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aaronymous999 · 9 months

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“The Barbie Movie is anti-men!”

No. The Barbie movie was just not made for u s. I honestly didn’t find the movie all that relatable outside of Allan but it’s still a GOOD movie! I wasn’t bored during it, it was funny, the music was good, it’s thematically a great movie. I was just not the target audience and that’s okay!! Seeing my 49 year old mother crying at the end of the movie was all I needed for the movie to make me happy, knowing that it touched my mother in a way that other movies don’t often do. And that’s okay :)

Barbie is a movie for anyone who has lived the female experience, especially older women like my own mother who grew up playing with Barbie. That doesn’t mean that you can’t relate to it just. As a human being, and I have lived a female experience briefly in my life but I didn’t relate to the movie. And that’s okay! If you relate to this movie fucking awesome!!! I’m so glad that there’s a movie that means a lot to you :) /gen

I’m just beefing with the other men on the internet who didn’t relate to it like me, yet they insist it’s a bad or “anti-men” movie when it’s clearly not???

Also shoutout to Allan he was literally made in a lab for the transgenders

Only critique? I wish it was more anti capitalist and anarchist but that was never really the point so I get it I will wallow in my corner praying for a progressive movie to arrive that fulfills my genderfuck anarchy goals. ( Idk maybe I’ll write something to fulfill my own dreams ❤️❤️ )

#aaronymous ramblings #barbie #barbie movie #good movie!#i just kinda felt nothing at the end #i was expecting to have the same experience as all the transmascs online who literally cried during it but like #manifested to be cis so hard that i had a cis reaction slash jay #im all for transmascs sharing their experiences of their time as women presenting because it adds a lot of insight #im just like idk if i can do that like ive lived as a woman longer than a man but i guess im like idk #little disappointed i didnt relate to it i feel like im missing out #good movie tho the filming and the storytelling and the themeing and the music and the cinematography are masterful #like the critique that its too girlboss feminism is wrong because dude. thats literally what its critiquing but it is a little too #capitalist for my tastes #its in this weird gray area but its still awesome???#barbie choosing to be human was awesome tho #barbie spoilers #barbie movie spoilers

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mikoran · 2 months

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yknow its probably a good thing that the themes of control and the fact that frisk doesnt equal the player etc werent like the Main thing with undertale because the fandom so horribly interpreted everything about it early on that it served as a great display of what toby needed to do to Not Mess It Up in deltarune where its basically the whole point

#like its also very important to undertale but if you completely miss that part youll end up fine #undertales story always felt more centric on the monsters of the underground while deltarune seems more focused on the story of kris and #their struggle with being a literal puppet to the player #like frisk is just kinda There. they dont really rebel and we actually know like nothing about them because theyre like. compliant i guess?#but kris does Not Take That Shit and is constantly fighting against it #its the whole point #sigh… chara they did you so dirty im sorry #like chara is morally grey as hell and they are Fascinating and have a lot going on with them that the fandom just. so horrible butchered #”oh this character is implied to have not been a great person? they have some ‘creepy’ dialogue? lol bloodthirsty murderer”#SO glad we left that era #chara loved monsters and was all about consequences!!! HOW DID WE ALL GET THAT SO WRONG #i have a lot of thoughts about this as you can tell #undertale #deltarune

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arcadekitten · 8 months

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Since Theo and Zap live together in Cemetery Mary, are they found siblings? I'm just curious can I feed off of these two I love all of your games btw!! ^^

Thank you!!

