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kyuumon · 4 months
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Last Goodbye
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mmorw · 7 months
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Hey man I can’t read any of ur fanfics because every time I go to ur masterlist and click on one it just says it doesn’t exist, did u delete some of them, and if u didn’t could u like link some of ur fics
god lord I'm so sorry, I left this damn blog a long time ago 😭 maybe that's why the links are not updated in the masterlist page. Sorry again dude! I will try to fix it as quickly as I can
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sister-of-hitoshi · 1 month
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Begging on my hands and knees for a Warumono san x small chubby reader who has body image issues PLEASE- like he doesn't understand why humans feel so saddened about their bodies sometimes, or why they think skinny people look so attractive???((I'm going off the idea that for his alien culture, it's very much akin to Sparta types of likes and stuff, ie: everyone wants to be the strongest in order to serve their planet and help.))
To my lovely anon, this is my first ever ask!!! Thank you so much for having faith in me with your request (⁠ ⁠;⁠∀⁠;⁠) I hope it's alright ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
Sending loads of love your way<33
...You love me more??!!
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Genre: Slight angst, fluff
Character: Warumono-san/Mr villain
Warnings: Body image issues ahead! Please love yourself <33
It was a regular day-off date at a nice cafe.
A regular day of admiring this tall and handsome man who had taken pity on your state a few days back and started to temporarily date with you.
Yes.....That's what you explained to yourself. There could be no other explanation.
It was just another day.
Another regular day of self-loathing.
You were never happy about yourself. At your home, you had even put some translucent sheets over your big wardrobe mirror as some sort of barricade which deterred you from seeing your full figure. You didn't care if you couldn't properly see which dress was more flattering on you, it was better than seeing your ugly, unflattering self. Yes...ugly.... unflattering...
"...There's no way that this hot guy would actually be in love with me." You muttered to yourself absent-mindedly, the other half of your brain busy admiring his sharp feautures. You were never going to believe that he was actually in love with you. You knew your place.
But what you didn't know was the extent of Mr hot guy's love for you.
For he was even willing to choose you over his lovely pandas.
Even though it had only been a little while, he became so open to you about almost everything- well everything except for his job and identity which were classified information. You were so soft to hug, just the right size for him to squeeze his chest when patting your head or booping your nose. You were just way too adorable. So much so that imagining you in a panda onesie was enough to make him cough up whatever food he was having at that moment and roll on the ground back at his home.
Right now at this quaint little cafe, as both of you were lost in thought about the other, you didn't fail to notice how his face suddenly became all serious as he scrunched up his brows.
Well it looks like even he's disgusted now.
He was about to say something when you beat him to it.
"I'll excuse myself to the washroom."
You didn't wait for his response and hurried away.
"Of course", you said to yourself. "Of fucking course."
You loved him so much, you were so scared that he was actually going to bring up his disinterest in you at the table, so you excused yourself first.
Your fist slammed beside the sink.
A coward. That's what you were.
"I knew it from the start... that's why I didn't try to love him too much but...what can I do when he's so good with me?..." You bit your lip hard, the air felt nauseous. It was getting hard to breathe.
"Why did he have to be so attractive and kind..."
It seems even your tears were mocking you, for they were fat, full of the weight of your misery.
"I hate myself, and I love him, and I hate that he has to date such a miserable looking person like myself"
With tears rolling down your cheeks and you using your hand to wipe your face to no avail, you turned around to leave the washroom and fetch some tissue papers from the dispenser. Seems like you couldn't even wipe off these ugly tears.
But before you could even comprehend it, you were swiftly hugged by strong, large arms.
"Y/n....what happened?"
A man with his familiar deep, soothing voice, voiced out his worry. This made you cry harder.
Mr villain felt akward, he didn't know how to comfort his favourite earthling who was crying like this infront of him, so he did what he thought calmed him the most when he was feeling stressed. He hugged you and patted your head.
"Oh it's nothing....But it's okay if you want to stop now....I know we are together only temporarily and I know too that...you don't really like this ugly unflattering thing that is me-"
"Y/n what are you saying?" He shook you by the shoulders. This was one of those very rare times when he was swiftly losing his composure. But he knew that he needed to comfort you right now. You are his top priority.
"You're my favourite. I love you..........even more than I love pandas"
Wait- wait what?
