone who’s had such a rough life and done so much but their one dream is just to settle down in peace and be happy with the people they love just…gets me every time

Here is what fucks me up about Joel Maisel.

I mean a lot of things fuck me up about Joel Maisel because I truly don’t think he’s a good or kindhearted person.

But here is, specifically, what fucks me up about Joel Maisel.

This man has an affair with his secretary and then decides to leave the wife he’s been cheating on and lying to. 

And literally, in episode three, he shows up in the middle of the night to ask for another chance, and this is what he says to her: 

“Midge...I've been thinking a lot about our situation...where we are. I'm on a couch. And you, I mean, I don't know what happened today. I don't know what you needed the money for, and I don't care. I promised I wouldn't ask. But clearly, things aren't going great for either one of us. Maybe this was a mistake. So...I'm thinking of giving it another go.” 

There is not a hint of remorse here. He’s not sorry he hurt her. He isn’t sorry he blew up her life. This man is sorry that he tried to leave and it wasn’t working out for him.

For him.

He even says in his speech that he doesn’t care what she’s going through. “I don’t know what you needed the money for and I Don’ care.” Any dude who gave a shit would have shown up and been like “Yo, you mysteriously needed a large sum of money and now I’m worried about you. Please talk to me.” 

Or, if he was serious about getting back together with Midge, how about two simple yet very important words: 

“I’m sorry.” 

We are four fucking seasons into this show. Joel still has not apologized for the way he treated her. Never. He gets close at the end of season one. He says: 

“I never said I'm sorry, did I?” 

This is not an apology. No, he never did say he was sorry. And this is not him saying it. It’s him acknowledging he never did. And then he proceeds to skirt around an apology.

He lists off things he SHOULD have done (buy her flowers, crawled on his hands and knees), and THEN proceeds to tell her that she is “a lot,” placing the blame for his leaving on her. Because of the person that she is. 

The bottom line here, for me, is that Joel only wants Midge for what she can do for him. He doesn’t care about her as a whole person, and I don’t know that he ever did. 

And that, friends, is what fucks me up about Joel Maisel. 

actually very pissed off. just got to my desk and it seems someone has come in to clean. in the process, they have moved things around on my desk including a monitor, my plant and sticky notes, and binned a bottle i had kept on my desk PURPOSEFULLY so i could reuse it, as it was a big bottle that i actually brought ALL THE WAY BACK FROM ITALY with me last year. for 10 weeks i have worked here and never has anyone touched shit on my desk or cleaned in our office. i'm actually upset. i am seriously upset. GIVE ME BACK MY ACQUA PANNA YOU ASSHOLES.

when your special interest gets brought up by someone/thing else and you just !!!!!!!!!!!! quietly like I’m so normal I’m so normal I’m so normal about this (I’m not)

I need to put myself on a book buying ban

roommate currently throwing a 24 hour hissy fit bc i told her to shut up and stop being passive aggressive when she has a complaint. literally stomping around and slamming doors cus shes mad. you dont even pay for the lights bitch. anyway i maxed out the tags on this post stay safe down there

I’ll walk a mile?

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