I personally wouldn't describe the relationship they have as siblings, especially since they were designed with the intention for players to wonder if they were dating haha. If you like found-sibling tropes I'd sooner direct someone to Crowscare, or Pogo & Yoyo in Semiaquatic Circus! But I don't think that's the kind of relationship Theo and Zapara have ^^"

#i actually went on a mini-rant kinda about this on my crowven stream? but again not everyone was there for that!#and this is in no means trying to make you feel bad whatsoever!#but i have always felt like the wide range of relationships people can have to each other is so interesting and unique #and i really like characters that have close and interesting friendships #so whenever people 'water it down' to 'oh they're like siblings!' i feel kinda slanted face emoji?#and there's nothing wrong if you like that kind of trope or dynamic at all!!#i just personally would like to portray all kinds of different relationships #and i also dont like that sometimes it feels like people can't enjoy friendships unless it ends up as something romantic or familial #and i myself am a sucker for romance and thats not a secret!!#but the label of 'friends' on its own can be just as loving and fun!!#sorry for going on a second mini-rant; again these are just my feelings!!#theo #theodore #zapara #cemetery mary #ask

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iloveyouitisruiningmylife · 7 months

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pretend i did not send the prev ask ANYWAYS how was your day 🧘‍♀️

it was better today for a change

i sat with this girl and we listened to songs all day she said she's getting into taylor swift and i kinda got overexcited and told her about the folklore triangle because she had listened to a lot of august of reels and she likes it and she was like oh damn that's awesome and when i played her betty and she sang im only 17 i don't know anything but i know i miss you she rolled her eyes and made a face and was like ugh every playboy ever WHICH MADE ME SO HAPPY and then she made me listen to some punjabi songs and i liked them and we finally settled on MY bollywood playlist and she liked it i was so proud and we were talking about how awesome taylor is cause she writes all her own songs and i told her do yk she has a 10 min song and she was like omg really send me so yes ill send her the mv today and i hope she likes it

#also there's this guy he's one year younger than us we kinda hang out everyday we don't talk a lot just lament about being miserable #and wanting to go home and today i was sitting with this girl na so we didn't talk so at the end of the day he was like #kya hua sab theek and i was like nahi kuch theek nahi so he laughed and was like kya hua bohot kaam hai kya and i complained about the ac #not working so he was giving all these suggestions like yahan baith ja yahan hava aayegi idk it probably meant nothing #but it felt nice felt like he was checking up on me 🥹#okay that's it that was my day how was yours #vio love

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genesis-quoi · 4 months

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nine after destroying the universe

#sonic prime #sonic prime spoilers #listen this is probably exactly what happens when you give a troubled 8 year old the power of a god so #he’s a little shit until the jig is up and then runs behind his older brother when it all goes to shit before you can hit him back #he never really apologized though which was fine before bc he owed everyone nothing but THEN tried to beat the shit out of them #and then FREAKED OUT WHEN EVERYONE ROLLED UP AFTERWARDS LMAO #not a diss against nine at all this is the most eight year old behavior #but I will say the ending was a little rushed #I know nine was conflicted and was almost talked down before the huge fight but idk it felt weird for him to be as hurt by sonic as he was #to the point at which he nearly obliterated everything and everyone in his way #only to kinda give up at the end after Sonic apologized to him like sir you were literally airing him out the WHOLE time #on the grocery store PA system and NOW you’re good???#idk how I feel about it because again it is a very kid thing to do to just act out without thinking but it’s also nine who is v calculated #anyways #sonic

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toffyrats · 4 months

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it’s finally starting to settle in that christmas is in 3 fucking days

#like. it doesnt even feel like winter #maybe i’m js getting older but last i checked i was counting down the hours and it was getting hard to sleep at night #it was a “its finally cold out! my favorite time of year! we’re off on break! christmas is almost here!”#n now its a “oh right christmas. free stuff”#my parents apparently have something big planned for my 18th this year and i can’t bring myself to even look forward to it?#like. yeah. my fucking eighteenth birthday is in like a week #and the start of a new year is less of a celebration and more of a sigh of relief #its more of a “yippee. another year. at least it’s a fresh start.”#i think this is the 2020 effect #2020 was 4 years ago guys. that is absolutely insane #its not even nostalgia it’s just “wow. okay.”#its like getting punched in the gut yk #2020 was the last year the holidays felt right.#now my whole life feels like a blur and i cannot believe it was four whole years ago #and now we’re entering 2024 with nothing but see you again by tyler the creator and a few loose hopes #the election is this year #maybe things will fix themselves and go back to normal #thats all ive ever wanted since 2020 ended. was for things to just be normal #after the masking mandates were lifted i felt like maybe they could #but im just kinda being rushed through life #and i wish it would just be normal.