"No no- wait- pandas are your favourite, even a kid who sees you for the first time will get it... And you're telling me you love me more??!!"
You fake-gasped and started laughing a bit, finding it really absurd but more unbelievable.
He was glad that your tears that stopped now, and that he had internally taken snapshots of your face and saved them to his memory. He means- you looked so adorable even when crying. His poor heart could only take so much.
Deciding now was the best time, he confronted you.
"I heard everything Y/n."
His deep voice ran through your being, making you shiver. Your immediately became tensed. He noticed this. He only held you tighter.
"I really love you a lot, and I love hugging you too. Why would the way your body looks really affect my love? I love you for who you are"
You immediately looked up at him, and the sincerity in his eyes was enough to break all the bars of negativity that were caging you in.
"I appreciate that you like me too, so please accept that I love you, both you and your body, and I want you to love yourself the way I love you" He continued to look at you through his bangs, until he suddenly turned away from you.
"Iloveyourcuteness"
"Hmm? What was that? Can you please repeat it?" You were trying to lighten up the situation now, so you playfully pleaded him with those big doe eyes that always made him kneel and pull on his bangs even he even thought about them.
"I love your cuteness... you're adorable. The perfect size for me to hug and p-perfect for a kiss-"
You brought him down by the shoulders and kissed him on the nose.
He became so blushy, his eyes became glossy, he was so awkward and genuine, your love for him grew tenfold, while his for you grew manifold.
It seems that everything that you had claimed to know about your situation was entirely wrong. But this was a wrong that felt right.
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"So why were you scrunching up your brows at me and making a serious face back then? I thought I had offended you...haha, sorry if that's the case though" you said, looking at him bashfully while scratching your cheek.
"You don't need to be sorry, it was just me trying to imagine you with a panda costume...sort of"
"Oh."
The response did little to conceal your vibrant blush. You internally screamed and kicked your feet, he was soooo cute being all mumbly and blushy, you'd definitely make it a point to surprise him with it later, heheh!
Well looks like you'll have to say 'bye-bye' to those sheets now.
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gentrychild · 6 months
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.....so I am gonna just come out and say it and of course this may not be a popular opinion and that's fine but I hate everything that's been happening in MHA currently,it really has gone downhill for me after Deku's solo arc cause God that was beautiful peak MHA for me , i stopped having expectations after Deku's solo arc ended in more or less fifteen chapters and now I truly feel I am done ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶTime to read and write some fanfictions......so many fanfictions (⁠ᗒ⁠ᗩ⁠ᗕ⁠)
That might not be a popular opinion but that's one I share. *finger guns*
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svatleena-delvera · 4 months
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Then why me?..
A/N: hey i just wanna do a nishinoya x reader but ill still do the hashira part but I'm feeling kinda angsty for nishinoya
Warning: angst pure
Nishinoya x FEM reader
🍓as always i don't know much English so if something is wrong correct me 🍓
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Your both a first year and you've been together 1 month already you both choose a club
Your on a different club while your boyfriend is on a volleyball club
You always go there after your club end or if his club end first he'll pick you up
But ever since then when he joined the b
Club he sometimes forgot about you when you ask where he is the other members say he left already
You don't even know how you two were still together, now that your a second year
You both sometimes hang out or go to an ice cream place to date
But sometimes he forgot your anniversary
So since its your anniversary you brought him home chocolate and a bento
As you walk to the court you can hear yelling once you got closer you can hear
"PLEASE MARRY ME KIYOKO-SAN"
Huh.. strange it sounded like nishinoya when you peak through the door you can see nishinoya holding....a ring giving it to...oh. kiyoko of course..
You've know kiyoko almost everybody know her she's the most beautiful girl anyway smart, talented.. she even caught your boyfriends eyes
You don't hate her because she's sweet and caring but right now you feel your anger rising but not from kiyoko your angry at your boyfriend
You opened the door still holding the chocolate
Nishinoya saw you and ran towards you. Whenever nishinoya is gonna jump on you, you always catch him but today you avoid him and move to the side
"ouch hey! Why did you catch me"
You only stand there which leave nishinoya confused, he hold you shoulder but you snap his hand away
" after all ive give and done for you this is how you repay me?.."
"what do you mean?"
"if you like her so much then why me?"