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sociallyawkwardseal · 4 months

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if i don't write soon i'm going to Implode into a million tiny pieces

#I haven't felt good At All lately and haven't been able to focus. Shaky thumbs up.#I kinda wrote like... 600w on Nothing Really In Particular last night but #I've been reading a lot this month. Novels for a series I like a lot.#But I haven't really been Writing bc my brain is just. Exhausted in-general. And it's making me exhausted physically.#I'm probably gonna try to write again tonight... I ended up writing from my phone last night. Augh.#Ainsley.txt #Reading is good for writing but I Need To Actually Get Words Down For My Own Sanity.

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starteas · 5 months

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You know, it’s kind of funny to think about but with the few asks I’ve gotten about it, it surprised me a lot that people actually missed and liked reading Lumi when it was a webcomic. I ended up developing a complicated relationship with it because I felt really embarrassed about it, but to see a few people want it to be reuploaded or continue definitely tugs at my heartstrings a little. 🥲

#idk like it’s definitely not something I’m proud of now— obviously I wrote it during high school and it ended up being really clunky #on top of the embarrassment I felt already just looking at the old pages #but idk to hear some people liked and read it and actually want it to come back?#it makes me feel kinda shy but I mean. I’m glad you liked it #thank you if you read it #I’ve been considering bringing it back but idk for sure— if we only make Lumi’s pilot and nothing else #but yeah haha #evan bleats

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jonny-b-meowborn · 9 months

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Okay I've been thinking about the lil cute therian fic I've been writing, and I think I know how I wanna end it and it's like. Very much self indulgent not really accurate to the mechanisms canon and way too cute but the thing is I can do whatever I want forever so I think Im gonna do it (I'm only like idk 1/3 done tho so don't get too excited fjdnfjndn)

#okay like im gonna spoil it in tags #this is my warning there will be nothing else in the tags #so basically in the fic youre a dog that got kidnapped by the mechs with a bunch of your coworkers #a heist just for fun and to kill some random people out of boredom #but you survive on the ship bc you hide #but then Tim finds you and at first jonny tells him to kill you like the rest #but tim is like. hold on. that person is not a human i dont think. i don't wanna kill an animal #and jonny is like this is stupid. but whatever. were gonna put it back on earth were not keeping it timothy #and thats pretty much all i have for now #but then you just kinda. hang around on the aurora while youre going back to earth and you meet a few of the other mechs #they all have different reactions to you but in the end everyone somewhat accepts that youre a dog #and i wasnt sure how to end it #one option was to just go back home and be done with this silly little adventure and go back to living a normal life as a person #but youre happy you finally met some people that accept you for what you are even if for a moment #the other option would be to stay on the ship kind of as a pet #but that felt a bit off to me because youre not a literal dog youre a human that is a dog yknow. and that feels a bit too. idk weird #but i think i got the solution #what if. you get mechanized #and your human body is replaced with an anthro dog. so you can still be a thinking person you were but with a body that makes sense #like kind of like a permanent fursuit but more metal #and yeah that doesnt make much sense in the mechs canon like thats too nice of them and ill have to think of a good reason for that #but wouldnt that be just. so cute #like thats honestly the dream #i love robots and i am a dog so. if i could get mechanized to be a steel furry id agree right away like not even think about it #kind of like in that one love robots and death episodes with the kitsune #that scene where she transforms into a robot fox is my favorite in the whole ep i think and it honestly gives me species euphoria #so yeah i think im gonna ignore canon for that one but and give the reader/mc a sweet happy ending #and now youre a doggy pirate in space surrounded by people who are okay with that!!! isnt that the best #therian #bee buzz

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imwritesometimes · 5 months

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wouldn't it be funny if I could write again lollollol........