"i... I don't understand why...what do you mean?"
You give the chocolate and the bento to him and said
" why do you marry her...were done nishinoya"
You walk away not looking back, nishinoya stand there regretting his actions and the other looked at the scene of what's happening right now
Daichi clap his hand telling everybody to get back to practice
Suga then came and said
"get her before everything is to late"
And ran back
He just stand there looking at your gifts... He does not deserve you, and you don't deserve him sometimes your loved but not meant to be loved
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Ehe༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ not much angst
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lunexrin · 9 months
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"You're a little less annoying than the others."
Tsukishima Kei. (Childhood friends, high school AU.)
| this one's a bit rushed and doesn't make much sense ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ |
Seasons changed, year after year, and so do both of you. He has always been the blunt kid that he is, but he had that adorable glint in his eyes, so pure of hope and innocence. But you knew he changed after that night with Akiteru.
He can't help but to realize that you've changed too. You were like the sun, always shining so brightly wherever you go, it hurt his eyes, even. The social butterfly kid, pretty much knew every kid in middle school, younger or older. Not to mention that you were the smartest kid in your year, and even if he was a year older than you, he couldn't help but to admire you.
But eventually, the sun had turned into the moon. More calm, reserved and somewhat.. cold.
He remembered all of those family gatherings --in which his were considered your own, that's how close you are-- and would naturally catch the glimpse of you running around with the other kids. But now he sees you in the corner with a cat on your lap, head buried in a book that looked like a guide to ancient black magic or something, with headphones on.
He had not seen you speak a word since you arrived, too preoccupied in whatever fantasy you have brought upon yourself in the form of a novel.
He felt drawn to you. Hell, when did he ever not? He finds the sounds of his faint footsteps from his covered ears, the music playing in his headphones did the job enough to muffle the annoying voices of loud relatives, kids screaming, crying and whatever else, he didn't care. He stopped in front of you, staring at your figure for a moment. He took in your new haircut, your new style, your outfit, the book-- everything. But yet, you haven't noticed him.
With a quiet sigh and a chuckle, he sat down in front of you, petting the cat in your lap. "Is the book that great?" He mumbled, gently petting the cat as it purred.
"What?" You replied, taking off your headphones and letting it hang off your neck. He followed, then rested his palms on his knees. "Nevermind," he mumbled again.
"You've changed."
Just what in the heavens that has gotten into him? He would be the last person you expected to say such a thing.
"In a good way, I suppose.
But you're still a nuisance."
A smile broke out from you, followed by a small huff. He saw the cheeky smile that you had on after he said it, and he wanted to punch it off of you for being so damn adorable. He had to shift his gaze away from you and to the cat, to refrain his heart from bursting. He always had a soft spot for you, and it'll stay that way.
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He thanked the Lord that you finally moved your ass here from Tokyo.
No more late night calls, no more train tickets.
He was keeping an eye on you to see if you're doing well in Karasuno, and yet he never saw you with a proper friend. And him being the sweet thing that he is, he lets you bother him and Tadashi. Tadashi was more than delighted, and the blondie acts as if he hated it, but he didn't mind, actually. If you really had no one else in the world, he would be more than honoured to fill in that void for you, and be the only one for you.
"Ano ne, Kei." He hummed as he watches you solve the darn algebra question that he explained it to you earlier.
The wind suddenly passes through, a low whistle making itself heard in your ears. The shiver that followed after was a bit painful as you tried to shake off the piercing coldness of the wind. You turned to witness those golden brown eyes, getting lost in its' beauty for a moment.
"Aishteru yo."
An irritated sigh leaves the blonde's mouth, a hand pressed to the layers of his forehead from his frowning. He slowly opened his eyes and chuckled, and it turned into the most beautiful harmony of joy that has ever hit your eardrums.
"You're so annoying," he muttered but another sweet laugh escaped him. A hand covered his mouth, the other wiped the tears forming into his eyes.
He's way too used to you throwing the L-bombs at him at the most random of times.
"I know," you said proudly, that same cheeky smile that he always loved made its way to your perfect lips once more.
"But maybe, just maybe.. you're a little less annoying than the others."
© 2023 lunexrin, do not copy, translate or repost on any other websites without proper credits.