#got a very sweet comment on a fic today and I was like oh my god. oh my goddddddd. ppl *still* like my stuff.#ppl still like my silly little stupid little stuff that I had stupid silly fin working on & it's dumb and silly but I shared it!#and ppl like it!#and I'm like not pushing myself anymore. like before I was kinda trying to force shit to happen #like sitting in bed with an open notebook/laptop like CREATE BITCH!#and I'm not doing that anymore lol and being on my meds has really made me feel SO much better #but also like I just don't.... have any ideas anymore. can't rotate blorbo like a rotisserie chicken anymore #I lay down to go to sleep now and because my body is not operating under severe extreme toxic anxiety levels anymore #I just fckn fall asleep. like I'm OUT. good night. sleepin. snoozin. zonked. 7+ hours.#no more blorbo thoughts at the end of the day I'm TIRED and my brain FINALLY shuts off #I hope one day I'll write again. I had so much fun with it. I have had a couple Thoughts #since I have been on my meds #but they're nothing more than a few quick sentences scrawled in a notebook.#it's like I'm doing so much other stuff and having fun in other ways and SLEEPING FINLALLY SWEET GOD ALMIGHTY #there's just like zero processing left for original blorbo ideas #this doesn't make sense and I bet you were all relieved cause I haven't ranted in tags in like months but hahaha #🤡 I STAY HONKIN'!!!! 🤡#(I'm actually really in a really good place mentally rn I promise like the best I've felt in years I'm just ahhh!! tonight lol)#erin explains it all

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bojackhorsemanobviously · 1 year

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#there's all this talk in the show about the power he had over people but none about the women who had power over him #note im not saying that it excuses his shit either im just saying the eshow never really holds the women accountable #as a woman that annoys me #esp as one with a mom who has often made me feel worthless #i also found the writers to get way too insecure in s5 about how people viewed their main character that they felt the need to double down #give mc a sympathic backstory and will feel bad for him what were they expecting?#heck i felt kinda bad for beatrice and i dont hate her but her dad sucked you cant help but pity her esp as an old lady #angela diaz #scary women #she was so damn convincing #for a show about accountabiity its justall on one mans shoulder and it just doesnt feel like it was that fair shrugs #dont believe me?#ana his publist sexually assaults BJ #this is ignored and brushed off as if it never happened #beatrice his biggest abuser next to his father is given the sad old lady treatment that he acutally ends up being kind too #diane fucks pb who is with pickles and is mostly absolved of any wrong doing on her end #pc agrees to work with vance gets bj to a doc that gives him the opiums and does nothing to stop him from hurting gina #angela is gay the whole time and still fires herb then berates and offers a man who is mentally unstable more alchhol #it also felt tacked on in ep 10 of s5 to me like it came of super insecure #oh he def did shitty sshit that is unforgiveable but it felt like they were just throwing a bunc of random x//a/s to double down

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girlcavalcanti · 2 months

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I just wish I wasn't completely fucking useless yk

#I used to be really good at greek and latin. just a year ago #I used to be good and I used to have fun doing it #and now literally nothing comes easy to me anymore and I dread the moment I have to open the vocabulary and get shit done #because I know I'll end up fucking crying see the reasons above #so obviously I don't practice and I just get worse and worse. do you see my issue #obviously I get that it's very silly and all that and I have no real reason to whine about it #but still. I've always more or less felt like I was failing at everything but before I had at least latin #and when I had latin I wasnt a TOTAL failure #I Know I'm being overly dramatic n all that #but it still kinda sucks

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erikisser · 9 months

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can't believe all my roommate's friends were so actively working against me when it came to who gets the big room with the balcony attached to it and in the end she actually got it....