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fabianvalencia561 · 11 months
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(This was a bit late ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ )
*It was an unfortunate time... It was time for Rosetta to go.*
Rosetta: ..... I know you don't want me to leave.... But I have to...
Jerry: .... *He sighs heavily* .... I know.... I know...
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Rosetta: Alright....*She walks up to him and hugs him tight* Make sure you don't let your anger out of your control.... I know it's hard for you.... But you need to calm down and don't let your mind take advantage of you like that..... You still have Mike to take care of....
Jerry: *he was quiet for a bit and then he sighs* .... I'm trying... I'm going to be trying my best to make sure that I'm calm....
Rosetta: Good ..... Please keep Mike safe... And remember to keep-
Jerry: of course I will keep him safe... *He hugs her tight* and I remember.... Trust me... I learned to take care of Mike.. while you weren't doing your best... And when you were gone....
Rosetta: ........ Yeah...... *She kept on hugging him tightly*
*They talked for a while and then eventually Rosetta faded away and went back to the place she needed to be. Though there was a single blue feather for Jerry to keep.*
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Jerry: ..... Goodbye..... Rosetta... *He gently held the feather tightly.*
*Jerry was standing there quietly. Then he started to feel horrible...his body began to hurt a lot.... Jerry started to get very lightheaded and then before he could do anything.... Everything went dark.*
*It felt like Jerry was in the darkness for a few minutes. Jerry began to feel a very painful tightness around his body especially around his neck it felt like he was getting forcefully strangled with a rope. Eyes began to appear just staring at him some seemed very happy to see him suffering this horrible demise.*
Jerry: !!!!- *He tried to scream but it was like he was forced to not talk*
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*Jerry kept looking around fast to see the eyes just looking at him as he tried to get the rope off his neck. Then Jerry sees these eyes.... These green eyes that never blinked... They were full of hate and anger.... It wanted Jerry dead and wanted Jerry to suffer.*
Jerry: *His eyes widen as he knew the eyes* .....Father......
*Then everything went quiet. Jerry hits the ground hard as the ropes are taken off of him. He tries to get up but then he hears a voice*
Corrupted Leader: ..... I heard you and Proteus talk .... You don't want to be a corrupted?.... You don't want to be part of this family? You don't care about us....
Jerry: !!!- No no no no no no... Father please I-
Corrupted Leader: YOU HATE US! YOU DON'T LOVE THIS FAMILY!!?!! ....... *Sigh*.... You don't care about me... Anymore....? *He said with a sad voice* .... .... I missed when you were just a little boy.... When I bought you back... You were so kind.... You cared about us..... But now.... I regret even letting you live this long... *He snaps his fingers*
*Hands began to grab Jerry and they hit him to the ground hard and began to tear away his back out his skin, muscle, and tissue slowly and painfully ripping apart from his own body*
Jerry: *He screamed loudly as he cried loudly for help* FATHER!!!! PLEASE DON'T GO! I PROMISE I WON'T MISBEHAVE ANYMORE!! I PROMISE I'LL LISTEN TO YOU PLEASE!!!! *he begged and screamed* FATHER PLEASE!!
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*The hands successfully tore Jerry up into two. Jerry cried loudly in pain*
Corrupted Leader: *He walks up to Jerry and looks down at him* ....... Then you better start behaving.... This is a warning..... *He stomped on Jerry's head which caused brain matter to go everywhere.*
Jerry: !!!!- *GASP!!!* ...... *He was shocked..... He was breathing fast*. ..... I.... I-I....
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Jerry: *he felt his wrist and neck burning as now there was a red mark.... It was a warning.* .......... I.... *He began to cry* .... I'm sorry..... I'm sorry..... *He was scared... He doesn't want to die.... He doesn't want to leave Mike like that* ..... I'm sorry.....
*For a while Jerry was trying to keep his head calm and then he stands up and tries to call D10...... Nothing....*
Jerry: ..... He's probably still pissed off... That I never told him that I'm corrupted *He thinks to himself* ......
*At Toby's house*
Donald: So how's the little lad?
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Toby: Thomas is doing well.... Though we should all keep an eye on him....
Harold: uhm... Remind me why Donald is here again? I'm not trying to be rude of course....
Toby: Donald used to be a doctor... Until he moved away from the mainland....
Harold: oh... Well I didn't know about that... *He clears his throat* ..... So.... Is Oliver here with you or is he just visiting..?
Donald: Aye... He's with me.... Hmm... But you guys should keep an eye on him... Oliver hasn't been feeling good lately....
Harold: .... Yeah... I can tell... Toad is keeping distance from Oliver...
Toby: .... That's.... Weird.... Those two are always seen with each other...
Donald: Hmm... Just make sure you guys keep an eye on him....
Toby: alright we'll also tell D10...
Henry: Wait D10'S here? Why so?
Toby: He was asking us questions.. like if we saw anything weird...
Henry: hmm... He should ask Hiro.. he looks around the second and main Sodor islands all the time.... Which I tell him all the time to not to do that... I worry about Hiro....
*D10 was in Toby's shed trying to fix his own core.*
D10: *he was mumbling to himself* Stupid core... I don't want to faint on everyone.... *He hears something at the shed entrance* !!!!- ....
Oliver: ..... D10?...
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D10: Oliver?..... *He was still trying to fix his core*
Oliver: ...... *His eyes widen* .... Uhm.... Do you need help?
D10: *he sighs and nods his head* Yes .... Be careful now.... I don't want to faint...
*Oliver began to help out D10*
D10: ok.... Now.. I need you to hold my core for a bit so I can fix this.....
Oliver: .... Alright... *He said in a quiet voice* .....
*Oliver started to get a horrible thought. He slowly tightens his grip on the core..... He wanted to tighten his grip on the core more and more and more*
D10: *He slowly fixed his core* Alright..... Alright.... Oliver you can let go now.....
Oliver: ........
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D10: Oliver?....
Oliver: ............................
D10: .... Oliver...
Oliver: !!!- uh! Huhh....
D10: my core... Can you please give me my core???
Oliver: .... O-oh.... Yeah.... Sorry... *He gives D10'S core back* ....
D10: thanks Oliver... Now... We should get out of this shed...
Oliver: right... Right....
..... :]
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konigsblog · 2 months
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Orla... Why are you so kind??(⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) I've been your follower for (maybe) a long time. First time, i just liked your stories. But your blog keep showing and recommend it to my tl! Then i decided to follow you and turn on notification! :D ((Psst, besides that i love König sm and you make a lot König's fic!!!!<3))
I'm glad you're growing everyday, every fics you made feels so fuckin' ROCKKKKK AARGHHH💗💗 Happy to see you try a new genre(?) :3 (pls i discovery my new kink too everytime i read you fics). Hope to see more of your works in the future!!✨💗 Loveee youuuu😘😘😘😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰 AND PLS IGNORE THOSE PPL WHO HATES YOU, HERE I GIVE YOU ALL OF MY HEART❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥
—sorry for my bad english༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
THANK YOU, THANK YOU, my angel :'33 this is so sweet to read, and really brightens my night !! (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠) i appreciate the thoughtful, sweet and supportive message, thank you so much !! ❣️🐙
LOVE YOU, SWEETHEART !! 🫂 i hope you're doing well :3 GLAS YOU'RE ENJOYING MY WORK
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puffpastrycrimewatch · 3 months
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Poor guy
(This song kinda matches just change prom with festival and prom dress with suit (⁠・ั⁠ω⁠・ั⁠))
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Man I just realized he can't even cry- alright I promise I'll draw him happy later ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
All my homies hate the rulers of Gahenna
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"Oh so now I'm the bad guy huh? I thought you were the one who approved of my way of doing things. Did you forget already? I'm your fang!"
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Kotoko after she gets voted guilty in trial 2 (she's gonna hate it).
It's been a while since I last used markers and ngl, I don't really like the final result (I think I messed up smn with the eyes, but if you only look at the lower half of the drawing, it looks good! ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ) At least I had fun drawing her. (btw if anyone has a MILGRAM drawing request/suggestion you can send it in my asks. might do them when i'm bored)
I've just been thinking a lot about Kotoko lately... can't wait for her door reveal
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*violent sobs heard from afar*
I hate how you've made serial killer! Stone get stuck in this cruel ass loop of vividly professing his love for Kali just so that he has something to hold onto forever but then he loses it and thus, isn't able to hold on to his memories of Kali which will eventually make him try and find even more scrap pieces of paper to have back the sense of normalcy he started finding in telling Kali's ghost how much he misses and still loves him which will eventually go on to inevitably repeat this cycle and he'll never be able to find permanent closure until he eventually ends up getting tired of this endless loop and let's himself get captured and put on death row for killing so many people and that's how they end up reuniting ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
Also cuz I apparently seem to either be masochistic or hate myself can we have a little drabble of Kali's ghost following Stone around and reading everything he writes and desperately tries to communicate with him by the will of some divine entity only to be disappointed and let down and watching his beloved go through all this shit before he just runs out of energy to do it again
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TW: Allusions to suicide
Kali's ghost totally watches over Serial Killer!Stone, watches as he tries and tries to control his grief by doing his damndest to make sure no criminal kills an innocent and causes the innocent's family to suffer the same grief he's going through.
Kali's ghost follows him around and around the city, reaching out with his translucent hands to try and grab his baby's wrist. He settles in the "safe house" Stone has and reads all of the declarations of love his baby writes for him and he tries to reach out again, only for his hands to pass through Stone's because he's not solid.
He's not soldi, no matter how hard he tries to be. He's not solid, he's not alive. His ghostly form is only on this mortal plane still because he and Stone refuse to let him rest, every line Stone writes anchors Kali's ghost in the mortal plane. But he can't help be happy that his baby still loves him. Stone still wishes he was alive and there and Kali wishes that too.
And when Stone has to leave behind the safe house and all of the papers anchoring Kali's ghost to the mortal plane, Kali fears this is it. He's going to disappear forever. But soon after, Stone settles down somewhere new and manages to find more scraps of paper, writing memories and declarations of love again. And again. And Kali's ghostly form stays on the mortal realm due to it, he stays right beside his baby, desperately trying to reach out to hold him only to pass right through him.
It's torture for the both of them, two of them trying desperately to regain what they lost. But they can't help themselves. Not when they're still on the same plane of existence.
Maybe Kali's ghost can get some rest finally when Stone ends up following him into death too. And maybe, just maybe, they reunite in the afterlife, against all odds, despite every crime Stone has committed.
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answrs · 8 months
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anyway I don't know who any of you are anymore because tungle shit the bed and fucking deleted the avatars from posts so if I don't interact with your ficlets or meta or funny posts it's not because I don't like them. my brain just legitimately needs your lil icon there to go "hey! look at that writing! let's see what cool thing mutual has made!" and without it my eyes just kinda glaze over most text posts and I hate it so fucking much ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
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larsofthe-stars · 1 year
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Redraw of one of my posts, it got a a lot of notes and I now hate it ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
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littleziisa · 5 months
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nO he messaged me himself and made me grin like an idiot! >8O Unacceptable! I hate this! No! Bro can't erase my seasonal depression symptoms temporarily like that in a flash that's bullshit! How?!!? Not allowed! NO!!!
Damn. I'm a goner. Fuck. ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
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rongzhi · 1 year
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does china also apply automatically filters to tiktoks / douyins? i went home to gyeonggi for the holidays and bought a phone in the sales, but the filters were turned on automatically, not like my old UK phone ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ i noticed in the titanic video of the girls face kind of pops (? like as the filter happens) as she walks on so that's why i was wondering. 感谢您的努力!!
I think there's a slight filter (like a skin smoothing one?) on douyin if you film directly through the app. I don't think that's the case if you film in a different app and edit, then upload, though.
I know tumblr hates that sort of thing, but it's pretty normal to turn on beauty filters in douyins (美颜) and live streams also have filters that can be turned on.
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viiiiiiickyyyyyt · 6 months
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Reached 53 kg (BMI 20.4) and I feel disgusting cause I feel fatter than before. I'm trying to eat more protein and some more calories cause I want to tone up building some muscles but I don't have a lot of time to exercise properly because of how much time my school takes (during the weekends I'm a little more free but rarely because I have a lot of school work to do) and I just feel like I'm just getting obese istg I want to km$ so bad I want to stop eating but I know I won't get the body I want and I'll always look fuckinh fat.
I hate my height; if I was taller I wouldn't have to worry about looking chubbier or muscular because of how much I eat and the gym. I want my rib cage to show easily when I stretch, I want thinner arms and a flat stomach, I want to be photogenic, I want a high lower back, I want to be tall and skinny ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ.
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